Poppet Idol

Owner enjoys having me perform for Her and it is also something that i find great fun and enjoyable to do. Over the past few months i have been set a monthly challenge to come up with a different type of performance and this month my challenge was to do a 'Japanese Idol' style show for Her.

i was super thrilled and excited by this as i love J-pop (and K-pop etc) and, were it not for the fact that i am neither pretty, cannot sing or dance and am most definitely not young, i would love to appear on stage and perform in a pretty little outfit. But getting to perform for Owner makes up for that ad is a real treat.

When set the task at first my thoughts turned to doing something by Babymetal. Now if you have never come across this band before they perform an amazing kind of Kawaii Metal which is both unique and amazing. The female singers are the stars of the band and put on a great show, see for example this performance of their song 'Headbanger' . But, ultimately their style is not really the Japanese Idol style i thought Owner was imagining, even though they have an idol background. So i looked for another band whose song i could try not to destroy with my performance. After extensive 'research' in the end i settled upon the band Akb48 and their song 'Heavy Rotation' for my idol performance for Owner.

Obviously, before the show could commence i needed to pull together an outfit for myself. After some deliberation i opted for a black and pink (my favourite colour - what sissy doesn't like pink!) colour palette. i styled pale pink fishnet stockings with black knee-length socks, a black skirt with pink and black knickers, pink bra, pink and black corset, black belt with black boots and a cream top. i also put my hair into tiny pigtails (regular readers will notice that i am growing my hair longer - partly to be able to put it into pigtails etc). Owner expressed Herself delighted with my choice of outfit. You can see what i looked like below:

poppet idol?

pink hair clip and single lace black glove accessories

And now for the performance itself, here are a couple of video clips. Owner had to stop videoing a few times as She was laughing - which i think speaks volumes in itself!

i had great fun doing my little show which turned out to be quite a mini-workout! Quite what our neighbours downstairs thought of me as i bounced about who knows.

After the show i made Owner some lunch and then She took me shopping to get me some proper hair grips and bobbles, i had to use an elastic band and one of Her bobbles for the performance. Here i am modelling some of the bobbles that She bought for me as i type this blog, i think they are cute.

Owner has also permitted me to buy a new black skirt for work.

It has been a fun and enjoyable day!

'Extreme Femdom' and Other Updates

Now, i promise you that the title of this post is not just a feeble attempt at click bait. It stems, instead, from me becoming intrigued by a small and sudden spike in readership of this blog that happened this week.

i am sure that any of you that have blogs of your own will know that every now and again the analytics that are available show a sudden increase in readers or visitors to your sites. Sometimes this happens for no apparent reason. Last year i recall there was a period of about a month when the traffic to this blog leapt by about 300%...all of which came from Sweden. i have no idea what prompted that sudden surge of interest amongst Swedes. It faded away within a month of starting. There was no apparent reason for the geographically specific interest. Maybe the blog got mentioned in some Swedish social media but the traffic was not coming from any specific referring site, just from within the country itself.

This week there was another (smaller) spike in traffic. By small i do mean small. If you are reading this blog then you really are part of a niche global audience whom I could probably invite out for a drink and still find there was enough space to get through to the bar. In the 14 years of blogging this blog has received (checks stats) just over 900,000 page views, which works out at about 180 page views a day. So when i am talking of a sudden 'surge' i am talking about say an extra one hundred or so visitors.

That is what happened earlier this week. This time, however, there was a reason. It turns out that this blog featured in this Reddit thread on the Most mean, cruel, or extreme femdom you've seen, read or experienced 

The thread begins with a reference to Mistress Scarlet's excellent blog and her depictions of the regime she has created for her submissive 'bitch boy'. However, part-way into the thread someone who reads this blog added a link to my ramblings about the life i live with Owner. Firstly, whoever you are thank you for taking the time to say the kind words you did. However, appearing in such a list did make Owner and i laugh a little. Owner remarked that a more appropriate title for a thread describing our relationship would be something like the 'silliest Femdom relationships' as everything we do, or that i have to do, is invariably full of lots of laughter, amusement and merriment on both our parts. Owner is not cruel and in many respects i am treated with great leniency and always with much love and affection by Her. We always have a fun time together whether being kinky or not.

Neither of us really think of our relationship as being in any way mean, cruel or extreme. i mean, yes there is the caning, the caging and the piss drinking...all perfectly normal activities, right? i agree the inside of my head can sometimes be an 'interesting' place to inhabit and there is not a lot that i wouldn't do if Owner insisted. But, in many respects i think we think of ourselves as being in a relationship that is not unlike many others.

But, as they say, all publicity is good publicity so thank you to whichever reader it was that gave this little blog a little plug on Reddit.

Meanwhile, life continues for Owner and i. The week ended with me being caned whilst wearing the vicious spiked nipple clamps. As you can see my bottom was left a little pink from the caning which was a good hard one that most definitely made me wince. i am most grateful to Owner for caning me as She did, i know it is good for me to be regularly reminded of Her dominance over me

my freshly caned bottom

Earlier in the week i received a treat in the form of being allowed to wear a pair of Owner's used knickers over my head so that i could inhale Her delightful fragrance whilst also being simultaneously gagged whilst i dusted and cleaned. Here i am below:

gagged and wearing Owner's used knickers

Then this morning i was lucky enough to be served with a large, warm glass of Owner's wonderful amber piss for breakfast. Which was a lovely way to start the day

a large glass of Owner's finest

down the hatch

This was followed shortly afterwards by Her tickling me remorselessly, which was less fun as i am extremely ticklish.

So as you can see, just a normal couple doing normal everyday stuff. Nothing extreme at all. Take care one and all and thanks for reading.

Humiliated, Battered, Buggered, Caged and Accessorised

It has been an eventful 24 hours for yours truly and one that has left me in awe of Owner and feeling very horny, frustrated and happy. It all started last night when Owner instructed me to do take a walk around our bloc wearing a pair of her used knickers on my head. Now, we live in London so there are always people about, no matter the time of day and of course they are going to look at you wondering why you are out wearing panties on your head. Oh well, such is the life of the happy submissive.

So there i found myself, walking around our neighbourhood wearing a pair of Owner's panties as a hat. Actually, i could almost convince myself they looked a bit like a beret, except they didn't. No, it was just a case of front it out and look to all the world that wearing pants on your head is a perfectly normal thing to do, not humiliating at all!

walking round the neighbourhood with Owner's pants on my head

This morning, after breakfast and a delicious glass of Owner's finest golden nectar, i set about doing my tasks and chores. Owner advised me that i was to be given a spanking on my exposed plums before lunch with Her metal tenderising implement.

the metal plum/testicle/labia tenderiser

Now, i really struggle with his implement and have to be physically restrained whilst Owner hits my bits with it. It is painful and uncomfortable. To make matters worse, Owner decided to increase the number of strikes i was to receive on my hapless testes from one hundred to one hundred and fifty. i can assure you that being hit so many times with this implement on your bits is not an arousing experience, but a painful one.

However, i grinned, well groaned really, my way through it as Owner had also said that afterwards i was to be fucked by Her very large and long tentacle dildo. Now, there is nothing i like more than having my slutty pussy open out and stretched by a large dildo, especially one that can push deep into your colon. i am a total size whore and i love this dildo, love to be impaled on it.

Owner lubed the entrance of my pussy and eased the tentacle inside, instructing me to fuck myself on it whilst simultaneously fellating another dildo. However, no sooner was the end of Her enormous 'cock' inside me than She announced that She was gong to time me. i had five minutes in which to fuck myself. My excitement rose only for Her to state that She had no intention of allowing me to enjoy the experience, on the contrary She would beat me throughout.

For the next five minutes, as i fucked the tentacle in a futile effort to pleasure myself, Owner struck me with the metal tenderiser on my buttocks and then on my most sensitive bits again. Growing tired of the tenderiser She replaced it with one of my slippers, spanking my backside in time with my thrusts. 

As She battered my cheeks i let out cries of discomfort but the cock in my mouth meant that my cries of 'Ow!' were muffled. Three minutes in and with my testes now glowing hot from the pounding they had received and my cheeks starting to glow Owner reminded me that i was not to expect to enjoy being fucked.

All too soon the five minutes were up and i was left sore and really, really frustrated (it has now almost been six months since my last orgasm), whilst Owner was grinning happily having clearly enjoyed fucking and beating me.

the tentacle dildo that i love in my pussy

my very achy 'labia'

My pussy was still hot and wet and my 'labia' throbbing, swollen and sore when i served Owner Her lunch shortly after being fucked by Her. Then after clearing away the dishes She instructed me to get into my cage and 'get out of Her way'. As i knelt on in position, my ankles and cuffs bound, a heavy chain suspended from hooks through my piercings and with my mouth gagged all i could think about was what an amazing woman i had the great pleasure of submitting to and serving. My little clit throbbed in its cage contentedly and my gagged mouth drooled helplessly into my bucket.

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Later, when She released me, Owner then spent some time re-arranging my hair so that i might look cute and anime-like for Her. i am currently growing my hair so that it can be put into pigtails.

So all in all, quite the 24 hours!

 

How lucky i am to be able to get to live such a wonderful life with my Owner. Now it is time to give Owner a massage and pedicure.

'Princess' Poppet

So, i have a (temporary) submissive. Let that sink in. There is a submissive called billie whose superior wife, Miss Alice and her boyfriend, Master John, consider to have fallen so very far that even a submissive slut like me should be considered as her superior, albeit just for a short period of time.

i was contacted this week by Miss Alice with the unusual request that i agree to permit her submissive husband, billie to be regarded as my inferior on a temporary basis. Miss Alice also requested that i choose a punishment for billie. The reason for the request being that billie had allowed herself to become too consumed by her work and had neglected to post an update to their blog. In addition, billie had also failed to send to me pictures, as she had promised to do,  of her in an outfit that Master John had taken time to have fashioned for her, namely a set of open crotch bloomers and a very short satin cami top. It was clear that Miss Alice's request stemmed from a deep and loving concern for her submissive husband and her astute recognition that billie needed to be very firmly put in her place and reminded of her submissive status and have her mindset fully restored for billie's own well-being.

Now billie, Miss Alice and Master John are people who i have followed and interacted with online and via email over a few years. You can read all about their lives together and their exploits in their wonderful blog My Madam's FLR. So the contact from Miss Alice was not completely out of the blue but the nature of her request was very unexpected and placed me in a bit of a predicament. Not only did Miss Alice request that i agree to temporarily be regarded as billie's superior but that i also select a punishment for billie for her failure to send me the pictures she had promised. Miss Alice provided a list of implements for me to select from and requested that i choose one for billie to be punished with and to also determine how many strikes on her bottom billie should receive from the chosen implement .

After receiving the request i immediately consulted with Owner who consented to me responding in the positive. i sought Owner's counsel as to which implement i should choose to have billie punished with but She made it clear that the choice should be my own. In the end i chose to have billie paddled 16 times. Incidentally Owner later advised that, had it been Her, She would have requested that Miss Alice take her belt out and use it on billie's backside.

At first i felt somewhat awkward, as a submissive myself, being in a position where i got to virtually dominate billie, albeit via Misss Alice and Master John. However, i confess that my initial feeling was replaced by a naughty sense of excitement at the idea that there was someone, namely billie, that was regarded as being inferior even to lowly old me.

The next day i received a lengthy and grovelling email from billie apologising for her failure to send me the pictures she had previously promised to send me. This time she was a good girl and included the pictures in her email.  Her outfits were lovely and i hope that she might one day share them more widely on their blog. Her email also requested that i advise her how i should be referred to as her superior. i instructed billie to refer to me as 'Princess Poppet' and i am delighted to report that, whilst her paddling was being administered each blow was followed by her saying 'Thank you Princess Poppet', sixteen times over. You can read all about the punishment she went onto receive here.

Poor billie, to have reached a point where even i get to be regarded as her superior shows quite how urgent an intervention was needed by her wife to help arrest her submissive cuckold husband's further descent and restore billie back to her better self.

Now i know that billie's current status is temporary and i will not be regarded as being her superior for long. However, whilst it lasts i am rather enjoying my temporary status of being 'Princess Poppet' in her eyes. [edit from Owner - Princess Poppet - how hilarious]

Outdoor Adventure - Bus Stop Slut

This is just a brief update to share with you the little outdoor adventure i had to day as i completed this month's outdoor challenge - yes today is the glorious 16th, the day i have to roll Owner's outdoor challenge dice. Well said dice were duly thrown at breakfast and they determined that i was to wear a dress and high heels outside at our local bus stop.

At the time the dice were thrown it was fairly pissing down with rain but thankfully the skies briefly cleared and the sun even shone when i stepped out side the house and tottered down the street, past the neighbours, to the bus stop. Given it was quite a grey and overcast day i opted to wear something bright and cheerful and so chose to wear one of my anime dresses, my Hideri Kanzaki dress that i have worn on stage in the past.

Anyway, i am quite pleased with the results, Owner is too, and judging from some of the people who appear in the background i also appear to have caught the attention of some passers by! Let me know what you think.    

oh look, there's a slut at the bus stop!

preparing to set off for my challenge

at the bus stop

a flash of thigh

full slut mode - with audience

Golden Magic

So this past week has been a bit of a trying one. My father is quite elderly and has dementia, he lives on his own in a place that is a few hundred miles away from where Owner and i live. This week saw me spending a lot of time on the phone with various people every day attempting to help and sort some things out for him. It occupied a lot of my time and attention.

The week was a also a busy one work wise with presentations delivered and interviews conducted etc. A combination of work and the situation with my Dad meant that, come Friday i was very ready for the weekend to start! However, i am pleased to report that i still kept up with my daily Spanish studies and also kept on top of my chores etc and completed the two weekly challenges Owner set me for the week. The first was wearing a butt plug to a work meeting (i wore my furry-tailed one) and the second was to do a lap of our local park whilst plugged. Both were successfully completed.

One thing that did not really happen during the week, however, was that, with one exception, i did not spend any evening caged. i was too busy and occupied with my Dad. i missed not being locked up as i have come to find such moments when i am left caged and chained to be a good way to quieten my mind. i don't do meditation but i imagine the feelings are not dissimilar, except without the mouth gag, collar and heavy metal chains suspended on hooks form my nipple rings!

Anyway, suffice to say i went into the weekend feeling quite tired and distracted. 

On Saturday Owner had a pre-arranged lunch planned with friends and so She left me to go and gossip and eat whilst i stayed at home to finish sweeping and mopping the floors. She messaged me mid-afternoon with a heads-up to say She was leaving the restaurant, my cue to start getting ready to go and meet Her at the station so that i might carry Her bag back home. However, Owner had a surprise for me. Rather than telling me to simply come and collect Her the text She sent me asked if i would join Her for a drink? We ended-up spending a very pleasant few hours together in a local bar. It was a lovely and unexpected treat. Owner explained that She knew i had a lot on my mind with my Dad and wanted to take me out to give me some time to relax and unwind.

This morning i was granted another treat, a full glass of Her wonderful golden nectar, albeit this time tinged with a slight hint of rum and coke from the evening before. This was Her second such offering to me this weekend, She had also poured me a small glass of Her wonderful piss to have with my breakfast on the Saturday. However, Sunday's drink was much more generous. i eagerly drank it all down.

a glass of Owner's golden magic for breakfast

Delicious!

i was further rewarded after lunch when, having prepared, served and then cleared away the dinner and done the dishes Owner allowed me to spend almost an hour caged and chained at Her feet whilst She studied. Afterwards She let me join Her on the sofa to spend some time relaxing and watching TV with Her before She then clamped and caned my breasts and nipples. Both now feel wonderfully warm and tingly.

This coming week promises to be another busy one work-wise with more presentations to give and time spent having to go into the office. i suspect there will also be more things to also try and sort out for my father. However, this week will also see my monthly outdoor challenge needing to be completed on Wednesday and i am looking forward to finding out what i might have to do. There will also be two regular challenges to complete. i will update later this week on how i got on with all of these. By for now.

Weekend Treat(s)

Owner treated me to a wonderful weekend away in the pretty town of Bath. She booked us in to a delightful boutique hotel called the Queensbury which we would both highly recommend if you want to indulge yourselves a little in this pretty little town. We have actually visited Bath before and so felt under no pressure to rush about to see the sights, quite the opposite in fact. Owner advised that it was to be a weekend of indulgence and relaxation and so it proved to be.

The weekend started with me being permitted to licked and tongue Owner's wonderful anus as She pleasured Herself with Her vibrator. She sat on my face and smothered me as i worshiped Her backside until She climaxed, then lay on Her side so that i could position myself between Her cheeks and lick and taste Her fragrant and delicious anus again and again. i was in seventh heaven.

Before permitting me the pleasure of tasting Her Owner first got Herself aroused by whipping me whilst i fellated one of Her dildo's whilst inhaling the scent of Her used knickers. Owner enjoys striking me like this and She was able to make full use of Her red whip, leaving me with stripes across my backside.

me after my whipping

stripey buns

fellating cock

Before She whipped me Owner had first tenderised my tits and the plums of my clit with Her metal ball implement. i find this quite an uncomfortable experience, especially when She strikes my caged clit and bit with it, and have a tendency to wriggle around a lot unless i am secured. At home i am always hogtied before being struck this way but i had forgotten to bring anything and so Owner had to resort to trying to pacify me with the double ended dildo whilst pinning me down with Her foot, like this

what a lovely foot Owner has

On the Friday night Owner took me out for a lovely Turkish meal and on the Saturday evening we went full on decadent and ate in our hotel room. It was a wonderfully relaxed evening. i was even also allowed to have a gin and tonic.

Owner even took the time to do a little photoshoot of yours truly in our hotel room. You can see how i turned out below

not quite Jane Austen

On the Sunday Owner took me to a pretty little cafe called Sweet Little Things for an extremely decadent brunch/lunch of milkshake and pancakes. The cafe is super cute!

brunch in Sweet Little Things cafe

Brunch as followed by a wonderful two hours spent in the Thermae spa, which includes an open-air rooftop spa in the centre of Bath that overlooks the city. It was a wonderfully indulgent experience and a great place to people watch, although what others made of me is anyone's guess.

It was a great weekend. Owner and i both hugely enjoyed. She left relaxed and sexually satisfied and i remained blissfully frustrated and denied. It was the perfect weekend away.

i leave you with some images of the city itself

Bath Abbey

 

the oldest part of the Abbey - about one thousand years old

old indoor market

unusual shop-lined bridge - one of only a few in the world

the Thermae spa

street in Bath

Ice, Pain and a Lovely Aroma

Just a brief update on what has been a been a busy week with work but which has also involved some fun and painful activities for yours truly at Owner's request. 

On Monday evening, after completing my chores, i spent some time locked in my cage whilst Owner read Her book. Upon being released by Her i was then instructed to take two ice cubes out of the freezer and hold them against the 'labia' of my caged clit until both had fully melted. As the last bit of ice dripped into the small bucket that hung suspended beneath my plums were both well and truly chilled. To warm them both up Owner then instructed me to spank them fifty times with a wooden spoon. It was quite an effective way to get the circulation going again!

Then on Wednesday i was told to complete another equally (actually more so) painful and pleasurable challenge. i was told to do a lap of our local park wearing nipple clamps, i wore the spiked vicious one, and then stop outside the park cafe and sniff Owner's used panties. Now, as regular readers will know, i love the smell of Owner, especially the aroma of Her pussy and Her anus. Being allowed to sniff Her worn panties is something i always enjoy and to do so in public is even more of a thrill. Unfortunately, with the changing of the clocks it was already almost dark by the time i got to the park so the pictures are a little 'gloomy' but hopefully you can make out what i was upto below.

enjoying Owner's wonderful scent

clamped titty close-up

Incidentally, as i have been writing this blog Owner has been distracting me by caressing my nipples in the most wonderful way, so i am now feeling very horny :)

Owner is taking me for a weekend away this weekend which we are both looking forward to. i will update all about it on our return. All i will say is that it involves visiting a public spa and Owner has got me a new bathing outfit to wear when we got to take in the waters.