Wooden Spoon

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Pain and Piss - My Drug and Drink Of Choice

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Lazy Sunday

Just as Owner and i enjoyed a relaxed and somewhat lazy Saturday so too has Sunday been equally languorous. After breakfast i completed my Spanish studies and then did my exercises, which left my glutes burning. i then set about sweeping and mopping the floors.

Today Owner treated me by preparing lunch for us both. It was delicious, She is an excellent cook. Afterwards we then went for a walk in the park and around the neighbourhood and then stopped in a cafe and had a coffee. Returning home i then spent some time recording a party style make-up Tik-Tok tutorial video. Owner had required that i make such a video for Her as my monthly entertainment/treat for Her. i showed Her my efforts which amused Her greatly. i won't post the video here as it is quire long (10mins) but it was good fun to do. For Her next treat i have been instructed to organise a day-trip for the two of us.

Video completed Owner then provided me with a treat in the form of a glass of Her urine to drink before having me bend over on the sofa to receive my weekly maintenance disciplining. She used Her heavy cane this time which coloured my bottom and the backs of my thighs nicely and left my cheeks quite flushed.

It was the first caning i have received since i went down with Covid and i am grateful to Owner for having beaten me as She did. Painful as they are to receive i have come to love my weekly maintenance caning/spanking and it is wonderful to be back on my knees receiving a beating from Her.

My caning was swiftly followed-up by being spanked on my 'labia' with one of Owners wooden serving spoons. i was much less well behaved for this. Whilst i managed to stay still for my caning i ended up squirming and wriggling all over the place as Owner attempted to spank my plums with the wooden spoon. Being spanked on my testicles produces an altogether different type of pain compared to being caned on my buttocks and the backs of my thighs. It is a pain that i find quite difficult to manage and thus i tend to try and stop myself from being hit down there, wriggling and trying to close my legs. 

Owner really had to hold me down and force my legs apart in order that She might beat me in the way that She wanted to between my legs. In hindsight i should have offered to lock my legs into the wooden stocks contraption to stop trying to escape from being struck. Instead i just squirmed and struggled against Owners grip. In the end She positioned on all fours and then sat on my ankles and brought the spoon sharply down against my bits. Stars exploded in my brain as She spanked my most sensitive bits. In the end Owner landed over sixty blows with Her wooden spoon between my legs, leaving me with sore and throbbing dangling bits as well as a hot bottom. i know i will still be pleasantly sore 'down there' for hours to come, i am lucky to be beaten by Her this way.

Later this evening i will turn my attention to the large pile of ironing that has accumulated and hang the last of the days washing to dry.

All in all it has been a lovely and enjoyable day.

Human Sex Toy

One of the things that i have always loved about my life with Owner is how She has always made it completely clear that my body is Her personal sex toy to be used by Her for Her pleasure in any way that She chooses, whenever She so chooses. My own sexual gratification is not relevant, for instance, so far this year i have been allowed just one solitary orgasm of any kind, but that is not to say i don't derive pleasure from being used as Her sex toy. Far from it. i love it and would not want to be treated in any other way by Her. i just pretty much never get to climax.

Take the Sunday just gone for example. i awoke feeling tired and sleepy, so much so that after lunch Owner sent me back to bed. However, She had something else on Her mind that letting me fall asleep. Shortly after i had crawled under the sheets, still fully clothed (what can i say, i was tired!) She entered the room and slipped into bed beside me. Her hands immediately started to roam across and caress my clothed body. She worked Her hands up my top, pushed up my bra and teased my nipples. She slipped Her hand into my panties and stroked the smooth entrance of my pussy. She cupped my caged clit in Her hand and spanked my bulging bits with Her free hand. i moaned in response and spread my legs wider for Her trying to make my body as available to Her as possible. i am, after all, a slut.

It wasn't long before Owner had fully dis-robed me. She took off my knickers, rolled down and removed my stockings and suspenders, pulled off my top and undid my bra leaving me naked save for my chastity cage and the electronic shock device, still attached to the base of my clit.  This was also soon discarded to afford Her an easier target to strike my plump, swollen labia with Her hand. 

Owner teased and caressed me. She touched, stroked and caressed the entrance of my pussy.  She pulled and tugged on the long silver chain that connects each of my pierced tits and stroked my areola and the tip of my nipples, causing me to squirm with pleasure.  My level of horniness shot up. Next She stripped off, draped Her knickers over my head so that i could inhale Her exquisite scent then She straddled my buttocks, pushing me face down into the pillows, trapping and immobilising me between Her thighs. 

With me pinned face-down down between Her legs She took out one of Her vibrators, positioned it against Her clit and proceeded to bring Herself off.  As i lay aroused and frustrated beneath Her She ground Her pussy against my backside as Her vibrator purred and hummed until She came, quivering and moaning and grinding against my buttocks. Owner did this again and again until She was fully spent. All the while i was positioned face down beneath Her, marveling at the sound and sensation of Her riding my derriere to one climax after another.  My eventual reward came in the form of being briefly allowed to suckle on Her fabulous breasts as She lay naked beside me. Then, having got what She wanted from me She got up and left me to sleep.

Later that same day i found myself once again positioned face down, but this time in a kneeling position on the sofa so that She might cane me and spank my (still aroused) swollen labia with a wooden salad server. It was a painful reminder of Her power and authority over me.

the cane and the salad server used against my bottom and bits

Being treated to the sound and feel of Owner climaxing on top of me, suckling Her breasts and feeling the warmth of Her cane on my buttocks was not the only treat i received from Her. Earlier in the day i was also gifted a delicious glass of Her golden wine to consume. Which i eagerly did.

It was a morning serving and Her piss was particularly rich and flavoursome. At first i used to prefer Her afternoon or evening piss as it is lighter and less heady. But now i love Her morning pee. i love the darker colour, the more intense aroma, but i especially love the taste. It is more concentrated and bitter and i am so grateful to Her each time She gifts it to me to drink. Two of my favourite pleasures in life are a) licking and tasting Owners anus and b) drinking Her urine. i am quite a dirty little slut.

Sex, caning and piss drinking was not all we got up to at the weekend. On Saturday we made a day trip to Chichester, a pretty medieval city in the English countryside and the capital of the county of Sussex. It has a beautiful little cathedral, which we both admired, and a lovely canal walk. Owner took me for lunch. The weather was fine and we both had a lovely day out. Her are a couple of (not that great) pictures

Chichester Cathedral

The city square

Inside the cathedral

a mini tugboat on the canal

View of the canal from a bridge - there is a Turner painting of this same view

Hoping all readers are well. Take care.

Owner Packs Then Punishes Poppet

Owner is heading off for a few days leaving yours truly home alone. She is heading off to Rome for a short break with a friend of Hers. i will travel down to the airport hotel with Her tonight and then help Her carry Her small case to check-in before, with a sad heart, i wave Her goodbye. i won't see Her again until Wednesday night when i head back to the airport to collect Her. i hope that She has a wonderful time, She deserves a little holiday.

Meanwhile, i sought permission for and was allowed out un-escorted after work on two separate occasions this week. The first was for a quasi-business meeting with a friend for an hour in a local pub. The second was a reunion with a housemate from University days whom i have literally not seen in decades. Of course, i was advised i would be punished in return for being allowed out. A combination of electro-torture and then caged.

The first such punishment was delivered yesterday along with a set of additional maintenance punishments but that was not before i received a wonderful gift from Owner in the form of a beautiful purple leather collar. It is to be worn outside of work and replaces the thin little pink collar and bell that i was previously wearing (the bell will be recycled and attached to a metal O-piercing which will shortly replace the bar piercing below my clit - we are just ensuring that has fully healed before swapping jewellery). This is a close-up of the new collar

and a shot of me wearing it for the first time

Shortly after the above image was taken that i found myself on my knees on the sofa, bottom presented to Owner in readiness to be caned by Her on my butt and the backs of my thighs. She used one of Her thick canes with a traditional curved handle to administer the caning. You can see the aftermath below

Immediately after the caning was completed i was then instructed to spread my thighs so that Owner could then give my sensitive 'labia' a spanking (60 strikes) with one of Owner's wooden spoons. It can deliver quite a blow to that most sensitive of parts and has a wonderful grin cut-out of the spoon which seems most appropriate given what its purpose in life is i.e. a punishment device

the wooden spoon at rest after having beaten my bits

My little caged clit was left aroused and a little excited from the beating. Not so excited as to be at risk of leaking but enough for me to feel it strain in its cage as my bottom, thighs and 'bits' glowed hot.

However, Owner was not done, not at all. Immediately after being spanked i was instructed to go and lie down on the bed where my hands were cuffed and chained to the metal bed-frame. Owner then straddled me and started to tickle me mercilessly. i was told to count one hundred tickles but kept losing count as i laughed and squirmed as She tickled my belly, my chest and under my arms. There were even times when i was laughing so much i was unable to speak at all, let alone count out loud. When i eventually made it to one hundred Owner announced that She was sure it had only been eighty and so carried on. i am not sure what was worse, the tickles or what came next.

After the tickles were done with Owner then attached Her infernal electro-torture device to my nipples to administer some electric-shocks, in part as punishment for having gone out earlier in the week and then another burst of electricity just for fun. Owner is thoroughly enjoying Her new electro-torture device. As for me, well i have got slightly more used to it but i still really, really struggle with it. Here i am looking relieved at the end of the torture session.

The real torture starts tomorrow though when Owner jets off to Rome and i traipse back to our flat on my own. i will miss Her terribly. i hope that She has a wonderful time but i can't wait to be reunited with Her later in the week.

Standing, Spanking, Plugging and Flaunting

Owner and i have both had a tiring week so we are thankful that the weekend is finally upon us. Owner ended the week by administering my weekly disciplinary session which consisted of one hundred on my bottom with her metal paddle, followed by 50 strikes to the exposed 'bits' of my chastised clitty with a wooden spoon - the latter requiring me to be restrained in the wooden yoke to prevent me from squirming about. It was a punishing end to a punishing week, but i know these weekly discipline sessions are needed and good for me. i am very grateful to Owner for administering them.

The week started with me being required to perform a novel (for me) act, namely i was made to stand facing the wall in the corner in just my knickers for half an hour whilst Owner read Her book. It was the first time Owner has had me do this. To pass the time i counted the passing seconds in my head, reaching about 1800 when Owner announced the 30 minutes were over. It was actually a surprisingly good way of having me stop thinking about the stresses of work and empty my mind. i think Owner enjoyed having me stand patiently for Her too.  i can imagine it would be harder to do had i been wearing heels, or clamped, luckily i was neither.

However, a few days later did find me with my pussy plugged and walking arm in arm with Owner around our local park after work, the walk culminating in me doing 20 squats for Her - which were pleasant to do as on each dip i could feel the heavy metal plug shift a little inside me.

Oh, and one other 'first' to report - this week i attended my first face-to-face work meeting in well over a year. i decided to  be 'brave' and rather than wear one of the non-padded bras that i used to wear into the office i chose instead to wear a padded one - which i have grown accustomed to wearing daily throughout lockdown. i wore it under a blouse and jacket - i was attending a board meeting so needed to look vaguely 'smart' -  and was also in full, albeit light, makeup. Incidentally, i think Owner has taken a liking to my now regularly having visible 'breasts' - in the form of my padded bras - as She will occasionally grab and squeeze them through my top. Not the same as if i had real ones of course but still i am thrilled She seems to like to occasionally fondle my pretend ones.

So my week involved some corner time, a good spanking, being plugged and meeting board members and directors wearing a padded bra and full makeup as well as doing my usual housework and exercises and trying to be a good wife for Owner. 

Corner time

My bottom after today's spanking

Cooking, Caning and New Coat

This morning Owner administered my regular weekly caning/spanking. It was postponed from Friday as Owner had now been feeling well. This week i was required to received 50 strokes from Her wooden spoon on my clit and then one hundred strokes from Her new metal tenderising implement. Owner ensured that i was safely secured in my new yoke before commencing, which turned out to be a good move as otherwise i would have thrashed about a lot, especially from the clit spanking with the wooden spoon. It definitely hurt as She struck my helplessly exposed 'bits'. Here are some pictures

Looking pensive before the first blows landed on my exposed bits

Pink buttocks after the metal tenderiser went to work

Owner also came up with a good idea which is that She could use the redundant central section of the yoke, the bit your head is supposed to go through if you are more flexible then i am. as a base to attach things to - such as clamps to my nipples etc. It is a potentially fiendish thought!

Recently, i have also been busy making some of the dishes that Owner has requested on me. Today, i prepared a vegetable Moroccan tagine and earlier in the week i made (at the second attempt) some half decent gluten-free pide (Turkish bread). i really enjoy cooking for Owner and am enjoying completing these new culinary challenges She is setting me. You can see the result of my culinary efforts below.

Gluten-free pide

Vegetable tagine (in authentic pot)

Ta da!

My next culinary  challenge is to make gluten free feta and tomato muffins.

This week i also received my new spring raincoat that Owner allowed me to purchase. i am really pleased with it and think it looks very pretty. It comes from a company called Lighthouse which do some really nice cots and other clothes. Here i am modelling my new coat, now i just need some warmer weather with showers to wear it in

This week is going to be quite a significant one for me. On Monday all of the shops and hair salons etc re-open in England so i will be finally able to make an appointment to get my hair cut - the first time it has been cut in 2021. But, that is not what i am referring to.

No, the real moment comes on Friday 16th April. It is the day when the chastity dice Owner created for me get rolled again. It will determine whether or not i remain in full-time chastity as i have been for the past three months or whether i get placed into a different regime. 

That same day is also when i will be rolling (and completing) the monthly outdoor challenge dice that Owner devised for me. Last month saw me having to go to our local supermarket wearing just a long coat and my lingerie. i wonder what i will end up having to do this month?

Stay safe all, hopefully we will all slowly be able to start to return to normal as the vaccine roll-outs continue

This Charming Whore

Yesterday evening Owner presented me with a wonderful new silver charm. It is in the shape of a heart and is inscribed to 'My pretty wife' and has the date of our wedding on the reverse. It also has a very pretty pink gemstone hanging from the charm.  i love it and have attached it to the chain that connects my two nipple rings together. i think it is super pretty. Here's a close-up of the charm;

And this is it in situ;

The charm slightly weights the chain between my two nipple rings which in turn gently pull and tug down my nipples, sending delicious little thrills through them all day.

i do so love my pretty accessories!

After presenting me with my new charm last night Owner administered one of my regular canings. As usual i had prepared the room and Owners implements in advance for Her. However, i added a few new items this time alongside Her usual collection of paddles, canes, crops, clamps and toys etc. This time round i added a large wooden spoon and a couple of hairbrushes. The spoon went down well with Owner who used it to warm me up before then flogging and caning me. Owner commented how the spoon made my bottom nice and red  - i have made a note to add it to the usual collection of implements laid out for Her to use in future sessions.

i was out of chastity during the session and Owner used the opportunity of having unfettered access to my clitty to good affect, both flogging and gently caning it. i actually love to have my testicles caned and spanked (whether in chastity or not). Whilst being teased by Owner about how much i obviously enjoyed having my clitty spanked and caned i told Her that indeed i particularly enjoyed having my testicles spanked and would love to have them spanked, or be made to spank them, on a daily basis.

After the caning was over Owner positioned a dildo between Her thighs, sat down and had me kneel before Her and fellate Her 'cock' whilst simultaneously instructing me to finger my pussy with one hand and masturbate my unchastised clitty with the other. Owner ensured that i eagerly sucked and licked her 'cock' - pushing my head down onto it and causing me to gag and gurgle and snort saliva and mucus out my mouth and down my nose. i really was excited as Owner kept telling me to make myself hard and play with my pussy whilst at the same time my mouth was stuffed with her cock.

It had been exactly a month since i last was allowed to cum and it didn't take long for me to become dangerously excited and aroused. Owner sensed this and kept having me stop and then re-commence playing with my clitty, all the while ensuring my head continued to bob up and down on Her cock. As i did this Owner kept telling me what a whore i was and how much i enjoyed sucking cock...which of course is true.

After a few more minutes Owner stated that She wanted me to make myself cum with Her cock in my mouth. Needless to say it wasn't much longer before a months worth of denial was spurting over my hands and chest whilst i continued eagerly sucking and slurping Owners phallus. i scooped up my mess with my hand and swallowed it like a good little slut whilst Owner made appreciative comments about what a dirty  whore i was and how i loved to cum with cock in my mouth. And of course this was true. i did indeed enjoy it. Interestingly, i have also grown to like the taste of cum. Years ago i always liked the idea and prospect of having to eat and swallow my cum but when the moment of release had, so to speak come, i'd always found the reality less enjoyable than the idea. Now, however, Owner has helped me appreciate and enjoy its taste.

Session finished it was time to quickly make myself decent and serve Owner Her dinner. Owner instructed me to ensure i returned myself back to chastity as well. i have to say that when i caught sight of myself in the bathroom mirror as i cleaned myself up and put the device back in situ i did look somewhat disheveled. My face was smeared with a mixture of cum and saliva and my hair was all over the place - in short, i really did look like the well-used whore i am.