Discomfort and Treats

It has been a week of pain and discomfort as well as of pleasures for me here in the casa de mi Dueña. 

The week began with me having 30 mini wooden and metal clothes pegs attached to my 'labia' plums, presenting myself with the pegs in place to Owner and then assuming the plank position for a minute. Holding the plank was relatively straightforward but the mini pegs were pretty painful, especially whilst they were being removed.

30 mini pegs adorning the 'labia' of my clit

holding the plank position with pegs in situ

Owner and i were both busy with work for the rest of the week. However, i made sure to keep on top of my chores. i also swept the floors each morning when She went for Her early morning walk and then greeted Her naked upon Her return to kiss and lick Her shoes with my mouth whilst She spanked my derriere. This is the view of me from Owners' perspective when i greet Her in the mornings

me kissing and licking Owners' shoes upon Her return from Her morning walk

Friday saw a change of gear. Owner had determined that i should prepare Her cocktails and snacks after work and take the evening off to spend it in Her wonderful company. So that is exactly what i did. i donned my black sleeveless cocktail dress and prepared Her dirty mojitos. Owner advised that i could catch-up with my chores the following day. We had a lovely relaxed evening.

Cocktails at home with Owner

Which bring me to today, and wow, what a day today has been!

The morning saw me busy with my usual chores, study and exercises. Owner prepared lunch and then afterwards i did Her hair and then cleaned the kitchen and was briefly allowed out to go and get Her a coffee from the cafe.

It was after that when the real excitement started.

First off, Owner declared that She needed a pee and instructed me to strip-off and wait for Her in the bathroom wearing the urinal gag. i was positioned sitting up in the walk-in shower and Owner entered the 'cubicle' and pissed into Her human urinal. This was me afterwards, i drank a lot of the pee but i also ended up drenched by Her divine waters:

full of and covered in piss

Fresh from my soaking i presented myself to Owner in the lounge, after having quickly washed myself, whereupon She took out one of Her riding crops and cropped each of my nipples multiple times before then electrocuting them.

Owner then instructed me to head into Her bedroom. There She proceeded to unlock my chastity device and then instructed me to remove it and to lay on Her bed and to play with my untouched clit for ten minutes. She set a timer on Her phone and then sat and watched me try to bring my hibernating clitty to life.

attempting to rouse my tiny dormant clit

Owner left the room and returned with one of Her canes and began to strike me across my vulnerable and unprotected labia plums by way of encouragement. After a while She switched from Her cane to Her red flogger and proceeded to flog my clit and labia and my tits whilst i stroked and caressed my still almost lifeless clit.

It was then that Owner really upped the ante. She removed Her knickers, grabbed Her vibrator, straddled my crotch and began to vibe Her own clit, the throb of Her vibrator filling the room and also rubbing against my awakening clit. Owner rubbed Her pussy against my clit and toyed with Herself whilst i tried my best to stay calm and in control of my clit. It wasn't long before She came and announced that the ten minutes were up. However, far from locking me straight back up in chastity She then rolled onto Her side, Her instructions unspoken but clear.

Within seconds my tongue went to work, savouring and pleasuring Her anus as She put Her hard working vibe back to work. Each time She came i felt Her sphincter muscles quiver and contract as my tongue probed and licked and tasted and slurped. Only when Owner had truly been satiated was i once again locked back up, leaving me horny and giddily aroused and denied.

What a wonderful afternoon to cap off a lovely week. 

Pleasure and Pain

Yesterday i was offered a very rare treat by Owner, the opportunity to fuck myself with one of Her dildos for a full 5 minutes whilst She watched and timed me. However, there was to be a twist, a painful one.

Before being permitted to demonstrate to Her what an eager cock sucking and fucking slut i am i was instructed to first attach forty (40) mini pegs to the exposed 'labia' of my caged 'clit'. The pegs were a combination of wooden and metal miniature clothes pegs. The most i have ever previously been instructed to attach at the same time was twenty. i wasn't sure i would find enough skin to attach twice that number of pegs. Spoiler alert - i did.

Pegs in position, and using my own saliva to make myself wet, i slid Owner's delightful cock deep inside my pussy and started to fuck myself with it. i paused only to briefly remove, fellate and moisten it further before re-inserting. 

All the while Owner stood at the end of the bed observing Her slut wife. She held Her stopwatch in Her hand as She timed the five minutes of pleasure She had permitted me, occasionally taking a photograph to document Her slut wife's performance. Sadly, it was over all too quickly. First She announced that i had one minute left, then ten seconds and then finally instructed me to stop, leaving me painfully (from the clamps) aroused and excited, my little clit throbbing in its cage.

However, there was more. After attaching the pegs and then fucking myself in front of Her for the full 5 minutes i was then told to present my tits to Her so that each could be caned by Owner using Her twisted cane. In fact, Owner went further still. Not only did She cane my pierced nipples (50 strokes each) but She also caned my still fully clamped clit. Ouch!

It was definitely a case of painful pleasure - not too much pleasure i hasten to add. i did not have any accidents. 

Owner declared Herself fully satisfied with how i had got on and congratulated me on enduring such discomfort for Her. Below are some pictures;

fucking myself whilst my caged clit was heavily clamped

my caged clit decorated with 40 mini-pegs

arse to mouth - moistening the cock to re-insert

between the cheeks

eyes of a slut

You can see the selection of Owner's tools of pain and pleasure that i got to experience last night below

twisted cane, dildo and 40 X metal/wooden mini-pegs

Perhaps unsurprisingly, my clit looked a little red after all of the pegs had been very painfully (taking them off truly is the most uncomfortable part) removed.

Pleasure and pain enjoyed and endured it was time for yours truly to prepare dinner. Afterwards i washed up, cleaned the kitchen and then was allowed to re-join Owner and watch a TV series with Her.

i hope your evening was as fun.

Golden Magic

So this past week has been a bit of a trying one. My father is quite elderly and has dementia, he lives on his own in a place that is a few hundred miles away from where Owner and i live. This week saw me spending a lot of time on the phone with various people every day attempting to help and sort some things out for him. It occupied a lot of my time and attention.

The week was a also a busy one work wise with presentations delivered and interviews conducted etc. A combination of work and the situation with my Dad meant that, come Friday i was very ready for the weekend to start! However, i am pleased to report that i still kept up with my daily Spanish studies and also kept on top of my chores etc and completed the two weekly challenges Owner set me for the week. The first was wearing a butt plug to a work meeting (i wore my furry-tailed one) and the second was to do a lap of our local park whilst plugged. Both were successfully completed.

One thing that did not really happen during the week, however, was that, with one exception, i did not spend any evening caged. i was too busy and occupied with my Dad. i missed not being locked up as i have come to find such moments when i am left caged and chained to be a good way to quieten my mind. i don't do meditation but i imagine the feelings are not dissimilar, except without the mouth gag, collar and heavy metal chains suspended on hooks form my nipple rings!

Anyway, suffice to say i went into the weekend feeling quite tired and distracted. 

On Saturday Owner had a pre-arranged lunch planned with friends and so She left me to go and gossip and eat whilst i stayed at home to finish sweeping and mopping the floors. She messaged me mid-afternoon with a heads-up to say She was leaving the restaurant, my cue to start getting ready to go and meet Her at the station so that i might carry Her bag back home. However, Owner had a surprise for me. Rather than telling me to simply come and collect Her the text She sent me asked if i would join Her for a drink? We ended-up spending a very pleasant few hours together in a local bar. It was a lovely and unexpected treat. Owner explained that She knew i had a lot on my mind with my Dad and wanted to take me out to give me some time to relax and unwind.

This morning i was granted another treat, a full glass of Her wonderful golden nectar, albeit this time tinged with a slight hint of rum and coke from the evening before. This was Her second such offering to me this weekend, She had also poured me a small glass of Her wonderful piss to have with my breakfast on the Saturday. However, Sunday's drink was much more generous. i eagerly drank it all down.

a glass of Owner's golden magic for breakfast

Delicious!

i was further rewarded after lunch when, having prepared, served and then cleared away the dinner and done the dishes Owner allowed me to spend almost an hour caged and chained at Her feet whilst She studied. Afterwards She let me join Her on the sofa to spend some time relaxing and watching TV with Her before She then clamped and caned my breasts and nipples. Both now feel wonderfully warm and tingly.

This coming week promises to be another busy one work-wise with more presentations to give and time spent having to go into the office. i suspect there will also be more things to also try and sort out for my father. However, this week will also see my monthly outdoor challenge needing to be completed on Wednesday and i am looking forward to finding out what i might have to do. There will also be two regular challenges to complete. i will update later this week on how i got on with all of these. By for now.

An Important Intervention

Owner and i are going away for a few days to stay with Her family. However, last night Owner put me on notice that She wanted and expected things to change when we get back. She pointed out that i have, of late, been focusing more on things that i like to do whereas what i should of course be doing is meeting Her needs. i have also been allowing myself to get distracted when there are things at home i should be doing.

i felt suitably shame-faced and today write Her a full apology. In it i also proposed to Her some ideas about how i could change what i do with my 'free' time at home in order that it is used more productively. i will update on our return but Owner is right to have chastised me as She did and i am at fault for having allowed myself to lose my focus, which should be on what She wants and expects from me.

One example of how i get distracted, and how this impacts my performance, is that i had started to watch live Youtube video feeds of the of the renewed volcanic eruption in Iceland. Last night Owner had me write one hundred lines about my need to secure Her approval to watch this. The photo below is a sample of the lines i wrote

page 1 of 3 of the lines that i wrote last night

Today before dinner i was given a further reminder of Owner's authority when She caned my breasts and pierced nipples and then secured my legs legs so that they were spread apart and spanked the exposed dangly bits of my little caged clitty using Her heavy, solid-metal, ball-buster. She remarked to me afterwards that She could 'tell that I did not enjoy that' - i didn't, it hurt, but then that is precisely the point. i am grateful to Her for having hurt me.

i will update when i can with whatever changes Owner has in mind for me and can only repeat my apology to Her for having allowed myself to become self-centred when all my attention should be focused on Her, and what She wants.

Twist and Ouch

Owner set me an interesting new task to complete today after i finished work, namely to complete 50 Russian twists for Her, but with 20 mini pegs attached to my chastised clitty. So, with a line of twenty little wooden and metal clamps biting into the tender flesh of my bits, here i am, doing Russian twists before changing into my cleaning smock to prepare dinner.

mini clothes pegs adorning the exposed bits of my chastised clit

In case you are wondering i am also still receiving my weekly discipline spankings/canings. Last week my cheeks were brought out in a flush with Owner's leather paddle and my breasts were rouged with Her riding crop, as you can see below

bottom spanked with Owners' leather paddle

caned breast

This coming Wednesday night i have been told to expect to have to complete a 'lines writing exercise' after work. Busy, busy....

Owners' Arsenal

Owner has a growing collection of wooden, leather and metal objects designed for caning, spanking, paddling and generally abusing the soft and exposed bits of yours truly. You can see some of Her collection below

One of Her newest implements is this pretty hand carved paddle that i got for Her for our wedding anniversary

It is beautifully made and leaves quite an impression when used against bare skin. It came from LVXsupply over on Etsy which sells a great range of bondage and discipline gear.

Owner has increasingly incorporated domestic discipline into our lives together. It is something that She used to administer only on an occasional basis. However, just before Christmas She determined that every Friday night was to be a spanking/caning night for me. Each week i am required to randomly select a card that determines the type and duration of the punishment i am to receive that coming Friday. Tonight my punishment was to have my breasts caned, 50 times for each breast.

These weekly sessions are not designed as punishment for any specific misdemeanors, although i am sure there will have been something i have done that week deserving of punishment. Rather, they are born of an expectation that being beaten is good for me and is what is to be expected by Owners' submissive wife. She set out a while ago to increase my pain tolerance and these weekly sessions play a role in this. Owner has recently started to increase the intensity of the canings/spankings She administers.

Fast forward to this evening and my lovely Owner administered my weekly disciplining session before dinner. i received 50 strikes to my left breast with one of Her new metal implements, 50 strokes from Her riding crop were administered to my right breast and for good measure She also used another of Her new metal instruments to strike my backside forty times. You can see the pretty marks it left below

Nude Workout, Culinary Clamped Clit and Nipple Caning - Advent Adventures Continued

So the advent calendar that Owner created for me continues to throw up daily surprises, and a great deal of fun. Tuesday saw me doing my evening workout routine with Owner whilst completely naked. i always think that 95% of male bodies look, well, quite ridiculous when they are naked. i think these photos rather prove my point. Adding to the hilarity is the sight of my little uncaged clitty being what it has been for years now...pointless. Still the sight of me working out whilst naked entertained Owner, which after all is the most important thing.

The naked squat

Is it a bird? Is it a plane? No its a naked poppet

Then yesterday the advent calendar instructed me to cook dinner whilst my useless clit was adorned with 20 mini pegs (an assortment of wooden and metal ones). You will know from previous posts that wearing these pegs is something that i have had to get used to but i can attest that after 30 minutes (the time it took to prepare, cook, then serve the meal - a tofu and vegetable mixed fry if interested) of wearing them they do get quite uncomfortable and are still as painful to remove as they have always been.

Cooking with my clit clamped

Is it ready yet? No but it's sore

 Today the advent calendar instructed me to receive 50 strokes of the cane across my nipples in return for the chance to open a gift. Now, of course the idea of being caned like that is not something a normal person would jump at but, well i long since ceased being 'normal'. One thing for sure, it hurts more being caned on a nipple that has a piercing in it than one that does not.

'Hot' nipple

So, in return for 50 strokes across my breasts i got the opportunity to open a surprise gift.

the new pin that i received in return

In the meantime, i have been continuing with my usual daily chores and activities, this time each has been accompanied with its own, sometimes painful sometimes pleasant, task - courtesy of the weekly household dice. Monday evening saw me wearing heavy weighted nipple clamps for the duration of the time spent cleaning the bathroom. On Tuesday night i was caned 100 times after i had finished cleaning. Owner remarked that i still had marks across my bottom from my previous caning such is the renewed frequency of these. Last night i was happily gagged and plugged and tonight i will be deep-throating my double-ended training dildo before and after cleaning. So, as you can see it has been a case of busy, busy!