How to Unwind - the Poppet and Owner Way

Owner and i both went into this weekend in desperate need of some time to just unwind and relax a little after what has been a stressful and intense fortnight, with the likelihood of more stress to come. When we collapsed into bed Friday night we both reminded each other that we had no need to get up early the next day, unfortunately, our bodies had other plans for us. At 4am we had both woken up. By 5.30am had given up trying to go back to sleep and got up for breakfast half an hour earlier than we normally would on a working day. OK, so not the best of starts to the weekend. Things did, however, improve.

Within two hours of getting-up i had also completed my daily Spanish study and was ready to crack on with the day. First off i completed my exercises. i am back exercising daily, focusing on my butt and abs the former of which definitely feels like it has regained a bit of the definition my derriere had last year. It feels perter. Owner also definitely grabs and gropes it on a more regular basis now than was the case when i allowed it to get a bit flabby. She has also resumed stroking by butt cheeks it and running Her fingers between them first thing in the morning, which is a lovely way to be woken up, especially when She circles Her digit around the entrance of my 'pussy', mmmm!

This morning (Sunday) Owner even said how much She loves to grab and squeeze each buttock but that what would be even better would be if they made a squeak type sound whenever She did so, like a dog's or child's toy. Now, much as i enjoy having my body accessorized, inked and adorned by Her i am not sure how having squeaky glutes would make me feel. Luckily, i am pretty confident that no such procedure or technique exists....yet!

Anyway, back to Saturday morning. After exercising it was time to clean the aquarium and then sweep and mop the floors. Just as i was about to start cleaning the floors Owner came through and presented me with a very large glass of Her wonderful amber nectar to drink. As always, it was super delicious. i never imagined i would ever think this but to anyone reading this i do heartily recommend drinking your significant others urine. It is a lovely way to start the day.

a full glass of Owners piss

delectable

Floor cleaning done i then set about tidying and re-organisjng my knickers and hosiery drawers, organising the former into big and non-big panties and the latter into tights, hold-ups and stockings. i was shamed into doing so by my delightfully slutty and naughty  friend and fellow blogger billie who recently posted about her own super-organised lingerie drawer. Hers is, however, much neater than mine. Like billie i also pack no pistol in my panties.

Drawers tidied (sort of) i also took the opportunity to do my nails, which were starting to look truly awful. They are now resplendent in a lovely shade of pink. Whilst i was doing this, Owner picked out some new work blouses and a new blazer for me. She ordered the blouses online and we went to the store today for me to try on and get the blazer.

The observant amongst you will have noticed that i was cleaning etc still dressed in my nightie and dressing gown. Well, with a day at home ahead of us i soon rectified that and, after changing the bedding and putting it to wash, i jumped into the shower for my daily wash and pussy 'flush'. Incidentally, do others do that? i do like to keep my pussy clean and available if needed. Suitably cleansed i did my make-up and changed into my pink maid's outfit for the day.

check-out the sexy slippers :)

Whilst i showered and tried to make myself look vaguely presentable Owner was busy in the kitchen preparing lunch. Of late She has taken to preparing lunch a lot, which makes me feel very guilty as the very idea of Her undertaking household activities when Her wife (me) should be doing them all for Her fills me with shame. Even though She assures me that She likes to sometimes do meals Herself i still can't help feeling somewhat guilty at Her undertaking tasks that Her wife (me) ought to.

Lunch itself was delicious, obviously so as Owner had prepared it. i then washed the dishes and did a spot of baking. With a tray of gluten-free biscuits baked i returned to Owner's side and  presented myself to be beaten by Her using the new rubber paddle that i had got Her as part of my wedding anniversary gift to Her. The paddle immediately caught my eye when i saw it as the design is one that i knew Owner would love, namely being a sort of cartoon evil type image. It was purchased from this shop on Etsy although it appears it is currently no longer available.

Anyway, as a paddle it is super effective and delivers a walloping blow. The whole paddle is made of thick rubber and so it flexes along its' entire length, a bit like a slipper. It certainly left my bottom glowing after Owner set to work warming it up.

the evil rubber paddle and my pink bottom

Having transformed my glutes into a mini radiator, they were actually almost hot to touch afterwards, Owner then instructed me to do Her hair for Her. Little known fact, i am Owner's hairdresser in that one of the activities i am expected to do as Her wife is to look after Her hair and ensure it is as She would like it to be. Anyway, here i am in my 'salon' with my beautiful Owner and Her long, luscious locks

poppet the hairdresser

Hair done Owner then advised me that, rather than be caged, She wanted me to join Her on the sofa to watch a movie with Her. i was allowed to choose and went for Thoroughbreds which i enjoyed but Owner did not. It was made clear to me afterwards that i would not be tasked with choosing a film again for a while!

By late afternoon, with the movie over, we were both super tired. i think a product of the past week's stress. We went to bed for a lie down and both promptly fell fast asleep! It was a shock to wake up and discover it was already the evening. We didn't do much after that except have some supper and watch the last of an Italian TV series we have been watching, which i also enjoyed, called La legge di Lidia Poët (The Law According to Lidia Poet).

Sunday dawned slightly less early with breakfast at 6.30am. i started to draft this post, did some Spanish and then did my morning exercises before showering and getting ready for the day. i wore a slightly different outfit, putting on an old skirt that i have not worn for a long time.

This time i prepared lunch but before we sat down to eat Owner ushered me into the bedroom to 'torture' and then fuck me. After securing my hands in with my lockable mittens and blindfolding me i was given one of Her dildos to fellate. Owner then asked if i would prefer to be tickled or electrocuted? i replied i would prefer to be tickled, but She did both. With me secured and sucking on the phallus She had given to me She set about tickling and then electrocuting me. i am extremely ticklish and it wasn't long before i was squirming about on the bed whilst still trying to keep sucking on the cock i had been presented with.  Worse, much worse, was to come though when Owner then took out Her electrical device and started zapping my plump labia and my nipples.  During a brief pause Owner also took a couple of pictures of me. First, a shot of me with my hands secured in my lockable mittens as i fellated Her dildo;

Then a shot from behind showing my pierced and chained tits, again as i fellated Her cock. i really like this picture, it is a view of my right breast that you don't often see. The silver chain connects to an identical piercing on my left nipple

my pierced breast

Having had Her fun with me Owner then lubed my pussy and pushed the large tentacle dildo (visible on the bed in the last but one image) into my hungry hole. i was instructed to fuck myself whilst continuing to fellate the other brown dildo. Owner set the timer to five minutes and then, with the base of the tentacle dildo placed against Her hip, pushed the tentacle into my moist pussy. Owner counted down the minutes as i thrust greedily back and forth, trying to push the enormous tentacle deeper and deeper inside of me. At one point i got a little too carried away and nearly knocked Owner backwards as i moaned loudly, slurped greedily on the cock in my mouth whilst simultaneously thrusting my hips vigorously backwards as i tried to accommodate more and more of the tentacle into my hungry, wet hole.

However, before i had a chance to get too aroused, and with only about half of the tentacles full length inside of me, Owner announced that my time was up and that i was to stop immediately. i was left feeling both deeply grateful for the opportunity to have been fucked by Her but also deeply, frustratingly aroused. i did not leak and at no point was i close to climaxing (Owner has perfected the art of fucking me, or having me fuck myself, without risk of an orgasm, ruined or not, on my part) but it was still deliciously pleasurable enough to leave me aching and desperate for more. i felt horny for the rest of the day and will, no doubt, continue to feel so for days to come.

After cleaning up i served lunch, washed the dishes and then accompanied Owner on a shopping trip to Canary Wharf. We stopped first to have a coffee and then hit the stores. As mentioned earlier Owner had found a woman's blazer online that She thought would be good for me to wear with a blouse to smarter work events. However, She wanted me to be able to try the blazer on to ensure it would be a good fit. It was and so was duly purchased. i was also allowed to buy some more hair bands and scrunchies for my, now a lot longer, hair.

Shopping completed we returned home where Owner also ordered me a lovely pair of blue suede women's brogue's to match my new blazer (which is also blue). The blouses She ordered for me yesterday are pink, pale blue and blue striped respectively. When they arrive i will try and see if i can do a photo shoot in them with my new blazer and footwear.

i also picked my weekly tasks and punishment/caning cards for the week ahead. i now know that my tits can expect to be tortured using the electrical device, starting from the lowest and then working up to the maximum power settings. i am very nervous about that as i struggle with just the lowest setting. i genuinely think i may need to be gagged and physically restrained to cope with the the device on full power. i will also be spending one day next week gagged whilst working from home (except during online meetings) and then at the end of the week Owner will whip me as a reminder that She can do what She likes with me.

So, that has been our weekend. It has been thoroughly enjoyable and very relaxing and i end it feeling wonderfully frustrated and aroused. i have been beaten, tortured, fucked by, and had the pleasure of Owner's company whilst also treated to a full-bodied and aromatic glass of Her delicious urine and some smart new clothes to wear to work. Not a bad forty-eight hours. i also got my head out of work and family stresses for a bit.

Winter Warmer

We awoke to another lovely crisp winter morning here in South London. The weather forecast is that we might even get a light dusting of snow tomorrow which is making me beyond excited, i morph into a complete child whenever it snows and keep rushing to the window to gaze out in wonder at its loveliness. It would be such fun to be able to make snow angels again.

But, as usual, i digress. There was no snow this morning but there was a very pretty hoar frost that left the gardens and streets of London sparkling like a million jewels. Even better was that i got to enjoy the view whilst in the comparative warmth of our flat slugging down a full glass of Owner's finest. Who needs mulled wine when there such a wonderful golden gift to enjoy.

a large glass of Owner's wonderful golden nectar

warm and delicious

Breakfast enjoyed it was time to complete my chores, do a bit of exercise, shower and get up for the day. Not long afterwards we were heading out the door in the direction of Canary Wharf to do some final Xmas shopping and have lunch together. Owner ordered me a lovely chorizo hash for lunch, accompanied with a healthy glass of grapefruit juice, and then it was back to the shops again.

With all of our gifts purchased we headed to a cafe for a breather and a coffee before heading home. As you can see, it was a big jumper kind of day.

We returned home just as the Portugal vs Morocco football was getting underway on TV. Owner allowed me to watch it with Her as my chores were all completed. After the match finished She administered a heavy bottom paddling using Her heavy wooden paddle, which left me with a warm, rosy bum

In return i gave Owner a back massage to help relax Her.

It has been a lovely, relaxed winter's day.

'Panic' Buying and Lockdown

Today is the day of my monthly outdoor dice challenge and this time it took me to one of our local supermarkets for a bit of a wander around the fast emptying shopping ailes in the gorgeous high heels Owner bought me for my birthday. With Coronavirus ravaging the continent and fast spreading in the UK supermarkets have been in the news quite a bit of late with reports of shoppers panic buying essentials. So it felt quite weirdly appropriate that when, under Owners' supervision, i rolled the outdoor challenge dice late yesterday the first dice, stipulating the location of the challenge, landed on 'supermarket'. The next question was what would i have to wear? The second dice swiftly answered that, i was to wear trousers and high heels.

As today is a working day i suggested to Owner that i wear a pair of my women's suit trousers matched with a blouse and my bright red slut heels to complete my challenge. Owner approved of my choice. i elected not to wear stockings so that i might show off my brightly painted toenails and my ankle tattoo.

It is about a 10 minute walk to the supermarket from where we live. Owner instructed that i was to be careful not to fall over whilst getting there and to only change into my heels when i was close to the supermarket. So this is what i did. The supermarket is on one of the main roads into London but there is a new housing development near it that has just been built which provided an opportunity to scoot into a side alley and change into my heels before setting off. i teetered rather carefully on my platform heels across the busy main road and into the store.

The store was busy with shoppers and many of the shelves were completely empty of stock as people have been stocking up on supplies in an expectation that the UK will follow Italy and Spain and elsewhere in Europe that is going into lockdown. Nevertheless, i was able to find some essentials to purchase, pose for a few selfies (see below) then join the queue and pay for my purchases, leave the store and head back home. i elected to walk part of the way back in my heels before changing out of them about halfway back. Before i did i got shouted at by a van driver who leaned out of his cab to film me on his phone as i teetered along with my shopping. i have no idea what he was saying, i had my earphones in listening to music, other than he appeared to be desribing me as 'sister' - he was behind me at that point, i think from the front it's very obvious that i am not a girl!

Anyway, it was slightly nerve-wracking but great fun to do the challenge and Owner expressed Her satisfaction at how i got on. i have no idea when or whether i might be able to do the next one, which is scheduled for mid-April, i guess it will depend on whether the UK has joined others and is in full lockdown by then. Here are some photos from my little outing:

in the half emptied supermarket with my shopping and heels

just after changing into my heels in a sidestreet

opposite the supermarket waiting to cross the road

in the store

with my shopping bag, heading home

Talking of lockdowns, today marks the 60th day i have been kept in continous chastity this year and tomorrow will be the 450th day since my last orgasm. Being denied for so long is quite an amazing journey. It's odd, i genuinely no longer have any desire to orgasm again - infact were i to be made to by Owner i would probably feel a sense of slight disappointment at my period of denial coming to an end - and yet i also get waves of feeling intensely horny. The slightest thing can arouse and excite me, especially mentally, and my cravings to be treated like, and be seen as, a slut become stronger every day.





In the meantime i have also been kept on my toes at home by Owners' household dice and have been clamped, gagged, plugged etc whilst performing a variety of my household tasks. Unfortunately, however, Owner has also had cause to voice Her displeasure at the standard of some of my household cleaning (i swear She can see things i can't - maybe i should be wearing my glasses when i clean!). i was lucky to have just 'got away' with a verbal dressing-down from Her and not a physical punishment. If we do end up being locked down at home due to Coronavirus - as seems more than likely - i can well imagine Owner using the opportunity to enforce the very highest standards in household cleanliness.

Stay safe everyone, especially readers and followers in Italy and Spain who i know are enduring very hard times at the moment.

[EDIT] - since drafting this the Prime Minister has announced we are going into a sort of voluntary lockdown

A Warm Weekend

This weekend has been quite hot, although not as hot as it seems to have been in mainland Europe. Owner is not a big fan of the heat at the best of times and She was not feeling too great and so Saturday was spent indoors doing as little as possible. We watched the World Cup matches together and i did my exercises and some housework but essentially it was a very sedentary day.

Today, however, the weather was a little cooler and so after completing my morning exercises we decided to head out to Canary Wharf for lunch and a little bit of retail therapy. Owner chose my outfit for the day.

Owner loves my panda t-shirt

In the roof garden above Canary Wharf station

We headed first to the restaurant for lunch. As usual Owner chose my meal and drink for me. After eating we then headed to the shops. There were a few sales on and it proved to be my lucky day as Owner bought me a lovely pair of ripped denim shorts and a spotty sleeveless top in Zara as well as another top for Herself.

Shopping completed we returned home and settled down to watch an episode of Billions together. Well, sort of together as i was tied to a chair to watch it. My being tied to the chair for an episode resulted from me having gone into the office one day last week and it being the 'punishment' that the working away from home dice had determined. It required that i be tied to a chair when watching a TV episode with Owner and this was the first one we had watched together since. Owner did a very thorough job of tying me up

All tied-up

Incidentally, one of the main characters in Billions has a Femdom relationship with his wife so it was rather appropriate that i should be watching the episode whilst suitably restrained!

Some readers may have wondered whatever happened to the rewards scheme that Owner instigated a few weeks back in which i could earn tokens and then exchange them for 'treats'; such as glasses of Owners delicious urine or the opportunity to deep throat a dildo in public (amongst other things). Well, Owner established a very high bar for these rewards and up until this weekend She adjudged that i had not completed any of the tasks for which tokens could be earned to a sufficiently high standard to warrant me earning any tokens. Each day i have stared forlornly at the little pile of 'tokens' to be earned that sit on our coffee table and the pink piggy bank in which successfully earned tokens would be deposited. That piggy bank has stayed depressingly empty for weeks. Empty that is until today. This weekend Owner decided that i had done enough to be rewarded with one token. Not enough to receive any kind of 'treat' but at least it is a start! You can see the piggy bank with the solitary token inside next to the pile of yet to be earned tokens next to it. i am clearly going to have to up my game if i want to earn some more tokens quickly - which i do!

my reward piggy bank with one token inside and a pile of tokens waiting to be earned behind

Dice Refresh and Cool Badge

Owner has decided to give the 'home' challenge dice a bit of a refresh as i have now repeated quite a number of the tasks on it a few times. This is the dice that gets rolled whenever i work from home with the requirement that i complete whatever task the dice determines that day. After four such rolls have been completed i the next time i have to roll the 'outdoor' dice which has its own set of outdoor tasks/challenges to complete. Anyway, the 'indoor' dice now has a refreshed set of six tasks/challenges that i will need to complete depending on which side the dice lands on. The revised six are as follows:

1. wear nipple pumps for 30 minutes
2. spend 30 minutes totally naked whilst wearing the butt plug with the furry tail
3. wear nipple clamps with weights attached for 15 minutes
4. attach nipple camps, plus 20 mini pegs on 'clitty' then spank 'clitty' 50 times
5. fuck myself with Owner's silver dildo
6. attach 10 mini pegs to each nipple and wear for 20 minutes 

As you can see i will have plenty of things to keep me suitably occupied whilst working from home. A number of these task also come with a frisson of extra excitement when completing them, in the form of, what if the doorbell goes for a delivery? :)

Meanwhile, today Owner and i walked over to Greenwich to browse the market for some gifts that Owner needed to purchase and to have a spot of lunch. As usual we saw lots of pretty gifts and some gorgeous jewellery for sale in the market. It wasn't long before Owner had purchased the presents She needed. However, whilst browsing one of the shops adjacent to the market Owner also found the perfect pin badge for me and immediately bought it. The badge is really appropriate and reads:

Wifey for Lifey

  

As you can see i was very happy with my gift

proud to wear my new pin

the pin in close-up

We both think the pin is very appropriate for me. i have actually been doubly lucky this week as in addition to this adorable pin Owner has also ordered me a new pair of knickers from Victoria's Secret. How lucky i am!

Illustrated Birthday Weekend

Monday is my birthday when  i hit the grand old age of 47, unfortunately i will be spending the day at work (with a whole series of meetings). However, as i won't have much time to celebrate on the day itself Owner has turned the whole weekend over to a birthday celebration with a series of birthday treats for Her wife.

First off was on Friday when i was still working (albeit from home) and in the midst of a conference call when Owner placed a wine glass down in front of me filled with Her delicious piss. She didn't need to say a word as  continued my call whilst eagerly gulping down Her wine, it was delicious as always. However, that was not the only drink i got to enjoy that day. In the evening we had to go to see Owner's specialist. Afterwards we went to a nearby restaurant to share a gluten-free pizza and salad and Owner permitted me to order a bottle of beer as well to have with my food. Owner's piss and alcohol in one day, the weekend was shaping up to be a good one.

Yesterday morning Owner helped me to research a new padded bra to buy online from Little Women. i am a 38AAA and this is a great little shop to find bras in that and other small sizes. Owner picked out the Bree bra style for me and then paid for it Herself as a pre-birthday treat. i can't wait for it to arrive so i can try it on.

After an early lunch Owner accompanied me shopping and permitted me to buy some new clothes. First off was my present from Her mother. Owner picked out a lovely coat for me, She had been told to buy me something by Her mum and this pretty coat from Uniqlo is simply beautiful. You can see me modelling it below - we sent this picture to Owners mum who agreed it is muy bonita!

new jacket

Whilst we were shopping we discovered a new shop called Missguided which i would whole-heartedly recommend, this is me getting a little over-excited next to their window display. It is full of the kind of women's clothes i adore - trashy but with attitude. How i would love to work there!

 

To calm me down from my retail excitement Owner then treated me to ice cream and then it was off to do some more shopping. Owner permitted me to buy some knickers and a new blouse and jumper from H&M with some vouchers i had received. By now we were fading a little and so we went for tea and coffee before heading home

still excited from my shopping exploits

 

My treats continued today. Owner permitted me to go with Her to the garden centre and allowed me to buy some plants (something that always delights me) for the pretty little container garden i am creating outside the front of our flat.

heading back from the garden centre with my purchases

When we got home Owner made me a hot chocolate for me to enjoy when i had finished planting my purchases, as you can see from my face it was delicious

enjoying the hot chocolate Owner made for me

Next Owner presented me with Her birthday presents for me - this was a real surprise as Owner had already told me that She was going to take me away at the start of February for one night to a hotel with a private rooftop hot-tub for us to enjoy (and lots of opportunities for bikini etc photoshoots) - so i wasn't expecting more presents. Owner presented me with a little box which contained a beautiful pair of pink ruby silver stud earrings. They are gorgeous and are now adorning my ears (you can see one of them in situ below).

pink ruby silver earring

We're now settling down to watch a movie. It really has been a wonderful birthday weekend. Owner has treated me like a princess with lots of treats but i am delighted to also report that i still completed my chores and duties and even baked a cake to take into my work meeting tomorrow. Now i can't wait until we go away and i can splash about in my bikini!

Whilst Owner's At Lunch Her Pet Stays Busy

Yesterday Owner met some of Her ex-colleagues for lunch and a catch-up. Before leaving She selected the clothes She wanted me to wear for the day (tight t-shirt and jeans) and then She headed into town. Whilst She was out i was busy at home doing some housework and then researching for possible 2017 holiday ideas for Her consideration. My research was only preliminary - covering suggested locations and travel dates, travel time to destination, likely weather and estimated flight, accommodation, car hire costs etc. i am trying to spread my suggestions over the year as Owner criticised my previous proposals for having front-loaded ideas into the first half of the year. Owner also does not like the heat and so my suggestions need to ensure there is no risk of Her ending up somewhere She might find too hot. Anyway, i am quite pleased with my initial effort and i await Her feedback on it.

Later in the afternoon i met up with Owner and we both went shopping in Covent Garden. Owner permitted me to get something in H&M using a gift card that i have been carrying around for ages. She chose a very pretty blue and white striped t-shirt for me with a little cherry motif above one breast.

Owner took this picture of mein the t-shrt as we headed out for the day

 Afterwards, we popped into TK Max and shopped for shoes (for Owner) and sunglasses (for us both). i am often amazed by the discounts they have and ended up getting a lovely pair of red Adolfo Dominguez sunglasses reduced from £110 to £24, quite a bargain! That said, it is still 25% of my monthly allowance gone.

Talking of my allowance that seems to be going well. Regular readers may recall that earlier this year Owner took control of my finances and now i have a separate account from my main one which i transfer £100 into each month. i am no longer permitted to access my main account or use my credit card without asking for Owners permission (and the cards are kept elsewhere for safe keeping). Initially, it was stated that i was to pay for my travel to work from my new monthly 'allowance'. However, after spending £70 on travel alone in March Owner agreed to change and allow me to top-up my Oyster travel card from my main account. i am now finding it easier to manage my monthly allowance, now such travel costs have been removed, whist also saving a little each month towards getting the ankle bracelet tattoo Owner has requested i get for myself and pay for from my allowance. i think it will take me about a year time to save up this way to get it done.

This morning i was awoken by Owner gently, at first, spanking my clit and bits with Her hand before She set about more vigorously assaulting them with a leather paddle. She clamped my nipples and masturbated Herself with Her vibrator and spanked me and pleasured Herself until She came. Next, She clamped my testes, spanked then and masturbated me at the same time until i came, with Her permission, before then scooping up my mess with the paddle and feeding some to me before smearing the remainder over my face. What a terrible way to start a day! :)

Now time to do some baking.

How Lucky i Am

This morning after completing my exercises Owner virtually dragged me back into the bedroom whereupon She pinned me down naked onto the bed, sat astride my buttocks and wedged Her vibrator between my cheeks. She then rode Herself to orgasm against the head of the vibrator whilst simultaneously biting the nape of my neck and my shoulders and telling me what a whore i was. It felt amazing to be used as a sex toy by Owner.

After orgasming and having me suck and lick Her vibrator clean Owner then replaced it with my deepthroat training dildo. She instructed me to get onto all fours and suck and fellate Her cock whilst She positioned Herself behind me and beat my backside and then my testicles with Her leather fly swat. Having my 'bits' spanked like this always excites me and i eagerly sucked and gagged on the dildo. The Owner grabbed my clitty and masturbated me to an orgasm as my head continued to bob up and down on the brown dildo. What a treat and what a way to start a day!

An hour and a half later we were heading out of the house to the shopping centre for some retail lunch and therapy. Owner chose and ordered our meals and then we hit the stores. Although i am currently forbidden from wearing women's clothes or make-up as part of my punishment (see previous blog entry) Owner surprised and delighted me by saying that i was allowed to buy some women's clothes - which, assuming i don't acquire any more punishments, i'll be able to wear in two weeks time. Owner permitted me to buy a pair of skinny jeans, a purple t-shirt and some little black denim short, shorts. In addition, i was also allowed to buy a pair of Gingham print Vans. It was quite a haul! Owner also bought some jeans and tops for Herself.

Owner has also said that i am excused from cleaning this evening and that i may, instead, settle down and watch a tv programme with Her later. i am not sure i deserve so many treats but it is certainly proving to be a hugely enjoyable day.

Oh and by the way, we saw a great film yesterday. It is a black and white Iranian vampire romance horror called 'A Girl Walks Home Alone At Night'. It is brilliant and we would both really recommend it and it has a great soundtrack to it as well.

Old Dog New Tricks

They say that you can’t teach old dog new tricks; well i say that actually it is never too late to learn a new skill or craft. This year i have done a number of courses, jewellery making, manicure and pedicure, massage etc designed to help me progress in my development as Owners ideal wife. However, there is one skill that alluded me for years and which She instructed me to practice in order to develop...that skill being how to properly deep throat.

i happily confess that to date my experience with cock sucking (either the real thing or dildos) has fallen way, way short of what one could even begin to describe as having deep throated a cock. As a child my dentist always criticised me for not opening my mouth wide enough and i always put my inability to swallow the full length of a cock down to my having a small mouth – silly i know but true. Whenever eagerly filleting Owners cock i would greedily suck away like the slut i am but failed miserably and just gagged whenever i tried (or She attempted to push) Her selection of phalluses down my throat. This always left me feeling disappointed as in my head i wanted nothing more than to be able to show Her what a truly eager slut i am by being able to give head like a porn star.

Owner also seemed eager for me to develop and improve my, somewhat lamentable, cock sucking skills for She included it in my development plan – specifically that i was to practice at least once a week. That was a few month ago and i am genuinely thrilled to be able to report that today, for the first time ever, i was able to swallow Her lovely dildo right up to the balls whilst practising in the bathroom. Here’s me with the dildo in hand

Below is the point at which, historically, i have managed to swallow a cock up to but no further

Not that deep i think you’ll agree. But today i was able to get to do this, and do it a few times

 

It has taken months of trying, each time getting incrementally a little deeper and training my throat to relax, open-up and let that cock pass down but finally i managed it. i eagerly texted Owner to announce that Her ‘cock-sucking wife can now deep throat nice big cocks’ to which She replied ‘What a diiiirty wifey’. i really am pleased that finally, after all these years, i can now genuinely deep throat big cocks.

i also discovered that, when the head of the cock passes down past the back of your tongue and epiglottis into your throat, it gets covered in lots of sticky saliva that emerges in rather glorious and satisfying stringy gloop’s attached to the end of the cock head when you pull it out, like this

It looks a bit like cum! It would be fun to maybe one day have to go out in public with the gloop’s of saliva smeared all over my face and drying to a cake and show the world what a slut i am!

Meanwhile, Owner and i had a lovely time this weekend. On Saturday we went out to Canary Wharf and did some shopping in the underground shopping centre there (it was a wet and windy day outside). Owner picked out a lovely see-thru blouse for me in GAP which She had me try on in the store and then permitted me to purchase. Afterwards we both went for a revitalising coffee and hot chocolate in a cafe.

Then on Sunday we walked over to Greenwich and had a wander around the market. There was a store there selling garlands of fake flowers to wear around your head (kind of hippy style). Owner said She thought i should get one. The store Owner asked which one i liked and then she happily fitted and adjusted it around my head. When we got home Owner suggested a little photoshoot of me wearing my garland, She also decked me out in one of Her necklaces - you can see the results below.