Challenge, Punishment and Weekly Tasks Overhaul

My wonderful Owner has determined that it is time to refresh and update all of my weekly tasks and maintenance punishments as well as my monthly outdoor challenge. Doing so will help me with my development through; the further removal of my inhibitions, embracing being publicly humiliated, boosting my ability to accept and endure pain and being treated by Owner as the slut that i am.

i am really excited at the changes that Owner has instigated, starting from this week, and i hope to show Her what an obedient, pain enduring, piss drinking, exhibitionist little slut i truly am. i hope that these new requirements and expectations of me will help with my continued training, development and evolution.

The first of the changes is that, in addition to my weekly maintenance disciplining using a crop, whip, paddle, cane etc i can also expect to be routinely electrocuted every Friday at the same time. Owner has advised me that She will be increasing the severity and intensity of the weekly maintenance punishments that She administers to me and combining these with electrocuting me.

Owner has also updated the set of weekly tasks that i have to complete (they are randomly selected each week). They now also include tasks such as being seen in public (our local park) with the words SLUT written on my face, being face-fucked by Her, extended corner time (45 mins) whilst naked and clamped on my nipples, wearing Her used knickers on my over my head in the park, drinking Her piss in the street etc, etc.

This week Owner observed me fellating Her newest dildo for 5 minutes then on Friday i will be working from home wearing just a corset.

fellating Owners new dildo

Regrettably i was unable to fully deep-throat the dildo as we had only just eaten dinner. For those that have never tried to deep-throat a cock my top tip is to try and avoid doing so if you have just eaten or else it may be more than cock you end up gagging on :)

The final set of cards that Owner updated were the monthly outdoor challenge cards. Regular readers will know that on the 16th of each month i have to roll two dice, one that decides a location and the second an outfit to wear. i then have to pose in said outfit and location and provide photographic evidence to Owner. They are fun to do and have helped me to learn to become more comfortable and confident about dressing or behaving sluttily in public, a key component of my continued development as Owners submissive slut.

However, after a few years with the same possible combination of outcomes Owner decided it was time for a refresh. Accordingly, She has loaded a completely new set of locations to the dice and also changed the requirements for the outfit to be worn. Now, with one exception, She has taken a more thematic approach leaving it down to me to interpret and implement Her instruction in a way that meets with Her approval. This new outdoor challenge regime will kick-off on the 16th December then repeat on the same day of the month thereon after.

The new locations added to the dice are as follows:

• the cafe in our local park
• inside the local supermarket
• outside the cafe at the railway station
• at the local Docklands Light Railway station
• at a bus stop about 10/15 minutes walk away (in an area i have never previously completed such challenges in)
• by the roadside under a railway bridge leading to a large new housing development

All of these locations, including the road under the railway bridge, have one thing in common. They are very well used and frequented by many, many people. In short, i am likely to always have an audience for my challenges.

In terms of the outfits that i will have to wear, the second dice will decide whether it is:

• the cheerleader outfit i wore at Halloween (minus the fake blood)

or one of the following options which will be for me to interpret on the day:

• corset and jeans
• office attire (formal)
• pretty in pink 
• mini skirt and hooded top
• shorts and bikini top

i am already nervously anticipating what December 16th might bring? Buying groceries in winter wearing a bikini top and shorts, 'cheering' on commuters, touting for custom in mini skirt?? What interesting times lie ahead!

In other news, yesterday Owner took me out to dinner after work followed by attending a wonderful lecture by Professor Alice Roberts at the Adelphi Theatre in London. Professor Roberts was promoting her latest book 'Domination'  (no not that type of domination) whose central thesis is that, the Roman Empire actually morphed into and became the Christian church. It was an interesting, well researched and compelling lecture.

Lastly, the temperatures have finally dropped in London (it is 4 degrees Celsius today) so last night whilst we were out Owner also bought me a lovely new pair of 'bootie'-style slippers. They are super comfortable and keep my feet nice and warm. I am not sure, however, that my wonderful fellow blogger billie or  Madam Alice would approve (you will have to follow the link to see what i mean)

new slippers

"I Can Smell Your Fear"

"I can smell your fear" said Owner, whispering into my ear.

It was 7.30am and She had just turned my backside a deepening shade of scarlet as i stood tied and helpless, secured to a St Andrews Cross in the Brighton Dungeon i had booked us into for an overnight stay as part of our 20th anniversary celebration.

We had arrived the evening before having traveled down from London. However, Owner was not feeling too great and so, after ordering out for pizza, we retired early to bed. Owner instructed me to set my alarm for 6am in the morning as She had lots of things She wanted to do to me before we had to checkout.

i slept fitfully, my mind wondering what Owner might have in store for me. Before going to bed She had told me She wanted to cane and flog me, electrocute me with the mains powered violet wand, strap me into the spanking bench and have the fucking machine fill my pussy, amongst other things. No wonder my sleep was disturbed!

After a light breakfast the first thing Owner did was to put me in a metal cage in the dungeon.

When i was released Owner collared me as Her 'Bitch'

 Before securing me to the St Andrews Cross 

Taking Her time Owner then took out the implements She had selected the night before that She wanted to test out on my backside. First, She flogged and paddled me, then whipped me with a short rope whip. This was followed by 100 hundred strokes of a standard cane, a further flogging before concluding with 50 strokes of a cane that had the thickness of a snooker cue (i kid you not!). You can see the selection of implements used to beat me in the image below:

With the 'snooker cue' cane!

My bottom was well and truly marked and reddening quickly at this point as Owner untied me and then secured me to the spanking bench to test out how it worked

Satisfied that She knew where all the buckles should attach too Owner released me and led me through to the medical room for the next round of torment, electrocution. The room had an old fashion medical examination chair with leg stirrups and an array of devices and insertables. 

Owner had me spread myself apart in the chair so that i was exposed and vulnerable to whatever She had in store for me. As it turned out Her first desire was to spank my most vulnerable and sensitive bits, my labia plums and nipples, with a weighted metal rod. The rod hurt much more than the heavy 'snooker cue' cane had as it came down against my most vulnerable flesh. Being hit repeatedly by these weighted metal implements across my tits and bits was really painful! i was soon wincing and thrashing about whilst Owner was clearly in Her element. Believe it or not i actually told Her, as i grimaced against the pain of repeated impacts from the metal implement, that i would buy Her some as a present, so apparent was it how much She was enjoying striking me with them.  

However, they were just the warm-up. Owner had further plans in the form of something that She really wanted to experiment with and use to torture me, namely electricity. The night before Owner discovered that there was a mains operated violet wand device.  We have never used one of these before and She was determined to electrocute me with it. 

Owner plugged the device in and after a bit of practice, during which Owner also identified that She needed to restrain my arms and legs if She wanted to use the violet wand on me on the higher power settings (which She did) She set about torturing my clit and (clamped) tits. 

'Relaxing' ...Not!

Owner dialled the device up to its maximum output and my body shook and convulsed as She shocked me again, and again and again. i even saw whisps of smoke as the glass prong of the violet wand crackled and sparked against my throbbing labia, singeing flesh.

After making me count off a final set of 10 electrocutions from the device whilst it was on its maximum setting Owner finally ceased torturing me. 

'Now it's time to prepare you for the fucking machine' She declared. 

Owner put on a surgical glove, lubed Her fingers and then inserted them into my pussy, lubricating and opening up my hole. She then undid the straps that secured me to the medical chair and led me out of the clinic and back through into the dungeon and strapped me, once again, onto the spanking bench but now with a condom-covered dildo from the fucking machine inserted into my wet pussy.

Owner set the device running and i felt the mechanical dildo thrust rhythmically in and out of my open hole. i had been worried lest i found being fucked by the machine too stimulating and i ended up having an accidental leak from my caged. However, i need not have worried. Owner used the device just long enough to make me super horny and excited and then switched it off and released me.

It was the most wonderful start to the day and i am so lucky to have such a wonderful Owner to have spent it with. i am grateful to Her for beating and torturing me as She did and for the pleasurable experience of being briefly mechanically fucked.

Believe it or not we booked the dungeon through AirBnB, just follow this link to Brighton Dungeon. It certainly has a lot of different equipment in it but we found that it was a little worn and the decor etc was in need of a bit of a make-over. Here are some pictures of the place:

When we returned back to London Owner took me for lunch before we headed back home. As you can see from this picture taken when we got back home Her caning and flogging made quite the impression on my butt!

It was such a wonderful way to celebrate our 20th anniversary, which is still a few days a way. What a wonderful Owner i have and how over the moon i am to be able to live with and submit to and serve Her 24/7 for 365 days a year. She is quite simply the best.

Freshly Inked

To mark our upcoming 20th anniversary (wow), and to reference the fact that i have been locked in chastity for most of those twenty years, yesterday Owner had me freshly inked. It was a design She devised and the tattoo was done in a local parlour that She has had me tattooed in before. It took just over three hours to do. i am really thrilled with my new marking. The tattooist herself remarked at the end how much she had also enjoyed doing the tattoo and took lots of pictures for her own instagram.

The image below shows the completed tattoo. It was taken by the tattooist for me inside the tattoo parlour so that i could send the picture to Owner:

The design of the lock complements the skeleton key design that Owner previously had done for me, which is also a reference to my locked-in-chastity state. It creates a wonderful illustration of my being under lock and key and to me also speaks to the wider control Owner exercises over all aspects of my life.

In case you were wondering, yes i was in chastity whilst the tattoo was created. The picture below was taken just before i left home to get the tattoo done but shows how i was dressed inside the parlour, obviously i wore trousers to walk there and put them back on to come back! 

As you can see, my metal chastity device is very, very visible through the mesh of these panties. Incidentally, i am still super happy with this new metal device.

Owner and i went for drinks afterwards to celebrate. 

On Friday night, after work, Owner set about striking my bare bottom as part of my weekly caning/spanking/whipping. This time, however, She switched implements and used Her birch, striking my backside 200 times with it and leaving my buttocks and the backs of my thighs nice and warm.

That same day Owner also electrocuted my clit a number of times by triggering the electro-shock collar that is secured around it for such purposes. Wearing the device causes me to spend the whole day on edge, never quite knowing if and when Owner might decide to electrocute my most sensitive bits. She finds it highly amusing to suddenly zap me at random moments.

The day before, Thursday i spent the evening in my dog cage as usual on all fours with 750g of weights (in the form of an iron cow bell and solid metal chains) suspended from S hooks through my nipple piercings and with my mouth drooling from the horse-bit gag and my wrists and ankles cuffed. My tits were already sore and my pussy already hot as i had been required to prepare and serve dinner wearing my vicious serrated metal clover clamps 

and furry-tailed heavy solid metal butt plug just an hour before going into the cage.

So my nipples were already sore and my pussy aroused by the time i entered the dog cage. Having my nipples stretched hard by the heavy weights suspended from them was even more arousing and my hot pussy just got hotter and hotter as i knelt motionless in the darkness thinking naughty thoughts and getting increasingly aroused. 

Matters were made worse when, after about 30 minutes i heard Owner coming down the corridor (She had been in the lounge watching TV and talking to Her family on the phone whilst i was caged in the kitchen). Unbeknownst to me She was holding Her favourite leather paddle which She then proceeded to beat my bare buttocks with through the open rear door of the cage. It is always left open for just such a purpose. She struck me a few times before swinging the paddle up between my legs and landing it against my swollen and vulnerable labia. Owner knows that striking my bits hard is something that i find highly arousing and, for years now, has been the way in which Owner has forced me to orgasm, by hitting my bits repeatedly hard until i ejaculate.

i had already thrust my buttocks back to give Owner a bigger target to strike when She began to paddle my buttocks. The minute She brought the paddle between my legs and struck my exposed bits i went into slut overdrive, eagerly spreading my legs as far as my ankle chains would allow to give Her as much access to my bits as possible to strike them whilst also wiggling my buttocks to set the heavy weights suspended from my piercings off, causing them to swing and stretch my tits even more. i drooled heavily as Owner beat my bits hard and my nipples stretched further and further.

Thankfully, Owner knows just how much to hit me and make me super horny without risking any form of accident on my part. No sooner had i become super aroused than She stopped. She traced Her finger across the entrance of my hot pussy and then left me and went back to Her repose in the lounge. Leaving me caged and super horny in the darkness.

My tits were hot and sore and my pussy warm and wet by the time i was released.

It has been a wonderful week. i am so lucky to have the wonderful Owner that i do and get to live the life that i live.