Home Sweet Home

This afternoon Owner watched a horror movie called Final Destination:Bloodlines. i started to watch it with Her but it quickly got too much for me too handle, i am a bit of a lightweight when it comes to horror movies whereas Owner loves them. Shortly after the movie started, and after despairing of me trying to hide behind Her so that i didn't have to watch what was unfolding on screen,  Owner sent me to the kitchen where She shut me naked into my new dog cage. She then returned to watch Her film in peace.

In my new dog cage in the kitchen whilst Owner enjoyed Her movie in the lounge

i must admit, i love being shut in this new cage and Owner is very happy with it too. It is so easy to assemble and really lightweight. There is something intensely calming and relaxing about being shut in it. This time i was lucky and was not gagged, cuffed and chained. Owner even brought me some snacks at one point, to eat from my usual dog bowl of course.

Snack time

It may sound a weird thing to say but hopefully on days when my chores have all been done and Owner has tired of me or is not desirous of my company i can simply be sent to my new little 'home', out of Her way. It is also light enough to take with us when we travel should Owner ever wish to.

The morning saw me busy with chores, study, exercises, tasks and providing Owner with a massage. After exercising i received a wonderful and refreshing glass of Owners' piss to re-hydrate me which was swiftly downed with relish.

To my delight i also received my first formal review from Owner using the new performance management system She has adapted to use with me and which i wrote about in my last post. Owner wrote that She had noticed a slight improvement in my performance, which She adjudged to have been 'satisfactory'. However, and to my shame, She then went on to highlight a number of areas in which i was clearly failing, such as having not properly dusted the light fittings and doors or finding spots of limescale on the spout of the kitchen and bathroom taps amongst other things. i swiftly rectified these errors and then duly noted them in my punishment book. 

Amongst the feedback provided by Owner was the following, which hopefully shows that i have been making progress in my submission and service to Her. She wrote:

'poppet has become much more proactive in the past few years, which was always one of my goals, they can anticipate my needs and what I would like to do and this is wonderful to see. I would like them to continue being proactive and come up with their own suggestions and not be afraid to share them with me, I may say no, but you never know!'

Today i also had an opportunity, with Her permission, to leave the flat and go and get a coffee for Owner from the cafe in the local park. It was a chance to show-off the 'Wifey' t-shirt, that Owner bought me a while back, to park goers and the people in the cafe. 

i hope everyone is well and is not feeling too bombarded by posts and updates from me of late!

Piss, Park and Pampering

Owner and i are lucky in that, although our little flat does not have a garden (although i have put pots and planters around the communal bin area) we do have a lovely park at the top of our road. It affords wonderful views north over the city skyline and is always popular with walkers and joggers etc.

Owner visits the park on a regular basis, She enjoys going for solitary early morning walks around it. There are also occasions when She will take me out for a walk around the park on one of my escorted excursions with Her. On rare occasions i too get to visit it on my own. This will be for one of only two reasons. Either a) i am collecting Owners prescription from the pharmacy for Her (the park is on route) or, more likely, i have been set a challenge or task to complete in the park by Her.

Today was one such occasion. At the end of the working day Owner pissed into a clear plastic flask, then instructed me to go to the park and drink it. It was a double treat for me. First, an opportunity to walk through the park during the magical hour when the sun dips below the horizon. Second, a chance to consume my favourite drink, Owners pee. Having been poured at the end of the day it had a richer, more complex, palate and aroma. Drinking Owners urine always makes excites and arouses me. Today, drinking it in front of the park cafe whilst seeing the sun set over London was especially enjoyable.

 

    

Meanwhile, in my last post i wrote about some of the additional expectations Owner now has of me and how She and i are both determined to ensure that, when we go away on holiday for a fortnight in April, my service and submission to Her is maintained at the same level as it would be were we still at home. 

Owner agrees that my behaviour and performance has improved but recognises that our holiday risks jeapordising this if i fail to maintain my usual chores etc whilst we are away. Bad habits once begun can be difficult to shake. Accordingly, we are agreed that it is for my own good (in terms of my development as Her submissive) that i continue to adhere to Her usual rules and i perform my usual duties whilst we are away. That means cleaning, cooking, studying, needing permission to speak, being electrocuted etc, etc just as i would were we still at home. That way there will be no need for a period of re-adjustment (and likely failure on my part) when we get back and all of the consequences for my development that would entail.

Owner also, however, recognised that our break also presented Her with additional opportunities. In particular, opportunities for me to better pamper and look after Her given that i would be free of the usual distractions of my work whilst we were on holiday. Owner, therefore, challenged me to come up with ideas for how i might pamper and serve Her on vacation. Below is what i came up with. A menu that She can choose from depending on what might peak Her interest. i have called it Owners Holiday Care Package. 

 

Service		Frequency
		Daily	Upon Request	Not Wanted
Sherpa	Carry Owners’ stuff at all times in pet’s backpack so She does not need to i.e. camera, food etc. Ensure Owner’s items are at top of pack so they are easily accessible
Massage	Evening foot massage
	Shoulder massage
	Full body massage
Chauffeur	Open and close car door for Owner and load/unload any luggage
Meditative moments	Periods of calm and quiet where pet sits quietly and does not speak so as not to disturb Owner
Bathing and pampering	Pet to soap and clean Owners body when She showers/bathes
	Pet to towel dry Owners body after Her shower/bath
	Pet to moisturise Owners arms, legs, torso and buttocks after She has showered/bathed
	Pet to blow dry Owners hair
	Pet to provide a pedicure for Owner
	Pet to provide a manicure to Owner
	Brush Owners’ hair
Chef	Pet to prepare salad/sandwiches for Owner on days when we are out*
Pleasure	A slow morning arse lick and bath with my tongue
	A full body lick and bath with my tongue
	Strip naked and lie on bed to be used as a human sex toy
Toilet	Serve as Owners’ human urinal indoors or outdoors
	Lick Owners’ bottom clean after She has defecated

i have also said that Owner is obviously free to make any additional requests of me that She chooses. What is not listed here are my usual chores and tasks. These will be done anyway. The above is my attempt to come up with extra services that Owner might ask of me. Owner advised me that She was very happy with my suggestions and will indicate which services She requires of me and over what frequency.

i will also look to incorporate these into our lives after the holiday is over.

Ice, Pain and a Lovely Aroma

Just a brief update on what has been a been a busy week with work but which has also involved some fun and painful activities for yours truly at Owner's request. 

On Monday evening, after completing my chores, i spent some time locked in my cage whilst Owner read Her book. Upon being released by Her i was then instructed to take two ice cubes out of the freezer and hold them against the 'labia' of my caged clit until both had fully melted. As the last bit of ice dripped into the small bucket that hung suspended beneath my plums were both well and truly chilled. To warm them both up Owner then instructed me to spank them fifty times with a wooden spoon. It was quite an effective way to get the circulation going again!

Then on Wednesday i was told to complete another equally (actually more so) painful and pleasurable challenge. i was told to do a lap of our local park wearing nipple clamps, i wore the spiked vicious one, and then stop outside the park cafe and sniff Owner's used panties. Now, as regular readers will know, i love the smell of Owner, especially the aroma of Her pussy and Her anus. Being allowed to sniff Her worn panties is something i always enjoy and to do so in public is even more of a thrill. Unfortunately, with the changing of the clocks it was already almost dark by the time i got to the park so the pictures are a little 'gloomy' but hopefully you can make out what i was upto below.

enjoying Owner's wonderful scent

clamped titty close-up

Incidentally, as i have been writing this blog Owner has been distracting me by caressing my nipples in the most wonderful way, so i am now feeling very horny :)

Owner is taking me for a weekend away this weekend which we are both looking forward to. i will update all about it on our return. All i will say is that it involves visiting a public spa and Owner has got me a new bathing outfit to wear when we got to take in the waters.

Fun Park Challenge

Regular blog visitors will know that i am a bit of an exhibitionist and love to be set 'challenges' to complete that involve me appearing in public wearing something suitably unsuitable! Well, today i was again working from home and so this time it was time for me to undertake an outdoor dice challenge. The dice was duly rolled in Owners presence before we went to bed last night and it determined that i was to go to our local park wearing a short skirt and fishnet stockings.

The weather forecast for today was a bit grim (lots of rain) and so i had feared that i would get rather wet and that there might be nobody about to see me. i was wrong! The weather was dry, albeit very overcast and there were lots of people on route, both to and inside the park. Joggers, dog walkers, mothers with pushchairs etc. On the way there i got stared at by numerous passengers in a passing bus and then hooted by the driver of a van.  Various people walked past me in the park itself but nobody said anything and i was able to stop and pose for some pictures, send Owner my 'evidence' of a challenge completed and then return back home. All in all i was outside in my red heel shoes with fishnet stockings and skirt for a little over twenty minutes, and back in time for my work teleconference. As ever it was a great thrill to do. Here are some pictures from my little adventure

in the park

Looking excited as about to leave the house

on route to the park

Owner has said that She is going to review all of my dice challenges next year as they are becoming too enjoyable for me and 'easy'. i have to confess that a few years ago i would never have dared go to my local park dressed as i was or walk around the neighbourhood having van drivers hoot their horns at the sight of me in my stocking clad legs. i confess it is quite an addictive thrill and i am grateful to Owner for pushing me to do it. i am fast becoming quite the happy outdoor slut!

Back To The Park

Today i had an outdoor dice challenge to complete, i had to return to our local park wearing a mini-skirts and fishnets and send Owner photographic evidence that i had completed the task the roll of Her dice had decided for me. It is a beautiful day in London, warm and sunny and so i opted to wear a sleeveless top without a jacket and my tartan mini-skirt, black fishnet stockings and a pair of red trainers. The park is less than a five minute walk from where we live but, as always when doing anything outdoors, i knew there was a high chance i might bump into a neighbour and it was certain that i would pass other people on the way - the route takes me past a small parade of shops, it is a bus route and the park is normally popular with dog walkers and parents with children.

So anyway, how did i get on? Well, you can see for yourself below

sat on the bench in the park

preparing to leave for the park

walking back home again

As always i was left feeling quite excited from my 'outing'. i didn't bump into anyone i knew but a bus and some cars and vans did pass me and there were people in the park as well. Nobody seemed to pay the slightest bit of attention to me in their midst but it was a lovely challenge to do as well as a great opportunity to wear a skirt that i don't often wear. i am most grateful to Owner for initiating these challenges for me and for loading the dice with a range of tasks designed to test me.

In a comment on my last post Becky suggested that i ought to do a bikini wearing park challenge. It is Owner who decides what challenges get loaded into the dice but that is a nice seasonal suggestion. Wearing a bikini in a park is actually something i have done in the past. Owner had me wear the silver bikini i had at the time (i don't have it any more - i currently have one blue polka dot and another pink sequined bikini) and a hat and photographed me sunbathing in...i think from memory it was Hyde Park, or it could have been Regents Park. Anyway, it was one of the Central London parks and it was great fun.

Earlier in the week i also had two further dice determined activities to complete. Yesterday evening, as a 'punishment' for having worked away from home during the day, i cooked and ate dinner and washed up wearing my furry butt plug, stockings and my work apron. The day before was spent working from home and that time the dice decided that i had to fuck myself with one of our favourite dildo's. i was good and stopped before there was any risk of major clitty leakage, just a light sticky dew.

fucking myself

In other news i have (finally) earned enough tokens to qualify for a reward under Owners' reward scheme - yay!! My dilemma, however, is this. i now have enough tokens to 'spend' them on a reward of a glass of Owners wonderful and delicious urine. However, if i were to hold onto them and earn more tokens then i would have enough for some of the other, more stretching rewards. What to do? i love drinking Owners piss, i love the taste and smell of it and it has now been a while since i last had a glass. Do i blow what tokens i and spend them now in order to satisfy my craving for Owners' pee or do i hold out and try to earn more to spend on one of the other rewards? Oh, decisions, decisions!

Owner, meanwhile is treating me this weekend. She has booked us both into a hotel in London in order to stage a photo shoot with yours truly. i have been bought a maxi-dress and to wear with heels and there will be opportunities for some indoor and outdoor photos. i love being photographed by Owner and hope to be able to share some of the resultant images afterwards. Owner has successfully completed a photography course and i have said to Her that i am sure there is a market for Her photographic skills. In the meantime, however, i adore the opportunity of being Her muse. In another life i would love to have been a glamour model (had i had the looks) or have appeared in a porn film (in chastity of course!) and so love the chance to pose for Owners pleasure and amusement and hopefully that of readers of this blog too.