Gagging in the Rain and Other Escapades

The other day Owner and i both went to the park for me to complete another of my public dildo deep-throat challenges. So far i have completed these challenges in the heart of City of London, in Canary Wharf, in a pub toilet and so on. Now it was time to complete one in our local park. It was a rainy day, hence the umbrella, but Owner announced Herself pleased with the results. You can judge for yourself how i got on from the following two pictures:

poised and ready to swallow

enjoying a mouthful!

Recently Owner also permitted me to purchase a new pretty apron to wear at home when i am cooking and baking. The apron was ordered from The Sunday Girl Company who are a UK-based company specialising in adults and children's aprons, i think it looks super cute

Meanwhile, i am delighted to say that my new tattoo has fully healed and the scab has now completely done. We are both really thrilled with the final result and i can't wait for the warmer weather to arrive to be able to properly show off my princess crown in public. You can see what it looks like now it has healed here

Talking of pretty things, i now also have a wonderful new pair of nipple rings. They are small silver keys adorned with little pink stones. They are super cute. The only drawback to them is that both of the pair face the same way as the gems are both on the same side. Ideally you would have them so that each key could face the other. That said, i really love them. We don't have a good picture of me wearing them, however, the image below, taken from the Etsy retailer i they were purchased them from (Bohemian Body Jewellery), shows you how pretty they are

However, there have been a couple of failings lately on my part that i am embarrassed to report and for which Owner will be rightly punishing me. The other weekend we went to Dublin and had a great time. However, on the Sunday at lunch i totally forgot myself and ordered a pint of Guinness when we went to a pub for lunch without Owner having given me permission to drink alcohol. i realised i was wrong to do so and quickly cancelled the order and had a Coke instead. However, it was a serious failing on my part and i deserve to be punished for it.

The other two incidents happened in quick succession and both involved food. As you will know i do all the cooking at home (unless Owner chooses to). On Sunday i prepared meatballs but used mince meat that had been lurking at the bottom of the freezer since last July. Owner has a strict rule that any food that has been in the freezer for longer than three months must not be used and should be disposed of. Thus was clearly a major breach of that requirement. To compound matters the following day i then was going to make a sweet and sour chicken but the soy sauce had already been opened and i hadn't kept it in the fridge but rather had returned it to the cupboard. Again, this breached Owners food hygiene standards. Owner was rightly annoyed with me as these are standards She has repeatedly set and this is not the first time i have been in breach of them (my last such infraction was about 18 months ago). It was made worse by my breaking these rules twice in successive days and demonstrated a very lax attitude on my part.

Owner has yet to determine what punishment i will receive for these misdemeanours but i recognise they were unacceptable on my part and that i deserve to be punished for them.

You Have to Start Somewhere + A Final Warning

One of the challenges Owner set me as part of my ongoing development was to start publishing 'erotic' short stories. i posted my first attempt at such a story on this blog a few months ago and i am pleased to say that it is now available to also buy online as an e-book short story. i published it on Lulu.com and the the story can also be downloaded from Amazon, Kobo and Lybrary at present. Of course you can read it here for free but if you do purchase it (and it costs less than $1) any monies received go to Owner (not me) - so it is going to a good cause :)

This weekend i also registered to sit the Diplomas de Español como Lengua Extrajenera (Diploma in Spanish as a Foreign Language - DELE) exam in late November. i will be sitting the entry level exam. Those that have followed this blog for a while will know that Owner is Spanish but whilst Her English is excellent (better than mine) my Spanish was none-existent. In fact, although i am reasonably well educated (i have a PhD) languages have always been an utter disaster for me and i have no language qualifications at all and have never had the confidence to even try to sit a language exam. Well, all that will soon be changing because part of my training and development as Her submissive and more recently as Her wife has also been an expectation that i will study and learn Spanish and prepare for a DELE exam. Though i will only be sitting the basic level this really is a big deal for me as anyone who knows me will know what a struggle i have found learning any language to be (and in the past i have also tried French and German). There is, of course, no guarantee i will pass but even to have got to the point where i feel confident enough to pay to sit a language exam is quite a milestone for me. i know i will never become proficient in Spanish but hopefully i can at least get a basic qualification.

Meanwhile, talking of starting somewhere, on Saturday morning Owner demanded that i lick Her arse whilst She masturbated Herself to an orgasm. i was out of chastity and She also instructed that i make my clitty hard as my tongue probed deep inside Her delicious anus. It was a wonderful way to start the day - licking Owners arse is, in my view, both a privilege and an honour as well as being exquisitely delicious. But to do so and be made to make oneself hard but not permitted any form of release was pure torment, it was wonderful! It has now been 37 days since my last orgasm and i can honestly say that there is nothing i crave more than the opportunity to continue to pleasure Owner whilst i am kept denied myself (either in chastity or out). To be kept aroused and horny but frustrated and denied is to be very happy indeed!

Later in the day Owner and i headed into town and visited a fantastic bead and charm shop, called Beadworks, near Covent Garden for me to purchase some materials with which to start making some more jewellery. Owners plan is that i am eventually to make enough jewellery for me to open a little shop on Etsy. i have made Her a couple of small items (earrings and a bracelet) but i think i have quite a way to go before i am ready to open an emporium to the world! :)

Last, i also have to report that during our recent visit to Edinburgh i again broke one of the rules i should always adhere to, specifically i ordered an alcoholic drink without having Owners permission to do so. This is the second time i have broken this rule - something we both know is completely unacceptable. Owner should expect Her wife to be behaving as She ought to be at all times and to only drink alcohol if and when Owner has permitted it.

Owner was justifiably upset and demanded that i show Her that i was committed to changing my ways and to ensuring that i never break this rule in future. Specifically, She stipulated that i provide Her with a written commitment that showed contrite i was and which showed that i was serious about never again breaking this rule (you may recall i also broke it back in July when we visited my fathers). To prove to Owner how serious i was i tried to think of something that i considered would be a severe punishment, something that i would really hate to have to do and which would demonstrate my determination to never let it happen again. i am pleased to say that the suggestion was accepted by Owner. Therefore, if i ever have another alcoholic drink again in my life without Her having first granted explicit permission to do so i will not be permitted to wear makeup or a skirt for a period of three months as punishment. A second offence will double the duration of this punishment, a third triple it and so forth. i sincerely hope my lesson has been learnt and that Owner never has cause to enforce such punishments in future.

Development Update Continued and Silence of the poppet

This morning Owner sent me the following note confirming the extension of this phase of my current development through to the 3rd November (it expired on 3rd August). i am extremely grateful for being granted such an extension and you can tell from the letter what a wonderful, loving and caring Owner i have. The letter reads:


pet’s progress through Phase III of the Plin Plan Plon program was steady during the first month.  Unfortunately due to our holidays followed by refurbishment at home some activities/ development came to a halt.

pet has been very good at keeping up with some routines such as recording expenses, deep-throating practice, cinema challenges exercising... On the other hand he has not been able to cope with some others, for example: preparing for his Spanish exam or booking himself in beauty courses.  And pet once more had an alcoholic drink without permission – during the weekend we went to Devon to visit his dad.

pet could and should have done better.  However 

• pet has been very helpful and very good at managing the refurbishment projects at home:  the loft and the lounge.  he was here all the time when the refurbishment took place and had to deal with builders and deliveries and be ready to improvise when things didn’t go as expected.  he was extremely patient and through the whole process continued to be the sweetest wife anyone could dream of.  This is a great example of what being the perfect housewife means.

• pet has been of great support, again, when Owner wasn’t feeling particularly well after the holiday and when She became extremely busy with her new job.  Again a great example of being a good wife because he was supportive and understanding.

• pet drank alcohol during the visit to Devon because it was his dad’s birthday.  pet didn’t want to disappoint his dad, he wanted to join in the celebration an Owner understands this.

For all these reasons, pet has been granted an extension in the current Plin Plan Plon phase.  Plin Plan Plon 3 is officially extended until the 3^rd of November.  I hope pet will take advantage of this opportunity and make the most out of it by showing what he is capable of.

Owner wishes pet good luck in his endeavours and expects the highest scores in all areas of Plin Plan Plon.

i am a very lucky and happy pet indeed and am grateful to Owner for having been granted such an extension.

Meanwhile, yesterday Owner and i went out for the day along the Thames. It was quite a breezy (and bad hair) day as you can see from the photos below.

not sure what caused the stripes on this photo

Owner and i went for a wonderful walk along to the Thames Barrier before retiring for a couple of drinks and a bite to eat. Owner was very kind and generous and permitted me to have a couple of ciders.

As Owner refers to in Her letter i am afraid that a month ago i had a drink whilst we were visiting my fathers without having received Owners permission. This was in direct contravention to how i am expected to behave and i know i let both myself and my Owner down for doing this. Owner has been mulling some ideas for a suitable punishment. One idea that She is leaning towards genuinely terrifies me. i am scared, very scared, of heights. This coming weekend we are travelling to Copenhagen and staying near the Tivoli Garden funfare. In the guide book there is a photo of a ride designed, so it would seem, to scare the crap out of people by spinning you round in a flimsy seat high above the ground. i can only hope that Owner settles on a less horror inducing punishment than that!

Rule-Breaking in Zurich

Owner and i have just returned form a wonderful weekend break in Zurich. We were both really impressed by the city and had a wonderful time, we just wish we could have stayed for longer. Here are a couple of shots from our stay in the city;

Whilst there we also had an opportunity to try some of the local delicacies and i was treated to a delicacy of Owners, namely being permitted to lick Her derriere as She masturbated, my favourite activity. Once Owner had been satisfied and satiated She then instructed me to make myself cum loudly for Her whilst continuing to explore deep inside Her delicious anus my tongue (beats any chocolate the Swiss have invented hands down for taste and flavour!). It was a very happy whore indeed who soaked the sheets in our hotel bed before scooping up my mess and savouring it as a tasty appertif.

As well as chocolate and sausages another thing Zurich does well is beer. Over the course of the trip i had been doing well to ensure that i followed the new rule that says i am to assume i am not permitted any alcohol to drink unless and only if Owner suggests/offers it first - a rule i myself had suggested to Owner. i was thus mortified when at lunch on the last day of our visit i made an awful mistake by asking Owner if i might have a beer with lunch? i had totally forgotten that the rule does not permit me to prompt such a question of Owner, something She quickly and correctly pointed out. i clearly still have a lot to learn and improve upon!

Amongst the souvenir items we brought home with us there was one in particular that i am delighted with. Namely, a small Swiss cow bell that is no attached to my leather house collar and rings whenever i move about at home.

Developing Her Future Wife

As previously mentioned Owner has provided me with a development plan that She is expecting me to progress through and complete, in order for the next part of Her plan to be revealed to me. It is an iterative and ongoing process which She will update and refine according to the progress i make. All this is part of Owners (and my own) desire to better mould and shape me into becoming Her 'perfect' wife. The plan touches upon all areas of our lives together, but there are two areas of the plan of particular interest and focus to Owner at the moment. One of these concerns my performance as a cook and the other relates to my general fitness and well-being.

Owner is an excellent cook but She rightly expects that i am the person who should undertake most of the cooking at home. This has been the case since we first started living together. i am less of a naturally gifted cook than Owner and tend to rely much more on recipes to work from rather than having the confidence to create my own meals just using whatever ingredients are to hand (as Owner is adept at doing). However, over the years i have become a bit more confident in the kitchen and cooking and baking are both things that i really do enjoy. However, Owner has highlighted that of late i have become a little stuck in my thinking and that i am over-using recipes/meals that i am familiar with and being much less creative and experimental with new dishes for Her to try than She would like. In addition, Owner has also highlighted that i could be better at creating healthier and more nutritious meals for Her. Thus, one of the aspects of Owners plan concerns my development as a cook/chef. In short, Owner expects me to be able to provide Her with a much improved repertoire of healthy meal options than i have been doing. At Owners instruction, i have now created a pinterest recipe board where i am to post recipe ideas i find on the Internet for Her to assess and approve or otherwise. Owner expects that, as Her wife, i will fully provide Her nutritional needs and also ensure that i look to continuously update and change Her meals, be they Her breakfasts, lunches or dinners.

A second area of focus for Owners plan covers what could loosely be described as health and well-being. Owner wants and expects to have as fit and as flexible a wife as possible and one that is in 'good shape'. Owner has pointed out that i could do more to stay trim and that i should start to do more regular toning exercises. Owner has suggested that we could do these together in our local park and has asked that i research some routines we could develop. Owner has also confirmed that She will determine what i shall be wearing when completing these exercises. Some of the routines that i found also involve the use of small dumb bells - Owner has said that i will need to use pink ones.

Related to the above, Owner has now also said that She will determine when and whether i am to be allowed to drink alcohol.

i have to say that i am really relishing the fact that Owner is looking to further Her control over me.