Public Slut

Owner occasionally loves to give me a little humiliating task or challenge to complete, just to keep me on my toes and to test my willingness to do anything that She tells me. i am, after all, expected by Her to act and behave as Her shameless slut whenever i am asked, irrespective of where we are or what i am doing.

Owner is also very creative and in the past has come up with a range of new and novel activities for me to complete to demonstrate my willingness to do as told, no matter how humiliating that might feel at the time. Examples have included going through airport security wearing a badge declaring that i am being trained (i even had to make my own badge!), wearing Her used knickers as a face mask whilst shopping, deep-throating dildo's in public etc, etc.

The subsequent successful completion of these tasks - alongside the monthly public photo shoot challenges - has boosted my self-confidence and helped me to become more comfortable embracing my inner slut.

Anyway, today i was sent on an errand to collect a prescription for Owner from the pharmacy and then buy Her a coffee from the cafe in our local park on my way home. This is something that i am often told to do. This time, however, Owner added an additional instruction. i was to write the word SLUT on my forehead in the park and then take a selfie and send it to Her as proof.

The heatwave has eased a little but it was still a warm and sunny day in London with lots of people in the park when, having bought Her coffee, i sat down on a park bench, took out the lipstick it had been agreed i should use for the purpose, and wrote SLUT on my forehead. This is what i looked like

And this was me writing on my forehead on the park bench

Note to self - i really need to be better at spacing out letters! It looks more like i have drawn a wiggly worm than written the word SLUT. Oh well, Owner was happy with my efforts.

Here is a little video of the finished 'look'. At least i did as i was told, sort of

Thank you Owner.

Used Panties On My Head & A Cock In My Mouth

That, dear reader, is how i roll. At Owners instruction, obviously.

Owner likes to occasionally have me humiliate myself in public and this week was one such an occasion. She instructed me to take a pair of Her used knickers, go to the park and then take a selfie with me wearing them on my head.

Instructions like these are, quite obviously, non-negotiable. Accordingly, on Monday afternoon i found myself in our local park with dog walkers, parents with toddlers, teens coming out of college for their lunch break, sitting on a park bench with a pair of Owners used knickers positioned on my head.

i plucked up sufficient courage to take a few pictures of me completing my task. Despite my nervousness i loved the opportunity to inhale Owners wonderful scent through the gusset of Her panties. It left me quite excited and aroused as i sat there, inhaling deeply, showing the world how shameless i am.

i would love, one day, to have the courage to walk a lap of the park with Owners panties over my head to show Her just how obedient and willing to be humiliated for Her amusement i am.

Here are some pictures of me in the park.

What a wonderful aroma

The following day, after work, i was in the kitchen finishing off prepping food for dinner when Owner came through, handed me one of Her dildo's and instructed me to 'suck her cock' for fifteen minutes. The cock was stuck to the door of the fridge/freezer and i sank down onto my knees and set to work fellating it whilst Owner observed me as She blow dried and straightened Her hair in the corridor.

i really love sucking cock whilst watched by Owner and it wasn't long before drool was running down my chin and pooling on the floor. The dildo is a 'realistic skin' variety and so i was also able to masturbate it as i fellated it.

Owner remarked that She enjoyed having Her slut wife suck cock wherever and whenever She wanted. The feeling is definitely mutual. i also find the act of sucking cock arousing and exciting and as i worked my mouth up and down its length and gripped and pulled the skin back and forth i could also feel my pussy grow warm as it twitched, winked open and closed and quivered, hoping to be fucked. Meanwhile, my little clit throbbed in its cage.

Owners' viewpoint of me sucking cock

The fifteen minutes were over all too soon and Owners cock was cleaned and then returned to Her custody.

Just two examples of how this owned slut and wife rolls.

Humiliated, Battered, Buggered, Caged and Accessorised

It has been an eventful 24 hours for yours truly and one that has left me in awe of Owner and feeling very horny, frustrated and happy. It all started last night when Owner instructed me to do take a walk around our bloc wearing a pair of her used knickers on my head. Now, we live in London so there are always people about, no matter the time of day and of course they are going to look at you wondering why you are out wearing panties on your head. Oh well, such is the life of the happy submissive.

So there i found myself, walking around our neighbourhood wearing a pair of Owner's panties as a hat. Actually, i could almost convince myself they looked a bit like a beret, except they didn't. No, it was just a case of front it out and look to all the world that wearing pants on your head is a perfectly normal thing to do, not humiliating at all!

walking round the neighbourhood with Owner's pants on my head

This morning, after breakfast and a delicious glass of Owner's finest golden nectar, i set about doing my tasks and chores. Owner advised me that i was to be given a spanking on my exposed plums before lunch with Her metal tenderising implement.

the metal plum/testicle/labia tenderiser

Now, i really struggle with his implement and have to be physically restrained whilst Owner hits my bits with it. It is painful and uncomfortable. To make matters worse, Owner decided to increase the number of strikes i was to receive on my hapless testes from one hundred to one hundred and fifty. i can assure you that being hit so many times with this implement on your bits is not an arousing experience, but a painful one.

However, i grinned, well groaned really, my way through it as Owner had also said that afterwards i was to be fucked by Her very large and long tentacle dildo. Now, there is nothing i like more than having my slutty pussy open out and stretched by a large dildo, especially one that can push deep into your colon. i am a total size whore and i love this dildo, love to be impaled on it.

Owner lubed the entrance of my pussy and eased the tentacle inside, instructing me to fuck myself on it whilst simultaneously fellating another dildo. However, no sooner was the end of Her enormous 'cock' inside me than She announced that She was gong to time me. i had five minutes in which to fuck myself. My excitement rose only for Her to state that She had no intention of allowing me to enjoy the experience, on the contrary She would beat me throughout.

For the next five minutes, as i fucked the tentacle in a futile effort to pleasure myself, Owner struck me with the metal tenderiser on my buttocks and then on my most sensitive bits again. Growing tired of the tenderiser She replaced it with one of my slippers, spanking my backside in time with my thrusts. 

As She battered my cheeks i let out cries of discomfort but the cock in my mouth meant that my cries of 'Ow!' were muffled. Three minutes in and with my testes now glowing hot from the pounding they had received and my cheeks starting to glow Owner reminded me that i was not to expect to enjoy being fucked.

All too soon the five minutes were up and i was left sore and really, really frustrated (it has now almost been six months since my last orgasm), whilst Owner was grinning happily having clearly enjoyed fucking and beating me.

the tentacle dildo that i love in my pussy

my very achy 'labia'

My pussy was still hot and wet and my 'labia' throbbing, swollen and sore when i served Owner Her lunch shortly after being fucked by Her. Then after clearing away the dishes She instructed me to get into my cage and 'get out of Her way'. As i knelt on in position, my ankles and cuffs bound, a heavy chain suspended from hooks through my piercings and with my mouth gagged all i could think about was what an amazing woman i had the great pleasure of submitting to and serving. My little clit throbbed in its cage contentedly and my gagged mouth drooled helplessly into my bucket.

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Later, when She released me, Owner then spent some time re-arranging my hair so that i might look cute and anime-like for Her. i am currently growing my hair so that it can be put into pigtails.

So all in all, quite the 24 hours!

 

How lucky i am to be able to get to live such a wonderful life with my Owner. Now it is time to give Owner a massage and pedicure.

Roses Are Red....

Owner and i never really celebrate Valentine's Day. However, in a break with tradition and 'inspired' by the challenge that Owner had me complete today here is my short Valentine's poem (almost a haiku really it is so short) to the woman that i love and adore;

My Bottom Is Red

My 'Plums' They Are Blue

i Wore Your Knickers On My Head 

'Cause i Love And Submit To You

In case you are wondering what on earth i am talking about, today Owner instructed me to walk around our neighbourhood wearing a pair of Her used panties on my head, which i duly did

leaving our front garden and heading off with Owners' used knickers on my head

with Owners' used blue panties on my head

hello passing motorist

Ball Busting, Lip Smacking, Humiliating Advent Fun

The daily joy that is the advent calendar Owner created especially for me continues apace. Each day reveals a unique new task or challenge for me to complete, and with it a lot of fun - even if sometimes this is painful fun. Take Friday, for example. The instruction i received upon opening the day's advent box was to be spanked 100 times on my caged clit with Owner's hard metal punishment device. The solid metal ball at the end of the metal shaft leaves quite an impression when it impacts against my most sensitive of bits. It's use required that i first be secured in the yoke so that i did not kick out when Owner started to strike me. It was a painfully uncomfortable experience. Here i am, trying to crack a smile at the end of it

Me after my bits were struck 100 times by the metal device

However, in return for being beaten this way Owner presented me with a lovely advent gift, a little fluffy butt plug complete with its own pretty bow. Isn't it just so cute and adorable

Then yesterday i travelled down to see my Mum (Owner had contracted my cold so did not come with me). Before leaving i opened that day's advent instruction. It was a particularly appropriate one. i was instructed to make a short Tiktok video of me applying lipstick in public. i made the video on the journey back, and yes, there were others present in the carriage who could see me applying the lipstick.

Sadly, i had to put my facemask back on after making the video.

Today's advent challenge was an even more interesting one. After first imbibing my weekend glass of Her urine, Owner instructed me to open today's advent box. The instruction inside was that i was to walk around our neighbourhood wearing a pair of Owner's knickers on my head as a beret. Could i do it? Could i be humiliated in public like this? Erm....yes. There were actually quite a few people out and about and i was also passed by a bus during my loop. But, i did complete the challenge, even though i seem to have forgotten to smile in some of the following pictures!

Just after Owner fixed Her used knickers in position on my head

Looking like a Babushka with the used panties hat!

Forgetting to smile for the nice Mercedes driver as it passed by

i have a feeling that there may still be some more outdoor challenges coming my way before this years' advent is done.

Covid Secure Cornershop Humiliation

Owner knows that one of the things that i 'enjoy' doing is to be humiliated in public. As part of my training as Her slutty wife She expects me to do anything requested by Her of me and to become quite shameless. So in a sense it should not have been a surprise to find that She has incorporated acts of public humiliation into the advent calendar that She created for me. However, a surprise it was when i opened today's advent envelope to read that i was expected to go to our local cornershop wearing a pair of Owners' used panties as a face mask. Oh the shame! But oh how exciting!

My advent instruction

Owner selected the pair i was to wear from the washing basket, a cute pair decorated with images of puppies, paw prints and bones. So nothing lacy - which obviously would not work as a mask anyway but also because it is me rather than Owner who wears the lace knickers in our relationship.

i knew i had a heavy working day ahead of me (a combination of papers to write, telecalls and an online conference presentation to give) so i opted to head out to the shop shortly after 9am to get my challenge over and done with, i even wore my work skirt and fishnet stockings. It was great to be outside whilst also inhaling Owners divine scent!

Anyway, to cut a long story short i successfully completed the challenge that Owner/the advent calendar set me. You can see for yourself below

Preparing to set off - used panties in position

outside in the street and on my way

in the shop with my purchase and wearing Owners' used knickers as a mask

i can't wait to find out what tomorrow's advent calendar will reveal!

More Dice Challenges

As mentioned in my last post Owner has introduced the concept of my having to undertake challenges when working from home which are determined by the roll of one of the new dice she has created for this specific purpose. The dice allows different activities to be written and described on each face. If i am working from home then Owner requires that i roll the dice to determine what challenge or activity i will be required to perform. This new game started mid-way through last week, just after my birthday, with having to deep throat the double-ended dildo once an hour for three hours.

Well, this week i worked from home yesterday and today. Yesterday i had the relatively simple task of wearing nipple clamps for twenty minutes. I attached clover clamps to my nipples at the start of a teleconference and wore them for the specified time.

Today's challenge was rather more risque and humiliating. It required that i go outside at some point during the day and take a photo of my knickers on my head, Well, I am pleased to report that i completed it successfully taking a photo outside in our street. In fact, i did it twice as the first time i realised i was not happy with the photo as you could not see my knickers very well and so i went back outside and did the challenge again! Owner insists that is not the real reason at all and that the real reason is simply that i am an exhibitionist - She is, of course, correct.

Anyway, this is what i was wearing when i went outside:

my home working uniform for the day

And this is me in our street

Oops - I seem to have come out with no knickers on - no i haven't, they are on my head!

The dice are certainly bringing a new dimension to working from home!

48 and counting

Today is the day i turned 48 years old. To mark the occasion Owner is taking me away to France this weekend but She had a special, and unexpected, surprise in store for me today. i was working from home today and shortly after i returned home from having walked her to the station this morning, for Her to catch Her train, i received the following Whatsapp message from Owner.

'Birthday challenge: you must spank your testicles 48 tines, wear your butt plug for 48 minutes and take a picture of yourself outside with a sign reading: i am a 48 year old slut'

Owner knows how much i love challenges like these and this was a real treat to receive. i was really thrilled and excited at the prospect and resolved to complete the challenges as soon as i had got ready for work. It being a home working day i was wearing hold-ups, a skirt and blouse.

The following are some of the photos i sent to Owner by way of providing proof that i had completed the tasks i was set.

First off, testicle spanking x 48 with our favourite wooden spoon

Next step, butt plug selection and insertion (to be worn for 48 minutes) - as you can see i opted for the furry one

 The plug tail was still visible when i pulled my skirt down

can you spot my 'tail'

And then finally, out into the street with my sign around my neck

No tail in view but the plug was still there

It was a very exciting way to start the day!

Outdoor Butt Plug Humiliation

Owner expects me to be many things for Her, a domestic diva, a sex kitten, a submissive pet and a multi-tasking ninja. She also expects me to behave and act like slut and whore whenever She requests and to fulfil such requests without question. Over the years She has had me complete a variety of different challenges to demonstrate both my submission to Her and to highlight my readiness to do whatever She asks, no matter how humiliating. It would seem She has decided She has been too easy on me to date and that She wants to push me harder.

Yesterday i suggested to Owner that maybe i could complete a challenge of some description. She quickly and rightly upbraided me by reminding me that it was not my place to suggest things to Her and that my suggesting a challenge automatically makes it non-challenging as i would already be mentally prepared for to complete something. The subject was dropped and i thought no more of it. Owner clearly had though.

Today i was working from home whereas She was in Her office. It wasn't long after i had returned from walking Her to the train station and i had changed into my regulation home working attire (skirt, blouse, stockings etc) that i received a message from Her. The message instructed me to plug my pussy from 10am-12pm. This obviously excited me greatly but there was more, much more to come.

Over a series of follow-up messages Owner instructed me to make a sign stating that my pussy was plugged, put on a jacket but be still be wearing my skirt and stockings etc, pin the sign to the jacket (ensuring the writing was legible), go out into the street outside our flat and take a selfie of myself with the sign clearly visible and send it to Her. The request left me very excited and nervous, for two reasons. First, our street is not the world's quietest. It's on a bus route, there are often people walking along. Second, i also knew that our downstairs neighbours were at home and i had already heard then come in and out of our communal entrance a few times. It would be pot luck whether or not i bumped into them wearing my sign or equally if there would be anyone in the street or passing in a bus etc that might see me.

It was a wonderful challenge to be set. To add a further layer of challenge. i had a morning of teleconferences so i knew that i would have to complete the challenge whilst also on a conference call. Thankfully the wonder of mobile phones made that possible.

Anyway, below are a couple of pictures i took of my challenge. The first shot i took i realised my arm wasn't long enough for the selfie to show i was wearing my skirt, as was part of Owners requirement. i then had to put the camera of the phone on the timer and balance the phone on a neighbours wall to take the second shot. i think you can tell from my face that i was a little apprehensive! :)

where i realise i need longer arms to show my skirt

note the headphones for my teleconference - how nervous am i?

Luckily no buses passed and our downstairs neighbours didn't come outside, but there were people about in the street.

When She set me this challenge Owner also wrote that 'challenges will change from now on'. She seemed pleased with the results i sent Her and i sense such challenges will become more difficult, or 'challenging' (ha, ha!) in future. Though i was apprehensive about completing the challenge it was a real thrill to do. After all at heart i am an exhibitionist slut. Thank you Owner.

Long Overdue Update on NYC etc

With an apology that it is coming rather late but this is just a quick summary of Owners and my recent trip to New York and our forthcoming plans. Having mentioned that we were planning to do some public challenges in New York and thinking about some fun places to do them in the truth is that we both got so side-tracked sightseeing etc that, with only a short time available to us, we never actually got to do any challenges!

Don't take that the wrong way, we both had a wonderful time and packed in a whole heap of activities - including a helicopter tour around Manhatten, brunch cruise up the Hudson, going up the Empire State and the Rockefeller Centre, seeing members of one of our favourite bands in a show in Brooklyn, walking all around lower and mid-Manhatten (including walking past Woody Allen and his wife on 5th Avenue - how cool!) - it's just that we didn't actually do anything risque or kinky whilst we were there, except going to the sex museum which was pretty passe. We did, however, take some photos which i hope you like (afraid just tourist snaps):

We stayed at a great place called the Chelsea Pines Inn which we'd both thoroughly recommend as it's  not just a wonderful place to stay but is also in a fantastic location.

When we returned we were both feeling a little jet lagged and then i went down with something for a few days which meant that our planned trip to the Torture Garden Halloween Mass was cancelled and our outfits left un-worn. Hopefully we can make use of them another time. However, on a brighter note we have a short visit to the Suffolk coast coming up. We're staying in a cottage and we're hiring a car. This latter point in particular has prompted all sorts of challenge-related ideas, including;

• me having to drive the car wearing just a blouse and short skirt with no panties
• me having to pull-over in a lay-by and get out of the car and play with my pussy and titties by the side of the road
• being made to fuck myself with a dildo on the backseat of the car in a car park whilst Owner records the scene

i'm sure Owner will come up with some more ideas and needless to say i am thrilled and excited at the prospect and have, slightly cheekily asked whether it might be possible to complete some additional 'practice' challenges before we go! Owner seems receptive to this idea as She has already had me out in the garden fucking myself under Her instruction once this week and keeps telling me how much She loves it when i act like the whore i am for Her. As for me, i confess to loving nothing more than to behaving like a wanton slut at any opportunity and 'enjoy' being challenged to do so in public as well as in private

Unintentional Self-Inflicted Public Humiliation

Today being a friday i wore my bra, stokings and suspenders to work, together with my chastity device and the silver belly chain that is always permanently around my waist (albeit discretely hidden from view). So what? i hear you ask. Well my last meeting of the day was in City Hall in London and to get into said building you first need to go through an airport-style body scanner.

i've been there many times before and on occasion the waist chain, or the padlock on the chastity device - i'm not sure which, has triggered the metal detector. But i have always just been waived through with the security staff saying it's probably my belt or shoes.....Not today! With colleagues stood waiting for me a few feet away ready to go into a meeting, the metal detector alarm went off and the security lady started to scan me with her hand-held scanner. As soon as it went down my leg level to where i knew the clasp of the suspenders to be it buzzed.

'You must have something in your pocket' she said.

Trying not to look flustered, as i knew what i thought the real problem was, i rummaged around in my pocket and dug out some debris, but nothing metal. She scanned again and again it beeped.

'You must have something in your pocket' she repeated as she did she swept the device across my crotch whereupon it beeped loudly again. Damn, not the chasitity device lock as well!! Trying to remain unruffled as she stated i would possibly have to remove/lower my trousers if i didn't come up with a decent explanation for why her device was beeping i explained that i had forgotten i was wearing my chain and then proceeded to try to remove it without lifting my shirt too high to reveal the waist cincher suspenders i was wearing to my colleagues. Who knows what they made of me wearing the chain?

Anyway, chain removed she swept again and again it beeped but this time she just shrugged and let me through.

When i got home and recounted the tale to Owner She thought it brilliantly funny, which indeed it actually was. Reminded me of a classic airport scene from the film This Is Spinal Tap!!