A Productive, Cultural and Enjoyable Few Days

The past few days have seen all the many facets of Owner and my FLR relationship on display. On Thursday after work my usual cleaning chores were made just that little bit more interesting by being required to complete them whilst not just gagged but also wearing a pair of Owners' used knickers over my head. This meant i got the treat of inhaling Owner's wonderful scent whilst i dusted.

If that was not exciting enough the following morning Owner woke me by playing with and teasing my unlocked clit and my all too easily aroused nipples before then allowing me to pull down Her panties and feast on Her delicious anus with my tongue. 

Later, after returning from Her early morning walk Owner chose to spank my 'labia plums' between my legs rather than my buttocks as is Her normal custom whilst i bent down and kissed and licked Her shoes in greetings. Which left me even more painfully aroused.

Kissing Owners feet in greeting upon Her return home

What a glorious way to start a day.

On Saturday, after completing my studies and morning chores and exercises i was invited to accompany Owner on a trip to the British Museum to visit the Ancient Greek and Roman galleries. There were some fascinating, if stolen, artifacts including this wonderful wall relief of female Amazonian fighters in combat (part of a much bigger section)

And this rather wonderful flying cock, complete with bells

Having had our fill of culture we then retired to the Princess Louise pub in Holborn. The pub has a wonderfully ornate interior complete with wooden cubicles. Owner and i enjoyed a few drinks inside

me with my pint of cider

This morning i again did my studies and exercises. Owner also decided that She would go through all my clothing to identify items that She deemed it no longer necessary for me to have and which were all thrown away/recycled. i am grateful to Owner for taking the time to do this and i also know how lucky i am that She also purchased a couple of new blouses and a pair of jeans for me. i am not allowed to purchase any clothes myself or decide whether or not i get to keep the clothes Owner purchases for me.

i have also finally finished the first full length draft of my first novel. It is a sci-fi, Femdom epic that pits the forces of orgasm denial against an Alpha menace who believe in orgasms for all. Believe it or not, i have been writing it on and off since 2020! It currently clocks in at over 220 pages long and does need quite a bit of editing before it gets published but at least the story is finally finished. Watch this space. i hope to get it finally finished in the next few months - famous last words!

Oh and you may also have noticed a new feature has appeared on the blog in the form of a 'buy me coffee' or more accurately 'buy Owner coffee' feature. It is there if anyone should wish to make a contribution/donation to Owner (any monies donated go direct to Her) to support Her continued training and development of me. i hope it is not too intrusive an addition to the blog.

Finally, Owner has also advised that She will be spanking and electrocuting me this evening, for which i am grateful to Her.

 In the immortal words of Bugs Bunny, 'That's all folks' for now at least.

UPDATE (17.55) - my bottom paddled with the rubber paddle

Grab and Grope

Yesterday Owner woke me up by grabbing and caressing my butt. She ran Her fingers across the entrance of my pussy, stroking it whilst also squeezing and gently spanking my plump, swollen 'labia' at the base of my caged clit. She also pinched, rubbed and massaged my teats, causing them to quickly stiffen in response. 

It was a heavenly way to be woken up and i was soon spreading my legs, and presenting myself to Her like the wanton slut i am, moaning softly in response to Her touch. All the while my caged clit strained inside its tight little confine and my 'labia' grew swollen and engorged. i rolled partially onto my side presenting my swollen, exposed plums to be spanked. It was 5.45 am.

Owner continued to tease and caress me. She traced Her finger across the soft, smooth skin between the base of my clit and the entrance to my pussy. It is one of Her favourite parts of my body and a place Her fingers are regularly drawn to. She grabbed my breasts more firmly, squeezing them hard. As She mauled my titties i wished they were bigger. My fantasy is to have pert, fuller breasts with super elongated nipples that are easier for Owner to bite, stretch and chew but i know She likes them just as they are. 

As i lay there, moaning and fantasising Owner slapped and spanked my bits again, causing my clit to strain further inside the confines its tiny little cage. My labia bulged and i spread my thighs further apart, presenting my sex fully open for Her. Then the alarm went off. Owner stopped and i was despatched from the bedroom, aroused and frustrated to make breakfast.

A little over an hour later, my morning exercises completed, breakfast cleared away and having showered, flushed and cleaned my pussy found me dressed in my stockings, short skirt and blouse ready for work. i had wandered into the kitchen to make a coffee and was stood at the kitchen sink, staring out of the large window at the house opposite when Owner sidled up behind me. She placed Her hands under my skirt and deftly pulled down my panties.  i immediately bent forward and parted my legs as She pushed Her hand between my buttocks and rubbed my pussy, groped my arse and fondled my caged clit. Then She stopped and told me to carry on.

Why am i writing this? Because it illustrates one aspect of our relationship well. Namely, that my body is always available to Owner to tease and torment and caress as She likes, in public or in private. Only She is allowed to initiate any form of sexual activity between us. This was one of the first 'rules' She established all those years ago when we first started our journey into a Female-led relationship. It was made clear that my body existed solely for the purpose of Her pleasure and entertainment. i was to become Her sex toy and was to be available for Her amusement and pleasure at any time.

i love the constant little reminders Owner gives me that my body is Hers and that She can do as She pleases with it. She does, on a regular basis, grab and grope me, fondling and squeezing my chastised clit and massaging my 'labia', squeezing my butt and sliding Her hand down to caress the entrance of my pussy or groping my breasts through my top. She does this at home and, on occasion, in public. When She does this being the eager slut that i have become, i will spread my legs or generally try to make myself available and open to Her attention.

Such attention rarely leads to anything else, they are simply reminders that my body is Hers and She can touch, grab, grope and expose it whenever and wherever She likes. For my part, i melt a little inside each time She does this, my little caged clit throbs and my pussy tingles in pleasurable anticipation. 

i love to be treated by Owner as Her sexual play thing, to be grabbed by Her, especially in public. There was once a time when i would have been embarrassed, mortified even to be publicly groped. Now i crave it. i fantasise about being out in public somewhere really busy dressed in a pretty skirt and stockings and for Owner to lift my skirt up and pull my knickers down so that they fall to the ground around my ankles and then have me stand there, hordes of people passing by, with my legs spread apart and my knickers at my feet. In my daydreams the locations vary, Trafalgar Square, Waterloo Bridge at the bar of a busy pub but the fantasy is the same, stood for all to see with my panties around my ankles.

This week Owner also demonstrated Her control over me in a different way, by having me eat my dinner from my dog bowl whilst kneeling on the floor blindfolded with my hands secured behind my back. It is a messy way to eat, to empty the bowl requires that you pitch forward so that you are face down in the food. It was also quite thrilling too, to be at Owners' feet as She ate at the table whilst i was down on the floor, eating from my bowl. What is more, every time i bent forward my hungry pussy winked open so that all i could think about was of Owner being inside of me, fucking me, as i stuffed my face with food. It was a deliciously naughty thought.

face down in my food

blindfolded with my hands secured behind my back eating my dinner

By the time the bowl was empty my blindfold was covered in food as too was my face, it was wonderfully degrading and i loved every messy, humiliating minute of it.

Last night i was not feeling quite at my best. Perhaps just the result of quite a long and intense week of work. Owner very kindly cooked dinner but i still completed my evening chores (cleaning the kitchen and the aquarium) before presenting myself for my weekly disciplining. i think Owner held back a little with my caning on account of me feeling not quite my normal self, though i still received multiple strokes across my backside, the backs of my thighs and my breasts. The fact that She still disciplined was greatly welcomed and appreciated by me. Once upon a time She would not have done so if i was feeling under the weather. i am very happy that this was not the case last night and that She still carried out my weekly disciplining. Another indication, i think, of Her continuously evolving domination of me.

Caning aftermath last night

This morning i was again gifted a glass of Her delicious urine for breakfast. My wonderful weekly treat and a great way to start a day. 

Later this morning we are setting off on a day trip to meet up with my dad and his partner. We have booked a restaurant where Owner will, as is now always the case whenever we eat out, decide what i will eat and drink. Another aspect of our relationship that has now become second-nature to us, that Owner decides for me what i will have. As for myself, i will be sat there wearing my pretty knickers, padded bra, nice blouse and jeans, in chastity with my makeup on making small talk to my dad whilst secretly longing for my wonderful Owner to fondle and grope me and have me demonstrate what an eager, obedient and submissive slut i am.

Current mood = horny, frustrated and very happy [ comment from Owner - I thought you were always in this mood :)]

Clit Spanking and Denial

This morning after making Owners and my breakfast we both retired back to bed. No sooner were we back under the covers than Owner started to tease and caress and fondle my nipples, telling me how much She loved how big and puffy my nipples were. Meanwhile, i wallowed in the pleasure of Her caresses (having my nipples played with is one of my favourite things).

Minutes later Owner was removing my nightie and instructing me to start to spank my chastised clit. She watched as i beat my exposed bits with the palm of my hand and then handed me one of Her leather paddles and told me to use that instead. Then Owner instructed me to spank my chastised clit whilst lying on my back with my legs spread apart, then on all fours, next standing up at the side of the bed as She watched me make myself ever more aroused in my device and then finally sitting down on the edge of the bed with my legs spread apart.

As i continued to bring the paddle down repeatedly against my exposed 'labia' Owner asked me to pass Her one of Her vibrators, then She positioned Herself behind me and placed Her feet up on my shoulders as bega to masturbate Herself with Her vibrator, gringing Her hips against the tops of my buttocks. As She played with Herself She instructed me to beat my clit harder with the paddle, repeatedly urging me on and to spank myself ever harder as She gradually turned up the power of the vibrator.

Soon my clit was leaking pre-cum inside the confines of its cage as the paddle struck harder and harder and Owners moans of pleasure increased as too did the speed of Her vibrator until finally She came. Owner held me tight with Her legs and then released me and rolled over, presenting Her anus  to me. With my clit throbbing frustratedly and excitedly inside the confines of my chastity device i eagerly started to lick around Her delicious puckered opening before working my tongue inside, revelling in Her exquisite aroma and taste. My tongue probed and explored until Owner shuddered and Her glutes clamped tight as another wave of pleasure swept through Her.

Later, as we lay snuggled in bed, Her satiated and me throbbing and aching in delicious denial, Owner informed me that i can start to expect to receive texts from Her during the day instructing me to spank my chastised clit as i had demonstrated to Her this morning and that, if i performed well, She would might also tell me to do so with my nipples clamped and/or my butt plugged.

It was a wonderful way to start the day. i know that my frustrated and denied clit will throb and ache deliciously for the rest of the day inside its plastic cage, what a wonderful gift to receive from my truly wonderful and remarkable Owner.

Morning Edging

This morning after preparing Owners breakfast we both retired back to bed.  Owner instructed me that i was to remove my nightie and get into the bed with Her naked. Owner then began to caress my titties before moving down to caress and lightly spank my chastised clitty - causing it to swell and bulge out between the gaps in its metal cage, much to Owners delight. Owner said how much She loves my new chastity device as it gives me a nice shaped clitty - soft  and round and swollen like a plum which She loves to then spank and tease. It has been 29 days since my last orgasm and i was quickly purring and moaning like a true whore as Owner took me to ever higher states of arousal with Her touches and caresses. Just when i thought my frustrated arousal could not get more intense She then switched attention to caressing my pussy causing my hips to hungrily thrust towards Her and my hands to grasps my buttocks, stretching them apart.

'Is my petty horny?' whispered Owner. To which of course the response was, yes extremely. 'Show Owner what a horny dirty slut you are by playing with your pussy for me in front of the window'. No sooner had Owner given Her instructions than i was out of the bed, curtains pulled open and licking my fingers before slipping them inside my pussy as i stood in front of our bedroom window, fucking myself like a whore with my fingers for all the world to see whilst Owner watched.

Owner observed me for a while and then turned me around and presented one of Her delicious breasts for me to suckle upon as She pleasured Herself with a vibrator. She then plugged in Her Magic Wand, lay back onto the bed and pulled me over to suck and lick Her breasts whilst the wands powerful vibrations pulsed between Her thighs. Owner alternated between pleasuring Herself and then applying the wands vibrating tip to the base of my locked clitty, driving me wild, before returning to bring Herself to first one then another orgasm as i watched in delighted awe at the pleasure She was experiencing.

Satiated Owner turned off the device and pulled me to Her side under the duvet so that my head was resting on Her chest, my clitty swollen and tight and my titties alive to the merest touch.  She informed me that as i was so hot and horny and aroused when we go and meet up with friends of ours later today for afternoon tea at a London hotel She expects me to need to cool down. Accordingly, during tea i am to excuse myself, go to the restroom and remove my panties and run them under a cold tap until they are wet through. Then i am to go into a toilet cubicle and cool my hot titties, clitty and pussy down with my wet panties before placing them in my pocket and re-joining the party for the rest of tea. During this time i am then to discretely transfer my panties into my bag. It promises to be a fun afternoon after a wonderful start to the day.

Well all now seems fine again

After a 48 hour period out of chastity all now seems to be fine again. This evening Owner administered my spanking and caning which She'd postponed from the other evening and after that She tormented my nipples (which i adore) and had me repeatedly play with my clit until i was on the point of orgasm and then instructed me to stop whilst She pulled and twisted my nipples harder. After repeating this over and over again i was so horny i was even playing with my own nipples, with Owners encouragement, and moaning and groaning loudly.

Owner finally got me to the edge of orgasm one last time and then stopped me again and advised that in the morning i am to return to the chastity as my clit is obviously back to normal. However, initially i will be back in the old CB-3k. As i sit and type this i have a wonderfully stripey bottom from the caning and am feeling deliciously and frustratedly aroused. What a wonderful 'examination'!

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Tease and Denial

Owner has been having a lot of fun with Her trainee pet lately, indeed so much fun that he feels as if he is in a state of almost permanent arousal, which is a wonderfully frustrating state to be in! The reason for my current heightened state of arousal is two-fold;

1) Owner has recently taken to slapping and spanking my testicles on a regular basis. It is a strange sensation to have your testicles regularly and repeatedly struck, although the first blows are invariably uncomfortable and your body naturally tries to move away from the source of the sensation/discomfort by about blow number 5 something strange and altogether unexpected begins to happen. You (or at least i) begin to move your hips forward and spread your legs wider so that your testicles are even easier to access. By the time Owner has finished this little slut is driven wild with desire, moaning loadly with hips thrust forward, legs spread far apart and dangerously close to orgasm (something he knows he is not allowed to do) and all from just being struck repeatedly in the testicles.

2) Owner recently purchased a new toy as a gift for Her trainee pet to help train his pussy and keep it nicely stretched for Her. The gift in question is a wonderful Baroque solid metal butt plug from the lovely people at tickleberry

The plug is really quite heavy and large and is an excellent means for Owner to get Her trainee pet purring. The plug combined with the testicle spanking drive this little slut wild, and last night Owner combined the two sensations with the added sensation of clamping my nipples with clover clamps, having me grip the chain in my teeth and then pulling my head right back so that the chain on the clamps was pulled extremely tight. Just to make sure Owner then grabbed my nipple rings and began twisting and pulling them hard in between spanking my testicles.

All of the above was a part of a punishment which had also seen me released temporarily from chastity and made to masturbate with an exfoliating mitten. As Owner spanked and twisted Her trainee pet was commanded to masturbate for Her amusement until on the edge of orgasm and then stop before being ordered to commence again. With each passing minute my moans were getting louder and louder. This continued for some time as Owner judged how close She could get me to orgasm without actually granting me permission. It was amazingly intense and i was so frustratingly aroused i feared that even the merest extra twist of a nipple could lead to unfortunate consequences!

i was wearing a pair of crotchless 'stocking-style' tights and Owner then proceeded to employ them to great affect as a 'holster' for her vibrator. She slid the vibrator between my buttocks and the waist of the stockings and then effectively rode me for Her pleasure. Needless to say this left me in an even more frenzied state of arousal at which point i was instructed to return once again to chastity.

i truly adore being left in this state, it can last for days on end with me hopelessly, uncomfortably and frustratingly aroused. In fact, Owner often likes to use me as a 'prop' for Her own pleasure and it truly is wonderful to be able to serve Her and please Her in this way.


i am an extremely lucky trainee pet and want nothing more than to be able to continue to serve my Owner and be trained by Her.