Normality Returns

i am delighted to say that normality has finally returned for Owner and i over these past two weeks. My back has sufficiently healed itself to enable the complete resumption of my cleaning and other housework routines. Meanwhile, the blood and x-ray test results indicated that there is nothing fundamentally wrong with me other than some degeneration in discs L4 & L5 and some accompanying osteophytes (bony projections) in the same areas. In short, a continuation of the back problem i had some years ago.

The doctor did say, however, that i should avoid using any weights. Now i haven't been using weights since the end of March and i only ever used weights to try and build-up my glutes - nothing else - in an effort to grow a rounder butt. So, i guess i will just have to stick with squats and steps from now onwards.

Owner also gave me a delightful treat a couple of weeks ago. Knowing how Her taste and aromas drive me wild She rubbed my face with a pair of Her very used and aromatic knickers before clamping my nipples with clover clamps and sitting on my face whilst She brought Herself off with Her vibrator. Owner's anus was positioned invitingly in front of my lips and so i was able to taste and explore Her enticing rear entrance with my tongue as She masturbated Herself with Her vibrator. Having my tongue inside Her delicious backside like this, probing as far as i can, tasting Her, is truly one of my favourite pleasures. And this time, for the first time ever, i suddenly got a sense of what people who are into scat or shit play experience. Although nothing of the type occurred i experienced an intense desire and longing for Her to defecate into my mouth, so aroused and excited was i as i probed, lapped and licked Her anus. It didn't happen, but it was a surprisingly intoxicating thought.

Once Owner was spent She set about alternatively beating my clit and my bits with a leather paddle and applying Her vibrator to my swollen flesh. It was an intensely pleasurable experience. i adore having my bits beaten like this. Though i love to be left in a state of intense but frustrated arousal Owner prefers sometimes to make me cum 'like a slut' i.e. noisily and messily. And, cum i did, all over my chest and belly only to be fed my mess by Owner as She scooped up my semen and smeared it on my face and into my mouth. It was a lovely start to the day

Talking of clit spankings, since then we've now returned to my receiving regular such testicle spankings, albeit without cumming. When She is busy Owner likes me to spank myself using a large wooden spoon. My bits are getting used to being struck quite hard again which in turn means i get to walk around experiencing a wonderful aching throb for hours afterwards. Perhaps not everyone's cup of tea but i love it :)

Meanwhile, both of us are counting down the days until we go away on our two week holiday to Denmark. Just one month to go now and we're both looking forward to having two full weeks of no work and lots of fun. And, on the subject of holidays, Owner has instructed me to start doing some research for next year. Owner, of course, makes the decision about where we go but She likes me to present Her with fully researched options to help Her make Her choice. This weekend She is meeting friends of Hers for lunch and so i shall use the time to start researching the internet checking out prices, travel options, likely weather etc, etc. The result is a spreadsheet that i am sure would put some travel agents to shame! Owner, then uses the information provided to choose what we will do and where we will go.

This week Owner brought me  lovely little leather bound pocket writing pad and pen from Her work - it is one they give to clients as a gift. i used to keep a written diary/journal for years at Owners request in which i documented my thoughts, fantasies and aspirations. However, as we moved increasingly to documenting and recording things electronically so the tradition of my keeping a paper diary/journal died.Owner uses Trello to help organise my time and set my tasks and it is on Trello that i record the completion of my duties and record the other aspects of my life Owner likes me to set down.

But, there is something nice about putting words onto a page and so today i asked Owners permission to use the little notebook She got me to start once more to document my dark thoughts and desires. Owner granted me permission and so i now have  a little journal to write in which  She can read at any time to discover what strange thoughts go round inside my little fluffy head!

In short, and as the title of this post suggests, things are getting back to normal. And, as i think the picture below shows, i am happy to be back to 'normal'. The picture was taken by Owner just after i had returned from collecting Her from the station after She finished work and as i was about to get changed into my evening maid's outfit. i think i look happy in it and i am

The Heat Is On...In More Ways Than One

London is currently sweltering in the midst of a heatwave, weather that neither Owner nor i greatly enjoy - Owner especially not. This afternoon as we sought refuge in the cool of our bedroom Owner took the opportunity to first tie my wrists to the bed before proceeding to spray me with cold water - it was quite refreshing

However, i have been feeling the heat a little this weekend in more ways than one. Yesterday, Owner had to upbraid me for failing to maintain some of my expected domestic duties. i was deeply ashamed and very apologetic as She shouldn't have had to scold me that way in the first place as what had upset Her (not keeping the fridge was properly clean and being too focused on trying to look pretty and failing to pay proper attention to my duties) was something that should not have occurred in the first place. Thus it was that Owner had to point out the error of my ways last night. There is nothing more shame inducing than knowing that you have let down the one you love and adore.

Then today to add insult to injury shortly after the photograph above was taken i had a sudden and unexpected leakage, despite being locked in chastity. Owner had been torturing my titties for a bit and having fun spanking and caning my clitty and massaging it with Her vibrator, whilst i lay there with a dildo in my pussy, when suddenly, disaster as i leaked everywhere. This weekend really has not been my finest hour :(

Bad Pet, Dirty Pet

This week has not, in too many ways, been my finest hour. On Sunday i finished off painting the bathroom and even had time to catch-up on some of my duties, duties which had not been completed as i was painting and decorating. Thus on Monday as i bade Owner goodbye in the morning and then headed out to work shortly after myself i was feeling dangerously pleased with myself. The painting i had wanted to get done was done, i was up to date with my tasks and duties and Owner was happy and pleased (which in turn pleased me).

Over the weekend Owner also came up with a wonderful idea that She would like to put into practice. We have been discussing ways to ensure i keep fit now that i work primarily from home and which can also compliment my regular back exercises and pilates lessons. Owners solution is 80s style aerobics. Essentially, i am to purchase a bright coloured leotard with clashing leggings and leg warmers (think Fame) and start to develop an aerobics routine that is a homage to all those 1980s workout godesses. Owner expects me to produce some workout videos. They promise to be great fun to make and i suspect the content will end up being shared on here for your amusement.

However after this the week started to go wrong. On my return from work the first of what was to become a litany of short-comings on my part became evident. Owner was already at home and had started to unpack the veggie box delivery in the kitchen whereupon She discovered there was some food that had started to go bad in the fridge that i had not got rid of. Rightly She was very annoyed at me as i should have checked this. Meanwhile, in the morning Owner had advised that She wanted to administer a caning that evening so i had carefully laid out all of Her implements in preparation, including clamps, weights, strapons etc 'just in case'. However, after administering 100 well-deserved strokes and then clamping my titties and the underside of my chastised clitty Owner turned to pick-up Her vibrator and have a little bit of fun. Unfortunately, i had forgotten to put this out for Her amongst Her other things. Worse still when She did find it it was not charged and so useless. Owner immediately brought an end to the proceedings and instructed me to put everything away and made clear Her disappointment that i had let Her down again.

The day after this i had a work trip and whilst out during the day i bought Owner a small gift that i then promptly lost somewhere on the journey home, albeit not before i had told Owner i had got Her something. Again, i had let Her down. Then the next morning i forgot to plug Owners hair straighteners in whilst She was showering so that they were ready and warmed up for when She needed them. All in all i was not having the best of weeks in terms of doing things properly and as i ought to for Owner who was justifiably annoyed.

However, it is now about 48hours since my last mistake so i am now hoping that i am back performing and behaving as i ought to. Meanwhile, the weather in London continues to be cold and getting colder. Accordingly, this evening Owner advised that She wanted me to do another park challenge, albeit this time that i was to wear weights suspended from my nipple clamps as well as being naked save for my chastity device, socks, boots and coat whilst i accompanied Her around our local park. i think you can tell from the picture below (taken just as we were about to leave the house) that i get quite excited at the prospect of being so 'exposed' in public:

and then a few minutes later here i am posing like a slut in the park before heading off to do a circuit with Owner.

Whilst out we passed a whole group of joggers all of whom had weights too - except they were holding theirs rather than having them suspended from their clamped titties, they should try it!

Incidentally, the keen eyed amongst you may have noticed that i have updated my list of rules and tasks as these had become a bit dated - another thing Owner had pointed out this week.