Poppet Paints

Well, decorates more than paints. This weekend found me up a ladder on Saturday and Sunday decorating the kitchen and then part of the hallway. Owner has requested that every room in the flat be repainted so that it looks sparkling for when Her sister comes to stay with us in the Autumn. So, yours truly donned my decorators bonnet and attire and has been setting to it. The spare room had already been done and all that remains is the rest of the corridor, Owners bedroom and the lounge/dining room. She is going to Spain in a fortnight so i will do the bedroom and lounge whilst She is away so as not to disturb or disrupt Her.

Decorating aside i have been busy with my usual cleaning, studies, exercises and baking etc. i also provided Owner with a back massage. She treated me to some late afternoon/evening drinks at one of our local bars yesterday, one that is particularly good for people watching, one of our favourite past times. Here we are, having a good time in each others company;

Today She also gave my bottom and my clit a good going over with a selection of leather paddles. This was my bottom afterwards

It has been a busy but productive and enjoyable weekend.

By The Seaside

'Oh! I do like to be beside the seaside! I do like to be beside the sea! Oh I do like to stroll along the Prom, Prom, Prom! Where the brass bands play, "Tiddely-om-pom-pom!"'

Owner and i made a flying visit this past weekend to the Devon seaside. The main purpose of the trip was for me to see my Dad. However, Owner also had some additional plans in store for me.

Weather-wise it was typical Eng. So it was definitely a case of dodging squalls and showers between fleeting moments of bright blue skies as we took in the air along the promenade. The views were, however, quite splendid.

Here i am, fully brolleyed up, on the seafront as the rains swept in again

Whilst we were down Owner also had a couple of treats and surprises of Her own for me.

First off, on Sunday morning, i was presented with a lovely glass of Her piss to drink.

Next i was spanked and caned. Owner started with my bottom, spanking it with Her red paddle, then She caned my clit with Her riding crop.

Once She had done then She then surprised me by instructing me to go out into the hotel corridor in my nightie. Although it was early in the morning the hotel restaurant was open for breakfast so there was a chance that someone could appear at any time but out into the corridor i trooped. i looked a bit of a fright as i had not long been up and had not fixed my hair or face which you can tell from the pictures.

It made for a much more fun start to the day than i had been expecting!

Incidentally, long-term readers know i love to accesorise myself and have a thing for suspending chains or pendants from my piercings. What do you think of my latest? i have hung a pearl from my gauche piercing (just below my clit). i think it looks pretty, how about you?

Public Service Announcement - July Public Challenge Postponed

As regular readers will know i normally complete a randomly chosen outdoor exhibitionist challenge on the 16th of each month. i regret to inform you, however, that this month's challenge has been postponed for a few days and will occur later in the week.

i am the reason for the delay and i apologise. Unfortunately, my lovely Owner has had cause to punish me and is banning me from wearing make-up, feminine clothes and from shaving for two days as a punishment. This makes the completion of the challenge impossible. 

The reason for the punishment is that on Thursday this week She had to go into Her office for work. i made Her a lunch to take in, as is rightly expected of me, but then forgot to put it into Her work bag. Luckily for me Owner spotted my sloppiness just in time and was able to retrieve Her lunch from the fridge before She set off. However, such an oversight on my part is, i know, unacceptable and so i am rightly being punished. The punishment will last for 48 hours commencing tomorrow (16th July).

i hate having to appear in 'boy mode' like this. Owner is fully aware of this hence using it as a form of punishment. Readers may not think it much of a punishment but i can assure you that if you were me you would realise that it is, much more so than a caning or something else might be.

i am truly sorry to Owner for my oversight and i am grateful to Her for clamping down on such instances of sloppiness on my part. As Her submissive wife i know i need to provide for all of Her needs and risking Her leaving for work without having food in Her bag for lunch was unacceptable on my part. i will ensure it does not happen again.

My punishment does not start until tomorrow, Sunday 16th and will finish at midnight on the Monday. In the meantime, things are continuing as normal. Today, after completing my Spanish studies followed by my exercises, Owner gave me a glass of Her refreshing urine to re-hydrate. It certainly quenched my thirst!

post-exercise glass of urine

After getting changed into something pretty whilst i am still allowed to, remembering my punishment does not start until tomorrow, Owner then spanked my bottom and my bits with two of Her metal implements. The solid metal ball tenderiser definitely leaves an impression when used to hit my tender plums! 

freshly spanked butt and plums

After lunch it was then time to do Owner's hair for Her.This was followed by a fun photo shoot of me in the 'submissive & breedable' cropped top that Owner bought for me. It was great fun to do and there will be a separate blog coming in the next few days showing some of the results.

Photo shoot over Owner decided that i would be allowed to join Her on the sofa to watch a movie. A storm had been forecast so an afternoon at home seemed sensible (the sorm never actually materialised). i was despatched to the corner shop still wearing my cropped top with my hair in tied up in pigtails from the earlier photoshoot to get some supplies for the movie. Here i am on the shop (sorry not great photos)

i managed to crop my head!

The film itself was a very silly Chinese disaster movie called The Wandering Earth but it was a distracting way to end the afternoon. 

So, as a reminder there will be no outdoor challenge completed tomorrow, it will be done sometime during the week. Meantime, i have 48hours in boy mode to come as punishment. i will be counting down the hours to be able to return back to 'normal' but am grateful to Owner for correcting my misdemeanors and, in doing so, helping me to become a better wife to Her.

400 Not Out & Other Updates

Today marks a mini-milestone in my life, albeit an inconsequential one in Owners. Yes today it is four hundred (400) days to the day since i last experienced an orgasm of any kind (ruined or real). i would like to thank my wonderful Owner for keeping me in such an orgasm free state. Others may struggle to understand me when i say this but remaining denied in this way, whilst also having the honour to pleasure Owner whenever She wishes and to help Her to climax, is the greatest privilege on earth. Just thinking about it makes my 'plums' ache and my caged clit twitch. i truly am a very lucky and a very happy submissive slut and wife. Thank you Owner.

The day was spent doing my usual routines. i made us breakfast and lunch (with dinner to come). Completed my daily Spanish language studies and my extended weekend butt and abs exercises. i swept and mopped the floors of the flat and helped Owner with some admin She needed to sort. i was treated to a bottom paddling followed by a nipple spanking

my freshly paddled butt

head wedged between Owners' thighs as She spanks my breasts

Afterwards i also received a delicious glass of Her golden piss to consume

Drinking Owners' wonderful wee

Before being allowed to cuddle up with Her on the sofa.

This week, however, along with the last few weeks, have been difficult ones for Owner. She is going through a lot of upheaval and stress at work, stress that i wish i could somehow magic away, but i can't. All i can try to do is be there for Her and serve Her as best i can. It was thus a pleasure to be tasked earlier this week with being Her human footstool to help take the weight off Her lovely feet whilst She was on the phone with Her mother.

Owner resting Her feet on my backside

A few days later Owner amused and distracted Herself a little by electrocuting my nipples.

Yesterday, in a further attempt to take Her mind off work, we set off to do a little walk.However, quickly discovered that it was warm and uncomfortably muggy outside, the sort of weather that Owner hates. We still did a bit of a walk but then diverted to the same bar that we visited last sunday for some refreshing drinks and a spot of people watching (one of our favourite past times).

sat outside the bar with Owner

We spent a very enjoyable few hours watching people come and go, commenting on their outfits. Whenever a woman walked past in a short skirt or revealing top, and a number did, Owner would remark that it was the kind of outfit She knew i would like to wear myself (how well She knows me!).

She, meanwhile, was disappointed by the quality (or absence of it) of the men on show. Her preference is for young, slim, Chinese/Japanese/Korean-looking men. There are actually quite a lot of such men in our neighbourhood, mostly students at local universities. However, wherever they yesterday were they were clearly not in the vicinity of the bar where Owner and i were sat. Hopefully, She will have better luck next time and someone might catch Her eye.

There were also a number of men in shorts. Now, Owner hates men wearing shorts. She recently declared to me that 'no real man would ever wear shorts' - something, of course, that i regularly do, the shorter, more revealing and cuter the better!  Afterall, i am a slut. i also wear short skirts and dresses, clothing Owner has not worn for years and which She has sworn never to wear again. She is a trousers or jeans only girl. It is very much the case that She wears the trousers in our relationship and i wear the dresses. Talking of which, this was me today in my dress and pigtails :)

me today in pigtails and dress

But to finish where i started. i truly am grateful to my beautiful and sexy Owner for keeping me so happily orgasm free and for caring for me, dressing me and having me as Her feminine, slutty, submissive wife. i truly am the luckiest person in the world.

Frisky Frolics in Finland

Did i mention that the place Owner and i are staying in here in Finland has a jacuzzi on the deck patio? Pretty much every day we have been here has found Owner and i in our respective swimsuit and bikini floating around amidst the bubbles. It is a wonderful way to spend some time, not to mention that the jets of warm water feel amazing as they pummel my pussy through the thin fabric of my bikini bottoms!😀

Well, yesterday it felt even better as  as Owner stripped me of my bikini top and bottom when we were in the water and proceeded to then lightly spank my swollen 'labia'. Obviously, the minute She did so my thighs automatically parted as little waves of pleasure surged through me, waves that grew even more pleasurable as She tugged on the chain suspended from my pierced nipples, causing me to become even more aroused. My little clit began to swell in its cage in excited delight.

With yours truly feeling excitable Owner then positioned Herself in a seated position at one end of the jacuzzi and pulled me over towards Her until i was lying naked over Her lap in the warm water. By raising Her hips slightly She was able to push my bum up and clear of the water whereupon, still holding my nipple chain tight with one hand, She administered a light outdoor spanking with Her free hand on my naked butt. It was a lovely way to start the day before we set off exploring.

However, lovely as it was it was not a patch on the manner in which She started my day this morning. After we'd had breakfast Owner beckoned me back to bed, instructed me to strip naked and then, once again, started to lightly spank my bottom and pull on my tit chain. It had the, i suspect, intended affect of making me wet and aroused. It would appear Owner enjoyed tormenting me like that too for when She took off Her panties and placed the fabric of the crotch against my nose, i inhaled the wonderful fresh scent of Her sex.

Owner positioned me flat on my stomach and then took the solid rubber 'evil bat' paddle i had brought with us and administered a good solid spanking on my backside and a lighter one to my bits. i had forgotten just how effective this rubber paddle is and was soon writhing and squirming on the bed. My bottom quickly started to colour up as you can see from the picture below

the 'evil bat' paddle

Owner tired of spanking my butt with the paddle after a bit and wandered off into the kitchen to look for something, leaving me face down on the bed. What She was seeking i had no idea but i was soon to discover.

She returned with a rubber basting implement for covering the surface of pies and other dishes but quickly found another, better use for it, in the former of a plum/testicle beater. Instructing me to get on all fours and to part my legs slightly She used Her newly found implement to great effect, striking it against my exposed swollen labia until i started to squirm, then striking them some more. Next She told me to turn over and deployed the same implement against my now already slightly sensitive nipples which were already aroused from having had the nipple chain pulled hard as She spanked me earlier.

'Would you like me to sit on your face?' Owner asked. By this point She had re-positioned Herself astride my derriere and was grinding Her pussy against my newly warmed buttocks.

What sort of a question was that was my immediate thought. Of course i would, i would like nothing better. i conveyed my delight at the suggestion and watched as Owner fetched Her vibrator then squatted down astride my face and pleasured Herself within millimeters of my nose with Her toy. i needed no instruction as to what was expected from me and immediately set about worshiping Her wonderful anus with my tongue. Licking Owner's arse whilst She brings Herself off is truly one of my life's great pleasures and privileges. It is always wonderful help bring Her pleasure and today was no exception. i loved looking up through the fine thicket of Her pubic hair and watching Her climax as i feasted on Her backside. All too soon and it was over. Owner got up to shower and change leaving me aroused but contentedly denied.

There was, however, one final bit of excitement in store for me. Today was a mostly cloudy day with some rain forecast in the afternoon. Rather than head off on a hike or go to a beach we decided instead to visit an old local stately home in the morning and then head to a nearby spa resort hotel in the afternoon to make use of their pool facilities. The prospect of the latter made me nervous but also excited as the only swim wear i had with me were the two pairs of bikinis, one pink and sparkly and the other blue and frilly. i decided to be sensible and bring my blue bikini and not the pink one for what was to be my first ever very public appearance in a spa pool wearing a bikini!

We had no idea how busy the facilities would be and so i was a little apprehensive upon arrival, more so on being instructed to head to the men's changing room and discovering it to be an open plan space with nowhere to really discretely slip out of my bra and lilac lace panties and change into my bikini. It was made more nerve wracking still as i was obviously also wearing my pink micro chastity device. But, in the company of a couple of naked and near naked Finnish men i stripped off and changed into my bikini and then traipsed through to the pool area.

On arrival i was greeted by the sight of a large pool and a couple of hot tubs/pools and a bunch of couples splashing and lounging about, as well as some kids. i bit the bullet and padded across the tiled floor, avoiding people's gaze whilst staring at my painted toes as i walked, and eased myself a little shyly into the pool. Of Owner there was no sign.

After a minute or so in the water i plucked up some courage to swim a couple of lengths until Owner emerged and i swam over to join Her. By that point i had started to feel a little less self-conscious in my bikini. Owner and i plonked ourselves into one of the hot tubs alongside some other couples and then spent the next hour moving from one warm pool to another and then back again to the main pool to cool off and so on. i ceased feeling self-conscious and swam and splashed and walked around quite happily in my bikini. i did feel a bit awkward heading back into the men's changing room later in my bikini to dry off and putting my panties and bra back on again in front of some real men who were also getting changed. But nobody said anything or remarked about me (not that i would have understood a word if they had!), nor did i really even get many odd looks in the pool. All in all, i think my first ever public pool bikini swim went well and Owner and i both got to enjoy a lovely time together at the spa.

Here i am poolside in my blue bikini

and this is me enjoying myself in the pool

By the time we were back outside and walking back to the hire car i was feeling quite proud of how i had got on.

But, enough (again) of me. i leave you with some more pictures taken on our Finnish adventure as i know that a number of readers are appreciating the lovely landscapes around here.

we came across a seafront house with its own float plane!

Tomorrow we head off to an island located mid-way between Finland and Sweden which we'll be staying on for a few days. It is part of the Åland Islands which is actually a de-militiarised zone and a rare (very) example of a successful League of Nations agreement. The place has been peaceful for over a hundred years. Hopefully Owner and i won't disturb the peace too much!

Clit Accessorising and Bottom Reddening

Owner surprised me today. i was writing a story on my computer when She sidled over and blindfolded me. Satisfied i could not see She then told me to stand up, reached under my skirt and removed my knickers. i remained motionless as i felt Her fiddling with my clit. At the same time i could hear the soft sound of bells jangling. When finally She was done She removed my blindfold so that i could see for myself what She had been doing.

To my surprise, a little set of silver bells were hanging suspended beneath my clit, secured in place by a small chain that She had secured around its base. The chain is thin enough to mean i can my new clit ornament whether i am locked or unlocked. With my knickers on the bells make virtually no sound as they are held, immobile nesting in the fabric. However, with my knickers off, which is how Owner prefers me to be at home, the bells hang below my bits and make a soft, audible, jangling sound.

i love them. i have a bracelet around my left wrist with a small bell attached that i wear all the time (i sometimes wonder if colleagues wonder why i have a small bell hanging from my wrist). i am excited to now have five of them suspended below my little clit. It also means that Owner can now hear me moving around inside the flat. You can see my bells in situ below.

In other news, i mentioned in my blog post yesterday that i was going to be caned by Owner as a 'payment' for having been allowed to go to the park to sunbathe. Well, i am pleased to report that i did not just receive a caning. It was combined with an end of week disciplinary spanking with her leather paddle, She also used Her riding crop against my nipple for good measure too. My bottom was a little rosy afterwards.

Pink and Tender

So today i have mostly been catching-up with some long overdue household chores, studying some Spanish and then watching a movie with Owner (Mad Max: Fury Road) whilst gorging on a giant bowl of popcorn. This was followed by Owner spanking my backside with Her heart-shaped metal spanking device, before turning me over, securing me in the wooden yoke and spanking my caged clit with the wooden spoon. All the while my nipples were securely clamped.

So, just another 'normal' Saturday :)

My bottom and 'bits' were left pink and throbbing. 

How was you day?

Standing, Spanking, Plugging and Flaunting

Owner and i have both had a tiring week so we are thankful that the weekend is finally upon us. Owner ended the week by administering my weekly disciplinary session which consisted of one hundred on my bottom with her metal paddle, followed by 50 strikes to the exposed 'bits' of my chastised clitty with a wooden spoon - the latter requiring me to be restrained in the wooden yoke to prevent me from squirming about. It was a punishing end to a punishing week, but i know these weekly discipline sessions are needed and good for me. i am very grateful to Owner for administering them.

The week started with me being required to perform a novel (for me) act, namely i was made to stand facing the wall in the corner in just my knickers for half an hour whilst Owner read Her book. It was the first time Owner has had me do this. To pass the time i counted the passing seconds in my head, reaching about 1800 when Owner announced the 30 minutes were over. It was actually a surprisingly good way of having me stop thinking about the stresses of work and empty my mind. i think Owner enjoyed having me stand patiently for Her too.  i can imagine it would be harder to do had i been wearing heels, or clamped, luckily i was neither.

However, a few days later did find me with my pussy plugged and walking arm in arm with Owner around our local park after work, the walk culminating in me doing 20 squats for Her - which were pleasant to do as on each dip i could feel the heavy metal plug shift a little inside me.

Oh, and one other 'first' to report - this week i attended my first face-to-face work meeting in well over a year. i decided to  be 'brave' and rather than wear one of the non-padded bras that i used to wear into the office i chose instead to wear a padded one - which i have grown accustomed to wearing daily throughout lockdown. i wore it under a blouse and jacket - i was attending a board meeting so needed to look vaguely 'smart' -  and was also in full, albeit light, makeup. Incidentally, i think Owner has taken a liking to my now regularly having visible 'breasts' - in the form of my padded bras - as She will occasionally grab and squeeze them through my top. Not the same as if i had real ones of course but still i am thrilled She seems to like to occasionally fondle my pretend ones.

So my week involved some corner time, a good spanking, being plugged and meeting board members and directors wearing a padded bra and full makeup as well as doing my usual housework and exercises and trying to be a good wife for Owner. 

Corner time

My bottom after today's spanking

Twist and Ouch

Owner set me an interesting new task to complete today after i finished work, namely to complete 50 Russian twists for Her, but with 20 mini pegs attached to my chastised clitty. So, with a line of twenty little wooden and metal clamps biting into the tender flesh of my bits, here i am, doing Russian twists before changing into my cleaning smock to prepare dinner.

mini clothes pegs adorning the exposed bits of my chastised clit

In case you are wondering i am also still receiving my weekly discipline spankings/canings. Last week my cheeks were brought out in a flush with Owner's leather paddle and my breasts were rouged with Her riding crop, as you can see below

bottom spanked with Owners' leather paddle

caned breast

This coming Wednesday night i have been told to expect to have to complete a 'lines writing exercise' after work. Busy, busy....

Spank Me, Owner, One More Time

Yesterday, after i had finished work for the day and whilst waiting for the supermarket delivery to arrive, Owner spanked me with Her red leather paddle. The spanking had been postponed from the Friday evening (when i usually receive my weekly spanking/caning) on account of the stinking cold Owner had gone down with.

Yesterday, however, She had recovered sufficiently to give me, not eighty but eighty one of the best. Owner always has me count off each strike as She administers blows to me, usually to my buttocks and the backs of my legs, but occasionally to my breasts or the bits between my legs - in fact i know that this coming Friday it is the turn of my breasts and sensitive bits to receive Her attention. But i digress.

As i was saying, She always has me count off each strike and there is always a specific number of blows that She decides to administer, in part depending on what implement She is using, sometimes as low as fifty, sometimes in excess of two hundred. At times, especially when She uses Her cane, She strikes so fast, each blow followed in quick fire succession by another, that i struggle to verbally keep up with Her. Then She will stop and re-commence at the point where my count fell apart - at least She doesn't start again from the beginning.

Sometimes, however, when She is fully in the swing and enjoying Herself She will deliver an extra strike or two for good measure. This was the case last night when i ended up receiving eighty-one blows from Her paddle.

These discipline session have now become a regular weekly occurrence which Owner seems to really enjoy delivering. She has become less restrained in how hard She hits me and, i have, in turn, grown to become more accustomed to the discomfort, especially when She canes my bits. That said, She still needs to secure me down when She strikes me down there due to my propensity to squirm about quite a bit.

Anyway, i am delighted that She is happy to discipline me so on a weekly basis and Owner does seem to really enjoy doing so.

But back to yesterday. Spanking over i started to prepare dinner when, finally, the supermarket delivery arrived. The drivers have now got used to the sight of me in my skirt and stockings lugging crates of groceries upstairs to our flat. However, yesterday's driver may also have noticed my freshly glowing cheeks as i carried the crates of groceries up the flight of stairs to our flat. Even if he didn't see, my bottom was definitely still flushed red from the spanking it had recently just received. You can see the aftermath of my spanking below

Skirt pulled up around my waist and freshly spanked

After making dinner, i then washed the dishes and tidied them away before setting about my evening chores (bathroom cleaning) before re-joining Owner in the lounge.

Culinary Challenge - Creme Brulée

Last week Owner instigated a new set of challenges for me to complete. i do all the cooking at home but Owner expects to see me extend my repertoire. Accordingly, She has created a set of cards, each of which contains a dish She would like me to prepare. After i have made the item stated on the card to Her satisfaction i am to pick another card, then when i have prepared that, pick another card...and so on.

The first card draw was last week and the card i picked stated that i was to make creme brulée. i have never actually attempted these (we didn't even own any ramekins to make them in). Anyway, this morning i made the custard and cooked it in a bain-marie, then after a day spent chilling in the fridge this evening i added the caramelised sugar glaze and served. Et voila (incidentally, if you want the recipe it is here)

 

 

Owner declared Herself to be very happy with the result. Accordingly, i have taken a new card, which says that i am to make home made, gluten free gnocchi. Again, this is something i have never tried to make before. Meanwhile, tomorrow i will be serving Owner prawns and asparagus in a white wine sauce - i hope She likes!

Oh, and the other thing that happened was Owner tried out Her new wooden paddle. It was a comparatively restrained first outing but one that still left my bottom pink and glowing.

my cheeks almost match the colour of my cleaning smock

 One final bit of 'news'. My weight is now down to exactly 140lbs (63.5kg), which i am really pleased about.

Stay safe everyone.

Owners' Arsenal

Owner has a growing collection of wooden, leather and metal objects designed for caning, spanking, paddling and generally abusing the soft and exposed bits of yours truly. You can see some of Her collection below

One of Her newest implements is this pretty hand carved paddle that i got for Her for our wedding anniversary

It is beautifully made and leaves quite an impression when used against bare skin. It came from LVXsupply over on Etsy which sells a great range of bondage and discipline gear.

Owner has increasingly incorporated domestic discipline into our lives together. It is something that She used to administer only on an occasional basis. However, just before Christmas She determined that every Friday night was to be a spanking/caning night for me. Each week i am required to randomly select a card that determines the type and duration of the punishment i am to receive that coming Friday. Tonight my punishment was to have my breasts caned, 50 times for each breast.

These weekly sessions are not designed as punishment for any specific misdemeanors, although i am sure there will have been something i have done that week deserving of punishment. Rather, they are born of an expectation that being beaten is good for me and is what is to be expected by Owners' submissive wife. She set out a while ago to increase my pain tolerance and these weekly sessions play a role in this. Owner has recently started to increase the intensity of the canings/spankings She administers.

Fast forward to this evening and my lovely Owner administered my weekly disciplining session before dinner. i received 50 strikes to my left breast with one of Her new metal implements, 50 strokes from Her riding crop were administered to my right breast and for good measure She also used another of Her new metal instruments to strike my backside forty times. You can see the pretty marks it left below

Owner Catches Up

With Owner not having been very well and then having the stress of interviews i had fallen behind in receiving some of the punishments i had accrued. i was due a number of outstanding punishments as a consequence of having gone into the office a few times this past week rather than working from home as Owner expects. Today was an opportunity to catch-up on a few of these punishments.

As usual for such punishments the precise nature had been determined by the roll of Owners' 'office working dice'. i had accrued two sets of 100 spankings from Owner's favourite leather paddle - nicknamed 'gatuno' as it is cat shaped. The third punishment consisted of being tied up whilst watching a TV episode with Owner.

Owner started the day with the tying-up punishment. Here i am early in the morning tied-up on the sofa in my nightie, dressing-gown and slippers.

 The day ended with me receiving 200 spanks on my bottom from Owner's favourite leather paddle.

There are two further such working away from home punishments still to catch-up with. One is cooking wearing just stockings and my furry-tailed butt plug and the second is eating dinner blind-folded. i will be completing both tomorrow.