Stay At Home Wife (and Slut)

One of the things that Owner expects from me is to remain working from home as much as possible and to definitely be at home to supervise or attend to any works that might need doing to Her flat. This week that saw me working from home at the start of the week, whilst Owner worked from Her office, in order to supervise some plumbing repairs we needed to have done in the bathroom. The plumber was very good and efficient and completed the work over two days. 

Each day i plied him with a fresh cup of tea and then left him to get on with things. He did occasionally stop to check something with me or have a brief chat but for the most part he just got on with things, him in his working denim and top and me in my stockings and skirt. As to whether or not he liked my home working attire, i have no idea. Owner, however, complimented me on my outfit by calling me a tart. What do readers think? Here i am going about my business with the plumber working in the background

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Me giving the finished job a final inspection

It is funny to think that there was once a time when the prospect of standing talking to a strange man wearing fishnet stockings and a skirt that barely covers my panties would have terrified me. It is definitely not something i would have ever once dared to do. How times change. i guess, under Owners expert guidance, i truly am starting to become a slut :)

Had you once told me that there would come a day when i would love to dress in short skirts (the shorter the better - i think the one i am wearing in these photos is the perfect length for a naughty gurl like me) and would feel really comfortable wearing them, even with a man i don't know, i would not have believed you. Yet, here i am. Happy and at ease being not simply Owners submissive wife, but dressed as Her slutty tart too in the company of a stranger.

Talking of working outfits. Owner has stipulated that this evening She wants me wearing my knickers only, nothing else. She also wants me to prepare one meal this week wearing just my furry-tailed solid metal butt plug and vicious clover clamps and then to spend a whole day with a pair of Her used knickers on my head, so that i inhale Her scent from dawn to dusk (and beyond). What a week! 

New Bathroom

Owner and i finally got to reclaim our little flat this week with the completion of our new bathroom. We are really thrilled with the results and i even got to celebrate the occasion with a glass of Owners' finest golden nectar

As i mentioned we are really happy with the result and hopefully this is the last building project we need to undertake at home. You can see you yourself what our new bathroom looks like below

at handover from builders

One of the great thing about the new bathroom is that i now have my own cupboard for my make-up and creams etc. As Owner often remarks, i am a high maintenance pet!

With the works finished all that was left was cleaning up (although to be fair the builders were also pretty tidy) and getting everything back into its rightful place. It also means that i can finally get back to my usual domestic routines.

Hopefully i will be back and blogging more frequently again from now onwards.

What News Poppet?

This is just a quick update to reassure readers that all is well. We still have builders in at home and so are de-camped in temporary accommodation around the corner until we are able to return home.

Owner took me out for some drinks and people watching after work yesterday, which was very enjoyable. i love getting to hang out with Her. She also bought me a long black, off-the-shoulder dress and opera gloves in which to perform the 'Put the blame on mame' scene from Gilda She has requested from me. i will be performing that for Owner this weekend and will update readers on how my little show went in the next post.

Meantime, i hope everyone is well. Take care.

Leaks and Lakes

Owner and i have just returned form a lovely little trip to Geneva in Switzerland. The weather was glorious with clear views across to Mont Blanc. We had a lovely relaxing time. During our brief visit we took a boat trip out on the lake, enjoyed craft beers and fine food, ate chocolate and wandered around the old town and the Botanical Garden. Geneva was everything i imagined it might be, clean and pretty.

By Lake Geneva

with the famous water fountain in background

in the botanical garden

But the city also threw-up a few surprises as well. Take the area around the train station which still has an active red light district with many street prostitutes working (not a common sight these days). The prostitutes were all wearing vertiginous high-heeled boots but had all taken the sensible option of sitting on chairs outside rather than standing. i don't blame them as those heels must be killers. i joked to Owner that if ever we fell on hard times Geneva train station would be a spot i could come to to try and earn our keep.

Whilst we were there Owner gifted me the treat of enjoying Her delicious anus with my tongue whilst She pleasured Herself with Her vibrator. She also rubbed Her sex against my caged little clit and generally teased and tormented me before leaving me frustrated, aroused and horny after She'd had Her full. Needless to say Her teasing led to a bit of leakage on my part, albeit not as much as a that i experienced about a week ago.

On that occasion Owner briefly released my caged clit and teased and caressed it repeatedly before eventually stopping. i didn't cum but my clit leaked quite copiously, much to my embarrassment.

We are still living in chaos at home as our kitchen works have still not been completed. Both of us have now lost our patience over this and are just desperate to get the work finished so we can fully reclaim our little flat and live undisturbed by builders and disruption again.

So, It's Been A While...

Profuse apologies for the long absence. Owner and i are both good it is just much that was less than great has been going on which distracted my and Her attention and which left us both feeling out of sorts for a while. First off was the building work we were having done (new bathroom) which is always a disruption but this time seemed to be even more so. The works took over four times as long as we were told they would and led to quite a bit of stress. We are both really pleased with the end result (and it could be a good location for some photos :)) - but it was stressful.

Then my back went in the middle of all this and is still not much better three months on. Readers who have been following this blog from the start may recall that about 5 years ago my back went big time - discs L5&6 popped out of position and left me pretty much immobilised for two months unable to walk more than a few hundred yards. Thankfully, a regime of exercise and pilates got them back into position without the need for surgery. Since then my back has mostly been OK give or take the odd temporary relapse. But this never lasted more than a few days and I kept up the exercise regime to keep my core tight. Sadly, my back seems to be determined to stay a bit fucked up this time. Each morning when i get up my body is slightly slumped to one side and takes most of the day to straighten out and my hip can be very painful to when walking. Anyway, I remain hopeful that it will return to normal...eventually...meanwhile I have been having some tests done.

Oh, and then there was Brexit or rather the day that 52% of my fellow citizens decided to fuck over the other 48% and plunge the UK into economic and political chaos. Suddenly all of Owner and my dreams and hopes seemed extremely uncertain as She is a Spanish EU citizen and I am from that now joke of a country called the UK (though i suspect it will not remain united for long). Anyway, Brexit put me in a foul frame of mind, ruptured friendships and strained family relations. It did, however, lead to a first for us as a couple - it was the first time we have taken to the streets together in protest.

All, in i rather wish the last few months hadn't happened. But they did and now we're both good. We have also, however, still had some moments of fun and light relief. The picture below is of me at the Victoria & Albert doing my best impression of Botticelli's The Birth of Venus

And this is the outfit i wore as a 'dress down Friday' outfit when working from home yesterday - which meant this is the outfit the postal delivery person saw me in when i opened the door to receive a parcel and which our downstairs neighbour had a conversation with me wearing when she knocked on our door and asked if she could borrow an iron.

i have also started to try and make our flat prettier by adorning it with some flowers. We live on the first floor and so don't have a garden but now we have a pretty window box outside our bedroom window (replete with miniature gnomes as well! - see below)

Since then i have also negotiated with the downstairs neighbour to let me create a little container garden in the front of the house - which was just concreted over and pretty un-attractive. So now Owner also has a little flower garden tended by Her wife,

Talking of Owner, Her and i also enjoyed a trip to Helsinki in Finland after the building works as part of my belated birthday present to Her. We both love Finland and it was lovely to return, we happened to be their over the weekend of the Finns national day so everyone was out on the streets celebrating and it was lovely to share their special day with them. Here are some pictures from our trip:

Can't think why Owner wanted me to pose here!

My beautiful Owner

Then a couple of weeks ago we enjoyed a weekend trip to Belfast in Northern Ireland and had a quick explore along the coast of County Antrim, taking in the Giant's Causeway and some other sights - which was very enjoyable and pretty - as you can see from the pictures (and yes - despite my fear of heights we both crossed the rope bridge)

So apologies again for our recent absence from the blogsphere, i hope that normal service will re-commence from now on.

A (Mostly) Lousy Week

Last week wasn't the best of weeks. The work on the new bathroom started on Monday and by the end of the day the builders had already managed to flood ourdownstairs neighbours, an act they then managed to repeat later in the week for extra dramatic affect. Thankfully, no major damage was done and she was remarkably phlegmatic about the whole thing.

The contractors doing the work have been a nightmare to deal with and although we actually had paid already through the company we purchased the bathroom from for an 'expert installation service' i have ended up project managing much of their work. Oh and our boiler stopped workign so we had no hot water or heating and we also don't currently have a fully functioning toilet. We do, however, have enough dust being created each day to keep me busy hoovering etc until the end of time.

Meanwhile, Owner had Her period and wasn't feeling at Her best and She really does not cope well with chaos and dirt at the best of times and i hurt my back and spent a few days just limping around not able to walk properly. Ho hum! Needless to say we upped sticks and de-camped into a nearby budget hotel so we can at least shower etc.

The work is due to be completed at the end of this week and both of us can't wait for it to be finished and get our lives and our routine back.

On the positve side, Owner gave me a wonderful clitty spanking on Saturday whilst i was temporarily out of chastity for a few hours. She ensured that i didn't get to cum but Her expert beating and teasing left my clit throbbing and pulsating and feeling wonderfully and  desperately frustrated. It has now been over 50 days since i came and the longer it lasts the better and better the denial becomes. Seriously, orgasms are way over-rated compared to the slow, incessant, longing ache, the frustrated desire, the feverish twitches and random pulsating throbs, the constant yearn for release coupled with the hope to never be so so that the delicious and delirious feeling never ends. A few seconds of pleasure vs days, weeks, months who knows of that, that ache. Personally, i'd always take the latter.

See, just sitting typing these few sentences is driving me crazy. My clit has again started pulsating, twitching and throbbing in its plastic safe and my nipples are hard as bullets, creating two small pinnacles in the fabric of my top. i long for Owner to strike me hard and repeatedly 'down there', to fellate Her cock, feel it thrusting into me, to taste and lick Her anus, drink Her urine, feel my nipples beign twisted and pulled taut by Her. i long to watch as She receives pleasure and be happy to have been able to provide Her with such pleasure. To recall the smoothness of Her skin, Her scent, Her perfectly shaped breasts, the feel of being smothered between Her slim athletic thighs, face buried amidst the lush hair of Her pussy, fingers caressing the tips of Her nipples, Her presenting Her anus to me, parting Her small, pale cheeks to feast on Her treasure.

Everyday these thoughts fill my mind, exciting and arousing me and with each day of denial my excitement grows. The gift of chastity truly is the fift that keeps on giving. Thank you Owner for giving it to me. And it's a terrific distraction from the building works :)

Quiet Before The Storm and Random Musings

Owner and i are having a new bathroom installed next week so we are bracing ourselves for at least a week of chaos at home. This means that there will be a few days when i will be working from home with builders banging and clattering away in the background, days in which i won't be wearing a skirt but hopefully will still be able to wear my blouses, smart women's trousers, stockings and flats. Owner has decided that we should de-camp to a local hotel for a couple of nights at the end of next week so that we can shower etc without being surrounded by chaos.

Speaking of Owner, yesterday was Her birthday and i took Her out for a meal to a great gluten-free Italian restaurant in Soho in London called La Polentaria. Owner, of course, chose what i would eat but She did permit me to have a beer which i enjoyed as well as the meal. Now that Owner has switched to a gluten-free diet i have been learning some new recipes to prepare for Her. If any readers have any great gluten-free recipes they can recommend then i would love to hear about them so that i can add them to my repertoire for Owner.

Both of us travelled to Spain for the Easter weekend to spend it with Owners family. We had a really enjoyable time. It was also, i think, the first time that i have remained in chastity for such a trip. Previously, Owner told me to remain out of chastity for such visits but not this time and so i again successfully ran the gauntlet of airport security safely locked up and spent all of our visit locked away. Except for when i have been permitted to remove the device for cleaning i have now been locked in chastity for 41 days in a row. It is still quite a way from our previous all time record - which was over 60 days - but i am enjoying being locked-up again on a longer term basis and Owner seems to be too, which is great.

In one of my previous posts i mentioned about how Owner had found a really pretty dress She wanted me to buy but which i had not been able to as buying it would have left me with nothing left of the monthly allowance She allows me to spend each month - which would in turn have meant i would have had no money to pay to get to work on days i needed to go into the office. Well, i managed eek out the last of my allowance to the end of March and then the 1st April saw it replenished for another month. i checked that morning and to my delight the dress was still on sale, So after a quick text to Owner seeking Her permission to buy it i placed my order.  i can't wait for it to arrive. Below is a picture (and a link) from the website where i bought it

Link to dress here

i am also quite pleased with how my exercises have been going of late. As readers may recall i exercise regularly - with a focus primarily on my butt and abs. Owner has commented a few times that She likes how my body shape has changed - i can, for the first time in my life, now see my abs! - and i have also lost weight. i am now consistently down at just over the ten stone mark (circa 140-141lbs). My goal is to get below 140lbs and keep my weight consistently just below that which would bring me back the weight i was when Owner and i first met over a decade ago, which would be nice.

Interruption to Normal Service

Owner and i have had a somewhat chaotic last few weeks as we have been having quite a few things done to our flat. We have had our loft boarded and insulated, new flooring laid throughout much of the flat, alcoves built and installed in the lounge and new furniture delivered. This meant that for much of the previous few weeks we have been living in a degree of chaos with a variety of different builders etc coming and going during the day. My role has been to try and supervise activities (i.e. make the workmen cups of tea!) and re-paint whilst also continuing my 'normal' day job from home.

Unfortunately, one of the consequences of all of this upheaval and chaos at home is that there has been a marked slip in the levels of my service and development/training this past few weeks. Owner has been very gracious and says that it has been understandable but i am, once again, disappointed in myself. i have maintained my core cleaning and cooking etc activities but have not been making the most of the time i had available to provide the level of service and attentiveness to Owner that She deserves and ought to expect. It has felt, to me, to have been a bit of a 'lost' month.

The good news, however, that with the exception of one last large item of furniture that we are still waiting to be delivered all of the works etc have been completed. The lounge now looks completely different and lovely and we also have a much more 'useable' loft space with all sorts of 'interesting' potential to be utilised as a place of punishment/torment as well as storage. One activity that i have maintained throughout though has been my exercises, specifically my butt exercises. i now workout my butt at least 3 days a week with 20kg ankle weights and Owner has given me really positive feedback as to how much more shapely and bouncy my bottom has become. i am thrilled by this and hope to eventually develop and big round bubble butt with slim waist to give me a better figure.

Amidst all of the activities to our flat we have also managed to get in a few fun activities as well. Owner has made use of my tongue in Her arse to bring Herself pleasure and has also had fun masturbating Herself against my derriere whilst i had a dildo embedded to the hilt in my pussy whilst simultaneously fellating another dildo. i also had the opportunity to wear one of my skirts out in public at the movies again. The shots below are of me waiting to go into the screening and then in the theatre itself

Hopefully now all of the works have been done i can quickly get back to normal and Owner can once again start to enjoy the level of service and attention She deserves. Owner has also expressed Her frustration at the fact that we both still have to work full time and has asked me to think of ways in which i can bring in some more money, i anyone has any great ideas i am, as they say, all ears!

Back!

After months of having builders semi-permanently camped in our flat followed by weeks of decorating and sorting out the chaos and the mess left behind, Owner and i finally have our lives back! During the period of the building works (new bathroom and lounge) our lives didn't just go on hold but almost went into reverse. No longer was i able to serve Owner as She expected and wanted nor was i able to be the submissive i wanted or to serve Her completely. However, finally this weekend we were actually able to do something unique, namely spend time together and not just clean, paint etc. Though there was still some of that.

We have agreed that i can re-start my pet probationary period starting from today and so my development is well and truly back on. i'm back in chastity (sorry i forgot to update the counter but the device has been off for about 2 months) and i've even got a new chain to wear permanently slung between my nipple piercings. It has left them delightfully sore and me very horny and happy!

However, the period wasn't all bad. It has left us both with a wonderful looking flat and i was even able to make use of some of the leftover planks of wood by fashioning a cock-torture device for Owner to use. We haven't tried it out yet but it looks suitably evil! Will upload some photos this weekend.

Sorry this has been the first post in ages but we were both so drained and miserable with the building works that neither of us really felt in the mood. However, now we can re-start our Femdom relationship in earnest and my development too. i promise to be updating more frequently again now!

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