Saturday 16 March 2024

Bikini Poppet and the Postie

So today, being the 16th of the month, meant one thing and one thing only....outdoor challenge! Owner's dice were duly rolled this morning and the result was to pose wearing a bikini in a road that is about 10 minutes walk from our flat.

Now, this turned out to be a more complicated exercise than some of my other challenges. First, it is a Saturday so lots of people are off work. Second, the road in question is just off the main pedestrian thoroughfare up to the park. Third, it wasn't rainy and was even sort of sunny (a rare occurrence recently) and so loads of families were making the most of the fine weather and were taking their munchkins up to the park. Last, it was late morning, prime 'let's go to the park before lunch' time. In short, there was a fairly constant stream of people and cars heading up the road to the park. i have no intention of upsetting anyone and so had to choose my 'moments' carefully to step into the street and do my thing. Oh, and to top it all off, seconds after i arrived, so too did the postman in his van.

All of this meant that there were plenty of moments of me just standing around trying to look nonchalant as parents, grandparents and their kids streamed pass whilst i waited for a gap in the 'traffic' to undo my coat again and show off my (i think rather lovely) bikini. Eventually i retreated a little further into the side street, but even then people still walked past me.

Anyway, enough of my prattling on. Judge for yourself how you think i got on. When i sent some of the pictures to Owner to 'prove' my challenge was completed (She had gone out for lunch with some friends) She replied to say i looked 'sexy'. i was delighted She liked them.

me giving it my best street prostitute impression :)

 Anyway, as i hope you can tell i am now fully recovered from my recent bout of Covid. Accordingly, i am also back doing all my chores etc at home, which makes me very happy.

Meanwhile, Owner has also added a new little domestic restriction. She has decided that i spend far too long in the shower/bathroom each morning. From now onwards i am restricted to a maximum of ten minutes, any longer and i need to add that to my punishment book. This morning was the first day of the new shower regime, i was in and out in 9mins and 45 seconds, phew!

Later in the day i met up with Owner for a few drinks, we had a fun evening as you can see;

Owner and i
flashing my bra
Such a slutty pet!

Wednesday 13 March 2024

TLC and Control

There is nothing quite like a period of being unwell to be reminded of what a wonderful, caring and compassionate Owner i have. She has been a saint and has taken full care of me, insisting that i drop all of my chores and just focus on getting better, which i am pleased to say that i now largely am.

For me the worst part of being ill is not being able to support and look after Owner as i want to and instead have Her care for and look after me, keep on top of the housework all whilst having a lot of work and stress to deal with from Her job. She is a real wonder woman. i was not always the best patient and was reprimanded on more than one occasion for trying to do things when She had explicitly told me to do nothing and to focus on my recovery. i know i will be rightly punished for such behaviour when i am fully recovered, but it came from a well meaning place.

i am truly lucky in having an Owner who loves me, as i do Her, and who takes care of me. Whilst it may be true (is true) that when i am in rude health She does punish, discipline and control me and rightly expects me to devote my time to Her and taking care of Her home - something i like nothing better than to do. It is also true that, at the first sign that i am struggling for reasons of health or some other factor out of my control, She immediately steps in and makes adjustments, takes on tasks and generally cares for me and nourishes me until i am recovered and can return back to my place and my tasks.

Both of these are two sides of the same loving Owner. There is the dominant and controlling side that i adore and which makes me swoon and long to fall fully under the control of. Then there is the caring and selfless side for whom nothing is too much trouble when it comes to helping me rest and recover. Common to both is a deep understanding of what i need and what is best for me. There are times when i might need looking after but also running through my core is a need to submit. The latter is a constant, the former is not. i feel blessed to get to share my life with someone who knows and embodies that. Someone who knows me better than i know myself. Who knows when to stroke my brow and when to beat my butt.

Thank you Owner for all that you do and for giving me the life that i have. i am truly, truly grateful.

Thursday 7 March 2024

Not Everything Always Goes To Plan

So, Owners' plan of spending a long weekend in Madrid this weekend with Her girlfriend, and my plan of popping down to my Dad's to take him to see a friend of his who is in hospital, whilst Owner was away, have both fallen apart. Unfortunately, a family matter has arisen that meant Owners' friend could no longer make the trip, meaning Owner had to cancel. This was quickly followed by me testing positive for Covid, putting paid to any ideas i had of seeing my elderly father, let alone visiting a hospital with him.

On the plus side it does mean that Owner and i will get to have some unexpected time together this weekend. The down-side is that, with me having Covid, we are having to live slightly parallel lives in our little flat and sleep in separate rooms. i am hoping i start to test negative soon so we can once again snuggle up together. In the meantime it is face masks and separate beds 😢

in bed with Covid

The worst bit by far about being unwell is watching Owner having to step in and do all the things that i normally do to keep Her flat running smoothly. Yesterday i was told off in no uncertain manner by Her for attempting to do some washing-up. Today i have felt better so have been allowed to do the washing-up, the laundry and the bathroom, which makes me happy. i felt quite useless yesterday.

But enough of my ailments. Before i took to my sick bed i had intended to update about a couple of other things that had happened, or not happened, over the past few days. First off, after being instructed to do so by Owner, i got my haircut! Owner announced that She was not happy with how my hair looked anymore and that i was to get it cut short. She had done some research and showed me a selection of feminine pixie undercut hairstyles with an instruction to get my hair cut in that style. She had also located a new salon for me to get my haircut in. i was given instructions to make a booking for both a consultation and a cut.

Anyway, the booking was duly made on on Monday evening i returned home with my new haircut. What do you think? It is as Owner requested and i am really happy with it. She is of the opinion that my hair looks better this length and so, much as i liked having longer hair, when She told me to change it i, of course, had to obey.

my new short haircut

i actually really like it.

Sunday just gone Owner also had me complete one of Her 'Owners Treat' challenges. This is where i get to pick a 'treat' from a bag, comprising a slip of paper on which She has written a task i am to complete for Her pleasure, amusement and entertainment. Sometimes these 'treats' involve activities Owner enjoys or performances for me to entertain Her with. The task i was given was to re-create the scene in Bringing Up Baby where Susan drops an olive. If you have no idea what I am referring to you can see the original scene below

And then this is my own, someone truncated, version of the olive dropping moment (still with my hair yet to have been cut).

Owner was highly amused. Treat completed to Her satisfaction i then had to take another one from Her bag of 'treats'.  That will involve me making a party-style make-up tutorial for Tik-Tok. That promises to be fun.

In other news, on the same day as i was dropping olives i also spent some time in my cage and was treated to a delicious glass of Owner's finest. 

preparing to enter my cage
 Furthermore, i also got to spend a few hours on the sofa with Owner watching the movie Poor Things - it is a great film and i can see why Emma Stone has received so many awards for her acting. Owner even allowed me to have a few beers with Her whilst watching it.

That said, i still think the comparative lack of awards for Barbie is a scandal - and shows how accurate the film is and what a patriarchal society we live in.

On Monday i was then tasked with wearing a pair of Owners used knickers as a face mask between work meetings. i tried, but failed, to turn them into a proper mask look and in the end simply draped them over my head, being sure to place the crotch under my nose, creating the resulting look

i was also zapped fifty times times by Owner, on my bum and around my pussy after i returned from getting my haircut on Monday. As soon as i am better i know i am also due to have my clitty given a similar treatment, this time with Her electro clit torturing device.

Talking of my clit, this bring me onto a mini-milestone that passed without fanfare this week. Namely, it is now over 200 days since i last experienced an orgasm of any kind. i believe i perform and function better as Owners' submissive wife by being kept orgasm free and that i have no need of them when my sole sexual function is to bring Owner pleasure. i am, therefore, hugely grateful to Owner for ensuring that i continue to remain chaste.  This is not the longest period i have gone without an orgasm, in the past i have gone a whole year without one. But, if you keep a track of the orgasms i have been allowed over the past few years, which obviously i do and which are shown on the side bar of the blog, the trend is clear. Since 2019 i have experienced only 4 actual orgasms and 3 ruined ones.  i put much of the improvement in my performance and behaviour as Owners' submissive wife down to that simple fact.

Orgasms are things to be enjoyed and experienced by Owner whenever She wants them, but they are not things i have any right, or expectation, to receive. Sexually, my sole role and purpose is pleasuring Owner. i delight in doing this and am lucky to be granted the privilege of helping Her to climax by worshiping Her anus with my tongue. Helping Her experience orgasmic pleasure is pleasure enough for me.

So anyway, that has been my and Owners' week. In fact Hers has actually got worse because as i have been typing this She has come in to tell me She has developed a migraine. So please send Her your love and best wishes. Knowing She is suffering and that there is little i can do to help breaks my heart. Hopefully Her migraine will soon pass and She will get to still do Her long weekend another time soon. In the meantime, i for one cannot wait to being able to start looking after Her 100% of the time once again.

Saturday 2 March 2024

Housework and Appearance

It goes without saying that Owner expects me to do all the housework. This has been a key aspect of our FLR relationship for many, many years. i clean the bathroom and the kitchen floor daily, all other rooms are cleaned once a week on a rota (each room/space has a specific day). The fridge and oven also get regularly cleaned, the windows and front door less frequently. i do all the cooking (although Owner, who is a fabulous cook, does sometimes choose to cook), i wash-up and clean all the dishes, put out the rubbish etc and generally endeavour to keep things tidy and to a standard of Owners liking (not always successfully it must be said).

In truth i actually enjoy cleaning and take a lot of satisfaction in maintaining Owners home in the state She desires. It is an important part of my role as Her housewife. So ingrained are my 'chores' i don't really even think of them, they come automatically to me. In fact, on the odd occasion when i am excused them, when i am ill or if Owner has taken me out for example, i get stressed about not doing them. i feel discombobulated, out of sorts. Naturally i am expected to catch-up when i am next able. i always do so with a happy heart knowing that i am making Owners' life that little bit more relaxed and enjoyable and providing Her with a home and an environment fit for Her to live in.

Today (Saturday) has been very much a housework day. Owner left the flat late morning to meet up with some girlfriends. i escorted Her to the station and then, as soon as i got home, set about completing my domestic chores. i made full use of Owner's absence to hoover and mop all the floors, something She expects me to do but which She finds annoying as the noise of the hoover disturbs Her. Owners' absence provided the perfect opportunity to sweep, hoover and mop to my hearts content, free of any concerns that i might annoy Owner as i did so.

i also love the fact that, in our relationship, it is very much me and my responsibility to keep the home in a state Owner desires., i love that Owner is able to go out and relax and have a good time with Her friends whilst i stay at home and do my chores and complete the other tasks She has assigned to me to complete in Her absence. She is very much in charge of me and my time and i for one would not want things any other way. i get to show my love for Her through my service to Her. She in turn, gets has a wife whom She can tell what to do.

i will remain at home until Owner is ready to return and then She will message for me to come and collect Her from the station and escort Her back. i have no idea when that might be and Owner knows She is free to stay out and do entirely as She pleases safe in the knowledge that Her wife will be waiting for Her summons. My life revolves around Owner, i would not want it any other way.

i have no desire or need to go out myself without Owner other than for work or to run errands for Her. i am blessed in that Owner enjoys my company, as i do Hers, and will regularly take me out for a meal or drinks. But that has become the only socialising i do - other than occasional necessary family visits. For me to leave the flat without Her requires me to obtain prior permission from Owner. But i genuinely have no such desire to do things without Her. Outside of work my life is here and at Her side. i do miss Her greatly when She is out but i am also happy knowing She is enjoying Herself and having a good time and that She will later return to me, Her wife and the home i keep for Her.  That is how i have come to live my life and what a wonderful life it is to get to live it in service to my wonderful Owner.

Owner has also recently taken a heightened interest and shown greater vigilance in my appearance. She has has, of late, punished me for, on occasions wearing clothing or footwear that is worn and which reflect badly on me and on Her. She expects a wife who She can be proud of and who is a good ambassador for Her and Her standards, who looks good and well kept. My wearing socks or trousers with holes in or boots that are worn lets Her down. She has, accordingly, clamped down on this has punished me a few times for this reason.

She has also grown tired of my hair being long (it has only been cut once in the past 18 months) observing that thin, fine hair like mine does not look good when long. Accordingly, She has chosen a salon and a new style for me to go and discuss and get done next week. i love the fact that Owner takes such interest in my appearance and i love that She has chosen a style She wants to see me in.

i have already grown quite accustomed to Owner choosing and ordering food for me in restaurants and part of me would love for Owner to accompany me to the salon and to discuss and agree with the stylist in person how She wants my hair to be done. But, i know that would also use up Her time and a key part of my role is to maximise the amount of free time Owner has available to do other things and not have to waste Her time with me. She has already spent valuable time researching and finding a style She wants me to have, all i need to do now is to talk it through with the stylist to try and realise Owners' vision for me.

Again, i am lucky to have an Owner who invests such time in me and my appearance and i need to get better at ensuring i always present myself to a high standard and stop letting Her down through my appearance and the clothes i wear. i would actually love to have Owner choose my clothes for me each day. In fact, we did once try this. However, it quickly transpired that this involved a lot of work and effort for Her so was quietly shelved. Instead, i have to seek Her permission to wear what i do. Owner, of course, has absolute control over what clothes are purchased for me and will also, periodically do a sweep of my wardrobe and recycle items She considers i no longer need. 

i think, given the need She has felt to punish me for my appearance of late, that i need to get better myself at weeding out any items of clothing that may no longer be to Her standard so that i don't let Her down again the way i have.

In other news i am currently in 'boy mode' as a punishment and so have not been permitted to wear make-up or anything girly since yesterday. My 'boy mode' ends tonight. i also know that i will be  spending part of tomorrow in my cage, again as a punishment for an infraction on my part. i was also electrocuted on my bum and around the entrance of my 'pussy' repeatedly earlier in the week, again as a punishment.

Last night, after work, Owner also administered my regular maintenance disciplining. This time She chose to use Her cat-shaped paddle (nick-named 'gatuno'). Here's an image of it resting on my bottom

As a thank you to Her for disciplining me i provided Owner with a back massage.

So, in short, all is good here. i hope all is equally good wherever you are and in your lives too.

Saturday 24 February 2024

Whipped Into Shape

This past week has been another very busy one for Owner and i work-wise. We have both had early starts and i have run workshops and given a number of presentations. As a result, come Friday we were both feeling quite exhausted. It was a pleasant surprise, therefore, when Owner messaged me as i was on my way home from my office to instruct me to pick-up some beers for Her and some cider for me as we were going to have a relaxed evening in.

Relax we did. We chilled out on the sofa with a drink or two and watched the end of a TV series we have been consuming called One Day, which i have really enjoyed. i was also told to postpone my chores until the following day and just relax at Owner's side. It was a lovely way to end the week.

Today, however, saw normal service and duties resume. Owner administered my weekly maintenance disciplining. This time She chose to whip me, on my back and on my bottom, before taking one of Her riding crops to my nipples. The whip marked my back and buttocks nicely, creating an almost plant-like affect on my skin;

whipped buttocks and back
Owners' short red whip

After whipping me Owner rewarded me with a glass of Her delicious urine

i also set about catching up with and completing my chores from yesterday as well as completing my usual Saturday chores. Owner also electrocuted my nipples, part of a punishment from the previous week. In fact She has also been having fun on a few occasions this week electrocuting my unsuspecting clit. She has also advised me that She will also be locking me into my cage for an hour tomorrow to round off the punishments that are still outstanding from the week before.

My punishment book already has an embarrassingly long number of entries, all bar the most recent of which have been served in a variety of different ways. Owners' most common way of punishing me is to electrocute me, normally on my clit r my nipples but also on my buttocks. She also locks me into my cage in punishment and has imposed periods of time when i am forbidden from wearing make-up or appearing en femme.

This week i have accrued an additional five entries. Owner has been paying closer attention to my behaviour and requires that i enter a punishment for any instance where i have done something that annoys Her. The entries for the past week comprise:

  1. spending too long in the bathroom
  2. forgetting to check Owner had packed Her umbrella when She left the house
  3. forgetting to set out some water and snacks for Owner before i left the house for a work meeting
  4. me attending a work event wearing trousers with a hole in the crotch
  5. me making too much popcorn for us both when we watched a movie this afternoon

i am grateful to Owner for Her continued vigilance and for ensuring that any mistake or error on my part gets entered into the punishment log for Her to decide later what form of punishment the incident warrants. i know i am lucky to have an Owner who dedicates Herself, as Owner does, to punishing me and helping to make me into a better wife for Her.

It is not all crimes and misdemeanours though. This evening Owner has instructed me to remove all of my clothes whilst in Her presence so that She can grope and fondle me. It's a tough life sometimes 😊

Sunday 18 February 2024

Good Slut

This weekend has seen me be birched, caged, pissed on, used as a sex toy and fucked. It has been a good weekend.

It all started on Saturday. After completing my daily studies, exercises and household chores, i was locked up securely inside my new cage for an hour. This was part of a punishment from Owner for having wasted Her time the previous weekend. It was a thoroughly deserved punishment.

Before being caged Owner dressed me in the new pretty lilac body harness She had bought me for our wedding anniversary, complete with matching fluffy tail and ears. It took some time to work out how to fit the harness but once we had worked that out i was ready to be placed inside. i loved having the harness on and Owner seemed very pleased with how it looked on me.

Owner was then able to spend some time relaxing with a cup of tea and reading Her book and generally spending some quality time with Herself without being distracted or disturbed by Her wife.

locked away in my cage
my pretty new harness, and fluffy tail and ears

Prior to being caged Owner had already delivered my weekly maintenance disciplining. She chose a different implement this time, selecting Her birch caning rod. It delivers quite a sting when it lands and Owner used it to strike me many, many times across my buttocks. i am grateful to Her for reminding of Her complete authority over me.

freshly birched bottom
it was early so i was still in my nightie

On Sunday i completed my exercises, studies and most of my household chores before preparing lunch. After we had eaten and i had washed and put away the dishes Owner suggested we go out for a walk. We headed to our local park and then to a cafe to have an early afternoon coffee. It was lovely spending time with Owner. 

Coffees consumed we returned home. Owner instructed me to strip and to prepare myself to receive Her piss by securing the urinal gag in my mouth. i positioned myself in the bathroom in such a way as to enable me to receive Owner's golden nectar. She quickly filled my mouth and soon piss was spilling down my front as well as down my throat. Owner remarked how much She enjoys having me drink Her piss in this manner and how She wants me to be Her urinal more often. 

me as a human piss pot

As if this wasn't thrilling enough no sooner had She filled me with Her wonderful liquid than Owner instructed me to wait for Her in the bedroom with the brown and tentacle dildo's ready.

Upon entering the room Owner instructed me to lie face down and start to fellate the brown dildo. As i did so She climbed astride me so that She was sat on my buttocks. She reached out and grabbed hold of my ponytail and then started to rub Herself against me. She grabbed Her vibrator, pushed it against Her clit and started to bring Herself off as She rode me like a jockey. Occasionally She paused and, using the electric zapper device, encouraged me to suck faster on the dildo by zapping me on my butt cheeks or between my legs before returning to the task in hand of bringing Herself off. It wasn't long until She came.

Owner dismounted and 'rewarded' me by standing in front of me so that i could see Her forbidden pussy before turning and presenting me with Her backside to kiss and lick. Of course, i eagerly obliged. Owner's fun had only just begun, however.

Moments later She instructed me to roll onto my back, then She mounted my face and had me pleasure Her anus with my tongue as She began to bring Herself off once more. 'Deeper, deeper!' She instructed. My tongue probed deeper still as i buried myself inside Her. Owner ground down against my face leaving me unable to breathe as Her climax approached. When finally She rolled off me, panting with pleasure i too was gasping, except in my case it was for air.

As She lay in repose, catching Her breath, Owner lazily fucked my mouth with Her foot. But it was another orifice of mine that was to be Her next focus of intention. Soon i found myself on all fours, brown dildo between my lips as Owner penetrated my pussy with the large tentacle dildo. i love the feeling of being stretched out and opened up by it and soon Owner was instructing me to fuck myself harder and harder on Her cephalopod cock whilst She pleasured Herself with Her vibrator. The tentacle pushed deeper and faster inside me as Owner thrust Her hips rhythmically back and forth and i pushed back against Her. Again She zapped me as She fucked me. All the while my mouth worked its way up and down the shaft of Her brown dildo as Owner brought Herself off again as She continued to fuck me.

All too soon it was over and She rolled away, fully spent.

Owner held me against Her chest and uttered the words that i never tire of hearing Her whisper. She told me that i was a 'good slut and wife'. It is something that i strive to be and which is always lovely to hear Her tell me. As for me, i just cannot believe how lucky i am to get to live with a serve a woman as wonderful as Owner.

This was the scene on the bed post-fucking.

Her own orgasm left Owner was a little unsteady on Her feet when She got up to shower. As for me, i was left aroused but frustrated. It is now well over six months since i was last allowed to orgasm. i cleaned and tidied away the toys and then went back to work, cleaning all the floors in the flat.

When my chores were finally done Owner put me back into my cage for another hour whilst She worked. i spent the time chained and gagged with a horse bit, causing me to drool steadily into the little bucket that is kept in the cage. Thankfully, my pussy behaved itself and Owner did not have to work whilst also being serenaded by contented 'fanny farts' from Her slut, although it was quite vocal at times when i had been cleaning the floors earlier. This was Owners' view of me in the corner of the room whilst She worked.

When an hour later the cage door was opened and Owner released my bonds i was allowed to join Her to watch a TV series together. it has been a wonderful weekend.

Saturday 17 February 2024

Anniversary

It has been another intense and busy week but one that culminated in Owner and i celebrating our sixth wedding anniversary (we have actually been together for nineteen years). Yes, this day six years ago i stood in  my pink dress, Owner in Her dark trouser suit, under the 'Welcome to Las Vegas' sign in sin city and became Owner's legally wedded wife. One of the happiest days of my life.

But, i am getting ahead of myself. First off, a recap of the week that was. Well, like i say it was super busy with work. But not all of it was stress. No. On Tuesday Owner instructed that i be plugged. So this is how i spent the day. A heavy metal plug buried inside my pussy whilst i was working away. Good job my colleagues could not see my derriere when on Teams etc calls!

plugged - you can also see my piercing

Fast forward to thursday and Owner had me lie prostrate on Her bed whilst She set about electrocuting my clit and bottom using a combination of both the electro clit device (that is always secured around my clit at home so She can zap me at any time) and Her tazapper device. Owner greatly enjoys watching me flinch and squirm and has me count out each shock that i receive when She is torturing me. Lately, She has begun to increase the intensity of the shocks that i receive. They make me cry out but i love the fact that Owner obviously enjoys torturing Her 'pet'. Seeing the smile on Her face as i cower below Her, waiting and flinching in anticipation of the next shock, makes my submissive heart leap for joy. Swiftly followed by a leap of my hips in shock when She zaps me!

Some people use electricity for pleasure and arousal, even if that arousal is frustrated. For Owner this could not be further from the case. For Her electricity is a tool that is effective in inflicting pain, exerting control and maintaining obedience and discipline. It also serves as means of summonsing me to Her side if needed or to simply amuse Her as She hears or watches me cry out. When i was tortured by the electro device last night i was not blindfolded nor was i gagged. Watching me flinch and cower involuntarily just at the sight of Her finger hovering over the control unit was something that seemed to greatly amuse and entertain Owner. As for me, knowing that She can make me curl up in fearful anticipation at any moment has added a powerful and wonderful new element to our relationship. Her ability to control and enforce has grown considerably, thanks in part to Her new electric arsenal. My subservience and desire to perform and behave to the best of my abilities has also evolved considerably. Owner gets to enjoy being able to torture me at the mere touch of a button and i am rewarded by falling ever deeper under Her control.

Waiting to be electro-tortured
But i digress. Inbetween all of these butt plug and electro-torture fun and games i carried out my daily chores, studies and exercise routines. They keep me on my toes and maintain my service to Owner. 

Recently, we have also introduced another routine for me. First thing in the morning, just after She has eaten the breakfast i have prepared for Her and showered and changed, Owner likes to go for a walk in our local park. She does so alone. It is a chance for Her to clear Her head and prepare for the day to come. My new routine involves me listening out for Her return. When i hear Her open the gate i kneel inside the front door, hands raised up to my chest like an exciteable pup, to greet and nuzzle Her when She walks in the door. Owner seems to enjoy this new form of greeting and will pat Her 'pet' i.e. me, approvingly as She takes off Her coat.

Why do i mention this? Well, i am coming on to talk about the day of our wedding anniversary, Friday 16th February. i prepared breakfast as usual and then sat down with Owner and exchange wedding anniversary gifts for each other. 

Wait, but what about Valentine's day i hear you ask? You skipped that.

i did but only because Owner and i never celebrate it. Never have, never will. So no, Valentine's is not a special day for us.

Back to our Anniversary. This year i bought Owner a pretty necklace, a t-shirt that says 'Obey me' and a set of miniature pain sticks 

New necklace and pain sticks

In return Owner bought me a book and a beautiful body harness complete with tail and pretty matching cats ears. i have been told i am to wear these when i am caged, starting this coming weekend.  i guess that probably settles the are we/are we not keeping the dog cage to lock me up in question. 

My new harness, tail and matching ears + my card from Owner

Owners' anniversary card for me was also highly appropriate, referring to how She loves to touch and grope my butt.

At the end of the day Owner took me out for some drinks and an anniversary meal in Shoreditch in East London. We had a lovely time with plenty of people watching to be had. 

Before we headed out, however, there was the small task of my monthly outdoor challenge to complete. Owners' dice determined that i was to go to the park in my pink velvet dress, all that was left for me to decide was what to wear with the dress?

There were quite a few people in the park, it is the school holidays, but Owner was very pleased with how i got on with my challenge. You can judge for yourself from the photos below. They appear in reverse order with me in the park first and me leaving our flat to head for the park last

As usual it was great fun to do and i am grateful to Owner for encouraging me to go out and make an exhibition of myself in the way that i do. 

Owmer has threatened to stop these outdoor adventures of mine. She says that i clearly have too much fun, and that i should be electrocuted instead. 

i hope i am allowed to continue my monthly poses. i would love to keep demonstrating what an exhibitionist slut i am. Only time will tell I guess.

Sunday 11 February 2024

A Relaxed But Productive Weekend

Owner and i both had pretty intense weeks at work so, come the end of business on Friday we decided to head down to one of our local bars to 'decompress'. It was a lovely evening consisting of rum and cokes for Owner and ciders for yours truly, followed by a shared pizza. As a result, my Friday chores were bumped to Saturday with Owners' permission.

After completing my studies and exercises on Saturday morning i caught up with my chores, including those left over from the previous day. Owner and i then headed out to Canary Wharf to enjoy a spot of Mexican food for lunch followed by some retail therapy. i had a Mango voucher left over from my birthday which Owner allowed me to spend on a pair of black high heels. Friday had seen me relegated to 'boy mode' as a punishment so it was good to have my make-up back and bra etc back on and be back to my normal self. When we got back we both then sat down to watch a movie. It was a lovely relaxed day.

Today has been a day of housework with all floors swept and mopped, the fridge and washing machine cleaned and the ironing done as well as my exercise and Spanish studies. Later, Owner administered my weekly maintenance disciplining, caning my clit with Her twisted cane and warming up my breasts with Her short riding crop.

Owner rests Her twisted cane against my caged clit

As a thank you for my caning Owner received a back massage from me and i was gifted a delicious glass of Her piss to drink.

Owner also reviewed my punishment book for the past week. This time there were just two entries. One for having forgotten to lock the front door when i returned having bought Owner a coffee from the park cafe and the second for not returning an item of clothing despite both having been in the right shop to return it (i thought it was from somewhere else). For the first punishment i will be electrocuted and for the second i can expect to spend quite some time next weekend in my cage.

All in all it has been a good weekend.

Thursday 8 February 2024

Drool, Piss and an Electro Clit

Owner has been keeping me on my toes this week and setting me some additional little tasks and challenges to complete. These have been in addition to completing my regular daily chores and being punished for some of my misdeamours from the previous week.

The first of these additional challenges was being gagged during the day outside of work meetings i.e. i was allowed to remove my gag when on a Teams or Zoom call but when i wasn't the gag was in place. i actually had a relatively quiet day meetings wise (there are days when i spend all day bouncing from one such meeting to the next) so the gag was in situ much of the day.

This was me with my gag on at the start of the day:

Then here i am, drooling uncontrollably when i took the gag off at the end when the gag came off for the final time that day:
i have to confess, i quite like it when i get made to drool. i can't explain why, i just do.

Today i was given another challenge. Owner sent me out to the park this afternoon with a clear flask She had part-filled after breakfast with Her piss. My instructions were to drink the contents of the flask in the park and then return with a coffee for Owner from the park cafe. Although Her golden nectar was well over six hours old, and so quite stale, it still tasted delicious. 

Here i am in the park, sat in front of the park cafe, consuming Owners' piss:

Part of the punishment i received for last week's punishment book entries was having my clit shocked ten times with the electro shock device that is kept affixed around it. Owner had me lie down in the bed as She administered each shock and i was soon jumping about with each discharge into my bits or wincing in anticipation of the next. Tonight it is the turn of my breasts to be similarly treated and then i will spend tomorrow in 'boy mode' i.e. no make-up and normal clothes and that will see my punishments for the week completed, just in time for my maintenance disciplining!

In short, it is proving a fun but busy week and one that is keeping me on my toes.

Sunday 4 February 2024

Poppet Spring/Summer Show

 Owner likes to have me give Her a little treat every month, usually in the form of some kind of show. January was no exception. For reasons out of my control i was allowed to postpone the show until today (technically obviously February). However, that was done with Owners' permission.

The treat i was tasked with providing Owner was a fashion catwalk. Owner stated that i needed to come up with three different themes and so, after a bit of consideration, i came up with a bridal, swimwear and ready-to-wear theme.

In an attempt to re-create the catwalk feel i paired each 'show' with some music. For bridal i went with Nick Cave's The Ship Song which is wonderfully romantic. For swimwear it was Katy Perry's California Girls (because i can daydream about being one) and then for my ready-to-wear show I went with Halsey's Killing Boys, because, well why not?

Anyway, here are my three 'shows'. Kudos to Owner for the photography and special affects.

First off, bridal;

Followed by, swimwear;

And finally, ready-to-wear:

They were great fun to do. Thank you Owner for the chance to swan about on a 'catwalk' for you.

The next treat i have been tasked with providing Owner is to re-create the 'Susan drops an olive' scene from the 1930s classic movie Bringing up Baby. i am going to have to practice my olive catching! (if you have no idea what i am on about you'll have to watch the movie).

In other news. The new cage Owner ordered for me arrived yesterday. Here i am testing it:

As you can see it has wheels and i can enter it from a side door whilst the top lifts-up allowing Owner to easily interact with Her pet. However, i am not sure if Owner will be keeping it or not. The cage folds-up but our flat is small and Owner is concerned that it takes up too much space. Owner had hoped it would go in the loft but it is quite heavy and i worry if might kill me if i attempt to drag it up the ladder. So this may be my first and last appearance inside it. We shall see.

Yesterday we visited the Cute exhibition at Somerset House. It was okay but not as good as i had hoped it might be. It did provide a couple of photo opportunities though for me to pose whilst Owner snapped me.

Today, fashion catwalk aside, i have spent all morning cleaning, doing my Spanish, exercising and preparing lunch. It wasn't just me cooking this weekend though. Owner prepared one of my favourite deserts yesterday, Tarta de Abuela. She served it as a mid-afternoon snack for us both before we sat down to watch a trans teen Vampire movie called Bit which was fun if a bit silly at times with some suspect acting at times.

Owner also reviewed by punishment diary. i did a little better this week compared to the previous, with just five entries, not seven as was the case last week. My transgressions consisted of:

  • forgetting to remind Owner that we had an electrical engineer visiting to test the mains which briefly disrupted the power whilst we were both working from home 
  • having to be reminded to fellate a dildo whilst watching TV with Owner after having earlier been instructed to do so
  • opening an envelope by mistake, that arrived in the post and which was addressed to Owner,  instead of the one addressed to me
  • delaying returning clothes purchased for me for my birthday which were too big
  • causing Owner to become annoyed about the new metal cage

i deserve to be punished for all of these and punished i will be. Owner has determined that all bar the last misdemeanour will be dealt with by having my clit and breasts electrocuted multiple times. For the final misdemeanour i will once again have to suffer the indignity of being returned to 'boy mode' and denied the right to wear make-up or female attire for a day. All very fair punishments.

Anyway, that's about it from me. Take care all.