New Clitty Cage & Accessories

i have some exciting news to share. This morning Owner instructed me to order a new, smaller, pink chastity device. The cage She selected for me is the Cobra Nub Chastity Cage (micro size) from the House of Chastity: the home of all things sissy. It is bright pink and has a cage 'length' that is a little shorter still than my current chastity device, being 'micro' size rather than 'stub' size. This is what the device looks like (taken from sellers site)

i am super excited at the prospect of my new, smaller cage and i love the colour which i think is very me! However, that was not the only surprise Owner had in store for me this morning.  Her second surprise was an instruction to book an appointment to receive a genital piercing.  Specifically, to get a guiche piercing done so that, once fully healed, She can attach bells to permanently suspend between my legs if She chooses to.

A guiche piercing would be sufficiently out of the way to not catch on my Chastity Cage as it will be located on the patch of skin mid-way between the base of my scrotum and my anus (or the base of my clit and the entrance of my pussy). This is Owners favourite patch of skin, She loves to stroke me there. Soon it will be adorned with a ring She can suspend things from. We are both excited at the prospect. Still wondering where on earth on my body i am talking about? This illustration may help

i am booked to have my piercing done on the 12th February.  This will actually be my second genital piercing. Before i met Owner i had a Prince Albert done, but the ring traveled and i had to remove it meaning i was left with a permanent little shower head at the end of my clit. Wish me more luck with this one.

In other news i finally felt well-enough to actually leave the house for the first time in a week. Owner and i went to our local park for a bit of a walk and then had a coffee together in the cafe. It was lovely to finally be outside again, even if i did need a but of a lie down when we got home. Such a wuss.

After snoozing for an hour we then sat and watched a movie together. It was actually one of the best films i have seen in a long time and would highly recommend it if you don't mind a smidgen (not too much) of gore and horror. The movie was released last year (we watched on Netflix) and is called Bones and All. It is essentially a teenage coming of age, road trip tale of first love, except the two main protagonists are...er...cannibals. Anyway, go watch, you will thank me.

Birthday Oversight - Introducing Trixie

In all of the excitement of my birthday i totally forgot to make any mention of a really super cute present that Owner got me in the form of this wonderful Momiji Doll, officially called 'Little Starlight Girl (Head in the clouds edition)' - but which i have named 'Trixie'. Isn't she adorable?

She is super kawaii. The idea is that you place a secret wish inside her which will then come true (like magic). Can you guess what wish i wrote down? Owner was not at all surprised. It reads 'i want to be a bimbo slut. Signed poppet'. Go on Trixie, make it happen! i know you can.

my secret wish

Once again, Owner has shown just how very well indeed She knows me. i love my super cute, adorable Trixie and she sits next to me on my bedside table watching over me as i sleep, making my dreams come true.

Owner to the rescue, again

Well, it is fair to say that the weekend hotel break that Owner organised for my birthday didn't quite go as planned,  it didn't actually go at all.

On Friday, as i eagerly awaited Owners return from a two day work event, i packed my side of the suitcase for our little 'excursion'. i had made sure to pack the new pink dress and heels She had bought for me together with a selection of Her favourite toys and implements. i even packed the new electric torture device She bought as i am determined to learn to get better at withstanding it and advance beyond the lowest possible power setting. 

At about 5.30pm Owner messaged to say She was on the train to our local station, my cue to head down to greet Her and carry Her bags back home. When i was walking to the railway station i felt very cold but just put that down to perhaps not having dressed appropriately for the weather (who would have guessed) and thought nothing more of it.

After greeting Owner and returning back with Her it was clear She was tired and in need of some tlc. i prepared a 'comfort' meal i haven't cooked for years and sat down to eat it with Her. By then,  however,  i realised i didn't feel quite right. Unusually for us we were both in bed by 8pm and i was shivering from head to toe.

After a restless night i woke up sweaty and with a thumping headache and a temperature well north of 38 Celsius. i felt rubbish. We quickly realised that the planned overnight at the hotel would not be happening as i lay in bed (essentially where i have remained since) doing my best dying swan routine.

Owner swung straight into being my loving nurse. Whenever i am unwell She takes wonderful care of me. Instructed to do nothing and admonished if i wandered from the bed for any reason other than to go to the toilet She kept me fed, hydrated, plied with paracetamol and entertained whilst regularly checking my temperature using Her official and unofficial techniques. The former involves a thermometer under my tongue whilst the latter involves Her placing Her hand on my bum. Her theory is if it my butt is cold to the touch then i am well, if it is not then i am ill. i am advised it has been very warm.

Perhaps strangely but when i am not feeling well the only thing i like doing as i lie in bed with the duvet pulled up over my head (another tell-tale sign that i am ill) is to listen to air traffic control at New Yorks JFK airport. Now i bet not many expected to read that but i am a bit of an aviation geek and have a father who was a commercial aviation pilot. Many was the time in my teens when i would listen to him coming back from work on my little airband radio. As for why JFK? Well it's busy, there is often something interesting going on and i love the accents of the air traffic controllers as they instruct the pilots.

It is funny but me writing about how I enjoy listening to Kennedy Tower on 119.10 or 123.90 somehow feels more deviant than half the stuff I write on here!

But back to Owner. She has been, as She always is, a Saint looking after me. She is always there for me as i try to be for Her. i write a lot about our life together,  Her domination of me and my submission to Her. At heart, however,  we are just a couple in love who care for each other deeply.  She is my best friend and i am Hers. That is what makes our relationship work. Peel everything else away and what you have left are two people who love and care for each other. i will always be forever grateful to have met and shared my life with a person like Her.

So my life as Owners submissive housewife is temporarily on hold until i am back on my feet. However,  normal service will hopefully return soon. For now though i am firmly under Owners care.

Another Year Passes

Monday marked my 53rd birthday, another milestone passed on my journey to oblivion :). Owner treated me to a wonderful birthday cake and more presents before She had to leave for work. We then met-up later in the day to go out for dinner together in Islington in North London, it was a very enjoyable evening and a memorable birthday.

Owner got me a beautiful pair of Mary Jane heeled shoes as a birthday present present as well as a trip to Sadlers Wells theatre next month to watch a modern dance performance. We both love watching dance but have not been to a modern-dance performance since Covid, i am really looking forward to it.

This weekend Owner is also taking me to a hotel in North London where, amongst other things, a hotel photo-shoot in my new pink dress and my new heels is on the agenda, as well as dinner and drinks together. Both of us can't wait to escape overnight especially as Owner has had a very intense start to Her new job.

Anyway, in the meantime here are some pictures from my big day.

my lovely birthday cake

looking frightful whilst stuffing my face at breakfast

my gorgeous new shoes

Do Subs Dream of Electric Clamps?

Today is the last day of my birthday countdown, tomorrow i hit 53 (OMG!) To mark the occasion Owner came up with another new and novel countdown present idea. Today, in return for being caned with Her thick cane i would receive a surprise present. 

The present i received after my caning had been administered was an electric shock device - a set of clamps attached to a device that can send variable intensities of electric shocks through you. Owner has never incorporated the use of electric shocks into Her training of me, until this point. Apparently, She first tested the device on Her finger one day when i was out to satisfy Herself that it was working. Test passed today She applied it to my nipples and then my caged clit for the first time.

Well, it turns out that i am quite the wuss when it comes to being electrocuted. Even the lowest setting of 1 (the device goes up to 15) had me squealing. It is programmable and you can set it to deliver different cycles or frequencies of shocks over different periods of time, and of varying intensity. Owner beamed with delight as i twisted and contorted myself in discomfort as the machine zapped my nipples, She then tested it out on my  'labia' - with similar results.

Owner informed me how much She enjoyed witnessing my reaction, especially as i clearly found the experience unpleasant, and that i can expect to be electrocuted by Her on a regular basis.  i am certainly in need of some practice if i am going to be able to start to build-up my ability to withstand being tortured by the device. What a wonderful present to end my birthday countdown with. Now it just remains to be seen what surprise is in store for the actual day itself.

my bottom post-caning

the electric torture device

electrocuted tits

Owner is taking me for dinner after work tomorrow and has also bought me a lovely birthday cake, then this coming weekend She is taking me to a hotel near Kings Cross. In preparation She took me shopping today and bought me a lovely pink, velvet dress for me to pose in. i can't wait!

Human Urinal/Piss Pot

Today's birthday countdown gift was a complete surprise and genuinely not something i have ever seen before. As regular readers will know i love consuming Owner's golden nectar and She enjoys having me drink it. Normally it is served in a glass but i have always had a fantasy about being Her human urinal. Well, now i can be.

Let me introduce to you the slurp funnel gag from Sinnovator. What an amazing gag and genuinely not one i have seen before. Perfect for Owner to use for pissing, or spitting, into my mouth. My birthday instructions were that it was to be tested whilst i have my hands cuffed behind my back.

This is what the gag looked like when we were just trying it on me

gag in situ

Owner's human piss pot

the slurp funnel gag

Owner quickly set about testing the gag, and then when Her bladder had re-filled, testing it again. We have a walk-in shower in our bathroom which is a great location for golden showers and one Owner has previously had me lie down in whilst straddling and emptying Her bladder into my mouth. It feels even more intimate with the gag. 

i half-lay down in the shower with my hands secured at my sides propping my torso up and tilting my head back to look up at Her so that the pink funnel nestled snug between Her alabaster thighs as Owner squatted down, facing towards me. Steadying Herself with Her hand against the wall She then grabbed my head and released Her wonderful amber nectar, emptying Herself into my mouth. The funnel guided Her piss down into my throat, filling my mouth with Her warm, fresh wine as i gulped and swallowed Her wonderful gift down.

Needless to say we both agree that it is a wonderful gag, perfect to use whenever Owner wishes to have me swallow Her wonderful urine or spit in my mouth or empty any other fluid She so might wish for me to consume. The funnel transforms my mouth into Owner's human urinal or piss-pot, which is an honour beyond words and a pleasure i will never tire of. It was a wonderful birthday countdown surprise.

Birthday Countdown Tests, Challenges and Tribulations

Some of you may have wondered why i have not been posting like the over-excitable pet i am this week about my birthday countdown, well the answer is that i have been ill...again. i spent much of last weekend in bed, then returned to work Monday (the day the countdown began) but may have been a bit over-optimistic as to whether or not i was fully recovered or not as i started to then feel unwell ungain, ending up taking more time off sick. Note to self, when ill you are ill and don't try pretend otherwise.

Anyway, a consequence of my less than 100% state has been that i got behind with some of my countdown tasks. Whilst Owner likes to give me uncomfortable things to do and greatly enjoys beating me, when i am ill She insists i take things easy and generally looks after me. Countdowns, punishments etc can wait until i am feeling better.

So it was not until last night that i was feeling up to completing an overdue countdown task, and it was a painful one. However, i am delighted to report that i completed it successfully. The task required me being placed in my cage for 30 minutes, gagged and chained up. However, i was also instructed to wear an 30 mini pegs on my caged clit for the duration of the 30 minutes and to have my teats clamped - that in addition to having the heavy metal chain suspended from them on hooks as is always the case when i am caged.

i confess that i drooled a lot as i knelt there, waiting for the thirty minutes to elapse. My heavily clamped caged clit also became increasingly uncomfortable as the minutes counted down, not least because my knees are quite spread apart when i am caged (so that i fit under the desk) with my clit brushing against the floor. Normally this makes no difference but with so many pegs attached to my bits each time i shifted position some of them caught on my mat, tugging at my 'labia'.

Despite that when the 30 minutes was up i felt a bit conflicted as i knew the worst was still to come, removing the pegs. This is by far the most uncomfortable part of the process. Anyway, i successfully completed my task and was rewarded with my countdown present - a beautiful jewellery box which i am thrilled with.

In my cage with my locked clit clamped

counting down the minutes in my cage

the beautiful jewellery box i was given in return as a countdown present

Meantime, today i have been set a slightly different countdown task in that i have already been given the present, a beautiful pair of stockings with matching suspender belt. My instruction was to then wear these outside with a skirt. Here are some pictures of me modelling my new stockings and suspenders in our street. 

 

yes, it's bin collection day

gratuitous upskirt shot

It was quite a windy day and my phone kept getting blown over, despite its stand, when i was taking them. A number of people noticed what i was doing and stared at me as they were walking, but i am happy to say i simply ignored them and carried on posing like the little slut i am. The pictures do, however, seem a little tame so maybe i am still not fully recovered from my earlier illness after all.

Another of the tasks that i was set, which got delayed as a result of my illness, in return for another present was to be whipped 200 times with the short red whip i bought as a gift for Owner last year. i got it so that Owner has a whip She can easily take with Her on our travels. The whipping was combined with a weekly task of standing for 30 minutes with my hands over my head and sniffing a pair of Owners' used panties It is pretty effective. This is the outcome of the whipping i received from Her

me with a red bottom - Owners' used panties still on head

In return, i was presented with these lovely earrings

Now that i am feeling better i am also catching up on some of my usual weekly challenges and tasks that have not yet happened so far this week, like 5 minutes of deep-throat training with Owner's silver dildo.

Owners' 'cock' dripping in saliva

Ready....

Steady....

Go!

i wonder what tomorrow will bring?

The Countdown Has Begun

Owner has now started the countdown to my birthday. Starting on Monday this week i extract a special envelope each day from Her box of individually wrapped surprise. Each envelope contains a set of instructions which, if/when completed, result in my receiving a countdown present.

Things began yesterday morning with an instruction that in order to receive my gift i was to spend all day out of chastity and be naked from the waist down with a ribbon tied around my clitty. Little did my work colleagues know that, were my laptop screen to slip and the camera to point down, they would have received quite a surprise! The gift i received for completing my task was a super cute unicorn pin badge which says 'I'm a F***ING unicorn' on it - most apt i think.

me ready for work ;)

countdown envelope and present

countdown instruction inside envelope

my new 'dress-down' work attire - every office needs a slut

 

which explains why unicorns have their horns :)

Today's card and gift was opened after work today (Tuesday). The card stated that i could receive a  gift in return for receiving 200 tickles (i am super ticklish - something Owner likes to occasionally exploit). Anyway, to cut to the chase i was tickled but received 3 lovely bottles of nail polish as a present in return.

my instructions for today

attacked by the tickle monster

yay - nail polish!

i am excited to find out what i might receive tomorrow.

We're Back - Belated Happy New Year

A very belated Happy New Year one and all from Owner and i. We arrived back on these shores yesterday evening after returning together from Spain. You may recall that Owner flew out to be with Her family just before Christmas and then i flew out to join Her on the 29th December after spending Christmas, first with my Dad and then with my Mum.

Owner and i both missed each other terribly so it was lovely to be reunited. Owner had tested positive for Covid before She left but thankfully She was negative by the Christmas Eve and so was able to spend the evening celebrating with Her parents and siblings. i then got to join everyone out there in good time for New Years eve and the eating of the grapes. Whilst waiting to catch our flight back Owner got me this super cute set of 'cow' earrings - which i love.

During our period of enforced separation i asked Owner if i might be permitted the use of the internet/computer 'out of hours' - to stop me from going stir crazy. This was granted, albeit on the condition that i will be banned from using the internet this coming weekend and am also required to spend the time between 5.30 and 6.30pm this Saturday and Sunday locked securely in my cage. i am also to spend an additional 30 minutes caged before i join Owner in bed. i am grateful to Owner for acceding to my request and thank Her for taking the time to advise on a suitable punishment as a consequence.

Owner also has some sort of surprise(s) in store for me. The 16th of January is not just the day when i will next be rolling the chastity dice and completing an outdoor challenge, it is also my birthday (53 - OMG!). Owner has stated that She has created a seven-day countdown commencing on Monday next week. i have no idea what this countdown might involve but i am nervously excited to find out. In the meantime, i keep staring at the countdown box that Owner has strategically positioned in our lounge, wondering what might be inside. i will, of course, keep readers posted.

decorated countdown box - front

decorated countdown box - rear

 Happy New Year all.