September Sun and Stockings

Owner's sister and her boyfriend have now departed after staying with us for a little over a week. It was great having them and we did a lot of sightseeing in London, Bath and Bristol with them but it is also lovely to be back to normal and have our flat back to 'normal'. Owner complimented me on the fact that, whilst Her guests were staying with us i continued to clean/tidy-up after everyone and to cook meals etc. In fact, by the end of her stay even Owner's sister had started to tell me to fetch her drinks from the kitchen for her. It was a pleasure to be of service but even lovelier to be back, submitting to Owner in the manner She expects of me.

Our first day back to 'normal' also happened to be the 16th of the month, meaning that Owners chastity and outdoor challenge dice were rolled at breakfast. The former determined that i be locked up 24/7 until the 16th of next month, when the dice will be rolled again. For me this was an extra special outcome as, aside from the fact that i like being in chastity, i am also getting tattooed this weekend to mark Owner and my upcoming 20th anniversary with a design that also speaks to my usually locked up state. It is great to know that i will be in chastity as i am, once again, permanently inked with a design chosen by Owner for me that represents my usually locked and denied state.

The second set of dice rolled before breakfast were the monthly outdoor challenge dice. This time these determined that i was to wear my Japanese manga maids outfit to a nearby railway station. i combined the outfit with white stockings and a pair of bright red open-back panties, matching bra and heeled shoes. The station is about a 15-20 minute walk from where we live and i decided to attempt to walk the route there and back in my heels. i am happy to say that i succeeded, although i did pack an emergency pair of slip-ons in my backpack just in case!

It was a wonderful challenge to complete. i was seen by lots of people, including the police. A lady complimented me on my outfit, a young guy walking his (quite fearsome looking) dog bade me good day and more exciting still i got honked at and wolf-whistled by some guys in a van. A cycle courier even cycled straight over up to me and then stopped a few feet from me and just stared at me. i hope he liked what he saw ;)

Anyway, here are some pictures of my little adventure. i was quite aroused by the time i got home, even more so when Owner saw the pictures and said that i looked very tarty. Mission well and truly accomplished. What do readers think?

on my way

at the station

a flash of red and flesh

hello people

la policia

soliciting? moi?

i said it was windy

i do so love being one of our local sluts :)

In Sickness and in Sluttiness

First, the good news. Owner has not had any more severe allergic reactions for well over a week. Yay! Hopefully, we correctly identified the culprit (Her new Vitamin B tablets) and there will be no repeat. The more annoying news is that it looks like She may have to wait until September before She is able to see a specialist to try and confirm or refute our diagnosis. Thank you to all who reached out offering advice. You are such a lovely bunch of readers/followers.

Now the bad news. Owner has Covid. She tested positive a few days ago and has been feeling truly lousy. In an ironic twist we think She caught it during one of Her recent hospital visits. i, meanwhile, am still negative and hoping it stays that way. Sadly, this means i am sleeping in the box room on my own. Which sucks.

Finally, in other news. Today is the 16th of the month which means but one thing. Yep, it's outdoor challenge day. So this is me in our local park completing this month's challenge:

But, why this outfit and why this location?

Well, the day started with me rolling the set of Owners' dice that decide what i should where and where i should take the photos. She has even bought me a special 'dice' top to wear when i roll Her dice in front of Her watchful gaze. So, this was me this morning, face mask in place to avoid catching Covid but making me look like a duck

preparing to roll one of the dice whilst wearing my 'dice' t-shirt

Action shot

Well, the dice determined that i should wear shorts and fishnet stockings in front of a graffiti covered door in our local park. The next decision was to decide exactly what to wear. This proved easy. Owner recently bought me some summer shorts and a top, new summer hi-tops and some matching black ear-rings. Those, combined with red bra and knickers and black stockings would be my outfit. Now i just had to hope it did not rain (it has been raining on and off for days and the temperature has barely staggered past 16 degrees centigrade). But i was determined not to wear a coat and go to the park dressed only in my new outfit.

Here is a little photo story of me heading out and then finally completing the challenge set for me.

All dressed up and ready to head outdoors

Here i am on my way to the park

Entering the park and passing the cricketers playing their match

Then arriving at the designated spot and posing

kisses

a cheeky bit of leg

Attempting to flaunt

Up against the graffiti door

Just a silly slut being...erm...silly

Despite the weather there were plenty of folks out in the park, it was a sunday after all. They were all dressed a bit more appropriately for the weather than i was.

Owner declared Herself to be very happy with how i had got on with my challenge, declaring that i looked 'sexy'. i worry She may have developed a fever and become quite delirious.

Anyway, i hope everyone is keeping well and thank you again for all of your best wishes and suggestions for Owner. Hopefully, She will be fully recovered soon. She really has had a shit few weeks.

Cobra Micro Chastity & Challenge Updates

Well, it is now over a week since i started wearing my new Cobra Micro Chastity Cage, i am pleased to report that after an initial morning clit escape issue things are going well. The device has proved very comfortable to wear. 

As with all very small cages you do need to spend a bit more time sitting on the toilet making sure that when you think you have finished peeing there is not still some liquid caught somewhere in side your (cow compressed) tube. This is not really any different from when i had the slightly bigger stub cage, it is just with your clit being even smaller it is worth giving everything those few extra squeezes and waiting an extra minute before padding yourself dry, pulling up your panties and striding away. Not an issue, just a need to allow a tiny bit more time when you visit the bathroom.

The other issue i initially had was the surprise discovery, the day after i fitted the Cobra Micro, of the weird sensation of my clit being fully erect. Now, it has not been fully erect for many, many months, so long in fact that until i looked down to see what was causing the strange sensation between my legs i was genuinely puzzled as to what it might be. Turned out that my clit had managed to escape from the confines of the shallow cage head and had poked straight up and out of the gap between the cage and base ring. As i say, this was a surprise and one that i was keen to ensure did not happen again. i swapped the base ring for the smallest one supplied (i had been wearing the second smallest). This is still not so tight as to be uncomfortable but is tight enough to now ensure that my little clit is held firmly in place behind its micro shield. There have been no subsequent escapes.

The one thing that i love about my new cage is that there are times when my clit becomes totally invisible as my foreskin envelopes the head of the mini cage leaving just my plump labia (balls) in view. i have always had a bit of an odd relationship with my clit - i would genuinely be perfectly content if it were to permanently shrink to the size of a finger nail. The new cage essentially does that, at the same time presenting my bits for abuse. The absence of any visible clit makes me finally feel 'normal'. Owner, on the other hand, likes to sometimes be able to see, touch and abuse and play with my clit. Hopefully the fact that Her dice sometimes require that i spend time unlocked will also provide Her with the access She sometimes desires

my magically disappearing clit

Talking of dice and such things. Owner has said that She intends to update the weekly 'task/challenge' cards i have to pick at the start of each week and also the monthly outdoor challenge dice that i get to roll. With the former She wants to integrate the use of electro torture into the cards, which i am rather nervous about. With the latter She is considering updating with revised outdoor locations and outfits for me to show what an exhibitionist slut that i am. The prospect makes me both excited and nervous.

In other news, this is the weekend (specifically thus Sunday) when i am getting my new guiche piercing done. Someone left a comment asking whether i would be in chastity when i get pierced 'down there'? The answer is yes, of course. i will remain in chastity until at least the 16th February when the chastity dice will be rolled again.

There is also some welcome and some less welcome bloggersphere news. The good news is that Sara Girl has a new blog and is back, updating the world with her delightful stories and tales of her life with Emily. Sara writes really well and her blogs are always a good read, do go check her out if you have not come across her before.  Her last blog was forced to close, hopefully her new one won't be.

The less good news is that it appears the pending legislation restricting access to 'adult' content online in the UK is already having an impact on this and other blogs in that it appears blogger may already be restricting who can access blogs hosted on the blogger platform. The lovely billie has written more about the issue here.  i hope it proves to just be a glitch in the matrix but i strongly suspect it is not. As billie writes site traffic on this blog has recently dropped, but maybe it is just because after almost 15 years everyone has finally got completely bored of what i ramble on about.

Anyway, take care one and all...until the next time.

UPDATE (11/02/23) - it appears that the apparent drop-off in blog traffic was a false alarm and is more to do with how blogger graphically displays blog traffic rather than there having been an actual drop in numbers. So maybe i haven't managed to bore everyone quite yet!

Dice Hard

Last night Owner revealed the new dice and new rules for using the dice that will be introduced for this year. Many of you will know from previous posts that Owner came up with the genius idea of using dice to determine things such as, how long i should spend in chastity, what challenges i should complete etc. Anyway, Owner decided at the end of last year that it was time to update and refresh the dice and last night Her new dice and the new rules for using them were revealed to me.

So, what do the new dice say? Well, there are now three sets of dice;

• one dice for chastity
• two that determine what i am to do when completing my routine indoor domestic tasks 
• a set for completing outdoor challenges

Let's take each one of these in turn.

Chastity Dice

i will start using this dice on my birthday (this coming Thursday). Unlike the last chastity dice rather than being rolled on a specific day each month this new one will be rolled whenever it is necessary to do so. This is to reflect the fact that chastity will no longer be the default for me, rather for this year the question of whether i am locked or not will be entirely determined by the dice and the values Owner has loaded it with. So, starting this Thursday the dice will be rolled to answer the question, should i be locked into chastity or not? The answers the dice has been loaded with are:

• yes, locked for 3 months
• yes, locked for 1 week
• no, unlocked for 3 months 
• no, unlocked for 1 month
• yes, locked for 2 days
• no, unlocked for 2 days

The dice changes mean it is likely that i will spend more time unlocked in 2020 than i did in 2019. As someone who likes being locked up i am going to have to practice my dice rolling skills :). However, this does not affect whether or not Owner intends to keep me denied i.e. without an orgasm, which She has done since December 2018.

Domestic Tasks Dice

Owner has introduced a new concept for 2020, the domestic tasks dice. On a daily basis i am expected to undertake a series of domestic tasks/duties. Some of these occur everyday e.g. prepare all meals, others on specific days of the week i.e. thoroughly clean the bathroom. i have been doing such tasks for many years now. Anyway, starting next Monday (20th January) Owner has instructed that i am to roll 2 dice twice at the start of each week. The dice will give instructions for things i need to do when completing specific tasks that week. One dice has been loaded with a selection of some of the tasks i complete every week, either daily or on specific days. These comprise:

• Clean room
• Clean floors
• Clean fridge
• Wash-up
• Cook
• Clean bathroom

The second dice has then been loaded with instructions for what i must do when completing a task. The instructions it has been loaded with are:

• Naked and gagged
• Mini pegs on clit (20)
• Buttplug
• Nipple clamps + weights
• Nipple clamps
• Mini pegs on nipples (10)

Both dice are rolled twice at the start of the week. When undertaking the tasks identified by the first dice that week i.e. cleaning rooms or washing-up for example they need to be undertaken with the outcome of the second dice i.e. clean room wearing nipple clamps or a buttplug etc. There are obviously multiple combinations of possible outcomes. What is certain is that my cleaning and cooking duties will be quite a bit more interesting this year!

This brings me to the third and final set of dice.....

Outdoor Challenge Dice

As an exhibitionist i have come to really relish the outdoor challenges Owner set me with Her previous outdoor challenge dice. Her new dice raise the bar still higher and leave me nervously excited at the potential challenges that lie ahead for me. These dice will be rolled on my birthday this week and then once a month for the remainder of the year, so in total i will complete at least 12 such outdoor challenges in 2020.

There are two outdoor challenge dice. One dice determines what i am to wear and the second determines the location in which i am to wear the outfit. Let's start with the outfits. The first dice has been loaded with the following instructions that will decide what i am to wear for the challenge. Each challenge will, as usual, require that i provide Owner with photographic evidence that it was completed. The options it has been loaded with are:

• Dress & high heels
• Skirt, high heels and wig (grey long haired one)
• Long coat & only underwear underneath
• Trousers & high heels
• Cat ears head band, shorts & high heels
• Shorts & trainers

The second dice determines the location in which i am to wear the outfit. The options the dice is loaded with are:

• Bus stop near local park
• Bus stop at the end of our road
• Asda supermarket (large one)
• Outside the cafe in our local park
• Downstairs outside our flat in the street
• Our local railway station

As you can see some of the potential outcomes could be very innocuous and easy to do without causing any stress or anxiety (to me!), for example wearing shorts and trainers stood in the street outside our flat. Others, however.....would be a little me more nerve wracking, for example wearing shorts, cats ears and high heels stood outside our local railway station - which is a busy one, or going to the supermarket wearing only lingerie and a long coat (actually - i need to check if i am allowed to also wear shoes for that one), or stood outside the cafe in our local park that is popular with mum's and their toddlers wearing a skirt, heels and wig combination. The possibilities for humiliation are multiple, i love it!

So, these are the dice that will be determining much of my life for 2020. i am extremely grateful to Owner for, once again, coming up with a great set of ideas and especially for further pushing me to show the world what a slut i really am.

On Punishments and Consequences

Owner has a number of principles that inform Her approach to Her domination and control over me. One of these is that Her time is important to Her and that She expects Her control over me to help free up time for Her to spend how She likes, not add additional demands on Her time. To that end She looks for ways to increase and maintain Her control over me which do not require significant additional effort on Her part. In many sub/Dom relationships the dominant partner can often spend a lot of time focused on the desires of their sub. This can be time the dominant enjoys spending and Owner enjoys times like this too. However, She also expects my serving Her should free up time for Herself and not create additional burdens for Her.

One way this manifests itself is in the use of the dice for deciding punishments or challenges etc that i need to undertake. Once Owner has come up with an initial set of ideas to load the dice with She can then relax and let chance decide what i will need to do rather than Her having to think of something all the time. Periodically, the dice are updated and loaded with new instructions of Her devising but they are essentially a sort of time and labour saving device that provide me with the discipline, consequences or challenges that i need and crave whilst ensuring Owner gets to spend as much time as She likes doing other things.

Another principle that informs Owner's approach is that a 24/7 Femdom life needs to be practical and fun.She is not a sadist nor i a masochist. She will inflict pain and discomfort but does not seek to 'break' me, though whether She perhaps should is another matter (i write rather nervously knowing that Owner will review this post before it is published). Owner also likes to keep things light-hearted and fun. We do not do 'sessions', we live and act as we do 24/7 and i don't think either of us could sustain for very long a very hardcore and intense Dom/sub relationship. Though i submit completely to Owner and She controls pretty much all aspects of my life outside of work i am not Her slave and neither has She ever asked me to become her slave. She teases me that i am fluffy and could not handle life as a real slave but i equally think it is not what She would ever want Herself either. She absolutely is in control but that control is not enforced with an iron rod.

So time-saving (for Owner) and fun are both important facets of our relationship and these tend to be reflected in the ways that Owner exercises Her control over me. If Owner is annoyed with an aspect of my behaviour She will make Her feelings quite clear verbally and admonish me, only rarely will She actually physically punish me. In the meantime, the dice are used to keep me on my toes, break down some of my remaining inhibitions, practice my skills, increase my pain tolerance and discourage me from working away from home as much as possible.

With that in mind, here are some examples of more recent dice-determined things i have had to do recently

eating my dinner whilst blindfolded - incidentally i eat all my meals from this dog bowl

washing-up naked except for a pair of hold-ups and my furry butt-plug

The video below shows me self-administering one of the more 'uncomfortable' dice punishments - beating my 'plums' with Owner's favourite leather paddle

One Hundred

Well today i was working away from home (giving a presentation to be precise) and so that meant that today was the first day the 4th and most recent of Owners' dice came into play. This is the one that determines what will happen to me as a consequence of not working from home where Owner likes me to be.

The result? Well i was spanked 100 times using Her favourite leather paddle. The spanking occurred shortly after i had made dinner, washed up and finished my evening chores. The paddle warmed my bottom up nicely (i can feel it glowing as i sit and type). Owner took this picture just after She had administered my spanking.

pink bottom with Owner's favourite paddle - nicknamed 'gatuno'

Tomorrow i am having to work away from home again and so the dice has already been rolled to determine what consequence that will result in for me. The answer is that the next time we watch an episode of a TV series i will do so tied to the chair.

Owner has declared that She is already enjoying this new dice!

A 4th Dice Comes Into Play

Regular readers of this blog will know that Owner likes to use dice to decide things such as whether or not i will be released from chastity or what type of task/challenge i need to undertake when working from home. The dice are large blank ones that allow Owner to write on the face of each with the instructions that She has chosen should the dice land on that face.

You will also have read in my last post that recently i have not been able to work from home as often as i would like to. Well, now Owner has introduced a new dice that i will have to roll every working day when i am not working from home i.e. i am in the office or at a conference etc.

The new dice has been loaded with a set of instructions that i need to obey should the dice land on that face when it gets rolled. These new instructions are as follows:

1. Eat dinner wearing a blindfold
2. Be gagged for the duration of an episode of a TV series
3. Be tied to a chair whilst watching an episode of a TV series
4. Cook dinner wearing only hold-ups and my furry-tailed butt plug
5. Receive 50 strokes of the cane
6. Be spanked 100 times using the leather paddle

So, we now have a fourth dice that will be being used whenever i am not working from home. i never knew dice would one day feature so prominently in my life!

Disco Fox and Dice Update

In the first few years of our relationship i used to put on regular dance and strip-tease performances for Owner. It was a part of our life that we both enjoyed and they were great fun to do. However, i then had a prolonged period of quite serious back issues which, at its worst made walking impossible let alone dancing! My strip shows ended.

Last night, however saw the first of what is to become a new routine of Tuesday night dances for Owner. Every Tuesday after i have made dinner and washed up and completed my chores for the evening i am to get changed and do a little dance routine for Her. Yesterday evening i performed my own interpretation of Style from Taylor Swift's 1989 album. It's a great song. i think it is safe to say that Taylor does it much more justice than i do and she is certainly much prettier than i am but it was fun to do and Owner seemed suitably impressed. You can see a still from my routine and a short clip of me 'dancing' below:

Strike a pose

Unlike yesterday today has been another day in which i have been working from home. The dice was once again rolled by Owner and this time it determined that i was to remain naked wearing just a furry foxtail butt plug for half an hour before removing it and putting on my skirt and blouse. i knew we had some deliveries expected and so i spent a slightly apprehensive 30 minutes this morning in just my birthday suit and furry plug hoping that there would not be a knock at the door. If there was i would have to answer it wearing nothing but my stockings and tail. Luckily for me (and the delivery staff!) there wasn't and the half hour passed incident free. It would have been quite humiliating to have had to answer the door dressed only like this

Wearing my furry plug

pussy plugged

i am pleased to report that when the deliveries did arrive later in the day i was able to receive them fully dressed in my work outfit of blouse, skirt, stockings and heels.

Talking of dice, a fourth one will soon be added to Owners' collection. There are currently three that She uses. These are:

1. A chastity dice - rolled monthly (on the 11th every month) to decide whether i will be unlocked or not and, if so, for how long
2. A home working indoor task dice - rolled every time i work from home and determines what task/activity i will have to perform that day whilst working - typically involves being clamped or plugged (as above)
3. A home working outdoor dice - gets rolled after the fourth roll of the indoor dice i.e. every 5th day i work from home. Requires me to undertake an outdoor challenge. This dice includes challenges such as applying make-up at the bus stop or wearing a mini skirt and fishnets to our local park (the dice hasn't landed on this one yet!). These are great fun to do if a little nerve wracking, but being an exhibitionist they are my favourites

These three dice will shortly be joined by a fourth. This dice will be rolled on those days that i am working away from home i.e. in the office, going to meetings, giving presentations at conferences etc. i don't yet know what Owner will load that dice with when i am working away from home but i will keep readers posted as i know Her dice games have generated quite a bit of interest. They also ensure that i am kept fully on my toes and occupied including, now, those days when i am not working from home.

Travels and Travails

Owner and i spent an enjoyable week in Spain staying with Her family. We visit quite frequently, normally at least two or three times a year but i realise that, in all the years of going, this was the first time i had been in chastity whilst visiting. Surprising perhaps as i have been in and out of chastity for the best part of twelve years or so now.

i also don't wear make-up or any of my more obvious femme clothing whilst i am there (it's about the only time i don't), though my knickers are always pretty and feminine ones. In the past this has led to some 'near misses' with Owner's mum, who has a habit of walking into the bedroom we stay in unannounced. The bedroom door cannot be locked and on more than one occasion i have almost been found out whilst getting dressed or undressed. However, the worst that could have happened would have been that she would find me in a pair of pretty panties. This time, however, i was locked in chastity as well which added an extra frisson of tension as i got dressed and undressed each day!

Incidentally, i am now well into my fifth month without having any form of orgasm and i have spent all but one week of those months locked up. Tomorrow, the 11th, will witness the monthly rolling of the chastity dice once more which in turn will determine whether or not i might be released temporarily from chastity or remain locked for at least another month more. i confess i am enjoying my extended period without orgasm as it means i am regularly to be found in a state of delicious frustrated arousal. Not everyone's cup of tea perhaps but it is mine.

Anyway, back to Spain. Unfortunately, Owner picked up a really nasty cold whilst we were there which in turn then morphed into something even more unpleasant when we returned. As a result i spent the end of this week being 'nurse' at home, albeit sadly without the uniform to go with it :). On the plus side this meant i worked from home which in turn meant having to complete a challenge each day. Yesterday's challenge was an outdoor one, to apply lipstick whilst stood by the bus stop. Todays' was an indoor one which required me to clamp my nipples, attach 20 mini-pegs to my chastised 'clitty' and then spank it 50 times.

You can see how i got on with each below;

Nipples clamped and 'clitty' with pegs attached

Administering 50 spanks to my clitty with a wooden spoon

Did you notice my super bright nails in the video? The pharmacist did when i was buying medication for Owner :)

Whilst Owner and i were away the tokens that She ordered in order to start the 'Rewards Scheme' She has devised (see previous post) were delivered. The scheme will officially start on Monday so i now have an extra thing to get excited about along with the penultimate episode of Game of Thrones!

Domination, Control and Dice Update

Owner has now instigated an additional set of dice challenges. However, before i get onto that She also remarked to me last night that whilst i get excited about things that i enjoy doing - such as the challenges that She sets me - She expects to see the same attitude from me when it comes to staying on top of some of the household projects She has asked me to complete yet which remain outstanding. These include finishing painting our flat, arranging new flooring for our spare room and beginning to develop some ideas and thoughts for a new kitchen.

Owner lays great store in having our flat exactly as She would like it to be and though She agrees that i am now much tidier than i once was and we have got rid of all of my old artifacts and things and decorated the flat as She likes it there are still aspects of it that She is unhappy with and, consequentially annoyed with me for not having completed. Owner wants and expects to be able to live in an environment that is 100% to Her liking and that is not currently the case. She reminded me of the importance She places on having things exactly as She likes them and that She expects me to attend to this with as much enthusiasm and relish as i do some of the more 'fun' aspects of Her domination and control of me.

i have set aside some days next month to crack on with the decorating and i have now ordered some flooring samples for the spare room and set about developing some design ideas for a new kitchen. However. Owner's reminder was a welcome and timely one. i can tend to focus on the fun and 'playful' aspects of Her control over me. However, to Her having me as Her submissive wife also means that She expects me to ensure that Her home is exactly as She wants it to be and to make Her life as comfortable and relaxed as possible. i need to get better and put more time and effort into providing Her with a home She can truly relax in. i hope to be able to report good progress in the future.

And so....to the dice!

Owner has now officially added an extra dice of challenges and set out the rules for their usage. There are now two challenge dice. The first is for indoor challenges and the second for outdoor. The rules she has set are that after every fourth time an indoor challenge dice has been thrown i must then throw the dice for an outdoor challenge. The challenges laid out on each dice are as follows;

Indoor dice challenges

•  Nipple clamps + mini pegs on clit ( X20) + clit spanks (X 50)
• Deep  throat new dildo once every hour (3 times)
• Butt plug for 3 hours
• Clitty spank ( X 50)
• Nipple clamps on clitty ( X 20 mini pegs) for 20 minutes
• Nipple clamps for 20 minutes

Outdoor dice challenges

•  Wear mini skirt & fishnets to our local park and take a picture
• Make a video of me walking in high heels to the bus stop
• Take an outdoor picture of me with my knickers on my head
• Take a picture of me wearing my bra in our local park
• Make a video of me applying lipstick at the local bus stop
• Take a picture in a specific local street of me wearing my cat ear head band

Dice Challenges and Domination

It is the school holidays for many in the UK this week and so it has been a little bit quieter at work. i had the opportunity to work from home a few times, including one day with Owner - which was super nice to do - which of course meant time for some more dice challenges.

Luckily (?) the dice did not require me to go outside with my knickers on my head as it did the other week - when i had fun and games at the bus stop. Instead, the tasks the dice set for me were to wear my butt plug for three hours one day, spend 20 minutes with my 'clitty' clamped with 20 pegs (my least favourite activity as they hurt quite a bit when being removed, and then practising deep-throating the 12-inch double-ended dildo (which i really rather enjoy). You can see how i got on with my respective tasks below:

now where did those pegs go......

plugged

gobble gobble

Owner has a 'spare' blank dice and She has stated that She wishes to now start to use it in conjunction with Her existing dice. The two current dice are:

•  a chastity dice which determines how long i will remain locked up for - it gets rolled once every month (on the 11th) unless the dice indicates otherwise. It was thrown last on the 11th Jan and landed on the '2 months continuously locked' face - so it will not be thrown again until the 11th March
• a 'task/challenge' dice which is rolled whenever i am working from home and which determines what activity i will have to do that day e.g. be plugged, pegged, spanked, wear knickers on my head outdoors etc

i am quite excited at the prospect of this third dice being introduced in the future! [EDIT - Owner has just advised that she is going to create an 'indoor' and an 'outdoor' challenge dice - Oooh!]

This week there have also been a couple of occasions when Owner has demonstrated Her domination and control over me. The first occasion was when, in response to a request from me to be allowed to post something on social media, She replied with a simple 'No'. By way of explanation for anyone unfamiliar with the rules by which we live Owner controls all areas of decision-making in our lives, which includes my use of social media such as Facebook - i am permitted to post no more than twice a week and Owner must first pre-approve what i want to post (as She also checks and approves everything i post on this blog). i was below my weekly limit but Owner rejected my suggestion.

The second time was Her flatly turning down a suggestion from me for a sex toy that i had seen on-line in a sale and asked if i could purchase (Owner controls our finances - i receive a small monthly allowance with the rest of my salary going into a common account that is used to purchase joint items with e.g. food, holidays etc).

The final occasion was Owner stating that i needed a new jacket to wear for work. Again, Owner decides what clothes i may or may not purchase and what i can wear.

All three, although only little things, were perfect reminders of Owners total dominance and control over me and of my submission to Her. Owner's control over all aspects of my life is at the core of our FLR-relationship and of our marriage. i tend to focus on some of the more 'fun' things when i blog but the control She exercises is wonderful to experience and is a fundamental core of our life together.

More Dice Challenges

As mentioned in my last post Owner has introduced the concept of my having to undertake challenges when working from home which are determined by the roll of one of the new dice she has created for this specific purpose. The dice allows different activities to be written and described on each face. If i am working from home then Owner requires that i roll the dice to determine what challenge or activity i will be required to perform. This new game started mid-way through last week, just after my birthday, with having to deep throat the double-ended dildo once an hour for three hours.

Well, this week i worked from home yesterday and today. Yesterday i had the relatively simple task of wearing nipple clamps for twenty minutes. I attached clover clamps to my nipples at the start of a teleconference and wore them for the specified time.

Today's challenge was rather more risque and humiliating. It required that i go outside at some point during the day and take a photo of my knickers on my head, Well, I am pleased to report that i completed it successfully taking a photo outside in our street. In fact, i did it twice as the first time i realised i was not happy with the photo as you could not see my knickers very well and so i went back outside and did the challenge again! Owner insists that is not the real reason at all and that the real reason is simply that i am an exhibitionist - She is, of course, correct.

Anyway, this is what i was wearing when i went outside:

my home working uniform for the day

And this is me in our street

Oops - I seem to have come out with no knickers on - no i haven't, they are on my head!

The dice are certainly bringing a new dimension to working from home!

Birthday Plus

Yesterday saw me celebrate what will be my last year in my forties. i was really lucky, Owner treated me to a whole series of wonderful surprises. She is taking me to Zagreb in Croatia for a long weekend as a birthday treat and she also took me out to dinner and has booked a restaurant for the two of us this weekend as well - see i said i was lucky! In addition to this Owner also bought me a lovely green dress. It is gorgeous

me and my lovely new green dress

Separately, Owner has also devised a new dice game for when i am working from home. She ordered some more dice that allow Her to customise what appears on the faces. This time the dice contains a series of 'activities' that i need to do if working from home. Today was the first day we got to use the dice and i rolled a 'deepthroat new dildo once every hour for 3 hours'

One of Owners' new dice games

Well, there were worse things that it could have landed on, such as to take a picture of myself outside with my knickers on my head! Anyway, i am pleased to report that i completed my deep throat task to day and have the photo montage to prove it

deep throat fun

What a lucky, slutty pet i am!

Chastity and Home Working Fun

First off i am excited to report that tonight i was returned to chastity and, what's more the chastity dice determined that i will be locked up for at least two months. The dice will be rolled again on the 11th March.

The verdict of the dice

Locking the device

Today, Owner also came up with another suggestion for the dice. It is a special dice that Owner can write on and so can constantly change the instructions on each face. Now whenever i work from home i am always expected to text Owner and enquire whether She has particular 'instructions' for me. Sometimes She asks that i be plugged and such like. She has even instructed me to go into the street with humiliating signs attached to me. Anyway, today She advised that She will also start using the dice as a means of giving me 'activities' to perform whilst i am working from home. i am very excited at what might lay in store.

In fact, talking of working from home, i think i surprised our downstairs neighbour earlier this week. It was actually one of my days off, Owner was at work, and i was dressed in a short skirt, stockings, bra, blouse and slippers when the doorbell rang. Thinking it likely a delivery i bounded down the stairs only to be surprised to discover it was our neighbour wanting to ask me something. It was too late to try and make any attempt to conceal my outfit and the only option was to brazen it out and chat to her.

in my comfy slippers

She seemed somewhat surprised by my appearance but said nothing and it wasn't long before i was updating Owner about my unexpected encounter!

Mind you, that was as nothing compared to the outfit i was wearing working from home today for 'dress down Friday', and of course we received two deliveries in the mail so the delivery people had a surprise too. Luckily this time there was no encounter with our neighbour.

Today's 'dress down Friday' home working outfit

Honestly, i am such an exhibitionist!