The Glorious 16th

Yesterday was the 16th, that day of the month when dice get rolled and outdoor challenges (and this month chastity as well) fates are decided. It was also the day when another new chastity device arrived for me, more on that to come. But first, the outdoor challenge.

The dice threw up quite an easy challenge for me to complete, in the form of a bra flash. Owner had already planned to take me to lunch and then to an exhibition in town and so said we could do the challenge together, Her photographing, on route to the railway station to head in central London. So here i am, flashing my bra in our neighbourhood on the way into central London;

Incidentally, the t-shirt i am wearing is this Gremlins one that Owner bought for me, i think it is super cute

Brief poses and bra flash completed we headed to the station and caught the train to Waterloo. We arrived a little early and so had time to have a short walk around before heading for lunch. i, of course, could not resist a pose or two!

by the London Eye

After lunch by the Thames we then headed to the Hayward Gallery to see the Yoshitomo Nara exhibition.It was really excellent. The exhibition closes soon. Owner and i would both highly recommend it.

An hour or so perusing art was followed by a walk up the Thames towards London Bridge and then a detour over to Bermondsey for some drinks, conversation and people watching (Owner decried the absence of attractive men) before we returned home. It was a wonderful day out with my beautiful Owner.

drinks in a Bermondsey pub

Which brings me onto chastity. Earlier in the day the chastity dice was rolled and a change of regime introduced, namely to just being locked on weekdays until the 16th September, when the chastity dice will be rolled again. However, whilst we were out in town a new device was delivered. This required testing and so i was locked into it. It is a metal nub version of the Python chastity device. i have previously had the plastic version but, although it was very comfortable, it broke. Hopefully this stainless steel version will prove to be more resilient!

still in my nightie and dressing gown

Earlier in the week i also spent part of my day plugged whilst working, at Owners request. i love being plugged and i love the feel of my heavy metal butt plug inside of me

Thursday this week was a really special day as this saw me sent to my cage for the first time under Owner's newly instigated weekly lock-up regime. After completing my evening chores post-dinner i stripped naked and retired to the kitchen to spend time locked in my new dog crate whilst Owner relaxed and enjoyed some time to Herself. My ankles and wrists were cuffed and chained and i wore my heavy leather collar from which was suspended a metal cow bell. Another hung from two metal S shaped hooks suspended from my nipple rings. The bells ensure that, if i move, i make a noise - something Owner hates - so i have to stay still.

i wasn't gagged this time with the 'horse-bit' gag, so i didn't need the little bucket to catch the drool that streams from my mouth when gagged that way, but next week and thereafter i will be. i mentioned to Owner that She could set-up a small surveillance camera to monitor/keep an eye on me when i am locked. She is considering the idea.

Then on Friday i again spent the day with the electro torture device secured tightly around my clit, enabling Owner to electrocute me via the device's remote control at any time She wished. Even when She does not electrocute me simply wearing the device and knowing that, at any minute She might decide to do so, is a powerful reminder of Her control.

Today, after making and serving lunch for Owner She administered a maintenance caning using the heavier and thicker cane, striking it repeatedly across my buttocks and the backs of my thighs.

post-caning

Owner also announced a new period of enhanced monitoring to ensure that i further improve my development as Her housewife. Specifically, and in Her owns words, for the remainder of the month She expects there to be:

'Never a speck of dirt in the sink. This will be monitored 3 times a day: morning, afternoon and evening. Failure to comply, ie any dirt in the sink during inspection, will result in an instant caning and/or electrocution'. 

It is wonderful to experience Owner raising the bar when it comes to the standards She expects of me!

Later in the afternoon Owner took me out to accompany Her on a brief walk around the park and to buy Her a coffee before we returned home and i resumed my cleaning duties, this time washing down and cleaning all of the exterior window sills and the windows. Owner rewarded for me work me with a delicious, crisp glass of Her fresh piss.

It has been a lovely, busy weekend.

Permission to Speak?

So, it is still a few days away until the Trial period that Owner has set for me commences. This period being to see if i can demonstrate to Her that i am worthy of consideration of becoming more tightly controlled by Her. However, there is no time like the present. To get myself used to some of the new requirements and rules She has specified for me i am attempting to implement them all now.

Accordingly, i am spending more time checking that the shower tray in the bathroom is spotlessly clean and that the inside of the kitchen sink is wiped down and sparkly after i have done the washing up. i am also trying to implement Owner's new requirement that i do not disturb Her when She is listening to Her audio books and instead indicate to Her that i wish to speak and then wait until She indicates whether or not i am permitted to do so.

To that end Owner has made me a wonderful lanyard that i now wear around my neck all the time at home to be used to seek permission to speak to Owner. It has a super cute image of a manga style schoolgirl character raising her arm as if seeking permission to speak in class. Owner designed it Herself (with the help of AI). This image is what i must show to Owner whenever i wish to talk to Her and She is otherwise occupied. The challenge is that Owner uses small wireless ear buds which are completely concealed under Her hair when She is listening to Her audio books so i actually cannot tell if She is listening to Her book or not. i have concluded that it is best to assume that She might always be listening and simply to use the lanyard at all times and raise it to Her if i wish to speak with Her. Having my ability to communicate with Her restricted like this is a wonderful new form of control.  The lanyard is also super kawaii, i simply adore it.

permission to speak lanyard close-up

in my housework smock with my permission to speak lanyard

Another change that i have implemented 'early' is that now when i greet Owner when She returns from Her early morning walk, by kneeling and kissing Her feet, rather than do so wearing my dressing gown i now do so naked. Again, this is a new rule Owner has introduced for me.

Greeting Owner on Her return from Her walk

In position, naked and waiting to prostrate myself before Owner

Of course, what will really prove to Her whether i am capable of submitting even more deeply to Her and being controlled more rigidly by Her (as we both desire) will be my ability to keep Her home as spotlessly clean and organised as She desires. i also need to arrange for the last of the home improvements to be done, de-clutter the flat from top to bottom and throw out some of my clothes (which will be hard to do). This whilst keeping up with my daily and other chores, ensuring i cook healthy, pleasing meals, that i don't over order and check no expired foodstuffs are ever in the house. Oh, and  i need to ask to be electrocuted by Owner once a week. i don't really like being electrocuted but i also know i must learn to endure it. In return for this She might grant me the wonderful privilege of sitting on my face. What utter bliss!

i really do hope that i pass my February trial and that Owner grants me the honour and privilege of taking my daily submission to Her and Her control of me to the next level. It truly is what i desire above all else in life.

Meanwhile, Owner also set me some other tasks to do this week, part of the random series of tasks She assigns to me on a weekly basis which are decided through the drawing of cards. This time i was instructed to a) wear my butt plug for the duration of an online work meeting and then b) perform 50 Russian twists whilst 20 mini-pegs were clamped to my 'labia'. Here's how i got on:

It is now also well into my second week of being locked 24/7 into my new beehive mini chastity device. Things continue to go very well and Owner and i are both delighted with my new cage. This is me having my first weekly supervised shower, an opportunity to shave then clean my clit. The latter is done with a nail brush to ensure no accidental arousal during the cleaning process. i made sure that i scrubbed my bits thoroughly. Owner took the picture whilst overseeing the process from Her perch on the toilet seat.

supervised shower whilst i scrub my clit clean before returning to chastity

In other news Owner requested that i organise a pyjama party for the two of us. My plan for this is currently coming together. There will be snacks, party games, a movie, a nail salon,  drinks for Owner and perhaps for me if i am allowed and, most importantly, matching nightwear. i asked Owner if She could select a matching pyjama set we could each wear. This She did and the outfits were ordered and arrived just a few days later. They are great, each set fits and i can't wait to wear them with Her when we have the party.

That's all for now.

Poppet Park Slut Double Bill

If you go to our local park you may be in for a bit of a surprise in the form of local strumpet poppet showing herself to be the exhibitionist little slut that i am.

The fun all started yesterday. Owner had instructed me to do a lap of the park wearing a butt plug in my pussy whilst my nipples were clamped. The clamps were an easy thing to sort out. i selected the evil Japanese clover clamps. i say 'evil' as one of side of each of the clamps is festooned with sharp metal teeth. They have quite an attention grabbing bite.

For the butt plug i 'wore' my large, heavy, metal one. It is a delight to feel inside my pussy. In fact, my pussy likes it so much and is so accommodating that the plug almost gets completely swallowed up inside, pink jeweled base and all. 

It would have been easy to have simply worn the plug under regular jeans, and i have often done so before. However, i had a pair that i rarely wear these days and i thought it might add a bit of extra fun and challenge to, err, improve the jeans. My 'improvement' consisted of cutting out a hole at the back which exposed my bum. As some folks may recall, i do enjoy 'enhancing' my clothes on occasion, such as these shorts. 

Anyway, back to yesterday. My idea was to do my lap of the park wearing jeans with a hole cut out of the bottom with no panties on, leaving my plugged 'pussy' exposed. However, the park is popular, especially with youngsters so i knew some level of discretion was required. So my plan was to tie a lightweight jacket around my waist to cover my naked bottom and then remove the jacket to take some photos to send to Owner.

All i needed, however, was Her consent to my idea. Would She agree to it or say no? She said yes, agreeing that it was a good extra challenge to have my naked bottom exposed like that in the park. The fact that the plug could have simply slipped out as i was walking around or the jacket tied around my waist could have fallen to the ground (which it unintentionally did...twice!) exposing my naked butt added a delightful extra dimension to this park challenge. So, how did i get on? Well, you can see for yourself:

Plug just about visible in my pussy

pussy piercing and clit on show

out for a stroll, bum on display

a bit of cheek

The park is well used so it took lots of waiting about at different spot to find a gap in the human (and inquisitive dog) 'traffic' for me to pose for some pictures. All the time the metal teeth of the clover clamps were digging ever more remorselessly into my tormented teats.

grinning through the discomfort

After what seemed like an age i at last had a good selection of pictures to show Owner. When i arrived home She pronounced Herself very pleased with my efforts, remarking with a smile how 'naughty' i was. It was great fun to do although a bit more challenging to pull-off than just wearing regular jeans.

i must admit, i did love wearing my especially 'aerated' denim. But then i am something of an exhibitionist slut at heart.

Anyway, that was the first of my park adventures. Fast forward 12 hours and i was rolling the dice at breakfast to find out what outdoor challenge Owner would require me to complete today. The answer? Return to the park and flash my bra at the park bus stop. On the face of it, quite a simple thing to have to do. So why keep it simple?

In the spirit of further pushing and challenging myself i went a little further and opted to dress 'business slut' with stripper heels, stockings, skirt and jacket with red bra clearly visible. The challenge was done at about 9.15am so there were many people and cars etc about. i got heckled walking/teetering past our local shops and a couple of cars slowed right down as they went past me.

All in all though i was quite pleased with how i got on. Owner's reaction was to say how impressed She was by Her 'executive whore', but then went on to point out that She is also impressed when i get on and do the jobs around the flat that i also need to complete.

Anyway, here i am, an executive whore flashing my red bra and the tops of my thighs at the bus stop. 

The walk to and from the park was also a challenge in itself in those heels :)

Both of my park challenges were great fun and i am pleased that i pushed myself a bit further!

Anniversary

It has been another intense and busy week but one that culminated in Owner and i celebrating our sixth wedding anniversary (we have actually been together for nineteen years). Yes, this day six years ago i stood in  my pink dress, Owner in Her dark trouser suit, under the 'Welcome to Las Vegas' sign in sin city and became Owner's legally wedded wife. One of the happiest days of my life.

But, i am getting ahead of myself. First off, a recap of the week that was. Well, like i say it was super busy with work. But not all of it was stress. No. On Tuesday Owner instructed that i be plugged. So this is how i spent the day. A heavy metal plug buried inside my pussy whilst i was working away. Good job my colleagues could not see my derriere when on Teams etc calls!

plugged - you can also see my piercing

Fast forward to thursday and Owner had me lie prostrate on Her bed whilst She set about electrocuting my clit and bottom using a combination of both the electro clit device (that is always secured around my clit at home so She can zap me at any time) and Her tazapper device. Owner greatly enjoys watching me flinch and squirm and has me count out each shock that i receive when She is torturing me. Lately, She has begun to increase the intensity of the shocks that i receive. They make me cry out but i love the fact that Owner obviously enjoys torturing Her 'pet'. Seeing the smile on Her face as i cower below Her, waiting and flinching in anticipation of the next shock, makes my submissive heart leap for joy. Swiftly followed by a leap of my hips in shock when She zaps me!

Some people use electricity for pleasure and arousal, even if that arousal is frustrated. For Owner this could not be further from the case. For Her electricity is a tool that is effective in inflicting pain, exerting control and maintaining obedience and discipline. It also serves as means of summonsing me to Her side if needed or to simply amuse Her as She hears or watches me cry out. When i was tortured by the electro device last night i was not blindfolded nor was i gagged. Watching me flinch and cower involuntarily just at the sight of Her finger hovering over the control unit was something that seemed to greatly amuse and entertain Owner. As for me, knowing that She can make me curl up in fearful anticipation at any moment has added a powerful and wonderful new element to our relationship. Her ability to control and enforce has grown considerably, thanks in part to Her new electric arsenal. My subservience and desire to perform and behave to the best of my abilities has also evolved considerably. Owner gets to enjoy being able to torture me at the mere touch of a button and i am rewarded by falling ever deeper under Her control.

Waiting to be electro-tortured

But i digress. Inbetween all of these butt plug and electro-torture fun and games i carried out my daily chores, studies and exercise routines. They keep me on my toes and maintain my service to Owner. 

Recently, we have also introduced another routine for me. First thing in the morning, just after She has eaten the breakfast i have prepared for Her and showered and changed, Owner likes to go for a walk in our local park. She does so alone. It is a chance for Her to clear Her head and prepare for the day to come. My new routine involves me listening out for Her return. When i hear Her open the gate i kneel inside the front door, hands raised up to my chest like an exciteable pup, to greet and nuzzle Her when She walks in the door. Owner seems to enjoy this new form of greeting and will pat Her 'pet' i.e. me, approvingly as She takes off Her coat.

Why do i mention this? Well, i am coming on to talk about the day of our wedding anniversary, Friday 16th February. i prepared breakfast as usual and then sat down with Owner and exchange wedding anniversary gifts for each other. 

Wait, but what about Valentine's day i hear you ask? You skipped that.

i did but only because Owner and i never celebrate it. Never have, never will. So no, Valentine's is not a special day for us.

Back to our Anniversary. This year i bought Owner a pretty necklace, a t-shirt that says 'Obey me' and a set of miniature pain sticks 

New necklace and pain sticks

In return Owner bought me a book and a beautiful body harness complete with tail and pretty matching cats ears. i have been told i am to wear these when i am caged, starting this coming weekend.  i guess that probably settles the are we/are we not keeping the dog cage to lock me up in question. 

My new harness, tail and matching ears + my card from Owner

Owners' anniversary card for me was also highly appropriate, referring to how She loves to touch and grope my butt.

At the end of the day Owner took me out for some drinks and an anniversary meal in Shoreditch in East London. We had a lovely time with plenty of people watching to be had. 

Before we headed out, however, there was the small task of my monthly outdoor challenge to complete. Owners' dice determined that i was to go to the park in my pink velvet dress, all that was left for me to decide was what to wear with the dress?

There were quite a few people in the park, it is the school holidays, but Owner was very pleased with how i got on with my challenge. You can judge for yourself from the photos below. They appear in reverse order with me in the park first and me leaving our flat to head for the park last

As usual it was great fun to do and i am grateful to Owner for encouraging me to go out and make an exhibition of myself in the way that i do. 

Owmer has threatened to stop these outdoor adventures of mine. She says that i clearly have too much fun, and that i should be electrocuted instead. 

i hope i am allowed to continue my monthly poses. i would love to keep demonstrating what an exhibitionist slut i am. Only time will tell I guess.

Brought to Heel

Owner loves to zap me and give me electric shocks. It is not something that i am a huge fan of but She derives such obvious sadistic pleasure when electrocuting me that observing Her doing so gladdens my twisted submissive heart. i love being Her plaything, even if being so involves suffering on my part.

Accordingly, when thinking of what to get Her for our anniversary last month i latched upon the idea of a remote control electro-shock device that could be affixed around my clit and which would enable Her to zap me, Her wife, in my most sensitive bits whenever the mood took Her whatever i might be doing at the time. Essentially, a dog training collar for Her human pet....me.

Anyway, long story short, the first device ordered was a total disaster. It was a 'Master series Cock Shock CBT electro cock ring' and my strong advice to anyone reading this is don't waste your money with one. Neither the original nor the replacement we were sent worked. The transmitter did not pair with the receiver and the transmitter was clearly also a cheap plastic thing. The only positive was the customer service at Sinful, the company whom i had ordered the device through. They were great. They replaced the original device no questions asked and when that proved to be equally useless they instantly refunded the money.

i was, however, determined to try again. i found another device online which looked good but which retailed for a suspiciously (or so i thought) low cost. It was an Electric Stimulation Electric Shock Penis Ring ordered from Wish. After the previous experience i confess i was a bit skeptical as to whether this device would be any better and, coming direct from China, how long it might take to arrive.

My skepticism was proven wrong on both counts, it arrived promptly and worked perfectly. This is what the device looks like

Electric shock device and control unit

The build quality is much better than the Master Series device, plus both the transmitter and receiver are fully rechargeable. The device comes with a neck collar but i used the smaller velcro collar the Master Series device came with to attach it to my clit. It attaches snugly around the base of my clit with the twin electrodes pressed firm against my labia/plums. They are activated by remote control from the transmitter. The shock device can be worn with my chastity cage as well as without, ensuring that my clit can be zapped irrespective of whether i am caged or not. 

The device has a number of different settings all of which are adjustable from the control unit. It has a shock setting that starts at 1 and goes up to 100 (i am such a woos that even level 1 can bring me to my knees). It also has a vibrate mode and a flashing mode. It has a claimed range of 300m and Owner has tested it and found that She can zap me wherever i am in the flat when i am wearing it. In short, it has the potential to be the perfect device for Her to unleash Her sadistic and playful side on me.

Owner has already had great fun bringing me, quite literally to my knees by electrocuting me in my most sensitive of areas. There were a few times yesterday when, one minute i was doing some housework and the next i was doubled over or on the floor. She also playfully alternates between the vibrate and shock mode and will stand next to me, device in hand, finger on the control causing me to flinch simply in anticipation of what might be to come.

i suggested that the vibration mode could become a means for Her to summons me if She wants something from me whilst the shock mode, aside from offering Her hours of amusement, could also be used for an instant and memorable punishment if i displease Her. The device will now be worn by me at all times when i am at home and i need to learn the habit of ensuring that the control unit is always close to Owner should She need to use it. i also need to make sure both the transmitter and receiver are kept fully-charged.

We are both very pleased with the new device. Owner has the perfect tool to torment, punish or summons me whenever She so wishes whilst i get to live with another constant reminder of Her control over me and my submission to Her. In the same way that i love being in chastity because of the constant reminder it provides me of Owners control of me so wearing this device ensures She always has a way of enforcing Her domination, if needed. It also plays to Her sadistic side. 

One of the things that i have observed, and which i cherish, about our relationship is the fact that as She has grown in authority Owner is no longer averse to inflicting pain on me. Quite the opposite, She enjoys doing so. Now She has a means of doing so at home whenever She feels like it and She has already demonstrated on multiple occasions over the past 24 hours that She loves to do so, just for fun.

In other news, Owner took me out for drinks with Her after work on Friday. We both had a lovely evening and there were plenty of other people in the bar for us to gossip and chat about. Then yesterday, after completing my household chores i was sent to a cafe that is about a ten minute walk from us to go and get a coffee for Owner (She really likes the coffee they make) and one for myself. However, i was despatched with some specific additional requirements a) my nipples were to be clamped and b) my pussy plugged.

The cafe is about a ten minute walk away and on route there was a nearby quiet spot that afforded an opportunity for a couple of quick photos to show what i was 'wearing'

lifting my top and bra to flash my clamped tits

plug in place

It made for a memorable coffee run.

Later today, in addition to my studies and housework i also have a spanking and corner time to look forward to. Life is good and i can think of nothing i would rather do than submit myself completely to my wonderful Owner. i truly am a lucky slut.

14 Years of Blogging and Counting

Would you believe that this little blog has now been going for over fourteen years. My first post was back in August 2008. What a lot has happened since then and how my relationship with Owner has strengthened, grown and evolved. i could never have believed back then quite how far we would have traveled on our journey into FLR and my submission to Her. i hope to still be blogging about my and Her life together 14 years from now.

In the meantime we have both been fairly busy with work and i have also been needing to help my father out with some things which has been occupying my headspace somewhat. However, i am delighted to say that i am continuing to keep up my daily studies and also find that the new routine of being caged when not being productive or asked to join Owner at Her side also helps to clear my head. It has, somewhat surprisingly, become something i actually quite look forward to.

i have a dental appointment this afternoon which i am not greatly looking forward to, it has been about four or five years since i last visited one and expect to be told off. Ho hum.

Meanwhile, this week i was lucky enough to be asked by Owner to act as Her footstool one evening whilst She was on the phone to Her mother. Part of me thinks how great it would be for my mother-in-law to know that i was kneeling naked, her daughter's feet resting on my back, as they chatted.

Owner also requested that i spend time plugged whilst working. Here is the lovely, heavy metal plug ready for entry

my lovely metal plug

and this is it in situ

plugged and with my clit chain also visible

Last night i was also lucky enough to receive my weekly disciplining by Owner. This week She used Her heavy wooden paddle to spank me p.s. the white marks on my right butt cheek are from where Owner decided to 'paint' my bottom with tipex

my pink butt

Finally, Owner also remarked that it has been a while since She last sat on my face (which it has). i am hoping that i might get to experience the pleasure of Her delicious backside this weekend if i am lucky.