Clit Spanking and Denial

This morning after making Owners and my breakfast we both retired back to bed. No sooner were we back under the covers than Owner started to tease and caress and fondle my nipples, telling me how much She loved how big and puffy my nipples were. Meanwhile, i wallowed in the pleasure of Her caresses (having my nipples played with is one of my favourite things).

Minutes later Owner was removing my nightie and instructing me to start to spank my chastised clit. She watched as i beat my exposed bits with the palm of my hand and then handed me one of Her leather paddles and told me to use that instead. Then Owner instructed me to spank my chastised clit whilst lying on my back with my legs spread apart, then on all fours, next standing up at the side of the bed as She watched me make myself ever more aroused in my device and then finally sitting down on the edge of the bed with my legs spread apart.

As i continued to bring the paddle down repeatedly against my exposed 'labia' Owner asked me to pass Her one of Her vibrators, then She positioned Herself behind me and placed Her feet up on my shoulders as bega to masturbate Herself with Her vibrator, gringing Her hips against the tops of my buttocks. As She played with Herself She instructed me to beat my clit harder with the paddle, repeatedly urging me on and to spank myself ever harder as She gradually turned up the power of the vibrator.

Soon my clit was leaking pre-cum inside the confines of its cage as the paddle struck harder and harder and Owners moans of pleasure increased as too did the speed of Her vibrator until finally She came. Owner held me tight with Her legs and then released me and rolled over, presenting Her anus  to me. With my clit throbbing frustratedly and excitedly inside the confines of my chastity device i eagerly started to lick around Her delicious puckered opening before working my tongue inside, revelling in Her exquisite aroma and taste. My tongue probed and explored until Owner shuddered and Her glutes clamped tight as another wave of pleasure swept through Her.

Later, as we lay snuggled in bed, Her satiated and me throbbing and aching in delicious denial, Owner informed me that i can start to expect to receive texts from Her during the day instructing me to spank my chastised clit as i had demonstrated to Her this morning and that, if i performed well, She would might also tell me to do so with my nipples clamped and/or my butt plugged.

It was a wonderful way to start the day. i know that my frustrated and denied clit will throb and ache deliciously for the rest of the day inside its plastic cage, what a wonderful gift to receive from my truly wonderful and remarkable Owner.

Allowance and Development Update

This morning Owner sent me the link to a very pretty summer dress that She had found for me in the sales online. A few months ago this would be an invitation for me to purchase the outfit and i would have ordered the dress straightaway, leaping at the chance to be permitted to expand my wardrobe with a lovely new outfit. However, today i had to thank Her but inform Her that i wouldn't be able to buy the dress until next month as buying it would blow what is left of my allowance for this month. Such is the reality of now having to live within my means and being restricted to a set monthly allowance with Owner completely controlling how much money i have to spend each month. We are now three months into this new arrangement of my having only having access to a set monthly allowance to cover all of my routine expenditure and it has been working very well. Financial control has now well and truly passed over to Owner. i just hope that the dress is still as heavily discounted at the start of April as it is now.

Owners financial control of my was a new addition to Her dominance and control over my life which was added back in January. Today, Owner has set out some new requirements of me in an update to Her 'housewife academy' training and development plan. Each addition is designed to further Her control, deepen my submission and help my development into becoming the perfect wife for Her. So, what has been added?

• Owner will now choose what clothes and accessories i wear whenever we go out. Owner has always chosen what items of clothing, accessories etc i am allowed to buy and until now i have always had to seek Her approval to what i wear each day. However, from now on She will select the clothing and accessories She wants me to wear Herself - i will no longer have a say.
• Whenever we stay in hotels (which we do a fair bit) Owner will choose what i am allowed to eat for breakfast (whether from the in-room menu or the buffet). Whenever we eat out for lunch or dinner Owner always chooses and orders for me. However, breakfasts have been an anomaly and i have chosen my own when we are eating away from home. This will no longer be permitted. i will no longer exercise any choice over any meals.
• i am to be solely responsible for making any bookings that Owner may wish to make
• when i go to bed i must only read Spanish books/magazines or on-line articles for at least 3 days a week to help improve my Spanish  
• i must learn how to hula hoop with a view to making a sexy hula dance video
• i will have a twice-weekly clit spanking (Wednesday and Friday). This could be administered by Owner or a self-spanking if She requests.
• Support Owners wheat and gluten-free diet by cooking accordingly. i am responsible for cooking all meals and Owner is trying to become wheat and gluten-free and so i shall need to adjust my recipes accordingly.
• Create pretty all-year planting arrangements outdoors using window boxes and pots and keep the outdoor area clean. i will need to liaise with our neighbour on this as this outdoor area technically belongs to her but hopefully she won't mind me putting out some pots and the window boxes we can do whatever she may say.

i am very grateful and excited at the latest additions to my training and development and thank Owner for demanding them of me as She continues to strengthen and deepen my submission to Her and Her control of me and ensure i continue to develop into the wife She wants.

Holy Trainer Chastity Device - Review

Well it's now almost three weeks since i have been locked up in the Holy Trainer chastity device, so what do Owner and i think of it? Well, it has it's pros and cons, as do all the various devices we have tried over the years.

Me in  my Holy Trainer

We ordered the small size device in pink. We both loved the colour and i wanted to get the small size because, well a) i have a small clitty anyway and b) i tend to like to wear quite tight jeans and trousers and so wanted a device that didn't bulge awkwardly under clothes. The Mature Metal Jailbird device that i also have is also size small and is hardly visible at all under clothing, and i was hoping for something similar. Owner was also intrigued by the fact that the makers of the Holy Trainer said it became a little flexible when the material reached body temperature, which suggested some possibilities to Her :).

Ok, so what is it like? Well as i said there are pros and cons and i will list these out below, starting with the positives.

Pros

• Years ago i also used to regularly wear a CB-3000 device but i think the Holy Trainer is superior. 
• The Holy Trainer is very comfortable to wear 24/7 and thanks to the design of its ring i have never once been woken-up by it during the night (as was a regular 3am occurrence with the Jailbird)
• The locking mechanism is ingenious and very simple and removes the need for a padlock and there are none of the protruding plastic pins that you get with the CB 3000.
• Hygiene wise provided the device is removed (under supervision of course!) once a week for cleaning and a shave you should have no problem.
• The device is very lightweight
• You can easily pass through airport security wearing it without fear of the device setting off the metal detector (i have recently done a few flights wearing it without any issues)
• i love the fact there is a version available in pink - but there are other colours available too
• The device is packed in a nice little case which makes a perfect small make-up bag to use when travelling

Cons

• It is too big. Although i ordered the small size the 'shaft' of the device is still about twice the length of the Jailbird meaning it is not 'invisible' under tighter clothing. In my view you could halve the length again (though as mentioned i am quite small)
• In my experience the material does not become any more noticeably flexible at body temperature as they state it does. That said, it seems a better material than the CB3000 and has no obvious seams.
• If you were so inclined you could pull yourself out of the device, though there is an anti-withdrawal extra you can buy and fit that i presume would prevent that.

In summary, if you are looking for a lightweight, non-metal chastity device for long-term wear then the Holy Trainer is a very good device and is probably the best of its type currently on the market. It is extremely comfortable to wear. If the small size were only about half the length again it would be perfect.

Northern Delight

Owner and i enjoyed a wonderful trip into the Arctic Circle, to Tromsø in the North of Norway. We both love the Nordic countries but this trip was especially enjoyable as not only did we get to see and experience some fantastic scenery but we were also lucky and got to see the Northern Lights as well. Needless to say neither of us were too happy to have to come back and return to work.

We also got to test whether or not my new chastity device would make it through airport security undetected. The trip involved four flights all told, London-Oslo then Oslo -Tromsø and then the same coming back. i am happy to report that the device passed with flying (ha, ha!) colours and was safely worn throughout the trip.

Below are some pictures from our little Arctic adventure:

in my pretty silver snow boots (p.s. the 'dog' is a statue)

having fun with snow shoes

i think i need to practice photographing the Northern Lights a bit more!

We had a wonderful time and hope to return one day.

On a completely different note. This morning Owner woke me up by caressing my nipples and lightly spanking my chastised clitty before grabbing Her vibrator and instructing me to lick Her delicious anus whilst She brought Herself to orgasm. Once satiated She then instructed me to go and make breakfast. What a wonderful way to start the day!

New Chastity Device

My new Holy Trainer chastity device arrived today and both Owner and i were excited to see what it was like. It is now locked securely in place with the key in Owners possession. Actually, talking of the key, it's locking mechanism is rather ingenious. Anyway, you can see what it looks like below:

In situ on me

i am quite excited about my new chastity device. As mentioned we are off to Norway at the end of next week and that will present an opportunity to see whether or not it can be safely worn through airport security without triggering the metal detector - which i am pretty confident it won't.

Lights, Camera, Action! - Video Time

You know that feeling you get when you are waiting for a bus? You wait for ages and none appear and then suddenly a few turn up at the same time, well you might feel that way about these videos. i have been promising since last year that Owner and i will shortly be making some videos covering aspects of our life together and my training and development. Well, after a series of technical glitches and assorted interruptions due to work, life and travel etc we now have, not one but two videos ready for you.

The first video covers my daily routine and the key things that i do everyday of my life as part of my service and submission to Owner. We hope that you like it, it took a lot of effort on Owners part to edit and produce and there were a number of false starts. However, we're both pleased with the end result and have learnt a lot along the way (and i have learnt that in future i need to sit with my shoulders straight!). Anyway, let us know what you think, the video is below:

The second video is shorter and was shot this afternoon on a windy day in London and is me wearing my high heels on Blackheath. Sadly, i appear to have forgotten how to swing one of my arms - think i need some more catwalk practice :)

We hope you like our videos.

Dress Down Friday, Chastity and High Heels

As i have previously blogged about Owner has stipulated what style of 'uniform' i am to wear when i work from home, either a smart skirt and blouse or smart trousers with blouse and a pair of flats. She has identified items that are appropriate as work uniforms and since then these are what i have been wearing when working from home, paired with either stockings or tights (depending on the weather). At first i confess that i was a little nervous at the prospect of potentially having to interact with our downstairs neighbour or with delivery people etc whilst wearing my new 'uniform'. However, having now met and talked with my neighbour so dressed and with a number of different delivery people (supermarket delivery drivers, parcel deliveries, postman etc) i have now gotten a lot more used to it.  In fact, i actually wake-up quite excited at the prospect of dressing up in my work uniform when i don't have to go into the office.

Then, a few weeks ago, Owner had the idea of introducing a 'dress down Friday' theme when i work from home on a Friday. This is how i interpreted 'dress down Friday' whilst working from home a few days ago;

Owner has, however, pointed me in the direction of this 'Casual but sexy' page on Pinterest to show me the sorts of outfits that She expects me to wear when i work from home in future on a Friday. The page is great and full of inspirational ideas. The trick now will be for me to try and pull off a casual yet sexy look on future Fridays.

Owner has also decided that She would like me to get a new chastity device. Although i have a Mature Metal device it has not been worn much of late, in part because i lost the locking pin and so have had to use a screw instead, something Owner rightly says is not really appropriate. Anyway, She told me to research potential new devices.

Over the many years in which chastity has figured i our relationship i have had a number of different devices, some good and some less so. It was interesting to once again have a look and see what, if any new chastity products were available on the market since the last time we researched. The good news was that there were some new ones. The device we both particulalrly liked is one that is called the 'Holy Trainer' (great name!) and is available in regular and small, and is also available in pink. The small pink version is the one that i will be getting. It should arrive later this week and i will post about it in future. One advantage of a return to non-metal devices that Owner highlighted was that it should be OK to wear through airport security. As you know we both travel a fair amount and it would be great to have a device that could remain in situ when we do so. We are off to Northern Norway in a few weeks so that could be a good time to test it through the security at the airport.

This morning, however, Owner treated me to an intense orgasm, my first in over a month. First, She caressed and teased me and then She gagged with with the cock gag before having me position myself on the bed on my belly. Owner then took our Her favourite vibrator and wedged it between my butt cheeks and proceeded to 'ride' and pleasure Herself astride of me. Then She told me She wanted to fuck my face and rolled me over and sat astride my head and squatted down so that She was resting Her weight on my gagged mouth. My nostrils were filled with Her scent as She continued to pleasure Herself with Her vibrator whilst grinding down on my gagged mouth, ensuring my mouth was well and truly stuffed full of cock.

After Her own orgasm Owner then switched Her attention to me. She positioned Her vibrator on my belly, so that it nestled just under my excited and aroused little clit. Then She retrieved Her riding crop and proceeded to crop my clit and nipples. Owner was soon beating my clit hard with Her riding crop and then switched Her attention to my exposed and vulnerable 'labia'. She knows how aroused i get when She beats these hard and regular readers will know that most, if not all of the orgasms i am permitted these days come about as a result of Her beating my bits. The combination of Her beating me with the riding crop and the vibrator buzzing away against the head of my clit soon had me highly aroused. Owner granted me permission to come 'like the slut i am' and no sooner than She had given Her consent than a month's worth of cum was squirting and splashing and soaking my belly. Owner scooped my mess up with Her vibrator and Her hand, then un-gagged me and fed me my mess, having me lick and fellate the dildo and pouring and wiping the mess from Her hand into my eager mouth. i truly am lucky to be treated so well by Her! :)

Later today we are heading out, in part for me to complete a challenge wearing high heels in public. i will update about that and our upcoming video in my next post.

Another Housework Uniform

Shortly before Owner and i went on our short trip to Miami Owner had instructed me to purchase another housework uniform so that i have two to use so there is always a spare. Owner selected the item She wanted me to buy on ebay - it was an amazingly cheap nurses/care-home cleaning tunic which cost about £9 - and though we bought it from a store specialising in uniforms for cleaners and nurses etc neither of us were that convinced it would be of good quality. How wrong we were!

The item arrived the day we left and so it wasn't until we returned that i got a chance to try it on. It is surprisingly good quality and we're both delighted with it. You can see what it looks like below (i added the belt) i think it is fair to describe it as being practical rather than sexy!;

Meanwhile, Owner and i have both struggled a little bit with jet-lag post Miami. Thankfully, we've only had to work two days this week though sadly for Owner this meant Her having to go into Her office whereas i got to work from home again - which meant being able to wear my other 'office' uniforms. We had no callers, however, and so nobody got to see me in my stockings, skirt and blouse this time. That will, however, change next week as we have a delivery coming on Monday.

Owner is still keen to establish a new 'dress-down Friday' rule for me when i am working from home at the end of the week (which is normally always the case). She hasn't yet made-up Her mind what this will involve, i am nervously excited to find out what She may decide.

Flying Visit To Florida

Owner and i have just returned from a long weekend in the sunshine state. Though we stayed in South Beach in Miami we actually managed to get to see quite a bit of the city too as well as getting down to the Keys (as far south as Long Key to be precise) and into the Everglades National Park. We really had a great trip and would love to go back one day.

Ironically the weather was more 'English summer' than we had expected so i only got to parade in my shorts once but i did enjoy perusing some of the South Beach fashions in the shops and Owner even allowed me to buy a cute little pair of shorts (see below) as well as a lovely skirt which was on sale in Macy's and a pair of pretty knickers.

Posing in my new South Beach shorts on our balcony

 i had read that driving in Miami wasn't that great, though having now experienced it it isn't that bad and can probably be accounted for by two things. First, driver frustation/boredom at the constant stop-start from all the traffic lights and second, the virtual total lack of signage to places you want to get to (i can see the airport i am driving along parallel to the runway so why are there no signs for how to get to said bloody airport!).

But, i digress. The places we loved were the wildlife in the Everglades, the art and graffiti in Wynwood Walls, the waterfront in the Bayside/Brickell Park district (though could somebody please open a cafe here), the middle Keys (why would anyone choose to holiday in Key Largo?) and the art deco in South Beach. i loved the South Beach styles (oohh to parade in one of those teeny weeny bikinis) and Owner marvelled at the fact that everyone speaks Spanish by default (note - Owner is Spanish).

Anyway, here are a couple of pictures from our trip

down at the beach - though sadly not in my bikini

South Beach

Long Key State Recreation Park

Watching Me Watching You in the Everglades

Bayside

Calle Ocho

Miami Skyline

Ocean Drive, South Beach

Wynwood Walls

Working Wife

i have been able to work from home  every day bar one this week and so it has meant that i have been able to wear the new 'working from home' uniforms Owner has instructed me to wear from now onwards. To make things more interesting, we also had a couple of deliveries this week, which of course meant that the delivery people also got to see me in my smart new business outfits.

The first of these occurred on Monday when our supermarket groceries were delivered. i swear the delivery driver was much chattier and more polite than usual, even offering to help bring the items inside for me, an offer i politely declined. Then on Friday we had another delivery. This time i got to interact with another equally friendly and charming delivery person as well as our downstairs neighbour who seemed a little surprised at what i was wearing but didn't say anything.  This is me wearing the work uniform i had on on Friday

Incidentally, i should confess that on both occasions i knew the deliveries were being made and so i wore trousers and a blouse that day rather than a skirt. However, i wore skirts the other days and, had the postman knocked or someone else come around, i would of course have had to go to the door wearing what i had on. The picture below shows me in one of my new business skirts, incidentally this is me during a work teleconference

i love now having to wear a work uniform when i am working from home. Owner has suggested that we ought to introduce the concept of 'dress down Fridays' for me when i am working from home at the end of the week. That sounds fabulously fun and i can't wait for Her to clarify quite what She might have in mind!

On a different topic it looks like i might end the month with a tiny amount of my allowance still left. Owner instructed me to purchase a new cleaning outfit yesterday which emptied out all bar about £3 of my monthly allowance. Thankfully the new month starts on Monday and so my account will be topped up again with £100. i am going to try to set aside a small amount at the start of the month so that at least i start saving for my ankle tattoo.

On a final note. Owner and i are off to Miami later on next week. i am sure we will have fun!