The Trial - An Update

After my initial faltering start i continue to progress well (i think) in the Trial period that Owner has set me to establish whether or not i am ready to be taken further under Her control. The Trial was originally due to just run for the month of February but was extended by a week into March on account of me accruing two punishable misdemeanours in early February. i am pleased to say that no further such reasons to be punished by Owner have been committed by me.

There is, however, obviously still some time to go and plenty of opportunity for me to still fuck things up! i really hope that i do not and that Owner considers me worthy of being more tightly controlled by Her.

Talking of Owner. This past week has been a difficult one for Her. The frozen shoulder She currently has in Her right shoulder has got worse, causing Her considerable pain and discomfort and also creating other problems in Her back. i have tried to help by providing deep tissue massages on request, but to only limited effect. Accordingly, on Thursday morning we both trooped over to a specialist physio for Her to receive a second cortisone injection into Her shoulder. Hopefully that will help tide Her over until Her shoulder starts to naturally unlock, which eventually it will. The problem with these injections though is that, at first, they make the situation worse so Owner spent much of the day in considerable discomfort. Today has, however, been better for Her.

As for me. i have been getting on with my chores, studies, exercises, seeking permission to speak etc and weekly tasks, including, at one point, acting as Owners footrest.

Owners' feet resting on my bum

i also, once again, had an opportunity to show off my new skirt to a few visitors to Owners flat. Namely, the plumber who came around to quote for some work, as well as to some post, parcel and grocery delivery people.  Then today i took delivery of some hire tools to use this weekend (sanding). This saw me stood outside talking to a very tall, bearded and blonde Norse God type guy, followed by our downstairs neighbour, in same said short skirt with fishnet stockings.

This is what i was wearing

i have come to really love this skirt. It is the perfect length.

Tonight, Owner felt sufficiently better for Her to electro torture me once again using a combination of the electro-clit device, zapper and electric clamps on my clit, pussy, buttocks and breasts. 

Teet shocking in progress

Tomorrow i will be busy sanding down the staircase and re-varnishing it, as well as offering to serve as Owners' sex toy. Then on Sunday i am, at Her request, taking Owner to a thermal spa in London. It will be an opportunity for Her to ease Her shoulder and an opportunity for me to splash around in my bikini.

Oh, and some good news. The replacement cage for the beehive chastity device, the original split, was delivered so i have been back caged inside that all week. Hopefully it will turn out that the first was simply defective and this new cage will not suffer the same fate. Fingers crossed as Owner and i both love it.

Lastly, Owner has been researching some new items that She would like. One is a new strap-on harness and the other a large, realistic cock dildo (complete with foreskin) to both fuck me with and for me to practice fellating. i am very excited! Owner has asked that i buy them for Her birthday, which is on the 1st April.

That's about it from me for now.

The Trial Begins + A Pyjama Party

Yesterday (1st February) marked day one of the trial period that Owner has set me. i must demonstrate to Her during this month long period that i am worthy of being more tightly controlled and dominated by Her by improving my performance and submission to Her.

As mentioned in previous posts, although the trial actually started yesterday, i have been implementing some of the changed behaviours Owner expects of me since earlier in the week to give me the best chance of 'normalising' them so that i do them as a matter of routine. Well, twenty-four hours in and so far, so good. 

i did my usual chores, but also remembered to not speak to Owner when She was listening to Her audio books without first seeking Her permission to do so. i also made sure that the shower tray and kitchen sink were both kept spotlessly clean. i also set about doing one of the tasks Owner set me for the month, and the one i find most difficult. Namely, clearing out some of the clothes that i don't really wear, or which are a little tired etc. i am a horder, especially when it comes to clothing, and don't like throwing items away. However, i filled a large refuse bag with clothing ranging from blouses and jackets to skirts and panties, all to be recycled. It was hard to do, but i did it.

The first day of the trial fell on a saturday which meant that, as per Her new rules, i could also ask Owner if She might grant me the wonderful pleasure of sitting on my face. She did much more than just that. Owner took me to bed and slowly stripped me until just my bra remained. This She also then removed but tied it around my head so that each of the cups covered my eyes, serving to blindfold me. It was most effective. Owner then donned Her strapon, pulled me off the bed and onto my knees before Her and had me fellate Her 'cock' whilst She brought Herself off with Her vibrator. It was a wonderful treat to be able to suck on Her cock as She pleasured Herself, thrusting Her phallus in and out of my throat leaving Her cock slick and wet with my saliva.

Satiated Owner then had me get up and lie on the bed, still blindfolded by my bra. She then positioned Herself astride my head, lowered Her hips down until Her backside was positioned just above my mouth and instructed me to worship Her delicious anus with my tongue as She once again positioned Her vibrator against Her pussy and began to pleasure Herself once more. i love and adore licking out Owners anus and was soon in seventh heaven with my little clit straining futilely in its cage as my tongue roamed, licked and explored, revelling in Her scent and taste. It was not long before the combination of my tongue and Her faithful favourite vibrator induced another orgasm for Owner, Her thighs clamping hard around my head as She climaxed. My tongue continued to gently lap Her sphincter until She had recovered enough to start to pleasure Herself with Her toy once again. Soon She was riding my tongue hard as it pleasured Her backside as Her toy brought Her to Her third climax.

Owner collapsed, seemingly spent and rolled panting to Her side. i was hot with frustrated desire and passion. My mouth and nose filled with the exquisite taste and scent of Her derriere, my face smeared with the forbidden juice of Her sex. i rolled sideways but rather than just lay panting in each others arms my tongue was directed to Her backside one last time. With my head between Her legs, as She lay on Her side on the bed, my hands spread Her butt cheeks apart and my fevered tongue went back to work as She worked Her vibrator across Her clit one last time. My tongue lapped, circled, swirled and probed Her backside as Her pleasure grew until the muscles of Her thighs quivered and gripped my head like a vice as Her final orgasm ripped through Her.

Later, as we lay flushed side by side Owner teased me about how difficult it must be to have my little clit so aroused but denied in its cage. It is frustrating but the opportunity to taste and pleasure Her anus is so wonderful i would happily remain denied for eternity just for the opportunity to worship Her divine backside. 

The above all happened a little after lunch. When we had recovered Owner and i went for a walk to the shops in order that i might get the last of the items i needed for the pyjama party that i hosted for Owner later in the day.

Owner regularly likes to have me entertain or organise things for Her and last week She advised me that She wished for me to arrange a pyjama party for Her. With Her permission matching outfits were ordered, party games were selected and an invitation was designed and sent to Her for a party starting at 5.30pm. In town i bought a selection of magazines for us to read and some matching friendship bracelets. When we returned i prepared the food and laid out pillows and put on some party music. Owner advised that i was allowed alcoholic drinks and so She prepared rum and coke for her and limoncello and lemonade drinks for me.

The party was a great success, Owner loved it and has said that She wants to have pyjama parties more often. Here are some pictures:

in our matching PJs

table set with food, games, drinks and magazines

Eagle-eyed viewers will note that i bought three different types of magazines for the party, gossip, fashion and one with images of male hunks. We enjoyed them all!

Fucked by Owner

After breakfast this morning Owner said to me that She would like to take me back to bed to 'explore my body'. What followed next was wonderful. Owner strapped Herself into Her new dildo and then had me fellate Her 'cock' to demonstrate the skills i have been practising the past few months. Then She lay on Her side and presented Her delicious backside to me for me to lick whilst She pleasured Herself to an orgasm with the strap-on bullet vibe. i absolutely adore having my tongue inside Owners arse and it was wonderful to feel Her sphincter muscles contract and quiver around my tongue as She came.

Next, Owner had me position myself on all fours and, after first spanking my chastised clitty and my 'tight little plums', She then lubed my 'pussy' and began to play with it with Her fingers. She caressed its entrance and then inserted Her fingers as i moaned contentedly like the greedy whore i am. Owner remarked how big, wet and welcoming my pussy was before positioning Herself behind me and sinking Her 'cock' into me. She switched on the bullet vibe positioned in the gusset of the strap-on to pleasure Herself and then instructed me to fuck myself on Her dildo 'like a whore'. i needed no further encouragement and began to ride Her phallus, delighting in the sensation of Her cock sliding in and out of me, pushing down on it as far as i could with each thrust of my hips as Owner focused on the pleasure the vibe was providing Her.

After fucking myself on Her cock for a few minutes the embedded bullet vibe purring against Her clit brought Owner to another climax and She withdrew, leaving me wet and aching for more. We lay snuggled contentedly on the bed as i revelled in the sensation of intense frustrated desire as my caged clit throbbed and my whole body tingled.

It was a wonderful way to start the day. My orgasm drought continues but i feel absolutely wonderful!

Happy New Year - We Had a Fun Night Out

First let me wish everyone a very happy, kinky and prosperous 2015. i hope that all of your dreams and fantasies may come true and that this year is a truly special one for you all. Owner and i had a really terrific New Years eve which culminated in me draped across a car in central London with my skirt hitched up and flashing my panties

and that was before midnight! New Years Day morning was spent, in part, with me bent over a hotel bed whilst Owner fucked me with Her strapon. Yep, it has definitely been a New Year to remember :)

As we had both had to spend Xmas apart this year we were determined to ensure we spent New Years Eve together. However, we also decided that a bit of decadence might be in order and so we booked ourselves into a hotel in Central London (rather than spend the night in our flat in London) next to the Barbican. Our plan for the evening was to have a drink and a meal in an adjoining gastro-pub, then go the the Barbican to watch their Viennese New Years eve (Strauss inspired) concert and then have a little late night fun.

As we were going to a concert i opted to wear a new blouse and jacket that i hadn't yet found an occasion to wear. The bra i was wearing had a pink bow on the front which the blouse occasionally 'flashed' during the evening. The following are some pictures Owner took in the pub and then at the concert;

propping up the bar

the bow of my bra saying hello

and me flashing my bra's bow

The concert was excellent and was one i would definitely recommend to others spending a New Years eve in London (they also do one on New Years day).

Concert over we headed back to the hotel where Owner organised a little photoshoot of me in our hotel room;

However, this was just he prelude to he 'main event'. My special News Years eve treat from Owner was the opportunity to wear and pose in the same outfit in the streets next to the Barbican centre in central London. i was nervous and thrilled as, though i am an exhibitionist i can also get a little shy at times. However, we were both really pleased with the outcome. Owner took some photos and also a short video of my little night-time 'reveal'.

all set and ready to head down to reception

posing in the street

being my exhibitionist self

It was wonderful and left me quite excited, though i think i need to practice my 'sexy' walk a bit! :)

The following morning after breakfast was a truly wonderful start to the New Year. Owner started to caress and play with me and then, after making sure that She had made them suitably moist and aromatic, She removed Her knickers and placed them over my head so that the pungent crutch was right over my nose. One of Owners new rules is that i will now always receive 30 strikes on my clitty whenever i am permitted by Her to sniff Her used panties. Over Christmas She bought a wonderful leather fly-swat which is ideal for such a purpose. She then spent time tormenting my titties and spanking my exposed (and un-chastised) clitty with Her new toy.

After delivering Her thirty strikes to my bits Owner then strapped Herself into Her big red vibrating 8inch strapon cock and had me fellate it for Her as She watched before then turning around and presenting Her glorious arsehole to me for me to lick and probe with my tongue. Only once i had properly explored and tasted Her did Sh instruct me to stop and bend across the bed where She then slipped Her cock into my pussy, switched on the vibrations and fucked me hard until She came. After climaxing Herself Owner then continued to fuck my pussy whilst She reached around and began to masturbate my little clitty. Of course, it wasn't long before i too was at the point of no return and Owner graciously permitted me to 'cum like a whore' - which of course i immediately did!

As you can see, it was a wonderful end to the old year and start to the new. i know that Owner expects much of me this year as i endeavour to continue to develop and grow as Her ideal slut and wife. Later this year we will also celebrate our tenth anniversary together. i can think of no one on earth whom i would rather spend my life with than Her.

Hen Night and Sunday Stuffing

Owner and i are just back from my wonderful hen weekend and what fantastic fun we both had, it truly was a brilliant weekend. The following are just a couple of the photo and video mementos from the event, hope you enjoy. First we had a little beauty session at home before we set-off;

our beauty treatment

Then it was off into London to check-in to the rather fabulous Apex City of London Hotel which was to be out accommodation for the night (would thoroughly recommend). Bags dropped off we then headed out to a local cafe to refuel on caffeine and plan my hen 'parade'

can you tell where we are yet?

Fully fuelled we headed out of the cafe and down the street to the Tower of London for me to commence my little hen parade, with my hen party accessories, past the Tower by the river and then over Tower Bridge and along past Butlers Wharf to Chambers Wharf

sorting myself out

and we're off

It was great fun to have an opportunity to parade through some of the city in my hen attire. Owner and i then had a couple of drinks before heading back to our hotel to prepare for the remainder of the night's activities. Owner had chosen the hotel as it was close to The Way Out Club, a place neither of us had been to before but which offered potential opportunities for dancing and people watching fun.

First, however, it wouldn't be a hen night without a stripper. The difference this time of course being that i was the person doing a strip for Owner. We both had fun, me doing the strip and Owner laughing at my antics (as you can see Owner had instructed me that She wanted me to spend my hen weekend out of chastity for a change)

Show over we both had dinner and then got ready for our night out. For me it was also an opportunity to wear one of my new frocks

One of the little touches that the hotel provides for all guests is a free rubber duck that they encourage you to take with you on your travels and send the hotel photos of where the duck has been. We took ours to the club.

although i didn't have the duck all the time

As i mentioned the hotel is very close to the club, literally about 50 yards down the road and so Owner and i had only a very short walk back before we could collapse into bed at the end of what had been a wonderful hen day. However, the fun wasn't over yet.

After having an early light breakfast Owner and i then retired back to bed with the intention of fully exploiting the hotels mid-day check-out by having a lovely lie-in. However, it wasn't long before Owner began teasing and caressing my titties and un-locked clitty and generally getting Her hen quite excited. Owner then put on the 8in strapon of Her that we had brought with us, and began to rub it between my legs and across my 'pussy' as She spooned me in bed. i of course, being the little slut i am also began rubbing myself along the length of its shaft.

Owner re-positioned Herself so that She lying flat on Her back, Her big red cock standing proud
 and instructed me to suck Her cock like a slut. This i eagerly did fellating and licking it until it was wet with saliva. Then with Owners encouragement and without any need for lube, (my pussy has been well trained by Owner) other than my own coating of saliva along its shaft, i squatted over Owners cock, reached down and positioned it against the entrance of my pussy and then sunk down onto it, until its entire length was buried deep inside me. Owners expressed delight at the site of me sitting astride Her with Her cock buried deep inside me and switched on the vibrate. She then instructed me to make my clitty hard and ride Her cock as She Herself rode the vibrations of Her cock. And so it was that i fucked myself up and down on Owners cock, feeling it pulsing deep inside me as the Owner rode its vibrations to happy climax. Owner then instructed me to make myself cum loudly and like a whore for Her and so i rode up and down faster and faster on Her still vibrating cock and played with my clitty until i came noisily and messily, fifty plus days of denial released across the duvet.

Both spent i scooped up and swallowed my mess, Owner withdrew and we collapsed in each others arms. It was a wonderful way to be fucked by Owner and She expressed delight at having watched me ride Her cock so enthusiastically. i was one happy and well fucked hen.

Wham, Bam, Thank You Ma'am

Owner and i have an enjoyable couple of days. On Thursday Owner administered a caning which She enlivened by having me fellate Her current favourite strap-on (Her 8inch red number) in between  some of the strokes and then had me lick Her wonderful derriere whilst She pleasured Herself with Her vibrator. i absolutely adore being able to worship Owners gorgeous rear this way and bury my face between Her cheeks. When She had satiated Herself Owner resumed caning me before then lightly lubing Her cock and easing Herself slowly into my welcoming pussy until She was fully inside me and then proceeding to vigorously fuck my hot hole whilst simultaneously switching on the vibrate mode of Her strapon. Soon She was thrusting hard in and out of me and forcing my face down into the cushions of the sofa on which i was knelt as She reached Her orgasm and collapsed spend on top of me. i was safely in chastity the whole time ensuring that for the rest of the evening i was left with that deliciously uncomfortable aching in my bits, the by-product of frustrated arousal.

The next day after leaving for work Owner texted me a request to 'spank my derriere 20 times with a brush whilst having naughty thoughts' before i started work myself (i was working from home). Owner pronounced Herself pleased with the results of the following video which i took of myself fulfilling Her request.

Today we headed out to West London to pay a visit to Hampton Court Palace. Owner requested that i bring my princess tiara to take a few photos of me wearing in the grounds of the palace. This is the result

It was good fun and i even got to show off my matching blouse and bra.

Plans a Plenty

At the start of this year i alluded to something that Owner and i had planned and which we were both very excited about. Well, fast forward seven months and these plans are now fairly well advanced (albeit not everything has been sorted yet).

i have a gorgeous dress chosen by Owner, a very pretty veil and will hopefully soon be taking delivery of the shoes to go with the dress - again expertly chosen by Owner. Meanwhile, Owner has chosen Her outfit.  Yes, you've guessed it - Owner and i are getting 'married'. i say 'married' as we have both been there and done that once before in different relationships. This time, however, i will be having the honour of becoming Owners wife and of accepting and wearing Her ring. It won't be a properly legal wedding - as i say we have both been there and done that before - but it does have all of the emotional investment and commitment in it that one would expect of a wedding. The planning of it also seems to have taken as long as if it were a 'proper' wedding! We have a photographer booked and will be heading off on honeymoon together afterwards. The actual 'ceremony' will be taking place on the occasion of our eighth anniversary as partners/lovers.

i am really thrilled and excited at the prospect of being Owners bride - it will most definitely be the happiest day of my life. What has surprised us both though is how much effort still needs to go into planning such an event, even when it is as small scale as ours is. Simple things, like trying to get a white, as opposed to an ivory, wedding dress and matching white shoes has proven to be much more complicated and time consuming than expected. Owner has invested hours and hours of research into finding outfits and rings etc for the two of us, searching out photographers and the like.

i just can't wait for the 'big day' to come around - but it is still a couple of months off. Owner keeps saying that She regards me as Her wife already and sometimes refers to me as such but i can't wait to be 'married' to Her. To be by Owners side, all dressed up to the nines and trying to make Her proud of Her little slutty wife as i read out my vows to Her will be, for me, the best moment of my life.

Owner, meanwhile has some plans of Her own. i don't know the detail only that i have been told to expect some significant changes. Owner asked me for some ideas as to how i might improve and change aspects of my behaviour and performance and i have submitted these to Her. However, as to the detail of what is contained within what She describes as Her 'Plin, plan, plon' - one of the things i adore about Owner is that She can be as silly as i can be - i have no idea. i guess i will just have to wait and see.

Meanwhile, last night we shared a wonderful evening together. As has become the norm for when i am working from home i greeted Her at the train station and walked Her back home. Then before dinner Owner administered a spanking and the a caning to my derriere. Before commencing Owner had me fellate the 8inch strapon She was wearing and She paused on occasion to have me fellate it again and to attach clamps to my nipples. Caning finished Owner then switched Her strapon onto vibrate mode and proceeded to fuck my pussy with it until She orgasmed and then instructed me to masturbate my own un-chastised clitty and 'cum like a whore'...which i did :)

Not-so bonnie poppet

Owner and i have just returned from a short trip to Aberdeenshire in Scotland. We took a Friday evening flight from London City airport and touched down in Aberdeen just under 90 minutes later. Travelling by plane meant that Owner released me from chastity (to avoid metal detector shennanigans) and She instructed me to keep my 'clitty free' all weekend.

On the Saturday we  took the train out of Aberdeen down the coast to Stonehaven and then walked along the coast to the ruins of Dunnottar castle which occupies an amazing location and which has had a very violent past, including the burning to death of the entire English garrison stationed there at one time. However, thankfully things are more peaceful now and it we both had a lovely walk along the coast to the castle and back.

On returning to Stonehaven Owner spotted a street that She decided would be a great place for a little public challenge by me. i confess i was a little nervous at first (the spot was right behind a busy pub) but Owner ended up quite happy with results which you can judge for yourself below;

Sunday morning was spent with me on all fours in our hotel room with Owner first having me fellate and gag on Her 8in vibrating red cock and then be fucked by Her with it. My pussy accommodates Owners current cock very easily meaning that little/no preparation is needed on Owners part, just a spot of lube and then in it slides. It feels wonderful to feel Owner buried to the hilt inside me. Once Owner had turned on the vibrating mode and ridden me to Her own orgasm She then instructed me to cum like a slut for Her too. i apologise now to the occupants of the adjoining hotel room if you are reading this,  i think i was quite vocal :)

Coffee Table Pet

This afternoon Owner instructed me to perform my much postponed indoor coffee table challenge, namely to be tied to our coffee table with my nipples clamped and my pussy filled with the inflatable butt plug.

 Owner threatened to open the blinds so that passers by could see, but this time She chose not to. Instead, after leaving me tied up like that for twenty minutes She returned sporting Her strapon. After having me fellate Her cock and suckle on Her wonderful breasts She removed the plug, thrust into me with Her 'cock', switched on the vibe and rode me to Her orgasm.

Clit Training

Following my moment of shame on Sunday (see previous post) Owner has decided that i need training to control my clit and avoid any repetition of my little 'accident'. Accordingly, this evening Owner commenced Her first session of clit training. This consisted of me being bound face-up on the bed with my wrists tied to the headboard and my legs spread apart and  secured behind the knees with ropes attached to the headboard so that my legs were stretched wide open. To finish off the restraint Owner tied my nipple rings tight together and then tethered them off to the D-ring on my collar. i was securely trussed up and exposed....only wearing the metal khalli's teeth chastity device for 'protection'.

Owner commenced the 'training' by abusing my nipples, first with Her hands and then with the tip of the riding crop until they were burning and sore. Suitably warmed up She then proceeded to masturbate my clit, sliding the spiked ring up of the kahlli's teeth and down my shaft and caressing the tip of my clit so that it was soon swollen and engorged. Of course, the more aroused i got the deeper the metal teeth of the device sank into my sensitive flesh. It certainly got my full attention! Clit painfully aroused and with my nipples feeling like they were on fire Owner then deployed Her crop to maximum affect between my legs, striking the tip of my clit and exposed 'dangly bits' repeatedly. In between striking my clit with Her riding crop She leant forward and grabbed and twisted my tightly bound nipple rings. i was of course powerless to move and could only try to process the pain. To up the tempo still further Owner soon had me begging Her to beat my clit faster and harder with Her crop. Whenever it looked like my clit was starting to deflate under Her expert abuse Owner grabbed the khalli's teeth ring hard and masturbated me furiously so that i remained fully hard and thus impaled on its spikes. It was such delicious torment and torture!

Eventually Owner tired of Her crop and sitched to using Her strapon so that i had the wonderful sight and sensation of being bound with my wrists behind my head and legs akimbo as Owner knelt between my thighs and mounted Her whore. With me locked in position She thrust away contentedly, even having time to advise me that during the train journey we are both taking on Friday evening  She expects me to further my whore training by playing with my tits and clit in the carriage - irrespective of how many people there may be sitting in the same carriage at the time.

Having given me my instructions for Friday Owner switched on the bullet vibe in Her cock and rode me until She was fully pleasured. It was an intense and wonderful training session!

Oh, and some good news from earlier in the week - i didn't get made redundant.

Stay at home Wednesday

Over the past few months i have started to regularly work from home on a Wednesday. This has a number of advantages. For example, it means that i get to greet Owner as She comes in from work dressed only in my spiked Khalli's teeth chastity device and collar and cuffs and begging to be allowed to play with my clitty. This is of course done with Owners permission and is part of Her new training regime to improve my begging skills.

Me being at home also means that i can schedule any deliveries to arrive that day and so today i was able to sign for a lovely new top that Owner had purchased online as well as a wonderful new Spring jacket fo myself (bought with Owners consent). i'll hopefully post a picture of me wearing it 'out and about' this weekend but this is an image grabbed from the website so you can see the style;

The one i got is in khaki and it is soo lovely! i particulalry like the hood. It was ordered from Asos which is proving to be a great on-line retailer.

Anyway, back to Wednesdays. A further advantage of working from home is that it gives Owner and i some time for some caning etc before it gets too late and i have to start preparing dinner. Today was no exception and i was roundly caned by Owner before being hard fucked by Her with Her strapon whilst my nipples were clamped and my chastised clitty was adorned with pegs. Owner likes to position Herself so that She is resting back on Her haunches with my hips and pussy just above Her hips so that She can thrust up into me with Her strapon whilst simultaneously reaching round and pulling at my breasts or fondling my clit. i confess i too like bouncing, or should i say being bounced! around in this position.

As Owner was fucking me She informed me that i have to undertake a new public challenge this Friday. We are both going to the cinema and Owner stated that She expects me to unbutton my blouse and caress my nipples whilst we are watching the film and ask Her for permission to be allowed play with my clit and pussy. It promises to be an 'interesting' night out.

Next wednesday may not be as fun though as it's likely to be the day i find out whether i and/or some of  my colleagues at work get made redundant...ho hum.

Spanking Time In South London

Last night Owner and i went to Club Pedestal, a Femdom club in freezing cold South London. We'd both already decided that, rather than try and struggle back North of the river after the club we'd take a decadent option and check into a local hotel for the night. However, there was still a 10 minute walk from the hotel to the club and so that is why, if you were walking or drving through the Vauxhall area last night, you might have seen a couple teetring along the pavement in impractical footwear and clothing on an evening when the temperatures fell below zero. Owner wore Her fabulous big sole shoes, see below

Whilst i was wearing my red high heels, leather spanking skirt with the (specially designed for freezing November nights) fully exposed derrier which was only just hidden underneath my little black coat. Yes, we were both done upto the nines wandering around in South London with me getting some most interesting looks as i tottered past groups of people huddled at bus stops wondering if they'd possibly had one too many already or had they really just seen a guy in full make-up, bright red nails, leather skirt with black stockings with red lacing and bright red shoes and a glittery red clutch bag totter past them. Good job they didn't know that if they'd been able to look under my jacket they'd have found my naked backside! At one point i  stopped to ask someone for directions prompting Owner to later remark how pleased She was to see my  public femming progressing. There are no pictures of me in my garb as photography is banned in the club, however, an interesting sight it must have been.

After successfully negotiating the mean streets of South London and having had a good time in the club people watching we headed back whence we'd come early in the morning. After breakfast Owner made the most of a late checkout time by taking me back to bed and abusing my titties with clamps and then fucking my mouth and then my pussy hard with Her favourite strapon. Owner has trained me well to become a complete slut and whore for Her and i eagerly spread my cheeks apart and thrust myself down hard on Her cock and breathlessly told Her how much i adored being fucked hard by Her. It was a truly wonderful way to start the day.

Owner has also decreed that, since i love having my tits clamped, twisted and abused so much (which is true)  tomorrow every hour throughout the day i am to present them to Her for Her to abuse. i have a feeling tomorrow could be a good day too!

Legs Akimbo

Owner provided me with strict instructions today. Just before leaving work i was to insert a butt plug in my pussy prior to heading home and then i was to strip off immediately upon entering our flat. i found Owner reclining on our bed wearing one of Her gorgeous corsets and with Her favourite silver strapon dildo thrusting erect between Her thighs. i immediately sank to my knees and fellated the bulbous head and then worshipped each of Owners perfect breasts as these were proferred in turn. As i did so Owner began to pull and twist hard on my nipples before instructing me to lay on my back on the bed. Owner first whipped my nipples, clit and pussy with her riding crop and then instructed me to remove the butt plug from my pussy. She then clamped my nipples with the clover clamps and twisted the each pierced nipple tight with chopsticks before gathering my ankles up over Her shoulders, instructing me to spread myself open for Her like a whore and then thrusting down and deep inside of me with Her cock. Owner leant forward so that Her whole weight was supported by my thighs and gripped me around my waist and drove Herself deep into me. It was wonderful to gaze up at Her as Her cock filled my pussy and my hips sought to meet Her thrusts. Soon She was bucking and grinding hard with the bullet vibe purring inside the cock as its vibrations brought Her pleasure and satisfaction. Finally She collapsed ontop of me, the shaft of Her cock buried fully inside me. When She withdrew my pussy was on fire and i was horny and frustrated as hell. Owner continued to pull and caress my nipples as we lay side by side whilst i shamelessly fingered myself until eventually instructed to stop and get up to prepare dinner.

What a way to start the weekend! Just a shame that i have to work tomorrow though...still, there is always Sunday.

Weekend in the Spring Sunshine

This weekend has been a wonderful one with Owner. On Saturday after making us both pancakes for breakfast i went with Owner into town to do some shopping and for a walk along the South Bank. Owner allowed me to buy a lovely summer jacket and we enjoyed drinks outside one of London's oldest pubs before going for a meal. Today was a gorgeous day again and we walked to a wood about 4 miles from here before walking back, stopping off to buy some summer bedding plants on the way back. The afternoon found me out in our garden in my bikini top and Daisy Duke style short cut-off jeans potting-up some containers.

Later Owner administered my regular caning. She has now built it up to 160 strokes across my behind, 100 with the thin traditional cane and a further 60 with the thicker ratan cane, She is slowly building up my tolerance to caning. After the caning came the nipple and clit torture. Owner instructed me to go on all fours and fellate the dildo that is permanently attached to the end of our bed for just this purpose. She attached clover clamps to my nipples and then added some weights. Next She turned Her attention to my chastised little clit, adorning the exposed flesh with small metal clothes pegs before She proceeded to fuck me hard in my pussy. It was wonderful. Owner stated that i will receive more whore training on wednesday after work which i'm greatly looking forward to.

It was a wonderful weekend and we're both sad that tomorrow is another working day. If only there could be a way that the giant ash cloud that has stopped all air travel from the UK for the past 4 days could sink down to ground level and prevent all surface transport too so that we could both stay at home! Oh well, not long until the next weekend.

New Bra and Knickers

Owner and i went into town on Saturday to do some shopping. Whilst we were there Owner allowed me to buy a matching bra, knickers and skirt (underwear type) which you can see me in below, i really like it!


After this photo was taken Owner led me into the bedroom for my weekly flogging and caning. Owner is working to slowly increase the number of strokes that i receive and is also experimenting with different techniques on different parts of my body. After a few weeks of having my testicles spanked and/or caned this time it was time for them to be flogged. Owners flogger is quite short and so easily reaches round between my legs and soon had my attention!

After the spanking, flogging and caning session was over and Owner had pronounced Herself satisfied with this weeks 'experimentation' She ordered me onto all fours on the bed. No sooner was i in position than my pussy was being quickly finger-lubed by Owner and then penetrated by Her 8inch vac-u-lock strapon. This dildo used to cause me some problems, a case of my eyes being bigger than my pussy you might say! However, it now slides into position with comparative ease and no discomfort. Hurrah! There really is nothing quite like it for delivering a fully stuffed fucking.

Final Birthday Treat From Owner

Yesterday Owner booked us both into a wonderful boutique hotel in Clerkenwell called The Rookery as the final treat for my birthday. The hotel is a wonderful Eighteenth Century building next door to Smithfield market and is a really delightful place. Needless to say, Owner had a number of additional 'treats' in mind for our stay!

Having released me from chastity yesterday Owner decided that it was time to torment my testicles and penis so after first giving me a good spanking and caning She then proceeded to secure me to the four poster bed like thus:


With my hands, ankles and even my nipples (they're pierced) tied to the frame of the bed Owner proceeded to attach tiny clothes pegs to my testicles and penis before getting out her short riding crop and administering a sustained assault on my privates! More pegs were soon added along with a set of japanese clover clamps which were attached to each testicle and pulled tight. The pain was wonderfully exhilirating and i was soon fully immersed in a sea of painful ecstasy. Owner continued Her assault with the crop this time striking my nipples and pulling the ropes tighter through my piercings before turning her attention once more to my clamped testes, striking them, fondling them and starting to masturbate me. It wasn't long before i could hear strange disconnected moaning sounds and realised they were coming from me. Owner continued Her torment by simultaneously masturbating me and spanking my testicles, until finally giving me permission to orgasm for the first time in nearly a month. As i lay there spent and shivering from the intensity of the experience Owner untied me, removed the pegs (OWWW!) and then held me tight whilst i swooned in deep subspace.

Later that evening i took Owner out for a meal to a nearby Italian restaurant. i wore my new blouse, full make-up and collar and must have been the proudest person there. It's so wonderful to dress up for Her and openly display my collar in public.

The following morning after breakfast Owner tried out Her new Masters Sex Sling. As i am about as flexible as a plank of wood this really is a great device which enables Owner to keep me held open and apart as She thrusts inside me, whilst i can rock up and down on the length of Owners 'shaft'. Owner satiated Herself on the vibration mode of Her strapon before masturbating me to my second orgasm in less than 12 hours! Needless to say afterwards She instructed me to go back into chastity as i'd had more than enough pleasure for a while.

Such weekends with Owner are times we both enjoy immensely, they are an opportunity to forget the world and connect in our own special way. It was a wonderful way to end my birthday month. i am truly blessed to be able to share my life with such a wonderful person.

What A Weekend

This weekend Owner and i celebrated our 3rd anniversary with a return trip to our favourite London hotel, and the location where we first kissed. Needless to say we had a fantastic time. Owner played a wonderful game with me which had me blindfolded crawling across the hotel bedroom floor on all fours with Owner caning and spanking me and then ultimately fucking me with her strap-on.



Then when we returned home it was time for for my audition for 'Plan 9 for Spoilt Pets'



First i had to audition for a role as a zombie slut, this was my interpretation:





Then i had to demonstrate my ability to convey emotion in a scene, this was me showing my adoration for my Owner:











This was followed by me auditioning for the role of Slut Vampire Victim, my attempts were pretty feeble but here is one of my poses

After this i had to attach a tower of pain to my nipples and prepare for the pain endurance test. This involved being spanked 80 times with Owners favourite leather paddle and having metal clamps attached to my testicles whilst still wearing the tower of pain nipple clamps.

To round off an absolutely fantastic weekend i gave Owner a pedicure and foot massage. Who said that being a submissive is all hard work, it can be great fun too!!