Enduring Pain for Owner

One of Owners' expectations of me is that i am to endure pain. Owner enjoys inflicting it and finds caning, whipping, beating. spanking etc my backside, the backs of my legs, my breasts and my clitty and labia and so forth to be exciting and arousing for Her. She also enjoys the thrill of electrocuting me and watching me squirm.

As for me, well i am not a natural pain slut but i have come to welcome and embrace the ritual of being hurt by Her. It is a very physical and obvious manifestation of Her dominance and authority over me that She can and does beat me for Her own pleasure and enjoyment. That She does so and that She will continue striking or zapping me even if i protest or beg Her to stop is something that i am in awe of. 

Owner has come a long way in that regard. She was, at first, concerned about hurting me. That did not last long and She rapidly evolved into a woman and Owner who was prepared to and will hurt and mark Her property i.e. me as She wishes. Meanwhile, i have become proud of my increased ability to withstand pain, to grit my teeth and grip the top of the sofa tighter as a fresh strike bears down on my reddened flesh.

Today She inflicted pain of a different variety, choosing to strike my exposed and vulnerable 'labia' with the twin metal evil sticks before electrocuting my tits. My skirt was lifted up, my panties removed and my legs secured to prevent me from thrashing around. Owner then struck me on my most sensitive bits between my legs one hundred times with the evil sticks. After my subsequent tit electrocution Owner chastised me for my continued low pain tolerance when it comes to being electrocuted by Her. Something i must learn to get better at enduring during 2026.

Here are some images from today's reminder of who is in charge 

the twin metal evil sticks resting on my buttocks

Owners target hang exposed and vulnerable between my securely spread legs, She struck them one hundred times

nervously waiting for my tits to be electrocuted

My proudest moment came when Owner and i went to the Dungeon back in October and Owner deployed a very thick and long cane that thudded hard against me and left my bottom and the backs of my thighs covered in deep purple bruises that last well over a week. Even Owner was quite shocked at how marked i was the day after. In truth though, i loved it and was so, so proud to have been left bruised at Her hands.

my buttocks were still heavily bruised days after my dungeon beating

However, even those bruises faded, as all bruises eventually do, over time.

There is, however, another form of pain that i endure for Owner that leaves a mark that is not temporary in nature but which will, instead be visible and present for the remainder of my life. i refer of course to tattoos.

Owner loves to have me marked with symbols of Her ownership of me, my submission to Her and of my femininity. i currently have 11 tattoos, 9 of which were done at Owners request and to Her specification/design. Of the two that were not, both are legacies of that time in my life when Owner and i were unknown to each other (up until the year when we both turned 35 years old). 

The first such pre-Owner tattoo is on my left upper arm and was the first tattoo i ever had done. i got it when i was 22 years old. At the time i actually had no intention of getting a tattoo. i had gone into the parlour on behalf of a friend of mine to enquire about piercings as she was interested in getting one. i got the information i sought but also somehow ended up leaving with a tattoo. i later came to realise that the design sort of looks similar to the Bacardi logo - ironically i have never drunk Bacardi in my life. However, i don't mind it and, most importantly, neither does Owner.

The second of these pre-Owner tattoos was done during the brief window of time when Her and i were known to each other but at the time were 'just friends'.  It is located on my lower abdomen, just below my belly button. Owner has never liked it and advised me that She wanted me to get it covered over.

Which brings me to what is happening on Tuesday this week. After discussing ideas with Owner i had a consultation with a tattooist at the end of last year about a cover-up tattoo. It will need to be quite big as the existing tattoo stretches across my abdomen. The current one also contains colour so the cover-up will also need to incorporate colour as well.

What Owner and i agreed was that the cover-up design must better reflect my femininity, ideally incorporating flowers and also a half-crescent moon design. Given that the tattoos around my breasts frame these using laurel leaves we also thought that incorporating a laurel element could look good.

i discussed all of this with the tattooist during a consultation with her in November and then subsequently sent her some examples of women with lower abdomen flower and half-crescent etc tattoos that i had come across on Pinterest and which i liked. i also discussed with her my desire to also drop some of the design of the cover-up lower down my abdomen so that it is level with my hip and pelvis.

The tattooist warned me that it will be a painful tattoo to have done as lower abdomen tattoos can be more painful. i remember when the original was done that the process was painful. It will also take a while, potentially 5-6 hours.

As was the case in October when i had the lock tattoo done on my left upper buttock i will also be in chastity and, as was the case then, there will be no way of hiding that fact from the tattooist given where on my body she will be working.

i am nervously excited about the procedure but Owner and i both hope that the resulting design will be prettier than the current and a more appropriate reflection of my feminine self. i hope it will make my lower body more appealing on the eye for Her and can't wait for the day when i can show it off in public in a bikini.

Obviously blog readers will also be privy to the new tattoo and i look forward to receiving your comments and thoughts on it after it has been done.

For me, it will also be another opportunity to endure pain for Owner and be left permanently marked to reflect me as Her decorative wife. 

The Perfect Gift From My Mother-In-Law

Yesterday was 3 Kings Day in Spain which meant, more presents! One of the things i love about coming here at this time of year is that as soon as Christmas and New Years Eve are over the countdown begins in earnest for more celebrations. There is the arrival of the 3 Kings into the town on the 5th January, their parade through the town that night and then more presents on 3 Kings day itself, the 6th January. Kids here are so lucky!

Anyway, the purpose of this short post is to say that this little domesticated, housewife and submissive slut received the best 3 Kings present i could imagine, and a highly appropriate one, from my wonderful mother-in-law. Each year Owners family, specifically Her sister, organise an invisible friend gift exchange for 3 Kings where each of us are randomly allocated a family member to buy a present for.

This year i was given my sister-in-law, who i always enjoy buying presents for. i got her a colourful winter scarf, a small green leather rucksack and some drawing materials (she loves to draw). Unbeknownst to me, my father-in-law got me as his invisible friend or amigo invisible. However, his wife, my mother-in-law apparently then took over and told him that it would be her that bought my present, not him. As it turned out she got the perfect gift for her daughters submissive housewife and domestic maid, namely an ironing board.

my lovely new ironing board

It is a lovely little one, ideal for setting up on a table top or kitchen work surface for hours of happy and contented ironing. i was genuinely thrilled. Why i might have been may perhaps have been a mystery to the rest of the family but to me it was a wonderful present to have received, especially coming from my mother-in-law, the woman who gave birth to and helped to shape and inform my wonderful Owner. She is a quite formidable woman and Queen of her home.

In addition to the ironing board she also bought me two funky new glasses cases,  some colourful socks and a selection on my favourite Valor drinking chocolate. i did very well.

Before we all opened our presents with all of the family Owner and i went for pre-lunch drinks with her sister and her sisters partner before going to a restaurant for a meal with the whole family, where we collectively gorged on octopus, tripe, squid, croquettes and other delicacies.

It was an opportunity for me to also wear the new bralet that Owner bought me the other day and which i think looks super pretty. This was me in the process of getting ready to go out;

my pretty new bralet

Today Owner and i fly back to the UK. It has been a wonderful trip and time spent with Owner in Her flat and with Her family.

Greetings from Northen Spain

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Merry Christmas and the Poppet Subslut 2026 Calendar is Here

i know it is still a couple of days to go but, Merry Christmas everybody from Owner and i and we wish you a peaceful but naughty New Year!

Tomorrow evening Owner and i head to the airport hotel for an overnight stay before Owner catches Her flight to Spain first thing Tuesday morning. i return to London for my last working day of the year before departing for the West Country on Christmas Eve to spend a few days with my Dad. i then return back to London and then fly out to Spain on the 28th to be reunited with Owner. We will see in the New Year and Three Kings in Her flat out there.

It has been an eventful year full of many fantastic highs but it ends with a fresh health issue for Owner.  Unfortunately, is incurable although there is a treatment available which should allow Her to manage it and minimise its impact upon Her life, which is good news. It's not the news we wanted but it does mean that we now know what the issue is and how best to deal with it.

In the meantime, life goes on.

Today, i dressed up for Owner in my little Santa outfit. She jokingly presented me with Her red whip and then sat me in a chair to take for some pictures 

checkout the sexy slippers!

Earlier in the day i was permitted to go to the shops unescorted so that i might retrieve my high-heeled shoes from the cobblers. There was a bit of a queue and i waited patiently in line for my turn. In front of me was a young woman who looked to be in her late teens and was there to get some new keys cut. When it came to her turn to be spared the cobbler turned and asked if we were together? When we both replied no he said to the young lady:

'Oh, I'm sorry I thought she was your mother' looking at me as he spoke.

Whilst it was nice to be thought of as being female i am not sure how i feel about being thought of as someone's mother! Owner laughed when i regaled Her with the tale when i returned home.

Lastly, i am pleased to say that the 2026 Poppet Subslut calendar is now available for purchase. Just click the image below or go the the publications page of the blog.

i mentioned to Owner about the possibility of me creating a picture book as well. She loved the idea so hopefully that will be available soon. Watch this space as they say.

Well, that just about wraps things up for 2026. From Owners' home to yours and from Her and i to you, Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. We hope that you find Santa's sacks are bulging.

i leave you with one of our favourite festive tunes, an old one but still a classic

Merry Christmas!

Someone Knocking At The Door, Somebody Ringing The Bell

Owner regularly has parcels/packages delivered to Her flat comprising items She has ordered online. Depending on the courier used it is often the same person that turns up at our door and rings the bell to drop off the item. They have got to know me and appear not the least bit surprised when they are greeted by me wearing my domestic smock (if it is in the evening) or a short skirt and stockings and blouse if the daytime. One even regularly comments on my nail polish, chiding me if i am not wearing something bright and pretty.

These days, however, delivery companies have also taken to requiring that their couriers take pictures of the drop-off to prove that the package was delivered. As a consequence, it is now more common for Owner to receive images like this:

The above picture is me as photographed taking delivery of a package for Owner to show proof of delivery. As can be seen i am wearing my domestic smock with the lanyard of my 'permission to speak' badge around my neck and my bright pink nails on view.

So what? i hear you say.

Well, fast forward to Tuesday this week. The doorbell rang a little after 9am and i trotted downstairs in my working from home attire (micro skirt, fishnet stockings, blouse, pink nails and fluffy booty slippers etc) and opened the door. This time it was the post woman. She immediately thrust 4 parcels towards me. i opened the door fully so that i might take them from her and clutched the packages to my chest. The next instant her phone came out and she snapped what i could immediately tell was a full-length picture of me stood in the door way, delivery clasped to my bossom in my little skirt and fishnets.

The packages were from my Mum, Christmas presents. Well, i guess she would have received her own Christmas surprise when she got her delivery notification sent through to her, a picture of me, her son, in a very fetching little outfit :)

i was telling Owner what happened when She advised me that on one occasion, when I had not been at home and She had needed to receive a delivery Herself, the courier has apparently asked Her 'where was the other lady, the one with the nails that normally receives packages'. She meant me. How we both laughed. 

a different day, more pink nails

Anyway, the moral of all of this is remember to always look at your tarty best if you want to make an impression with friends and loved ones. Now, when will that google street view vehicle next be passing by? :) 

Chastity Update and Out & About in 'Formal Office' Attire

Today is the glorious 16th of the month which means it was dice day this morning in Owners' house. Yay!

The first dice i was instructed to roll was Her chastity dice. How long would it decide i should remain locked up for without a prospect of release? The answer was quite a long-time, six months to be precise. So, i will remain locked in chastity 24/7 until at least the 16th June, unlocked only for a 5 minute supervised shower to clean and shave my clit once a week and for long enough to allow me to get through airport security without triggering an alarm whilst traveling. Otherwise, my redundant clit will remain permanently locked away until next summer. Whether it is then released at after that will be for Owners' chastity dice to decide. Thank you Owner for keeping me locked up as you do.

The next dice rolled were my monthly outdoor challenge dice. After last months challenge Owner revamped these dice with a whole new set of locations for me to complete my challenges in and a new set of instructions for the type of outfit i had to wear. It was with a degree of nervous excitement that i rolled the dice to see what lay in store for me?

The answer was to pose in front of a graffiti wall in a railway bridge that spans a road leading to the main shopping centre close to where  we live. It is a location where you can guarantee a pretty constant procession of cars, cyclists and pedestrians passing through. In short, i would definitely be seen by quite a few people.

The second dice then determined what outfit i must wear. In fact, what the dice said was more of a theme than specific items of clothing. The dice said i must wear 'formal office attire'. How i interpreted that was down to me.

Owner was delighted when i sent Her the photos that i took and complimented me on the outfit that i selected. i even received a lovely compliment from a lady who passed me walking her dog. What do you think of my attire?

 

Ooh, passing people and cars, how exciting!

A few minutes earlier, on my way to the photo shoot location

Suitably business-like with a twist of office slut? i hope so! It was great fun to do.

What an exciting start to the day! i hope readers are also having a good day. 

Good News

Thank you to everyone who has expressed their concern and best wishes to Owner. The good news is that yesterday late afternoon She received a message from Her specialist to advise that Her biopsy results showed that there was 'No Malignancy'. She does not have cancer. We were both so relieved. The past few weeks have been really quite stressful so knowing that She is OK was the best news ever. 

i had dragged Owner out shopping and for a coffee to try and take Her mind off things. However, the day ended with Owner suggesting a sunset walk along the River Thames, followed by some drinks in the Spanish Galleon pub in Greenwich followed by a Turkish meal in one of our favourite local restaurants. It was a wonderful way to end the day.

The rest of the week has been relatively uneventful. We were both quite stressed about the results of Owners biopsy and my work has also been pretty stressful as well. Quite understandably Owner has not been in the mood for canings or caging me etc. i did my chores but apart from that, until we went out yesterday just about the most note-worthy thing that i did all week was paint my nails!

However, none of the matters, the only thing that does is that my Owner is fit and well.

Here are some pictures from the past seven days

being cheeky & flashing Owner whilst sweeping the floors

home working

doing my nails

having a coffee with Owner before we hit the shops

the River Thames at Greenwich

the gates of the old Naval College facing the river

the old Naval College (now part of Greenwich University)

Interior of the Spanish Galleon pub

me spread out in the pub

Owner all smiles again in the restaurant

It was so wonderful to see Owner smiling again after what has been a difficult past few weeks.

Incidentally, when we were in the pub two different female bar staff complimented my earrings - a beautiful pair that Owner bought for me whilst we were in Rome. My nail polish also regularly gets complimented by one of the parcel delivery drivers when she drops off packages for us at home. It is so lovely when people notice the little things [Comment by Owner - 'Tart!'].

Good News and Shared Advent Joy

i mentioned previously that Owner had a potential health issue. Well, on Thursday this week She had a minor surgical procedure to investigate further. She will get the results in about ten days but Her specialist did not observe anything of immediate concern so hopefully She will get the all clear from the biopsy tests as well. It has, however, been a stressful period for us both.

Meanwhile, Owner bought a wonderful make-up advent calendar for us both from Revolution. We have been taking it in turn to open a fresh door of the calendar each day. Owner stated that if She received an product She did not like She would gift it to me. Equally, if i found something behind the doors i opened that She liked it would go to Her. So far i have been the lucky recipient of a make-up mirror, purple eye-liner and a gloss lipstick (traded for a matte lipstick She did not like). 

i truly am so lucky having a wonderful Owner and wife to share make-up with!

the Revolution advent calendar

opening my first advent window

Owner opening one of Her first advent windows

Are any readers also sharing advent calendars with their loved ones?

Earlier this week Owner and i went to see a recording of two episodes of Radio 4's surreal comedy panel game I'm Sorry I Haven't A Clue at the Royal Festival Hall. I am delighted to say that the recording did indeed include a game of Mornington Crescent and a letter from a Mrs Trellick of North Wales - sorry for non-UK readers or UK readers who have never listened to this long-running radio comedy panel show this reference will mean nothing to you. However, to any aficionado's out there - it was a real treat and will be broadcast over the coming weeks.

On Wednesday i met my mum for dinner after work then on Thursday i went with Owner to the hospital for Her procedure. Friday i was supposed to devote myself completely to caring for Owner as Her 'responsible adult' following Her operation but i felt very unwell and ended up unable to work or look after Her as i would have wished to, in fact i spent much of the day in bed! 

However, today (Saturday) i am starting to feel better and Owner appears to have almost fully recovered. That said, we are both having a quiet weekend at home. i hope to be well enough to start returning to my usual chores and routines tomorrow and hopefully the rest of the run-up to Christmas will see no further health scare for Owner.

 

Poppet and Owner Travel Back In Time

Yesterday we visited the ruins of the Roman town of Ostia Antica, once the main port serving the capital of the Roman Empire. We have visited a number of Roman ruins and archaeological sites before but none were as impressive as this. The scale is vast.

You can wander through old Roman cemeteries, past warehouses and civic buildings, temples to the Gods. Walk down streets whose cobbled pavings are cut into by wheel ruts from ancient carts and chariots. Wander around the huge main plaza and visit the houses of of traders and noblemen. 

The site is stunning and just 30 minutes by metro from Rome. Do visit if you ever come to this city.

with my wonderful Owner

nice balls!

Roman manhole/drainage cover

Main plaza

Roman toilets

Streetscape

Huge fresco

Owner and i both agreed that the boy in this sculpture looks almost as if he is wearing a chastity device!

is that a tiny chastity cage i see?

We even had time for a traditional bra flash

Eventually, however, all good things come to an end and it was time to return to Rome for our final night here. We stopped off in a cafe for some delicious coffee and cake before later hitting a few bars and then going out for a meal.

in the cafe

It has been a wonderful return trip to the eternal city. We are already planning our next visit!