Lazy Sunday

Just as Owner and i enjoyed a relaxed and somewhat lazy Saturday so too has Sunday been equally languorous. After breakfast i completed my Spanish studies and then did my exercises, which left my glutes burning. i then set about sweeping and mopping the floors.

Today Owner treated me by preparing lunch for us both. It was delicious, She is an excellent cook. Afterwards we then went for a walk in the park and around the neighbourhood and then stopped in a cafe and had a coffee. Returning home i then spent some time recording a party style make-up Tik-Tok tutorial video. Owner had required that i make such a video for Her as my monthly entertainment/treat for Her. i showed Her my efforts which amused Her greatly. i won't post the video here as it is quire long (10mins) but it was good fun to do. For Her next treat i have been instructed to organise a day-trip for the two of us.

Video completed Owner then provided me with a treat in the form of a glass of Her urine to drink before having me bend over on the sofa to receive my weekly maintenance disciplining. She used Her heavy cane this time which coloured my bottom and the backs of my thighs nicely and left my cheeks quite flushed.

It was the first caning i have received since i went down with Covid and i am grateful to Owner for having beaten me as She did. Painful as they are to receive i have come to love my weekly maintenance caning/spanking and it is wonderful to be back on my knees receiving a beating from Her.

My caning was swiftly followed-up by being spanked on my 'labia' with one of Owners wooden serving spoons. i was much less well behaved for this. Whilst i managed to stay still for my caning i ended up squirming and wriggling all over the place as Owner attempted to spank my plums with the wooden spoon. Being spanked on my testicles produces an altogether different type of pain compared to being caned on my buttocks and the backs of my thighs. It is a pain that i find quite difficult to manage and thus i tend to try and stop myself from being hit down there, wriggling and trying to close my legs. 

Owner really had to hold me down and force my legs apart in order that She might beat me in the way that She wanted to between my legs. In hindsight i should have offered to lock my legs into the wooden stocks contraption to stop trying to escape from being struck. Instead i just squirmed and struggled against Owners grip. In the end She positioned on all fours and then sat on my ankles and brought the spoon sharply down against my bits. Stars exploded in my brain as She spanked my most sensitive bits. In the end Owner landed over sixty blows with Her wooden spoon between my legs, leaving me with sore and throbbing dangling bits as well as a hot bottom. i know i will still be pleasantly sore 'down there' for hours to come, i am lucky to be beaten by Her this way.

Later this evening i will turn my attention to the large pile of ironing that has accumulated and hang the last of the days washing to dry.

All in all it has been a lovely and enjoyable day.

Owner Packs Then Punishes Poppet

Owner is heading off for a few days leaving yours truly home alone. She is heading off to Rome for a short break with a friend of Hers. i will travel down to the airport hotel with Her tonight and then help Her carry Her small case to check-in before, with a sad heart, i wave Her goodbye. i won't see Her again until Wednesday night when i head back to the airport to collect Her. i hope that She has a wonderful time, She deserves a little holiday.

Meanwhile, i sought permission for and was allowed out un-escorted after work on two separate occasions this week. The first was for a quasi-business meeting with a friend for an hour in a local pub. The second was a reunion with a housemate from University days whom i have literally not seen in decades. Of course, i was advised i would be punished in return for being allowed out. A combination of electro-torture and then caged.

The first such punishment was delivered yesterday along with a set of additional maintenance punishments but that was not before i received a wonderful gift from Owner in the form of a beautiful purple leather collar. It is to be worn outside of work and replaces the thin little pink collar and bell that i was previously wearing (the bell will be recycled and attached to a metal O-piercing which will shortly replace the bar piercing below my clit - we are just ensuring that has fully healed before swapping jewellery). This is a close-up of the new collar

and a shot of me wearing it for the first time

Shortly after the above image was taken that i found myself on my knees on the sofa, bottom presented to Owner in readiness to be caned by Her on my butt and the backs of my thighs. She used one of Her thick canes with a traditional curved handle to administer the caning. You can see the aftermath below

Immediately after the caning was completed i was then instructed to spread my thighs so that Owner could then give my sensitive 'labia' a spanking (60 strikes) with one of Owner's wooden spoons. It can deliver quite a blow to that most sensitive of parts and has a wonderful grin cut-out of the spoon which seems most appropriate given what its purpose in life is i.e. a punishment device

the wooden spoon at rest after having beaten my bits

My little caged clit was left aroused and a little excited from the beating. Not so excited as to be at risk of leaking but enough for me to feel it strain in its cage as my bottom, thighs and 'bits' glowed hot.

However, Owner was not done, not at all. Immediately after being spanked i was instructed to go and lie down on the bed where my hands were cuffed and chained to the metal bed-frame. Owner then straddled me and started to tickle me mercilessly. i was told to count one hundred tickles but kept losing count as i laughed and squirmed as She tickled my belly, my chest and under my arms. There were even times when i was laughing so much i was unable to speak at all, let alone count out loud. When i eventually made it to one hundred Owner announced that She was sure it had only been eighty and so carried on. i am not sure what was worse, the tickles or what came next.

After the tickles were done with Owner then attached Her infernal electro-torture device to my nipples to administer some electric-shocks, in part as punishment for having gone out earlier in the week and then another burst of electricity just for fun. Owner is thoroughly enjoying Her new electro-torture device. As for me, well i have got slightly more used to it but i still really, really struggle with it. Here i am looking relieved at the end of the torture session.

The real torture starts tomorrow though when Owner jets off to Rome and i traipse back to our flat on my own. i will miss Her terribly. i hope that She has a wonderful time but i can't wait to be reunited with Her later in the week.

Worshipping Owners' Arse

Regular readers will know that i have a bit of a 'thing' about licking out Owners' arse. It is a service She expects from me whenever She so desires and it is one that i love to provide. Tonguing Her arsehole is the only way that i am allowed to penetrate Owner and it is something that i could quite happily do for hours on end.

A particular favourite position of Owners' is to sit on my face and have my tongue tease and explore Her backside whilst She brings Herself off with Her vibrator. Owner is very petite but in this position She is able to put all of Her weight on my face and smother my nose and mouth completely, leaving me struggling to breath as my tongue feverishly worships Her glorious sphincter. At times i cannot breath at all. Another favourite position of Hers is to lie on Her side and 'present' Her anus for me to orally worship whilst She pleasures Herself with Her toy. In both positions Owner often crushes my head between Her thighs and i can feel Her sphincter muscles quiver, flutter and contracts when She cums, 'gripping' my tongue.

This morning Owner had me bring Her off in both such positions,  permitting me to lick, lap, probe, taste, savour and worship Her wonderful anus as She pleasured Herself with Her favourite toy. i was like a kitten with a fresh bowl of cream, lapping eagerly and contentedly and loving every minute.

The experience was heightened further by the fact that Owner had already spent some time ensuring that i was fully aroused before She sat on my face.  She started by removing Her knickers and placing them over my face, positioning the aromatic gusset under my nose so that i inhaled Her wonderful scent. She then had me worship Her feet with my tongue, toyed with my nipples, spanked my now swollen and engorged 'labia' and my nipples with one of Her leather paddles and bit me hard on each butt cheek whilst pinning me face down under the heel of Her foot. She even ground Her pussy against my caged little clit and permitted me to caress Her beautiful breasts.

As you can imagine, after experiencing so much pleasure by the time Owner sat on my face this morning i was horny as hell. My caged clit was throbbing in excitement and my 'labia' were heavy and swollen. That is how they remained. i am Owners' human sex toy, my purpose is to give Her pleasure. It is a role i love.  i derive great pleasure from giving Her pleasure. It is quite normal for me to be left highly aroused, denied and frustrated, it is a state i hugely enjoy. That is how i was left this morning when, after Owner was fully satisfied, i was dismissed and instructed to prepare Her breakfast.

If i could i would worship Owners' anus every hour of ever day. i love, love, love its taste, its texture and its smell. That, coupled with the sweet, sweet pleasure of drinking Her golden nectar, of having my nipples teased and tormented  and of being kept in a state of arousal and continued orgasm denial makes me the happiest ad luckiest slut in the world. i love and adore my life with my Owner.

Clamps, Spanks and a Strip

Hello all, i trust that you are having enjoyable weekends? i have spent some of mine being spanked by Owner, doing some housework, studying, serving as Owners' hair dresser and doing a little strip-tease performance for Her. In between we also managed to squeeze in my regular Saturday morning piss-drinking treat (warm, golden and delicious), some exercises (to try and trim the fat i have put on over the past few months) and watched a movie together with home made popcorn. It has been quite a busy day and i still have some baking to do later!

Tomorrow we are heading out for lunch before going onto an exhibition in the afternoon. i am also hoping to have my consultation with the tattooist whom i hope will then, sometime in the next few weeks, ink my right breast with the tattoo that Owner has designed for me. i cannot wait to get it done.

Oh, and the week started with Owner sending me to do a lap of our local park with my nipples clamped and to sniff Her used knickers near the park cafe. It was a pleasant day and there were lots of people about so i had to be relatively discrete about it!

Anyway, here are some vignettes from my week

nipples clamped in the park

sniffing Owners' use knickers near the park cafe

The spanking i received today was administered using the new green leather paddle that i purchased for Owner (with Her permission) at the fetish market we attended last weekend. Owner says She really like it and that it is easy to use. As you can see it left me with a pink bottom

my post-spanking bottom and Owners' new green paddle

And so to the strip-tease. The routine Owner had requested from me was a version of the strip-tease by Kim Basinger in front of Micky Rourke in the film 9 1/2 weeks. Well, i think i can safely say that Ms Basinger does a much better and far sexier job than i did, but Owner was amused. Here are some stills and video extracts from my routine

trying to look sexy

Pink and Tender

So today i have mostly been catching-up with some long overdue household chores, studying some Spanish and then watching a movie with Owner (Mad Max: Fury Road) whilst gorging on a giant bowl of popcorn. This was followed by Owner spanking my backside with Her heart-shaped metal spanking device, before turning me over, securing me in the wooden yoke and spanking my caged clit with the wooden spoon. All the while my nipples were securely clamped.

So, just another 'normal' Saturday :)

My bottom and 'bits' were left pink and throbbing. 

How was you day?

100 Swats

Owner administered a slightly different weekly discipline yesterday. Rather than use one of Her canes or paddles on my backside She instead used Her leather fly swat on my 'labia'. After first securing me in the yoke to stop me from thrashing or wriggling about She then set to work warming up my exposed and sensitive bits with the swat. i have to say it is a very effective implement to use 'down there' and She soon had me jiggling about and struggling to count off each strike until the one hundred mark had been reached (Owner expects me to count each stroke for Her - not always an easy task sometimes when She delivers a rapid succession of blows).

For some reason positioning me on my back like this, legs spread forcibly apart, fully exposed, always makes me giggle. No matter how hard i try not to it always still happens. It is a nervous reaction and usually occurs just before Owner lands the first blow. This time, as you can see from the picture below which was taken after my disciplining, i was still giggling helplessly afterwards - i am just thankful She did not strike me another one hundred times on response!

me, after 100 swats from the leather fly swat - see too how the colour of  my chastity device continues to fade

Having administered my spanking i was left to get on with cleaning and mopping the floors whilst Owner listened to Her book. Later, my tasks completed, we sat down and watched a movie together.

As we were watching the film Owner began, once again, to caress, squeeze, pull and stroke my nipples. i adore having my nipples played with in this manner and spent most of the film lying in Owners lap, my bra and top pulled up, breathing a little heavily as Owner idly toyed with my tits. Needless to say it left me excited and aroused.

Owner has been playing with my nipples a lot of late, something we both seem to enjoy. She knows that She can illicit an almost instant from me, sending me straight to a state of contented arousal as my brain is flooded with desire. When Owner touches, caresses or pulls and squeezes them my nipples, which are quite big and fleshy after years of being happily abused, stiffen and grow fully pert. In that state they are wonderfully sensitive and touching them sends delicious sensations right through my body and sends me deep into a happy subspace. Her touching me this way also invariably causes me to spread my legs like the slut i am as i 'purr' with pleasure. With my clitty having been locked almost permanently away having my nipples played with like this, or having my 'labia' spanked, has become one of the few ways in which i get to experience some form of direct sexual pleasure. It is quite intoxicating.

After the film ended my nipples were tucked back away inside their bra and i prepared our evening meal. Then, after i had washed up and sorted out the laundry i gave Owner a foot massage. It was a most relaxing and enjoyable day.

Continuing the breast and bra theme i also, i think for possibly the first time, met up with and went for a meal with each of my parents whilst wearing not only make-up but also one of my padded bras, albeit under a loose fitting blouse - not a tight t-shirt! On Friday Owner and i met up my mother in London and went out for a meal together to a restaurant in London. Then the following day we travelled west out of London to Salisbury where we met up with my dad and his long-time girlfriend for lunch. Neither made any comment although on entering the restaurant in London the maitre d' did pass comment on what nice silver jewellery (just my usual bracelets, rings and earrings) i was wearing.

i have never actually said to either of my parents that i cross-dress, still less that i submit totally to Owner. The two of us, Owner and i, have developed a way of my being able to discretely take instructions from Her in their presence, such as to what i may order to eat or drink. It doesn't always prove possible and sometimes i still end up having to choose for myself, which now feels wrong somehow on the few occasions when it still happens (for context it has been the norm now for many years that when Owner and i eat out She decides what i will eat and drink).

When we are staying with Owners' parents in Spain the opposite is true. My feminine side is much more hidden, i don't wear makeup, nor many of my women's clothes (knickers aside). However, it is probably much more obvious that i submit to Owner and that She is the one in charge in our relationship. However, that is also the norm between Her mum and dad. Her mum is very much in charge of her dad so it is more a case of like mother like daughter. The only difference being that Owners' control over me extends far beyond the purely domestic and financial.

The whole subject of control and submission in a 24/7 and 365 days a year Femdom relationship is a fascinating one. Questions of how control is exercised in private and in public, types and means of control and how moments or occasions when the dominant partner presents the submissive with choices to make are dealt with is an area that i find fascinating. i will do a future post about this and would be really interested to hear other couples in similar relationships perspectives on this.

But, i have digressed massively. Back to Salisbury. It is a very pretty city, one that i haven't visited for about a quarter of a century (typing that makes me feel very old!) and Owner had never visited before. So i leave you with a few photos of the city and its famous cathedral. Take care everybody.

Cooking, Caning and New Coat

This morning Owner administered my regular weekly caning/spanking. It was postponed from Friday as Owner had now been feeling well. This week i was required to received 50 strokes from Her wooden spoon on my clit and then one hundred strokes from Her new metal tenderising implement. Owner ensured that i was safely secured in my new yoke before commencing, which turned out to be a good move as otherwise i would have thrashed about a lot, especially from the clit spanking with the wooden spoon. It definitely hurt as She struck my helplessly exposed 'bits'. Here are some pictures

Looking pensive before the first blows landed on my exposed bits

Pink buttocks after the metal tenderiser went to work

Owner also came up with a good idea which is that She could use the redundant central section of the yoke, the bit your head is supposed to go through if you are more flexible then i am. as a base to attach things to - such as clamps to my nipples etc. It is a potentially fiendish thought!

Recently, i have also been busy making some of the dishes that Owner has requested on me. Today, i prepared a vegetable Moroccan tagine and earlier in the week i made (at the second attempt) some half decent gluten-free pide (Turkish bread). i really enjoy cooking for Owner and am enjoying completing these new culinary challenges She is setting me. You can see the result of my culinary efforts below.

Gluten-free pide

Vegetable tagine (in authentic pot)

Ta da!

My next culinary  challenge is to make gluten free feta and tomato muffins.

This week i also received my new spring raincoat that Owner allowed me to purchase. i am really pleased with it and think it looks very pretty. It comes from a company called Lighthouse which do some really nice cots and other clothes. Here i am modelling my new coat, now i just need some warmer weather with showers to wear it in

This week is going to be quite a significant one for me. On Monday all of the shops and hair salons etc re-open in England so i will be finally able to make an appointment to get my hair cut - the first time it has been cut in 2021. But, that is not what i am referring to.

No, the real moment comes on Friday 16th April. It is the day when the chastity dice Owner created for me get rolled again. It will determine whether or not i remain in full-time chastity as i have been for the past three months or whether i get placed into a different regime. 

That same day is also when i will be rolling (and completing) the monthly outdoor challenge dice that Owner devised for me. Last month saw me having to go to our local supermarket wearing just a long coat and my lingerie. i wonder what i will end up having to do this month?

Stay safe all, hopefully we will all slowly be able to start to return to normal as the vaccine roll-outs continue