Juggling Time and Space plus Slut Moves

Readers may recall that Owner and I purchased a second flat about 15 months ago. This second property is in Owners home town in Spain and provides us with somewhere to stay when we are visiting. It is also somewhere Owner can work from whenever She chooses whilst also being close to Her family and friends.

Owners expectation (rightly) of me, and my own desire, is that I should provide and maintain the same level of submission to and service for Her at each of Her properties. In fact, Owner should expect me, as Her submissive wife to serve and submit to Her at all times, irrespective of location.

Owner also expects, again rightly, that my place should always be at home, unless I have been invited to accompany Her or am running an errand for Her. This is also something I want as well, namely to be expected to always be at home with Her or waiting for Her, and allowed out only when accompanied by Her or to run an errand for Her.

These mutual desires and expectations work well for the most part, with one big exception. Work. My job does not allow me to work from abroad whereas Owners does. My job also requires that i sometimes attend external meetings or present at conferences/events. The latter i try to minimise. I will also only attend something for work that necessitates me being away from Owner overnight if She permits it.  If She does not i will not do it. Only in certain very restricted circumstances e.g.if i am visiting my elderly father who lives some distance away should Owner find Herself without Her submissive wife at home.

This usually works well. i have grown accustomed to being at home by Owners side or waiting at home for Her return. My work also now knows not to expect me to attend something that necessitates an overnight stay. Gone too are the days when i might attend after work socials if i am in the office. Now i choose to return straight home and am happier and healthier as a result. In short, and even a little to my own surprise, i love being as much of a stay-at-home wife as i can possibly be.

This may sound extreme, my younger-self definitely would have thought so, but it is how we both like and want to live our lives. Owner expects me to be with Her always or, if She is out without me, expects that i am at home waiting for Her. When She goes out and socialises with Her friends i remain at home, venturing out only to come and meet Her and carry Her bag as i accompany Her home from the station or go on somewhere else with Her. For my part i love the fact that, work aside, i can only go out with Owners permission and then only to run errands for Her or to visit family.

Work, however, can still complicate matters.

Just under a fortnight ago Owner travelled out to stay and work from Her flat in Spain and to catch-up with family and friends. Her plan was to work for a week then spend another week out there on holiday. By rights She ought to be able to expect me to accompany Her. However, i was only able to join Her for part of the time as i am not permitted to work from abroad and did not have the days to take as leave. Worse still, i had a conference mid-way through Owners second week away that i needed to present at in London. At the time i agreed to do it i had thought nothing of it as was in London and would not necessitate an overnight stay and Owner did not, at that stage, have any plans to travel to Spain. When She booked and i realised i had a diary clash i mistakenly felt obliged to still cover the event as i had previously had to pull out of another, run by the same people, at short notice due to ill health. i felt i could not let them down twice.

So it was that Owner found Herself without me by Her side in Her flat in Spain for just under a week before i flew out to join Her for a few days, only for me to then have to return ahead of Her (She returns today, Saturday) to present at this conference. We both really missed each other during this period apart from one another although i at least got to spend a few days with Her out there.

Whilst we were separated the first week i kept getting lovely but painful to read messages from Owner saying, not just that She missed me but also how horrible it was that She was now left having to do things in Her flat, things that by rights She ought to be able to simply expect me to do, like cleaning. i did try to make amends by doing my chores whilst out there but i felt really bad knowing that Owner did not have me there with Her to start with and so was needing to spend time doing things that rightfully She ought to not have to do. She ought to be able to always depend on Her stay-at-home submissive wife to do them for Her.

i perhaps make it sound like we didn’t also go out and have fun together, we absolutely did. We took a day trip up the coast, we attended the midnight bonfire and fireworks on the beach to mark the shortest night, we had a boozy night out with Her sister and Her sisters partner and we hosted and entertained Her family and their respective partners.

Incidentally, one thing i have come to love about time in the flat out in Spain is the fact that it is easy for Owner to invite all Her family over and the opportunity that provides me with to try to demonstrate my domestic service training. Owner and i don’t really entertain in London so i don’t really have an opportunity to display my ‘service’ to others. In Spain i do, even if discretely. My hope is that Owners family all think that She has me well-trained and under Her control😊.

My time in Spain was, however, regrettably short as I had to return to the UK for this damned conference. My leaving early, though known about in advance, still upset and annoyed Owner. In hindsight, i was wrong to have put my attendance at this event ahead of staying at Her side and She was right to be disappointed in me. At the time i said yes to the conference i did not know about the Spain trip and did not think to discuss my attendance with Owner as the event was in London so no overnight stay was needed. However, in the intervening time Owner organised to go to Spain and i should, i now realise, have adjusted accordingly. Her needs and expectations should always come first and, on this occasion, i failed Her.  Now Owner has two homes i need to adjust my thinking and my mindset, plan ahead but also be adaptable so that She can be confident that i will be with Her/in Her flat looking after it and Her whether She be in London or Spain. Neither of us would want for this to happen again.

The sooner we can both retire the better. Then there will really be no need or excuse, bar occasional family visits, for me to be anywhere other than:

• At home in whichever of Owners flats, be that London or Spain, She is using at the time
• Accompanying Owner outside when invited to join Her
•  Undertaking a solo errand or task for Owner

When i am alone at home i always contact Owner and tell Her what clothes i propose to wear that day and seek Her permission to do so before then getting dressed. We did try having Her choose my outfits for me in advance but it became quite tiresome for Owner to have to think about so we agreed i can choose but then must seek Her approval before wearing.

Yesterday was just such a day. It also being a Friday it was also one of my more ‘dress-down’ for work days. Accordingly, as we exchanged morning wishes on whatsapp, me in London and Owner in Spain, i sought Her permission to wear this outfit, namely my red bra, pattered white blouse and my wrap tartan skirt. As i am demonstrating it was worn without knickers

By the way, as you can see i am back (finally) into chastity. Owner agreed i perform better and have a better (submissive) mindset when i am locked, even though She enjoys the opportunity to ‘tease’ me when I am unlocked. i am back in an old device of mine pending the arrival of a new one – we have tried a few different ones lately with no real success.

But, back to yesterday. My, i think, suitably slutty outfit led to two memorable moments during the day. The first happened on a work Teams call when i suddenly saw on the screen that as i was leaning forwards over my laptop my blouse was ‘gaping open’ a bit and my bright red bra strap and part of the bra cup was clearly visible. For a second i thought about hastily trying to cover myself but realised that it must have been visible for a good few minutes and any sudden move to cover would only serve to further draw my colleagues attention to it. So instead I thought ‘fuck it’ and continued the meeting, bra partially in view. Slut move number 1.

Then later in the day the grocery delivery arrived. i knew this was coming as i had booked it the previous day. Anyway, i pranced downstairs to our front door to take delivery dressed as above (albeit with skirt covering chastity cage but still sans panties). The driver was a short, middle-aged, balding man whose eyes popped out in surprise when he saw what i was wearing. Honestly, he gave me a full, slow look his eyes slowly moving up from my bare legs, the hem of my skirt to my navel and then to my bust. It is the most blatantly and salaciously i have ever been stared at by a stranger. i possibly made it worst for him as well each time i bent down to pick up the groceries and carry them inside. Poor chap 😊. Little did he know (i was facing him as i bent down) that were I bent over a bed i would have looked like this

pussy open and ready, as always!

Slut move number 2.

Now, where did that aubergine go? 😊

The Show Must Go On

i owe everyone an apology, Owner especially for having been quite rubbish of late. i have become distracted by work, which at times has been quite shit and by the general state of the world, even more shit. Consequently my mind has been elsewhere and my performance and behaviours have not been anywhere close to the levels Owner expects and that i aspire to provide.

i have allowed my mind and my focus to be elsewhere rather than focussed as it should be on serving and submitting to Owner. i have been distracted and have grown wan and listless. i have kept up my Spanish studies but my exercises have become irregular and i have put on the pounds. Daily chores, whilst still undertaken, have not been fully completed, not have punishments been requested as they should be.

In short, i have been quite shit.

i am someone who can be 'in my head' quite a bit. Normally that is a good thing, it helps with my focus, submission and service. However, there are times that part of me becomes subsumed under other worries and concerns and i kind of lose touch with myself a bit, the happy submissive and playful side of me. Sadly i have been in one of those places of late.

To make matters worse Owner and i are currently in different countries and i am missing Her terribly. She flew out to Spain on Saturday and i head out to join Her this coming Friday. Neither of us likes being apart from one another.

The positive is that neither of us wants this new 'relaxed' (in terms of my behaviour) state of affairs to continue. We both desire the return of 'normal' me i.e. a submissive, contented, horny and frustrated pet who is regularly tortured and punished by his Owner and who dotes on and serves Her and keeps everything in Her life 'just so' whilst still being good company. Someone focussed on Her and nothing else.

i am trying to get back to that state of mind. It really is the place in which i am at my happiest and most contented, it is just that work and the world seem to conspire against me on a daily basis. But, we must overcome. Better times can still be ahead.

So with that in mind, and with Owners permission even though She is not here to supervise me, i was allowed to still do my monthly outdoor challenge. The dice were rolled and... drumroll please, they showed that i was to do a bra flash outside a train station that is about 15 minutes from where we live. Incidentally, i videoed the dice roll, which was done immediately after I woke up, so Owner could be reassured it was done properly. If you are curious to know what sort of state i look like just after i have rolled out of bed scroll to the very end and you can see the video of me, in my nightie with my bed hair.

But, back to the challenge. It is a warm summers day here in London so i decided to complete my challenge wearing my short denim skirt and a little sleeveless and slightly cropped summer blouse – which sort of reveals my bra a little bit anyway, even i pulled it down to show-off my pretty lace cups.

The result looked like this

As promised, for the curious wanting to know what I look like first thing (and I warn you it is not pretty) this is the dice-roll video i recorded for Owner this morning

20 Years

Owner and i celebrated 20 years since the day we first clapped eyes on each other this weekend. That momentous occasion occurred at Bond Street tube station on the 31 May 2005 when, after a period of conversing online, we met in-person for the first time.

It would then be another 5 months before Owner tired of waiting for me to make a move and so grabbed me and snogged me as i was about to wave Her goodbye at Charing Cross station. What had been a relationship of 'just friends' then quickly became something far closer.

Fast forwards 20 years and we are still very much in love and having fun together and loving each others company. To mark the occasion Owner treated me by taking me out to a concert at the O2 Arena in Greenwich and booking a hotel next to the venue so that we could have a lazy morning the next day. The band we went to see were the amazing Babymetal with support from Poppy and Bambie Thug. It was a wonderful concert and we both had a great time. Here are some pictures from the evening:

The giant space that is the O2 Arena

In rock we trust

Yours truly

The view over the O2 and the River Thames from our hotel window

As an anniversary gift i bought Owner a pair of beautiful (well i think so and She was very happy with them) ear-rings. 

Owner bought me a really pretty new rainbow coloured stainless steel chastity device. However, pretty as it was the device was also very heavy and unfortunately we both quickly concluded that it wasn't going to be a practical option for me. Consequently, i currently continue to remain chastity free.

pretty but much too heavy

Sorry for not having posted much recently. Life, work especially, has been busy and stressful and my 'get up and go' kind of got up and went. Normality will, i hope, return soon.

Naughty Neighbour

Today is the 16th of the month and, as regular readers of this blog will know, that means it was outdoor challenge day. Accordingly, as Owner looked on, this morning i rolled Her two outdoor challenge dice. The first determines the challenge location and the second what i will be doing.

First up was the location. The dice decided that i would be completing the challenge literally just around the corner, about 100m from where we live in a neighbouring street. This was followed by the second dice which determined what i would be doing. The answer....a bra flash.

Long gone are the days when just the prospect of flashing my bra would have left me mortified and embarrassed. My 38AAA bras regularly get 'revealed' in bars and cafes, even sometimes at work when i notice my blouse is gaping open a little more than intended! So anyway, i thought i would jazz-up my 'flash' by using the opportunity to also show off my favourite skirt.

It is my favourite on account of the fact that the hem barely covers my panties. Many a tradesman, builder or delivery person has seen me wearing it when they have called around to Owners flat but the only time i have ventured outside wearing it is when i put the rubbish out. Until today that is.

Today i opted to wear my red bra, no blouse (just a denim jacket), matching red panties and shoes, my little black skirt and stockings.

It was fun posing in the neighbouring street. My whole 'performance' was also watched by a woman who was sat in a parked car. Quite what she thought of my little 'show' i have no idea. Owner complimented me on how i got on by describing me as 'tarty', which made my day. What do readers think?

Orgasms and Ice Cream Aplenty

These past couple of days have seen Owners vibrator power Her to climax after climax and a positive tsunami of semen spurt from my own excitable little clitty. It is fair to say that Owner has made full use of my temporarily unlocked and somewhat incapacitated state for Her pleasure and amusement. Having had no orgasms for nearly a full year She again instructed me to:

'Cum like a slut' this morning, the third such instruction She has given me in a little over seven days. i am having quite the week!

In addition to that, Owner has also allowed me to eat ice cream at home, again on three occasions this past week. Owner is usually quite strict in terms of whether or not i am allowed ice cream. Add to that the fact that She has also plied me with drinks a couple of times and my period of incapacity has definitely had its upsides!

Actually, thinking about it i wonder if anyone has ever tried or made semen flavoured ice cream? i'd buy it :). But, back to that third orgasm, which happened early this morning.

The day began with Owner reaching across under the bedsheet and teasing and caressing my sleepy unlocked little clit, deftly wakening it with Her fingers. The next minute She was up and rummaging about in Her bedside table. i was lying on my side, facing away from Her, so could not see what She was doing. However, i soon heard the unmistakable sound of straps being tightened as She stepped into Her strapon.

My initial thought was one of concern lest She had decided to road test Her new strapon in my pussy. Much as i love to be fucked i am not sure fucking it hard would be a good idea right now given the current state of my back. i also knew though that, were She to part my legs back pain or no back pain this slut would be too cock hungry to try to resist. AS it turned out Owner was clearly on the same wavelength and had another plan in mind for Her whore, namely having Her suck Her lovely new cock whilst She pleasured Her clit with Her vibrator.

Owners new cock is a delight.  Owner saw it online and was immediately taken with it and the harness. It is an XXL Sliding Skin Dildo from the French company Strap on Me. It is a girthy cock with realistic sliding foreskin meaning that i can 'wank' it like a real penis whilst also sucking on its delightful head. At first Owner thought i was struggling to get Her cock down into my throat. However, it was less a size issue and more an angle of attack problem. Her positioning meant that Her cock was hitting up against the roof of my mouth rather than pushing down my throat. A small adjustment in position quickly solved that issue and we were off, my head bobbing up and down Her impressive shaft whilst i gripped the realistic flesh of its length and stroked it up and down.

Owners lovely new phallus

After first bringing Herself off with Her vibrator as i fellated and masturbated Her cock Owner then permitted me to masturbate my own diminutive little clit whilst also continuing to suck Her own bigger phallus. With my mouth lips wrapped around Her cock i sought permission to cum from Owner. 'Like a slut' She instructed and watched in satisfaction as i rubbed my clit until it spurted. My third orgasm in a week. 

The Temptation of Poppet

My back is slowly starting to recover. For the first time in a week i was able to leave the flat and accompany Owner on a short (and slow) walk around the block. That evening often offered to split a can of rum and coke, that had been in our fridge for weeks, with me.  i don't know if the rum was strong or it was the combination of rum and meds but it made me quite tipsy very quickly!

Then yesterday i managed a slightly longer excursion with Her, this time walking to our local park (the one that often features in the background of some of my outdoor challenges) and managing to complete a lap of it whilst supervised and accompanied by Owner. It was lovely to be outside again.

On the slow walk back home Owner suggested buying some alcoholic drinks to have whilst watching a rental movie at home, beer for Her and cherry cider for me, declaring that She wanted to get me pissed. Well, two small bottles later and i couldn't feel any discomfort in my back at all. Owner then poured me a limoncello and, well the next thing i knew i had fallen asleep!

Fast forward to the next day i.e. this morning. As i lay in bed Owner began teasing and caressing my unlocked clit, She has insisted it remain unlocked ever since the cage broke a week ago. It didn't take long before it and i were both fully aroused. Owner then stopped teasing me for a short while before turning Her attention back to my clit once again. This continued for a short while, Her slapping and caressing my clit and playing with my nipples then pausing, before commencing again. All the while i lay there, breathing heavily as i felt my arousal increase.

Then Owner suddenly got out of bed. i thought that, having teased me, that was it, but i was wrong. She removed Her knickers and placed them over my head, positioning the crotch so that i could inhale Her scent. The fabric was moist. i breathed in deeply, breathing in the heady aroma of Her sex.

Knickers in place i then heard Owner rummaging around in Her bedside drawer before She padded around the bed and positioned Herself so that She was stood by my side of the bed, facing away from me. She removed Her knickers from my head and i rolled onto my side to take in the glorious site of Her naked backside positioned just inches from my face. i grasped Her hips with both hands and was able to wiggle myself to the edge f the bed so that i could bury my tongue between her ass cheeks, As i did so She flicked on Her vibrator and clamped it against Her clit.

Owner half-squatted at the side of the bed, pleasuring Herself with Her toy as i gripped Her buttocks with my hands and pleasured Her anus with my tongue as She brought Herself off. The fun did not, however, end there.

After climaxing Owner got back into bed and rolled onto Her side. By this point i was so horny that all discomfort from my back was forgotten and i hauled myself 180 degrees so that my face was now level with Owners recumbent backside. i parted Her cheeks and feasted on Her glorious anus. Owner once again positioned Her vibrator between Her legs and pleasured Herself further as my tongue licked, pushed and twirled inside Her luscious chocolate treat. Then to my surprise, and with my face still buried between Her cheeks, Owner reached across to my clit and started to stroke it fast, pumping it until i was soon urgently requesting permission to cum, my words muffled from having my face buried between Her arse cheeks.

Thus it was that, for a second time in a week, i found myself climaxing. This time with the added sensory delight of doing so whilst my face was buried in Owners wonderful backside. i confess that it was a heavenly treat.

After we got up Owner then escorted me on another short walk, this time to the shopping centre where we had a coffee before getting some provisions. i again felt bad as i can't really carry anything at the moment so Owner had to lug the shopping back home, only letting me carry a bag of kitchen towels and cold meat. Even just this, however, possibly combined with the mornings excitement, was enough for me to need to retire back to bed when we got back from the shops and cook my back for a bit with the mini electric blanket.

In summary, Owner is continuing to take very good care of me (arguably too good) and my back is steadily improving. Hopefully i will be back to being able to fully resume my duties and chores in the not to distant future. Here are some pictures of me that Owner took today

in the shopping centre cafe

cooking my back with the mini-electric blanket

My Wonderful Owner

It has been almost a week now that i have been laid up, first with my hip and then with my back (the latter triggered by the problem i had with the former). There has been very little that i have physically been able to do other than occasionally slowly shuttle to the bathroom or the kitchen and back, at first only with the help of crutches, now finally unaided.

During this time Owner has been a star. She has cooked and cleaned, helped to towel me dry after a shower, brought me drinks and snacks, entertained and looked after me. She even went out and bought me some clothes to cheer me up (cute shorts and a little t-shirt) and some things to read, a travel guide to our next big planned holiday destination (Japan) and a manga about the joys of dressing up and trying to look cute - just up my street! All whilst still working full-time. i truly have the best, most caring and the kindest Owner in the world.

i feel guilty about Her doing all this and keep sporadically trying to 'help' only to be immediately scolded and told my focus should be on taking care of my back and ensuring that it fully recovers and there is no repeat of what happened to me 15 years ago. That is when 2 discs slipped and i was left unable to walk for months and it took a further 2-3 years before i was physically capable of doing something as simple as running to catch a bus. Thankfully, my routine of daily exercises and stretches helped my back to recover. Until that is the bursitis in my hip managed to trigger it last week. i am hopeful, however, that i will have fully recovered by next week.

Meantime, i am being ultra cautious and just trying to 'sneak-in' a bit of occasional and very light housework, things that don't risk my back or the wrath of my concerned Owner. Most of my day is, however, spent doing next to nothing constructive or useful. Instead, all i can do is watch as my poor Owner works and toils around me and marvel at what a truly wonderful, caring and beautiful Owner i have. She truly is one in a million.