Another Chastity Device + Deepthroat Training

Regular readers will know that i have not had much luck with chastity devices of late, experiencing a succession of disappointments as device after new device has broken after a few days. i am certainly no bigger 'down there', possibly even smaller than i once was, so all i can put it down to is poor quality materials or manufacturing. Owner blames the advent of 3D printing, albeit that ironically my back-up device when the others have failed has been an old, trusted but now rather faded 3D printed cage. The problem with it is that my little clitty has a tendency to escape from it in the morning.

Which brings me to the latest device that Owner ordered for me. It is still lightweight and plastic, we travel a lot so plastic cages are preferable as they don't trigger airport security devices. However, it has a slightly more robust build quality.

i got one with the smallest possible base ring size which turned out to be smaller still than my usual ring. Upon seeing it Owner advised that it was far too small to wear. However, i wanted to give it a try (i can be quite stubborn at times). After a few attempts i was able to pop my plump, fully-formed, 'labia' through followed by the much smaller, undeveloped, second one and then lastly my clit. The cage was then clicked and locked into place, securely trapping my clit inside.

My idea was to see what it would be like overnight. This is when i know that, if i am going to have problems with a cage fit, this will occur. Your clit naturally 'swells' and engorges from, well for me about 4am. Would the base ring prove to small and tight to comfortably wear? The answer from the first night's test was 'no'. We shall see how subsequent nights go and whether a bigger base ring might be needed. However, so far, so good. Her is the new cage in situ:

Locked in my new cage and wearing my 'permission to speak' lanyard

profile view - showing v small base ring

In other news. i spent yesterday working in town and returned home slightly sweaty. Owner had already declared that She would prepare dinner, for which i was most grateful, so i quickly changed into my work smock and then went to the staircase to complete the deepthroat training i had been tasked by Her with doing. Kneeling on the wooden stairs i took Owners' pink dildo down my throat so that my lips touched the 'balls'.

Fellating cock is something that i love to do. i love the feel of a cock in my throat, but i also love the mess that it makes. Whenever i take a cock deep into my throat my eyes immediately start to water, like a lot. Next saliva and phlegm is soon coating the shaft, dribbling down my chin and soaking the floor. Before i know it even my nose is leaking and dripping so that my face is quickly covered in salty, gooey mess. For some reason i really love this. i could happily suck cock for hours, soaked and covered in glorious goo!

New Beehive Mini Chastity Device

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Cobra Micro Chastity & Challenge Updates

Well, it is now over a week since i started wearing my new Cobra Micro Chastity Cage, i am pleased to report that after an initial morning clit escape issue things are going well. The device has proved very comfortable to wear. 

As with all very small cages you do need to spend a bit more time sitting on the toilet making sure that when you think you have finished peeing there is not still some liquid caught somewhere in side your (cow compressed) tube. This is not really any different from when i had the slightly bigger stub cage, it is just with your clit being even smaller it is worth giving everything those few extra squeezes and waiting an extra minute before padding yourself dry, pulling up your panties and striding away. Not an issue, just a need to allow a tiny bit more time when you visit the bathroom.

The other issue i initially had was the surprise discovery, the day after i fitted the Cobra Micro, of the weird sensation of my clit being fully erect. Now, it has not been fully erect for many, many months, so long in fact that until i looked down to see what was causing the strange sensation between my legs i was genuinely puzzled as to what it might be. Turned out that my clit had managed to escape from the confines of the shallow cage head and had poked straight up and out of the gap between the cage and base ring. As i say, this was a surprise and one that i was keen to ensure did not happen again. i swapped the base ring for the smallest one supplied (i had been wearing the second smallest). This is still not so tight as to be uncomfortable but is tight enough to now ensure that my little clit is held firmly in place behind its micro shield. There have been no subsequent escapes.

The one thing that i love about my new cage is that there are times when my clit becomes totally invisible as my foreskin envelopes the head of the mini cage leaving just my plump labia (balls) in view. i have always had a bit of an odd relationship with my clit - i would genuinely be perfectly content if it were to permanently shrink to the size of a finger nail. The new cage essentially does that, at the same time presenting my bits for abuse. The absence of any visible clit makes me finally feel 'normal'. Owner, on the other hand, likes to sometimes be able to see, touch and abuse and play with my clit. Hopefully the fact that Her dice sometimes require that i spend time unlocked will also provide Her with the access She sometimes desires

my magically disappearing clit

Talking of dice and such things. Owner has said that She intends to update the weekly 'task/challenge' cards i have to pick at the start of each week and also the monthly outdoor challenge dice that i get to roll. With the former She wants to integrate the use of electro torture into the cards, which i am rather nervous about. With the latter She is considering updating with revised outdoor locations and outfits for me to show what an exhibitionist slut that i am. The prospect makes me both excited and nervous.

In other news, this is the weekend (specifically thus Sunday) when i am getting my new guiche piercing done. Someone left a comment asking whether i would be in chastity when i get pierced 'down there'? The answer is yes, of course. i will remain in chastity until at least the 16th February when the chastity dice will be rolled again.

There is also some welcome and some less welcome bloggersphere news. The good news is that Sara Girl has a new blog and is back, updating the world with her delightful stories and tales of her life with Emily. Sara writes really well and her blogs are always a good read, do go check her out if you have not come across her before.  Her last blog was forced to close, hopefully her new one won't be.

The less good news is that it appears the pending legislation restricting access to 'adult' content online in the UK is already having an impact on this and other blogs in that it appears blogger may already be restricting who can access blogs hosted on the blogger platform. The lovely billie has written more about the issue here.  i hope it proves to just be a glitch in the matrix but i strongly suspect it is not. As billie writes site traffic on this blog has recently dropped, but maybe it is just because after almost 15 years everyone has finally got completely bored of what i ramble on about.

Anyway, take care one and all...until the next time.

UPDATE (11/02/23) - it appears that the apparent drop-off in blog traffic was a false alarm and is more to do with how blogger graphically displays blog traffic rather than there having been an actual drop in numbers. So maybe i haven't managed to bore everyone quite yet!

Itsy, bitsy, teenie, weenie - little pink cage for my clitty

The new chastity device that Owner got for me has arrived - yay! It is very pink and cute. It is actually Her wedding anniversary present to me, it is our anniversary later this month, but i have already got it on as my old device was really past its best. The colour had faded a lot, Hopefully, this new one will return its wonderful pink colour.

It is a cobra nub micro device from The House of Chastity: the home of all things sissy. Owner worries that it is too small.

i will do a proper review once i have been wearing it for a while. In the meantime, this is what it looks like on yours truly

New Clitty Cage & Accessories

i have some exciting news to share. This morning Owner instructed me to order a new, smaller, pink chastity device. The cage She selected for me is the Cobra Nub Chastity Cage (micro size) from the House of Chastity: the home of all things sissy. It is bright pink and has a cage 'length' that is a little shorter still than my current chastity device, being 'micro' size rather than 'stub' size. This is what the device looks like (taken from sellers site)

i am super excited at the prospect of my new, smaller cage and i love the colour which i think is very me! However, that was not the only surprise Owner had in store for me this morning.  Her second surprise was an instruction to book an appointment to receive a genital piercing.  Specifically, to get a guiche piercing done so that, once fully healed, She can attach bells to permanently suspend between my legs if She chooses to.

A guiche piercing would be sufficiently out of the way to not catch on my Chastity Cage as it will be located on the patch of skin mid-way between the base of my scrotum and my anus (or the base of my clit and the entrance of my pussy). This is Owners favourite patch of skin, She loves to stroke me there. Soon it will be adorned with a ring She can suspend things from. We are both excited at the prospect. Still wondering where on earth on my body i am talking about? This illustration may help

i am booked to have my piercing done on the 12th February.  This will actually be my second genital piercing. Before i met Owner i had a Prince Albert done, but the ring traveled and i had to remove it meaning i was left with a permanent little shower head at the end of my clit. Wish me more luck with this one.

In other news i finally felt well-enough to actually leave the house for the first time in a week. Owner and i went to our local park for a bit of a walk and then had a coffee together in the cafe. It was lovely to finally be outside again, even if i did need a but of a lie down when we got home. Such a wuss.

After snoozing for an hour we then sat and watched a movie together. It was actually one of the best films i have seen in a long time and would highly recommend it if you don't mind a smidgen (not too much) of gore and horror. The movie was released last year (we watched on Netflix) and is called Bones and All. It is essentially a teenage coming of age, road trip tale of first love, except the two main protagonists are...er...cannibals. Anyway, go watch, you will thank me.

Purple Poppet

Exciting news, my new Cherry Keeper stub chastity device arrived today. Yippee! The doorbell rang just as our hapless Prime Minister was appearing on TV to provide more details on the new national lock down England has been plunged into by Coronavirus. But, i had other things on my mind, namely what would the new device be like?  i thanked the delivery driver, grabbed the small parcel he had left on the doorstep and then hastened back inside to re-join Owner and open the box.

First impressions were positive. The device is super lightweight and the colour is exactly the shade of purple that Owner had been hoping for. Owner put the two bits together and i was relieved to see the base ring and cage clip snuggly into position. Next step was to try it on. i am still in a weekend only chastity regime until at least the 16th January when Owners' chastity dice will be thrown again. However, She granted an exception for the purposes of testing the new cage. i scurried off to give the new device a quick wash and to fit and lock it.

On returning to Her side Owner remarked that the device looked super cute on me. You can judge for yourself below:

My new Cherry Keeper 'stub' chastity device

A super flat profile with no unsightly protrusions

i am really thrilled by it and Owner seems very happy with it too, especially the colour. i will give the device a proper review once i have worn it for a while. However, as i am only locked at weekends until my next chastity dice roll that will not be until after i have worn it this weekend. If i am lucky with my dice roll on the 16th it might allow me to try it the device for a longer period of time. In the meantime, photos taken, the device was removed and it will be Saturday before i am locked into it again.

Today must be my lucky day as this morning i was also awoken by Owner caressing my 'pussy' and fondling and spanking my 'clit', whilst telling me what a slut i was as i moaned and purred like a cat in response. However, She instructed me to go and make breakfast for Her before i got too excited! She also advised me that She wished to give my backside a good spanking or caning as well. i last received a caning on Christmas Eve and the resultant bruises on my bottom and the backs of my legs have only recently disappeared. Owner has started to increase the intensity of Her canings/beatings which is a really welcome development. Not only does it signify that Her shoulder is now much improved compared to the state it was in a few years ago, but also that She no longer has reservations about striking me hard. Better still, She seems to really enjoy doing so. There was a time when i think She worried about hurting me and so held back with Her blows. Not any more. She now seems much more comfortable striking me hard. This evening, after first having me pick a card to determine which implement She would use and how many blows i would receive - answer, Her favourite paddle and sixty, She positioned Herself on my left hand side, grabbed hold of my waist with one hand and commenced paddling my backside and the backs of my thighs with the other. i was left with a lovely warm bottom as a result

Later still i had to complete my usual Tuesday evening cleaning and dusting chores (hallway and spare bedroom) whilst wearing heavy weights clamped to my nipples, stretching my tits and leaving each exquisitely sensitive to the touch.

gagged and wearing weighted nipple clamps

All in all, today has been a good day.

New Year, New Chastity Device

The night before New Years Eve Owner and i sat down and selected a new chastity device for me. Over the years we have tried quite a number and, ironically, the best to date has also been the cheapest, namely the Happy Go super small metal cage device that i wear whenever i am locked up. For the price it was an incredible purchase and works very well. The only downside to it is that 

a) the base ring is an 'O' shape rather than being ergonomically shaped - so can be a little less comfortable than some of the latter

b) it is metal and so is not airport security safe, i have to swap out of it for an old plastic device and then back when we get to the other side 

c) the barrel locking mechanism is not angled and so protrudes upwards creating an odd looking profile through my panties. 

That said, i love the Happy Go super small cage's overall size, or rather lack thereof. It's really small and so means i can wear tight jeans without a strange protrusion (except for the locking mechanism as mentioned). 

Anyway, i was doing my occasional trawl of the net looking to see what was new in the world of very small chastity devices - small because i am and also because, somewhat counterintuitively, small equals comfort - when i came across the Cherry Keeper range of devices. In truth i had heard of them before, they are 3D printed chastity devices in plastic, but the range on offer has ballooned since last time i looked. Previously the devices all looked quite bulky but now they make ones down to about as small as you can imagine. The Cherry Keeper is also designed so that the barrel lock lies flat, unlike the lock on my metal Happy Go device.

The other factor that caught my attention was that the cages they make are just that, cage designs albeit in plastic. Anyone who has ever once owned a CB-type device will know that plastic tube style devices are a bugger when it comes to hygiene whereas cage devices are much, much easier to keep everything fresh and clean. So a printed plastic cage device, especially a super small one, that could be worn wherever, had to be worth drawing to Owner's attention. So i did :).

What appealed most to Owner when i showed Her was the range of colours that you can have the devices printed in. She has never been a great fan of the metal cage look whereas the Cherry Keeper's come in a great variety of different colours. Having agreed on the size i was to have, the 'stub', Owner then selected the colour, purple. The device is being made as i write and i cannot wait for it to arrive and to try it out. This is what the stub looks like in white

The Cherry Keeper 'stub' - mine will be in purple

The colour cage i will be getting -together with a matching ergonomic base ring

 

i am hoping that the new device will arrive before the 16th January which, aside from being my 51st birthday, is also the day when i am next due to roll Owner's chastity dice. It was last rolled on the 16th October and determined that i was to be locked at weekends only for a period of 3 months. As someone who prefers being locked than unlocked i am hoping for a different outcome when the dice is rolled in just under two weeks time.

In the meantime, my state of orgasm denial is now nudging up towards the one hundred day mark. In 2019 i was not allowed, and so did not have, any orgasms at all whereas in 2020 i had four, and i suspect having these might have contributed in part to the fall-off in my performance over that summer. Whether the case or not my performance has definitely been much improved during the period of sustained orgasm denial i have experienced since. It would be a real honour to spend 2021 locked in my pretty new purple device whilst kept denied all year by Owner. We shall have to see what the year has in store and what plans Owner may have for me. Either way, what is true is that i adore submitting to Her and being controlled and dominated by Her. i truly am the luckiest person alive.

Bonsai, or should that be Kawaii, clitty?

After wearing my old small metal chastity device all week my new Happygo Super Small Male Chastity device was delivered today. And, OMG we love it! Owner and i both agree that it is super cute. i have only just started wearing it but i already love it. i will do a proper review once i have been wearing it for an extended period of time but initial impressions are really positive. One aspect of the device also immediately strikes me. Because it is so small and keeps my clitty under tight control it means that my balls - or the lips of my clitty - will dangerously and invitingly exposed for beating.

securely locked

The components of the Happygo

Indication of the size compared to my thumb

Fittingly, Owner determined that i should pay for the device out of the monthly allowance She permits for me. It's not a costly device at all but it meant that a third of my monthly allowance has gone on the pleasure of being placed into tight chastity. There is something extra special about that and is one of the many, many reasons that i think She is the best Owner in the world.

Owner has also developed some ideas for a monthly game of chastity 'Russian Roulette'. She is still working on it but in essence each month i will get to pick a card and depending on the card picked it could mean that i will be remaining locked up without release for another one. two or more months or that my clitty might be temporarily released for Her to tease for a few hours or a few days even. You get the idea. Essentially, the luck of the draw will determine how long i stay locked in chastity for, without prospect of release.

This week also saw the resumption of my being punished for the pleasure of being able to watch TV with Owner after i had completed my chores. This was something Owner introduced a while back but the combination of the long hours i was working and Owner's ill health meant we had kind of got out of the habit. Anyway, it is back. i now have to pick a punishment card from a jar kept on the coffee table in the lounge for just that purpose. This week it has meant i have been caned, clamped, spent time on all fours, and received an over-the-knee spanking in return for privilege of watching the TV.

On all fours with nipple clamps (out of view)

Finally, royal wedding has descended on the UK - except in our household - we're both republicans. So it seems rather fitting that at the time when half the nation will probably be watching the couple head down the aisle Owner and i will be at the tattooist making arrangements for me to be permanently inked with to mark my achievement of becoming Owner's legal wife and the date of this occurred earlier this year. i wonder if Meghan will demand that Harry do the same, or place him into chastity too?

Tight Muscles, Tighter Control and Other Developments

2017 has started, for me at least, with an exciting new arrival. At my own request Owner consented to me purchasing a new, and much smaller, chastity device. Regular readers will know that we have tried many, many devices over the years, some more successfully than others. Previous to my latest purchase we had bought a pink Holy Trainer .This was a good device in many respects, it has an ingenious locking device and is comfortable to wear and being non-metallic can get through airport security without any problems. However, being non-metal means it does need removing and cleaning more than metal devices do. It;s biggest drawback though - for me - was it's size. I should stress here that it is not big, but i am quite small in that regard AND i also like to wear tight trousers and it is not easy to conceal. As a result i was less keen on wearing it.

A combination of this and the onset of my own then Owners health issues meant its use declined and it hasn't been worn for a good few months. Orgasm denial was maintained, albeit without the physical presence of a device. That said, Owner remarked on a few occasions when we were in bed that i was absent-mindedly caressing myself  'down there' ie i wasn't masturbating to orgasm but i was touching myself. i have also previously blogged about how, for me personally, i actually like being in chastity. Left to my own devices i would be thrilled and excited to be locked-up ad-infinitum with only limited or no chances of orgasm.

Anyway, fast forward to today. At the weekend i saw a cheap (it's Chinese made) metal device on line that was advertised as being the world's smallest chastity device, the Nano. It immediately attracted my interest. It's small (tiny in fact) but i am small too. It would be easy to disguise its presence even under very tight trousers. It's metal so shouldn't need removing for cleaning as often, And it was very cheap. This means it could be tried and if it doesn't work, well the bank hasn't been broken. Anyway, to cut a long story short i ordered it this weekend and it arrived today! This is it in situ

As you can see it is, indeed, very small. i am excited, Owner a little sceptical, time will tell. One of the immediate potential pluses i can see which hadn't occurred to me before putting the device on is that it leaves my testicles nicely exposed and accessible for Owner when Her shoulder is recovered.

Talking of Owners shoulder, it remains very painful and frozen. However, one of the 'positives' (if i can put it that way) of what has been, and remains, a horrible and extremely uncomfortable experience for Her is that it has highlighted a couple of additional activities for me to take on as Her wife. i am now the one who brushes and dries Her hair after it has been washed. This started because She physically could no longer comfortably reach to do it. It is now routine and is something i hope to always continue to do for Her after She has fully recovered Her movement in Her shoulder.

The second activity is that i now also give Owner daily massages, mostly in the evenings but sometimes mornings and evenings too. This is something i really enjoy doing and makes use of the massage skills i acquired a couple of years back when Owner instructed me to do some massage classes. Again, i can't believe this wasn't already something that She normally expected from me and is something i would hope i will continue to provide Her each day even when She is fully recovered.

Although Owner is still physically no better than when i last blogged i am pleased to say that She at least now has a physically fully OK wife again i.e. me. Although things took a knock and some of my routines became a little rusty due to my own health issues they are now back being implemented. The core of Owners control and domination of me and my submission to Her also never waned over these past few 'difficult' months. Owner continued to, and still does, control me completely in every aspect of my life outside of my work - and i love and adore Her all the more for it.

Owner having  financial control over me was something that was implemented in 2016 with my being limited to a monthly allowance from which i was tasked with saving enough to get as ankle tattoo. Well, the good news is that one year on i think i have enough to get one done. i have made an appointment later this month for a consultation on the design and to agree costings. Assuming my mental estimate isn't too far out it won't be long until i will soon be sporting a beautiful and permanent slave ankle bracelet to complement the other tattoos i have that Owner selected for me.

i start the year remembering that i truly am blessed. Yes, the world may be an increasingly fucked-up place but in my Owner i could never have hoped to have met a more wonderful person, She truly is my guide through life and i want nothing more than to serve and obey and be dominated by Her absolutely - doing this is what brings me my greatest pleasure and joy.

3rd Device Lucky?

Well mine and Owners quest to find a chastity device that i can comfortably wear whilst doing my pilates exercises for my back and discretely wear under tight clothing continues, this time with a new device that makes full use of my Prince Albert piercing - which incidentally hasn't been worn in years. Anyway, the device is called a PA-5000 and is made by the same good folk that brought the world the CB chastity device series. In that regard the CB-3000 served  us extremely well and kept me in almost permanent chastity for approximately 5 years until its rigid contruction and shape meant i found i couldn't wear it and do my back stretching exercises too and it was a little too obvious when teamed with tight jeans.

Accordingly, the PA-5000 has been bought to see if it serves better than the short-lived (very) Exobelt Extreme experiment which proved somewhat of a disaster. Here's a photo of my PA-5000 in place;

It does enable your clitty to swell and get aroused upto a point when the device then constricts around the top of your clit preventing (so goes the theory) any unfortunate accidents! We shall have to see how it works. The ring through the piercing makes the device impossible to remove without cutting through. The other plus is that it is made of plastic so no chance of setting off those metal detectors that organisations i work with love to keep installing just to test me!

Owner is reserving judgement to see how it goes but has said that She likes the fact the device still leave my bits quite exposed and open to be abused.

Meanwhile, in the football i accrued two more challenges today, one easy and one difficult. The easy one was courtesy of France drawing with England and the difficult one thanks to Sweden losing to Ukraine. The easy challenge is to fellate a dildo for 30 minutes and the difficult one is to be photographed/videoed at home fucking myself with the big red dildo and monster inflatable dildo.

Excitement and Disappointment

Well they do say that 24 hours is a long time in politics and it can certainly be a long-time  in many other ways too. First, although it was just yesterday that i was excitedly posting about my newly purchased Exobelt Extreme device it turns out to have been disappointing. i should have paid closer attention at the time but the device just isn't that well designed. The concept is a neat one i.e. working on the principle of trapping your clitty rather than your bits but the reality is that the spacers trapped and pinched flesh and it doesn't even actually hold your clitty firmly in place. What is more, when worn under tight jeans the metal guide bars and padlocks still protrude. Ho hum and lesson learnt. But, if anyone reading this does know of a chastity device that they recommend which can be worn under tight trousers please do let us know.

On a more positive note, the nipple weights were worn continously for over 36 hours with no ill effects until Owner instructed for them to be removed to give my titties a rest. Now i just have gloriously sensitive nipples!

But that is not the exciting thing. No the excitement refers to the imminent start of the European football championship and the start of a new football challenge game that Owner has devised to heighten my interest in the outcome of the matches. In summary, before each day of the competitions first round matches i have to draw one team out of a hat for each match being played. The first matches start tomorrow (8th June) and the teams i have drawn are the ones highlighted  in bold for each game as follows:

• Russia vs Czech Republic
• Poland vs Greece

The draw will be completed everyday during this stage of the competition so that i have selected one team in each match before each match is played.

The rules of the game are simple.

1. If the team i picked wins the match there are no consequences for me
2. If the match is a draw then i have to select a challenge to complete from the easy challenge hat
3. If the team i picked loses then i have to select a challenge to complete from the difficult challenges hat.

The challenges themselves could be anyone of the following in the respective 'easy' or 'difficult' categories:

'Easy' Challenges

• spend 30 minutes on impaler device wearing clamps
• attach 20 mini-pegs to clitty and wear for 20 minutes
• tidy-up garden wearing a skirt/dress
• be photographed/videoed fucking myself with big red dildo
• apply make-up in a park
• wear open-toe sandals with painted toe nails in public   
• wear hair tied-up in a ponytail and walk to our local park and back
• walk across Waterloo Bridge over the Thames wearing red high heels
• wear nipple clamps for one hour
• wear inflatable butt plug at home for 2 hours
• fellate dildo at home for 30 minutes
• spank clitty with a hairbrush 100 times
• fuck pussy with 5 fingers at home
• wear a waist cincher, stockings and suspenders everyday for a week

'Difficult' Challenges

• spend 1 hour on impaler device wearing clamps  
• attach 35 mini-pegs to clitty and wear for 45 minutes
• walk around a park in a skirt/dress
• be photographed/videoed fucking myself with big red dildo and huge new inflatable dildo
• apply make-up on the tube
• wear open-toe sandals with painted toe nails showing into central London and back
• wear hair tied up in pigtails into London
• travel to, spend all day and return from London wearing red high heels
• wear nipple clamps with 2 weights suspended for 2 hours
• travel from home to South London on a bus wearing the inflatable butt plug (about 1hr journey)   
• fellate a dildo in public at a location of Owners choosing
• spank clitty with hairbrush 500 times
• fuck own pussy in public
• photographed wearing just a basque, stockings, suspenders & heels somewhere in public in London 

All of these are just the potential challenges that lie in store for the 1st round of the competition if results don't go my way. Who knows what may happen if 'my' team lose the eventual final!    

Travels, Chastity and Tit Weights

Bit of a mixed bag update this one. First, Owner and i have just returned from a fabulous 4 day break to St Petersburg, Russia courtesy of the queen - neither of us could bear the prospect of hanging around in London for the jubilee nonsense and so we hatched a cunning plan to escape to a country that knew how to deal with royalty (ok i don't actually wish to see our royal family killed but you get my drift).

Anyway, all i can say is that we had a wonderful time. St Petersburg really is a beautiful city and we were there during the white nights so the city was bathed in almost constant daylight. We even managed to slip in a cheeky bra flashing challenge for good measure. Below are some pictures from our trip;

i'd also recommend that any sissy who aspires to seriously study how to pose and parade in heels, mini-skirts or skinny jeans should also get themselves over to Russia in the name of research, Russian women have it down to a T! :)

Just before we went away i also realised that during the period when i had been out of chastity over the past four months i had purchased a number of quite tight women's jeans to wear, both casually and to work. My return to chastity with the new BON4 device made one problem very evident, chastity devices of the traditional shape - even ones made of silicone - stand out like a proverbial sore thumb (or chastised clitty to be more accurate) when wearing tight denim. Whilst, this may be appropriate in certain circumstances, work is not really one of them. Thus, i began to search for an alternative device that i could wear more discretely under tighter clothing. My research led me to the Exobelt Extreme which seems to offer the prospect of a lower profile and thus a device that can be worn under tight clothing. It is an interesting device that operates on the principle of trapping and flattening your clit. This is what it looks like on me;

As you can see it completely encloses your clit though your 'bits' are kept free behind - and thus accessible. The locks are a bit on the bulky side but, despite this, the device has a surprisingly small profile and can indeed be made to 'disappear' to all intents and purposes when wearing tight jeans i.e. there are no clit-shaped protrusions for colleagues to remark about :). Owner is still a bit sceptical about it so we shall have to see if She grows to like or not. i suspect it may be that the Exobelt is worn on some occasions and the BON4 at home and on others. Incidentally, in terms of the BON4 i have had no issues with it rubbing or pinching but if you are after a device that will prevent you from trying to masturbate (i don't unless directed to by Owner - so this is not an issue) then you'll find you can easily get out of the BON4, whereas i can't see how even Houdini could have escaped from the Exobelt .

Last, i mentioned recently that i had some tit weights on order. Well, they have arrived and Owner thinks they look very beautiful, as do i. They feel wonderful too constantly pulling my titties down and leave them deliciously sensitive to touch - indeed it is all i can do to prevent myself from caressing my own tits all the time, maybe i need a chastity device for those instead! Anyway, this is what the weights look like on;

Good Things Come In....

Well fives actually. There are a number of exciting developments that have already/are happening this week that i wanted to share with you all.

First, and this is something that Owner and i are both very happy about, is that i am back in chastity again 24/7 with a new device. Readers may recall that 24/7 chastity used to be the norm for me (albeit with the occasional release) up until shortly around the time when i knackered my back. Throughout that period Owner and i had used a CB-3000 device which we had never really had any major issues with, supplemented on ocasions by a metal kali's teeth device. We had at one stage tried to use a silicone Birdlocked device albeit with disappointing results and we quickly abandoned that one and returned back to the CB-3000. Well, all that was until my back problems came along. Now the issue was not being in chastity when largely immobile - that was not an issue at all. No, the issue was that the hard plastic of the CB-3000 was really uncomfortable when doing the back stretching exercises flat on my tummy that i had been told to do and which will probably be a daily/twice daily ritual now for the rest of my life to keep my back discs from herniating again. In short, the hard plastic CB-3000 device dug deep into me when i tried to lie flat and prevented me from doing so, thus making completing the stretching and arching exercises i need to do impossible. Owner realised the problem and instantly stated that i was to remove the device and stay out of chastity.

Thus, for the past 4-5 months i have been out of chastity. But, after almost 5 years of being pretty much in chastity most of the time (albeit with regular 'releases') this did not feel right. We both discussed this and agreed that it would be good for me to go back into chastity, especially as now i only need to exercise my back a couple of time a day - not the 7-8 times a day i was doing before. So, we have taken the plunge and with a degree of scepticism born out of our experience ith the Birdlocked device purchased another silicone device, the BON4.

the new device

 The device arrived yesterday and i have been wearing it since, with so far, no issues or problems. i will keep you updated as to how things go. However, i will say two things. First, the shop we ordered from online were excellent, they are called sexshop365 and i must commend them for their excellent service, the goods arrived within 24 hours of ordering. The second point i would make is....it is lovely to be back with my little clitty locked up again!

The second exciting thing that has happened this week is that Owner has permitted me to order some weights for my nipple piercings. As i write they have not yet arrived but should do any day now. The weights in question are pear drop weights from Wildcat and look like this:

i can't wait to add them to my nipple rings - each of which is already adorned with little miniature handcuffs and which are both connected to each other by a pretty silver chain. i'd love one day to have a bell suspended from each ring too to add to the one that dangles from my belly chain and jingles softly but audibly as i walk about at home or at work. i am very lucky to be allowed to wear such things by Owner.

The third wonderful thing this week was that on Monday Owner instructed me to greet Her on my knees with my pussy fully plugged when She returned from work. Accordingly, when She walked in She found me kneeling in the corridor with the inflatable butt plug buried deep in my pussy. What followed consisted of Owner clamping my titties then having me spank and stimulate my little clitty until it was swollen and hard and then stop and lean forward and suck and fellate a big black suction-cup dildo She had placed on the floor in front of me. This was repeated again and again as i reached the point of cumming and was told to stop and suck cock. As i was doing this Owner switched the vibrate mode of the plug on too and pumped it up further so that it was strething and throbbing deep inside my pussy. As my excitemnt mounted so too did my ability to get more and more of the fat cock head down my throat until ultimately, Owner gave me permission to cum which i did loudly and copiously with my mouth stuffed with the dildo. i eagerly licked up the cum off my hands afterwards like a good little whore before tidying everything away.

Fourthly, regular readers may know that whilst Owner is a fan of football (or soccer for American readers) i am not. However, to make tournaments and competitions more interesting Owner has combined the outcomes of matches with challenges i have to complete. Anyway, with the  European Championships starting in less than two weeks Owner has devised a new football game which will see me having to potentially complete a wide variety of very public or private challenges depending on the results of matches. i'll post more about this another time but needless to say i may have to pluck-up the courage to be photographed somewhere in public in London wearing nothing but heels, stockings, suspenders and a corset, or spend an hour with my titties clamped and weighted or go into town with my hair in bunches or a pigtail etc, etc. It could be an interesting tournament!

Last, but by no means least, and in fact the best of the lot, is that this week marks seven years since Owner and i first met, it took us a while to then progress from friends to lovers, but nevertheless 7 years to the day tomorrow is he first time we clapped eyes on each other. We will be repeating our annual pilgrimage back to the same pizza restaurant we ate in 7 years ago. However, and of more relevance to this blog is that Owner is using this opportunity to review my development so far and to map out how She would like me to develop over the next part of our lives together. Owner is still bevearing away at the details (which will be posted in full here when received) but has indicated that She wishes me to become Her trophy wife. i am really excited and can't wait to find out about what She has in mind.

Snow and Santa

Owner and i exchanged those presents that are not to be opened in front of friends and family today. i received some wonderful items of underwear including a lovely green velvet waist cincher from Burleska, lace top, some pretty leather gloves, a pretty top, purple suspender belt with matching stockings and.........a new and interestingly spiked metal chastity device called Khali's teeth. The following photo shows me modelling my new waspie and lace top;

 and here's my wonderful new chastity device;

It looks inocuous enough but that metal circular band around my little clit (with the padlock resting on top) is lined with rows of little metal teeth. Any arousal on my part and i will soon know about it! Owner is very excited with Her new purchase as it leaves my clit accessible for Her to tease and torment in a way that isn't possible with my plastic CB3000. We shall have to see how we get on as our last chastity device purchase was less successful than we had hoped. However, this one certainly looks promising, i'll report back over the coming days and weeks how we get on.

Meanwhile, today has seen lots of heavy snow in London and the following are a couple of wintery scenes shot in our garden and local park

The snow looks set to stay, in fact more is forecast, and so Owner has advised that tomorrow i will be undertaking some outdoor snow challenges. i can't wait!