Twenty Wonderful Years

Monday marked Owner and my twentieth anniversary. 20 years together, blimey how time flies when you are in love and having fun. We actually celebrate 3 'anniversary' dates each year. These are; 

• 16th Feb - our wedding anniversary 
• 31st May - the day we both met in person at Bond Street tube station after having chatted online for a few months.
• 6th October - the day Owner snogged me at Charing Cross station and we went from just friends to, well much more than that

i really am lucky and blessed to have had the honour and privilege of spending the past 20 years of my life with Owner. She is a wonderful and beautiful woman the love of my life. She is also the person to whom i willingly and completely submit and who controls how i live my life. She has trained, cherished and supported me throughout those twenty years and She continues to do so.

We always try to make a bit of a fuss of our anniversaries and this one has been no exception. It has been truly memorable. Owner gifted me my new lock tattoo, which symbolises the fact that i am mostly kept in chastity.  The tattoo was created a few weeks ago and is now almost fully healed. Owner also bought me a beautiful pearl belly ring and a wonderful cake for us both to share.

The anniversary cake that Owner bought for us

The new pearl belly ring Owner got for me. 

Incidentally, Owner has settled on a design idea for a cover up tattoo to replace this one on my belly (which neither of us like and pre-dates my life with Owner). i have discussed Owners ideas with the tattoo artist and i hope to get this tattoo covered up done early in the New Year with a new, much more feminine design featuring flowers and a crescent moon.

My main present for Owner was booking us into an overnight dungeon stay for Her to have fun caning and electrocuting me, which She did. On Monday night, the day of the actual anniversary, i took Her out to dinner to a restaurant inside one of our favourite London viewpoints, namely that to be found right at the top of 20 Fenchurch Street aka 'the walkie talkie' building. London looks stunning from up there at night

Exterior view looking west down the River Thames

Interior showing the panoramic view of London (which extends 360 degrees)

i also got Owner a few more little gifts, ones that, like the dungeon visit, speak to the FLR nature of our relationship. These were:

1. A silver chastity key necklace
2. A seven-braid leather whip
3. A 23cm (9inch) realistic dildo for Her strap-on
4. A WiFi enabled Eufy internal surveillance camera 

Whip, dildo, chastity key necklace and surveillance camera

 Silver Chastity Necklace

This came from the Etsy shop Locked in Chastity whose owner is also her own husband's key holder. Owner was really delighted with this gift and immediately placed it around Her neck for all to see that She has the key to my cage. 

Owner wearing the new chastity key necklace to our anniversary dinner

One delightful little surprise was that, as well as the key and chain, the parcel from the shop also contained some stickers showing this image of a caged cockerel;

These stickers now adorn my mobile phone case and that for my reading glasses. This means that whenever i get my phone out or put my glasses on people will, if they interpret the image correctly, be able to see that i am in chastity. i messaged the shop Owner, a lovely woman called Julie, to say how much Owner loved the necklace and what a great idea the stickers were and She emailed me back a copy of the image with the instruction that i should use it as my screensaver on my mobile. Owner approved the idea and so whenever i open up my phone i and anyone around me can now also see that my cock is caged courtesy of this caged cockerel screensaver image.

Leather Braided Whip

i love the colours of this whip which came from the company Meo in Germany. It appears to be very well made.  

Realistic cock dildo

With its fully retractable foreskin  Owner has another cock in Her collection

Eufy surveillance camera 

This camera is to enable Owner to monitor me at any time She wishes. The images it sees can be sent directly to Her mobile phone in real time. You can also send voice instructions through it which will enable Her to relay instructions to me using Her phone even when She is not at home. Owner plans to use the camera for the first time this Thursday evening. She is going out for a meal with friends after work and i am expected, as is now customary, to spend the evening locked in my cage. The surveillance camera will enable Owner to keep an eye on me locked up in the darkness of Her kitchen whilst She is out enjoying Her meal and then let me know when She is on Her way home so that i can release myself and come and collect Her and carry Her bag back home.

My mobile phone location is already shared with Owner at all times meaning that on the occasions when i am allowed out She can see where i am at all times if She wishes to. The addition of the home surveillance camera opens up the opportunity for Owner to also see what i am up to at home, even if She is out. i am excited at the possibilities that this additional level of control opens up.

We had a great anniversary and are both looking forward to spending the rest of our lives together and, i hope, my submission to my wonderful Owners control will become ever more absolute. 

Fucked And A True Lies Tease

Yesterday saw me spit-roasted after work. My mouth was filled by one of Owners' 8 inch dildo's that i was instructed to fellate whilst She stretched and filled my pussy with Her giant 12 inch tentacle dildo. It was a wonderful experience! 

i do love being fucked by Owner and i was quite the eager little slut, loving the feeling of having my pussy opened and stretched. Owner fucked me by resting the base of the tentacle dildo against Her body, gripping my hips and then pushing Her giant 'cock' into me. Feeling that tentacle being pushed rhythmically into me as my head bobbed up and down as i gagged on the other dildo was really quite wonderful.

Owner is always careful, however, not to fuck me too long less i get overly excited and have an accident. Yesterday was no exception. Within a few minutes of Her starting to fuck me She stopped and instructed me to clean Her toys and tidy the dildos away, leaving me horny, frustrated but very happily still denied. It has now been 238 days since my last orgasm.

being fucked by Owner with Her tentacle dildo

With everything packed away Owner then revealed She had another wonderful surprise in store for me. Rather than dismiss me to do my chores She instead invited me to join Her for a drink on the sofa, telling me my chores could wait until Saturday. So it was that the two of us then spent the evening having a few drinks and watching TV together (the finale of the Traitors). It was a lovely end to the week.

Today, Saturday, has seen me busy doing housework as well as my exercises and my Spanish study. Owner also requested that i perform for Her. Specifically, She requested that i replicate the erotic dance performed by Jamie Lee Curtis in the movie True Lies. However, rather than dancing for Arnold Schwarzenegger, as Jamie does in the movie, i would be dancing for Owner.

This is the scene in the movie

And here is a little clip from my version

Owner said that She enjoyed my little routine. i will leave it with readers to reach their own conclusions.

Stern Words For This Slut

On Sunday, after completing my outdoor challenge (see previous post), Owner took me for a few drinks in a local bar. It was lovely to go out, just the two of us, and spend some time together. Whilst we were there Owner used the occasion to also have a serious word with me. She noted how i had allowed my work-life balance to get out of hand and that it was not acceptable to Her and was also bad for me. She reminded me that She expects, as far as is practically possible, i am to be at home. That my purpose in life is to look after Her, entertain Her, serve and worship Her. 

i am not naturally a 'live to work person' but much more of a 'work to live' one, as are we both. i am, however, lucky in that i derive a lot of satisfaction from my job and have been able to have an influence in the sector i work in. However, as Owner reminded me. She did not choose someone to live with and to have as Her submissive based on what they do or achieve for work. Rather, it was based on my love for and devotion to Her, a love She reciprocates.

Owner made it clear to me that She expects me to get back to being the silly, slutty, submissive wife She desires.

To be completely honest, this is what i want as well. i have written before how my life with Owner fulfills me in ways that my work never could. i love and adore Her and want only to serve Her and submit to Her. i realise that i have allowed things to get out out of hand and that i need to get my life back into balance. Life with Owner should always come first. i have made changes but they will take a few weeks to become apparent due to the nature of speaking etc commitments previously entered into. Hopefully, however, Owner will soon start to notice that i am back home, at Her feet, where i belong and not gallivanting hither and thither giving presentations, lectures etc. 

Meanwhile, i had a wonderful opportunity to demonstrate to Owner that i am still Her naughty, obedient slut. i was tasked by Her with fucking myself with one of the large dildos for Her entertainment and amusement. So, on Tuesday night before i served dinner i found myself down on all fours at Her feet, my winter cleaning smock (the temperature has plummeted here) hitched up around my waist, lubricating my pussy with my spittle before pushing the dildo inside of me. It went in easily, buried balls deep inside my pussy, as i began to rhythmically fuck myself as Owner looked on. Occasionally i paused, withdrew the fake cock, fellated it and lubed it with my mouth before slipping it deep inside me and fucking myself again. This was repeated over and over.

All the while Owner watched, took some pictures and generally observed Her wife prostrate and fuck Herself at Her feet for Her amusement. She permitted me to fuck myself like this for a little over five minutes before calling a halt to proceedings. The whole episode left me feeling wonderfully aroused and deliciously frustrated. i was careful not to allow myself to get too excited and have an accident, it has been almost six months now since my last orgasm. i stopped when instructed, tidied up and then served dinner before continuing with my chores.

'Artistic' black and white image

You can see the original image below and see clearly that i am wearing a sexy combination of hold-up stockings and flip-flops! In my defence i don't currently have any slippers and my flats have fallen apart (and being an upstairs flats heels are out of the question). i also reckon that if people wear crocs as fashionable footwear, when these are essentially footwear designed to wear in hospital theatres, then why not wear stockings and flip-flops :)

Original image

Meanwhile, Owner has really hurt a muscle in Her shoulder and we are trying to get a diagnosis and treatment for Her as it is has left Her in fairly constant pain and discomfort these past few weeks. It also has meant that She has not been able to give Her slutty wife the beating i definitely deserve for having allowed my life with Her and my work to get out of balance.

Good Slut

This weekend has seen me be birched, caged, pissed on, used as a sex toy and fucked. It has been a good weekend.

It all started on Saturday. After completing my daily studies, exercises and household chores, i was locked up securely inside my new cage for an hour. This was part of a punishment from Owner for having wasted Her time the previous weekend. It was a thoroughly deserved punishment.

Before being caged Owner dressed me in the new pretty lilac body harness She had bought me for our wedding anniversary, complete with matching fluffy tail and ears. It took some time to work out how to fit the harness but once we had worked that out i was ready to be placed inside. i loved having the harness on and Owner seemed very pleased with how it looked on me.

Owner was then able to spend some time relaxing with a cup of tea and reading Her book and generally spending some quality time with Herself without being distracted or disturbed by Her wife.

locked away in my cage

my pretty new harness, and fluffy tail and ears

Prior to being caged Owner had already delivered my weekly maintenance disciplining. She chose a different implement this time, selecting Her birch caning rod. It delivers quite a sting when it lands and Owner used it to strike me many, many times across my buttocks. i am grateful to Her for reminding of Her complete authority over me.

freshly birched bottom

it was early so i was still in my nightie

On Sunday i completed my exercises, studies and most of my household chores before preparing lunch. After we had eaten and i had washed and put away the dishes Owner suggested we go out for a walk. We headed to our local park and then to a cafe to have an early afternoon coffee. It was lovely spending time with Owner. 

Coffees consumed we returned home. Owner instructed me to strip and to prepare myself to receive Her piss by securing the urinal gag in my mouth. i positioned myself in the bathroom in such a way as to enable me to receive Owner's golden nectar. She quickly filled my mouth and soon piss was spilling down my front as well as down my throat. Owner remarked how much She enjoys having me drink Her piss in this manner and how She wants me to be Her urinal more often. 

me as a human piss pot

As if this wasn't thrilling enough no sooner had She filled me with Her wonderful liquid than Owner instructed me to wait for Her in the bedroom with the brown and tentacle dildo's ready.

Upon entering the room Owner instructed me to lie face down and start to fellate the brown dildo. As i did so She climbed astride me so that She was sat on my buttocks. She reached out and grabbed hold of my ponytail and then started to rub Herself against me. She grabbed Her vibrator, pushed it against Her clit and started to bring Herself off as She rode me like a jockey. Occasionally She paused and, using the electric zapper device, encouraged me to suck faster on the dildo by zapping me on my butt cheeks or between my legs before returning to the task in hand of bringing Herself off. It wasn't long until She came.

Owner dismounted and 'rewarded' me by standing in front of me so that i could see Her forbidden pussy before turning and presenting me with Her backside to kiss and lick. Of course, i eagerly obliged. Owner's fun had only just begun, however.

Moments later She instructed me to roll onto my back, then She mounted my face and had me pleasure Her anus with my tongue as She began to bring Herself off once more. 'Deeper, deeper!' She instructed. My tongue probed deeper still as i buried myself inside Her. Owner ground down against my face leaving me unable to breathe as Her climax approached. When finally She rolled off me, panting with pleasure i too was gasping, except in my case it was for air.

As She lay in repose, catching Her breath, Owner lazily fucked my mouth with Her foot. But it was another orifice of mine that was to be Her next focus of intention. Soon i found myself on all fours, brown dildo between my lips as Owner penetrated my pussy with the large tentacle dildo. i love the feeling of being stretched out and opened up by it and soon Owner was instructing me to fuck myself harder and harder on Her cephalopod cock whilst She pleasured Herself with Her vibrator. The tentacle pushed deeper and faster inside me as Owner thrust Her hips rhythmically back and forth and i pushed back against Her. Again She zapped me as She fucked me. All the while my mouth worked its way up and down the shaft of Her brown dildo as Owner brought Herself off again as She continued to fuck me.

All too soon it was over and She rolled away, fully spent.

Owner held me against Her chest and uttered the words that i never tire of hearing Her whisper. She told me that i was a 'good slut and wife'. It is something that i strive to be and which is always lovely to hear Her tell me. As for me, i just cannot believe how lucky i am to get to live with a serve a woman as wonderful as Owner.

This was the scene on the bed post-fucking.

Her own orgasm left Owner was a little unsteady on Her feet when She got up to shower. As for me, i was left aroused but frustrated. It is now well over six months since i was last allowed to orgasm. i cleaned and tidied away the toys and then went back to work, cleaning all the floors in the flat.

When my chores were finally done Owner put me back into my cage for another hour whilst She worked. i spent the time chained and gagged with a horse bit, causing me to drool steadily into the little bucket that is kept in the cage. Thankfully, my pussy behaved itself and Owner did not have to work whilst also being serenaded by contented 'fanny farts' from Her slut, although it was quite vocal at times when i had been cleaning the floors earlier. This was Owners' view of me in the corner of the room whilst She worked.

When an hour later the cage door was opened and Owner released my bonds i was allowed to join Her to watch a TV series together. it has been a wonderful weekend.

Anal Tentacle

Well, i bet that headline got your attention! Last night Owner and i sat down and had a conversation that left me feeling hot, aroused and excitable, my 'pussy' quivering in anticipation whilst my 'clit' bulged and strained futilely inside its weekend cage. Incidentally, it has been 80+ days now since my last orgasm. Anyway, i digress. What was the cause of my excitement? 

The discussion was about my forthcoming 51st birthday (16th January) and what Owner was thinking of getting me for one of my presents. She had asked me if there was anything in particular that i wanted, to which my response was either 'something pretty or naughty'. In truth, there is nothing that i actually 'need' and as 'experiences' are, for the most part, not possible due to Covid-19 (our presents to each other often involve travel) then basically my 'desires' can be distilled down to pretty clothes or sex toys, slut by name and slut by nature that i am.

Owner must have been thinking along similar lines for She showed me some cosplay outfits that She had been researching for me, with the idea of a photo shoot and the prospect of again appearing on stage in something in a post-Covid world.  Regular readers will recall that i appeared on stage in the London anime and gaming convention at the start of this year (in what feels like a different world) dressed in my Hideri Kanzaki maid's outfit. It was a real thrill appearing in front of a live audience, especially as i had never done so before and was locked in chastity under my short dress and little panties. Owner has agreed that it is something that She wants to have me do again when the world returns to normal. i say all this as the idea of a new outfit to wear was an intrinsically exciting one. Owner had found an outfit from one of Her and my favourite manga series, one called Shimometa. The outfit was the school uniform worn by one of the female characters, Ayame Kajou. As you can imagine this was an exciting enough idea for a birthday present.

But, but, but, then Owner announced that She had also been researching dildos and perhaps i would like one of those instead? What a choice! School girls outfit or a dildo? It turned out, however, that She did not have just any old dildo in mind. These were custom-made ones. She showed me the ones She had short-listed and i have to say i immediately fell into a sort of swoon. OMG! They all looked amazing, my heart fluttered and i am sure my pussy winked open and shut just at the prospect. This is the shortlist She presented to me (click on the pictures to take you to the website)

What a sight for slutty, lascivious eyes, and what a choice! All can be dyed to whatever colour combination that you want and all have some lovely-sized options. i instantly knew that i would love to have one of these for my birthday and leave the cosplay outfit to another day (perhaps closer to when i could actually wear it on stage). Owner was happy to go along with that so it now just came down to choosing which plug/dildo to get.

The bottom one of the three pictures (Noax) above looks satisfyingly 'filling' so i was quite tempted at first by that - i do so love to be opened up. But then again, the one above (Mundir), well what can i say. It looks amazing. But the text also states that it has been especially designed to trigger the 'p' spot and given that i need to control leakages of any kind unless expressly authorised by Owner then i knew that could be a challenge, but oh i was sooo tempted. That extra-large one looks, well...wow!

In the end, however, i went for 'Qwim' the tentacle in large. Just the thought of that snaking and thrusting its way inside me makes me wet. i mean, look at it, it looks amazing and quite unlike any of the other toys that i have had the pleasured of accommodating in my pussy - though in truth i would be delighted to try and accommodate them all, plus the can!

So the 16th January promises to be quite an 'interesting' day. Not only will i turn 51 years old but i will have a wonderful new toy to experience. It is also the day when the monthly outdoor challenge dice is rolled AND it is also when i next get to roll the chastity dice. Will i return to a tighter lock down than the one i am in now (weekends only for a period of 3 months). We shall have to see.

All that, of course, is to come (not cum!). In the meantime, we continue the countdown to Christmas. Today's advent calendar required that i receive 200 strokes of the cane in return for a 'gift'. Owner alternated between caning me on the buttocks and on the backs of my thighs (which definitely hurts more than the buttocks). As She did so She waxed lyrical about what a lovely cane i had bought Her and how much She enjoys caning me. As She informed me of this i 'presented myself' on my knees on the sofa and counted off each stroke until She reached the two hundred mark. You can see below that Owner's efforts left me with a pleasantly warm backside

So, what 'gift' did i get in return for my morning caning? i got a super cute pair of socks which bear the legend 'Breaking news - i don't care' which Owner stated was highly appropriate for me as i do not care what people may think of me. This is one of the things that i have come to realise as i get older, whereas once i may have been embarrassed or ashamed to admit who i am at heart i.e. an exhibitionist, transvestite, submissive slut, now i could not care less what others may think of me. 

i consider myself to be extremely lucky to have met (and ultimately married) a wonderful, beautiful and creative Owner whom i love and adore and who accepts me as i am (encourages me even) and dominates me and has me submit to Her 24/7 and 365 days a year. Ours is not a game (although as you can see i have a lot of fun) it is how we live every aspect of our life. Yes, we also do the things that all other couples do but She also controls me completely and i would not want to live any other way.

Roll With It

Owner and i are counting down to our summer holidays (we head off as everyone else gets back!). To be honest both of us cannot wait to go and are looking forward to spending time exploring the Shetland Isles off the North Coast of Scotland. We also, of course, may find time for some fun and naughtiness whilst we are away. i have packed my transparent plastic raincoat just in case there are any suitable photo opportunities :)

The last weekend was a bank holiday in the UK and Owner and i spent time visiting a few exhibitions and going to the cinema to escape the heatwave we experienced.  We watched the new Pedro Almodovar film, Pain and Glory which is simply wonderful. We also spent one evening sitting in a pub on the banks of the Thames admiring a beautiful sunset. Owner allowed me to have a few glasses of cider (my favourite) too, it was wonderful.

i have also had a few challenges to complete as i have been working from home all of this past week. Todays' was a fun outdoor one, to take a picture of me wearing my bra in a local park. You can see how i got on below

preparing to head out

on route

 

ta da!

 

just casually walking about with my bra on show

Earlier in the week i also had to spend some time at home fucking myself with one of Owners' favourite dildo's. Hear i am about to impale myself on it

Locked away in my Happygo Super Small cage

Meanwhile, as i write this the UK heads into an even deeper political crisis. Let's hope i don't have to one day do a blog entitled the day poppet took to the streets!

In happier news, this Friday will mark the 250th day since i last had an orgasm. Ever since late December 2018 i have been kept completely denied spending much, but not all, of that time locked in chastity. i never could have imagined ever saying this but i am deeply thankful to Owner for having kept me this way. It is, oddly, very thrilling and arousing and i am extremely grateful.

Back To The Park

Today i had an outdoor dice challenge to complete, i had to return to our local park wearing a mini-skirts and fishnets and send Owner photographic evidence that i had completed the task the roll of Her dice had decided for me. It is a beautiful day in London, warm and sunny and so i opted to wear a sleeveless top without a jacket and my tartan mini-skirt, black fishnet stockings and a pair of red trainers. The park is less than a five minute walk from where we live but, as always when doing anything outdoors, i knew there was a high chance i might bump into a neighbour and it was certain that i would pass other people on the way - the route takes me past a small parade of shops, it is a bus route and the park is normally popular with dog walkers and parents with children.

So anyway, how did i get on? Well, you can see for yourself below

sat on the bench in the park

preparing to leave for the park

walking back home again

As always i was left feeling quite excited from my 'outing'. i didn't bump into anyone i knew but a bus and some cars and vans did pass me and there were people in the park as well. Nobody seemed to pay the slightest bit of attention to me in their midst but it was a lovely challenge to do as well as a great opportunity to wear a skirt that i don't often wear. i am most grateful to Owner for initiating these challenges for me and for loading the dice with a range of tasks designed to test me.

In a comment on my last post Becky suggested that i ought to do a bikini wearing park challenge. It is Owner who decides what challenges get loaded into the dice but that is a nice seasonal suggestion. Wearing a bikini in a park is actually something i have done in the past. Owner had me wear the silver bikini i had at the time (i don't have it any more - i currently have one blue polka dot and another pink sequined bikini) and a hat and photographed me sunbathing in...i think from memory it was Hyde Park, or it could have been Regents Park. Anyway, it was one of the Central London parks and it was great fun.

Earlier in the week i also had two further dice determined activities to complete. Yesterday evening, as a 'punishment' for having worked away from home during the day, i cooked and ate dinner and washed up wearing my furry butt plug, stockings and my work apron. The day before was spent working from home and that time the dice decided that i had to fuck myself with one of our favourite dildo's. i was good and stopped before there was any risk of major clitty leakage, just a light sticky dew.

fucking myself

In other news i have (finally) earned enough tokens to qualify for a reward under Owners' reward scheme - yay!! My dilemma, however, is this. i now have enough tokens to 'spend' them on a reward of a glass of Owners wonderful and delicious urine. However, if i were to hold onto them and earn more tokens then i would have enough for some of the other, more stretching rewards. What to do? i love drinking Owners piss, i love the taste and smell of it and it has now been a while since i last had a glass. Do i blow what tokens i and spend them now in order to satisfy my craving for Owners' pee or do i hold out and try to earn more to spend on one of the other rewards? Oh, decisions, decisions!

Owner, meanwhile is treating me this weekend. She has booked us both into a hotel in London in order to stage a photo shoot with yours truly. i have been bought a maxi-dress and to wear with heels and there will be opportunities for some indoor and outdoor photos. i love being photographed by Owner and hope to be able to share some of the resultant images afterwards. Owner has successfully completed a photography course and i have said to Her that i am sure there is a market for Her photographic skills. In the meantime, however, i adore the opportunity of being Her muse. In another life i would love to have been a glamour model (had i had the looks) or have appeared in a porn film (in chastity of course!) and so love the chance to pose for Owners pleasure and amusement and hopefully that of readers of this blog too.

Weekend Away

Owner and i are just back from a short trip to the pretty and historic city of Chester. i have visited before but it was the first time for Owner. The city is an old Roman town and sits strategically on the banks of the River Dee just on the border between England Wales. It is a pretty place.

England is currently in the midst of a heatwave and so we were less inclined to spend time in the day exploring and more inclined to spend a long and lazy morning in our hotel room - which was exactly what we did this morning. The previous evening, after watching the World Cup, Owner took me shopping in an Ann Summers store where She picked out sleek a new vibrator for Herself and some crotchless lingerie for me - both of which were put to good use this morning.

Shortly after breakfast Owner began to spank the exposed 'labia' of my chastised clitty with Her hand and then with a leather fly swat before moving onto flog them with Her small metal chain flogger. Needless to say they were soon fully 'warmed' up and i was squirming with excited arousal and my clitty was swelling in its little cage. Owner then stopped and disappeared into the bathroom, returning a minute later with a near 3/4 full glass of Her delicious amber wine which She handed to me and i drank down with relish. i love drinking her urine.

Owner continued to spank and flog my bits before lubing my pussy and stretching it open with Her gloved hand. She worked Her digits inside me until i was loosened up and then had me roll over onto all fours (i had been on my back with my ankles draped over Her shoulders up until that point) as She took out Her black cock dildo and slipped it inside me. Once fully inserted She draped Her knickers over my head so that i could inhale Her sex and then had me start to fuck my pussy by thursting my hips back and forth, letting the dildo slide in and out.

As i picked up a rhythm Owner then got out Her new vibrator and set to work pleasuring Herself whilst i continued to enthusiastically fuck Her cock, only stopping when Owner had satiated Herself with Her toy whilst i was left aroused, frustrated and pulsing with unfulfilled yearning for release in my cage.

Later in the morning Owner took some photos of me in my new crotchless lingerie which you can see below:

ohh and i was even permitted to briefly fellate the 'cock' that earlier had been fucking my pussy

What a fun way to start a day!

Day 46

So today has been an enjoyable day. i spent the day working from home. Owner had to pop out for a short time to go to sort out some paperwork for us both (incidentally, She has got a new job after being made redundant from Her last one and starts shortly). Anyway, whilst She was out Owner permitted me to wear my butt plug for a few hours during the day, as is custom when i work from home on a Friday. However, this was to prove just the start of the fun,

Locked and plugged

Later in the afternoon the two of us retired to the bedroom for a snuggle. It wasn't long before Owner had stripped me naked and was paddling my testicles with the leather fly swat and fondling my breasts, causing my little clit to swell inside its cage. i moved onto all fours and Owner continued to paddle and spank my swollen 'labia' before next attaching mini-clothes pegs to them. She attached about ten or so before continuing to paddle and spank them, pausing briefly to remove Her knickers and place them over my head - ensuring that the wonderfully aromatic crotch was positioned directly under my nose. By this time my testes were starting to throb happily under Her expert abuse and the scent of Her sex.

Next, Owner lubed my 'pussy' and began to open me up again with Her fingers -it's always a wonderful feeling to have Her digits inside me - before replacing Her hand with a dildo and fucking me with it in my pussy. i was in heaven as you can imagine. Owner continued to fuck me like this for a short while then stopped - one cannot be too careful and She had no intention of making me cum, that is a pleasure reserved for Her.

And so She stopped but left the dildo parked inside me and instead took out Her vibrator and, after having me first lubricate it with my mouth, She set to work pleasuring Her clitoris with Her favourite toy. As She did She positioned Herself so that She presented Her glorious backside to me. i didn't hesitate to start worshipping Her anus with my tongue, twisting onto my back so that She could squat down on my face and i could bury my tongue deep inside Her delicious anus, swirling it around and straining to probe ever deeper inside Her. And so we stayed, Owner riding my tongue and Her vibrator to orgasm and me fucking Her arsehole with my tongue whilst my clit bulged and throbbed futilely inside its cage, a dildo in my pussy and my testes/labia clamped with mini clothes pegs.

We finished as we started with us both cuddling on the bed except now Owner was spent and i was deliciously and frustratedly aroused with my balls throbbing but my clit still firmly under lock and key.

Today is the 46th day i have spent in continuous chastity and i will remain like this until at least the 11th July when i get to roll the dice which will determine whether or not i will continue to be locked and denied.

Sadly, Owner and i will be parted for a few days this coming week as She is going out to Spain to see family before starting Her new job whereas i have to stay here and work. We both hate to be parted from one another and will be counting down the days until we are reunited again.

The Agenda - Dildos, DIY, Behaviour and ....

The other evening found me bent over the sofa as Owner 'fed' me a handful of my own cum that She had scooped up from the towel covering the sofa. Having previously released me from chastity Owner had just finished administering a caning after which She'd had me fellate a dildo and masturbate to orgasm (permitted) whilst Her fingers played with and explored my pussy. Just before i came Owner advised me that we needed to have a meeting to discuss a few things. As i tidied away the toys and returned my spent clitty back to its cage the agenda for the meeting emerged and there were three key items for discussion:

• dildo
• DIY
• behaviour

Owner advised that She needed a new dildo and also that we needed to do an audit of  our exiting ones to identify those that need to go to the great sex shop in the sky. Specifically, Owner wanted to get another harness compatible dildo that She would find comfortable to wear, had a built-in vibrator so that She had fun too and which, and this was the most crucial point, was wider and thicker than Her current thickest vibrating dildo. After much measuring and researching on the net She settled on this little beauty from Fetish Fantasy on the Lovehoney website

At a good 8+ inches long and 7.5 inches in circumference it promises to provide a filling ride. It's due for delivery this weekend, not that i am counting down the hours or anything! Meanwhile we will be auditing the other dildos Owner has and also looking into a more convenient storage method for those dildos and their butt plug and vibrator pals that survive the cull  over the weekend too.

Second item on the agenda was DIY. We are about to embark on what will be almost the final leg of DIY in our new flat so the next month promises to be one involving a fair amount of painting! However, once it is finished that will almost be that and there will be no real need for much further work. So there are a few days of me being up a ladder to come but then it will largely be over barring a few non-urgent jobs, which is good.

The last subject we discussed was that of behaviour and specifically of course mine. Owner expressed Herself to be pleased with how i settled back to completing my daily chores and routines and finally also seem to be making improvements with my Spanish studies too. However, She also stated that She felt i was at times a little too chilled and that this would have to end. i thanked Owner and agreed She was correct in Her analysis. Accordingly, She will be providing me with an updated list of instructions to further adjust and refine my development this weekend which i greatly look forward to receiving.

So, that is what we have been upto these past few days. Oh, except how could i forget, the exciting things i have been hinting at are starting to move from the ideas to the planning stage. All will be revealed later but i can say it does involve us traveling back to the USA later this year.

Good Things Come In....

Well fives actually. There are a number of exciting developments that have already/are happening this week that i wanted to share with you all.

First, and this is something that Owner and i are both very happy about, is that i am back in chastity again 24/7 with a new device. Readers may recall that 24/7 chastity used to be the norm for me (albeit with the occasional release) up until shortly around the time when i knackered my back. Throughout that period Owner and i had used a CB-3000 device which we had never really had any major issues with, supplemented on ocasions by a metal kali's teeth device. We had at one stage tried to use a silicone Birdlocked device albeit with disappointing results and we quickly abandoned that one and returned back to the CB-3000. Well, all that was until my back problems came along. Now the issue was not being in chastity when largely immobile - that was not an issue at all. No, the issue was that the hard plastic of the CB-3000 was really uncomfortable when doing the back stretching exercises flat on my tummy that i had been told to do and which will probably be a daily/twice daily ritual now for the rest of my life to keep my back discs from herniating again. In short, the hard plastic CB-3000 device dug deep into me when i tried to lie flat and prevented me from doing so, thus making completing the stretching and arching exercises i need to do impossible. Owner realised the problem and instantly stated that i was to remove the device and stay out of chastity.

Thus, for the past 4-5 months i have been out of chastity. But, after almost 5 years of being pretty much in chastity most of the time (albeit with regular 'releases') this did not feel right. We both discussed this and agreed that it would be good for me to go back into chastity, especially as now i only need to exercise my back a couple of time a day - not the 7-8 times a day i was doing before. So, we have taken the plunge and with a degree of scepticism born out of our experience ith the Birdlocked device purchased another silicone device, the BON4.

the new device

 The device arrived yesterday and i have been wearing it since, with so far, no issues or problems. i will keep you updated as to how things go. However, i will say two things. First, the shop we ordered from online were excellent, they are called sexshop365 and i must commend them for their excellent service, the goods arrived within 24 hours of ordering. The second point i would make is....it is lovely to be back with my little clitty locked up again!

The second exciting thing that has happened this week is that Owner has permitted me to order some weights for my nipple piercings. As i write they have not yet arrived but should do any day now. The weights in question are pear drop weights from Wildcat and look like this:

i can't wait to add them to my nipple rings - each of which is already adorned with little miniature handcuffs and which are both connected to each other by a pretty silver chain. i'd love one day to have a bell suspended from each ring too to add to the one that dangles from my belly chain and jingles softly but audibly as i walk about at home or at work. i am very lucky to be allowed to wear such things by Owner.

The third wonderful thing this week was that on Monday Owner instructed me to greet Her on my knees with my pussy fully plugged when She returned from work. Accordingly, when She walked in She found me kneeling in the corridor with the inflatable butt plug buried deep in my pussy. What followed consisted of Owner clamping my titties then having me spank and stimulate my little clitty until it was swollen and hard and then stop and lean forward and suck and fellate a big black suction-cup dildo She had placed on the floor in front of me. This was repeated again and again as i reached the point of cumming and was told to stop and suck cock. As i was doing this Owner switched the vibrate mode of the plug on too and pumped it up further so that it was strething and throbbing deep inside my pussy. As my excitemnt mounted so too did my ability to get more and more of the fat cock head down my throat until ultimately, Owner gave me permission to cum which i did loudly and copiously with my mouth stuffed with the dildo. i eagerly licked up the cum off my hands afterwards like a good little whore before tidying everything away.

Fourthly, regular readers may know that whilst Owner is a fan of football (or soccer for American readers) i am not. However, to make tournaments and competitions more interesting Owner has combined the outcomes of matches with challenges i have to complete. Anyway, with the  European Championships starting in less than two weeks Owner has devised a new football game which will see me having to potentially complete a wide variety of very public or private challenges depending on the results of matches. i'll post more about this another time but needless to say i may have to pluck-up the courage to be photographed somewhere in public in London wearing nothing but heels, stockings, suspenders and a corset, or spend an hour with my titties clamped and weighted or go into town with my hair in bunches or a pigtail etc, etc. It could be an interesting tournament!

Last, but by no means least, and in fact the best of the lot, is that this week marks seven years since Owner and i first met, it took us a while to then progress from friends to lovers, but nevertheless 7 years to the day tomorrow is he first time we clapped eyes on each other. We will be repeating our annual pilgrimage back to the same pizza restaurant we ate in 7 years ago. However, and of more relevance to this blog is that Owner is using this opportunity to review my development so far and to map out how She would like me to develop over the next part of our lives together. Owner is still bevearing away at the details (which will be posted in full here when received) but has indicated that She wishes me to become Her trophy wife. i am really excited and can't wait to find out about what She has in mind.

A Great Way to Spend a Day

After baking Owner Her favourite sticky lemon bread in the morning we both retired back to bed for a kip after lunch. When Owner awoke She began to caress my nipples and pussy and then had me get on all fours on the bed and fellate the dildo that is not permanently attached to the foot of the bed post. As i sucked on the cock Owner pulled and twisted my nipples before instrcting me to fuck myself whilst She watchd and pleasured Herself with Her favourite vibrator. My chastised clit throbbed painfully inside its plastic cage as i pushed my pussy hard down on the dildo, delighting in the sensation of it lodged deep inside my pussy. Owner then encoraged me to start fucking myself hard and as She did so She positioned Herself right in front of me with Her legs parted and Her vibrator buzzing away. It was so wonderfully frustrating to see and smell Owners sex millimetres from my mouth whilst my hips bucked and gyrated as i eagerly fucked the dildo like a true whore. Owner smiled and asked whether i would like to be able to lick Her arse? i was soon pleading and begging Her to be allowed to slip my tongue inside Her, all the while still revelling in the sensation of the cock buried deep inside me. Eventually, Owner conceded to my pleading and turned around to position Herself on all fours and presented Her arse to my mouth. i eagerly spread Her cheeks apart and slid my tongue inside Her and we gyrated in unison, Owner grinding Her arse against my face whilst i ground mine against the dildo. As Owner climaxed i could feel Her sphincter muscles contract and expand around my tongue, surely there is nothing more pleasurable than to have the honour and privilege of physically experiencing your Owners orgasm? Drained Owner sank down onto the bed and instructed me to clean-up and get changed. i was left feeling deeply horny and very frustratingly aroused.

Later in the day we both went out to one of our local pubs for a drink. It is the first time we have been to this establishment in ages and we both agreed we ought to go more often (how easy it is to sometimes overlook places that are on your doorstep). It was the first time we have visited a pub so close to home with me wearing full make-up, a low-cut top with jeans and my 'outdoor' leather collar. i confess i was a little nervous which i put down to the much more heightened chance that i might bump into someone i know. i need not have worried though as, though busy, no-one paid any particular attention to my attire and no-one i knew walked in. That said, if someone had i don't think i'd have minded too much as in a way i'd love for my 'secret' to be out and not to feel that i am always slightly hiding who i truly am. We'd both love to meet some like-minded couple(s) who we could socialise with though.

All in all it was a wonderful way to spend a day.

Domestic Whore Gob Stopper Training

Last week Owner instructed me to order a suction-cup dildo for use about the house. As part of Owners training of me as Her whore She has instructed that there are certain situations in which i will fellate the new dildo for Her amusement and pleasure (though i confess i love it to!). The situations i am expected to now  fellate the new dildo are as follows;

1. When washing-up
2. When having a supervised shower to clean the chastity device
3. At Owners feet when She wishes to spend time researching on the computer without being disturbed
4. When undergoing whore training in our garden
5. Any other time of Owners choosing

Anyway, tonight was the first time i used the dildo when washing-up the dishes after dinner. As you can see it will take some practice before i master being unable to deep-throat this particular jolly black giant. Definitely a gob stopper!!

Poppet el Londres marrana

Today has been a chilly and overcast day and so Owner and i have spent the day at home. In the morning Owner spent time teasing, twisting and pulling my nipples until they were sore and pert and then proceeded to finger fuck Her slut whilst pleasuring Herself with Her hitachi. Owner then instructed me to come out of chastity and to spend the day wearing just my white over-the knee socks, knickers, bra and see-thru top. Owner stated that whenever i sat down i was to pull down my panties and that i was also to order a new suction-cup dildo.

Owner has advised that She wants to have such a dildo so that She can attach it around the flat for me to fellate under Her instruction and whenever She chooses as part of my whore training, in short to get used to sucking cock at any opportunity. Owner advised that the dildo, which is 9-inches long, is to be attached to the tiles in the bathroom for me to fellate when having a supervised shower, to be attached to the tiles in the kitchen for me to fellate when washing-up, to the base of the kitchen table for me to fellate when She is researching and to the garden shed to fellate outside. In short, for me to be a cock-sucking whore. This left me extremely aroused and excited, even more so as Owner has used every opportunity today to tease and caress my unchastised clit and twist my nipples and play with my pussy. This was especially the case when we settled down to watch a film on DVD this afternoon, Pedro Almodovar's 1980 Pepe, Luci, Bom The film contains a song by a very young Alaska the lyrics of which, if you understand Spanish, sum me up completely.....i am my Owners slut

Red Riding Cock

Owner woke me up this morning by caressing my nipples and pussy and then having Her still slightly sleepy slut get on all fours on the bed and fellate the dildo whilst she finger-fucked my pussy - certainly beats the normal alarm clock!

After getting Her whore all excited Owner stopped and advised that this afternoon She intends to try out Her new big red dildo on me;

a sure fire way to ensure that i find any attempt at concentrating on anything other than that this morning well nigh impossible!

Bed Accessories for Sluts

The other day i came back from work to find Owner rigging up what has proved to be a wonderful accessory for Her bed. Owner was attaching a dildo to the frame of the foot of the bed (see below);


The dildo is a perfect height and Owner has ensured i have thoroughly tested it. When Owner is fucking me from behind She has me fellate the 'cock' as She thrusts. i'm tring to learn how to deepthroat it but think it may take a bit more practice (grin!). This morning Owner released me from chastity and then had me back-up against the cock and fuck myself on it whilst She knelt in front of me and pleasured Herself with Her vibrator and i sucked and worshipped on Her breasts. The cock is small enough to easily slide into my 'pussy' without any prior stretching and i was soon fucking myself hard whilst sucking and licking Owners breasts.

After having satiated Herself Owner then allowed me to play with my temporarily un-chastised clit and bring myself to a groaning, slutty orgasm as i bucked up and down on the cock in my pussy.

What a wonderful accessory for a bed!