Deep-Throat Training

It has been the hottest day ever in June here in the UK and in London it is blisteringly and horribly hot. Thankfully Owner installed air conditioning into the lounge in Her flat which meant it was cool enough for Her to watch in comfort as i deep-throated Her new 13 inch (33cm) real-skin dildo. 

Owner instructed me to deep-throat Her cock for 5 minutes. Although i can get it quite a long way down my throat i can't yet totally deep-throat it. However, i am sure with practice this slut will eventually be able to!

 It is a glorious cock and one i love fellating!

As you can see i am dressed appropriately for the hot weather in my little pink apron. 

Used Panties On My Head & A Cock In My Mouth

That, dear reader, is how i roll. At Owners instruction, obviously.

Owner likes to occasionally have me humiliate myself in public and this week was one such an occasion. She instructed me to take a pair of Her used knickers, go to the park and then take a selfie with me wearing them on my head.

Instructions like these are, quite obviously, non-negotiable. Accordingly, on Monday afternoon i found myself in our local park with dog walkers, parents with toddlers, teens coming out of college for their lunch break, sitting on a park bench with a pair of Owners used knickers positioned on my head.

i plucked up sufficient courage to take a few pictures of me completing my task. Despite my nervousness i loved the opportunity to inhale Owners wonderful scent through the gusset of Her panties. It left me quite excited and aroused as i sat there, inhaling deeply, showing the world how shameless i am.

i would love, one day, to have the courage to walk a lap of the park with Owners panties over my head to show Her just how obedient and willing to be humiliated for Her amusement i am.

Here are some pictures of me in the park.

What a wonderful aroma

The following day, after work, i was in the kitchen finishing off prepping food for dinner when Owner came through, handed me one of Her dildo's and instructed me to 'suck her cock' for fifteen minutes. The cock was stuck to the door of the fridge/freezer and i sank down onto my knees and set to work fellating it whilst Owner observed me as She blow dried and straightened Her hair in the corridor.

i really love sucking cock whilst watched by Owner and it wasn't long before drool was running down my chin and pooling on the floor. The dildo is a 'realistic skin' variety and so i was also able to masturbate it as i fellated it.

Owner remarked that She enjoyed having Her slut wife suck cock wherever and whenever She wanted. The feeling is definitely mutual. i also find the act of sucking cock arousing and exciting and as i worked my mouth up and down its length and gripped and pulled the skin back and forth i could also feel my pussy grow warm as it twitched, winked open and closed and quivered, hoping to be fucked. Meanwhile, my little clit throbbed in its cage.

Owners' viewpoint of me sucking cock

The fifteen minutes were over all too soon and Owners cock was cleaned and then returned to Her custody.

Just two examples of how this owned slut and wife rolls.

Orgasms and Ice Cream Aplenty

These past couple of days have seen Owners vibrator power Her to climax after climax and a positive tsunami of semen spurt from my own excitable little clitty. It is fair to say that Owner has made full use of my temporarily unlocked and somewhat incapacitated state for Her pleasure and amusement. Having had no orgasms for nearly a full year She again instructed me to:

'Cum like a slut' this morning, the third such instruction She has given me in a little over seven days. i am having quite the week!

In addition to that, Owner has also allowed me to eat ice cream at home, again on three occasions this past week. Owner is usually quite strict in terms of whether or not i am allowed ice cream. Add to that the fact that She has also plied me with drinks a couple of times and my period of incapacity has definitely had its upsides!

Actually, thinking about it i wonder if anyone has ever tried or made semen flavoured ice cream? i'd buy it :). But, back to that third orgasm, which happened early this morning.

The day began with Owner reaching across under the bedsheet and teasing and caressing my sleepy unlocked little clit, deftly wakening it with Her fingers. The next minute She was up and rummaging about in Her bedside table. i was lying on my side, facing away from Her, so could not see what She was doing. However, i soon heard the unmistakable sound of straps being tightened as She stepped into Her strapon.

My initial thought was one of concern lest She had decided to road test Her new strapon in my pussy. Much as i love to be fucked i am not sure fucking it hard would be a good idea right now given the current state of my back. i also knew though that, were She to part my legs back pain or no back pain this slut would be too cock hungry to try to resist. AS it turned out Owner was clearly on the same wavelength and had another plan in mind for Her whore, namely having Her suck Her lovely new cock whilst She pleasured Her clit with Her vibrator.

Owners new cock is a delight.  Owner saw it online and was immediately taken with it and the harness. It is an XXL Sliding Skin Dildo from the French company Strap on Me. It is a girthy cock with realistic sliding foreskin meaning that i can 'wank' it like a real penis whilst also sucking on its delightful head. At first Owner thought i was struggling to get Her cock down into my throat. However, it was less a size issue and more an angle of attack problem. Her positioning meant that Her cock was hitting up against the roof of my mouth rather than pushing down my throat. A small adjustment in position quickly solved that issue and we were off, my head bobbing up and down Her impressive shaft whilst i gripped the realistic flesh of its length and stroked it up and down.

Owners lovely new phallus

After first bringing Herself off with Her vibrator as i fellated and masturbated Her cock Owner then permitted me to masturbate my own diminutive little clit whilst also continuing to suck Her own bigger phallus. With my mouth lips wrapped around Her cock i sought permission to cum from Owner. 'Like a slut' She instructed and watched in satisfaction as i rubbed my clit until it spurted. My third orgasm in a week. 

Breakfast Blowjob, Boobies, Owners Shoulder and Other Updates

Whilst the wind whistled and howled around our flat, courtesy of winter storm Darragh, i was knelt at the top of the stairs that lead into our flat dressed only in my nightdress. The reason i was there was that i had been instructed to position myself like that and to fellate one of Owners dildos for ten minutes. The cock in question is a delightfully life like pink dildo with a flared head and thick veined shaft, perfect for gobbling and worshiping with my tongue. By the time the ten minutes were up it took three extra absorbent paper towels to clear up the gooey mess i had created as i orally pleasured the fake cock as Owner looked on.

Talking of Owner, She also permitted me to suckle and feast on Her perfect breasts this morning. i am only occasionally allowed access to them so be able to adore them was a wonderful treat. She has the most perfect firm, plump and pert breasts and i adore it when She lifts Her top, grabs my head and has me worship them. i am also very jealous of them and fantasise about having similar boobies to rub against Hers. She also spent time caressing and touching my bottom and pussy in bed this morning before instructing me to go and make breakfast, whilst She dozed. As you can tell it has been quite the start to the day.

Thank you to everyone who commented and wished Owner well with Her shoulder. It looks like it probably is definitely a frozen shoulder. She had this before in Her other shoulder about 5 or 6 years ago and that took 2 years to recover so to have it again in Her other one has left Her understandably frustrated and upset, as well as in quite a bit of discomfort and pain. To ease the pain we went to a clinic on Thursday for Her to have a guided cortisone injection. It is early days but we are hopeful it will be of help.

Meantime, canings, spankings etc are out of the question for the foreseeable future as the shoulder in question is the one for her dominant hand. Owner has, however, informed me that She will just have to electrocute me instead. So as you can see, Her spirits remain high.

Owner also chastised me this morning for hoarding clothes, pointing out (correctly) that i have some skirts, knickers, dresses, tops etc that rarely get worn, some of which probably don't even fit me. It is true that i probably have more clothes than Owner does. i have been instructed in no uncertain terms to sort through my wardrobe and drawers and send some clothes for recycling.

Earlier in the week i was instructed to wear a used pair of Owners knickers as a face mask throughout the working day (i was working from home) in between meetings. This again is a real treat, the opportunity to inhale Owners delightful scent, the sweet musk of Her sex imprinted in the crotch of Her used knickers. It is quite the distraction i can assure you. Wearing them also makes for a comedy picture as you can see.

That's about it from me and us. For readers in Southern Ireland, Wales and the South West of England, i  hope you stayed safe in the storm, i think you will have had it far worse than here. Take care all.

Sissy Attire & Slut Training

As i think i have mentioned before all of my clothes are either a) bought for me by Owner or b) purchased only after first having received Her explicit consent to do so. In that way it is true to say that i am dressed by Her. It is also true to say that She knows exactly the sort of clothes that are most suitable and appropriate for me. 

You can, therefore, imagine my excitement when She recently advised me that She had found a top that She thought would be perfect for me. The top in question was in an online shop called Occult Trash and it arrived yesterday. It's perfect. Not only is it in my favourite colour, pink but across the front are emblazoned the words 'submissive & breedable'. Perfect for a sissy slut like me. It was available as a regular top or as a cropped top, Owner felt the latter was much more 'me'. What do you think? i adore it.

submissive & breedable slut

i am so lucky that Owner gets me such wonderful and appropriate items to wear! 

i would 'love' (for that read i would be terrified but it is also something that i secretly yearn to do) wear this out in public so that everyone knows exactly how much of an sissy slut i am. i can just picture people's reaction if i were to walk into a bar, or be sent to the supermarket to get groceries, wearing it. What nerve-wracking, thrilling, exciting fun that would be. Would anyone guess that there was a sissy with a cock hungry pussy in their midst?

Talking of cock hungry, my pussy is not my only orifice trained to take cock by Owner. My throat is also given a regular workout so that i might become adept at deep-throating. An example of such training occurred last night when i was instructed to complete fellate a dildo for ten minutes. Owner even placed an alarm clock in front of me so to ensure i continued sucking for the required time.

So this was me last night, concentrating on one of Owners 'cocks'. Incidentally, the place Owner had instructed me to complete my training was the top of staircase that leads into our flat. The front door of our flat is at the bottom of the stairs and has a glass panel to it which means that when our neighbours enter the communal hallway we share with them they can see right up these stairs. Where i was positioned meant that, had they come into the hallway, they would have had a clear view of my naked bottom, 'pussy' and caged clit. Thankfully they remained inside their own flat:)

with the clock Owner set down in front of me

To round things off, today i was instructed to wear a corset all day when working from home and to wear nothing  below my waist. What a lucky and naughty slut i am.

today's working from home attire

Pink Cock on a Cold Day

Winter(ish) weather has finally arrived in London with overnight temperatures dipping below zero and daytime highs of 2 or 3 degrees. The cold snap has meant that i have finally had to get out the big coat and gloves to stay warm outside, like today when i was despatched to the park to spend time with Owner's pink cock (dildo).

Despite the chilly weather the park was surprisingly busy with dog, and even cat, walkers out enjoying the winter sunshine. It took me a while to find a spot where i could complete my challenge without overly offending the good citizens of South London, but a spot i eventually did find.

So here i am, casually fellating a pink dildo whilst keeping warm and snug in my big winter coat.

Slut Training

Owner gave me a bit of a workout this evening, She had me fellate and deep-throat Her large brown dildo whilst at the same time She opened my pussy up with Her hand before then stretching it deep and wide with the huge tentacle dildo. The tentacle dildo really is quite something, it is super long and girthy and weighs in at over a kilogram. It truly is a marvel. It is amazing how good it feels as it pushes deep into my pussy and stretches me out, it is also amazing how readily my pussy opens up these days to accommodate it. But open up i did, i moaned and groaned as i took it inside me whilst i simultaneously sucked and slurped on the other dildo. i was the happiest slut in town as i was well and truly spit-roasted.

As i fucked myself on the enormous tentacle Owner reached underneath me and massaged and spanked my swollen bits hanging free beneath my caged little clitty. It felt wonderful to be groped and fondled like this as whilst at the same time hungry my pussy was being well and truly stuffed and plumbed. Stretched out and opened up i was, i hope, able to show Owner what an accommodating slut She has helped me to become. i thrust back and forwards, eagerly fucking myself on the monster dildo. i really have become a total size whore.

However, Owner made sure that i did not enjoy myself so much so as to risk an accident. It is now over eighty days since my last orgasm and Owner has become adept at making me wet, horny but denied and this was no exception. Having stretched and groped me and had me demonstrate what an accomodating slut i have become, She stopped, leaving me very wet and horny. 

Fun over, i was instructed to clean up and prepare dinner.

The giant tentacle dildo readied for action - note the size compared to Owners' hand

fucking the tentacle

meanwhile...at the other end

i had my mouth full of cock

Fun Things To Do In the City - Fellate a Dildo

On Sunday Owner and i paid a visit to Canary Wharf in London's docklands to do a spot of shopping and also provide an opportunity for me to complete one of the public challenges She has set me, namely to 'complete a deep-throat photographic challenge somewhere in Canary Wharf'. This post is just a quick update to show how i got on.

After stopping first for a spot of light refreshments;

It was then time to move onto the main task in hand, namely me being photographed with a nice big artificial cock in my mouth.

It proved to be quite an entertaining exercise as we sought to snatch opportunities in between the passing pedestrians and cyclists for me to demonstrate what a cock-sucking little slut i am. You can judge for yourself how i got on in the pictures below but Owner announced that She was pleased with how i got on;

looking a little nervous as i prepare to start

forcing that cock in as the wind blows

mmm...cock!

i have a couple more such public cock sucking challenges that i need to complete for Owner, i can't wait!

Challenge completed we then headed back home but not before spending a bit of time having fun with some of the interactive audio-visual art installations that have been set-up at Canary Wharf. Essentially, they allow you to interact with the work to create your own work. This is me interacting with one of the installations

Old Dog New Tricks

They say that you can’t teach old dog new tricks; well i say that actually it is never too late to learn a new skill or craft. This year i have done a number of courses, jewellery making, manicure and pedicure, massage etc designed to help me progress in my development as Owners ideal wife. However, there is one skill that alluded me for years and which She instructed me to practice in order to develop...that skill being how to properly deep throat.

i happily confess that to date my experience with cock sucking (either the real thing or dildos) has fallen way, way short of what one could even begin to describe as having deep throated a cock. As a child my dentist always criticised me for not opening my mouth wide enough and i always put my inability to swallow the full length of a cock down to my having a small mouth – silly i know but true. Whenever eagerly filleting Owners cock i would greedily suck away like the slut i am but failed miserably and just gagged whenever i tried (or She attempted to push) Her selection of phalluses down my throat. This always left me feeling disappointed as in my head i wanted nothing more than to be able to show Her what a truly eager slut i am by being able to give head like a porn star.

Owner also seemed eager for me to develop and improve my, somewhat lamentable, cock sucking skills for She included it in my development plan – specifically that i was to practice at least once a week. That was a few month ago and i am genuinely thrilled to be able to report that today, for the first time ever, i was able to swallow Her lovely dildo right up to the balls whilst practising in the bathroom. Here’s me with the dildo in hand

Below is the point at which, historically, i have managed to swallow a cock up to but no further

Not that deep i think you’ll agree. But today i was able to get to do this, and do it a few times

 

It has taken months of trying, each time getting incrementally a little deeper and training my throat to relax, open-up and let that cock pass down but finally i managed it. i eagerly texted Owner to announce that Her ‘cock-sucking wife can now deep throat nice big cocks’ to which She replied ‘What a diiiirty wifey’. i really am pleased that finally, after all these years, i can now genuinely deep throat big cocks.

i also discovered that, when the head of the cock passes down past the back of your tongue and epiglottis into your throat, it gets covered in lots of sticky saliva that emerges in rather glorious and satisfying stringy gloop’s attached to the end of the cock head when you pull it out, like this

It looks a bit like cum! It would be fun to maybe one day have to go out in public with the gloop’s of saliva smeared all over my face and drying to a cake and show the world what a slut i am!

Meanwhile, Owner and i had a lovely time this weekend. On Saturday we went out to Canary Wharf and did some shopping in the underground shopping centre there (it was a wet and windy day outside). Owner picked out a lovely see-thru blouse for me in GAP which She had me try on in the store and then permitted me to purchase. Afterwards we both went for a revitalising coffee and hot chocolate in a cafe.

Then on Sunday we walked over to Greenwich and had a wander around the market. There was a store there selling garlands of fake flowers to wear around your head (kind of hippy style). Owner said She thought i should get one. The store Owner asked which one i liked and then she happily fitted and adjusted it around my head. When we got home Owner suggested a little photoshoot of me wearing my garland, She also decked me out in one of Her necklaces - you can see the results below.