21 Years

The 21st anniversary cake Owner got for us

Tomorrow, Sunday the 31st May, will be the 21st anniversary of when Owner and i first met in person. Wowsers! How time flies when you are in love and having fun.

Twenty-one years ago Owner and i met in person for the first time. We had been chatting on line for a few months but it was on the 31st May 2005, at Bond Street tube station, that we met for the first time. What a momentous moment that turns out to have been.

When we met i was immediately struck by Owners large and mesmerising eyes, Her gorgeous smile, long, luxurious hair and massive flared jeans! We went for lunch together to an Italian restaurant (which we occasionally still return to for anniversary meals) and became fast friends. After that we spoke and messaged daily and would meet up almost every weekend for drinks and a movie. However, we were 'just friends'. i am actually quite shy and was scared of letting Owner know that i fancied Her lest She did not feel the same way about me. However, She did and She quickly tired of waiting for me. A few months later, on the 6th October to be precise Owner made Her move. She snogged me passionately on the concourse of Charing Cross station as She was getting the train back to Her flat in South London and i was preparing to head back to my place in North London. Finally, i knew that yes, She did like me. We started 'dating'.

The vanilla stage of our relationship was quite short-lived. i wrote a letter to Owner (i often find it easier to write things down) inviting Her to move in with me but also asking Her if She might permit me to submit to Her. So began our first tentative steps into our Female-led relationship, a relationship that continues to evolve, strengthen and deepen with each passing year.

In those 21 years we have gone on amazing adventures together, bought a flat in London and one in Owners home town in Northern Spain. We have cared for each other during periods of ill health and we have laughed, joked and loved and had tremendous fun together. We married in Las Vegas (under the iconic sign) - Her in a trouser suit me in a pink dress and heels - in 2018 and plan to renew our vows in Canada in 2028. All the while Owners' control over me has deepened as She has trained and shaped me to become Her submissive, housewife, maid and slut and Her own human sex toy. 

Owner has trained me well, continues to do so, this despite me not being the best of students! Our goal is for me to one day eventually be sufficiently proficient as to be acceptable to Her as Her slave. i am currently a long way from being good enough to be considered worthy of that. However, we agree that my service and subservience to Her does keep improving, albeit slowly. 

Sadly, Owner flies to Spain tomorrow (the day of our actual 21st anniversary - hence celebrating early) leaving me at home in Her flat in London. i will miss Her terribly. The good news is that i will fly out to join Her the following weekend. Her being away will not mean that i can put my feet up and relax, quite the opposite in fact, which is as it should be. i have a long list of things i have promised to do whilst i am home alone; from hoovering and dusting the loft, to washing all the walls, emptying out and cleaning all cupboards and drawers, polishing all Her jewellery and cleaning the communal hallway and garden area. These on top of my usual chores and my work. It will be a good learning and training opportunity for me as i strive to further progress and elevate my level of service to Owner. 

Of course, having two video surveillance cameras installed means that Owner will also be able to keep an eye on me as i busy myself with my tasks. As well as ensuring that i am completing my domestic tasks and chores as Her good and obedient maid Owner has also said that She may also use the cameras for another purpose. Namely to have me showcase what a slut i have become by getting me to 'perform' like a pornstar for Her in front of Her surveillance cameras whilst She watches.

Earlier this week Owner used one of Her surveillance cameras to capture this shot of me chained, gagged and locked up in my dog kennel/cage in the kitchen with my pussy penetrated by Her cock, which itself was attached to the new fucking machine.

It was quite something to be locked up on all fours like that, heavy weights and a cast iron cow bell suspended from and stretching my tits, my gagged mouth drooling into a small plastic bucket whilst my hot, hungry pussy loosened and contracted against Owners cock. The cock was stationary, the machine switched off, that was until Owner came through and switched it on and then stood and watched silently as it began to metronome fuck Her gagged and restrained slut. Moans escaped from my lips as Owners cock thrust in and out, in and out of my hole. The machine sped up, my clit stirred in its chastity cage and then Owner switched the fucking machine off leaving me horny and frustrated, my fuck hole stretched open and wet.

i hope i might get another opportunity to show Owner what a slut i am on camera whist She is away.

Today Owner also prepared me for Her forthcoming absence by whipping me then electrocuting my clit multiple times. 

7-tail whip handle and controller to the electro shock clit device

Afterwards She oversaw a supervised shower by unlocking my chastity device and watching whilst i scrubbed my temporarily released clit clean with soap and a nail brush, shaved it smooth, scrubbed my chastity device clean before Owner then locked me back into my device. It will stay locked until after i arrive in Spain in a week's time when Owner will again briefly unlock me for another supervised shower.

i love and adore my Owner. i love my life with Her. i am the luckiest person alive and cannot wait to see what the next 21 years have in store. Will i have become Her slave by then? i hope so

A Day of Discipline, Domination and Decadence

What a lovely day today is turning out to be!

After completing my chores, exercises and studies this morning Owner led me into Her bedroom, laid me down on the bed and then proceeded to spank my bare buttocks with Her wooden paddle, leaving my cheeks flushed pink and throbbing.

Paddling administered She then surprised me by telling me to get ready as She was taking me out for lunch. We arrived early at Canary Wharf, our table was booked for 12.30, so Owner decided that She would like to have a pre-lunch drink with Her wife and so we stopped off in a bar where i was allowed to have an Asperol spritz with Her before we headed next door to the restaurant. 

In the restaurant Owner permitted me to join Her in having a second spritz before we ate. We had a lovely lunch together. However, the treats did not stop there. Lunch finished Owner then took me shopping and chose a lovely little black dress and a pair of heels for me in the sales.

After paying for my new clothes Owner then took me into a new Korean make-up store that has recently opened and let me buy some new lipstick Shopping completed we then had a coffee before heading home.

As per Owners instructions, after arriving home i then put one of my old dresses in the recycling before quickly modelling my new outfit for Her.

Later in the day Owner then electrocuted my clit and labia multiple times and then followed me into the bathroom for me to have a brief supervised shower. She unlocked my caged clit and let me remove it and observed as i shaved my clit and scrubbed it clean with a nail brush before it was safely locked back up again.

It really has been a lovely day. Here are a few pictures from it:

Face down on the bed, a pillow under my hips, with Owner and Her wooden paddle

post-paddling pink blush on my buttocks

 

Having a drink before lunch

Owners and my lunch

New heels and LBD

Label still attached!

Electrocuted with labia clamps and electro clit device

Owner's key unlocks my chastity device for a supervised shower

Cage cleaning

Clit shaving

Clit cleaning with nail brush

Safely locked up again

Thank you Owner for a wonderful day.

Stainless Steel Python Nub Chastity Device Review

This year i seem to have gone through a succession of chastity devices as, one after another, devices that at first seemed promising subsequently broke. All were lightweight micro devices and all were either 3-D printed or plastic. One exception was a very pretty metal device, however, it was very heavy and my little clit escaped from it easily.

i was close to despairing of finding a good 'forever', or at least long-term, device when i stumbled across the python nub in stainless steel. i had already tried the plastic version which, although comfortable the twin locking pins had sheared and broken within less than a fortnights wear. i reasoned that a stainless steel version would be stronger. So, with Owners consent, i went ahead and ordered the Python nub in stainless steel from a seller on ebay.

 

So, the million dollar question. What do i think? 

Actually, i love it. Being made of stainless steel it is obviously heavier than its plastic counterpart. But it is not too heavy. It is also very robust with no sign of any wear and tear after nearly a month of use. i bought it with a base ring of 43mm. The only smaller size base ring offered was 38mm. i knew from past experience that 38mm would be too small and tight. The perfect size ring for my anatomy would be 41mm so that it hugs my flesh and keeps everything in place without the device slipping. As it is the 43mm ring is lose enough for the cage to slide forward slightly. However, never enough for my little clit to ever be able to pop out. It remains locked securely in place at all times.

One thing i found with some micro plastic cages was that my clit would sometimes 'bully' its way free when experiencing early morning arousal, resulting in me waking up to an unsightly and unseemly little erection. There is no such chance with the Python nub. No matter how excited my little clit tries to get it stays contained and restrained within its stainless steel shell.

The nub size has a wonderful flat profile so that, under tight clothing all that can really be seen are the soft twin bulges of my two 'labia' plums, with my clit held flat and firmly in place between them. It makes for a pleasingly invisible clit.

One of the best things, however, about the Python nub is how it holds/restrains my clit flat against the body rather than squashing it up/compressing it as some of the micro cages i had did. These were fine until you needed to pee. Having your clit permanently squashed resulted in two things. First, you were never quite sure where your wee would squirt as you sat down to empty your bladder. Secondly, even when you thought you had finished there would often still be some liquid trapped inside your squashed tube, liquid that would eventually, find its way out. This heightened the risk of unfortunate accidents unless you were really careful to try and thoroughly shake/wiggle anything you could to be sure you truly were 'done' after peeing and that no sudden leakage would occur after you had pulled your panties up. Anyway, with the Python nub this has never once happened. Although it holds the clit down flat it does not squash or compress it completely allowing for a free flow of urine. When you think you have stopped and your bladder is empty, you truly have. There are no sudden surprises waiting to wet your panties.

Being stainless steel also means the device is super hygienic and is unlikely to discolour or risk developing odours as can happen with plastic/3D printed ones. The downside is that it would, i am sure, trigger an airport security screen so unless you enjoy explaining why your crotch is beeping you would be best temporarily swapping it for a plastic device until safe to reinstall the metal Python nub.

All in all, i think this is a great device. It looks nice, is practical and comfortable, keeps everything securely in place and tucked away without creating risks/uncertainty when you go for a wee. i love it.

In other news.

This week i have continued to do all of my chores etc to Owners satisfaction. i once again had to present myself to Owner and self-spank my caged clitty with a heavy wooden spoon one hundred times and then chill my hot, sore 'bits' with two ice-cubes, held pressed against them until each had fully melted.

On Thursday i spent part of my evening, as is now usual, chained in my dog cage in the kitchen whilst Owner relaxed and enjoyed some time undisturbed in the lounge. Additional weights were added to the S hooks suspended from my nipple rings in the form of a heavy solid metal chain together with the usual small metal chain and iron bell. These hung suspended below my stretched tits for nearly an hour.

The next day i was curious as to the actual weight i that had hung suspended from my tits. The answer, 750g 

On Friday i was electrocuted by Owner after She first spanked my caged clit with Her favourite leather paddle as i prostrated myself naked and greeted Her return from Her early morning walk by kissing Her feet. i have now learnt to spread my legs wide so that She can freely strike me between them. Greeting Her in this manner has become a fully establish weekday routine that we both love.

Then on Friday evening i had my weekly caning.

Today, Saturday the 6th, Owners' sister and her boyfriend arrive. They are staying with us until the 15th of September. So we have a week of sightseeing and entertaining ahead of us. It will also give me an opportunity to further practice my Spanish.

i will continue to serve, obey and submit to Owner, just discretely. Yes, i can sometimes be discrete! 

Oh, and one final thing. i am booked in to be tattooed again on Saturday the 20th of September. It is an anniversary gift from Owner and a wonderfully appropriate design to add to my growing collection of permanent marks from Owner. i am really looking forward to being inked again.

Cagey Thursday

'Cagey Thursday' is the term Owner has coined to describe the time i now spend every Thursday evening, after cooking and clearing away dinner and completing my evening chores, when i a sent to be locked up in my dog cage/crate whilst Owner enjoys a period of peace and quiet. 

inside my dog cage last night

The cage is set up in our kitchen and before entering it i strip naked and my wrists and ankles are cuffed, a heavy leather collar goes around my neck and a bit gag is secured in my mouth. The collar has a cow bell suspended from it and another is suspended from my tits using two S-shaped hooks through my nipple rings. The purpose of the cowbells is to stop me moving whilst i am locked up as, if i do, they make quite a noise and Owner hates noise. The final addition is a small black plastic bucket positioned on the floor below my head to catch the drool that continuously leaks from my mouth courtesy of the bit gag.

That is how i then spend my time. Chained and on all fours, cowbells gently swaying, drool dripping in my cage in the growing darkness of the kitchen. It was light when i entered, dark when i was allowed out again.

Whilst i am locked out of Her way Owner is able to relax and have some time to Herself. As for myself? Well, i have time to think and reflect on ways i can improve. Being locked on all fours in the darkness, legs spread apart a little, also feels wonderfully vulnerable and exposed. All sorts of naughty thoughts raced through my brain. Only my rear-end is visible from the open entrance of the dog house, my 'pussy' available, my hanging bits vulnerable. Meanwhile the slow swinging of the cow bell that hung suspended from my teets tugged delightfully on them, stretching them out. My clit throbbed  inside its metal cage. 

At one point Owner wandered through to the kitchen and caressed my buttocks and heavy swollen labia in the darkness before returning to the lounge to watch TV. A little later i heard Her get up to go the toilet. i could not help but crave Her piss.

My mind again wandered. This time to thoughts of Owner's fingers and hand inside of me, opening me up, then of Her cock penetrating me, fucking me in the darkness. Then my thoughts took a darker turn. This time of Owner stood behind me, attaching clamps to my labia to electrocute them or shocking the entrance of my pussy with Her tazapper electric-shock device, both things She has done a number of times before and takes delight in doing.

However, nothing of the sort happened. Time ticked by. i could hear the sound of the TV on in the lounge and the sound of the neighbours talking in the flat below. i remained immobile in the darkness. 

The floor of the dog crate/cage is covered with a fluffy dog matt to cushion and protect my 55-year old knees and hands. However, even with this being immobile on your hands and knees becomes uncomfortable after a while. i have learnt to very slowly shift position, to ease the pressure without causing the cowbells to clank.

Eventually i heard the sound of Owners footsteps again down the corridor. This time She told me that my cage time was up and i could rejoin Her in the lounge. Truth be told i was lucky in that i was only locked up like that for about 50 minutes. She could of course cage me at any time and for any duration. However, one thing is now certain. Every Thursday night, after i have finished my chores, i can now look forward to spending time locked up in the darkness, trying to keep still inside my new dog cage.

Earlier in the week Owner had me stand in front of Her in the lounge and spank my the vulnerable and exposed labia bits of my clit hard with a wooden spoon. In the end they were struck over one hundred times. My plums were left reddened and sore. Relief, of a kind, was immediately provided to them as Owner then instructed that i clamp ice cubes against them and hold them in place until they had fully melted. My bits went from hot and swollen to cold and frozen! i stood, pressing the ice cubes against the soft sensitive skin of my plums for over 5 minutes until the ice had fully melted.

spanking my bits with a wooden spoon

then freezing them with ice cubes

This morning, after sweeping all of the floors whilst Owner was out on Her early morning walk, i greeted Her return home in the now customary manner, prostrating myself naked before Her and kissing Her feet having first handed Owner Her favourite leather paddle to beat my backside with as my lips pressed against Her shoes. Today, rather than use the paddle against my butt cheeks She instead brought it down between my legs, leather against the soft skin of my labia plums. 

There was a further twist. Today being a Friday the electro-shock device was also secured tightly around my clit, it's twin electrodes pushing into the soft skin at the base of my clit, next to the metal base ring of my chastity cage. As i handed Owner the leather paddle before prostrating myself and kissing Her feet i also handed Her the remote control of the electro-shock device.

i do, quite genuinely, fear being electrocuted by this device. Yet each week i obediently make sure to re-charge it, put it on, hand Owner the remote and make sure the remote stays close to Her throughout the day, so that She always has it to hand. It scares me and yet it is such a powerful and forceful reminder of the authority Owner has over me. Wherever i am in the flat, whatever i might be doing (unless i am in the shower - that is the only time i am safe) Owner might choose to electrocute me. Today She electrocuted me minutes after returning from Her walk and then again mid-morning whilst i was working. As for me, well i get to spend the day in a constant state of mild fear that at any moment Owner might electrocute me remotely again in my most sensitive parts.

This coming weekend is a long bank holiday weekend here in England. Accordingly, Owner has arranged to take me with Her to stay in Norwich, a medieval town in the East of England. We have various sightseeing activities planned. Owner has also instructed me to bring along a pretty outfit that is 'classy not slutty this time!' i have brought my pretty white lace dress. Hopefully there will be an opportunity to do a photoshoot in it.

i have also, as i always do whenever we go away, packed vibrators for Owner's pleasure as well as Her red whip, a paddle and a cane for Her to use on me. We are both looking forward to our mini-break.

A New Morning Routine

On weekdays Owner likes to go for a walk around our local park before She starts work, assuming of course that She is working from home. This gave me an idea.

Owner rightly expects that i keep Her home clean and tidy at all times. For this i have a daily cleaning routine that i maintain. Whilst the kitchen and bathroom floors get swept and mopped daily the floors of all the other rooms only get swept and mopped once a week. In this time hair and dust accumulates which i spot vacuum periodically.

However, Owner hates noise and disturbance. She likes peace and quiet and not being disturbed. This is one of the reasons that i always need Her permission before speaking to Her. Then yesterday a very obvious idea occurred to me. Why don't i use the time She is on Her morning walk more productively and use it to sweep all of the floors and the staircase. Doing this each weekday, when She is on Her walk, will help keep Her home clean whilst also avoiding disturbing Her.

After i had my idea i ran it past Owner to see if She approved. She shot back with a question, wasn't the time She was out when i practiced my Spanish? Actually, i have usually finished Spanish practice by then and, even if not, there ought to still be sufficient time to sweep all the floors before She returned.

At present i don't put the time when She is on Her walk is to productive use as i should, using it to go online. Cleaning would be much more productive. When done i could then await Her return in my greeting position. Kneeling naked ready to welcome Her home by kissing Her feet and handing Her my mobile for safe keeping and the remote control unit to the electro device secured around my clit (worn all day on Fridays).

To cut a long story short Owner approved my suggestion and so a constructive new routine has been added to my weekday schedule. This Friday was the first day this new routine was implemented. Owner showed Her happiness and approval by immediately electrocuting me. How i love Her! 

The picture below was taken as i waited naked for Owner to return from Her walk this morning. You can see the remote for the electro-shock device (secured around my clit) on the floor in front of me ready to hand to Owner when She returned home.

6.55am - waiting for Owner to return from Her walk after i finished sweeping the floors

i realise that i don't often post pictures of me cleaning, which is odd given that is what i spend a lot of my time doing. So anyway, this was me dusting after work earlier in the week.

Control and Domination Update

So, i have now received my newly updated requirements and instructions from Owner, things that She will now expect of me in addition to my usual chores etc. She of course also expects me to complete fulfilling the additional behaviours and tasks She set for me during the trial, these will now continue indefinitely. Owner has advised that there will be a further review meeting on the 8th June where She will formally assess my progress with a view, if i prove myself worthy, to further increasing Her control over me.

Owners' new expectations of me are as follows:

1 - Check and tidy fridge and kitchen cupboards daily after dinner and ensure that all foods are within their expiry date and update shopping list as needed

2 -  Check all clothes drawers and wardrobes are neat and tidy on a daily basis, ensure that the hangers are all aligned and clothes are correctly hung and organised

3 - My weekday mobile phone use is now restricted to during working hours and for an hour at start and end of working day only. Outside of these hours my mobile phone is to be handed to Owner for Her safe keeping. i will be allowed to check once for text or whasapp messages before going to bed.

4 - On Fridays i am to wear the electro clit device all day when at home and ensure it and the control unit remains charged and that the control unit is close to Owner so She can electrocute my clit at any time She chooses

Owner has also advised that She will be setting me some projects to complete about the flat. We are also going on holiday for two weeks in early April. We have agreed that not only is it best for me that in continue to perform my chores and tasks whilst we are away as far as is possible but that i also adhere to the other rules and requirements Owner has set for me. Owner has also stated that She expects me to create a 'holiday package' for Her i.e. things that i will do to ensure that Her holiday experience is a good one.

i am delighted to have been set these additional tasks and requirements by Owner. i hope that, come the 8th June i am able to demonstrate to Her satisfaction that i have successfully incorporated them into my life so that i might be considered ready by Her for further restrictions and controls to be placed upon me.

Yesterday, to celebrate my passing of the trial period She had set me we went out for a walk and then had some drinks and dinner in a restaurant together. We walked along the River Thames from Greenwich to the Millennium Dome. We then took the tube to London Bridge and went out drinking in the Bermondsey Mile before having dinner and returning home. It was a very enjoyable evening. This was me in one of the bars we visited:

One of the bars we drank in was full of mostly young people. However, Owner lamented the fact that none of the younger guys there were that attractive. Next time we find a new bar i hope that it is one with boys who are more to Her taste. 

i am really grateful to Owner for, not only taking me out and letting me enjoy Her company but also for continuing to slowly extend Her control and authority over me. i hope that i prove myself to be capable of fulfilling Her expectations of me and making Her proud by successfully implementing these new expectations of me.

Electrocution

The month long trial period that Owner has set me, to determine if i am worthy of being dominated by Her more strictly than i currently am, may not start until tomorrow (1st February) but we have already begun to implement Her new regime in advance. An effort to help me be prepared for when the trial itself starts in earnest.

Accordingly, after work today i went up to Owner and, after obtaining permission to speak with Her, requested that She electrocute me. This is to become a weekly Friday night occurrence. Owner graciously obliged and so, after i put the food in the oven for dinner, i returned to Owners bedroom to be tied up and then electrocuted by Her. She used a combination of the electro-torture device attached around my clit and Her handheld electric tazapper. Can you tell from the pictures below which one was taken before She started to shock me and which was taken when She had finished with me?

i am pleased to report that Owner had a thoroughly enjoyable time. As for me? Well, mine was quite shocking :)

Black to Pink

i have mentioned before about how, whenever i am home (except for when i am asleep), my clit is permanently embraced by an electro-torture device. This provides Owner with a means of electrocuting me in my most sensitive region whenever the mood takes Her. Sometimes She does this for amusement, sometimes to get my attention, occasionally as a means of punishing me. There are times when i can go for days or weeks without being zapped once, however, the threat that i might be at any moment is an ever present one.

The device when ordered came with a black velcro strap to secure it in place, together with a spare. It is perhaps a sign of how regularly it gets worn that the velcro for each has gradually lost its effectiveness, to the point when the device started falling off into my panties. This obviously compromised the intended function of the device. Unless the two electrodes at the back of it are in contact with my flesh it is impossible for Owner to administer any kind of electric shock. Having the device fall off into my knickers obviously meant such contact was lost.

However, a solution was at hand. i recalled that i had some pink ribbon and replaced the worn out velcro strap with a piece of ribbon. i showed the result to Owner who remarked that the addition of the ribbon was much prettier and more becoming of me. So a successful outcome was achieved all around. Owner can continue to electrocute me whenever the mood takes Her whilst also being presented with a more visually appealing caged clit. You can see the difference below

Before - electro shock device with black velcro anchor

After - electro shock device secured with pink ribbon

Incidentally, in the last image above you can also see the silver ownership tag added to my guiche piercing alongside the pearl ring. It is an old ownership tag that Owner had made for me as part of a necklace that has been re-purposed to hang between my legs. One advantage is that, when i have no panties on, the pearl and the tag make a lovely soft tinkling sound when i walk around or sway my hips. An aural reminder of my place.

In other news, Owner treated me to a day off yesterday. We have both been pretty exhausted of late. Owner has had the worst of it as She has also ad a bad cold for almost a fortnight. So, yesterday She treated the two of us to vermouth and lemonade whilst we watched the TV series Fallout. Neither of us are gamers (it is based on a popular video game) but both enjoy a bit of post-apocalyptic dystopian drama. It is well made and acted and worth a watch.

my vermouth 'cocktail'

By the way. The two travel guides next to the glass give a clue as to where Owner and i are off to on our next adventure, commencing in just a few weeks time. Yes, we're off to Chile. The question is, is Chile ready for us? :)

Anniversary

It has been another intense and busy week but one that culminated in Owner and i celebrating our sixth wedding anniversary (we have actually been together for nineteen years). Yes, this day six years ago i stood in  my pink dress, Owner in Her dark trouser suit, under the 'Welcome to Las Vegas' sign in sin city and became Owner's legally wedded wife. One of the happiest days of my life.

But, i am getting ahead of myself. First off, a recap of the week that was. Well, like i say it was super busy with work. But not all of it was stress. No. On Tuesday Owner instructed that i be plugged. So this is how i spent the day. A heavy metal plug buried inside my pussy whilst i was working away. Good job my colleagues could not see my derriere when on Teams etc calls!

plugged - you can also see my piercing

Fast forward to thursday and Owner had me lie prostrate on Her bed whilst She set about electrocuting my clit and bottom using a combination of both the electro clit device (that is always secured around my clit at home so She can zap me at any time) and Her tazapper device. Owner greatly enjoys watching me flinch and squirm and has me count out each shock that i receive when She is torturing me. Lately, She has begun to increase the intensity of the shocks that i receive. They make me cry out but i love the fact that Owner obviously enjoys torturing Her 'pet'. Seeing the smile on Her face as i cower below Her, waiting and flinching in anticipation of the next shock, makes my submissive heart leap for joy. Swiftly followed by a leap of my hips in shock when She zaps me!

Some people use electricity for pleasure and arousal, even if that arousal is frustrated. For Owner this could not be further from the case. For Her electricity is a tool that is effective in inflicting pain, exerting control and maintaining obedience and discipline. It also serves as means of summonsing me to Her side if needed or to simply amuse Her as She hears or watches me cry out. When i was tortured by the electro device last night i was not blindfolded nor was i gagged. Watching me flinch and cower involuntarily just at the sight of Her finger hovering over the control unit was something that seemed to greatly amuse and entertain Owner. As for me, knowing that She can make me curl up in fearful anticipation at any moment has added a powerful and wonderful new element to our relationship. Her ability to control and enforce has grown considerably, thanks in part to Her new electric arsenal. My subservience and desire to perform and behave to the best of my abilities has also evolved considerably. Owner gets to enjoy being able to torture me at the mere touch of a button and i am rewarded by falling ever deeper under Her control.

Waiting to be electro-tortured

But i digress. Inbetween all of these butt plug and electro-torture fun and games i carried out my daily chores, studies and exercise routines. They keep me on my toes and maintain my service to Owner. 

Recently, we have also introduced another routine for me. First thing in the morning, just after She has eaten the breakfast i have prepared for Her and showered and changed, Owner likes to go for a walk in our local park. She does so alone. It is a chance for Her to clear Her head and prepare for the day to come. My new routine involves me listening out for Her return. When i hear Her open the gate i kneel inside the front door, hands raised up to my chest like an exciteable pup, to greet and nuzzle Her when She walks in the door. Owner seems to enjoy this new form of greeting and will pat Her 'pet' i.e. me, approvingly as She takes off Her coat.

Why do i mention this? Well, i am coming on to talk about the day of our wedding anniversary, Friday 16th February. i prepared breakfast as usual and then sat down with Owner and exchange wedding anniversary gifts for each other. 

Wait, but what about Valentine's day i hear you ask? You skipped that.

i did but only because Owner and i never celebrate it. Never have, never will. So no, Valentine's is not a special day for us.

Back to our Anniversary. This year i bought Owner a pretty necklace, a t-shirt that says 'Obey me' and a set of miniature pain sticks 

New necklace and pain sticks

In return Owner bought me a book and a beautiful body harness complete with tail and pretty matching cats ears. i have been told i am to wear these when i am caged, starting this coming weekend.  i guess that probably settles the are we/are we not keeping the dog cage to lock me up in question. 

My new harness, tail and matching ears + my card from Owner

Owners' anniversary card for me was also highly appropriate, referring to how She loves to touch and grope my butt.

At the end of the day Owner took me out for some drinks and an anniversary meal in Shoreditch in East London. We had a lovely time with plenty of people watching to be had. 

Before we headed out, however, there was the small task of my monthly outdoor challenge to complete. Owners' dice determined that i was to go to the park in my pink velvet dress, all that was left for me to decide was what to wear with the dress?

There were quite a few people in the park, it is the school holidays, but Owner was very pleased with how i got on with my challenge. You can judge for yourself from the photos below. They appear in reverse order with me in the park first and me leaving our flat to head for the park last

As usual it was great fun to do and i am grateful to Owner for encouraging me to go out and make an exhibition of myself in the way that i do. 

Owmer has threatened to stop these outdoor adventures of mine. She says that i clearly have too much fun, and that i should be electrocuted instead. 

i hope i am allowed to continue my monthly poses. i would love to keep demonstrating what an exhibitionist slut i am. Only time will tell I guess.

Drool, Piss and an Electro Clit

Owner has been keeping me on my toes this week and setting me some additional little tasks and challenges to complete. These have been in addition to completing my regular daily chores and being punished for some of my misdeamours from the previous week.

The first of these additional challenges was being gagged during the day outside of work meetings i.e. i was allowed to remove my gag when on a Teams or Zoom call but when i wasn't the gag was in place. i actually had a relatively quiet day meetings wise (there are days when i spend all day bouncing from one such meeting to the next) so the gag was in situ much of the day.

This was me with my gag on at the start of the day:

Then here i am, drooling uncontrollably when i took the gag off at the end when the gag came off for the final time that day:

i have to confess, i quite like it when i get made to drool. i can't explain why, i just do.

Today i was given another challenge. Owner sent me out to the park this afternoon with a clear flask She had part-filled after breakfast with Her piss. My instructions were to drink the contents of the flask in the park and then return with a coffee for Owner from the park cafe. Although Her golden nectar was well over six hours old, and so quite stale, it still tasted delicious. 

Here i am in the park, sat in front of the park cafe, consuming Owners' piss:

Part of the punishment i received for last week's punishment book entries was having my clit shocked ten times with the electro shock device that is kept affixed around it. Owner had me lie down in the bed as She administered each shock and i was soon jumping about with each discharge into my bits or wincing in anticipation of the next. Tonight it is the turn of my breasts to be similarly treated and then i will spend tomorrow in 'boy mode' i.e. no make-up and normal clothes and that will see my punishments for the week completed, just in time for my maintenance disciplining!

In short, it is proving a fun but busy week and one that is keeping me on my toes.