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56 Years Young

Yesterday marked my 56th year spent on this planet and what an amazing day it proved to be. Owner always goes out of Her way to make my birthdays feel super special and this year was no exception.

i awoke to presents and a delicious a chocolate birthday cake breakfast, how delightfully decadent, from Owner. Her main present to me, which i am afraid remains under wraps until the big public reveal in late February, was a Marin Kitagawa school girl uniform from the anime My Dress-Up Darling. i will be dressed as Marin at the London anime festival and will also be appearing on stage as her. As you can imagine i am both hyper excited and hyper nervous about the prospect!

Owner also presented me with a lovely silver charm bracelet. 

After opening my presents and devouring some cake it was time for me to roll this month's outdoor challenge dice. They determined that i was to wear a mini-skirt and hoodie at our local DLR light rail station. This provided an opportunity to show off some of my other presents, namely new boots from my Mum and a new hooded top from my Mother-in-Law.

Here i am outside the station, completing my challenge whilst also wearing an 'It's My Birthday' headband and Hello Kitty hair grip.

new boots and hoodie with fishnets and mini-skirt

Later, after work, Owner and i headed out to Wembley to watch WWE Smackdown wrestling. Owner is a huge fan of wrestling and i love the women wrestlers outfits (so pretty - i am quite jealous of them!). We had great views from our seat and had an enjoyable evening. Before the wrestling we both went for a pre-tournament bite to eat and a drink.

It was a wonderful birthday, made extra special by being able to spend it with my Owner and receiving such lovely gifts and treats from Her. i didn't let it go completely to my head though, i did make sure that i did some housework as well.

Anyway, here are some images from my special day

birthday cake, presents, card and challenge dice

blowing out the candles and getting ready to cut my cake and open presents

my lovely new bracelet

outdoor challenge dice

Setting off to complete my outdoor challenge in my mini skirt, fishnet stockings and new birthday boots and hooded top. 

leaving the flat

on the main road

Until finally i made it to the station. i posed outside and then posed a few more times as i did a circuit around the station before heading down to the platforms

It was such a fun photoshoot to do. i was still very nervous setting off as it is about a ten minute walk to the station and involved walking along busy roads and passing lots of people and traffic, all in my tiny skirt with stocking tops and my knickers showing! i actually got followed by a young man on the way back who seemed to enjoy looking closely at the view of my posterior.

i was proud of myself for having completed my first outdoor challenge of the year and Owner was happy with how i got on too.

i didn't show off more flesh as my belly tattoo is very much in its gunky/scabby healing stage. However, it should be fully healed in a few weeks time.

Here are some images from our night out at the wrestling. 

at a nearby pub for pre-match drinks and food

Owner and me in our seats

a rapt crowd

female wrestling action

It was a wonderful birthday made super special by my amazing Owner.

New Tattoo

Today it was a case of our with the old and in with the new. The belly tattoo i had done before Owner and i properly got together (over 20 years ago), and which She never liked, was replaced with something new, prettier and more appropriate for Her wife (me).

Yes it hurt, a lot, but it was worth it. Here is the finished tattoo covered in a temporary protective second skin

 And here is some documentary evidence of the process:

 

photo taken a few weeks ago showing my old tattoo

stencil outline in place over old tattoo

work underway

taking a break halfway through

Owner was happy with the finished tattoo. i love it and think it is much more appropriate. Thank you Mel from Gilt Moth Tattoo for a great cover-up

Enduring Pain for Owner

One of Owners' expectations of me is that i am to endure pain. Owner enjoys inflicting it and finds caning, whipping, beating. spanking etc my backside, the backs of my legs, my breasts and my clitty and labia and so forth to be exciting and arousing for Her. She also enjoys the thrill of electrocuting me and watching me squirm.

As for me, well i am not a natural pain slut but i have come to welcome and embrace the ritual of being hurt by Her. It is a very physical and obvious manifestation of Her dominance and authority over me that She can and does beat me for Her own pleasure and enjoyment. That She does so and that She will continue striking or zapping me even if i protest or beg Her to stop is something that i am in awe of. 

Owner has come a long way in that regard. She was, at first, concerned about hurting me. That did not last long and She rapidly evolved into a woman and Owner who was prepared to and will hurt and mark Her property i.e. me as She wishes. Meanwhile, i have become proud of my increased ability to withstand pain, to grit my teeth and grip the top of the sofa tighter as a fresh strike bears down on my reddened flesh.

Today She inflicted pain of a different variety, choosing to strike my exposed and vulnerable 'labia' with the twin metal evil sticks before electrocuting my tits. My skirt was lifted up, my panties removed and my legs secured to prevent me from thrashing around. Owner then struck me on my most sensitive bits between my legs one hundred times with the evil sticks. After my subsequent tit electrocution Owner chastised me for my continued low pain tolerance when it comes to being electrocuted by Her. Something i must learn to get better at enduring during 2026.

Here are some images from today's reminder of who is in charge 

the twin metal evil sticks resting on my buttocks

Owners target hang exposed and vulnerable between my securely spread legs, She struck them one hundred times

nervously waiting for my tits to be electrocuted

My proudest moment came when Owner and i went to the Dungeon back in October and Owner deployed a very thick and long cane that thudded hard against me and left my bottom and the backs of my thighs covered in deep purple bruises that last well over a week. Even Owner was quite shocked at how marked i was the day after. In truth though, i loved it and was so, so proud to have been left bruised at Her hands.

my buttocks were still heavily bruised days after my dungeon beating

However, even those bruises faded, as all bruises eventually do, over time.

There is, however, another form of pain that i endure for Owner that leaves a mark that is not temporary in nature but which will, instead be visible and present for the remainder of my life. i refer of course to tattoos.

Owner loves to have me marked with symbols of Her ownership of me, my submission to Her and of my femininity. i currently have 11 tattoos, 9 of which were done at Owners request and to Her specification/design. Of the two that were not, both are legacies of that time in my life when Owner and i were unknown to each other (up until the year when we both turned 35 years old). 

The first such pre-Owner tattoo is on my left upper arm and was the first tattoo i ever had done. i got it when i was 22 years old. At the time i actually had no intention of getting a tattoo. i had gone into the parlour on behalf of a friend of mine to enquire about piercings as she was interested in getting one. i got the information i sought but also somehow ended up leaving with a tattoo. i later came to realise that the design sort of looks similar to the Bacardi logo - ironically i have never drunk Bacardi in my life. However, i don't mind it and, most importantly, neither does Owner.

The second of these pre-Owner tattoos was done during the brief window of time when Her and i were known to each other but at the time were 'just friends'.  It is located on my lower abdomen, just below my belly button. Owner has never liked it and advised me that She wanted me to get it covered over.

Which brings me to what is happening on Tuesday this week. After discussing ideas with Owner i had a consultation with a tattooist at the end of last year about a cover-up tattoo. It will need to be quite big as the existing tattoo stretches across my abdomen. The current one also contains colour so the cover-up will also need to incorporate colour as well.

What Owner and i agreed was that the cover-up design must better reflect my femininity, ideally incorporating flowers and also a half-crescent moon design. Given that the tattoos around my breasts frame these using laurel leaves we also thought that incorporating a laurel element could look good.

i discussed all of this with the tattooist during a consultation with her in November and then subsequently sent her some examples of women with lower abdomen flower and half-crescent etc tattoos that i had come across on Pinterest and which i liked. i also discussed with her my desire to also drop some of the design of the cover-up lower down my abdomen so that it is level with my hip and pelvis.

The tattooist warned me that it will be a painful tattoo to have done as lower abdomen tattoos can be more painful. i remember when the original was done that the process was painful. It will also take a while, potentially 5-6 hours.

As was the case in October when i had the lock tattoo done on my left upper buttock i will also be in chastity and, as was the case then, there will be no way of hiding that fact from the tattooist given where on my body she will be working.

i am nervously excited about the procedure but Owner and i both hope that the resulting design will be prettier than the current and a more appropriate reflection of my feminine self. i hope it will make my lower body more appealing on the eye for Her and can't wait for the day when i can show it off in public in a bikini.

Obviously blog readers will also be privy to the new tattoo and i look forward to receiving your comments and thoughts on it after it has been done.

For me, it will also be another opportunity to endure pain for Owner and be left permanently marked to reflect me as Her decorative wife. 

The Perfect Gift From My Mother-In-Law

Yesterday was 3 Kings Day in Spain which meant, more presents! One of the things i love about coming here at this time of year is that as soon as Christmas and New Years Eve are over the countdown begins in earnest for more celebrations. There is the arrival of the 3 Kings into the town on the 5th January, their parade through the town that night and then more presents on 3 Kings day itself, the 6th January. Kids here are so lucky!

Anyway, the purpose of this short post is to say that this little domesticated, housewife and submissive slut received the best 3 Kings present i could imagine, and a highly appropriate one, from my wonderful mother-in-law. Each year Owners family, specifically Her sister, organise an invisible friend gift exchange for 3 Kings where each of us are randomly allocated a family member to buy a present for.

This year i was given my sister-in-law, who i always enjoy buying presents for. i got her a colourful winter scarf, a small green leather rucksack and some drawing materials (she loves to draw). Unbeknownst to me, my father-in-law got me as his invisible friend or amigo invisible. However, his wife, my mother-in-law apparently then took over and told him that it would be her that bought my present, not him. As it turned out she got the perfect gift for her daughters submissive housewife and domestic maid, namely an ironing board.

my lovely new ironing board

It is a lovely little one, ideal for setting up on a table top or kitchen work surface for hours of happy and contented ironing. i was genuinely thrilled. Why i might have been may perhaps have been a mystery to the rest of the family but to me it was a wonderful present to have received, especially coming from my mother-in-law, the woman who gave birth to and helped to shape and inform my wonderful Owner. She is a quite formidable woman and Queen of her home.

In addition to the ironing board she also bought me two funky new glasses cases,  some colourful socks and a selection on my favourite Valor drinking chocolate. i did very well.

Before we all opened our presents with all of the family Owner and i went for pre-lunch drinks with her sister and her sisters partner before going to a restaurant for a meal with the whole family, where we collectively gorged on octopus, tripe, squid, croquettes and other delicacies.

It was an opportunity for me to also wear the new bralet that Owner bought me the other day and which i think looks super pretty. This was me in the process of getting ready to go out;

my pretty new bralet

Today Owner and i fly back to the UK. It has been a wonderful trip and time spent with Owner in Her flat and with Her family.

Greetings from Northen Spain

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Merry Christmas and the Poppet Subslut 2026 Calendar is Here

i know it is still a couple of days to go but, Merry Christmas everybody from Owner and i and we wish you a peaceful but naughty New Year!

Tomorrow evening Owner and i head to the airport hotel for an overnight stay before Owner catches Her flight to Spain first thing Tuesday morning. i return to London for my last working day of the year before departing for the West Country on Christmas Eve to spend a few days with my Dad. i then return back to London and then fly out to Spain on the 28th to be reunited with Owner. We will see in the New Year and Three Kings in Her flat out there.

It has been an eventful year full of many fantastic highs but it ends with a fresh health issue for Owner.  Unfortunately, is incurable although there is a treatment available which should allow Her to manage it and minimise its impact upon Her life, which is good news. It's not the news we wanted but it does mean that we now know what the issue is and how best to deal with it.

In the meantime, life goes on.

Today, i dressed up for Owner in my little Santa outfit. She jokingly presented me with Her red whip and then sat me in a chair to take for some pictures 

checkout the sexy slippers!

Earlier in the day i was permitted to go to the shops unescorted so that i might retrieve my high-heeled shoes from the cobblers. There was a bit of a queue and i waited patiently in line for my turn. In front of me was a young woman who looked to be in her late teens and was there to get some new keys cut. When it came to her turn to be spared the cobbler turned and asked if we were together? When we both replied no he said to the young lady:

'Oh, I'm sorry I thought she was your mother' looking at me as he spoke.

Whilst it was nice to be thought of as being female i am not sure how i feel about being thought of as someone's mother! Owner laughed when i regaled Her with the tale when i returned home.

Lastly, i am pleased to say that the 2026 Poppet Subslut calendar is now available for purchase. Just click the image below or go the the publications page of the blog.

i mentioned to Owner about the possibility of me creating a picture book as well. She loved the idea so hopefully that will be available soon. Watch this space as they say.

Well, that just about wraps things up for 2026. From Owners' home to yours and from Her and i to you, Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. We hope that you find Santa's sacks are bulging.

i leave you with one of our favourite festive tunes, an old one but still a classic

Merry Christmas!