Punishment Book, Punishments and New Rules

i mentioned in my previous post how, during our trip to Poland, Owner had helped me to choose a notebook to buy and which will become my new punishment book. The notebook is small and is something that i need to have with me all of the time in order that i might record any incident worthy of being punished. It is a great new addition to my life.

My good friend and fellow blogger sissie billie left a comment that read: 

'Just a word of caution from someone that has learned the hard way with my own "weekly review" notebook, put everything in - even if you think Owner hasn't noticed or she isn't there and you do something "bad", because if your book doesn't tally with her recollection (or she does as Madam does, which is keep her own book) then your arse and labia will suffer'

These are wise words indeed and i have taken billie's sage advice on board and am trying to make sure that i record everything that i do which i feel may have displeased Owner into my punishment book. Sadly, the week ended with seven entries, consisting of the following:

1. Becoming separated from Owner in the thermal spa complex in Poland (judged serious by Owner)
   
2. Photographing myself in chastity in the spa changing room without permission from Owner (judged serious by Owner)
   
3. Oversleeping causing Owner to have to collect the breakfast i had pre-prepared for Her rather than me bringing it to Her (judged less serious by Owner)
   
4. Forgetting to keep the electroclit torture device properly charged so when Owner went to use it on me nothing happened (judged serious by Owner)
   
5. Leaving small items of food at the bottom of the kitchen sink after washing up (judged serious by Owner)
   
6. Arranging for the bathroom fitter to return to replace an item at a time when i was not at home so Owner had to deal with them (judged serious by Owner)
   
7. Presenting on a webinar mid-week when the doorbell rang meaning Owner had to answer it Herself (judged serious by Owner)
   

Owner has determined the seriousness of each of the above misdemeanors. She determined 6 of the 7 to be serious and so deserving of a strong punishment. For the serious misdemeanors i am to be punished as follows. For 4 of these instances i will be punished by being placed back into 'little boy mode', removing my privilege of being able to wear feminine clothes and make-up for a total of 4 days (1 day per misdemeanor). The other two serious incidents will be dealt with by electro torturing my clit and, separately, my nipples. The minor incident will be punished by being pinned down and tickled. These are very fair punishments and i am grateful to Owner for each of them.

Once each of these punishments have been completed they will be marked assuch in my punishment log. To this end Owner has invested in some super cute 'stamps' with which to stamp my notebook each time a punishment has been delivered. The stamps are based on the totoro anime we both love and really are quite adorable. Here is my punishment book showing the entries for the past week together with the stamps and ink pad;

Owner will stamp my punishment log each time one of the punishments have been served. 

Of course, the above punishments run alongside my normal weekly maintenance spankings/canings and the usual weekday tasks and challenges i need to complete.

As well as my new punishment log there are some additional requirements that i also need to start to integrate into my daily life with Owner as part of my service to Her and to demonstrate my submission to Her and Her authority over me. These additional requirements are as follows:

• in addition to preparing all meals, which i already do (unless Owner chooses to), to also always serve Owner Her food at the table so that She never has to serve Her food Herself at the table
  
• to not disturb Owner when She is listening to Her audio book. If there is something i need to ask Her whilst She is listening to a book to present myself to Her and quietly wait for Her to indicate that i might speak with Her
• to always ask permission first before ever leaving the flat unaccompanied. i am already required to secure prior written approval before going out unaccompanied except for work or to run errands. Now verbal approval must be sought before i leave the flat to run an errand, take out the rubbish or leave for work

i am very grateful to my wonderful Owner for looking after, correcting and controlling me as She does. i know it is vital for my continued development and growth to help me to become the submissive and obedient wife She desires and deserves.

Owner and Poppet do Poland

Well, OK the headline is a slight exaggeration. We didn't do the whole of Poland, just a tiny fraction of it really - specifically Krakow and then the area around Zakopane. However, it was our first proper trip to this central European state and we had a wonderful time.

The visit was part of my 54th birthday treat from Owner (how lucky i am having such a wonderful Owner). She booked us into a wonderful apartment hotel, took me for dinner whilst we were there, arranged a day trip to the top of a mountain near Zakopane and a visit to a thermal spa (more on that later) and even permitted me to have a few alcoholic drinks. It was a lovely treat and a fabulous trip.

Whilst we were there Owner also did a small photo shoot of me on the balcony of our room - which incidentally overlooked the breakfast room of a nearby hotel, giving their guests something to look at over breakfast - and in the hotel corridor. We both enjoy doing these little photo shoots.

i also had the fun, and slightly nerve-wracking experience, of spending 2 hours in the very popular and busy thermal spa wearing nothing but my chastity device and blue bikini. This involved changing into my bikini in a open changing room, showering in the 'mens' changing area in my bikini and then entering the spa pools themselves with hundreds of eyes on me. i got some odd looks but nothing too untoward. Poland is still a slightly conservative country and although i have bathed in a public pool in a bikini before (in Finland) i was quite self-conscious. Added to this was the fact that we had travelled to the spa with three other couples (not known to us) as part of a small tour group. Those same couples would, i knew, see me and would be sharing the hour and a half journey back with us. It sounds silly i know but i am quite proud of myself for having bathed in the spa as i did.

But, it wasn't all about nice (if nerve wracking) things! Owner also made sure to remind me of Her control over me and my place as Her submissive wife. Whilst we were out one day She spotted and invested in a lovely wooden implement which is the perfect size for Her to use to beat my 'labia/bits' with. She also helped me to choose and purchase a nice punishment notebook. This i am to have with me at all times in order to note down any instance where i annoy or upset Owner. That way She can be reminded of all the punishments i deserve. Sadly the notebook already has two entries. 

All in all it was a wonderful trip. Unfortunately, we have both come back to earth with a bit of a bump with both of us super busy with work as soon as we got back. Ho hum.

Anyway, here our some pictures from the trip.

on the balcony of our room

by the lift

in the corridor

me looking a little anxious coming out of the changing room/shower

in part the spa itself - this was the quietest area (see pictures further down)

up in the mountains

Owner testing out Her new wooden implement against my 'labia'

coffee in a cafe

Owner and i

Followed by some general scenes from our trip

Krakow old city

detail of Krakow Castle

Carriage at night

In the old Jewish quarter

street buggy

Central Krakow

Village near Zakapone

Looking down on Zakapone with Tatras mountains behind

Inside the thermal spa - see how busy it was!

view to the outdoor area of thermal spa which had beautiful mountain views

It was a wonderful trip and i am so grateful to Owner for having organised it all.

54th Birthday

Today was my 54th birthday and Owner made sure that it was marked in style. She also had a lovely surprise in store for me. It being the 16th of the month it was also an outdoor challenge day which Owner added a slight twist to on this occasion. Read on to find out more.

My day began at 5.45am and a breakfast of homemade tarta de abuela prepared for my by my lovely Owner. There were also some giant 54 balloons (and i will come back to the balloons), a wonderful card and a gorgeous pair of silver hoop earrings. i have long hoped to have some bigger hooped earrings and now i do!

The real surprise, however, came when i opened a little box marked 'pet's treat' which contained the details of a surprise birthday trip organised by Owner in the form of a 4 day trip to Krakow in Poland. i have never been to Poland and Krakow looks to be a beautiful city. Owner has even booked us into a spa one afternoon. i am super excited and already panicking about what to pack as we head off very soon.

i will, of course, report back on our little adventure. i truly am a lucky pet to be treated like this by Owner for my birthday.

After breakfast and presents it was time to get back into the usual routine. i did my Spanish. completed my exercises, did the washing and cleaned the bathroom then got ready for my day. This mostly consisted of work but early morning i briefly left the house to complete my monthly outdoor challenge.

The dice had been rolled before breakfast and they determined that i should wear shorts and stockings (it was -3 Celsius this morning) and pose at one of the bus stops next to our local park. To add to the challenge Owner declared that She wanted me to complete it whilst carrying the giant 54 balloons - just to make me even more conspicuous.

Anyway, i am pleased to say the challenge was successfully completed even though i ended up carrying the balloons the wrong way around so they made me look like i am 45 as opposed to 54 (which i actually am). 

Here are some images from my day. First off - breakfast cake, balloons and presents

breakfast spread prepared by Owner plus my 54 balloons

blowing out my candles

birthday card from Owner

modelling my new earrings

Followed by my outdoor challenge. Note to self. Next time check balloons are the right way round!

getting ready to leave the flat

on way to bus stop

there's the bus

at the bus stop

It was a fun challenge and lots of people saw me and my balloons! Now i am counting down the hours until we head to Poland. i am a very lucky pet.

Normality Returns and Happy International Male Chastity Day

i am happy to report that i am officially no longer ill and have been given the all clear by Owner to fully return to normal duties and service - yay! i was really starting to feel out of sorts not doing my usual chores and routines. It is good to be back.

This morning, after getting up and attaching the electro shock device to my caged clittie i prepared and then cleared away breakfast. After this i did some of my Spanish studies and my morning exercises. Exercises completed i showered and changed and then got on with my household chores, sweeping and mopping all of the floors, putting out the rubbish, cleaning the bathroom and hanging some new net curtains that Owner had bought for the bedroom.

Owner treated me by preparing lunch for us Herself and even gifted me a delicious warm glass of Her wonderful piss to drink. It was actually my first glass of Her urine this year and it tasted wonderful. With me being better Owner was also able to resume Her maintenance punishments. This time i received one hundred strikes from Her twisted cane on my sensitive labia/plums. Owner had to physically pin my legs down and apart to stop me from writhing around on the bed as after each blow.

Owner has allowed me to join an organisation called the Matriarchy Times to help me further my education and development. The group advocates for the establishment of a progressive. modern matriarchy and a female-led society, values i strongly believe in. They are running a one hour webinar this afternoon about a new book called the Pillars of Gynarchy by Viola Voltairine which i shall be attending to help further my own knowledge.

Here are some pics from my day so far;

hanging new net curtains

mopping the floor

a glass of Owner's piss

freshly caned labia/plums

According to my sources (the internet) the 14th January today is also international male chastity day. So for those of you who, like me kept in chastity then Happy international male chastity day.

The picture below was taken first thing this morning. The black band that is also visible behind the base ring of my chastity cage is the strap of the electro-schock device that is held securely against my labia/plums at all times when i am home (which is most of the time) apart from when i am in bed, allowing Owner to 'get my attention' whenever She wishes.

It is great to be feeling better and be back to normal.

Poppet at Repose (not in a good way)

This past week has not exactly gone to plan in that i went down with a case of the lurgy and ended up confined to bed. Meanwhile, Owner has been super busy with Her work whilst also looking after me. This always makes me feel very guilty as it should be me looking after Her. Owner, however, is always clear with me that She needs a healthy wife and sub and so whenever i am an ill She insists that i do not do anything and She sweeps in and takes full care of me. i am so lucky having an Owner as wonderful as She is.

The good news is that i am feeling a lot better than i was and so hopefully i will be permitted to resume my normal service and duties. There are three or four days worth of cleaning that i need to catch-up with together with my Spanish studies and exercises to resume. Luckily, or perhaps conveniently, it is a weekend so i have plenty of time available to me.

This coming week i turn 54, which makes me feel rather old. i know Owner has a few things planned for me, both on the day itself and the following weekend, which is super exciting. The day itself is also the 16th of the month which, as regular readers will know, means an outdoor challenge, something i am also looking forward to completing.

Oh, one final exciting bit of news. In my last post i mentioned that Owner and i had looked at some flats in Her home town in Spain when we were there together over the New Year. Well, we put in an offer and that has now been accepted. Fingers crossed within a few months we will have a place there too. Owner is already saying how nice it will be to have me installed there whenever we are visiting. Having our own place there will be good for me as it means i can maintain my routines and chores etc irrespective of whether we are at our London flat or the one in Spain. This i know will be good for my own development and will also provide Owner with a more relaxing and enjoyable environment for Her. 

Longer-term i know that Owner will relocate us to Spain on a permanent basis. This will happen when Owner judges that financially there is no longer any need for me to bring in money by undertaking paid work, allowing me to finally become Her full-time submissive housewife. This is something i have long wanted to be. i really look forward to that day arriving. i know it will require some adjusting to on my part but it is an exciting prospect. 

Finally, i came across excellent blog (note - the original is in German) by sklave in stahl (slave in steel) about his life as slave to his wife/Mistress. It is an inspiring read, especially for people like me who aspire to submit completely to their partner.

A Tit Ripping New Year

A belated Happy New Year to all readers. Owner and arrived back home last night. i managed to get to see and spend time with my Dad and then stay with my sister in Eastern Spain, who was also hosting my mum and her husband, before finally reuniting with Owner and Her family in the North of Spain for New Years eve and Three Kings. 

Despite the best efforts of the weather and transport stoppages all my travel went remarkably to plan and now, five flights and multiple train journeys later, i am enjoying my last day off before returning to work. Owner is, sadly, already back working having returned to work today.

Whilst we were together in the New Year Owner and i made some progress with the plan we have formulated to buy a flat in Her home town. Whenever we visit we always stay with Her parents and really want to have a place of our own where we can be ourselves and live according to Owner's rules, not Her mother's. We saw a few flats and there is one we are definitely interested in but it is still early days. Hopefully, however, it won't be long before there is another place i can clean and maintain and serve and submit to Owner in the manner She rightly expects of me.

One, slightly unfortunate, incident did occur whilst we were away. It happened at Owner's parents flat in New Years day. i had just got up and showered and was in the process of vigorously applying body lotion to my upper torso and breasts when the bracelet one my right hand hooked itself onto the nipple ring in my right nipple. Unaware of this i moved my hand quickly and in the process ripped the piercing clean out of my nipple, cleaving my flesh in two!

There was blood but surprisingly little pain. For a minute i wondered if i would need to get my nipple (now in two parts) stitched back together but i figured that provided i could keep the two parts in contact with each other using plasters it would probably heal. Anyway, a week later and heal it has. 

My right nipple now sports a little 'smile' where the ring tore through the flesh and the nipple itself is now pleasingly bigger and puffier (i have a thing about wanting big, ideally also long, nipples). On Owner's (sensible) instruction it will be a while before i re-pierce it and put the ring back in and longer still before i hook it up to a chain and suspend any weights etc from it. But, no harm seems to have been done and i have been left with the added bonus of an ever happy bigger nipple as a result.

There is nothing much else to report so i will leave you with a few photos taken on my travels. 

Happy 2024 everyone.