Poppet Idol

Owner enjoys having me perform for Her and it is also something that i find great fun and enjoyable to do. Over the past few months i have been set a monthly challenge to come up with a different type of performance and this month my challenge was to do a 'Japanese Idol' style show for Her.

i was super thrilled and excited by this as i love J-pop (and K-pop etc) and, were it not for the fact that i am neither pretty, cannot sing or dance and am most definitely not young, i would love to appear on stage and perform in a pretty little outfit. But getting to perform for Owner makes up for that ad is a real treat.

When set the task at first my thoughts turned to doing something by Babymetal. Now if you have never come across this band before they perform an amazing kind of Kawaii Metal which is both unique and amazing. The female singers are the stars of the band and put on a great show, see for example this performance of their song 'Headbanger' . But, ultimately their style is not really the Japanese Idol style i thought Owner was imagining, even though they have an idol background. So i looked for another band whose song i could try not to destroy with my performance. After extensive 'research' in the end i settled upon the band Akb48 and their song 'Heavy Rotation' for my idol performance for Owner.

Obviously, before the show could commence i needed to pull together an outfit for myself. After some deliberation i opted for a black and pink (my favourite colour - what sissy doesn't like pink!) colour palette. i styled pale pink fishnet stockings with black knee-length socks, a black skirt with pink and black knickers, pink bra, pink and black corset, black belt with black boots and a cream top. i also put my hair into tiny pigtails (regular readers will notice that i am growing my hair longer - partly to be able to put it into pigtails etc). Owner expressed Herself delighted with my choice of outfit. You can see what i looked like below:

poppet idol?

pink hair clip and single lace black glove accessories

And now for the performance itself, here are a couple of video clips. Owner had to stop videoing a few times as She was laughing - which i think speaks volumes in itself!

i had great fun doing my little show which turned out to be quite a mini-workout! Quite what our neighbours downstairs thought of me as i bounced about who knows.

After the show i made Owner some lunch and then She took me shopping to get me some proper hair grips and bobbles, i had to use an elastic band and one of Her bobbles for the performance. Here i am modelling some of the bobbles that She bought for me as i type this blog, i think they are cute.

Owner has also permitted me to buy a new black skirt for work.

It has been a fun and enjoyable day!

'Twas The Night Before Halloween

Spine chilling and horrifying sights, sensations and scenes have been experienced in Owner's home today, and no i am not talking about the ghoulish vision of me drifting about early this morning sweeping and mopping the floors. Nor am i talking about the sight of me standing over my simmering 'cauldron; cooking chicken and chorizo paella for lunch. i am not even speaking of the ghastly Jack O' Lanterns that Owner and i carved this afternoon (incidentally - can you tell whose is whose?)

which was carved by me and which by Owner?

No dear reader. i am speaking of something more awful, an unspeakable abomination. Come closer, closer, let me whisper it in your ear.

"This afternoon i danced to the tune of Britney Spear's '[Hit me] Baby one more time'

For those of a nervous disposition i urge and implore you to look away now, read and look no further. But for those of you who dare, who can look at true horror in the face and smile, who are not offended at the sight of a fifty-two year old pretending to be a teen and dancing really, really badly. Then dear reader, i present to you, 'Hit me Owner one more time'

Your mercifully motionless protagonist before the true horror began

And then the music started and out stepped THIS apparition, moving and miming like only the living dead can

Dear god, please make it stop! But no, it goes on, and that stomach (in my defence i had just eaten a very large bowl of paella)

and on, and on, horror unrelenting

If you have read to here let me assure you that no horror or sight you see this coming night of the dead will be quite as terrifying as the sight of me dancing (or trying to). But, as i hope you can see, a lot of fun was had trying to.

i am so sorry Britney, after all you have been through you did not deserve to have your song treated like this.

Happy Halloween everyone from Owner and i

Dancing, Dice, Paddled and Stickers

Yesterday Janine wrote a comment saying that December for me looks like it was going to be "fun", whilst Diane remarked that Owner was "spoiling" me, both statements i have to say are 100% true. After being tied-up wearing panties on my head Friday night whilst watching a TV series with Owner, both yesterday and today's advent calendar reveals were equally fun and enjoyable.

Yesterdays advent calendar task, that i was set when i opened the envelope for the 5th December, was to perform a little dance routine for Owner. i was determined to do something a little more contemporary and so chose the great track 'Bad Guy' by Billie Eilish. It is a fun song to dance along to. i confess the card simply said to perform a dance so the fact that i ended up wearing no shorts or knickers at the end of the routine i will have to just put down to my artistic interpretation, Owner seemed to enjoy the show though. You can see some stills from my performance below;

enter stage right

Ooops, i appear to be shedding clothing!

This morning's advent calendar reveal introduced a new twist, the promise of a present in return for 60 spanks from Owner's favourite leather paddle which She nicknames 'gatuno' (for obvious reasons in that it is shaped like a cat). i eagerly accepted the offer and so was immediately paddled after breakfast in return for my gift -  a set of super cool stickers. i love stickers, my phone and laptop are adorned with them. Owner regularly remarks that i am a teenage girl at heart. Anyway, this was me less than an hour ago

'Gatuno' and my freshly paddled bottom

ready to open my mystery gift

Stickers! Yay!

However, the morning excitement did not end there. i also rolled the dice that determines how many and what 'tasks/challenges' i need to complete whilst doing my chores next week. The dice landed on number 6 - the maximum. So next week i will be caned, clamped (weighted on nipples|), deep-throat my double-ended training dildo, caned again, plugged and clamped on my clitty. It is going to be a busy week for yours truly!

Of course, in addition to all of this i will be opening a new advent window each day to see what additional activity it reveals each day. It is definitely proving to be a fun December and i am being very spoilt indeed. i truly am lucky.

Last Days of Disco - First Day of Christmas

Sunday night saw the return of an old tradition, the monthly dance and strip-tease show for Owner. i used to do these on a regular basis but over the years they dropped away. Anyway, in my continued quest to get back to the top of my game for Owner they have returned, to be performed at the end of each month.

To get back into the swing of things i went with an old classic, You're The One That I Want from the movie Grease. It is probably fair to say that Ms Newton-John need not fear the competition :). At one point i even managed to 'dramatically' throw off my blouse so that it actually landed on top of me! i also  forgot to remove my bra. Rusty does not even begin to describe it, i think it may be back to stripper school for me.Still, at least i stayed on my feet and did not fall over in my heels. Here i am at the end of my performance

Last night saw me once again cleaning the bathroom gagged and with my 'clit' adorned with 20 mini pegs. i can attest to the fact that you certainly do notice the pegs, especially when they are removed, quite painful.

Fast forward to today (Tuesday) or more significantly the 1st December and it was time to open the first envelope in the Advent Calendar that Owner has created for me. i opened it after my morning exercises and having prepared breakfast, hence why i am still in my nightie and looking slightly disheveled. Owner captured the moment when i opened the first of the envelopes.

Preparing to open the calendar

what will it say?

Ta da!

For those with eyesight like mine the card reads 'Extra throw of the cleaning dice. Whatever you get you do it while cooking dinner'. The dice was duly rolled and what did i get? 100 strokes of the cane. An opportunity for Owner to test out the new cane i got Her.

Cane lined up across bottom

Aftermath = stripey pink cheeks

 

Over the next 23 days up until Christmas Eve i will be opening a new advent envelope each morning and finding out what surprise i have in store. i will keep you posted.

Disco Fox and Dice Update

In the first few years of our relationship i used to put on regular dance and strip-tease performances for Owner. It was a part of our life that we both enjoyed and they were great fun to do. However, i then had a prolonged period of quite serious back issues which, at its worst made walking impossible let alone dancing! My strip shows ended.

Last night, however saw the first of what is to become a new routine of Tuesday night dances for Owner. Every Tuesday after i have made dinner and washed up and completed my chores for the evening i am to get changed and do a little dance routine for Her. Yesterday evening i performed my own interpretation of Style from Taylor Swift's 1989 album. It's a great song. i think it is safe to say that Taylor does it much more justice than i do and she is certainly much prettier than i am but it was fun to do and Owner seemed suitably impressed. You can see a still from my routine and a short clip of me 'dancing' below:

Strike a pose

Unlike yesterday today has been another day in which i have been working from home. The dice was once again rolled by Owner and this time it determined that i was to remain naked wearing just a furry foxtail butt plug for half an hour before removing it and putting on my skirt and blouse. i knew we had some deliveries expected and so i spent a slightly apprehensive 30 minutes this morning in just my birthday suit and furry plug hoping that there would not be a knock at the door. If there was i would have to answer it wearing nothing but my stockings and tail. Luckily for me (and the delivery staff!) there wasn't and the half hour passed incident free. It would have been quite humiliating to have had to answer the door dressed only like this

Wearing my furry plug

pussy plugged

i am pleased to report that when the deliveries did arrive later in the day i was able to receive them fully dressed in my work outfit of blouse, skirt, stockings and heels.

Talking of dice, a fourth one will soon be added to Owners' collection. There are currently three that She uses. These are:

1. A chastity dice - rolled monthly (on the 11th every month) to decide whether i will be unlocked or not and, if so, for how long
2. A home working indoor task dice - rolled every time i work from home and determines what task/activity i will have to perform that day whilst working - typically involves being clamped or plugged (as above)
3. A home working outdoor dice - gets rolled after the fourth roll of the indoor dice i.e. every 5th day i work from home. Requires me to undertake an outdoor challenge. This dice includes challenges such as applying make-up at the bus stop or wearing a mini skirt and fishnets to our local park (the dice hasn't landed on this one yet!). These are great fun to do if a little nerve wracking, but being an exhibitionist they are my favourites

These three dice will shortly be joined by a fourth. This dice will be rolled on those days that i am working away from home i.e. in the office, going to meetings, giving presentations at conferences etc. i don't yet know what Owner will load that dice with when i am working away from home but i will keep readers posted as i know Her dice games have generated quite a bit of interest. They also ensure that i am kept fully on my toes and occupied including, now, those days when i am not working from home.

Dirty Dancing

Owner and i enjoyed a wonderful night dancing at the ever excellent Magic Theatre last night. This is by far and away our favourite London club and it is held in a fantastic old art deco ballroom that is only about 2 miles away from where we live. It is a great night of dressing-up fun with people of all persuasions and ages, straight, trans, students and pensioners letting their hair down and their inhibitions go. Here are pictures of the two of us getting ready to depart for the evening;

Owner striking a suitably stern pose

Me looking more gurly - and yes, i am wearing my wedding dress

Owner has a new camera which we are both still getting to grips with so we didn't come away with any really great pictures at the event but the one below does gives a 'somewhat impressionistic' sense of what a gorgeous venue the event is held in, the magical Rivoli Ballroom

Anyway, we both danced our proverbial tits off and had a wonderful night.

Last week i spent three days off sick and, as often seems to happen to me, this made me feel hornier than usual. We have concluded that this may be a seasonal thing as Owner has noted that this often seems to happen at this time of year, namely i have a couple of days when i don;t feel well but do seem to be super horny. i tried to make constructive use of my over-sexed state of mind by channelling my arousal into writing another erotic short story. In truth, the end result was a bit of a dog's dinner. It is over-long and not that coherent and so i do need to re-visit and edit it before publishing. However, one aspect of it seem to have struck a chord with Owner.

In the story i made a number of references to sniffing Her used knickers and how much pleasure this gives me (which is very true) and then coming up with some imagined scenarios involving some element of this. Well, this morning after breakfast we both retired back to bed whereupon Owner almost immediately retrieved a pair of Her worn knickers and draped them over my nose. Over the course of the next ten to fifteen minutes Owner then teased and taunted me with a series of ideas and suggestions for how She might incorporate my love of Her scent into aspects of our lives and routines. Ideas such as having me sniff Her used panties on a regular basis, be made to sit between and Her legs when She returns from work and just sniff Her sex, having Her wet Her panties and them me suck them dry or having to spray my face with a perfume diffuser filled with Her piss before going out.

Of course, the more such ideas and suggestions Owner whispered to me the hornier and more aroused i became. Owner then proceeded to clamp my titties before commencing some intensive flogging and spanking of my clitty and then having me lick out Her wonderful arsehole as She pleasured Herself to an orgasm with Her vibrator. Then to my surprise and delight Owner fisted my pussy and permitted me to cum, to a loud shuddering climax which She then scooped up and fed to me.

It was a wonderfully dirty start to the day to top off a great evening spent dancing the night away.

Saturday Night Fever

Owner and i had such a wonderful day yesterday which ended with us both dancing the night away in the art deco splendor of the Rivoli Ballroom in South London at the wonderful Magic Theatre Ball. The day started well with us both lounging around in bed after having been out for a few drinks the night before at a local bar. However, after a short while Owner grew restless and began to tease and caress me until She had my little clit bulging right out of its metal cage. Even Owner seemed surprised at quite how aroused i evidently was as evidenced by the bulging and engorged flesh protruding out through the bars of the cage!

Suitably impressed by Her actions Owner then turned to pleasure Herself with Her vibrator whilst also issuing the following intrsuction;

'Lick my arse!'

Are there any better words in the English language? There is nothing that gives me greater pleasure or satisfaction than to bury my tongue between Owners wonderful cheeks and probe and lick Her delicious derriere, my clitty safely locked away and denied so that all my attention is rightly focussed on Her satisfaction. Owner then brought Herself to a juddering orgasm through a combination of Her vibrator and my oral ministrations - it was a lovely way to start a day.

A while ago Owner had discovered an irregular nightclub/ball that takes place in a local 1930s art deco ballroom that opens a few times a year for such events (incidentally its interior features in the new Lana De Ray song - Burning Desire). The night in question is a combination of cabaret, live band and retro pop - what makes it such a fantastic night out though is its happy and eclectic mix of gay, straight, trans, CD and all in-between patrons. We were both excited at the idea of going and last night was THE night.

We had the most fantastic time, i have not danced so much in years and years and it was wonderful to go somewhere all dressed up and yet which was so close to where we live too and so didn't require a massive trek across London. The following are some pictures from the evening, including a rare (for this blog) shot of my beautiful Owner. We will most definitely be going back

me all dressed up

my gorgeous Owner

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

strutting my stuff [Edit by Owner - this shot sums up poppets personality]

It was a thoroughly enjoyable night out and one we would both highly recommend.