Good News

Thank you to everyone who has expressed their concern and best wishes to Owner. The good news is that yesterday late afternoon She received a message from Her specialist to advise that Her biopsy results showed that there was 'No Malignancy'. She does not have cancer. We were both so relieved. The past few weeks have been really quite stressful so knowing that She is OK was the best news ever. 

i had dragged Owner out shopping and for a coffee to try and take Her mind off things. However, the day ended with Owner suggesting a sunset walk along the River Thames, followed by some drinks in the Spanish Galleon pub in Greenwich followed by a Turkish meal in one of our favourite local restaurants. It was a wonderful way to end the day.

The rest of the week has been relatively uneventful. We were both quite stressed about the results of Owners biopsy and my work has also been pretty stressful as well. Quite understandably Owner has not been in the mood for canings or caging me etc. i did my chores but apart from that, until we went out yesterday just about the most note-worthy thing that i did all week was paint my nails!

However, none of the matters, the only thing that does is that my Owner is fit and well.

Here are some pictures from the past seven days

being cheeky & flashing Owner whilst sweeping the floors

home working

doing my nails

having a coffee with Owner before we hit the shops

the River Thames at Greenwich

the gates of the old Naval College facing the river

the old Naval College (now part of Greenwich University)

Interior of the Spanish Galleon pub

me spread out in the pub

Owner all smiles again in the restaurant

It was so wonderful to see Owner smiling again after what has been a difficult past few weeks.

Incidentally, when we were in the pub two different female bar staff complimented my earrings - a beautiful pair that Owner bought for me whilst we were in Rome. My nail polish also regularly gets complimented by one of the parcel delivery drivers when she drops off packages for us at home. It is so lovely when people notice the little things [Comment by Owner - 'Tart!'].

Return to Normality (Almost)

i was really lucky whilst Owner and i were on holiday. She relaxed many of the usual restrictions that i live (happily) under and permitted me to have some drinks and choose what i ate. Owner even insisted on doing much of the cooking. Oh, and She also insisted that i spend the holiday out of chastity - and has since extended that period of my being unlocked through to at least the middle of August.

Being out of chastity felt very weird. i grew so used to being locked 24/7 that not being so proved somewhat discombobulating. Being locked in chastity is also my preferred state. i don't really like seeing my clit so having it locked away feels 'normal' to me. However, it is not what i like or want that matters. Owner enjoys having periods when She can poke, prod and tease my little clit at will. The holiday gone, and the next three months to come, will be one of those times.

But, back to the holiday. We both had an amazing time in Chile and loved exploring and having fun together. Both of us love to travel and we also love spending time in each others company. It truly was a wonderful experience and we would both heartily recommend Chile as a country to visit. We were in Santiago and then Southern Patagonia. One day we hope to return and head north to the Atacama Desert and then west out to Easter Island.

Although i was granted some unexpected freedoms whilst we were away Owner also made it very clear that i should expect such freedoms to end when we got back. i confess that, as much as i did enjoy being able to relax i also missed my life of service to Her.

Well, now that we are back....

Actually, in truth we have both been pretty jet-lagged. Whilst i did go out in just a coat and bikini for my outdoor challenge the day after we returned, and have also resumed many of my chores and activities, we agreed that it will be Monday i.e. after the weekend and we are both fully recovered from our travel, before things fully return to normal for me. i am actually looking forward to going back to how things were, if that makes any sense. Meantime, i was the lucky recipient of a fresh glass of Owner's finest yesterday. My first since before we went away. Boy how i missed the delicious taste of Her urine.

Unfortunately, however, it will not be the complete return to normal that Owner and i would like. My work hardly ever takes me away overnight, In fact, i actively avoid overnight stays as i don't like to be parted from Owner and know She hates not having me at home. However, the next fortnight will see me spending time away from Her for work not once, but twice. On Monday evening i travel to Leeds in the North of England, and will be there overnight on my own before returning home late Tuesday. Then the following week i will be away for three nights in Turin, Italy. Again, for work.

i know and fully accept that there will be consequences for me being parted from Owner. As usual Owner will expect me to suggest to Her how i ought to be punished for such absences from my place in Her home. i also know better than to suggest something lenient or mild to Her. Owner enjoys having me be the author of my own misfortune in such situations, which is fair. i will, therefore, need to come up with something appropriately unpleasant to suggest.

In addition, there are a few punishments leftover from before we went to Chile which Owner has decided will all be administered this coming Saturday. Needless to say that i know i will be spending a good proportion of that day caged and also being electrocuted on my clit and pussy.

Before we went away Owner also had me come up with a list of all the things that i need to do this summer to have the flat ready for the arrival of Her sister and her sister's boyfriend in September. They are staying with us for a week and Owner expects that everything in the flat look fresh and new for them. So i have a lot of time decorating etc to look forward to.

i also have a fun activity to research and present to Owner sometime in the next couple of weeks. She has requested that i prepare Her a Turkish meal, complete with a belly dance performance by yours truly to entertain Her with. That promises to be fun.

Anyway, that's enough of my rambling. i leave you with a picture of me wearing a pair of the lovely earrings that Owner bought for me whilst we were in Chile. Ain't they pretty

Advent Suffering (and fun)

Each day reveals a new task or challenge for me to complete as part of Owner's 2021 advent calendar. The past few days have seen some more physically demanding/uncomfortable challenges, which as Owner has been swift to point out, are good for my development. For example, earlier in the week i was instructed to stand still and hold three books in each hand over my head. This morning, as i type this ahead of starting work, i am wearing nipple clamps for an hour - this in return for a small gift that i will be presented with if i successfully complete my nipple clamp wearing task - which i fully intend to even though after just 15 minutes my teats are already rather 'warm'.

Nipples clamped - they stayed clamped for an hour

standing holding books in the air for 20 minutes

UPDATE - the small gift turned out to be a wonderful pair of purple paddle-shaped earrings emblazoned with the word 'SLUT' - which i wore accompanying Owner to the supermarket at the end of the day.

my purple 'SLUT' earrings

However, it has not all been hard, physical challenges, there have also been some pleasurable ones. i had to go to an overnight work meeting at the start of the week. Owner knew this and so cunningly devised an advent calendar challenge for me to complete on the train during my journey to the venue. The challenge was to play with my nipples. i was travelling with a work colleague and so, shortly after our train left London for the midlands i made my excuses and headed to the toilet to play with my breasts. This is the little video i made as proof for Owner. It would have been fun to try and do this at my seat, but, with a colleague sitting opposite me that was an impossibility.

The day i returned from my trip i received a new advent calendar instruction, which was to fuck myself with Owner's silver dildo and then last night i completed another advent task which was to deep throat my double ended training dildo for ten minutes.

enjoying Owners' silver dildo

drooling on the 12 inch double-ended dildo

So, as you can see, this week's advent has been a mixture of pain, discomfort and pleasure - with i suspect more of the former to come.

Incidentally, talking of pain, discomfort and pleasure Owner was researching some potential presents for me for my birthday next year. She showed me some of the items She was considering. One is a chastity cage (3-D printed) with a built-in remote controlled electric zapping device that sends either a painful or pleasant electric shock straight into your dangling bits. The item in question is available in Etsy and there is a picture of it below

click image to product page

Owner and my question is this, do any readers have experience of this (or similar) products? i was unsure whether it would be wearable (because of the electro pack) if wearing trousers and that the electro pack might keep rubbing against my thighs. But, Owner definitely likes the idea of a device that can deliver me a shock to my clitty that She can control and operate remotely. If anyone has experience of it both Owner and i would be delighted to hear.

So, that is it from me for now. i am excited about what the next advent calendar surprises might be.

Neighbourhood Slut

It is that time of the month again when i get tasked with completing an outdoor challenge. This time the roll of Owner's dice determined that i would have to wear shorts and high heels with kitten ears....outside in the street where we live. Last month's challenge also took place outside our flat but this time there was the fun addition of feline accessories. i wanted to ensure that my outfit was a suitably slutty one and so i combined my little denim shorts and stripper heels with a pair of bright pink shiny stockings, that Owner recently allowed me to purchase, and a pink t-shirt. i also wore the new heart-shaped earrings that Owner bought for me.

This morning was grey and wet but i like to think that i brought a little colour too it when i stepped outside to pose in our street. Heaven knows what our neighbours must make of me! Needless to say, it was great fun to do and i am already looking forward to doing my next outdoor challenge. You can see how i got on below

trying not to wobble whilst balancing on one heel

me just before heading outside

Challenges in our street are always fun things to do but i am also always slightly apprehensive (although i have grown more confident over time) about whether i might bump into a neighbour. Today is also a Saturday so i figured that there was a high probability that i might be seen by one of the many who pass by our street. However, whether it was the fact it was raining or just pure chance but only one car passed me as i was striking my poses and the only twitching of curtains i noticed came from our own flat as Owner videoed me from our lounge window.

Apparently news that i am a slut has also made its' way to the good folk over at Etsy. i logged on this morning and the first thing that the algorithm chose i being an item i might be interested in was a deep throat training machine. i didn't even know such things existed! Obviously, i was immediately fascinated and sent Owner the link in the (i suspect forlorn) hope that it might be something i am one day allowed to purchase. Her response was that She thought i was already pretty well-trained in fellatio but, as i pointed out, there is always room for improvement.

The rest of the day has also proved to be thoroughly enjoyable. After lunch Owner and i went to see the Alice: Curiouser and Curiouser exhibition at the V&A where i fell in love with this dress

Isn't it just perfect!

i, meanwhile, had the opportunity to show-off the new earrings Owner bought to all and sundry. You can see them in this selfie taken in the museum cafe

On our return home i set about cleaning my chores (floor cleaning and mopping) before making dinner, interrupted only briefly for Owner to administer 100 strokes of Her cane to my backside as part of my weekly disciplining. These now occur every week and are not a punishment, more a reminder that as Her submissive wife it is Owner's right to cane/spank me whenever She likes. Receiving regular beatings like this is good for me

my freshly caned bottom

Caning and cleaning completed i prepared dinner for us both then after i have washed the dishes and done a few final chores we will settle down to watch a TV series. As i said, it has been a thoroughly enjoyable day.