Going, going, (almost) gone

Today saw yours truly working from home and so, as has become the custom in Owners' household, the dice was rolled to determine what i would have to do. i was excited when i saw what it landed on, practice deep throating the dildo three times.

Once again i selected Owners double-ended dildo that She allowed me to purchase to better train to deep throat on. It is 12 inches long and i am on a mission to one day get it all the way down my throat. Would i succeed today? Well you can see below, but i once again had fun trying!

ready for the off - it IS nice and long

take 1

take 2

now nice and gooey

take 3

So, not quite all the way but i am getting there i hope you will agree

The Heat Is On And Off

Britain baked in a heatwave much of last week and a dangerous charlatan became Prime Minister. As a result Owner and i spent as much time as possible hiding from the heat and despairing of the state of this country and the world in general. Owner excused me of many of my duties to avoid working up even more of a sweat than i generated simply by lying still. Both of us were grateful of the wonderful fan that we invested in a few months ago though even that got to the stage where all it was doing was blasting us with warm air - like being in the world's biggest hairdryer. Some readers might wonder what the fuss is about, temperatures here peaked at 38 Celsius not the mid-40s found elsewhere. But London is not designed for heat and Owner in particular has a very low tolerance for it, Her ideal is 15 Celsius and rain :) So it was a week to be endured rather than enjoyed.

However, the temperature has now subsided and we were able to venture out to an exhibition at the British Library yesterday on this history of writing (fascinating - I never knew that the letter A began life as a symbol of an Ox head millenia ago and then gradually changed to the letter we are familiar with today).  Afterwards we went for drinks in one of our favourite London watering holes and then for a meal.

At the start of the week we also had some new flooring fitted. i stayed in and worked from home whilst it was done. However, Owner has a much better eye for detail than i and what to me looked like a job reasonably done failed Her test, by the time She had returned to inspect Herself the fitter had already left after i had declared myself satisfied with the results. i have been put on notice by Owner that if i accept sub-standard work again later in the year when we are having a new kitchen fitted then there will be hell to pay for (by me).

This coming week is a shorter one for us both as we are heading off to Spain for a few days towards the end of the week to spend time with Owners' family. We're both looking forward to a short break especially as our main holiday is still a month away and we are both fast starting to run out of steam and need a proper break to re-charge our batteries.

Meanwhile, today i have been fitting some blackout blinds - nothing like being prepared after the event! - to help keep the flat cool. Not much else to report - except to say that still i am still blissfully, frustratingly, achingly being kept denied.

Exhibitionist at the Exhibitionist Hotel

Owner booked us both in for a night at the Exhibitionist Hotel in West London London (yes, there really is such a place!) as a treat for the two of us this weekend. Owner advised me that She wanted to do a photoshoot whilst we were staying and even permitted me to choose a maxi dress to buy especially for the  occasion and bought me some matching ear rings.

Owner had booked us into the penthouse suite so there were opportunities to do take indoor and outdoor photos. We had great fun with Owner snapping and me posing. We started pretty much as soon as we arrived on the Saturday, then paused to head out for drinks and a meal before resuming this morning. We are both really pleased with the resultant images, a selection of which you can see below;

i love this picture

i even got a chance to pose outside in my bikini

yes those are metal spikes on that chair and yes, Owner had me sit on it :)

an old favourite dress of mine that doesn't get worn that often

The stay was a brief but lovely one. i even got complimented by a total stranger about my jewellery when we were having our meal together, which was a first!

i really am lucky to have an Owner who is not only a very talented photographer but who also really enjoys having me dress prettily for Her so that She can then photograph me - which of course i am thrilled to do!

Back To The Park

Today i had an outdoor dice challenge to complete, i had to return to our local park wearing a mini-skirts and fishnets and send Owner photographic evidence that i had completed the task the roll of Her dice had decided for me. It is a beautiful day in London, warm and sunny and so i opted to wear a sleeveless top without a jacket and my tartan mini-skirt, black fishnet stockings and a pair of red trainers. The park is less than a five minute walk from where we live but, as always when doing anything outdoors, i knew there was a high chance i might bump into a neighbour and it was certain that i would pass other people on the way - the route takes me past a small parade of shops, it is a bus route and the park is normally popular with dog walkers and parents with children.

So anyway, how did i get on? Well, you can see for yourself below

sat on the bench in the park

preparing to leave for the park

walking back home again

As always i was left feeling quite excited from my 'outing'. i didn't bump into anyone i knew but a bus and some cars and vans did pass me and there were people in the park as well. Nobody seemed to pay the slightest bit of attention to me in their midst but it was a lovely challenge to do as well as a great opportunity to wear a skirt that i don't often wear. i am most grateful to Owner for initiating these challenges for me and for loading the dice with a range of tasks designed to test me.

In a comment on my last post Becky suggested that i ought to do a bikini wearing park challenge. It is Owner who decides what challenges get loaded into the dice but that is a nice seasonal suggestion. Wearing a bikini in a park is actually something i have done in the past. Owner had me wear the silver bikini i had at the time (i don't have it any more - i currently have one blue polka dot and another pink sequined bikini) and a hat and photographed me sunbathing in...i think from memory it was Hyde Park, or it could have been Regents Park. Anyway, it was one of the Central London parks and it was great fun.

Earlier in the week i also had two further dice determined activities to complete. Yesterday evening, as a 'punishment' for having worked away from home during the day, i cooked and ate dinner and washed up wearing my furry butt plug, stockings and my work apron. The day before was spent working from home and that time the dice decided that i had to fuck myself with one of our favourite dildo's. i was good and stopped before there was any risk of major clitty leakage, just a light sticky dew.

fucking myself

In other news i have (finally) earned enough tokens to qualify for a reward under Owners' reward scheme - yay!! My dilemma, however, is this. i now have enough tokens to 'spend' them on a reward of a glass of Owners wonderful and delicious urine. However, if i were to hold onto them and earn more tokens then i would have enough for some of the other, more stretching rewards. What to do? i love drinking Owners piss, i love the taste and smell of it and it has now been a while since i last had a glass. Do i blow what tokens i and spend them now in order to satisfy my craving for Owners' pee or do i hold out and try to earn more to spend on one of the other rewards? Oh, decisions, decisions!

Owner, meanwhile is treating me this weekend. She has booked us both into a hotel in London in order to stage a photo shoot with yours truly. i have been bought a maxi-dress and to wear with heels and there will be opportunities for some indoor and outdoor photos. i love being photographed by Owner and hope to be able to share some of the resultant images afterwards. Owner has successfully completed a photography course and i have said to Her that i am sure there is a market for Her photographic skills. In the meantime, however, i adore the opportunity of being Her muse. In another life i would love to have been a glamour model (had i had the looks) or have appeared in a porn film (in chastity of course!) and so love the chance to pose for Owners pleasure and amusement and hopefully that of readers of this blog too.

Chastity and Dice Updates

On Thursday, it being the 11th day of the month, i got to roll the monthly chastity dice once again to see whether or not i might be released? And the answer......no, i am to remain locked for at least another TWO months. That means no further chance of release until September the 11th when the dice will be rolled again (Note to self - i must remember to bring the dice on holiday with us as we will in the middle of a two week holiday on that date).

This means that when the dice is next rolled i will have been locked for over 100 days. i don't know if that will be a record for me or not, if not it will be close to being one. It also means that i will, most likely, by then have gone over 250 days without an orgasm. Yesterday i passed the two hundred day mark. Two hundred days of feeling happily, hornily, frustrated.

Thursday night i also received a caning for having worked away from home during as i had to attend a meeting. You can see my bottom was looking a little 'stripey' as a consequence and i can confirm that it felt rather warm afterwards :)

Striped butt

However, i did not get to think about it for long as i was then bound and gagged for an hour whilst we watched a TV episode as a punishment for having gone into work for my job interview the day before. At the end of the hour my mouth was leaking freely from the cock gag that had been in my mouth the whole time.

i worked from home yesterday and the dice determined that i needed to deep-throat a dildo every hour for three hours. i enjoy deep-throating and i think i have got much better at it with practice

On your marks, get set...

...go!

In the evening Owner took me out for some drinks and a meal to celebrate my promotion at work. How lucky i am.

Quite A Day

Well today has been an interesting day! This morning i was interviewed for a promotion at work and then this afternoon it was time for me to get the tattoo done that Owner had designed for me. i went to a studio called Velvet Underground tattoos. i have not been to this one before. It is in East London near the Barbican Centre and it is an all female tattooist studio.

Outside the tattoo studio

i was done by Emily and i think she has done a great job as does Owner. Here is me with my bandage over my new tattoo and then with the bandage part-removed.

my new petunio tattoo

And yes, i was tattooed whilst just wearing my spotty Victoria's Secret knickers (having needed to remove my trousers) and in chastity! The whole process took about 40 minutes and Owner and i are really delighted with the result.

Oh, and on the way home i got a call to say i have got the promotion.

Quite a day. And tomorrow marks another milestone as it's chastity dice day and will also be the 200th day spent without having had an orgasm. July is proving to be quite a month already.

Meanwhile, as a consequence of working away from home two days on the trot i will be bound and gagged for the duration of a an episode of TV series we are watching. It lasts about an hour. i was gagged the other day for the same reason and same length of time. i was drooling a bit by the end :)

Fucked by the Foyle

Owner and i have just returned form a lovely short break to Derry in Northern Ireland. We had a great time exploring the city walls and just wandering around this small but compact city on the banks of the River Foyle. Sadly you do not have to go far in Derry to be reminded of its recent bloody past and evidence of the old sectarian divisions are still apparent in different parts of the city between rival Unionist and Republican communities. That said, much has also been done to challenge and overcome past divisions and there is a lot more to the city than its recent turbulent past. We also took a train trip out to the small coastal town of Castlerock with its golden beaches and pretty cliffs.

Everwhere we went people were super friendly and welcoming, we definitely hope to return one day.

enjoying lunch in a cafe in Derry

Entering the Bogside in Derry

Bogside mural depicting events from Bloody Sunday

The peace bridge in Derry

Castlerock

As is often the case when we are staying in a hotel Owner also used the opportunity to do a small photo shoot of Her 'pet'. Our room had a large bay window which overlooked one of the main streets in Derry. In front of the window was an inviting chaise lounge. It was, quite simply, too good an opportunity to pose for photos. Our room was overlooked from across the road where we could see people working in an office. i hope the photo shoot did not distract them.

posing in full view of the offices opposite

 Whilst we were away Owner fucked me twice, Friday and Saturday morning. On Friday after breakfast She spanked my chastised clit and then sat on my 'plums' (testicles) as She likes to call them and pleasured Herself with Her vibrator whilst grinding down on my tight little plums as my clit strained in its cage. Next She repositioned Herself and moved up my body to sit on my face and continued to pleasure Herself with Her vibrator whilst yours truly had the privilege of licking Her delicious arsehole with my tongue until She came. Owner then paused briefly before lubricating my pussy and inserting first one, then another and then another finger inside me until all Her fingers were sunk in my pussy. Then She proceeded to pump my pussy with Her hand as She again pleasured Herself with Her vibrator until She was spent. It was wonderful and She left me joyously aroused yet frustrated.

The next morning, after breakfast, we returned to bed where Owner wrapped Her panties around my head so that the crotch was just under my nose, allowing me to inhale Her divine scent and gagged me with the cock gag. Owner then rode my gagged face with Her crotch whilst She pleasured Herself once more to an orgasm. As She came She pushed down hard with Her hips, forcing the dildo gag further down my throat. It was wonderful to be throat fucked by the gag like this whilst She pleasured Herself above. Then, still gagged, Owner put me on all fours and fucked me with Her vibrating strap-on before collapsing on top of me when She had had Her fill. My little clit glistened with pre-cum inside its cage but was again denied any opportunity for release.

It is now almost 200 days since my last orgasm and i love the constant sense of frustrated denial that i am kept in whilst having the opportunity to pleasure Her and help bring Her to orgasm.

The whole trip was wonderfully relaxed and uneventful. i wore my bra and make-up without anything untoward happening. The only minor incident that occurred was as we were leaving Derry airport. i had removed my metal chastity cage and replaced it with the plastic Holy Trainer device to pass through security. However, my bracelet triggered the alarm and the security staff asked me to remove my shoes and searched my bag. i had no socks on and so padded through security in my bare feet with my pink painted toe nails. The security agent took everything out of my rucksack to check inside, including the little transparent bag that the 'Holy Trainer' comes in and which has 'Holy Trainer Male Chastity Device' emblazoned on it and which contained the metal chastity cage that i had just taken off to replace temporarily with the plastic Holy Trainer device. i need not have bothered as i was rumbled after all anyway. The security agent did not say a word to me as he looked at the bag with the device inside and neither did i :)

Another Spanking and New Punishments

Owner and i are heading away for a long weekend to Northern Ireland which means it is a shorter work week for us. However, i have had to work away from home on two occasions this week and so have had to be punished by Owner. The form of punishment i received was determined by the new 'working away from home' dice which She has introduced to encourage me to work from home, where i belong.

One of these two punishments will be completed when we return from our trip and will involve me being gagged for the duration of a TV series we both watch - about an hour - whilst we watch it. However, the second punishment was administered last night and comprised another 100 strikes from Her favourite leather paddle. Owner administered it during the World Cup half-time break. Once again it made quite an impact and left me with red and sore bottom.

This morning Owner declared how much She is enjoying these new punishments. She has also decided that discipline should  be used again as a learning aide to further my Spanish language learning. Years ago Owner used to regularly test me on how well i was doing with Spanish and then punish me if i was not doing well (i should say here that languages really are not my strong point). Anyway, i then had a period of ill-health and these study punishments ceased. That was a few years ago. Owner has now decided that She will re-start testing my Spanish and that i can expect to be punished for errors or mistakes.

So it looks like discipline and punishments will be playing a bigger part in my life from now on.