A Spontaneous Slut

Like many people i work a lot from home. This was true to an extent before the pandemic but then became normalised during the lockdown. Since then, whilst i do sometimes go into the office or attend face-to-face meetings and events, i try to keep such forays to a minimum. In part, this is because i know Owner prefers me to be at home as Her stay at home wife. 

At home you will pretty much always find me wearing a skirt during the day until i change into a tunic to do my household chores in the evening. At first i was terrified at the thought of being seen wearing such an outfit at home by anyone other than Owner. But that, as they say, was then.

Over the years many, many different service engineers, builders, electricians, decorators, delivery people etc have seen me dressed in what has become my normal everyday attire whilst i am at home. i have grown quite accustomed to interacting with them whilst fully made up wearing blouses, bras,  stockings and panties (with locked clit) that are quite visible beneath my typically short skirts,as i lead them upstairs into our apartment. What they make of me i don't know. Only one ever asked questioned me directly on the topic of what i was wearing, an electrician who asked if my wife knew - answer, yes of course!

Take today for example. We had a decorator due in. i was working home alone, Owner was in Her office. When he arrived i greeted him, ushered him into the flat, offered to make him a tea (so very English) and chatted for a bit with him all whilst wearing make-up, panties and bra, shortish skirt, hold-ups, blouse and a pair of flats - oh and with my hair tied up in a ponytail. This is pretty normal now for me

in our kitchen dressed in my usual attire

decorator painting in doorway behind me

As i say, this has become quite normal for me.

However, earlier in the week Owner instructed me to wear a corset under my work blouse with no skirt underneath. This was on another day when She was at Her office and i was working from home. You can see what i was wearing in the picture below, taken just after i had showered:

showing off my green corset

It was also a day when i knew we were expecting to receive at least two separate parcel deliveries during the day. Accordingly, i messaged Owner asking Her whether i should put a skirt on to receive the packages when they were delivered or to keep it? Her response came in the form of a gif which read, and i quote, "You're fine being a spontaneous slut". 

So a spontaneous slut i was. i answered the door wearing just my stockings, corset, bra, blouse and panties...oh and my pink chastity cage of course...but minus a skirt. i think the UPS man had a bit of a surprise when he saw me! i took immediately after taking delivery of the parcel

dressed as i was when i answered the door

i think it is fair to say that i was somewhat sluttily attired :)

Incidentally, a charity collector also rang the doorbell later in the day just when i was expecting the second parcel to arrive. They were also greeted by the sight of little 'ol me in the same outfit, or lack of! Maybe it will put off such annoying cold callers.

So the moral of the story is (aside from the fact that clearly i have none) that not only have i  grown to become comfortable wearing short skirts around strangers, but appearing half-dressed before them is not so terrifying either. Whatever next?

Scary Movies and a Stripey Bottom

Owner is a big fan of horror movies. She apparently watched Her first one as a child and has been enjoying them ever since. i, on the other hand, get scared easily, dislike gore and so have avoided them like the plague.

That changed this week. Owner has tired of watching Her favourite movies alone and so, in league with Her sister, decided to introduce me to the world of the slasher movie. Over the past couple of days we have watched all three of the Fear Street trilogy on Netflix as well as the first of the Scream franchise. i managed to survive them all and only had to look away a few times. i am still a bit of a scaredy cat but i am no longer a slasher virgin.

In other news, i have fully settled back into my usual routine after the disruption of the builders etc. Owner has even resumed caning me, not once but twice - first yesterday and again today - to help me get used to being beaten again on a regular basis again. She usually canes, paddles or whips me once a week but this weekend was the first such beating i have received in about two months. 

These are not punishment beatings meted out because of something i have done wrong. Owner is much more likely to give me an intense verbal dressing down, or take away from me something that She knows i like or enjoy, if She feels the need to discipline me. No, the canings and beatings are reminders that She is in charge and that She can make me suffer whenever She so desires. Owner has worked hard over the past few years especially to increase my pain threshold.

Despite my own discomfort i was pleased Owner finally got the chance to strike me again. Being on the receiving end of these beatings is quite an intense experience for obvious reasons. However, i know it is an important one as they serve as physical reminders of my submission to Her and Her domination of me. It is something that has become an important ritual for us both.

At first, i really did not like the pain. Owner never had a problem inflicting it but it was something  that only happened very occasionally and She had a limited armoury to choose from. Accordingly, She worked to find a way that would enable me to learn how to process and tolerate the pain whilst also enabling Her to enjoy Herself more by striking me harder. She began to beat me more regularly and we invested in more weaponry for Her to use on me, to provide Her with greater variety and help me to learn to tolerate different implements.

Now Owner has a collection of canes, whips, paddles and floggers and She normally puts one of these to good use every week. She devised a system of cards that i draw every sunday that let me know at least a good five or so days in advance what implement i am going to beaten with by Her and how many times She will strike me. Knowing how i am going to be beaten and the number of strokes i will receive adds to the psychological impact as too does the fact that i then have to ask to be beaten and to count out loud each stroke after impact. These beatings provide an opportunity for Owner to indulge in an activity She has come to enjoy more and more as Her dominance over me has grown. They have become an important ritual for us both and it was lovely to be back this weekend in my familiar position, bent over, waiting to feel the first kiss on my cheek

Here was my bottom after Saturday's caning

Saturday's caning

And this was my bottom after being caned again this afternoon

To help 'distract' me from the pain of being caned my nipples were also clamped, on both occasions, by the super-vicious Japanese clover clamps with the metal teeth - they are pretty intense when clamped tight on my tits. You can see how spikey the 'teeth' are in the picture below;

The less good news is that when Owner also tried to use the remote-control electric cock torture device that i had bought for Her we discovered that it does not work. The control unit does not pair with the device. i will try to get it replaced as i am sure it could be quite an effective means for Owner to ensure She gets my full attention when it is fitted.

Yesterday i was also allowed to have a couple of drinks at home with Owner and today She took me out for lunch to a local cafe/deli.

in the cafe

i also completed all my studies, exercises and household chores. In short, it feels like life has finally got back to 'normal'. Oh, and i even did a bit of research for the ballet piece Owner has asked me to perform for Her.

So, it has been an enjoyable weekend. i proved to myself that i am not a complete scaredy cat when it comes to movies, Owner got to inflict a bit of pain on Her wife and we also got to spend some quality movie and outdoor time together. i hope you also had a good weekend.

Poppet Sportif

i know, i know, you hear nothing from me for a while then two blogs in two days. Well today is the 16th of the month which meant it was outdoor challenge and chastity dice day. It was also the day i got to find out what 'performance' Owner wants me to entertain Her with next (you'll recall that last month was the rendition of Put the Blame on Mame). Well, for those who like comedy my next performance promises to be a hoot. Owner has requested a 5 minute ballet performance from me. Can you imagine yours truly doing a pirouette? Nope, me neither.

But, that is to come, back to the here and now. First off, chastity dice. Well essentially there is no change. i will remain locked on weekdays only and released at weekends until the 16th November. Owner has already announced that She intends to use my upcoming unlocked weekend to test out Her new remote-controlled electro-torture device on my clit. It promises to be shocking (sorry, couldn't resist).

And so to the outdoor challenge, what did Owner's dice have in store for me this month? As it turns out, something new. i was instructed to re-visit a street that is about a ten minutes walk from home that i have done challenges at in the past. However, this time my instructions were to pose in a sports bra/top and leggings. The leggings i have contain cut-out panels in each leg - which are fun (they'd be better still if they also had sheer panels too - such a tart, oh well). 

It was actually quite chilly this morning so i wore a hoodie on top to walk to and from my destination but it came off when i arrived. As you can see the street was somewhat litter-strewn but then maybe it gives the pics more of a urban grime look? Even more apparent is the fact that, what with all our building works and other disruption of the past month or so, i only started exercising again this weekend after over a month's hiatus - my belly has expanded somewhat as a result. Anyway, here i am, posing in sports bra and leggings

going for the burn :)

star jumps - yay

Posing completed it was back home and back to work. However, the fun was not over. i was later sent back out by Owner to collect something for Her but also to consume a special treat of Hers in the park. Yep, i also got to partake in a spot of public piss-drinking (from my special transparent flask) sat, appropriately enough, outside the park cafe. Cheers!

New Bathroom

Owner and i finally got to reclaim our little flat this week with the completion of our new bathroom. We are really thrilled with the results and i even got to celebrate the occasion with a glass of Owners' finest golden nectar

As i mentioned we are really happy with the result and hopefully this is the last building project we need to undertake at home. You can see you yourself what our new bathroom looks like below

at handover from builders

One of the great thing about the new bathroom is that i now have my own cupboard for my make-up and creams etc. As Owner often remarks, i am a high maintenance pet!

With the works finished all that was left was cleaning up (although to be fair the builders were also pretty tidy) and getting everything back into its rightful place. It also means that i can finally get back to my usual domestic routines.

Hopefully i will be back and blogging more frequently again from now onwards.

18 Years of Fun Together

Yesterday marked Owner and my 18th anniversary as a couple. On October 6th 2005, after having known each other as friends for about 6 months, Owner snogged me on the concourse of Charing Cross station in London. The rest, as they say, is history.

Appropriately enough we met up after work yesterday at the same London station, Owner had been in Her office and i had been working from home, a station that is forever special to us. Incidentally, stations featured more than once in our relationship, the first time we met in the flesh (we first started chatting online) was at Bond Street tube station. Six months later and, having despaired of waiting for me to do so, Owner made Her move. i am thrilled She did.

Anyway, after rendezvousing at the station we went for drinks in Covent Garden before having dinner at Indigo at 1 Aldwych, an old favourite of ours as every item on the menu is gluten-free providing Owner with plenty of options. After dinner we roamed Covent Garden then crossed the river and walked up the Thames to another station, London Bridge, and headed home (well to the temporary accommodation we are staying in near home).

It was a lovely, romantic night out. Owner chose the venison for me and a mousse for my desert and allowed me to have a couple of drinks. These past few weeks have been intense at work for us both and what with builders at home and staying in temporary accommodation whilst all that goes on they have also been quite distracting. It was lovely to just get a chance to enjoy each others company.

Owner got me a card which we both agreed was brilliantly appropriate given my love of consuming Her piss and Her enjoyment of having me drink Her golden nectar. This is the cover;

She also bought me the fabulous boots which i highlighted in my previous post - i just can't wait for the weather to cool so i can wear them. In return, i bought Her a bracelet and, given how much She enjoys electrocuting me (i wish i could say the same) i also bought Her a remote controlled electro ball torture device that can be attached to my scrotum so She can zap me to Her hearts content whenever She chooses. Maybe i am a masochist after all?

i leave you with some pictures from our anniversary night out.

pre-meal drinks

me in the restaurant

Owner in the restaurant

along the southbank of the Thames

me and a red gorilla

Put The Blame On....

Each month Owner likes to have me treat Her to a performance of one sort or another. Some months it is a strip-tease or burlesque act, others it is the recreation of a particular scene from a movie. The common factor is that each is chosen by Owner and presented to me in the form of a written instruction. i then generally (depending on what else we might have on that month) have about a fortnight in which to complete the requested performance.

Back in the middle of September Owner requested that i perform the scene in which Rita Hayworth performs 'Put the blame on mame' from the film Gilda. Owner bought me a pair of long, opera-style gloves and a tight (perhaps a little too tight) black dress with a full thigh slit for me to wear for my performance. It was an opportunity for me to try and channel 1940s diva-style. i am not sure i quite hit the mark but it was fun to do and Owner seemed happy with my little show.

Below are some still shots followed by the video itself

try not to notice the stomach!

flashing some thigh

And now for the performance itself

You can see Ms Hayworth in the original here.

My little show rounded off what was a very enjoyable sunday. Owner took me out for lunch to a Turkish restaurant nearby. The food was delicious and the trip out was a good excuse to wear a new pair of jeans and trainers that Owner got for me recently. i normally wear skinny jeans but these ones are wide-leg as you can see

new jeans and trainers

Then after lunch we pootled over to Greenwich to have a nosey around the market. Whilst we were there Owner bought me the most beautiful pair of casual boots. i love them! What do you think? i think they're pretty funky

So, all in we have had a very enjoyable day. i hope yours has been equally splendid.

What News Poppet?

This is just a quick update to reassure readers that all is well. We still have builders in at home and so are de-camped in temporary accommodation around the corner until we are able to return home.

Owner took me out for some drinks and people watching after work yesterday, which was very enjoyable. i love getting to hang out with Her. She also bought me a long black, off-the-shoulder dress and opera gloves in which to perform the 'Put the blame on mame' scene from Gilda She has requested from me. i will be performing that for Owner this weekend and will update readers on how my little show went in the next post.

Meantime, i hope everyone is well. Take care.

La Dolce Poppet

Every month Owner likes to set me a little performance challenge, something that will entertain and amuse Her. In the past She has had me re-create a number of movie scenes for Her entertainment, often involving a strip-tease or a dance of some type. This time i was tasked with re-creating Anita Ekeberg's iconic Trevi Fountain scene in Frederico Fellini's film La Dolce Vita. 

Lacking access to a fountain and the use of a cat, both essential prerequisites for the scene, i had to improvise using our shower and a toy cat that also serves as my companion when i am caged. The resultant sequence can be seen below. The off camera hysterics are courtesy of Owner laughing as She filmed my efforts.

Laughter aside Owner did seem to enjoy my performance. If you have never seen the original, or you simply want to erase my rendition from your brain and remember the far better original scene, then it can be viewed here.  

Owner has now set me my next performance challenge and it's a good one. i have to re-create the 'Put the blame on mame' song from the 1946 film Gilda. Maybe i can use this as an excuse to get some opera gloves and add curls to my hair?

Let me know what you think of la dolce poppet.

Red Bra in Park - Poppet Is a Tart

i have not been feeling fab this past week. i have been super tired and at one point kind of lost my voice as well. My get up and go also got up and buggered off. As a result i've kind of just been moping about and sleeping and not dojng much at all beyond listening to air traffic control at JFK airport (you didn't know i was a secret plane nerd did you) - my go to activity when i am unwell.

Anyway, as i began to feel a bit better towards the end of the week i knew i had to try and snap out of my lethargy and get back to normal. i had a dice roll and an outdoor challenge coming up but even that didn't illicit the usual rush of excitement. In fact last night i actually felt quite nervous and anxious about the challenge, wondering what i might have to do and whether or not i would, which is quite unlike me. Usually i am well-up for a bit of public exhibitionism :).

Anyway, fast forward to this morning and dice were rolled. With regards to chastity i got what Owner Herself describes as the best of both worlds for Her. i will be locked on weekdays for the following month but released at weekends - affording Her opportunities to further tease me. As for me, well i am still struggling to adjust to being unlocked so often after having been locked permanently for so long.

But, what about the challenge?? Well, it was to flash my bra at the mini 'henge' in our local park. It is not an old stone circle but a very modern one that was put in place to mark the millennium. It tends to be a popular spot for people to picnic or exercise in which meant there would be a fair chance of there being an audience for my challenge. Add to that it is Saturday and the weather is warm and sunny so there would likely be plenty of people in the park. i was only partly wrong.

i chose to wear a pair of black lace shorts and a semi-sheer white blouse with red bra (just to make it obvious) with trainers for my trip to the park. i also put on my biggest hoop ear rings and an ankle bracelet and my collar to complete the look. i tied my hair back in a pink scrunchy. 

i was correct about the park being busy, it was also full of kids with parents as there was some sort of children's football competition going on. Luckily the stone circle is the other side and so out of the way of the munchkins. The circle itself was actually devoid of people although there was an outdoor exercise class taking place next to it. My thought that i might have a full audience proved wide of the mark. But there were some people.

Anyway, enough of me blathering on. How did i get on? Well, judge for yourself. Here are some pics of me posing in the stone circle in our local park

This was me on route to the park

and doing a cheeky little bra flash on the way home

After sending Owner the pictures (She is out meeting a friend for lunch) She messaged me back to commend my efforts. She also said that i was clearly feeling much better!

It was fun to do and i do think it has helped me get my mojo back a little.

In other news. On Monday chaos descends on our little flat when builders start re-doing our bathroom. Owner and i are temporarily moving into an AirBnB nearby so we can still shower etc and work from home. It may mean you don't hear much from me, if so i apologise in advance. 

Oh, i also decided to up-cycle two pairs of jeans i had (one blue skinny fit and the other a black slim fit) that had both developed tears in the crutch. i did this previously with another pair of grey jeans that i transformed into a hyper-sipped pair of short shorts which were subsequently worn outside (see below) for a previous outdoor challenge back in April.

Well, what do you think of the latest additions to my hyper ripped fashion range. i have kept them full-length but not much fabric remains, especially on the blue pair - i have kept the black ones relatively modest. Below are some front and back pics of each. What do you think? i would love to be allowed to wear both of these out :)

non-modest front

modest front

i hope everyone is keeping well.

Too Warm and Feeling Blah

This is just a very quick update blog. Owner and i are both fine, well i am a bit under the weather, but we are struggling in the unseasonal London heat - it was 26C in our bedroom overnight and 32C during the day!

i was not feeling well yesterday and spent a lot of the day either asleep or just generally moping about. Owner was wonderful in looking after me and making me meals etc. She also drew this on my arse whilst i was in bed which might amuse readers.

i hope others are all well? Normal service and updates will resume shortly.