Owners Surprise for Her Ageing 'princess'

This morning Owner sprang a wonderful surprise on me. Next week marks my 45th birthday and Owner and i will be celebrating it with a little trip to Munich and Bavaria. However, Owner suddenly announced that She had three additional ideas for presents for me and that i had to choose which one i would like.

Owners' first suggestion was for me to be taken out to dinner by Her to somewhere special, Her second that She book us both into a night at a hotel somewhere in London or nearby and Her third was that She get me a new tattoo. i confess that Owner hadn't even finished saying the word 'tattoo' when i already knew that was what i would most like. i currently have five tattoos, three of which were all done in the nearly ten years we have been together and which are all designs She chose, each of which is symbolic of an aspect of our relationship.On one hip i have an old-fashioned 'skeleton' key - which symbolises my chastity and Owners control, on the opposite hip i have a serpent which forms the shape of the initial of Owners first name and on my shoulder i have a large cat (no it is not a reference to the size if my 'pussy'!) which symbolises my status as Owners 'pet' - or Her 'fluffy pet' to be more precises! i instantly leapt at the opportunity to acquire an additional mark of Her choosing.

Recently, Owner has taken to describing and calling me as Her 'princess' - something which is very flattering. Owners choice of the new tattoo i will be getting reflects this perfectly in that She has chosen a princess crown design for me to have done on my ankle. The crown is even pink! You can see the design She has chosen below;

i am really thrilled and excited at the prospect of soon being adorned by my very own princess crown! i think this is such a wonderful idea for  a design and i cannot wait to be able to be once again permanently marked by Owner and with a design that so perfectly encapsulates who i have become. We have already contacted the tattoo parlor and hopefully i will be getting inked the week after next.

Why leave it until the week after next i hear you ask? Well, next week we are heading off to Munich for my birthday. Whilst we are there we will also hopefully pay a visit to the fairytale castle created by King Ludvig II of Bavaria - Schloss Neuschwanstein

This is the castle which Disney famously modeled his sleeping beauty castle on, in that sense it is a castle perfectly suited for a princess. i couldn't think of a more appropriate place to go :)

i love the fact that Owner thinks of me as being Her 'princess' as well as Her 'slut' or Her 'whore' and i can't wait to be able to show the world what a little (ageing) pink princess i am!

New Year, New Challenges

Owner has hit upon a great idea for an activity that we can both do together and which will also help to trim my waist (which has expanded a little). i confess it is not something i would have ever thought of before but as soon as She mentioned it it got me very excited - primarily at the thought of what outfit i might be able to wear! So what is this activity you ask? Well, hopefully in the not too distant future we will both be enrolling in Hula Hoop classes! Apparently, Owner used to hula quite a bit as a child. i remember giving it a go once or twice but don't recall ever having my own hoops whereas Owner did. Hopefully it will also help to trim down my waistline a bit which, as you can see from this picture Owner took yesterday of me just after my shower, needs some work to get rid of my 'love handles':)

Hopefully, hula will do the trick. i will update how we get on.

Yesterday also presented an opportunity to complete one of my dildo challenges that Owner has set me as part of my development. The challenge is that before the 1st April i must deep-throat  dildo in a number of public locations, some inside, some outside. Well, yesterday i attempted the deep-throat in a pub toilet challenge. At first i was a little shy and just fellated the dildo in the cubicle that i was in (if you are regularly kept in chastity as i am you will know that you can only pee sitting down - hence needing to use a cubicle as that is where the proper toilets are)

deep-throating in the toilet cubicle

However, i realised that that wasn't exactly a difficult challenge as, locked inside the cubicle there was no real risk of being disturbed. Far more challenging would be to deep-throat the dildo in the main urinal area where anyone could walk in at any moment. So i plucked up the courage, left the safety of the cubicle and pleasured the dildo in public like a slut

On returning to Owner with the photographic evidence She declared Herself pleased with my efforts and we returned to the main task at hand, gossipping and people watching in the pub.

The next dildo challenges will be less easy as, with the exception of one in a shop changing room, the rest are all outdoors or in front of one or two London landmarks.

Happy New Year - We Had a Fun Night Out

First let me wish everyone a very happy, kinky and prosperous 2015. i hope that all of your dreams and fantasies may come true and that this year is a truly special one for you all. Owner and i had a really terrific New Years eve which culminated in me draped across a car in central London with my skirt hitched up and flashing my panties

and that was before midnight! New Years Day morning was spent, in part, with me bent over a hotel bed whilst Owner fucked me with Her strapon. Yep, it has definitely been a New Year to remember :)

As we had both had to spend Xmas apart this year we were determined to ensure we spent New Years Eve together. However, we also decided that a bit of decadence might be in order and so we booked ourselves into a hotel in Central London (rather than spend the night in our flat in London) next to the Barbican. Our plan for the evening was to have a drink and a meal in an adjoining gastro-pub, then go the the Barbican to watch their Viennese New Years eve (Strauss inspired) concert and then have a little late night fun.

As we were going to a concert i opted to wear a new blouse and jacket that i hadn't yet found an occasion to wear. The bra i was wearing had a pink bow on the front which the blouse occasionally 'flashed' during the evening. The following are some pictures Owner took in the pub and then at the concert;

propping up the bar

the bow of my bra saying hello

and me flashing my bra's bow

The concert was excellent and was one i would definitely recommend to others spending a New Years eve in London (they also do one on New Years day).

Concert over we headed back to the hotel where Owner organised a little photoshoot of me in our hotel room;

However, this was just he prelude to he 'main event'. My special News Years eve treat from Owner was the opportunity to wear and pose in the same outfit in the streets next to the Barbican centre in central London. i was nervous and thrilled as, though i am an exhibitionist i can also get a little shy at times. However, we were both really pleased with the outcome. Owner took some photos and also a short video of my little night-time 'reveal'.

all set and ready to head down to reception

posing in the street

being my exhibitionist self

It was wonderful and left me quite excited, though i think i need to practice my 'sexy' walk a bit! :)

The following morning after breakfast was a truly wonderful start to the New Year. Owner started to caress and play with me and then, after making sure that She had made them suitably moist and aromatic, She removed Her knickers and placed them over my head so that the pungent crutch was right over my nose. One of Owners new rules is that i will now always receive 30 strikes on my clitty whenever i am permitted by Her to sniff Her used panties. Over Christmas She bought a wonderful leather fly-swat which is ideal for such a purpose. She then spent time tormenting my titties and spanking my exposed (and un-chastised) clitty with Her new toy.

After delivering Her thirty strikes to my bits Owner then strapped Herself into Her big red vibrating 8inch strapon cock and had me fellate it for Her as She watched before then turning around and presenting Her glorious arsehole to me for me to lick and probe with my tongue. Only once i had properly explored and tasted Her did Sh instruct me to stop and bend across the bed where She then slipped Her cock into my pussy, switched on the vibrations and fucked me hard until She came. After climaxing Herself Owner then continued to fuck my pussy whilst She reached around and began to masturbate my little clitty. Of course, it wasn't long before i too was at the point of no return and Owner graciously permitted me to 'cum like a whore' - which of course i immediately did!

As you can see, it was a wonderful end to the old year and start to the new. i know that Owner expects much of me this year as i endeavour to continue to develop and grow as Her ideal slut and wife. Later this year we will also celebrate our tenth anniversary together. i can think of no one on earth whom i would rather spend my life with than Her.

Reunited but Missing the Saxon Genitive

Owner and i are back together again after our enforced Christmas absence spent visiting our respective families . We both hate such enforced periods of separation so it is wonderful to be reunited again. This year we again decided not to get each other presents and instead take ourselves away on a little trip. This year was no exception and in a few weeks time we will be off to Munich to enjoy a bit of Bavarian culture and hospitality. That trip also happens to fall on my birthday (whisper it quietly....45...oh my god!) and i am secretly hoping that Owner might let me buy and model a traditional Dirndl which i think would make for a wonderful photoshoot opportunity :)

Talking of photoshoot opportunities Owner asked me to design and produce a 2015 calendar for Her to hang in our bedroom, specifically one with some photos of Her wife (me) appearing in it. Well, i rummaged through our photo archives and managed to find a seasonally appropriate photo for each month of the year. The next stage was a simple case of develop an online design with the images and then get the whole thing ordered. Owner's 2015 calendar of Her wife arrived in the post today. i must say the paper and image quality is very good. We used vistaprint and the whole process was very easy - though i am intrigued to know what they made of my photos. Here are a selection of shots from the calendar

front cover

January 2015

October 2015 (our anniversary month of my becoming Owner's wife)

 

The company can also print images and designs onto lots of other things as well and that was what proved to be my undoing. i thought it might be a nice idea to also make a mug for Owner with a picture of Her wife on it with the legend 'Owners wife' written underneath (see below)

That was my big mistake. Owner, though Spanish, is an English language scholar and has a far, far greater grasp of English and, more importantly, the rules of the English language than do i. i had, as i now know, missed out the saxon genitive. i fear that mistake could have repercussions!

Seasons Greetings

Just a quick post to wish everyone a wonderful festive season and best wishes for the New Year. It has been quite a quiet time here as Owner has not been very well and i have been busy with work and travelling. However, this morning Owner started Her day by fucking me with one of Her dildos whilst masturbating Herself to orgasm with Her vibrator before then masturbating me to orgasm afterwards whilst continuing to fuck my pussy - so hopefully She is starting to feel a bit better :).

Unfortunately, we will both be apart for Christmas visiting our respective families but will be re-united again shortly afterwards. We both hate being parted. Hope you all have a great time and that Santa brings you something nice and naughty.

Spanish and Spanking

Well Friday evening and Saturday morning i had my Spanish exams. Friday was the oral exam (no NOT that type of oral!) and then Saturday was listening, written etc. The exams were the DELE - Diplomas of Spanish as a Foreign Language. Although mine was the basic level exam it is a credit to Owner that She has got me to a point where i actually felt that i stood a chance of passing a Spanish exam, even a basic one. English aside i have no language ability whatsoever and have been an abject failure at languages all my life. Owner has helped me to learn and develop and become more confident with Spanish (it is even part of my development plan as Her wife). She is Spanish and so rightly wants me to understand Her native tongue. As my life is devoted to Her and to going wherever She goes then should She ever one day decide She would like to return to Spain then it is important that i have a reasonable grasp of the language and can assimilate. That said, we don't have any such plans at present and are very happy in London.

Anyway, back to the exams. They were OK, i don't think i did as well as i have done in some of the practice exams i have been sitting this past fortnight. But we shall see. i will find out in about 3 months time if i passed or not but Owner has said She is very proud of my efforts and how i have tried. i will continue studying and trying and i know this is something that She expects from Her wife.

Meanwhile, we continue to enjoy the deepening FLR/Femdom dynamic of our relationship together. My submission to Her  continues to deepen and so too does Her control over me. i have already started o implement some of the new requirements of the next stage of my development (Plin, Plan, Plon phase 4) which officially commences on the 1st December. This has been approvingly noted by Owner.

i also love the fact that Owner can and does paddle me. Last night was a case in point. i was washing up after having done some baking when Owner sidled up behind me, took the paddle from where it hangs next to the kitchen sink for just this purpose, and proceeded to paddle my naked backside. All the while i continued washing, my voice muffled by the dildo gag i always wear when washing and drying dishes. It was just one of those 'normal' (to us) moments of domestic interaction in our flat that Owner and i love so much.

With freshly pink buttocks

Gagged as always when washing-up/drying

Sex Like A Dog

Last night Owner instructed me to remove my chastity device and to not put it back on until this morning. When we went o bed She used the opportunity to gently tease and caress my now liberated clitty before going to sleep. She did the same again this morning before breakfast and then after we had eaten She had me spoon up against Her in bed and rubbed Herself against my excitable little clit, which She also encouraged me to masturbate until it was hard. All the while She focused Her attention on masturbating Herself with Her fingers.

Once my little clitty was hard and rubbing firmly against Her She reached into Her sideboard and extracted a vibrator and one of Her large plastic hair clips. She instructed me to attached the clip to my swollen clit and then start to masturbate Her with Her vibrator. Owner directed operations, telling me when She wanted the power of the vibrator increased, its position changed or when and for how long i should also lick and suck Her nipples. All the while the teeth of the hair clip made their mark on my clitty.

Tiring of my own efforts Owner took the vibrator from me and rolled onto Her side. She re-positioned the vibrator between Her thighs and then asked if i would like to lick Her arsehole? This is one of my all-time favourite activities and i eagerly replied in the affirmative. Thus it was that i spent a happy few minutes with my tongue exploring deep inside Her anus as Owner brought Herself off to a shuddering orgasm with the vibrator.

So, what has this got to do with having sex like a dog i hear you ask? Well, Her own pleasure sated Owner turned to me and asked if my clitty was sensitive and aroused. On hearing that it was She then instructed me to masturbate it against Her leg. It didn't take much of me humping Her thigh until i could feel myself close to cumming. Owner instructed me to 'come like a slut' and so, one arm wrapped around Her upper high and clit grinding back and forth against it i came all over Her beautiful leg. Owner quickly had me lap up my cum from Her pearly white flesh and the bedclothes before instructing me to return back to chastity again.

i was very lucky to be allowed to lick and explore Owners anus with my tongue and also to cum on Her leg and lick up my mess. Owner often remarks what a slut i am and i love to be Her slut. She also made it clear this morning that i have not spent enough time being tied-up, tortured, teased and tormented and used purely for Her sexual pleasure as Her human sex toy, a situation She intends to correct. Her words put a spring in my step and i returned to chastity and to the days chores a very happy wife indeed!

Blog Housekeeping and Progress Update

i have done a little bit of tidying up to the blog landing page which i hope makes it a little less cluttered. Previously i have listed all of Owners rules for me and the routines i follow and activities i am expected to undertake down the side of the blog. i have now created two new pages for the blog which i hope you will find interesting. These are

• About Us - this is a short biography page that provides a bit more background information about Owner and me, our relationship and how we developed as FLR FemDom couple over the years

• The Rules and Routines by Which i Live - this is now the home for all of the rules Owners sets down for me and the place where i also detail all of the daily, weekly etc tasks and activities that i am expected to undertake. i have updated these to reflect the latest development goals Owner has set out in Plin, Plan, Plon 4.

Meanwhile, although the next Phase of my development (Plin, Plan Plon 4) is not due to commence until the start of December (and runs through to April 2015) i have already started to try to implement some of the new expected behaviours etc so that i can (hopefully) hit the ground running on the 1st December. This new Plan is organised using Trello. i must say that now i have got used to it i am finding it a really, really useful tool. It has enabled Owner and i to rationalise what had previously been a whole suite of separate documents and spreadsheets into a single place. i can now update what i have done from my laptop, tablet and phone and Owner can check and comment at any time too. This is what the main page of my account now looks like and this is what i now check daily to see what tasks need doing, mark off what i have done, etc, etc.

Yesterday, Owner treated me to a special surprise. i was walking to collect Her from the station as i usually do when i am working from home, to carry Her bag back (i also carry Her bag for Her to the station in the morning) when She suddenly called me to say that She was sat in one of our local bars and had ordered me a drink and that i was to join Her. There has been no repetition of the infamous occasion a few months ago when i had an alcoholic drink without first having been invited to do so by Owner. We have had different family members staying and have gone out for meals, i have cooked at home and served them drinks but i have not had one myself as Owner had not said that i could. Last night, however, Owner decided that She wanted to have a drink with me and so i was permitted to have a couple of beers.

We are now at a point in our relationship where Owner makes all the decisions as o whether or not we will be going out, what and where we will be going and whether or not i will be permitted to drink alcohol or not. That control is also now extending to Owner deciding what food i will have when we are eating in a restaurant and will order for me. i love this continued extension of Owner control over my life. Owner may at times permit me to make suggestions but She is in control and that is how we both agree it should be.

Last, it is just under a week to go before i sit my Spanish exams. i have an oral exam on Friday and then written exams on the Saturday. i have been revising hard and have also been sitting past papers - fingers crossed i may actually pass my first ever formal language exam - which will be a minor miracle! Meanwhile, whilst i have been revising Owner has started practising making Her own jewellery. She made me these beautiful earrings which i love, She truly is a woman of many talents.

The silver heart at the base is actually a little bell as well so i tinkle as i walk!

The Next Phase Of My Development

Today Owner revealed to me the next phase of my development.  Entitled Plin, Plan, Plon IV this development phase will commence on the 1st December 2014 and will run through until 1st April next year. As with all previous Plans this Plan builds upon and is additional to what went before it i.e. i still need to continue to implement the contents of all the proceeding plans whilst also completing the requirements set out in this new plan. Once again, the my performance against the objectives set out in the Plan will be formally reviewed after its completion when a decision will be made as o whether or not my progress has been satisfactory and i can be considered for further development and training or not.

i am really excited about this new Plan. There are some really innovative elements to it and it also seeks to extend Owners control over me into new areas and arenas. It should also help me to become a more useful wife for Her. So, what is new and what does the Plan contain?

Perhaps the mot significant innovation is that Owner has set-up the new Plan on Trello. Previously, i have had a series of spreadsheets, word documents and other things to complete that Owner has then reviewed monthly to monitor and comment on my progress and performance. There are also a series of 'reminder' tables posted up in our kitchen that detail the duties i must complete daily, weekly etc (and which are also listed on the sidebar of this blog) and into which i record my daily task completion entries. Trello does away with the need for all of this. Trello is an on-line 'cloud-based' collaboration project and task management tool that enables all of my expected activities to be organised and set-up electronically. i can then record what i have done, add notes and comment in real-time as too can Owner. i have even downloaded it as an app onto my phone so i can update and record 'on the go'. The advantages are that Owner can now see at any time exactly what i am recording, can easily add new tasks/duties or amend existing ones. i will get these changes straight away and also have one place where i can now record everything. It should make Owners oversight and checking less onerous for Her and more straight-forward and She can also check in 'real-time' what i have or have not done. For me it offers the opportunity to organise my reporting into one place and make it more straightforward. The new Plan doesn't start until the start of next month but i shall start transitioning stuff over to Trello in the next week or two and begin using it. i will update on how it goes but we are both quite excited at the possibilities this system may open-up.

Okay, so that is all very interesting in a geeky kind of way, but what does the new Plan actually contain? What are the additional tasks/activities that i will be expected to do and be judged against? Well, Owner has organised the new phase into 5 broad categories. These are:

• Housework
• Study/skills
• Physical/slut training
• General behaviour
• Ad-hoc

Four of these five categories have a series of specific tasks and behaviours set-out that i will be expected to deliver/undertake during this phase of my development (and forever onwards). This detail is set out below;

Housework

• PROJECT: Review all of our photographs [all ours have been digital for years[ and get some printed for Owners photo album.
• Buy adequate laminate flooring products and clean thoroughly once a week [we had new flooring installed and the old mop etc that i used the clean the floor doesn't do that good a job on the new floor]
• Subscribe to a healthy eating magazine and cook at least one recipe from that magazine a week [this part of the ongoing development of my cookery skills]
• PROJECT: Do a complete kitchen inventory and replace any old/broken kitchen utensils/pans/crockery
• Transfer my current household cleaning and fitness/exercise rota onto Trello

Study/Skills

• Practise my beauty/health skills (reflexology/massage/manicure/facials) - Owner will use Trello to 'book' appointments with me at times and dates of Her choosing - at least 8 times per month
• Create at least 3 jewellery items a month
• Subscribe to a Spanish audio magazine
• Complete 1 embroidery and 1 knitting project during this phase of the Plan
• Keep practising my erotic-short story and other writing skills in order to produce higher quality short-stories and start to write lifestyle guides

Physical/Slut Training

• i am to always be completely naked when providing Owner a pedicure or manicure or when watching TV with Her at home
• There is now a price to pay for being permitted to sniff Owners used panties [something i love to do]. Now, whenever i am allowed to sniff Her used panties i will be spanked 30 times on my 'clitty' whilst wearing nipple clamps
• Purchase a perfumer diffuser to be able to wear Owners 'perfume'. Owners perfume is Her urine and i can be expected to sometimes wear Her 'perfume' by spraying it on me.
• Organised bondage/restraint sessions where i will have to endure pain for periods of time
• Practise more deep-throating by undertaking a series of deep throat challenges - these include deep-throating a dildo at a number of locations across London

General Behaviour

• Seek approval prior to any Facebook postings [yes i am on Facebook and no i am not providing a link! )
• When we go out for a meal, unless otherwise specified, Owner will choose my meal from the menu for me.
• i am to always kneel down before Owner when asking permission for something from Her and bow my head when saying thank you afterwards. There is no need to kneel in public but i am still expected to bow when thanking Her in public.
• All mistakes, deviations etc from the Plan will be punished and must be recorded on Trello. All punishments will count negatively when scoring the Plan. Small 'infractions' will be punished with an over the knee spanking using any implement chosen by Owner. Bigger 'infractions' will be punished using one or a combination of the following methods: ~not wearing feminine clothes ~not wearing jewellery ~not wearing makeup ~not shaving
• When away from Owner due to work or family commitments i am to send Owner an email summarising all i have done that day

Ad-Hoc Tasks
Owner will provide these as and when they need to be completed.

i am excited and honoured to be allowed to move onto this stage of my development as part of my training to become a better wife and slut for Owner. i look forward to documenting my progress (and any pitfalls) on the blog and i hope to use the next few months to demonstrate to Owner my potential for yet further training and development.

Exciting Times

The start of this week found me on tenterhooks as i awaited the outcome of Owners latest appraisal of my development and, whether or not i would be deemed to have made sufficient progress to proceed to the next stage of my development as Her slut and wife. Readers of this blog may be aware that Owner has developed what is referred to as Her Plin, Plan, Plon. Essentially, this is a training programme devised by Her (albeit one which i am permitted to make suggestions) designed to help stretch and develop me and help me become a better wife and slut for Her. The way the Plan works is that at the end of each phase of the plan i am assessed as to how well or not i have performed and completed/internalised the activities or duties set down for me to perfect in that phase. Only if Owner adjudges during the review that i have passed that Phase am i permitted to move onto the next, more challenging Phase. In a way it is a bit like a computer game where you are trying to make progress onto the higher level. If judged to have made sufficient progress to move onto the next phase i am still expected to maintain the standards/delivery/goal established in the proceeding phase i.e. the difficulty levels build incrementally with progress. However, there is always the risk of being judged a failure - in which case i would need to re-start from Phase 1.

Anyway, Monday this week was the day in which Owner would review my progress in Phase 3 - a phase which had already been extended due to some performance issues on my part in the autumn which i needed to address. Anyway, i was absolutely thrilled to receive the following from Owner

This certificate was accompanied with a detailed breakdown of the scores i had been awarded in each category of the Plan. As you can see below, there were some areas in which i did really well - for example i can now finally properly deepthroat (something i could never do before). However, letting Owner down this summer by having an alcoholic drink without Her permission scored very lowly as, although there has been no repetition of this episode since, it was a serious failure on my part and highlighted some major performance and obedience issues which i needed to address and rectify. There has been no repetition of this since so Owner was gracious enough to score me enough to scrape past that particular objective. You can see how i did in all of he categories set out in that phase of the Plan below

i was relieved, thrilled and excited to have been judged to have passed. i really do believe this is helping me o become a better, more useful and more productive wife and slut for Owner.

Owner is in the process of finalising the details of the next Phase of my development i.e. Phase 4 of the Plan. She has said that She will let me know the details at the end of this coming weekend but that that Phase will not commence until the start of December. i am guessing it will probably run through to the end of the Spring. i am nervously excited to see what may lie in store for me in Phase 4. Meanwhile, i need to ensure i maintain the standards i have now reached and that i continue to address those areas where i scored less highly in my Phase 3 review.