Advent Suffering (and fun)

Each day reveals a new task or challenge for me to complete as part of Owner's 2021 advent calendar. The past few days have seen some more physically demanding/uncomfortable challenges, which as Owner has been swift to point out, are good for my development. For example, earlier in the week i was instructed to stand still and hold three books in each hand over my head. This morning, as i type this ahead of starting work, i am wearing nipple clamps for an hour - this in return for a small gift that i will be presented with if i successfully complete my nipple clamp wearing task - which i fully intend to even though after just 15 minutes my teats are already rather 'warm'.

Nipples clamped - they stayed clamped for an hour

standing holding books in the air for 20 minutes

UPDATE - the small gift turned out to be a wonderful pair of purple paddle-shaped earrings emblazoned with the word 'SLUT' - which i wore accompanying Owner to the supermarket at the end of the day.

my purple 'SLUT' earrings

However, it has not all been hard, physical challenges, there have also been some pleasurable ones. i had to go to an overnight work meeting at the start of the week. Owner knew this and so cunningly devised an advent calendar challenge for me to complete on the train during my journey to the venue. The challenge was to play with my nipples. i was travelling with a work colleague and so, shortly after our train left London for the midlands i made my excuses and headed to the toilet to play with my breasts. This is the little video i made as proof for Owner. It would have been fun to try and do this at my seat, but, with a colleague sitting opposite me that was an impossibility.

The day i returned from my trip i received a new advent calendar instruction, which was to fuck myself with Owner's silver dildo and then last night i completed another advent task which was to deep throat my double ended training dildo for ten minutes.

enjoying Owners' silver dildo

drooling on the 12 inch double-ended dildo

So, as you can see, this week's advent has been a mixture of pain, discomfort and pleasure - with i suspect more of the former to come.

Incidentally, talking of pain, discomfort and pleasure Owner was researching some potential presents for me for my birthday next year. She showed me some of the items She was considering. One is a chastity cage (3-D printed) with a built-in remote controlled electric zapping device that sends either a painful or pleasant electric shock straight into your dangling bits. The item in question is available in Etsy and there is a picture of it below

click image to product page

Owner and my question is this, do any readers have experience of this (or similar) products? i was unsure whether it would be wearable (because of the electro pack) if wearing trousers and that the electro pack might keep rubbing against my thighs. But, Owner definitely likes the idea of a device that can deliver me a shock to my clitty that She can control and operate remotely. If anyone has experience of it both Owner and i would be delighted to hear.

So, that is it from me for now. i am excited about what the next advent calendar surprises might be.

Nipple and Anal Delights

Owner and i are enjoying a fabulously lazy bank holiday Monday. Both of us were still in our night attire after lunch, me in my red nightie and black lace gown and Owner in Her pyjamas. We were sprawled out on the sofa when Owner started to casually caress my nipples. 

Now, i adore having my nipples played with, it is a surefire way to make me horny very quickly. However, Owner was in no apparent hurry and seemed content to just lazily circle and caress my teats, whilst stroking my breasts. As She did so She started telling me how much She likes to caress my breasts, for my part i told Her how much i loved Her playing with them.

It wasn't long before my breathing had become shallower and my legs had splayed apart as Her fingers continued to caress, tug and toy. Owner told me how much She enjoys to play with my big nipples, i replied (truthfully) how i loved Her playing with them and that my only wish was to have bigger, fleshier nipples and breasts for Her to enjoy. She reminded me that She likes mine as they are.

At this point Owner began to pull gently on my teats with Her fingers. She moistened Her fingers in my mouth and then simultaneously pulled and caressed my nipples, driving me crazy with desire. Then She reached down between my legs and began to gently drum and strike my exposed bits, causing me to swell inside my cage. i knew if She were to start to really spank me between my legs She would easily make me cum.

Perhaps sensing how excitable i was Owner instead instructed me to go into the bedroom and lie down on the bed. She joined me moments later and slowly stripped me before taking off Her own clothes until She was just stood there in Her knickers. Then She knelt down, sucked my left nipple into Her mouth and began to bite. She bit down hard. i love it when She does this, love Her hurting me. First She bit my left nipple then my right. My caged clitty continued to throb but this time She left it well alone, focusing Her attention on my nipples, biting them hard, causing me to emit little gasps of pleasure each tine She sunk Her teeth into my flesh.

After biting my nipples repeatedly She rolled me onto my stomach and removed Her knickers. By now they were wonderfully aromatic, the scent of Her sex filled my nostrils as She placed Her panties over my head, positioning the freshly moist crotch just under my nose so that i could inhale Her heavenly aroma. Biting me arouses Her as much as it does me. Her scent was intoxicating, i love the smell of Her pussy.

As i inhaled deeply Owner switched Her attention to my backside, the other part of my body She loves to play with (every night She caresses my buttocks as i drift off to sleep). She bent down and bit hard into my left butt cheek, then my right, then my left. Marking me as is Her right. She changed positions and bit my shoulders and my neck before returning to the soft flesh of my buttocks and sinking Her teeth in again. All the while i inhaled the wonderful aroma from Her knickers, pulled tight against my nostrils. She sat astride my backside and reached Her hands around my chest and started to pull hard on my nipples. i was in heaven.

Owner then bent over towards Her bedside table and extracted Her vibrator. Sitting astride my buttocks She began to pleasure Herself with Her toy, grinding down against my cheeks as i lay face down between Her legs, feeling Her sex rubbing against my own 'pussy'. It was not long until i received the instruction i was hoping for, an invitation to feast on Her anus as She continued to enjoy Her vibrator.

Changing positions Owner lay down in a foetal position, vibrator pressed against Her clit, knees pulled up, Her anus awaiting my tongue. i lay down behind her, head positioned against Her backside and eagerly and happily began to lap at it, licking the entrance to Her anus before sliding my tongue into Her, tasting Her. This is how Owner likes me to pleasure Her, my tongue inside Her anus as Her vibrator purrs away against Her clit. The pleasure is all mine. i adore the taste and scent of Her and could 'eat' Her backside like this for hours. As it was i was allowed to enjoy Her this way until She came. Then we spooned against each other and fell asleep. As we drifted off my little clit throbbed in frustrated delight inside its cage. i have still just had the one orgasm this year, and that was 'accidental' but i love to be kept happily denied this way, knowing that my body is there simply for Owner to enjoy and receive what pleasure She can from.

i consider myself to be the luckiest person in the world to have the opportunity to pleasure my beautiful Owner in this way. Now it is time for me to shower and start my housework.

O's for Owner

Yesterday Owner and i went into town to do a bit of last minute Xmas shopping, mother if you are reading this you are getting a pair of lined leather gloves. The area around Oxford Street was heaving with people, an almost solid wall of humanity, and so we escaped to one of the pubs we know down a side street. Owner had made a reservation earlier for the two for dinner to have dinner so we planned to have a couple of drinks then head to our meal. However, not long after arriving in the pub Owner started to feel unwell and so we went home and i cooked dinner instead. Then we spent the evening watching a couple of programmes on the iPlayer. Not quite the evening we had planned but a very relaxing one nonetheless.

This morning Owner appeared to have got Her mojo back for She woke me up by gently caressing my nipples through the lace fabric of my baby doll nightie. My nipples are like bullets at the best of times these days and are deliciously sensitive to the touch and Owner's caresses quickly brought them to full attention. Owner continued to caress them then had me strip off out of the baby doll whilst She in turn removed Her knickers which She then placed over my head, ensuring the aromatic gusset was positioned right under my nose.

Owner then switched Her attention to my chastised clit, which was now quite swollen inside its' cage. She began to spank and beat my testes and then bent down and took them into Her mouth, sucking and biting on them before spanking them again. Needless to say this felt both painful and heavenly at the same time, though gradually the pleasure overtook the pain. However, no sooner had i started to become fully aroused when Owner stopped and took out Her vibrator from it place in Her bedside cabinet. Lying on Her side, Her back towards me, and with one leg bent She then placed the vibrator against Her sex and began to pleasure Herself with it. i immediately took this as my cue to get to work with my tongue on Her anus and so with Her vibrator buzzing away next to my left ear my tongue worked its' way inside Her and then began to slide in and out of Her backside. i was able to reach one of Her breasts with my free hand and so squeezed and caressed Her flesh whilst my tongue probed deeper inside Her delicious derriere. Shortly i felt the telltale quiver of Her sphincter muscles and so i pushed deeper still inside Her as she came.

Owners' anus tastes divine and i love opportunities to lick and probe and explore inside Her lick this and so i was thrilled when She continued to pleasure Herself with Her vibrator and continued to accept the presence of my tongue inside Her. And so we continued, Her vibrator purring away and my tongue buried in as far as i could stretch as Owner took Her pleasure again.

Later we lay spooning together in bed, arms wrapped around each other. It was a wonderful way to start the day. i adore providing pleasure this way to Owner. i was left in denial again but very happy for being left so, with a throbbing clit, nipples like bullets and the taste of Owner on my palette and Her scent in my lungs i eventually got out of bed to make us both breakfast to start the day.

Slowly Recovering Under Owners Expert Care

i am delighted to report (i hope not too prematurely) that, thanks to a combination of regular exercises each day and Owners prescribed phylthio activities, my back seems to be very slowly recovering. Yesterday, Owner added another dimension to my regular back stretching exercises (in addition to having my titties clamped whilst completing them and then spanking my clitty upon completion). She instructed that i am now to wear my spiked chastity device everyday and to play with my clitty after each exercise session so that it gets hard and the metal spikes dig in to my flesh - i now have to do this each time i exercise in addition to having my titties clamped and spanking my clitty. Owner also performed another pussy inspection yesterday - this time tightly binding my nipple piercings together and then exploring my pussy with Her fingers before inserting and inflating the inflatable butt plug and switching it onto vibate mode. Whilst my stretched pussy throbbed and pulsed as the plug purred away inside and my nipples were pulled tight Owner used the opportunity to pleasure Herself with a vibrator. Once satiated She switched off and deflated the butt plug - leaving me desperately horny, frustrated and aroused.

Today, as part of Her evolving phylthio treatment regime Owner instructed that i was to attach and wear tassled nipple clamps for the duration of my daily walk and that i was to play with my clamped titties in the park. Each day i have been trying to walk a little further as my back slowly gets better and today managed to walk just under 2 whole miles (wow!) for the first time since the start of December. Not only this but Owner also seemed pleased with how i completed my challenge in the park en route as well - you can see me performing the challenge in the video below as i once again demonstrate how much i enjoy playing with my titties like a slut

New Duties and Behaviours List

As promised Owner has presented me with Her list of additional and updated duties and behaviours for me to follow. Some of the things Owner has cited are a response to my own failings, such as my having not studied my Spanish fot a long time and consequently getting very rusty. Others are new and some are ones we have discussed between ourselves, such as having my internet usage restrited to a maximum of an hour a day (the amount of time my laptop holds its charge when unplugged) so that i can concentrate on my domestic duties. i am delighted to have received the list and i hope that it will serve to continue my training by Owner as we further extend our 24/7 relationship. For the curious amongst you the list i received is as follows;

Daily

• internet usage restricted to one hour per day on week days (in one chunk or small bits but totalling no more than one hour) - time spent instead doing useful things like researching new recipes, revising Spanish, cleaning, baking or playing with Owner.
• attach nipple clamps when Owner goes into shower in morning, Owner will remove later when She leaves for work
• mop bathroom after all showers and put bath mat to dry

Weekly

• check fridge once a week and clean as necessary, remove any foodstuffs past use by date and add to shopping list what is needed
• practice 1 hour of Spanish conversation once a week with Owner or watch Spanish TV series
• on Mondays wear no knickers at home or at work
• nipple clamp torture once a week
• change towels and bathmat once a week

Monthly

• prepare at least one performance a month at a time to suit Owner
• complete at least one challenge a month which Owner will schedule
• make sure wardrobe is tidy and recycle any clothes that don't fit
• try at least one new recipe a month

Others

• wear feminine vests underneath clothes during winter to keep warm
• create a recipe database of Owners favourite recipes
• research fetish events and activities that Owner and i can attend
• when working from home insert butt plug and remove knickers at least one hour before Owners arrival

It's a great list and though there are some challenges in there i am determined to do Owner proud and thank Her for taking the time to compile the list.

Meanwhile, Owner has found yet more things about the flat with which to stretch my nipples, this time a camera and mobile phone