A Productive But Chilled Weekend

Owner and i are enjoying a productive weekend but one that has also seen us both relax and chill-out together. The weekend started with me doing some housework and having the opportunity to imbibe a delicious glass of Owner's finest nectar.

Next we moved onto a period of intensive clothes rummaging to identify items to be donated to charity. i should explain a key difference between Owner and i. It is that i am a horder and Owner is not. Given half the chance i will hold onto anything and everything on the off-chance that it might, some day in the dim and distant future, be of use. Over the years Owner has successfully managed to ensure i get rid of nearly everything that is not essential to me, or more importantly, of use to Her. My books, records, ornaments and general bric-a-brac have all long gone to the great jumble sale in the sky [Edit by Owner - I would like to point out that your CDs are still all on display and the two metal candlesticks are also yours]. Other than one or two items of genuine sentimental value everything on display in our flat is Hers [Owner: this is a lie]. Yes, our female-led relationship extends to household items too :)

Anyway, back to clothing. Owner presented me with an ultimatum, namely to identify clothes that i don't wear that could be recycled as my side of the wardrobe was getting 'ridiculous'. It was hard going through things and pulling stuff out to get rid of, but i did as i was told and soon had a couple of piles of clothes and shoes to get rid of. Owner also did the same exercise (unlike me She regularly has big clear-outs). Between us we filled five large black bin bags full of clothes, shoes and bags to donate to charity. Hopefully, my wardrobe is now 'safe' for a few more months [Owner: I will be the judge of that].

i also did some baking. i love to bake for Owner but for various reasons have not done so for ages. It felt good to have my hands deep in dough again and the resultant biscuits were, according to Owner, delicious.

On returning Owner gave me a caning (postponed from the night before on account of Her feeling knackered from work). i was caned hard across my bottom whilst my chastised clit was adorned with twenty mini-clothes pegs. It was painful but my bottom felt delightfully 'hot' afterwards.

caned bottom and thighs

caged clit adorned with pegs

It is not all about pain and punishments i do sometimes get to experience some pleasure too. Earlier in the week, after i had done my outdoor challenge, Owner treated me by allowing me to fuck myself with one of Her dildo's under Her supervision. It was a rare pleasure and one i quickly started to enjoy. Luckily Owner was on hand to ensure that i did not enjoy it too much. i was a good 'gurl' and didn't even leak let alone get anywhere close to cumming. However, it did leave me feeling wonderfully aroused.

Then yesterday, Owner returned from the shops with some drinks for us to have at home (rum and coke for Her and cider for me) whilst we settled in and watched a movie together. The film we saw was a wonderful Danish production called Another Round about a group of middle-aged, male teachers who decide their work and relationships would be much improved if they spent all of their time drunk. It is fair to say their efforts end with mixed results. The film is superbly acted and is one of the greatest discourses on alcohol (good and bad) i have seen. It is well worth a watch.

Today, after completing my daily list of chores and my Spanish study (which incidentally i have been doing religiously everyday apart from on days when i was ill) Owner and i are booked to go the cinema to watch Aftersun which also promises to be good. 

i hope everyone else is having an equally enjoyable and productive weekend.

Wedding Anniversary, Chastity and Outdoor (Bikini) Challenge

Today is Owner and my fifth wedding anniversary. Yes, this day five years ago i was in a dress and She was in a trouser suit and we were stood under the iconic 'Welcome to Las Vegas' sign getting married in front of a gaggle of tourists. It was the last day of a short American roadtrip and it was a wonderful way to bring the trip to an end.

Fast forwards five years and we are as in love today as we were then, if not more so. Those five years are themselves but a fraction of the almost eighteen years we have been together as a couple. i am the luckiest person alive to have been able to share my life with Owner, to submit to Her and become Her legally wedded wife.

To mark our wedding anniversary Owner got me my new chastity device and had me pierced with the guiche piercing (see previous post). In return i got Her a birch-style cane (that makes a very ominous sounding swooshing sound when swung) and another gift that i cannot mention as it has not actually been delivered yet.

Unfortunately, we did not have long to mark our anniversary as Owner had to head off early to go into the office. However, today also being the 16th of the month there was time to roll my recently updated (by Owner) chastity and outdoor challenge dice.

The big chastity news is that i am to remain locked 24/7 for the next six months, which means i will have been permanently locked in chastity with release only for cleaning purposes for well over a year. One of the longest stretches i have gone being permanently locked. Regular readers will know that i have a bit of a 'thing' about liking being locked into chastity. Owner is much more ambivalent about it. However, even i am starting to realise that is a long time ahead of me without the prospect of release. In related news it is now nearly nine months since i experienced an orgasm of any type ('proper' or ruined). i have a feeling i also won't be experiencing one of them for a long time to come. However, i know i deserve to be kept chaste. It is Owner's pleasure that counts not mine. i have previously said that i would willingly be kept in a state of permanent denial and i stick by that statement. Owner turns me on and i adore pleasuring Her and the longer i am kept denied like this the more aroused i get. It is a happy state to be in and one i could happily remain in forever.

The other dice event today was the rolling of the monthly outdoor challenge dice. Owner updated these at the weekend (again see previous post) and added a completely new set of locations and outfits for me to wear. So, what would the dice decide. Well, the first to be rolled was the location dice which specified a bus stop location a bit further away from us at the other end of our local park. The next dice specified which outfit to wear and came up with (drum roll please).....a bikini.

i have two bikinis, one blue and one pink, but in truth it was always going to be the pink one that i chose to put on (i can't for the life of me think why 😆). i paired the bikini with my new Mary Jane's and some white over the knee socks (which ended up below my knees), threw on a big coat and headed out shortly after lunchtime today to attempt my challenge. It was about a five minute or so walk to the bus stop specified but i managed to make it incident free. However, when i arrived there was a clutch of people waiting for the bus and also lots of people out and about in the park and on the street.

As a result, i had to try and choose my moments carefully to unzip my coat, throw it open and show off my pink bikini. i was actually a little apprehensive as i also didn't want anyone to think i was trying to flash them (not my intention in the slightest) but i manged to get some photos before heading back home. Owner pronounced Herself delighted and i have to confess that, when i closed our flat door behind me, i was left feeling rather thrilled and excited at my little outdoor adventure. Let me know what you think

And yes, that is the outline of my little chastity device you can see in my bikini bottoms.

Right, now i need to crack on and research the local cinema listings as Owner has instructed me to take Her to the movies.

Take care everyone.

Poppet gets Pierced whilst Owner is Proactive

 Well, today was the day that i got my guiche piercing done. This is the result below;

my new guiche piercing - a solid bar with two balls either end

i was actually quite nervous when i set off out the door on my own to get it done. i knew that not only would i need to strip off in front of a stranger who would have a close up view of my caged clit but also that they would see my bottom was quite pink too. Yes, Owner administered a bottom paddling with Her heavy wooden paddle, plus a testicle/labia spanking with the metal ball device for good measure before sending me on my merry way. This was the state of my bottom before i left home

the last of the bruises from last week's caning still visible

It didn't take long before i was stood in the street outside Severn Dials Tattoo for my piercing appointment. When i walked in i explained to the receptionist that i was here for my guiche piercing. She looked at me and, to my surprise, said, are you 'Naughty Poppet'? It turned out that when i registered online the details had been auto-filled in by my google account. So rather than being registered under my real name, i was registered as 'naughty poppet', which was a surprise. i think i may have blushed a little at that point.

Anyway, i was soon filling out the pre-piercing health questionnaire and no sooner was it done than the piercer herself appeared and invited me through. She was very courteous and professional as she ushered me into a private room, closed the door behind me and told me to remove my trousers and underwear and get onto the gynaecological examination type chair that was stood in the middle of the room. As i stripped the thought occurred to me that maybe i should tell her i was in chastity in case the sight of me caged came as a surprise, so i did. She wasn't the slightest bit fazed.

i was soon sitting naked from the waist down with my feet and knees splayed open as the piercer positioned herself between my legs to start the procedure. First she cleansed the area with alcohol, then she pushed a piercing needle through and then finished off by inserting the titanium bar and securing it in place with its locking ball. The whole process took no more than five minutes and soon i was back in reception to pay and get a round ring to replace the bar when the piercing is fully healed (in about 3 months).

When i got home i told Owner that i had been positioned with my legs spread minus trousers or knickers, just my little pink chastity cage. Owners' response was to tell me what an exhibitionist whore i am and how much i must have enjoyed my piercing experience. Actually, i was quite nervous but it all went well and both Owner and i are very happy with the results.

Whilst i was out getting pierced for Her Owner Herself was also very busy. She updated all of the weekly task/challenge cards, all of my weekly punishment/discipline cards and my monthly chastity dice, outdoor challenge dice and Her monthly 'treats and performances' cards. 

The upshot of the chastity dice changes is that i may now spend upto six months without any chance of being unlocked but equally i could spend 3 whole months chastity free, and a range of other possibilities in between. At the same time there are a whole new set of outdoor locations for me to complete my monthly exhibitionist challenges in and a whole new set of outfit requirements for me to wear, ranging from wearing just a bikini through to wearing my maid's cosplay uniform.

updated dice and cards

i am really grateful to Owner for having taken the time to update all of these for me. This weeks task and punishment cards have already been drawn, meaning that i will spend some time deep-throating a brown dildo, one evening will be spent wearing knickers only and at the end of the week i will be caned three hundred times whilst my 'labia' have twenty mini clothes pegs attached. i know Owner has added some electrical torture cards to these tasks/challenges - i am just relieved i didn't draw them from the bag this time around.

Meanwhile, on the 16th i will get to find out whether or not i will be staying in chastity for the near future and, if so, for how long. On the same day i will also be completing a new outdoor exhibitionist challenge and taking a card to see what monthly 'treat' i should be preparing to provide Owner with.

It has been quite an eventful day, and that is without mentioning the household chores completed or the massage i got to provide Owner with.

This is How we Roll

Occasional readers of this blog may, depending upon which article they stumble across, leave with the impression that the FLR relationship Owner and i share is one filled only with canings, cleaning and chastity. This could not be farther from being the full picture. Although each of the aforementioned are a central and lived element of our lives together the glue that truly binds us...is fun. We both love each others company and truly enjoy ourselves. Neither of us takes ourselves that seriously and i am often allowed to 'get away' with things that, in other Femdom households, might be met with disapproval.

Take yesterday for example. The image below is me drinking my Saturday morning glass of Owners pee, broom in hand still dressed in my dressing gown and nightie, about to sweep the floors - whilst listening to some music on my headphones. 

this is how i roll

Which tracks was i listening to you ask? Oh an eclectic blend comprising tunes by: Pink, The Cure, Elvis (specifically' Suspicious Minds' which in my view is the only good song he ever did and this the only Elvis track on my shuffle), Los Suaves, Måneskin, Rufus Du Sol, AC/DC, Kylie Minogue, Veruca Salt, Scissor Sisters and the Better Oblivion Community Centre. Just a tiny window into my playlist - we have a small flat so it does not take too long to sweep.

Floor sweeping over i then cleaned our fish tank, studied some Spanish and did some washing before Owner and i headed out to North London where She took me for lunch and then to Sadlers Wells to watch a dance performance. On the journey home Owner then surprised me by suggesting we pop into a local bar for a drink, which turned into a few drinks and some food. We had a lovely time, which i think this photo of the two of us conveys

drinks in the bar with Owner

Today, meanwhile i am counting down the hours before i head off to get pierced 'down there'. i am a little nervous, not about the prospect of being pierced. Been there and done that a few times, it doesn't hurt. Rather i am nervous about the fact that it is a guiche piercing and so i will have to remove my panties and spread my legs for the piercer - who in turn will be 'treated' to a close-up view of my caged clit and pussy/arse. 

i will be unaccompanied as Owner is staying at home. Whilst i am following Her instructions and getting permanently accessorised She will be at home updating my weekly task/challenge list and activities and also the outdoor challenge types/locations on Her outdoor challenge dice. The next one of these will be taking place on the 16th as usual, which is only a few days away. i wonder what i will have to do?

Finally, as per my update on the previous blog the traffic numbers through this blog actually seem to be stable (i thought they'd suddenly fallen) so maybe there isn't that much of an issue with blogger after all?

Cobra Micro Chastity & Challenge Updates

Well, it is now over a week since i started wearing my new Cobra Micro Chastity Cage, i am pleased to report that after an initial morning clit escape issue things are going well. The device has proved very comfortable to wear. 

As with all very small cages you do need to spend a bit more time sitting on the toilet making sure that when you think you have finished peeing there is not still some liquid caught somewhere in side your (cow compressed) tube. This is not really any different from when i had the slightly bigger stub cage, it is just with your clit being even smaller it is worth giving everything those few extra squeezes and waiting an extra minute before padding yourself dry, pulling up your panties and striding away. Not an issue, just a need to allow a tiny bit more time when you visit the bathroom.

The other issue i initially had was the surprise discovery, the day after i fitted the Cobra Micro, of the weird sensation of my clit being fully erect. Now, it has not been fully erect for many, many months, so long in fact that until i looked down to see what was causing the strange sensation between my legs i was genuinely puzzled as to what it might be. Turned out that my clit had managed to escape from the confines of the shallow cage head and had poked straight up and out of the gap between the cage and base ring. As i say, this was a surprise and one that i was keen to ensure did not happen again. i swapped the base ring for the smallest one supplied (i had been wearing the second smallest). This is still not so tight as to be uncomfortable but is tight enough to now ensure that my little clit is held firmly in place behind its micro shield. There have been no subsequent escapes.

The one thing that i love about my new cage is that there are times when my clit becomes totally invisible as my foreskin envelopes the head of the mini cage leaving just my plump labia (balls) in view. i have always had a bit of an odd relationship with my clit - i would genuinely be perfectly content if it were to permanently shrink to the size of a finger nail. The new cage essentially does that, at the same time presenting my bits for abuse. The absence of any visible clit makes me finally feel 'normal'. Owner, on the other hand, likes to sometimes be able to see, touch and abuse and play with my clit. Hopefully the fact that Her dice sometimes require that i spend time unlocked will also provide Her with the access She sometimes desires

my magically disappearing clit

Talking of dice and such things. Owner has said that She intends to update the weekly 'task/challenge' cards i have to pick at the start of each week and also the monthly outdoor challenge dice that i get to roll. With the former She wants to integrate the use of electro torture into the cards, which i am rather nervous about. With the latter She is considering updating with revised outdoor locations and outfits for me to show what an exhibitionist slut that i am. The prospect makes me both excited and nervous.

In other news, this is the weekend (specifically thus Sunday) when i am getting my new guiche piercing done. Someone left a comment asking whether i would be in chastity when i get pierced 'down there'? The answer is yes, of course. i will remain in chastity until at least the 16th February when the chastity dice will be rolled again.

There is also some welcome and some less welcome bloggersphere news. The good news is that Sara Girl has a new blog and is back, updating the world with her delightful stories and tales of her life with Emily. Sara writes really well and her blogs are always a good read, do go check her out if you have not come across her before.  Her last blog was forced to close, hopefully her new one won't be.

The less good news is that it appears the pending legislation restricting access to 'adult' content online in the UK is already having an impact on this and other blogs in that it appears blogger may already be restricting who can access blogs hosted on the blogger platform. The lovely billie has written more about the issue here.  i hope it proves to just be a glitch in the matrix but i strongly suspect it is not. As billie writes site traffic on this blog has recently dropped, but maybe it is just because after almost 15 years everyone has finally got completely bored of what i ramble on about.

Anyway, take care one and all...until the next time.

UPDATE (11/02/23) - it appears that the apparent drop-off in blog traffic was a false alarm and is more to do with how blogger graphically displays blog traffic rather than there having been an actual drop in numbers. So maybe i haven't managed to bore everyone quite yet!

What A Weekend

Well, what can i say...wow. This weekend Owner took me for an evernight stay at The Standard hotel opposite Kings Cross station in London. We had been due to go around the time of my birthday but, as i got ill, it was postponed until this weekend. It was most definitely worth waiting for. By the time we checked out the following day i had;

• made a complete exhibition of myself
• been wined and dined
• got tied up and caned in public
• drunk a glassful of Owners wonderful pee
• fellated a dildo
• pleasured and worshipped Owners anus as She brought Herself off
• got fucked by Owner
• been electro-tortured
• bathed with London laid out before me

Like i say, it was quite the weekend and one that we shall definitely both remember for a long, long time.

First off, before we went Owner had bought me a clingy pink dress that i was instructed to bring with me, together with the Mary Jane shoes She had bought me, in order to be able to do a photo shoot in the hotel. Owner photographed me on the hotel balcony, in the hotel room and then out in the hotel corridor, the latter to the surprise of two members of the hotel staff who suddenly appeared with their fresh laundry carts. It was great fun to do and i enjoyed shamelessly flashing myself as well as posing for Owner. oh, and yes, i am aware that i have put on some weight these past couple of months and am looking a little podgy. i am to be back 'in shape' soon.

Anyway, here are some pictures from the photo shoot

ooh la la

just after this some hotel staff arrived!

But it wasn't just about me posing. Lots of other fun was had too, like frolicking about in bath/jacuzzi on the balcony

Getting to drink some of Owners finest

Then being tied-up on the balcony

very convenient set of holes in the outdoor seat!

Before then getting caned by Owner with all that separated our balcony and the balcony of the (occupied) room next door being a few small privet plants in pots, oh and anyone standing at the windows above our room able to get a view of my arse being caned hard

caning completed

a better view of the aftermath - my bottom starting to mark-up nicely

Then there was the cock sucking and the electro torture (for which i was a complete wuss again). Incidentally, knowing how much i hate the electro torture device seems to really delight Owner. She takes a great deal of pleasure watching me thrash about helplessly and has said She now intends to make much more frequent use of it.

ouch!

The sight of me getting to pleasure Owners anus with my tongue as She brought Herself off with Her vibrator, then Her fucking me with Her dildo as She brought Herself to another climax, you will have to leave to your imagination. By the time we checked out Owner was feeling fully satisfied whilst i remained frustrated and denied....but very, very happy. We both had a wonderful time. i loved having the opportunity to pose for Owner and then to pleasure Her whilst She enjoyed directing Her muse and torturing me.

Itsy, bitsy, teenie, weenie - little pink cage for my clitty

The new chastity device that Owner got for me has arrived - yay! It is very pink and cute. It is actually Her wedding anniversary present to me, it is our anniversary later this month, but i have already got it on as my old device was really past its best. The colour had faded a lot, Hopefully, this new one will return its wonderful pink colour.

It is a cobra nub micro device from The House of Chastity: the home of all things sissy. Owner worries that it is too small.

i will do a proper review once i have been wearing it for a while. In the meantime, this is what it looks like on yours truly