Public Service Announcement - July Public Challenge Postponed

As regular readers will know i normally complete a randomly chosen outdoor exhibitionist challenge on the 16th of each month. i regret to inform you, however, that this month's challenge has been postponed for a few days and will occur later in the week.

i am the reason for the delay and i apologise. Unfortunately, my lovely Owner has had cause to punish me and is banning me from wearing make-up, feminine clothes and from shaving for two days as a punishment. This makes the completion of the challenge impossible. 

The reason for the punishment is that on Thursday this week She had to go into Her office for work. i made Her a lunch to take in, as is rightly expected of me, but then forgot to put it into Her work bag. Luckily for me Owner spotted my sloppiness just in time and was able to retrieve Her lunch from the fridge before She set off. However, such an oversight on my part is, i know, unacceptable and so i am rightly being punished. The punishment will last for 48 hours commencing tomorrow (16th July).

i hate having to appear in 'boy mode' like this. Owner is fully aware of this hence using it as a form of punishment. Readers may not think it much of a punishment but i can assure you that if you were me you would realise that it is, much more so than a caning or something else might be.

i am truly sorry to Owner for my oversight and i am grateful to Her for clamping down on such instances of sloppiness on my part. As Her submissive wife i know i need to provide for all of Her needs and risking Her leaving for work without having food in Her bag for lunch was unacceptable on my part. i will ensure it does not happen again.

My punishment does not start until tomorrow, Sunday 16th and will finish at midnight on the Monday. In the meantime, things are continuing as normal. Today, after completing my Spanish studies followed by my exercises, Owner gave me a glass of Her refreshing urine to re-hydrate. It certainly quenched my thirst!

post-exercise glass of urine

After getting changed into something pretty whilst i am still allowed to, remembering my punishment does not start until tomorrow, Owner then spanked my bottom and my bits with two of Her metal implements. The solid metal ball tenderiser definitely leaves an impression when used to hit my tender plums! 

freshly spanked butt and plums

After lunch it was then time to do Owner's hair for Her.This was followed by a fun photo shoot of me in the 'submissive & breedable' cropped top that Owner bought for me. It was great fun to do and there will be a separate blog coming in the next few days showing some of the results.

Photo shoot over Owner decided that i would be allowed to join Her on the sofa to watch a movie. A storm had been forecast so an afternoon at home seemed sensible (the sorm never actually materialised). i was despatched to the corner shop still wearing my cropped top with my hair in tied up in pigtails from the earlier photoshoot to get some supplies for the movie. Here i am on the shop (sorry not great photos)

i managed to crop my head!

The film itself was a very silly Chinese disaster movie called The Wandering Earth but it was a distracting way to end the afternoon. 

So, as a reminder there will be no outdoor challenge completed tomorrow, it will be done sometime during the week. Meantime, i have 48hours in boy mode to come as punishment. i will be counting down the hours to be able to return back to 'normal' but am grateful to Owner for correcting my misdemeanors and, in doing so, helping me to become a better wife to Her.

Humiliated, Battered, Buggered, Caged and Accessorised

It has been an eventful 24 hours for yours truly and one that has left me in awe of Owner and feeling very horny, frustrated and happy. It all started last night when Owner instructed me to do take a walk around our bloc wearing a pair of her used knickers on my head. Now, we live in London so there are always people about, no matter the time of day and of course they are going to look at you wondering why you are out wearing panties on your head. Oh well, such is the life of the happy submissive.

So there i found myself, walking around our neighbourhood wearing a pair of Owner's panties as a hat. Actually, i could almost convince myself they looked a bit like a beret, except they didn't. No, it was just a case of front it out and look to all the world that wearing pants on your head is a perfectly normal thing to do, not humiliating at all!

walking round the neighbourhood with Owner's pants on my head

This morning, after breakfast and a delicious glass of Owner's finest golden nectar, i set about doing my tasks and chores. Owner advised me that i was to be given a spanking on my exposed plums before lunch with Her metal tenderising implement.

the metal plum/testicle/labia tenderiser

Now, i really struggle with his implement and have to be physically restrained whilst Owner hits my bits with it. It is painful and uncomfortable. To make matters worse, Owner decided to increase the number of strikes i was to receive on my hapless testes from one hundred to one hundred and fifty. i can assure you that being hit so many times with this implement on your bits is not an arousing experience, but a painful one.

However, i grinned, well groaned really, my way through it as Owner had also said that afterwards i was to be fucked by Her very large and long tentacle dildo. Now, there is nothing i like more than having my slutty pussy open out and stretched by a large dildo, especially one that can push deep into your colon. i am a total size whore and i love this dildo, love to be impaled on it.

Owner lubed the entrance of my pussy and eased the tentacle inside, instructing me to fuck myself on it whilst simultaneously fellating another dildo. However, no sooner was the end of Her enormous 'cock' inside me than She announced that She was gong to time me. i had five minutes in which to fuck myself. My excitement rose only for Her to state that She had no intention of allowing me to enjoy the experience, on the contrary She would beat me throughout.

For the next five minutes, as i fucked the tentacle in a futile effort to pleasure myself, Owner struck me with the metal tenderiser on my buttocks and then on my most sensitive bits again. Growing tired of the tenderiser She replaced it with one of my slippers, spanking my backside in time with my thrusts. 

As She battered my cheeks i let out cries of discomfort but the cock in my mouth meant that my cries of 'Ow!' were muffled. Three minutes in and with my testes now glowing hot from the pounding they had received and my cheeks starting to glow Owner reminded me that i was not to expect to enjoy being fucked.

All too soon the five minutes were up and i was left sore and really, really frustrated (it has now almost been six months since my last orgasm), whilst Owner was grinning happily having clearly enjoyed fucking and beating me.

the tentacle dildo that i love in my pussy

my very achy 'labia'

My pussy was still hot and wet and my 'labia' throbbing, swollen and sore when i served Owner Her lunch shortly after being fucked by Her. Then after clearing away the dishes She instructed me to get into my cage and 'get out of Her way'. As i knelt on in position, my ankles and cuffs bound, a heavy chain suspended from hooks through my piercings and with my mouth gagged all i could think about was what an amazing woman i had the great pleasure of submitting to and serving. My little clit throbbed in its cage contentedly and my gagged mouth drooled helplessly into my bucket.

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Later, when She released me, Owner then spent some time re-arranging my hair so that i might look cute and anime-like for Her. i am currently growing my hair so that it can be put into pigtails.

So all in all, quite the 24 hours!

 

How lucky i am to be able to get to live such a wonderful life with my Owner. Now it is time to give Owner a massage and pedicure.

Weekend Treat(s)

Owner treated me to a wonderful weekend away in the pretty town of Bath. She booked us in to a delightful boutique hotel called the Queensbury which we would both highly recommend if you want to indulge yourselves a little in this pretty little town. We have actually visited Bath before and so felt under no pressure to rush about to see the sights, quite the opposite in fact. Owner advised that it was to be a weekend of indulgence and relaxation and so it proved to be.

The weekend started with me being permitted to licked and tongue Owner's wonderful anus as She pleasured Herself with Her vibrator. She sat on my face and smothered me as i worshiped Her backside until She climaxed, then lay on Her side so that i could position myself between Her cheeks and lick and taste Her fragrant and delicious anus again and again. i was in seventh heaven.

Before permitting me the pleasure of tasting Her Owner first got Herself aroused by whipping me whilst i fellated one of Her dildo's whilst inhaling the scent of Her used knickers. Owner enjoys striking me like this and She was able to make full use of Her red whip, leaving me with stripes across my backside.

me after my whipping

stripey buns

fellating cock

Before She whipped me Owner had first tenderised my tits and the plums of my clit with Her metal ball implement. i find this quite an uncomfortable experience, especially when She strikes my caged clit and bit with it, and have a tendency to wriggle around a lot unless i am secured. At home i am always hogtied before being struck this way but i had forgotten to bring anything and so Owner had to resort to trying to pacify me with the double ended dildo whilst pinning me down with Her foot, like this

what a lovely foot Owner has

On the Friday night Owner took me out for a lovely Turkish meal and on the Saturday evening we went full on decadent and ate in our hotel room. It was a wonderfully relaxed evening. i was even also allowed to have a gin and tonic.

Owner even took the time to do a little photoshoot of yours truly in our hotel room. You can see how i turned out below

not quite Jane Austen

On the Sunday Owner took me to a pretty little cafe called Sweet Little Things for an extremely decadent brunch/lunch of milkshake and pancakes. The cafe is super cute!

brunch in Sweet Little Things cafe

Brunch as followed by a wonderful two hours spent in the Thermae spa, which includes an open-air rooftop spa in the centre of Bath that overlooks the city. It was a wonderfully indulgent experience and a great place to people watch, although what others made of me is anyone's guess.

It was a great weekend. Owner and i both hugely enjoyed. She left relaxed and sexually satisfied and i remained blissfully frustrated and denied. It was the perfect weekend away.

i leave you with some images of the city itself

Bath Abbey

 

the oldest part of the Abbey - about one thousand years old

old indoor market

unusual shop-lined bridge - one of only a few in the world

the Thermae spa

street in Bath

An Important Intervention

Owner and i are going away for a few days to stay with Her family. However, last night Owner put me on notice that She wanted and expected things to change when we get back. She pointed out that i have, of late, been focusing more on things that i like to do whereas what i should of course be doing is meeting Her needs. i have also been allowing myself to get distracted when there are things at home i should be doing.

i felt suitably shame-faced and today write Her a full apology. In it i also proposed to Her some ideas about how i could change what i do with my 'free' time at home in order that it is used more productively. i will update on our return but Owner is right to have chastised me as She did and i am at fault for having allowed myself to lose my focus, which should be on what She wants and expects from me.

One example of how i get distracted, and how this impacts my performance, is that i had started to watch live Youtube video feeds of the of the renewed volcanic eruption in Iceland. Last night Owner had me write one hundred lines about my need to secure Her approval to watch this. The photo below is a sample of the lines i wrote

page 1 of 3 of the lines that i wrote last night

Today before dinner i was given a further reminder of Owner's authority when She caned my breasts and pierced nipples and then secured my legs legs so that they were spread apart and spanked the exposed dangly bits of my little caged clitty using Her heavy, solid-metal, ball-buster. She remarked to me afterwards that She could 'tell that I did not enjoy that' - i didn't, it hurt, but then that is precisely the point. i am grateful to Her for having hurt me.

i will update when i can with whatever changes Owner has in mind for me and can only repeat my apology to Her for having allowed myself to become self-centred when all my attention should be focused on Her, and what She wants.

Pink and Tender

So today i have mostly been catching-up with some long overdue household chores, studying some Spanish and then watching a movie with Owner (Mad Max: Fury Road) whilst gorging on a giant bowl of popcorn. This was followed by Owner spanking my backside with Her heart-shaped metal spanking device, before turning me over, securing me in the wooden yoke and spanking my caged clit with the wooden spoon. All the while my nipples were securely clamped.

So, just another 'normal' Saturday :)

My bottom and 'bits' were left pink and throbbing. 

How was you day?

Of Parks, Paddles & Pain

Greetings all. This week has seen a return to earth with a bump after the holiday break in that i returned to work (albeit still from home, thankfully) on Monday. It also marked the return of the in-week challenges and Friday caning/spankings.

As a result on Tuesday, after completing my evening chores, Owner used me as a human footstool whilst She phoned home to Her parents. i have to say that it was quite a humbling experience to literally be under Her feet whilst She was chatting away to Her mother. It did feel very appropriate and an accurate physical reflection of our relationship.

Then on Thursday, during a brief gap between work calls and meetings, i did as instructed and took myself off and walked a full circuit of our local park with my nipples clamped, pausing briefly next to the park cafe to sniff a pair of Owner's deliciously fragrant used panties. It was a lovely day and the park was being well used, despite it being a weekday. My nipples were nicely throbbing by the time i got back home and returned to 'work'.

In the park

Then yesterday, after cooking dinner and completing my evening chores (cleaning the kitchen) it was time for my weekly physical reminder Owner's dominance over me, namely my weekly disciplining. This time it was decided that i was to receive a combination of being paddled on my bottom by the heavy wooden paddle before then being struck on my exposed 'labia' by the solid metal ball spanking device. The paddling left me with a distinct 'glow' on my derriere as you can see

However, i confess that i struggled to take being struck hard on my testicles by the solid metal tenderiser. Owner had told me to roll onto my back and to stay still whilst She struck me down there. However, i was soon wriggling and squirming about like an eel after less than ten of fifty blows She had stated i would receive. As a result She had to secure me in the wooden yoke before continuing. 

Even locked in position as i was i continued to struggle and cried out more than once that it hurt (which it did) and asked Her to stop. She did not and instead simply said that i had grown 'fluffy' and continued to strike me. Much as i disliked the experience at the time i do think this is indicative of a very welcome hardening of Owner's attitude when it comes to these weekly sessions. In the past She probably would have stopped as She initially struggled a little with the idea of inflicting pain on the person She loves. She still loves me but no longer has such qualms about making me suffer. i think this is wonderful and shows how much She too has also grown in confidence in dominating me over time. We both agree that i need to be able to take whatever discipline, pain and discomfort She determines i am to receive and i welcome the fact that Owner continued to strike me despite my protestations to stop. Disciplining over we then spent the rest of the evening cuddled on the sofa watching the Korean series Silent Sea on Netflix.

In other news, tomorrow is my birthday...i will be 52 years young. Owner has lots of things planned for the day, She came home yesterday armed with birthday balloons and an instruction for me to inflate them. i know She has got me a household service dress as She sought my input when choosing which one to purchase and then measured me thoroughly for it as it has been hand made, i am really excited about it and cannot wait to try it on tomorrow if She allows me to. She has also ordered me a cake which i am under instructions to take delivery of today whilst She is out. 

Tomorrow being the 16th also means that i will need to undertake some type of monthly outdoor challenge although the chastity device will not be being rolled. In December it determined i was to be locked 24/7 for at least 3 months and so will not be rolled again until mid-March.

That's it for now. i will update again shortly. Besos y abrazos

Cooking, Caning and New Coat

This morning Owner administered my regular weekly caning/spanking. It was postponed from Friday as Owner had now been feeling well. This week i was required to received 50 strokes from Her wooden spoon on my clit and then one hundred strokes from Her new metal tenderising implement. Owner ensured that i was safely secured in my new yoke before commencing, which turned out to be a good move as otherwise i would have thrashed about a lot, especially from the clit spanking with the wooden spoon. It definitely hurt as She struck my helplessly exposed 'bits'. Here are some pictures

Looking pensive before the first blows landed on my exposed bits

Pink buttocks after the metal tenderiser went to work

Owner also came up with a good idea which is that She could use the redundant central section of the yoke, the bit your head is supposed to go through if you are more flexible then i am. as a base to attach things to - such as clamps to my nipples etc. It is a potentially fiendish thought!

Recently, i have also been busy making some of the dishes that Owner has requested on me. Today, i prepared a vegetable Moroccan tagine and earlier in the week i made (at the second attempt) some half decent gluten-free pide (Turkish bread). i really enjoy cooking for Owner and am enjoying completing these new culinary challenges She is setting me. You can see the result of my culinary efforts below.

Gluten-free pide

Vegetable tagine (in authentic pot)

Ta da!

My next culinary  challenge is to make gluten free feta and tomato muffins.

This week i also received my new spring raincoat that Owner allowed me to purchase. i am really pleased with it and think it looks very pretty. It comes from a company called Lighthouse which do some really nice cots and other clothes. Here i am modelling my new coat, now i just need some warmer weather with showers to wear it in

This week is going to be quite a significant one for me. On Monday all of the shops and hair salons etc re-open in England so i will be finally able to make an appointment to get my hair cut - the first time it has been cut in 2021. But, that is not what i am referring to.

No, the real moment comes on Friday 16th April. It is the day when the chastity dice Owner created for me get rolled again. It will determine whether or not i remain in full-time chastity as i have been for the past three months or whether i get placed into a different regime. 

That same day is also when i will be rolling (and completing) the monthly outdoor challenge dice that Owner devised for me. Last month saw me having to go to our local supermarket wearing just a long coat and my lingerie. i wonder what i will end up having to do this month?

Stay safe all, hopefully we will all slowly be able to start to return to normal as the vaccine roll-outs continue

As Flexible As A Plank

i guess i didn't really think it through. When i ordered the breeding yoke, as a surprise for Owner to prevent me from wriggling about quite as much when She spanks or canes my clit, i should have paid more attention to the small print. The shop does say that you need to be flexible to be placed into the yoke, something that i am not. 

Basically, to fit it you need to be able to bend so that your feet are held up around your ears, you know, like you could do when you were just a few months old. Unfortunately, that was probably about the last time i could maintain that position. i am someone who struggles to even be able to touch my own toes. A combination of an innate lack of natural flexibility and two previously slipped discs means that bendy i am not. Of course, me being me, i did not think of such things when ordering. Just saw the position effortlessly held by the model in the promotional pictures and thought, 'that would keep me secured and fully exposed' and went ahead and ordered the yoke for Owner.

Anyway, fast forward to last night and after a lovely afternoon walk along the Thames, followed by a movie at home with a big bowl of popcorn, we set about trying to use the yoke in order for Owner to be able to administer my weekly beating. This week it had been determined that i was to receive sixty strikes to my testicles/bits from Her round metal tenderiser and then one hundred and sixty strikes on my backside with the carved wooden paddle.

First things first though, was securing me down in the yoke. It very quickly became apparent that there was no way on earth i was flexible enough to use it as intended. However, Owner was ultimately able to secure me down in the device by basically abandoning all efforts to affix the yoke around my neck and focus instead on just securing my hands and legs. You can see the resultant position below.  Had i the body of a gymnast my head would be sticking out of the large hole in the middle of the yoke, but i don't, so it is not. It still worked though as a means of securing me for Owner to administer my beating, striking my very exposed and squishy 'labia' with Her nasty little metal tenderiser implement (another gift from me). It really is a quite uncomfortable thing to be struck repeatedly across your bits with but at least this way Owner can use it without me being able to wriggle out of the way or protect myself in any way from Her

Yoke and metal clit tenderiser

My head would be poking through that central hole if i had the flexibility!

The good thing about the yoke is that, being a breeding yoke, it works just as well, if not better, when the person being restrained is inverted. To administer my bottom beating Owner unlocked my legs, had me roll over onto my knees and then secured them again. It is a great feeling to be locked down with your legs physically spread open. i can see why they call it a 'breeding' yoke! My pussy craved to be fucked, spread open and on full view with my face flat down on the bed. i felt like a complete slut as Owner set about beating my bottom with the paddle.

Helpless and locked down in the 'breeding' position with Owners' carved wooden paddle

Post paddling pinkness

So to conclude, although we were not able to use the breeding yoke as intended, thanks to my innate lack of flexibility, we were able to make use of it nonetheless. Owner declared the yoke to be a useful addition that will certainly help to make beating and canings of my clit easier whilst i can daydream  of being locked down and ravaged by Her like a slut. Oh, and there was much amusement and bouts of laughter and giggles on both our parts as we tried to figure out a way of locking down the human equivalent of a plank, aka moi :)