400 Not Out & Other Updates

Today marks a mini-milestone in my life, albeit an inconsequential one in Owners. Yes today it is four hundred (400) days to the day since i last experienced an orgasm of any kind (ruined or real). i would like to thank my wonderful Owner for keeping me in such an orgasm free state. Others may struggle to understand me when i say this but remaining denied in this way, whilst also having the honour to pleasure Owner whenever She wishes and to help Her to climax, is the greatest privilege on earth. Just thinking about it makes my 'plums' ache and my caged clit twitch. i truly am a very lucky and a very happy submissive slut and wife. Thank you Owner.

The day was spent doing my usual routines. i made us breakfast and lunch (with dinner to come). Completed my daily Spanish language studies and my extended weekend butt and abs exercises. i swept and mopped the floors of the flat and helped Owner with some admin She needed to sort. i was treated to a bottom paddling followed by a nipple spanking

my freshly paddled butt

head wedged between Owners' thighs as She spanks my breasts

Afterwards i also received a delicious glass of Her golden piss to consume

Drinking Owners' wonderful wee

Before being allowed to cuddle up with Her on the sofa.

This week, however, along with the last few weeks, have been difficult ones for Owner. She is going through a lot of upheaval and stress at work, stress that i wish i could somehow magic away, but i can't. All i can try to do is be there for Her and serve Her as best i can. It was thus a pleasure to be tasked earlier this week with being Her human footstool to help take the weight off Her lovely feet whilst She was on the phone with Her mother.

Owner resting Her feet on my backside

A few days later Owner amused and distracted Herself a little by electrocuting my nipples.

Yesterday, in a further attempt to take Her mind off work, we set off to do a little walk.However, quickly discovered that it was warm and uncomfortably muggy outside, the sort of weather that Owner hates. We still did a bit of a walk but then diverted to the same bar that we visited last sunday for some refreshing drinks and a spot of people watching (one of our favourite past times).

sat outside the bar with Owner

We spent a very enjoyable few hours watching people come and go, commenting on their outfits. Whenever a woman walked past in a short skirt or revealing top, and a number did, Owner would remark that it was the kind of outfit She knew i would like to wear myself (how well She knows me!).

She, meanwhile, was disappointed by the quality (or absence of it) of the men on show. Her preference is for young, slim, Chinese/Japanese/Korean-looking men. There are actually quite a lot of such men in our neighbourhood, mostly students at local universities. However, wherever they yesterday were they were clearly not in the vicinity of the bar where Owner and i were sat. Hopefully, She will have better luck next time and someone might catch Her eye.

There were also a number of men in shorts. Now, Owner hates men wearing shorts. She recently declared to me that 'no real man would ever wear shorts' - something, of course, that i regularly do, the shorter, more revealing and cuter the better!  Afterall, i am a slut. i also wear short skirts and dresses, clothing Owner has not worn for years and which She has sworn never to wear again. She is a trousers or jeans only girl. It is very much the case that She wears the trousers in our relationship and i wear the dresses. Talking of which, this was me today in my dress and pigtails :)

me today in pigtails and dress

But to finish where i started. i truly am grateful to my beautiful and sexy Owner for keeping me so happily orgasm free and for caring for me, dressing me and having me as Her feminine, slutty, submissive wife. i truly am the luckiest person in the world.

Of Parks, Paddles & Pain

Greetings all. This week has seen a return to earth with a bump after the holiday break in that i returned to work (albeit still from home, thankfully) on Monday. It also marked the return of the in-week challenges and Friday caning/spankings.

As a result on Tuesday, after completing my evening chores, Owner used me as a human footstool whilst She phoned home to Her parents. i have to say that it was quite a humbling experience to literally be under Her feet whilst She was chatting away to Her mother. It did feel very appropriate and an accurate physical reflection of our relationship.

Then on Thursday, during a brief gap between work calls and meetings, i did as instructed and took myself off and walked a full circuit of our local park with my nipples clamped, pausing briefly next to the park cafe to sniff a pair of Owner's deliciously fragrant used panties. It was a lovely day and the park was being well used, despite it being a weekday. My nipples were nicely throbbing by the time i got back home and returned to 'work'.

In the park

Then yesterday, after cooking dinner and completing my evening chores (cleaning the kitchen) it was time for my weekly physical reminder Owner's dominance over me, namely my weekly disciplining. This time it was decided that i was to receive a combination of being paddled on my bottom by the heavy wooden paddle before then being struck on my exposed 'labia' by the solid metal ball spanking device. The paddling left me with a distinct 'glow' on my derriere as you can see

However, i confess that i struggled to take being struck hard on my testicles by the solid metal tenderiser. Owner had told me to roll onto my back and to stay still whilst She struck me down there. However, i was soon wriggling and squirming about like an eel after less than ten of fifty blows She had stated i would receive. As a result She had to secure me in the wooden yoke before continuing. 

Even locked in position as i was i continued to struggle and cried out more than once that it hurt (which it did) and asked Her to stop. She did not and instead simply said that i had grown 'fluffy' and continued to strike me. Much as i disliked the experience at the time i do think this is indicative of a very welcome hardening of Owner's attitude when it comes to these weekly sessions. In the past She probably would have stopped as She initially struggled a little with the idea of inflicting pain on the person She loves. She still loves me but no longer has such qualms about making me suffer. i think this is wonderful and shows how much She too has also grown in confidence in dominating me over time. We both agree that i need to be able to take whatever discipline, pain and discomfort She determines i am to receive and i welcome the fact that Owner continued to strike me despite my protestations to stop. Disciplining over we then spent the rest of the evening cuddled on the sofa watching the Korean series Silent Sea on Netflix.

In other news, tomorrow is my birthday...i will be 52 years young. Owner has lots of things planned for the day, She came home yesterday armed with birthday balloons and an instruction for me to inflate them. i know She has got me a household service dress as She sought my input when choosing which one to purchase and then measured me thoroughly for it as it has been hand made, i am really excited about it and cannot wait to try it on tomorrow if She allows me to. She has also ordered me a cake which i am under instructions to take delivery of today whilst She is out. 

Tomorrow being the 16th also means that i will need to undertake some type of monthly outdoor challenge although the chastity device will not be being rolled. In December it determined i was to be locked 24/7 for at least 3 months and so will not be rolled again until mid-March.

That's it for now. i will update again shortly. Besos y abrazos

A Short Update

Hello everyone. i trust all readers are keeping well? There is not a huge amount to report. Owner and i have both been busy with work. Last weekend, whilst the leg of lamb i was preparing simmered away in the slow cooker, we went out for a lovely little walk to one of our local cemeteries which is now managed as a nature reserve. 

On the walk back, Owner permitted me to go to a nearby garden centre and get a couple of plants (i love garden centres and could spend ages in them). Plants purchased we also stopped off at a local cafe and sat out side with our drinks watching the world go by - another of my favourite activities. This is me sat outside in my 'Barbie' t-shirt enjoying my flat white

Yes, despite the apparent 'village' appearance this is inner London

As is this - Owner in the cemetery

The following day, Owner decided to use me as a foot stool whilst She was on the phone to Her family. It is not often that Owner requires me to stay immobile like this for Her to use. It was quite an enjoyable experience to be kneeling down on the floor, Her feet resting on my back, as She chatted away to Her parents. i certainly felt as though i had been put in my place.

Wednesday evening Owner despatched me to the shops wearing a pair of Her worn knickers as my face mask. Unlike on previous occasions, when i have been sent up the road to our local corner shop so attired, this time i was sent to our local supermarket. Owner helped me to fix my 'mask' in place at home and then sent me out to walk to the store. It was a wonderfully aromatic stroll as i inhaled Her scent with every breath. Thankfully, Owner does not go in for the lacy panties that i do so Her knickers can easily pass as a mask. You can see for yourself in this picture of me, taken inside inside the supermarket, below

Sadly i shall be on my own for the best part of the coming week. Owner is flying out to Spain to see Her family (She has not seen them for over 18 months due to Covid). i have to work so have to stay behind for a bit, but will be joining Her in Spain the following weekend. Whilst She is away i will, as usual, have to complete one of my monthly outdoor challenges on the 16th except this time i will have to do it without having Owner around to encourage me or wish me well. She will of course require photographic proof that i completed the task.

i hope that all is well in your lives and will post again soon