A Lovely Time

Yesterday evening Owner and i went to see a screening of The Duke of Burgundy a film about two lesbian lovers, butterflies and moths and the demands and trials of the central characters S&M relationship. It is beautifully shot and worth checking out. As it was a trip to the cinema it also meant that i would be wearing a skirt in public once again. It is funny, wearing the skirt is not what makes the experience feel a little humiliating to me (which is part of the point) but rather the fact that i arrive in jeans and then change into a skirt so that anyone in the foyer waiting to go in who is paying attention must think to themselves 'I am sure that person was wearing skinny jeans a minute ago!'

Anyway, it is a teensy bit of public humiliation fun that i greatly enjoy as you might be able to tell from this photo that Owner took.

i adore my new skirt

Talking of Owner She has really now got into Her stride when it comes to choosing and ordering my meals for me in restaurants. Me looking at the menu has really started to become a pointless exercise. Last night before the movie She we went to an Italian restaurant where She ordered me a risotto. When the waitress came to take the orders Owner even used the phrase 'and he will have...'. i could have melted. i was in public displays of ownership and control heaven! i love the fact that little by little Owner continues o extend Her complete control over me.

Earlier in the afternoon we had a bit of a wander around the areas near to St Paul's Cathedral and went up once again to the viewing area near the shopping arcade next to it which affords great views of the cathedral and that part of London. You can get a sense o how close you are to the Dome of the Cathedral from the following picture

St. Paul's Cathedral

 And a rare shot of Owner!

After visiting the viewing area we dived into a coffee shop for a couple of hot chocolates. It was quite a cold day and, as you can see from my expression, i think i was quite pleased that we were both back inside in the

warmth.

A Lovely and Relaxed Weekend

After recent weekends which have been spent travelling or dealing with work being done on our flat is was wonderful to have a weekend with Owner of just doing as much or as little as we wanted and just enjoying each others company.

Saturday morning started in fine style with Owner inviting me back to bed after breakfast where She proceeded to caress me, pull and twist my nipple and spank my clitty before applying Her vibrator to Her sex and having me lick and prove Her arse as She brought Herself to a happy and shuddering orgasm. i was in heaven as She toyed with and spanked my clitty hard (i have been out of chastity since our trip to Copenhagen) and rubbed Herself against my swollen clitty but left me deliciously and deliriously denied. As we snuggled i begged Her to be left in this state of denial until at least Christmas. Of course, the decision as to whether or no i will be prevented from or permitted to orgasm is Hers and Hers alone but i have to confess to adoring the feeling of  frustrated arousal. i love watching and listening to Her cum, playing my part in bringing Her pleasure and satisfaction, being told to lick Her arse (one of my all time favourite acts to perform) whilst all the while aching and throbbing but being kept denied myself. To me sex really doesn't get any better than that.

Anyway, where was i? Oh yes, the rest of Saturday was spent with me catching-up on some overdue tasks about the flat, doing a further edit to a short story i submitted for publication via Lulu.com (apparently a fully naked cover image isn't appropriate :) for an 'adult' short-story) and then watching TV together in the evening.

Sunday started equally brightly. As i was washing up from breakfast Owner grabbed the paddle that hangs near to the sink for just this reason and began to paddle my naked buttocks as i cleaned and scrubbed the dishes. Owner then reached underneath me o start paddling my exposed 'bits'. This evoked happy muffled groans and grunts of delight from your s truly (i always wear a ball gag when washing up - hence the muffled sounds). i spread my thighs as wide as i could  as Owner paddled my testes hard before hanging the paddle back on its hook next to the sink and leaving me to dry and put away the dishes and enjoy the hot throbbing between my legs.

Next i cleaned and dusted the lounge, albeit this time i did so with my clitty adorned with builders clamps and weighted table cloth weights. By the time i had finished and the clamps were removed my clitty had acquired a bright shade of hot pink and was marked by a series of 'teeth' imprints from the serrated plastic clamps. Combined with the earlier paddling ensured that my clitty remained wonderfully 'hot flushed' and sensitive for the rest of the day.

The afternoon saw us both walking to Greenwich where we looked (unsuccessfully) to try and find some beads and other charms etc for me to turn into jewellery. i have ordered a load of basics from Etsy and now need to start producing some actual items with a view to potentially opening a shop on Etsy to sell them through. Then we headed to the cinema where Owner had bought tickets for us to watch a thoroughly enjoyable Danish noir thriller called 'The Keeper of Lost Causes'. Being a trip to the cinema mean that, of course, i was expected to change into a skirt to watch the movie. Here's a picture of me waiting for us to be able to go into the screening

not the prettiest of legs and not sure the socks and flats were a good idea

and inside waiting for the movie to start - and yes a few more people did arrive before the film started!

After the movie ended i headed back to the toilets to get changed back into jeans for the journey home. Unusually, all the cubicles in the gent were bust so i had to wait for a while until one become free, all the time getting some curious looks from guys at the urinals!

When Owner and i got home the remainder of the evening was spent with me doing some more cleaning whilst Owner listed to the football on the internet and then i did some Spanish studies before we both retired to bed.

It really was a very enjoyable and relaxed weekend

Interruption to Normal Service

Owner and i have had a somewhat chaotic last few weeks as we have been having quite a few things done to our flat. We have had our loft boarded and insulated, new flooring laid throughout much of the flat, alcoves built and installed in the lounge and new furniture delivered. This meant that for much of the previous few weeks we have been living in a degree of chaos with a variety of different builders etc coming and going during the day. My role has been to try and supervise activities (i.e. make the workmen cups of tea!) and re-paint whilst also continuing my 'normal' day job from home.

Unfortunately, one of the consequences of all of this upheaval and chaos at home is that there has been a marked slip in the levels of my service and development/training this past few weeks. Owner has been very gracious and says that it has been understandable but i am, once again, disappointed in myself. i have maintained my core cleaning and cooking etc activities but have not been making the most of the time i had available to provide the level of service and attentiveness to Owner that She deserves and ought to expect. It has felt, to me, to have been a bit of a 'lost' month.

The good news, however, that with the exception of one last large item of furniture that we are still waiting to be delivered all of the works etc have been completed. The lounge now looks completely different and lovely and we also have a much more 'useable' loft space with all sorts of 'interesting' potential to be utilised as a place of punishment/torment as well as storage. One activity that i have maintained throughout though has been my exercises, specifically my butt exercises. i now workout my butt at least 3 days a week with 20kg ankle weights and Owner has given me really positive feedback as to how much more shapely and bouncy my bottom has become. i am thrilled by this and hope to eventually develop and big round bubble butt with slim waist to give me a better figure.

Amidst all of the activities to our flat we have also managed to get in a few fun activities as well. Owner has made use of my tongue in Her arse to bring Herself pleasure and has also had fun masturbating Herself against my derriere whilst i had a dildo embedded to the hilt in my pussy whilst simultaneously fellating another dildo. i also had the opportunity to wear one of my skirts out in public at the movies again. The shots below are of me waiting to go into the screening and then in the theatre itself

Hopefully now all of the works have been done i can quickly get back to normal and Owner can once again start to enjoy the level of service and attention She deserves. Owner has also expressed Her frustration at the fact that we both still have to work full time and has asked me to think of ways in which i can bring in some more money, i anyone has any great ideas i am, as they say, all ears!

Saturday Night (well actually afternoon) At The Movies

Yesterday Owner and i went to the movies. As is now expected of me by Her whenever we go to the movies or theater together i was instructed to change into a skirt when we got to the venue to wear for the screening. i was then allowed to change out of my skirt and back into my jeans for the journey home. The picture below was taken whilst we waited to enter the theatre. On previous occasions i have worn tights with my skirt, but as it was a warm day i went bare-legged this time. As i think you can tell from the picture i quite enjoy wearing my skirts out in public (though i do still get nervous). Afterwards Owner said She was pleased with me too and remarked that i looked quite a slut in my little skirt - which of course i am. You can judge for yourself below;

Incidentally, the film we watched was The Two Faces of January - which was OK, not brilliant but OK with some lovely shots of Greek landscapes

Back to the Cinema

Owner and i went to see a movie this evening. Nothing that unusual in that you might think. However, now as part of the current phase of my development as Her ideal wife Owner requires that whenever we go to the cinema or the theatre i must wear a skirt whilst we are there.

So, here i am about to go and watch 'The Double' - which incidentally we both enjoyed

in couldn't resist flashing my crutch - what you can't see as i am also safely locked away under my tights

Poppet On A Hot Waterloo Bridge

Well today was the day when i completed my Waterloo Bridge red-heeled shoes and skirt challenge. It was a roasting hot day and i was somewhat nervous as Owner and i set out across the bridge and back. However, i managed to complete the challenge

Challenge completed we headed off towards Bond Street for me to complete another bra challenge, popping into the National Theatre en route for a spot of lunch. When we arrived at Oxford Street we quickly realised that we'd timed our arrival to perfection to coincide with Gay Pride. There were some great outfits on display

i did strip off my top to reveal my bra as the challenge dictated but Owner adjudged that i had not done the challenge very well (which i agree was the case) and so that particular challenge will have to be repeated. Then it was off for some shopping with Owner followed by a coffee in a cafe and a chance for me to show-off one of my purchases, a fab pair of BIG sunglasses

Having quenched our thirst, or in my case topped-up my caffeine levels, it was time to head back home. However, not before doing our grocery shopping for the week with me wearing my butt plug and clover nipple clamps as dictated by another of Owners World Cup Challenges.

It was a hot day in London and by the time Owner and i got back we were both suffering a little from the heat. i was pleased i'd completed some of my challenges but dissapointed with myself for not having done my bra challenge to Owners satisfaction.

One Small Step For poppet - GULP!

The last of Owners challenges for this round of the World Cup have now been drawn courtesy of the results of the recent elimination round and they will, this weekend, see me going where i have never been before (though i have dreamt about and desired for sometime). In short, at some point this weekend i will be walking across London's Waterloo Bridge in my red stilleto heels and wearing my black short skirt, albeit on top of a pair of jeans. i've never before worn a skirt in public (apart from at a club or other 'safe' event) and whilst i know that wearing it on top of jeans is not exactly fully en femme, it is the first time i will have ever worn a skirt in public and not at an event.

i am thrilled, excited and also nervous at the prospect as, who knows, i may bump into someone i know whilst wearing my skirt. The deal with Owner is that i have to wear it for a minimum of 30 minutes. In a way it is the last taboo of my public femming. i'm now used to wearing make-up in public, girly tops, bras and even walking in heels in public is not new. But the skirt is. To me it will mark a personal landmark and something i have wanted to be able to do for a long-time and i am grateful (i think!) to Owner for giving me the opportunity.

Over the course of the weekend i will also have some more public challenges to complete, such as showing off my bra in public three times on Bond Street (that courtesy of Japan losing on penalties in their match), going naked into our garden and masturbating using only a pair of chopsticks and shopping whilst wearing nipple clamps and a butt plug. However, all of these i have done before in some form or other (yes even the chopsticks - though not outside). Needless to say this feels to me like a momentous weekend because of the skirt challenge. i have remarked in the past to Owner how i would like to be made to wear a skirt in public and this weekend's red high heels and black skirt combination across Waterloo Bridge (there and back) will certainly put my desire and resolve to the test! It now seems an age ago that i used to 'die' with embarrassment at the prospect of wearing make-up in public, something i now do all the time outside of work without batting an eyelash. Wearing a skirt really does though feel like the last of the acts i need to complete before my public feminisation is complete.

Now that the World Cup is coming upto the quarter finals tonight was time to draw the next set of teams out of Owners hat. The same rules apply, if they lose i will have to complete more challenges, albeit ones even more challenging than those already drawn for the previous rounds of the competition. i have drawn the following teams;

• Brazil
• Germany
• Uruguay
• Spain

Obviously my desire is to see them all lose as i crave public challenges and can't wait to see what Owner may devise for these. However, whether i will be so excited at the prospect when it comes to actually completing them remains to be seen.

Meanwhile though i have my high heels and skirt challenge to accomplish. i'll just try to make sure that as i step out along my very public catwalk that i put my best foot forward, try not to fall over and enjoy my long desired opportunity to strut my stuff and show the world (well at least that part of it that happens to be crossing the River Thames at the time) what a girly slut i am! Nervous? Moi? You bet!