A Busy Month

Apologies for the lack of recent updates. Owner and i have had a busy few weeks with trips to Spain (to visit Owners family) and to Germany, well specifically Hamburg to see a friend of Owner's. In between we've both been busy at work and Owner is studying hard for some exams. In short, it has been a hectic month with little/no time for naughtiness - though Owner did have me complete some circuits of our local park wearing a butt plug :).

When She gets the odd free moment Owner continues to work on the Housewife Academy training programme She is developing for me but as to its likely content i remain in the dark. Owner did share with me the likely structure of the programme which is very different from the training programmes She has had me complete over the past couple of years. i will, of course, post the full details when i receive them.

In the meantime, here are a couple of pictures of me posing in boxing gloves (as you do) which were taken during our stay in Hamburg together with some shots of the city itself - which was great. Incidentally, Owner's friend commented to Owner that she had noticed i was wearing my collar. To my knowledge she is the first person who has ever passed comment on it in the 5+ years i have been wearing it full-time. Anyway, back to the photos:

Rocky eat your heart out!

Central Hamburg

Entrance to the 'men only' street off the Reeperbahn - i didn't go in

New Metro Station

Hamburg at dusk

Beach life on the River Elbe

Portrait of Poppet At Home

With the exception of the weights suspended from my clitty (weighted table cloth clamps) and the fact that i am not in chastity this is pretty much what you would see if you were a fly on the wall in our flat of an evening or at the weekend.

i always wear a skirt or dress at home and Owners house rule for Her wife is that i should never wear knickers at home in the evening. The leather collar and cuffs are always in place at home (albeit normally removed when Owner takes a photo of me) and of course i always wear makeup these days. The apron is because i have been baking much of this afternoon (lemon drizzle bread and also a chard, olive and cheese bread). As for the weighted clamps? Well, there i also another rule that states that at least one time a week i am to be clamped whilst cleaning. This was me just before i started to clean the kitchen, an hour later and when i had finished and the smile would have looked a little more forced - those red balls are weights and the white clamps themselves have teeth to ensure they firmly grip a tablecloth - or in this instance my clitty bits. As for the lack of chastity? There are times when Owner likes me out of chastity, though on this occasion i have been advised that time will end tomorrow morning and i will be locked back up again.

So there you have it, this is what i look like most of the time at home.

Well, that wasn't supposed to happen

This evening Owner told me to lie down naked on the bed as She wanted to change Her usual caning routine. Instead of caning my derriere Owner announced that She wanted to have a go at the exposed bits of my chastised clitty with Her riding crop. Accordingly, i was soon lying on my back on the bed with my legs spread and a chain connecting my collar to the tip of my Jailbird chastity device so that it was pulled upwards to fully 'reveal' my bits.

Owner alternated between gently cropping my titties and my clitty before starting to up the tempo and deliver a succession of firmer strikes to those bits of my clitty which hang outside of the chastity device and which were helplessly exposed before Her. Owner had just started to get into Her stride with the cane when disaster struck. With no warning and though still firmly constrained inside its chastity cage my clitty suddenly started to leak semen. Thin sticky fluid was soon dribbling down my thigh....much to both our surprise. i uttered a flustered and profuse apology whilst Owner asked how that could have happened? It didn't feel like an orgasm but my prostrate wasn't being stimulated so it couldn't have been a milking. It was just a sudden and unexpected leak and substantial leak of semen. It wasn't pleasurable (though nor was it unpleasurable) but it was a disappointment.

Meanwhile, and on a completely different subject, my father and his girlfriend have been staying with us for a few days. Throughout their visit i have continued to wear makeup and my collar. This is the first time i have done this in front of any family member. Last night we all went out for a meal and both he and his girlfriend mentioned what an unusual chain i was wearing. Owner, my dad, his girlfriend and i then had a short conversation about what it was made of (steel wire) before the conversation moved on. Had you told me only a few months ago that i would have not only worn my collar in front of my dad but happily discussed it with him in a restaurant (though he never asked its meaning and i didn't offer an explanation) i would not have believed you. It's funny how 'normal' wearing it and makeup everyday, including at work, has now become. i no longer even really think twice about or worry about.

Balkan Tart

Apologies for the gap between posting of late but there has been a very good reason - namely Owner and i have bee on a two week holiday to Montenegro (we also spent a weekend in Dubrovnik, Croatia and travelled around Bosnia too). Both of us had an absolutely wonderful time and are rather sad to be back home. The return is particularly difficult for Owner as they are making redundancies at Her work.

However, back to the holiday. The scenery in the Balkans is stunning and the Bay of Kotor (where we based ourselves) is no exception, this is just a typical view of the bay;

And a selection of some other shots from places we visited during our stay;

The Balkans really are a beautiful part of the world, especially at this time of year.

However, it would of course not be us if we did not seek out some additional and less conventional photo opportunities, especially ones in which i get to act like the exhibitionist tart and slut that i am. i am pleased to say that there were a number of such opportunities :)

As the sign says (well almost!). Owner is particularly proud of me in this one as this was actually a fairly busy road around Kotor Bay at the entrance to the little village of Strp - we immediately new what i had to do! However, this was not the only opportunity. Here i am taking in the view;

Having fun 'in nature' in one of the national parks;

Preparing for a video shoot;

Making the most of a weekend stay in a hotel in Dubrovnik;

Getting 'caught' out in the act of doing a little seafront posing (my look is explained by the sudden appearance of two other people and a rapid onset of shyness on my part - something i must learn to try to overcome if i am truly to become the tarty slut Owner desires!);

And more relaxed posing on the terrace of our apartment;

As you can probably tell from the photos Owner permitted me to remove my chastity device for the entire duration of our holiday and even allowed me to have two permitted orgasms - the first after Owner had first gagged me and then ridden my face whilst pleasuring Herself with Her vibrator until cumming then having me masturbate myself to orgasm for Her and the second after She had fucked me hard with Her strapon - i really was a very lucky slut indeed.

i was also quite proud of myself for having worn my collar and make-up and women's clothing throughout our holiday - including whilst crossing numerous border checkpoints. The average Balkan male is not always famed for his tolerance but we encountered no problems, not even in the more remote mountain regions, when someone wearing a collar and make-up turned up in their village cafe, though i only wore a skirt for specific video shoots with Owner which were away (mostly) from prying eyes. i was nervous about being so attired away from the safety of a city and a society i know but i need not have worried. However, i am sure the fact that we were a couple helped, i'm not so sure what reaction i would have had if i was alone. i even did some clothes shopping and purchased some women's tops and was asked if i'd like to try them on first in the changing room to check their fit - though admittedly this was at Dubrovnik airport so technically i suppose it doesn't count in the same way.

The one 'negative' of the holiday though was that Owner identified i had an occasional tendency to lapse towards trying to be assertive/authoritative on occasion when acting as Her chauffeur. Owner doesn't drive and i enjoy the opportunities a hire car presents to be Her chauffeur and drive Her around but i must be alert to this tendency to allow my behaviour to be affected when behind the wheel - it is not good and i am grateful to Owner for correcting me.

Pride Is....

Finally plucking up the courage today to wear my collar to work. Having been inspired, as mentioned in a previous post, by the example of Tamara's husband and having discussed it with Owner - who said that She did not expect me to wear the collar to work or in front of family - today i took the plunge. i hoped it would be ok in that my colleagues have got used to my gradual femming over the years (i wear full make-up and women's clothes at work) but i was worried about the collar. How would they react? What would they say? Would i be mortified? In truth i needn't have worried. Yes they did notice as a few did stare at the nape of my neck more than usual (either that or they were trying to see my titties!) and some did a quick double take but not one said a word (which Owner ascribes to this being England and that in Spain the situation would have been very different - which may well be true). Anyway, i wore my collar to work and now it has been done once there is no reason why it cannot be worn at all times...is there? Owner said She was proud of me for being brave. i am just proud to be able to wear Her collar. i am the happiest and luckiest pet in the world.

A Lovely Weekend...And A Thought

After our travels over Xmas and New Year Owner and i have enjoyed a relaxing time at home this weekend. i got to do some baking again after a break of a few weeks and it provided us with an opportunity to plan out a few things for the coming year which promise to be very exciting indeed...but i'm afraid you'll just have to wait and see what they are.

Our experience with the new Jailbird chastity device continues to be a positive one. Owner thinks it is the prettiest device we have had to date and i love the feeling of being locked inside it. The device remains on 24/7 and i hope it will become a constant presence save for when we are having to fly somewhere - it's metal construction would send airport scanners into meltdown! It is also the smallest device i have ever worn which makes for uncomfortable erections, but of course this is as they should be :).

Owner has also been encouraging me to share Her (and mine) new found passion for bloomers more widely by posing in our lounge window whilst wearing them for anyone passing by to see. The picture below shows the outfit i was posing in;

and this is the view from the street outside;

Owner says She loves having me pose for Her (and anyone else who may be passing!) in our lounge window and i confess that i love doing so too. However, whilst over the years i have grown increasingly shameless and will now do and wear things that would have mortified me until a few years ago (thanks in great part to Owners training and encouragement) there remains one area in which i am still fairly shy - namely the public wearing of obvious symbols of my submission to Owner.

i should explain myself at this point. My body is adorned with many temporary and permanent symbols of my submission to Owner and of Her ownership of me, ranging from tattoos, to bracelets, neck, nipple and belly chains and tags, collars (with and without cuffs) and chastity device. i softly jangle and jingle as i walk from the sound of the little charms and bell attached to my various pieces of jewellery all of which signify my status as Owners pet, Her slut, possession and whore. i always strive to look pretty whether Owner is around or not so that She might be proud of me (though i confess i also love being feminine). It makes no difference whether i am at home, in public with Owner or without Her, what i wear and how i look is the same....all that is apart from when i am at work or with family. Then i still wear everything i would normally do as described above save for one item, namely my collar.  i am wearing the collar i am referring to in the photograph below which was taken today in the local park:

You will see it in all the photos of me that appear in this blog. It is a lovely collar and yet, despite this i have never had the courage to wear it to work or visiting my family. However, in a recent post by Tamara about  her husband Rene's new collar she wonderfully describes his family's reaction and that of his work colleagues when he wore his collar in front of them. This got me thinking, why don't i wear mine to work or in front of my family - after all they've seen the make-up i wear and my family even got to read a Christmas list a few years back that was intended solely for Owners eyes only and which i sent to them in error, much to my horror ... they never did send me a butt plug (lol!). But yet i have never worn my collar. Maybe after reading about Rene's experience i too will pluck-up the courage to wear mine.

New Outdoor Collar

Regular followers of this blog will most likely already know that i have and wear two different types of collar. One, the thick leather one with wrists cuffs attached, is for wearing at all times home. The other, thin leather collar with a small D-ring attached is for outdoor wear (except at work). However, to mark our forthcoming anniversary Owner has decided that my outdoor collar should be upgraded to a new model, specifically one that can be kept locked in place (the leather one just fastened with a buckle) and which is metal.

After much research Owner came-up with a shortlist of potential collars and then we discussed which ones on Her shortlist we liked the most. After a good deal of umming and aaaghing we've settled on a locking steel collar from a company called Wyred Slave. Here is a copy of the image for the design from their company website:

We're both really excited at the prospect of this new collar. It is my intention to wear it at all times (including to work) which will, i am sure, be a challenge to start with but in the end no more so than wearing my dog tag and mini-bell necklaces and make-up have been - all of which are worn daily. And anyway, i do love a challenge!

i shall post some pictures of me wearing the new collar when it arrives.