21 Years

The 21st anniversary cake Owner got for us

Tomorrow, Sunday the 31st May, will be the 21st anniversary of when Owner and i first met in person. Wowsers! How time flies when you are in love and having fun.

Twenty-one years ago Owner and i met in person for the first time. We had been chatting on line for a few months but it was on the 31st May 2005, at Bond Street tube station, that we met for the first time. What a momentous moment that turns out to have been.

When we met i was immediately struck by Owners large and mesmerising eyes, Her gorgeous smile, long, luxurious hair and massive flared jeans! We went for lunch together to an Italian restaurant (which we occasionally still return to for anniversary meals) and became fast friends. After that we spoke and messaged daily and would meet up almost every weekend for drinks and a movie. However, we were 'just friends'. i am actually quite shy and was scared of letting Owner know that i fancied Her lest She did not feel the same way about me. However, She did and She quickly tired of waiting for me. A few months later, on the 6th October to be precise Owner made Her move. She snogged me passionately on the concourse of Charing Cross station as She was getting the train back to Her flat in South London and i was preparing to head back to my place in North London. Finally, i knew that yes, She did like me. We started 'dating'.

The vanilla stage of our relationship was quite short-lived. i wrote a letter to Owner (i often find it easier to write things down) inviting Her to move in with me but also asking Her if She might permit me to submit to Her. So began our first tentative steps into our Female-led relationship, a relationship that continues to evolve, strengthen and deepen with each passing year.

In those 21 years we have gone on amazing adventures together, bought a flat in London and one in Owners home town in Northern Spain. We have cared for each other during periods of ill health and we have laughed, joked and loved and had tremendous fun together. We married in Las Vegas (under the iconic sign) - Her in a trouser suit me in a pink dress and heels - in 2018 and plan to renew our vows in Canada in 2028. All the while Owners' control over me has deepened as She has trained and shaped me to become Her submissive, housewife, maid and slut and Her own human sex toy. 

Owner has trained me well, continues to do so, this despite me not being the best of students! Our goal is for me to one day eventually be sufficiently proficient as to be acceptable to Her as Her slave. i am currently a long way from being good enough to be considered worthy of that. However, we agree that my service and subservience to Her does keep improving, albeit slowly. 

Sadly, Owner flies to Spain tomorrow (the day of our actual 21st anniversary - hence celebrating early) leaving me at home in Her flat in London. i will miss Her terribly. The good news is that i will fly out to join Her the following weekend. Her being away will not mean that i can put my feet up and relax, quite the opposite in fact, which is as it should be. i have a long list of things i have promised to do whilst i am home alone; from hoovering and dusting the loft, to washing all the walls, emptying out and cleaning all cupboards and drawers, polishing all Her jewellery and cleaning the communal hallway and garden area. These on top of my usual chores and my work. It will be a good learning and training opportunity for me as i strive to further progress and elevate my level of service to Owner. 

Of course, having two video surveillance cameras installed means that Owner will also be able to keep an eye on me as i busy myself with my tasks. As well as ensuring that i am completing my domestic tasks and chores as Her good and obedient maid Owner has also said that She may also use the cameras for another purpose. Namely to have me showcase what a slut i have become by getting me to 'perform' like a pornstar for Her in front of Her surveillance cameras whilst She watches.

Earlier this week Owner used one of Her surveillance cameras to capture this shot of me chained, gagged and locked up in my dog kennel/cage in the kitchen with my pussy penetrated by Her cock, which itself was attached to the new fucking machine.

It was quite something to be locked up on all fours like that, heavy weights and a cast iron cow bell suspended from and stretching my tits, my gagged mouth drooling into a small plastic bucket whilst my hot, hungry pussy loosened and contracted against Owners cock. The cock was stationary, the machine switched off, that was until Owner came through and switched it on and then stood and watched silently as it began to metronome fuck Her gagged and restrained slut. Moans escaped from my lips as Owners cock thrust in and out, in and out of my hole. The machine sped up, my clit stirred in its chastity cage and then Owner switched the fucking machine off leaving me horny and frustrated, my fuck hole stretched open and wet.

i hope i might get another opportunity to show Owner what a slut i am on camera whist She is away.

Today Owner also prepared me for Her forthcoming absence by whipping me then electrocuting my clit multiple times. 

7-tail whip handle and controller to the electro shock clit device

Afterwards She oversaw a supervised shower by unlocking my chastity device and watching whilst i scrubbed my temporarily released clit clean with soap and a nail brush, shaved it smooth, scrubbed my chastity device clean before Owner then locked me back into my device. It will stay locked until after i arrive in Spain in a week's time when Owner will again briefly unlock me for another supervised shower.

i love and adore my Owner. i love my life with Her. i am the luckiest person alive and cannot wait to see what the next 21 years have in store. Will i have become Her slave by then? i hope so

Chastity Status, Bus Stop Challenge & Other Fun

This morning the chastity and outdoor challenge dice were rolled again. The chastity dice determined that i am to remain locked 24/7 until the 16th December, albeit with the caveat that Owner may choose to unlock me at any time. The chastity dice will then be rolled again in mid-December to decide if i am to remain locked and, if so, for how long and under what conditions.

The next dice to be rolled were the outdoor challenge dice. These saw the return of a familiar location, a local bus stop, and the requirement that i do a bra flash. To make it a little more interesting i put on a new little skirt that Owner bought me and fishnet stockings. Owner pointed out that the dice had said nothing about me also wearing a skirt but nevertheless allowed me to go out dressed as i was. She later remarked that i looked 'hot'.

Anyways, as usual i was seen by a number of people, workmen and drivers in their vehicles as i completed the short five minute walk to the bus stop in my puffer coat and little skirt and stockings. i then flashed my bra at the bus stop as instructed. 

Bra and panties showing

Only when i got back did i realise that the skirt i wearing, which Owner recently bought for me, is so short that my panties are clearly visible in some of the pictures. It is the perfect length!

Earlier that morning Owner also used the surveillance camera to monitor me sweeping the floors of the flat whilst She went out for Her early morning walk. i was blissfully unaware that She took some pictures of me using the surveillance camera until She later sent them to me by whasapp. 

Having swept the floors with the big brush in the pictures you can see me in the process of sweeping up the dust etc with the small dust pan and brush. You can also see that my tit weights are in place, swinging from my nipple piercings. They remained suspended from my nipple rings there until after Owner returned.

We both love the fact that Owner can now monitor me at all times when i am at home and also relay instructions to me via the camera. When She speaks to me through it i approach the camera and curtsy to it, to acknowledge Her message before i speak. It feels a little strange curtsying to a camera, but i am sure i will get used to doing so.

Yesterday Owner had to go into Her office, leaving me to work from home. As has now become custom on such occasions when She is not at home during the week but i am, this is when i sweep and mop all of the floors of the flat. With Owner not here there is no possibility of my disturbing Her.

So this is how i spent the start of my working day on Wednesday sweeping and mopping all of the floors in Owners flat. As has also now become customary, in addition to the weights that always hang from my pierced tits whenever i sweep the floors, on days when the floors also get mopped a small cast iron bell  also hangs, suspended from my nipple piercings. It swings wildly when i sweep.

Owner also decided that i should spend all of the day gagged, apart from when i was on calls, in meetings or having my lunch. Here are some images from the day

gagged and weights and an iron bell suspended from my nipple rings

iron bell swinging!

preparing my lunch

in between meetings

i was drooling pretty heavily by the end of the day when i removed the gag, so much so that i had to put my skirt into the wash as it got covered with mess!

drool leaking from my gagged mouth

drool drains from my mouth as i take off the gag

Back to today and this evening, after dinner and completing my chores, i will once again return naked to my cage to spend time locked up in the darkness with 1kg of metal weights and chains suspended from my nipple rings. This has now become my regular Thursday evening routine or, as Owner calls it, 'cagey thursday'.

Freshly Inked

To mark our upcoming 20th anniversary (wow), and to reference the fact that i have been locked in chastity for most of those twenty years, yesterday Owner had me freshly inked. It was a design She devised and the tattoo was done in a local parlour that She has had me tattooed in before. It took just over three hours to do. i am really thrilled with my new marking. The tattooist herself remarked at the end how much she had also enjoyed doing the tattoo and took lots of pictures for her own instagram.

The image below shows the completed tattoo. It was taken by the tattooist for me inside the tattoo parlour so that i could send the picture to Owner:

The design of the lock complements the skeleton key design that Owner previously had done for me, which is also a reference to my locked-in-chastity state. It creates a wonderful illustration of my being under lock and key and to me also speaks to the wider control Owner exercises over all aspects of my life.

In case you were wondering, yes i was in chastity whilst the tattoo was created. The picture below was taken just before i left home to get the tattoo done but shows how i was dressed inside the parlour, obviously i wore trousers to walk there and put them back on to come back! 

As you can see, my metal chastity device is very, very visible through the mesh of these panties. Incidentally, i am still super happy with this new metal device.

Owner and i went for drinks afterwards to celebrate. 

On Friday night, after work, Owner set about striking my bare bottom as part of my weekly caning/spanking/whipping. This time, however, She switched implements and used Her birch, striking my backside 200 times with it and leaving my buttocks and the backs of my thighs nice and warm.

That same day Owner also electrocuted my clit a number of times by triggering the electro-shock collar that is secured around it for such purposes. Wearing the device causes me to spend the whole day on edge, never quite knowing if and when Owner might decide to electrocute my most sensitive bits. She finds it highly amusing to suddenly zap me at random moments.

The day before, Thursday i spent the evening in my dog cage as usual on all fours with 750g of weights (in the form of an iron cow bell and solid metal chains) suspended from S hooks through my nipple piercings and with my mouth drooling from the horse-bit gag and my wrists and ankles cuffed. My tits were already sore and my pussy already hot as i had been required to prepare and serve dinner wearing my vicious serrated metal clover clamps 

and furry-tailed heavy solid metal butt plug just an hour before going into the cage.

So my nipples were already sore and my pussy aroused by the time i entered the dog cage. Having my nipples stretched hard by the heavy weights suspended from them was even more arousing and my hot pussy just got hotter and hotter as i knelt motionless in the darkness thinking naughty thoughts and getting increasingly aroused. 

Matters were made worse when, after about 30 minutes i heard Owner coming down the corridor (She had been in the lounge watching TV and talking to Her family on the phone whilst i was caged in the kitchen). Unbeknownst to me She was holding Her favourite leather paddle which She then proceeded to beat my bare buttocks with through the open rear door of the cage. It is always left open for just such a purpose. She struck me a few times before swinging the paddle up between my legs and landing it against my swollen and vulnerable labia. Owner knows that striking my bits hard is something that i find highly arousing and, for years now, has been the way in which Owner has forced me to orgasm, by hitting my bits repeatedly hard until i ejaculate.

i had already thrust my buttocks back to give Owner a bigger target to strike when She began to paddle my buttocks. The minute She brought the paddle between my legs and struck my exposed bits i went into slut overdrive, eagerly spreading my legs as far as my ankle chains would allow to give Her as much access to my bits as possible to strike them whilst also wiggling my buttocks to set the heavy weights suspended from my piercings off, causing them to swing and stretch my tits even more. i drooled heavily as Owner beat my bits hard and my nipples stretched further and further.

Thankfully, Owner knows just how much to hit me and make me super horny without risking any form of accident on my part. No sooner had i become super aroused than She stopped. She traced Her finger across the entrance of my hot pussy and then left me and went back to Her repose in the lounge. Leaving me caged and super horny in the darkness.

My tits were hot and sore and my pussy warm and wet by the time i was released.

It has been a wonderful week. i am so lucky to have the wonderful Owner that i do and get to live the life that i live.

Stainless Steel Python Nub Chastity Device Review

This year i seem to have gone through a succession of chastity devices as, one after another, devices that at first seemed promising subsequently broke. All were lightweight micro devices and all were either 3-D printed or plastic. One exception was a very pretty metal device, however, it was very heavy and my little clit escaped from it easily.

i was close to despairing of finding a good 'forever', or at least long-term, device when i stumbled across the python nub in stainless steel. i had already tried the plastic version which, although comfortable the twin locking pins had sheared and broken within less than a fortnights wear. i reasoned that a stainless steel version would be stronger. So, with Owners consent, i went ahead and ordered the Python nub in stainless steel from a seller on ebay.

 

So, the million dollar question. What do i think? 

Actually, i love it. Being made of stainless steel it is obviously heavier than its plastic counterpart. But it is not too heavy. It is also very robust with no sign of any wear and tear after nearly a month of use. i bought it with a base ring of 43mm. The only smaller size base ring offered was 38mm. i knew from past experience that 38mm would be too small and tight. The perfect size ring for my anatomy would be 41mm so that it hugs my flesh and keeps everything in place without the device slipping. As it is the 43mm ring is lose enough for the cage to slide forward slightly. However, never enough for my little clit to ever be able to pop out. It remains locked securely in place at all times.

One thing i found with some micro plastic cages was that my clit would sometimes 'bully' its way free when experiencing early morning arousal, resulting in me waking up to an unsightly and unseemly little erection. There is no such chance with the Python nub. No matter how excited my little clit tries to get it stays contained and restrained within its stainless steel shell.

The nub size has a wonderful flat profile so that, under tight clothing all that can really be seen are the soft twin bulges of my two 'labia' plums, with my clit held flat and firmly in place between them. It makes for a pleasingly invisible clit.

One of the best things, however, about the Python nub is how it holds/restrains my clit flat against the body rather than squashing it up/compressing it as some of the micro cages i had did. These were fine until you needed to pee. Having your clit permanently squashed resulted in two things. First, you were never quite sure where your wee would squirt as you sat down to empty your bladder. Secondly, even when you thought you had finished there would often still be some liquid trapped inside your squashed tube, liquid that would eventually, find its way out. This heightened the risk of unfortunate accidents unless you were really careful to try and thoroughly shake/wiggle anything you could to be sure you truly were 'done' after peeing and that no sudden leakage would occur after you had pulled your panties up. Anyway, with the Python nub this has never once happened. Although it holds the clit down flat it does not squash or compress it completely allowing for a free flow of urine. When you think you have stopped and your bladder is empty, you truly have. There are no sudden surprises waiting to wet your panties.

Being stainless steel also means the device is super hygienic and is unlikely to discolour or risk developing odours as can happen with plastic/3D printed ones. The downside is that it would, i am sure, trigger an airport security screen so unless you enjoy explaining why your crotch is beeping you would be best temporarily swapping it for a plastic device until safe to reinstall the metal Python nub.

All in all, i think this is a great device. It looks nice, is practical and comfortable, keeps everything securely in place and tucked away without creating risks/uncertainty when you go for a wee. i love it.

In other news.

This week i have continued to do all of my chores etc to Owners satisfaction. i once again had to present myself to Owner and self-spank my caged clitty with a heavy wooden spoon one hundred times and then chill my hot, sore 'bits' with two ice-cubes, held pressed against them until each had fully melted.

On Thursday i spent part of my evening, as is now usual, chained in my dog cage in the kitchen whilst Owner relaxed and enjoyed some time undisturbed in the lounge. Additional weights were added to the S hooks suspended from my nipple rings in the form of a heavy solid metal chain together with the usual small metal chain and iron bell. These hung suspended below my stretched tits for nearly an hour.

The next day i was curious as to the actual weight i that had hung suspended from my tits. The answer, 750g 

On Friday i was electrocuted by Owner after She first spanked my caged clit with Her favourite leather paddle as i prostrated myself naked and greeted Her return from Her early morning walk by kissing Her feet. i have now learnt to spread my legs wide so that She can freely strike me between them. Greeting Her in this manner has become a fully establish weekday routine that we both love.

Then on Friday evening i had my weekly caning.

Today, Saturday the 6th, Owners' sister and her boyfriend arrive. They are staying with us until the 15th of September. So we have a week of sightseeing and entertaining ahead of us. It will also give me an opportunity to further practice my Spanish.

i will continue to serve, obey and submit to Owner, just discretely. Yes, i can sometimes be discrete! 

Oh, and one final thing. i am booked in to be tattooed again on Saturday the 20th of September. It is an anniversary gift from Owner and a wonderfully appropriate design to add to my growing collection of permanent marks from Owner. i am really looking forward to being inked again.

Sad News and Good Times

Yesterday i awoke to read the sad news about the passing of fellow blogger Sissy Kaaren. As you can tell from the list of condolence messages on Kaaren's many blogs Kaaren was someone who touched many hearts writing about life as a feminine submissive to Mrs K. Kaaren was a regular commenter on this blog and we exchanged the occasional email but never actually got to meet. Nevertheless, i along with some other bloggers that Kaaren followed, would occasionally find myself 'starring' in one of the many little stories or scenes Kaaren wrote about. 

Kaaren's writing about married life with Mrs K, and the many things they got up to over the years gave a marvelous insight into their relationship and, i am sure, helped many readers struggling to come to terms with their own sissy nature. Kaaren was also very funny and had a keen eye for the absurd. More recently Mrs K began to make her own brief appearances in Kaaren's blogs authoring posts herself but for the most part the blogs were full of Kaaren's thoughts and fantasies. That is until Kaaren became ill and Mrs K took over to provide Kaaren's many loyal readers with updates on Kaaren's progress. Just as she did to relay the sad news of Kaaren's passing. i, along with many others, will miss Kaaren and my condolences go to the loved ones Kaaren left behind, Mrs K especially.

On a happier note. Owner and i ended up unexpectedly getting a little drunk in a local pub before heading to a restaurant for pizza yesterday. We had only meant to go out for a walk around a local park, an opportunity for me to stretch my legs after having been chained and caged at Owners feet for about an hour after completing all my chores for the day.

On the way back from the walk Owner suggested that we stop for a drink and, well one led to another, then another and another and before you know it we were both a little tipsy and engaged in our favourite activity, namely gossiping and commenting about others in the bar. There was an engagement party in full-swing which gave us plenty of outfits for us to pass judgement on. What the other drinkers made of me in my pink collar etc is another matter!

me in the pub

Mind you, none of the other drinkers would have known that not only was i wearing a bra (which was obvious) but that my titties were also adorned with a set of weighted plastic cherries affixed to the ends of the chain that hangs between my tits, tugging deliciously on my nipples. The photos below, obviously not taken in the pub, show off my cherries

the cherries that hang from my nipple chain

tugging gently on my nipple

It was not just my nipples that were colourful. My butt cheeks were still a little pink from the caning they received after work on Friday as part of my regular weekly disciplining. Owner coloured my bottom and the backs of my thighs nicely by striking me hard and repeatedly.

painted bottom and thighs

Meanwhile, earlier in the week Owner instructed me to wear a corset for work, which i gladly did. You can see me in my outfit below.

Corset on

and fully dressed

Today i have been busy cooking and cleaning. However, at one point i found myself with nothing to do and, with no further requests from Owner, i chained and locked myself up into my cage as i am now expected to do. Before doing so, however, i made one small change. i have noticed that when i am chained up in my cage i get quite fidgety and move about quite a bit, trying different positions etc. Owner hates noise and i know that my moving, and the consequent clanking of my chains was not acceptable. i needed to try and train myself to remain still and learn to be able to hold myself on all fours for an extended period of time. To help accomplish this i, perhaps counter-intuitively, attached a small cow-bell that Owner and i bought on a past trip to Switzerland to the leather collar i wear when caged. The slightest movement on my part sets the cow-bell off making it an ideal training aid to learn to be still. Today i was able to remain in position on all fours for much longer thanks to having the cow bell in place to dissuade me from moving. i did still need to make some small movements to maintain circulation in my limbs but learnt to do these very slowly to avoid triggering the bell.

This afternoon, Owner also had me posing for a photoshoot. i will post some pictures from this in my next blog post

Finally, i am pleased to report that as week two of Owner's new regime draws to a close i am continuing to perform well. i have been studying Spanish everyday, kept on top of my chores and undertaken some additional ones too and have got into the habit of chaining myself in my cage when i am not needed and my tasks are done. i have also adjusted to my reduced time online and have found it has freed me up to do other, more useful activities at home. It is still early days as Owner keeps reminding me but i am pleased with my progress to date.

So, farewell Sissy Kaaren and take care one and all.

Snow and Other Fun Things

Winter has arrived in London with the first truly sustained cold spell along with the added bonus of a bit of snow. One of the things that i inherited from my Mother is a complete obsession with snow. i become like a child whenever it is forecast, constantly getting up to look out of the window to see if it has started. i love waking up and seeing the telltale light glow escaping from behind the curtains that indicates snow has fallen overnight. Sadly, snow is not that regular occurrence in London, certainly not snow that settles and stays for longer than a few hours.

However, with the temperature struggling to get to zero celsius and with a few sustained little showers and flurries we do have a pretty dusting at least. Nothing spectacular and barely enough to make a snowball, let alone make snow angels (another favourite snowy past time of mine). But still, snow none-the-less. Yesterday, Owner and i took a short break during our working day to head to the park for some fresh air and white stuff. Owner managed to even take a picture of me complete with a snowflake on my nose!

spot the snowflake on my nose

Meanwhile, as lockdown grinds on we have been trying to keep ourselves amused and occupied. One such past-time has been watching Japanese anime cartoons. i confess the whole anime/manga thing passed me by as a teenager, although Owner was quite into them when She was growing up. However, She has been introducing them to me these past year or so and lately we have watched quite a few. It probably comes as a surprise to nobody to hear that my favourite ones are those aimed at teenage girls or which feature characters wearing adorable and pretty outfits  or with strong female and weak male characters. In fact that last one is true of anything i watch or read, not just anime, Owner, on the other hand, tends to prefer more gothic, violent or dystopian themes. 

At the moment we are watching an anime called Dropout Idol Fruit Tart, beat that for a title if you can! Plot summary = it is about a group of teenage girl wannabee idol singers and their efforts to achieve stardom on a minor label, there is a lesbian under currant to the relationship between them all. i love it. Owner chose it thinking it would be a series i would enjoy. She does, of course, know me too well. If i could i would love to spend a day or two experiencing and living life as such a teenage idol, getting to perform in a pretty and revealing outfit in front of a bunch of fans. In fact, given half a chance i would take it a step further and try out to be an Adult Video (AV) Idol. Now that would be fun! 

Another anime series we watched was called Shonen Maid, plot summary = an orphaned teenage boy moves in with his Uncle where he works as his housemaid when not at school and has to wear a frilly maid's outfit. i just love some of these anime plots! In the series the main character (the maid) gets super excited one day when for Christmas he is given a cordless vacuum cleaner. This reminded me of me as ever since Owner got me a hand-held,cordless vacuum She has accused me of becoming obsessed with it and constantly going round the flat hoovering up stray bits of dirt etc that has come into the flat. Personally, i think it is a good thing that i have become so fond of hoovering, if only to try and ensure i keep the flat as clean and tidy as Owner expects.

Anime and snow aside there is not a massive amount to report on other than that we are both still having to work hard, which depresses us both. Monday evening saw me having to hold and maintain a plank position for Owner whilst weighted clamps were suspended from my nipples. It meant they were pleasantly tender for the rest of the evening - which left me quite aroused. Having my nipples abused like that does that to me. Here i am with my weights in situ doing the plank

completing my one minute plank

with weighted clamps attached to each nipple

However, the tenderness i felt may well pale into insignificance compared to what i have to look forward to on Friday night. i will be receiving a caning on my testicles/bits and on my bottom/backs of my thighs. i last received this just before Christmas and it left me with bruises on my bottom/backs of my legs for days afterwards. It was very painful at the time but left me with a lovely and warm throbbing backside afterwards.

i hope this finds everyone well and, if you have snow, that you are outside making the most of it.

Purple Poppet

Exciting news, my new Cherry Keeper stub chastity device arrived today. Yippee! The doorbell rang just as our hapless Prime Minister was appearing on TV to provide more details on the new national lock down England has been plunged into by Coronavirus. But, i had other things on my mind, namely what would the new device be like?  i thanked the delivery driver, grabbed the small parcel he had left on the doorstep and then hastened back inside to re-join Owner and open the box.

First impressions were positive. The device is super lightweight and the colour is exactly the shade of purple that Owner had been hoping for. Owner put the two bits together and i was relieved to see the base ring and cage clip snuggly into position. Next step was to try it on. i am still in a weekend only chastity regime until at least the 16th January when Owners' chastity dice will be thrown again. However, She granted an exception for the purposes of testing the new cage. i scurried off to give the new device a quick wash and to fit and lock it.

On returning to Her side Owner remarked that the device looked super cute on me. You can judge for yourself below:

My new Cherry Keeper 'stub' chastity device

A super flat profile with no unsightly protrusions

i am really thrilled by it and Owner seems very happy with it too, especially the colour. i will give the device a proper review once i have worn it for a while. However, as i am only locked at weekends until my next chastity dice roll that will not be until after i have worn it this weekend. If i am lucky with my dice roll on the 16th it might allow me to try it the device for a longer period of time. In the meantime, photos taken, the device was removed and it will be Saturday before i am locked into it again.

Today must be my lucky day as this morning i was also awoken by Owner caressing my 'pussy' and fondling and spanking my 'clit', whilst telling me what a slut i was as i moaned and purred like a cat in response. However, She instructed me to go and make breakfast for Her before i got too excited! She also advised me that She wished to give my backside a good spanking or caning as well. i last received a caning on Christmas Eve and the resultant bruises on my bottom and the backs of my legs have only recently disappeared. Owner has started to increase the intensity of Her canings/beatings which is a really welcome development. Not only does it signify that Her shoulder is now much improved compared to the state it was in a few years ago, but also that She no longer has reservations about striking me hard. Better still, She seems to really enjoy doing so. There was a time when i think She worried about hurting me and so held back with Her blows. Not any more. She now seems much more comfortable striking me hard. This evening, after first having me pick a card to determine which implement She would use and how many blows i would receive - answer, Her favourite paddle and sixty, She positioned Herself on my left hand side, grabbed hold of my waist with one hand and commenced paddling my backside and the backs of my thighs with the other. i was left with a lovely warm bottom as a result

Later still i had to complete my usual Tuesday evening cleaning and dusting chores (hallway and spare bedroom) whilst wearing heavy weights clamped to my nipples, stretching my tits and leaving each exquisitely sensitive to the touch.

gagged and wearing weighted nipple clamps

All in all, today has been a good day.

No Pain No Gain

As London once again goes into full Covid-19 lock down this evening i happy to report that Owner's advent calendar has been continuing to provide much fun and entertainment, albeit of the more painful variety. On Thursday i started the day discovering that i was to receive 150 strokes across my backside from Owner's round leather paddle. This particular implement does not get used very often. It makes quite a loud thud on impact and definitely leaves a lasting impression. Owner added to the intensity of the occasion by having me lie across Her lap as She paddled me.

red paddle

rosy cheeks

In return for being paddled i did get to open a little advent present, a lovely new key ring.

Yesterday's advent surprise task was an instruction that i was to complete a full circuit of our local park wearing nipple clamps. i wore a set of electricians clamps that gripped my nipples tight inside my bra as i set off and completed the circuit as instructed. Here i am about to depart

and then half way around

Today saw another painful nipple related advent activity. This time the calendar instruction was to hold and maintain the plank position for a minute whilst wearing weighted nipple clamps. So once again my nipples got to receive some special attention

doesn't everyone do the plank in hold-ups? :)

with my nipples under strain

i wonder what tomorrow's advent will bring?

Stay safe everyone.