Another Discombobulating week

The past week has been another busy and disruptive one for Owner and i. My work took me, with Owners' blessing, to Barcelona for three days to a conference that i was speaking at. 

Readers might be surprised to read that i spent such time away from Owner given how, under normal circumstances, it is agreed between us that i am forbidden to stay away from Her overnight unless i am needing to visit family. However, this occasion was an approved exception.

As regular readers will know Owner is Spanish.  She has a flat in Spain as well as the one in London and She would like to return there to live one day, with me at Her side. We regularly travel to and from Spain. For years now i have been trying to get beyond just a rudimentary knowledge of the Spanish language. Owner rightly expects my language ability to improve.

Accordingly, when the offer to speak at this conference came up Owner stated that She agreed to my attending. She noted that it would be an opportunity to further practice my Spanish and develop some potentially useful contacts so that i might be able to work in Spain if required.

It was a successful, albeit intense, few days. However, i did get a brief opportunity to see some of the city outside of the conference venue. At the risk of this becoming more of a travel than an FLR-focussed blog, here are some pictures:

La Sagrada Familia

Design Museum and Torre Glories

Torre Glories (or as i refer to it - the pencil vibrator) at night

Parc de la Ciutedella

Street in the old quarter

Jardins Fontsere i Mestre

i was quite tired when i returned home late Friday night as was Owner who has also had a busy week at work. We were both delighted to be reunited again but are having a quiet time this weekend to try and re-charge in preparation for the week ahead, which is a significant one for Owner as it will be Her birthday.

So this week, just like the previous, has been a busy one work-wise for the two of us. Meanwhile, the Trump initiated fuck-up in the Middle East, and its consequences for the region and wider-world, has also made it difficult to focus on service and submission and avoid the constant distraction of the depressing news.

Merry Christmas and the Poppet Subslut 2026 Calendar is Here

i know it is still a couple of days to go but, Merry Christmas everybody from Owner and i and we wish you a peaceful but naughty New Year!

Tomorrow evening Owner and i head to the airport hotel for an overnight stay before Owner catches Her flight to Spain first thing Tuesday morning. i return to London for my last working day of the year before departing for the West Country on Christmas Eve to spend a few days with my Dad. i then return back to London and then fly out to Spain on the 28th to be reunited with Owner. We will see in the New Year and Three Kings in Her flat out there.

It has been an eventful year full of many fantastic highs but it ends with a fresh health issue for Owner.  Unfortunately, is incurable although there is a treatment available which should allow Her to manage it and minimise its impact upon Her life, which is good news. It's not the news we wanted but it does mean that we now know what the issue is and how best to deal with it.

In the meantime, life goes on.

Today, i dressed up for Owner in my little Santa outfit. She jokingly presented me with Her red whip and then sat me in a chair to take for some pictures 

checkout the sexy slippers!

Earlier in the day i was permitted to go to the shops unescorted so that i might retrieve my high-heeled shoes from the cobblers. There was a bit of a queue and i waited patiently in line for my turn. In front of me was a young woman who looked to be in her late teens and was there to get some new keys cut. When it came to her turn to be spared the cobbler turned and asked if we were together? When we both replied no he said to the young lady:

'Oh, I'm sorry I thought she was your mother' looking at me as he spoke.

Whilst it was nice to be thought of as being female i am not sure how i feel about being thought of as someone's mother! Owner laughed when i regaled Her with the tale when i returned home.

Lastly, i am pleased to say that the 2026 Poppet Subslut calendar is now available for purchase. Just click the image below or go the the publications page of the blog.

i mentioned to Owner about the possibility of me creating a picture book as well. She loved the idea so hopefully that will be available soon. Watch this space as they say.

Well, that just about wraps things up for 2026. From Owners' home to yours and from Her and i to you, Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. We hope that you find Santa's sacks are bulging.

i leave you with one of our favourite festive tunes, an old one but still a classic

Merry Christmas!

Time Away and Together

Owner and i were briefly parted for a few days over the last weekend when, as a belated 80th birthday present, i travelled with my Mum to Copenhagen where we met up with my sister (who joined us from Spain) to spend a few days in the city. i booked the three of us into an AirBnB. It would be my first time with just my mum and sister in years. What could possibly go wrong?

As it transpired, it went well. There was a mini-heatwave which meant that i was in shorts and light tops the whole time. So what? You might ask. Well it meant that my Mum got to see and ask questions about the tattoos on my body, especially the one on my upper right thigh that says 'Owned' and has Owners initials. Or the anklet tattoo with the half-moon pendant, symbolising femininity. Neither commented on the fact that i wore make-up the whole time of that the padded bra that i also wore was clearly visible at times through the thin cotton white blouse that i was wearing.

posing in Tivoli Gardens

Feasting on an enormous, hundreds and thousands coated ice-cream (i only managed 1/3 of it)

The whole time we were away it was also always me that was making breakfast, pouring drinks, washing up and cleaning/tidying the apartment i.e. my 'service-self' was also on full display.

It was lovely to be able to be seen by them as my 'true' slightly feminine and domesticated self.

Talking of feminine. The hot weather seemed to have brought half of Copenhagen out onto the canal and dockside in their bikini's (the women were mostly all topless) and swim trunks. The Danes are an annoyingly attractive bunch, tall, slim, golden tans etc and i have to confess to a pang of jealousy and envy that it wasn't me, out wearing my bikini too in the city centre too.

i really missed Owner whilst i was with my mum and sister and hated being apart from Her. Luckily, the trip did not last long and we were soon reunited again. She expects me to be by Her side and that is where i am happiest. There should now be no further periods when we are apart until Christmas.

This weekend it is my Dad's 83rd and so Owner and i are travelling down to Devon to see him. After that, my family obligations are over (i hope) for a good few months and i can keep my focus solely on serving Owner as Her wife and maid. We are hosting Her sister and her partner for a week in September which will also hopefully provide an opportunity to show my sister-in-law what a well-trained wife her sister has. i am already looking forward to waiting on them and helping make their stay an enjoyable and stress-free one.

Meanwhile, i leave you with a picture of me from earlier in the week when i was instructed to just wear a corset and my work blouse with nothing underneath for the day.

 

Always Trim Your Bush

Ok, i know that technically it is a hedge not a bush but whoever lets facts get in the way of a good headline? Anyway, this was me out trimming the hedge at the front of our flat in the heat yesterday.

Owner had permitted me to go outside to cut what was fast becoming quite an overgrown beast. It was sweaty work, although the short skirt helped to keep me cool.

For anyone curious about my own bush, as you will see from other pictures of me on this blog, it stays mown smooth.

Hedge cutting and a very brief foray to the shop up the road was all i did outside in the heat. The rest of the day was spent inside doing housework and other chores in the morning and then snuggled next to Owner in the afternoon watching a film and TV. She even permitted me to have an alcoholic drink or two with Her. It was a very good day.

Less good was the fact that, on Friday my new small black chastity device broke. i don't seem to be having much luck with devices at the minute. Fear not, however, i am still locked in one of my old devices. Meanwhile, Owner is once again on a quest for a new device for me.

Later this week Owner and i will also be parted for a few days again, something we both hate. i try to avoid such instances to the best of my ability but sometimes family things come up. This is one such a thing. It was my mum's 80th birthday earlier in the year and her present from me and my sister was a long weekend for just the three of us in Copenhagen, Denmark. Mum and i fly out on Thursday and will meet my sister there as she lives in Spain and will fly from Spain to Denmark. We are staying in an AirBnB from Thursday to Sunday when we then all head back to our respective homes, me travelling back with my mum and my sister heading back to Spain. Four days living with my mum and my sister, what could possibly go wrong?! The worst part will be that i will be away from my Owner.

Anniversary

Nineteen year ago to the day Owner grabbed me and snogged me on the concourse of Charing Cross station. That act changed what had been a friendship into a relationship, first vanilla then FLR. So today we celebrate one of our three annual anniversaries. Today, 6th October 2024, marks that 19th anniversary of when we first began our relationship. Our remaining two significant dates being the 31st May (the day we first physically met) and the other being the 16th February (our wedding anniversary - six years and counting).

To mark our anniversary i bought Owner a couple of small gifts. The first was an oxidised silver serpent with an emerald ring from Moko. The second was a penguin love pebble (penguins search the beach for a pebble to give to their mate whom they then stay with for life) from MagicPebbles. 

Owner with Her penguin and ring

In return, Owner bought me some wonderful handcuff silver earrings, a set of make-up brushes, a cow pendant for my bag and a lovely t-shirt. Later today i will be cooking Her favourite roast for lunch.

As readers will know from my last post both of us have been really busy and stressed with work of late, for Owner it has been a consequence of Her starting a new job (which is going well), for me it is due to a restructuring at work and workload. Unfortunately, we will also be apart from each other for periods this month. i need to travel to New Orleans for a few days for work in a little over a weeks time and then at the end of the month we are both separately going to Spain. Owner is going to Madrid for a few days with a very close girl fiend of Hers. At the same time i will be taking my elderly father to the east coast, near Alicante, to stay with my sister (who lives out there) for a few days as it might be the last time my Dad is able to travel. He needs accompanying as he has dementia.

The good news, however, is that Owner is taking me to Brussels for the weekend in November for a romantic little break. By then our lives will also hopefully have returned back to normal and it will be lovely spending time away together.

In the meantime, i hope all readers are well and yes, i am still in chastity but not because it is Locktober. My being locked or not is dictated solely by Owner, not by what month of the year it is. That said, for those wanting to try out chastity for the first time then having a month dedicated to it in the form of October/Locktober is a great idea. So good luck to all who find themselves and their penises/clits locked up for the first time this month.

Slut Life and Sadness

There are multiple facets to my relationship with Owner, Her 24/7 domination and control of me and my submission to Her. Some are more recent developments, others have been there from the very start of our Female-led journey. Me being expected to be Her sex toy and a slut is one of the latter.

From the moment all those years ago when our, initially vanilla, relationship became an FLR one Owner made it clear that my body belongs to Her. She can access it and use it in any way that She sees fit whenever She wishes. i must make myself available to Her whenever She desires. My body exists solely for Her sexual pleasure, amusement and enjoyment. For my part, i must never under any circumstance attempt to initiate a sexual act with Her nor am i permitted access to any part of Her beautiful, gorgeous body unless She expressly allows it.

Owner regularly exercises Her rights over my body by teasing, touching, fondling and groping me. She enjoys sidling up behind me and pulling down my knickers then walking off. Sometimes She goes further and slips Her hand up between my legs to caress my 'pussy'. When She does i automatically spread and open my legs for Her like a good slut, making myself available to Her. 

The reason that Owner sometimes likes to leave me out of chastity is so that my little clit becomes available for Her to touch, torment and tease. Naturally, i am still not permitted to touch it myself and, in truth, i have no real desire to do so. She, however, likes to caress, slap and play with it a little and, when She does, i obediently part my legs for Her. My legs are like warm butter - they spread easily!

At home, when preparing to make dinner and commence my evening chores i first remove my panties before changing into my cleaning smock. The hem of the smock barely covers my buttocks. This ensures i am accessible to Her. Later, after i have completed my chores and i am permitted to sit next to Her on the sofa, i fully unzip my smock (each is front fastening) so that Owner has unfettered access to me. Then when we go to bed, i always wear a nightie and sleep on my side, affording Her easy access to my 'pussy'. Owner often likes to fall asleep gently stroking my 'cunt' leaving me aroused and frustrated. i love being molested by Her. She in turn enjoys having my body available at all times. i am Her always available slut and whore.

However, it is not just when we are at home or in bed that Owner expects access to my flesh. She also fondles and gropes me in public. i absolutely love it when She does this. Love it when She exercises Her right to access my body whenever and wherever She wants. Summer time offers Her lots of opportunities to do this. On warm days when we are out i am often to be found wearing little denim cut-off shorts that She has bought for me. Owner buys me ones that are short but not too tight around the thigh, loose enough for Her to be able to slip Her hand inside. Which is exactly what She does. 

The other day, as i carried Owners' bag whilst walking Her to the train station She slipped Her hand up the leg of my shorts and fondled, groped and squeezed my buttocks as we walked past early morning commuters. i was in heaven, loving every minute of having my body so publicly claimed like that by Her.

i was not always comfortable with being groped in public this way. Initially i felt self-conscious. However, over the years Owner has helped me to overcome my shyness and encouraged me to embrace who i am, namely Her slut. Now i am happy, eager even, to be be publicly groped by Her. It is more than just the reassurance that She still finds my body appealing. It is the public expression of Her total ownership of me. Whether Her hand is up my shorts and inside my knickers or it is reaching down my blouse inside my bra and be it in the street, the cinema or a bar, i now love it when She publicly gropes me like this. My head spins, i feel excited, desirable and aroused. No more do i feel self-conscious and awkward. Now i yearn for Her to go further, to be instructed to take off my top or remove my shorts. To be dis-robed and paraded as a slut, to have to touch myself for Her, be publicly ravaged by Her. In short, to be a shameless slut.

i love being treated by Owner as Her slut, love to make myself available for Her at all times, wherever we are. Sometimes She asks if i ever tire of Her touching and groping me? Nothing could be further from the truth. i am addicted to it, crave it. If anything, all i wish for is for it to happen more and more.

Owner has given me the confidence to live, act and behave like a slut. In return i hope to make Her proud by being the best slut i can be.

Sadly, however, there will not be the opportunity to demonstrate just how much of a slut i am and love to be in the coming days as Owner departs for Spain this Friday, leaving me on my own. Thankfully, our separation is not for long. i fly out to join Her later the following week before we then both return back together. Whilst we are parted there are plenty of things for me to be getting on with besides my daily chores and tasks. There is the decorating to finish, a hedge to trim, windows to clean, drawers to tidy etc and i am sure that time will fly by but i will miss Her. i can't wait until we are reunited.

Going to Spain also provides us with an opportunity to see Her new flat. Neither of us has seen it since we bought it over Easter. Owner's parents have been amazing and have arranged and supervised the few things that needed doing to it. They have also helped with furniture for the bedroom, being onsite to let deliveries in and oversee their installation. It will be amazing to finally see it, knowing Owner at last has a place in Her home town. A place which, in Her own words, She 'can install' me.

i cannot wait to be installed there by Her. London will remain where we spend the majority of our time for the foreseeable future. i cannot work from Spain whereas Owner can so She may spend more time there at first than i do. However, for Owner to finally have a place of Her own in Her home town, a place where, just like in Her flat in London, i can look after Her, serve Her, worship and love Her, a place i can clean and maintain for Her, cook and entertain Her friends and family, that will be truly special. It is a really exciting development for us both and our lives together. Previously we have always stayed with Her parents. Now Owner has Her own in which She can reign supreme. i cannot wait to start serving Her there.

Returning to the 'slut' theme. It has been hot in London the past few days with the daytime temperature over 30 Celsius. Whilst this has made things a little uncomfortably warm it has given me an opportunity to wear my warm weather cleaning outfit 😁

Finally, i leave you with a of photos of me in a new dress that i saw in a sale and which Owner allowed me to buy (provided that i got rid of/recycled some existing clothes, which i have). i think it would look better if i wasn't wearing a bra and panties at the same time, what do readers think? Suitably slutty? It is from Nii Hai. 

Take care all.

April Be Gone

Well, what a frustrating month April has been. Don't get me wrong, nothing awful happened, it is just that Owner and i have ended up spending far too long apart and some of my usual activities have gone to pot.

We both spend some time in Spain together for Easter but then Owner stayed on for an additional week to catch-up with friends and family (whilst working from Her parents apartment) whereas i had to return home to work. This was quickly followed by me disappearing down to Devon in the West of England to help my Dad get set-up to move into a new retirement flat. However, for various reasons i ended up needing to head west again this week to help him out a bit more. So i was down in Devon, hundreds of miles away from Owner in London.

The good news is that throughout this period i have kept-up with both my daily Spanish studies and also my daily exercise regime, not that the latter seems to yet have had any noticeable impact upon my waistline! i can also truthfully report that all the time i was at home, including whilst Owner was away, i kept up with all of my daily cleaning tasks and chores. i even managed to get one of the outstanding bigger jobs finished that Owner had set for me, namely to overhaul our little 'garden' at the front of our building.

the 'garden' mid-overhaul

It also goes without saying that i have been in chastity throughout (i actually can't remember when i was last out of chastity - i think it was sometime late spring/early summer '22).

However, our routine of weekly canings/beatings haven't happened, and these normally happen each week irrespective of whether or not i have done anything 'wrong' - they are just a physical reminder that Owner is in charge.  i also have not been tasked with any weekday activities or challenges to complete. On the plus side, it has been weeks since i was last zapped or tortured with one of Her electrical devices :)

The good news though is that normality should now be returning. Touch wood i will not have to unexpectedly dash off to Devon and although we have some time abroad coming up, Berlin and then Finland, both are trips we are taking together rather than apart. In fact, both promise to be great fun.

In addition, this past month has shown that even when outside life and demands intervene and intrude, as inevitably at times they do, i can still maintain my core routines of household tasks, study and exercise that help me to become a better wife to Owner. In fact as a little sign from Her of appreciation for me last night She took me out for some drinks in a local bar to help me unwind and relax from what has been quite a stressful period trying to sort things out for my dad.

the first of a few pints of cider and rum and cokes (for Owner) last night

Oh and Owner also gifted me a glass of Her finest beverage for breakfast last weekend

me with my favourite drink - Owners piss

So, farewell April. It is almost time for you to bow out and then for us to say hello to May and to adventures in Berlin and then in Finland which are to come.