Happy Pride

Hello lovelies. i hope that this finds you well? It is Pride weekend here in London. Owner and i did not attend the parade but, as always, we were there in spirit. i am lucky in that i get to live my life and express myself as my true (admittedly unashamedly slutty) self. Many are not able to or feel reluctant to do so because of what might happen to them. To be gay, queer, trans, bisexual, non-binary, a cross-dresser or any other spectrum of the beautiful rainbow can result in death, jail, assault, abuse, intolerance and isolation in far too many places. Even in my own country, the UK, people can be and are attacked for simply being who they are, loving who they do and presenting themselves as their true selves.

Dive back into history and you will find societies and cultures that celebrated and embraced diversity in their ranks. Sadly, a combination of religious dogma and the patriarchy refused to accept, let alone celebrate, such differences. Instead they chose to punish anyone that was different to themselves, which also typically included all women as well as people whose sexuality or gender identity did not conform to such newly imposed societal 'norms' and hierarchies.

Thankfully, increasing numbers of society, especially the young are choosing to say 'screw all that'. They together with those brave activists who have long campaigned, championed and advocated for their rights and/or the rights of others, have helped bring us to the present day. A time where diversity is starting to slowly, gradually, be once again be recognised and celebrated for what it is. A day where women are starting to enjoy equal rights where people of all different sexualities and genders can publicly celebrate the variety of human love, identity and expression in all its many beautiful forms.

i am someone who is uncomfortable with the notion of labels, i am me, i am unique. But, i also know myself to still be quite different to the societal 'norm' and very, very different to most 'men'. Owner and i live a relationship that is just as loving as anyone else's (i would argue more so than many). She has always accepted me for who i am and helped me on my own journey to discover my true self.

However, i am fully aware that even in a place as diverse as London with its myriad of cultures and identities there remain others still will be and who and are quick to judge us and our relationship. i also chose to dress and act and in a manner that it true to who i am but which some, a minority, find so challenging they would not hesitate to physically or verbally abuse or assault me. Some countries would imprison me, others still condemn me to death.

So let us celebrate Pride. Celebrate those who are now able to live their true lives and provide solidarity for those still denied that right. Pride is an opportunity to celebrate people for all that they are. Fabulous, loving and different in so, so many wonderful ways. It is also a time to say thank you to those, like Owner, who love us for the people that we are. So to all you beautiful people, happy Pride month.

In other news, i am delighted to say that Owner is now fully recovered and our life has started to return back to normal, well 'normal' for us :).

Take care and i leave you with a few gratuitous pictures of me being, well me!

Bathroom poppet

My work outfit from earlier this week

In Sickness and in Sluttiness

First, the good news. Owner has not had any more severe allergic reactions for well over a week. Yay! Hopefully, we correctly identified the culprit (Her new Vitamin B tablets) and there will be no repeat. The more annoying news is that it looks like She may have to wait until September before She is able to see a specialist to try and confirm or refute our diagnosis. Thank you to all who reached out offering advice. You are such a lovely bunch of readers/followers.

Now the bad news. Owner has Covid. She tested positive a few days ago and has been feeling truly lousy. In an ironic twist we think She caught it during one of Her recent hospital visits. i, meanwhile, am still negative and hoping it stays that way. Sadly, this means i am sleeping in the box room on my own. Which sucks.

Finally, in other news. Today is the 16th of the month which means but one thing. Yep, it's outdoor challenge day. So this is me in our local park completing this month's challenge:

But, why this outfit and why this location?

Well, the day started with me rolling the set of Owners' dice that decide what i should where and where i should take the photos. She has even bought me a special 'dice' top to wear when i roll Her dice in front of Her watchful gaze. So, this was me this morning, face mask in place to avoid catching Covid but making me look like a duck

preparing to roll one of the dice whilst wearing my 'dice' t-shirt

Action shot

Well, the dice determined that i should wear shorts and fishnet stockings in front of a graffiti covered door in our local park. The next decision was to decide exactly what to wear. This proved easy. Owner recently bought me some summer shorts and a top, new summer hi-tops and some matching black ear-rings. Those, combined with red bra and knickers and black stockings would be my outfit. Now i just had to hope it did not rain (it has been raining on and off for days and the temperature has barely staggered past 16 degrees centigrade). But i was determined not to wear a coat and go to the park dressed only in my new outfit.

Here is a little photo story of me heading out and then finally completing the challenge set for me.

All dressed up and ready to head outdoors

Here i am on my way to the park

Entering the park and passing the cricketers playing their match

Then arriving at the designated spot and posing

kisses

a cheeky bit of leg

Attempting to flaunt

Up against the graffiti door

Just a silly slut being...erm...silly

Despite the weather there were plenty of folks out in the park, it was a sunday after all. They were all dressed a bit more appropriately for the weather than i was.

Owner declared Herself to be very happy with how i had got on with my challenge, declaring that i looked 'sexy'. i worry She may have developed a fever and become quite delirious.

Anyway, i hope everyone is keeping well and thank you again for all of your best wishes and suggestions for Owner. Hopefully, She will be fully recovered soon. She really has had a shit few weeks.

A Drama Filled Week

Just a quick update on what has been a dramatic week (not in a good way). 

Unfortunately, Owner has experienced multiple severe anaphylactic allergic reactions this past week, two of which resulted in her blood pressure crashing and needing me to call an emergency ambulance for Her and whisking Her into hospital. We have both spent over 24hrs of the past week in Accident & Emergency trying to establish what is triggering the severe reactions and are on tenterhooks, waiting anxiously for the next such episode (She has had four such reactions in the past five days).

We now think we might have identified the culprit in the form of a Vitamin B supplement that Owner had been taking each day. Hopefully that will prove to be the case because not knowing what the trigger might be is a scary prospect for Her (and me). In the meantime we are armed with epipens and i have been refreshing my old first aid skills.

Hopefully the cause is the supplements and we can resume our normal lives. In the meantime, looking after Owner takes priority over everything else.

There were, of course, a few comedy moments amidst the drama. Like me struggling to put on some trousers with one hand whilst talking to the emergency dispatcher on the phone with the other so that when the ambulance arrived, which it did within 5 minutes on both occasions, they were not greeted by the sight of me wearing just stockings, and a very short tunic (no knickers) that barely covers my arse. i had been cleaning the bathroom when the first incident occurred. 

Then later realising that the paramedics had been attending to Owner in the bedroom with one of Her floggers, a funnel mouth gag, ball gag, nipple clamps, queening stool and images of me in a variety of 'adult' poses all proudly on display. i guess they have seen worse. The only remark they made was to chuckle when they read the homemade sign on the wardrobe door which Owner wrote a while back and which reminds me to 'close the fucking door'. That amused them.

However, the comedic piece de resistance came during our second trip to the Emergency department when an ambulance crew brought in a businessman found passed out on the street who was clearly very drunk (it was only 11am). They got him a sandwich as he sat sobering up, then his mobile phone rang and, in a very slurred voice, he told the person on the other end of the line that he was 'on a course'. A course in what? Getting pissed? He then staggered to his feet, announced he was leaving and then asked the ward sister for directions to the nearest off-licence and invited her to join him for a drink. That's what i call a work away day!

Anyway, hopefully normal life will return soon. Despite these moments of comedy the week has been a horrible one that has left Owner and i drained, and exhausted and anxious to know what has caused the severe reactions She has experienced.

Reunited On Our Anniversary

i am back at Owners' side, and also under Her backside (more of that later) after a short period of enforced separation. My work took me to Turin in Italy for four days last week, four days in which i was separated from my heart as unfortunately She was unable to join me. 

It was hard being away from Her and i know that She missed having me around too. Sadly, it also resulted in Owner not having me around to do the housework. Not long after i got back She confided to me how much less free time She had in the evening compared to normal. Time She spent doing household chores that, were i around, She would rightly expect me to fully take care of. i do have my uses :)

i arrived back home late on Friday night, which also happened to be the day of one of our Anniversary's - the one marking the day we both physically met each other for the first time, 31st May 2005 - yep, nineteen years ago. With me arriving home so late we did not have time to properly mark the occasion other than exchange the cards and gifts we had got each other. Owner bought me a wonderful summer outfit (sleeveless top, cut-off shorts and a pair of hi-tops) - you can see some pictures of me modelling it below. Note: i was wearing no make-up and had not brushed my hair, as you can tell!

i can't wait to be able to wear it outside.

In return i bought Owner a summer scarf and a selection of Italian chocolates. Hopefully, i will also get the opportunity to take Her out to lunch later today, back to the (Italian) restaurant we went to the first day we met, nineteen years ago.

The day after i got back from Italy (the Saturday) saw me feeling exceptionally tired. i was working long hours in Italy where i was teaching and lecturing and then in the evening i had to catch-up with my main (UK) job, replying to unread emails etc, etc. This meant i was not getting to bed until about 1.30am then teaching the next day from 9 - 6.30pm and then repeat. It was a great experience but also an exhausting one. Consequently, Saturday saw me in my nightdress and dressing gown all day and taking regular naps in between watching silly TV shows with Owner.

However, Owner had been busy whilst i was away and had made me one of my favourite deserts as an Anniversary surprise, a dish called Tarta de la Abuela - which we also feasted on in lieu of breakfast and dinner.

As we watched TV together on the sofa Owner also began to casually but deliberately caress my tits. Now, i love having my breasts fondled and played with and i responded as any self-respecting slut should and would, i started to moan and spread my legs apart, offering Owner access to my unlocked clit and my smooth shaven pussy. Soon my gown was undone and Owners hands were roaming freely across my naked flesh, stroking, touching, slapping and fondling my breasts and my swelling clit. Needless to say it wasn't long before Owner instructed me to go to the bed and wait for Her there.

What followed was the most amazing and pleasurable intense experience and one that i was truly lucky to be treated to. Owner let me worship Her delicious backside at length as She pleasured Herself with one of Her vibrators as i took my time licking, probing and pleasuring Her anus with my tongue. i locked my arms around Her hips and pulled Her bottom hard against my mouth and i feasted on Her wonderful backside. Again and again She rode my face and tongue for pleasure as Her magic toy went to work between Her thighs.

Owner lay on Her side in a semi-fetal position, vibrator clamped hard against Her clit with my face wedged between Her cheeks, my head gripped between Her thighs as my tongue licked and lavished, probed and penetrated Her divine anus. My face grew slick with Her sex. i was in heaven. We lay locked together, pausing occasionally for Owner to recover before commencing again. Sometimes i could breath, sometimes i could not. i did not care. My clit throbbed as i concentrated all my energy on worshiping Her wonderful backside as best i could.

Just as i thought my afternoon could not get better, it did.  Owner had me roll over onto my back. i bent my knees and spread my legs apart, lifting my hips and resting my feet on the headrest of the bed, fully exposing my sex to Owner. She sat astride my face, grabbed the headrest with one hand and then lowered Her hips down towards my upturned face, presenting Her backside once again to me. Just like my face it too was slick and moist. Her sphincter muscles, already fully relaxed, opened up to me, inviting me to slip my tongue deep inside Her as She settled Her hips. Soon She was riding my tongue, fucking it with Her arse, but this time as She did so She gripped my clit with Her spare hand and began to masturbate it hard.

Waves of ecstasy consumed me as i fucked Her anus with my tongue whilst Owner beat my clit harder and harder. i grabbed Owners thighs and buried myself between Her heavenly buttocks as She ground Her hips against my face and pumped my engorged clit. She masturbated my clit hard and with one goal in mind as She rode my face like a seasoned cowgirl. My body bucked and twisted beneath Her, contorting in pleasure until i pleaded to be allowed to cum.

For the second time this year Owner gave the instruction to 'cum like a whore' and i did, moaning and ejaculating copiously. Owner scooped up my mess and smeared it across my torso before inviting me to lie by Her side. It was a wonderful and memorable afternoon.

Tasty Bum and Lots of Cum

This past week has been a bit of a struggle for Owner and i. We have both been busy with work and i also spent a night away from home, separated from my Owner, again due to work. All of this meant that i have yet to fully settle back into my usual domestic routines and Owner has not felt inclined to insist that i do. A situation compounded by the fact that tomorrow i head to Turin in Italy for a few days for work so will be apart from Owner again.

Needless to say we both have high hopes and expectations of a return to normality on my part next weekend, when my current spate of travels are over. i confess that i also find being out of chastity also somehow negatively affects my performance as Owners submissive. i don't know quite why that should be the case, but it is. However, i also know that Owner stated She wants me unlocked for some time so i will just have to improve my game and stop relying on the device to keep me in submissive check. Owner rightly expects me to behave and perform to the same standard, locked or not.

That said, being unlocked does come with the (very) occasional benefit, in the form of a permitted orgasm, and yesterday i had my first climax in over nine months. Owner and i were in bed and i was doing what i absolutely adore doing, yep you have guessed it my tongue was deep inside Her anus as She focused on bringing Herself off with Her vibrator. i love, love, love worshiping Owners' backside. i love the taste, the intimacy and the scent of Her anus, the feel of Her sphincter muscles as they quiver and spasm against my roving tongue and the hope and desire that perhaps a 'chocolate treat' might be popped into my open mouth.

Well, i did receive a treat but not of the chocolate variety. After having brought Herself off a few times whilst my tongue pleasured Her backside and my hands fondled Her wonderful breasts Owner reached around with Her hand and began to lightly spank and caress my little clit. Now, after nine months of enforced idleness it did not take long for my little nub to wake up. It's not really capable of full-blown erections these days but it can still swell up to a massive (lol!) three or four inches in size and swell it did.

My mind began to race as i experienced the double thrill of licking out Owners backside whilst She simultaneously caressed, teased and stroked my little swollen clitty. i knew i would be unable to hold out for long before i felt the unstoppable urge to orgasm and so it proved to be the case. Within less than a minute i was begging Owner, as best i could beg whilst my tongue was also occupied licking out Her arse, to be permitted to climax.

'Cum like a whore' was Her response.

i moaned and groaned and soaked the sheets, drenching the bedding with nine months of stored cum, as i feasted and gorged on Her bum. It was mind blowingly wonderful.

It took me a good while to physically recover from the sudden, overwhelming and intense orgasm Owner gifted to me and it left me feeling tired and out of sorts for the rest of the day. Enjoyable? Yes, immensely. Good for me me and my performance? Much more questionable. On seeing how tired the orgasm left me Owner teased me and said that perhaps i ought to be made to cum every day so that i got used to it. Personally, and call me weird, i would still prefer denial but i did hugely enjoy my rare release and i am grateful to Owner for having gifted me the experience.

i did, however, eventually get up and we both headed out to spend the rest of the day at the London Wetland Centre to observe and photograph some wildlife. 

Observant visitors to the Centre might also have spotted a new summer migrant, with flashes of red and purple in their summer plumage.

Return to Normality (Almost)

i was really lucky whilst Owner and i were on holiday. She relaxed many of the usual restrictions that i live (happily) under and permitted me to have some drinks and choose what i ate. Owner even insisted on doing much of the cooking. Oh, and She also insisted that i spend the holiday out of chastity - and has since extended that period of my being unlocked through to at least the middle of August.

Being out of chastity felt very weird. i grew so used to being locked 24/7 that not being so proved somewhat discombobulating. Being locked in chastity is also my preferred state. i don't really like seeing my clit so having it locked away feels 'normal' to me. However, it is not what i like or want that matters. Owner enjoys having periods when She can poke, prod and tease my little clit at will. The holiday gone, and the next three months to come, will be one of those times.

But, back to the holiday. We both had an amazing time in Chile and loved exploring and having fun together. Both of us love to travel and we also love spending time in each others company. It truly was a wonderful experience and we would both heartily recommend Chile as a country to visit. We were in Santiago and then Southern Patagonia. One day we hope to return and head north to the Atacama Desert and then west out to Easter Island.

Although i was granted some unexpected freedoms whilst we were away Owner also made it very clear that i should expect such freedoms to end when we got back. i confess that, as much as i did enjoy being able to relax i also missed my life of service to Her.

Well, now that we are back....

Actually, in truth we have both been pretty jet-lagged. Whilst i did go out in just a coat and bikini for my outdoor challenge the day after we returned, and have also resumed many of my chores and activities, we agreed that it will be Monday i.e. after the weekend and we are both fully recovered from our travel, before things fully return to normal for me. i am actually looking forward to going back to how things were, if that makes any sense. Meantime, i was the lucky recipient of a fresh glass of Owner's finest yesterday. My first since before we went away. Boy how i missed the delicious taste of Her urine.

Unfortunately, however, it will not be the complete return to normal that Owner and i would like. My work hardly ever takes me away overnight, In fact, i actively avoid overnight stays as i don't like to be parted from Owner and know She hates not having me at home. However, the next fortnight will see me spending time away from Her for work not once, but twice. On Monday evening i travel to Leeds in the North of England, and will be there overnight on my own before returning home late Tuesday. Then the following week i will be away for three nights in Turin, Italy. Again, for work.

i know and fully accept that there will be consequences for me being parted from Owner. As usual Owner will expect me to suggest to Her how i ought to be punished for such absences from my place in Her home. i also know better than to suggest something lenient or mild to Her. Owner enjoys having me be the author of my own misfortune in such situations, which is fair. i will, therefore, need to come up with something appropriately unpleasant to suggest.

In addition, there are a few punishments leftover from before we went to Chile which Owner has decided will all be administered this coming Saturday. Needless to say that i know i will be spending a good proportion of that day caged and also being electrocuted on my clit and pussy.

Before we went away Owner also had me come up with a list of all the things that i need to do this summer to have the flat ready for the arrival of Her sister and her sister's boyfriend in September. They are staying with us for a week and Owner expects that everything in the flat look fresh and new for them. So i have a lot of time decorating etc to look forward to.

i also have a fun activity to research and present to Owner sometime in the next couple of weeks. She has requested that i prepare Her a Turkish meal, complete with a belly dance performance by yours truly to entertain Her with. That promises to be fun.

Anyway, that's enough of my rambling. i leave you with a picture of me wearing a pair of the lovely earrings that Owner bought for me whilst we were in Chile. Ain't they pretty

Back and Spoiling the Neighbourhood

Owner and i returned from our 14 hour flight from Chile yesterday (wednesday 15th). The jet lag kicked in hard and we did not wake-up until our doorbell rang at 10.15am this morning with the groceries i had ordered on our return. It is unheard of for us to sleep in so long. Typically we wake-up sometime between 5 and 6am. Anyway, i padded downstairs in my nightdress and silk dressing gown to receive the delivery. Quite what the delivery driver made of me with my hair all akimbo who knows.

The day started slowly with us both feeling super drowsy. i made us some breakfast and then it was time for dice to be rolled as today is the 16th of the month. First was the chastity dice and, after almost a year of being locked (i was unlocked for the holiday on Owners' instructions) i am to be kept unlocked for the next three months. Owner is happy as She enjoys tormenting and teasing my bits. It will seem strange being unlocked for so long. Meanwhile, i am still being kept orgasm-free, although for how long i don't know. So far it has been 9 months since i last experienced an orgasm of any kind.

However, today being the 16th also meant it was my monthly challenge time. Jet-lagged or not it was something i knew had to be completed. This time i was instructed by Owners' dice to do a bus-stop pose in my bikini.  The stop in question is about a 5-10 minute walk from our flat. It was gone 2pm before i finally set-off to complete the challenge. Whether it was the jet lag or just the fact that i am a tart (Owner is firmly of the view it is the latter) i left home wearing just the bikini, ankle socks and trainers and a rain jacket that barely just covered my bum! It gave passing drivers and pedestrians a perhaps unexpected view on a rainy thursday afternoon.

Anyway, here are some pictures from my challenge.

First-off, on the way to the bus stop:

my little bikini clad clit is barely covered by my coat

en route bikini flash

Then at the bus stop itself:

and there goes the departing bus, can't think why it didn't stop :)

It was a fun challenge to do despite my foggy jet-lagged brain. Owner was suitably pleased with how i got on, describing me as 'what a tart' - a lovely compliment to receive.

Talking of Owner, She is busy researching and planning our next holiday - always a good thing to do when you have just returned from one. It was me who planned and organised our Chilean adventure which we both loved. For next years longer holiday Owner has organised for us to go to Northern Greece - land of the Goddesses - making it a highly appropriate location to accompany Owner to.

Santiago Sauciness

Well tonight is Owners and my last night in Chile before we take the long flight back to London.  Chile has been amazing.  Incredible landscapes, wildlife, people and food.

We ended our trip as we begun, back in the busy capital, Santiago.  Although today we took a bus ride out to the colourful and slightly chaotic coastal city of Valpairaiso.

Much of our time has been spent living in AirBnB 's but our time in Santiago (at the start and end of our Chile adventure) saw us in two different hotels. The latter one had a rooftop pool prompting Owner to suggest it would make for a good poolside bikini photoshoot. 

Here i am with the Santiago skyline behind (incidentally I am quite visible here from the hotel  breakfast bar where a staff member was setting things up for tomorrow). You can also clearly see what impact two weeks consuming  a lot of meat has had on my waistline!

Anyway, long story short our bus back to the capital from Valpairaiso today arrived after dusk and so it was dark by the time we left our room and headed up to the pool.

En route to the pool

Cheeky in Chile

Meanwhile, here are some other pics from the past few days.

Punta Arenas cemetery

Punta Arenas skyline

Fuerte Bulnes

Some street art in Santiago that caught my eye...can't think why!

Urban Park in Santiago

Valpairaiso

Well that's it from me until we are back in the UK. If ever you have wondered whether Chile might make for a good destination for a holiday then take it from Owner and i that you definitely won't be disappointed. 

Oh, and I wore make-up the whole time and was en femme (albeit perhaps disguised under fleeces and thermals) and didn't experience any problems at all. Everyone we have met has been lovely.

Owner left it to me to organise this trip and has advised me that She was thoroughly delighted with how I arranged it all. However, She has also repeatedly told me how easy I have had things these past couple of weeks and how that will all change when we get back home.

Whilst i have enjoyed my period of relative freedom whilst we have been away I do miss and look forward to returning back to my chores and restrictions when we return.  Not, of course, that i have been able to do whatever I might like whilst we have been away. Owner has remained very much in charge of me and I would not wish for anything different.  I love my life with Her.

Greetings from el Fin del Mundo

Greetings from Chile one and all! Owner and i are well into our holiday and have been having a wonderful time. After a long 14 hour flight we arrived in Santiago and spent a few days there before flying south and then further south again until we landed in the most southerly town in world, Puerto Williams. It was amazing and we are both so glad we made the trek down this far south.

Since then we have retreated a little further to the north and have been exploring the area around both Punta Arenas and Puerto Natales, including the stunning Torres del Paine national park the landscape of which is the definition of sublime.

We have also seen lots of wildlife, including King Penguins, Flamingos and Guanacos. Sadly, not any Pumas though....well, not yet.

Oh, and we also did a little balcony photoshoot here in Puerto Natales.

In short, we are having a wonderful time and will be extremely sad to go.

Meantime, i leave you with a selection of images of Chile and our trip to date. Take care one and all.

Santiago

Santiago

Puerto Williams

Puerto Williams

Puerto Williams

Puerto Williams

Puerto Natales

Puerto Natales

Puerto Natales

Puerto Natales

Route 9

Guanaco

Torres del Paine

Torres del Paine

Torres del Paine

me being, well me really

The real icing on the cake of the trip though is getting to spend it with my best friend and partner in silliness, my Owner

with the love of my life - my Owner

Cheers!

Oh, and i even managed to change a wheel for the first time in my life whilst we were literally in the middle of nowhere, 300km from the nearest garage. Go me! See, even slutty pet's can have their practical uses!