Videos and Piercing

Whilst Owner and i were on our holidays in the Balkans Owner shot a couple of little videos of me. This first one is me posing next to the road and our hire car on the Lustica peninsula

 

Whilst this next one is me looking very nervous indeed whilst undressing and playing with myself on a beach near to the wonderful island of Sv Stefan. i think i can safely say that the porn industry is a better place for my absence!

We both really enjoy making these little films and although i am naturally quite an exhibitionist and have been since i was a child i still have some way to go until i have become the totally wanton performer Owner deserves. i remain somewhat shy still but am gradually becoming less so under Owners supervision and guidance.

Now we are back home Owner is in the midst of the horror of workplace redundancies and having to compete for Her job with other colleagues. i really do feel for Her as it is a horrible situation to be in. Hopefully, however, it will be over soon with a positive outcome for Her. Meanwhile, Her parents are coming to visit soon for a week so i have been trying to ensure that everything is in the flat is to a standard that will pass 'inspection'.

Despite this we have also been trying to further our plans for the remainder of what will be a very exciting year for us both with a number of developments planned. One wonderful event Owner has planned by way of Her anniversary present to me is that She is getting me pierced in my belly button (to compliment my nipple and ear piercings). Accordingly, this morning as we snuggled in bed together Owner researched different ideas for ring designs to adorn my belly. i can't wait to be able to parade around in a short little top with a nipple ring glittering and twinkling above my belly chain. i love being adorned this way and know that i am very lucky to have an Owner who is also happy to have Her pet decorated in this manner.

Incidentally, you may have noticed the new map and photo widget that has appeared on the side of the blog. It is an experiment. Owner said it would be nice to have a map record of my challenges on the blog. This is an attempt to create something like. i have only put a few things on it at the moment. If anyone has any comments/suggestions about it or a better map widget to use please do let us know.

Balkan Tart

Apologies for the gap between posting of late but there has been a very good reason - namely Owner and i have bee on a two week holiday to Montenegro (we also spent a weekend in Dubrovnik, Croatia and travelled around Bosnia too). Both of us had an absolutely wonderful time and are rather sad to be back home. The return is particularly difficult for Owner as they are making redundancies at Her work.

However, back to the holiday. The scenery in the Balkans is stunning and the Bay of Kotor (where we based ourselves) is no exception, this is just a typical view of the bay;

And a selection of some other shots from places we visited during our stay;

The Balkans really are a beautiful part of the world, especially at this time of year.

However, it would of course not be us if we did not seek out some additional and less conventional photo opportunities, especially ones in which i get to act like the exhibitionist tart and slut that i am. i am pleased to say that there were a number of such opportunities :)

As the sign says (well almost!). Owner is particularly proud of me in this one as this was actually a fairly busy road around Kotor Bay at the entrance to the little village of Strp - we immediately new what i had to do! However, this was not the only opportunity. Here i am taking in the view;

Having fun 'in nature' in one of the national parks;

Preparing for a video shoot;

Making the most of a weekend stay in a hotel in Dubrovnik;

Getting 'caught' out in the act of doing a little seafront posing (my look is explained by the sudden appearance of two other people and a rapid onset of shyness on my part - something i must learn to try to overcome if i am truly to become the tarty slut Owner desires!);

And more relaxed posing on the terrace of our apartment;

As you can probably tell from the photos Owner permitted me to remove my chastity device for the entire duration of our holiday and even allowed me to have two permitted orgasms - the first after Owner had first gagged me and then ridden my face whilst pleasuring Herself with Her vibrator until cumming then having me masturbate myself to orgasm for Her and the second after She had fucked me hard with Her strapon - i really was a very lucky slut indeed.

i was also quite proud of myself for having worn my collar and make-up and women's clothing throughout our holiday - including whilst crossing numerous border checkpoints. The average Balkan male is not always famed for his tolerance but we encountered no problems, not even in the more remote mountain regions, when someone wearing a collar and make-up turned up in their village cafe, though i only wore a skirt for specific video shoots with Owner which were away (mostly) from prying eyes. i was nervous about being so attired away from the safety of a city and a society i know but i need not have worried. However, i am sure the fact that we were a couple helped, i'm not so sure what reaction i would have had if i was alone. i even did some clothes shopping and purchased some women's tops and was asked if i'd like to try them on first in the changing room to check their fit - though admittedly this was at Dubrovnik airport so technically i suppose it doesn't count in the same way.

The one 'negative' of the holiday though was that Owner identified i had an occasional tendency to lapse towards trying to be assertive/authoritative on occasion when acting as Her chauffeur. Owner doesn't drive and i enjoy the opportunities a hire car presents to be Her chauffeur and drive Her around but i must be alert to this tendency to allow my behaviour to be affected when behind the wheel - it is not good and i am grateful to Owner for correcting me.

Owners Birthday

As i briefly mentioned in my last post, Monday this week was Owners birthday. We were travelling back from our short break in the Peak District that day and so i was not able to take Her out for the evening. However, i did manage to make amends last night by taking Her to see The Royal Ballet's Alice in Wonderland at the Royal Opera House. It was a wonderful performance which we both greatly enjoyed. Earlier we had returned to one of our favourite restaurants in Covent Garden for dinner (which Owner insisted on paying for!)

So, apart from the trip to the ballet, what did i get Owner for Her birthday (aside from the new glass flogger - the handle of which can also go you know where, and a new vibrator)? Any guesses? No, not that! The present i was really chuffed to find was actually a joint birthday/anniversary gift for Owner and this is it...!

What the hell is that? i hear you say.  Well let me explain, it is actually deeply personal to us both. You see that is an original and framed 1970s bus destination sign for a special bus service running, as the legend says 'To and From Bond Street'. So what, what's so special about that? Well Owner and i originally first became aware of each others existence 8 years ago when we were going through divorces. We started chatting on a vanilla social network site recommended separately to us by friends called Friendster.com (aside from the people who recommended the site to us we are the only people we know who ever heard of it. Anyway, i digress). Owner sent me a message and we started chatting on and off online. After a few exchanges we both said it would be great to meet in person. And where did we arrange to meet? At Bond Street tube station. So that station played a huge part in our lives as we were both different people (we were single divorcees when we arrived to meet up and when we left, well OK we were just friends for another 5 months until Owner got bored of waiting for me to make a move and snogged me in Charing Cross Station - this being the date of our second anniversary each year, yes we have two one in May and a second in October).

Nonetheless it was at Bond Street in a sense where our journey together began and so this sign just seemed so completely appropriate. Incidentally, we still go back to the same restaurant where we first went to those 8 years ago for an anniversary meal each year. The other great thing about the sign, which as i say is an original 1970s bus sign is the fact that it comes from the 70s. We too are both from that decade (the very start) and so again it just seemed really appropriate.

So there you have it. Before Bond Street was life before Owner and post that event has been life with Her and a wonderful life it is too and journey we have been on and continue along together. Whilst it took an initiative by Owner to move our relationship on from 5 months of being 'just friends' to something else involving tongues etc! it was another few months still until i plucked up the courage to write to Owner setting down who i was deep down and what i desired (an FLR relationship) and inviting Her to move in with me. But it was Bond Street where our journey began...we both went to Bond Street and have been on our own amazing journey from Bond Street ever since.

Thank you Owner, you are quite simply my world.

Easter in the snow

Owner and i have just returned from a fantastic long weekend away in the Derbyshire Peak District. As you can see from the photos the weather was a little less than seasonal:

However, the weather did provide a couple of opportunities for some (rather chilly) outdoor photoshoots, first at a farm gate in my leather spanking skirt

and then secondly at a picnic spot;

However, though cold outside there were plenty of pubs to choose from to warm-up in

Most significantly though was the fact that it was Owners birthday this weekend and we had a wonderful time away together - happy birthday Owner!

Domesticity

This evening Owner caught me by surprise and snapped this picture of me as i was finishing drying the dishes after having washed-up. My mouth is gagged by the dildo gag as it always is when i am doing the washing but my wrist cuffs are temporarily undone to protect the leather from the water;

Just before we had dinner Owner had administered a caning and mini-nipple and torture session. She delivered 120 strokes across my derriere whilst my titties were clamped with Her chopstick-style clamps with weights suspended from my nipple piercings whilst at the same time weighted clover clamps were attached to the base of my chastised clitty. Owner took great pleasure in caning me whilst i was clamped this way and it was an honour to be able to provide Her with some enjoyable entertainment.

Saturday Night Fever

Owner and i had such a wonderful day yesterday which ended with us both dancing the night away in the art deco splendor of the Rivoli Ballroom in South London at the wonderful Magic Theatre Ball. The day started well with us both lounging around in bed after having been out for a few drinks the night before at a local bar. However, after a short while Owner grew restless and began to tease and caress me until She had my little clit bulging right out of its metal cage. Even Owner seemed surprised at quite how aroused i evidently was as evidenced by the bulging and engorged flesh protruding out through the bars of the cage!

Suitably impressed by Her actions Owner then turned to pleasure Herself with Her vibrator whilst also issuing the following intrsuction;

'Lick my arse!'

Are there any better words in the English language? There is nothing that gives me greater pleasure or satisfaction than to bury my tongue between Owners wonderful cheeks and probe and lick Her delicious derriere, my clitty safely locked away and denied so that all my attention is rightly focussed on Her satisfaction. Owner then brought Herself to a juddering orgasm through a combination of Her vibrator and my oral ministrations - it was a lovely way to start a day.

A while ago Owner had discovered an irregular nightclub/ball that takes place in a local 1930s art deco ballroom that opens a few times a year for such events (incidentally its interior features in the new Lana De Ray song - Burning Desire). The night in question is a combination of cabaret, live band and retro pop - what makes it such a fantastic night out though is its happy and eclectic mix of gay, straight, trans, CD and all in-between patrons. We were both excited at the idea of going and last night was THE night.

We had the most fantastic time, i have not danced so much in years and years and it was wonderful to go somewhere all dressed up and yet which was so close to where we live too and so didn't require a massive trek across London. The following are some pictures from the evening, including a rare (for this blog) shot of my beautiful Owner. We will most definitely be going back

me all dressed up

my gorgeous Owner

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

strutting my stuff [Edit by Owner - this shot sums up poppets personality]

It was a thoroughly enjoyable night out and one we would both highly recommend.

Bad Pet, Dirty Pet

This week has not, in too many ways, been my finest hour. On Sunday i finished off painting the bathroom and even had time to catch-up on some of my duties, duties which had not been completed as i was painting and decorating. Thus on Monday as i bade Owner goodbye in the morning and then headed out to work shortly after myself i was feeling dangerously pleased with myself. The painting i had wanted to get done was done, i was up to date with my tasks and duties and Owner was happy and pleased (which in turn pleased me).

Over the weekend Owner also came up with a wonderful idea that She would like to put into practice. We have been discussing ways to ensure i keep fit now that i work primarily from home and which can also compliment my regular back exercises and pilates lessons. Owners solution is 80s style aerobics. Essentially, i am to purchase a bright coloured leotard with clashing leggings and leg warmers (think Fame) and start to develop an aerobics routine that is a homage to all those 1980s workout godesses. Owner expects me to produce some workout videos. They promise to be great fun to make and i suspect the content will end up being shared on here for your amusement.

However after this the week started to go wrong. On my return from work the first of what was to become a litany of short-comings on my part became evident. Owner was already at home and had started to unpack the veggie box delivery in the kitchen whereupon She discovered there was some food that had started to go bad in the fridge that i had not got rid of. Rightly She was very annoyed at me as i should have checked this. Meanwhile, in the morning Owner had advised that She wanted to administer a caning that evening so i had carefully laid out all of Her implements in preparation, including clamps, weights, strapons etc 'just in case'. However, after administering 100 well-deserved strokes and then clamping my titties and the underside of my chastised clitty Owner turned to pick-up Her vibrator and have a little bit of fun. Unfortunately, i had forgotten to put this out for Her amongst Her other things. Worse still when She did find it it was not charged and so useless. Owner immediately brought an end to the proceedings and instructed me to put everything away and made clear Her disappointment that i had let Her down again.

The day after this i had a work trip and whilst out during the day i bought Owner a small gift that i then promptly lost somewhere on the journey home, albeit not before i had told Owner i had got Her something. Again, i had let Her down. Then the next morning i forgot to plug Owners hair straighteners in whilst She was showering so that they were ready and warmed up for when She needed them. All in all i was not having the best of weeks in terms of doing things properly and as i ought to for Owner who was justifiably annoyed.

However, it is now about 48hours since my last mistake so i am now hoping that i am back performing and behaving as i ought to. Meanwhile, the weather in London continues to be cold and getting colder. Accordingly, this evening Owner advised that She wanted me to do another park challenge, albeit this time that i was to wear weights suspended from my nipple clamps as well as being naked save for my chastity device, socks, boots and coat whilst i accompanied Her around our local park. i think you can tell from the picture below (taken just as we were about to leave the house) that i get quite excited at the prospect of being so 'exposed' in public:

and then a few minutes later here i am posing like a slut in the park before heading off to do a circuit with Owner.

Whilst out we passed a whole group of joggers all of whom had weights too - except they were holding theirs rather than having them suspended from their clamped titties, they should try it!

Incidentally, the keen eyed amongst you may have noticed that i have updated my list of rules and tasks as these had become a bit dated - another thing Owner had pointed out this week.

Dildo Delights

Tonight after work Owner had me kneel on the sofa with my legs parted and my knickers pulled down and skirt pulled up and titties exposed for Her. Owner placed the dildo gag in my mouth and secured it in place and then attached the clover clamps to my nipples. After a brief period of pulling and teasing and caressing my clamped nipples She began to spank my locked clitty before turning Her attention to my buttock cheeks. With my clitty and buttocks nicely warmed up Owner then positioned Herself between my thighs.

She was wearing the new fetish fantasy 8inch strapon and She placed the tip of Her new red phallus at the base of my clitty, just behind the ring of the chastity device. Owner switched Her new cock on and i felt a wonderful vibration against the base of my clit. Owner held Her cock in this position for a while whilst She pulled and caressed my clamped tits before then re-positioning the tip of Her cock against the entrance of my pussy, spreading my cheeks apart a little so that the gently vibrating tip caressed and teased my pussy lips. It felt wonderful but all i could do was moan my appreciation through the dildo gag. Owner then withdrew Her cock, applied some lube, returned to Her position and pressed the tip of Her cock against my entrance. i eagerly reached my hands around behind me and pulled my cheeks apart and pushed back against Owners new phallus, feeling it slide easily inside me. As Owners cock pushed deeper into me my pussy readily opened up to accommodate it until the whole length of its shaft was inside me. Owner grasped my hips and began to rhythmically fuck me as i too pushed back hard against Her hips. i could feel the vibrations from Her cock inside me as Owner fucked my pussy, slowly at first but then with more confidence and aggression as She settled into Her stride. Owners tempo increased as the vibrating base of Her cock edged Her closer and closer towards satisfaction until She came, collapsing forward on top of me.

As Owner withdrew a small trickle of pre-cum leaked out of my locked clit onto the towel positioned below but that aside i remained safely denied inside my chastity device. Instead my mind was focused on the warm wet glow in my pussy and the happy knowledge that Owner was left fully satisfied. Owner seemed delighted with the new toy declaring it to be very easy to use and a great purchase that had left Her sexually satisfied and eager to try it out again soon in different positions.

Ice Cold In London

Owner has not been well the past week and so She has not yet had an opportunity to take Her new strapon (see previous post) for a test 'ride'. i have been doing my best to try and look after Her and the good news is that She does seem to be starting to recover. However, although not feeling well Owner took the opportunity to complete Her review of my recent performance which in general She has stated She is happy with. However, obviously there are also aspects that need improvement and this in-turn led onto the following additional list of activities/actions that Owner expects from me, specifically;

• i am expected to preform or undertake more random 'tasks/challenges' which Owner will directly or indirectly instruct me to complete in Her presence or on my own. If the latter Owner will require video evidence that i have completed the task/challenge as instructed by Her
• i am to compose a new sentence in Spanish each day and write it up for Her on our kitchen blackboard for Her to check
• now that i am working more and more from home i am to commence a new daily exercise regime to keep fit with Owner specifying what exercises She would like me to do and to start doing joint exercises with Owner
• i am to re-instate my old greeting ritual to greet Owner when i am working from home and She returns from work (it had been suspended a year ago because of concerns about my back)
• i am to produce a monthly review for Owner highlighting areas where i feel i have done well over the past month and areas in which i feel i need to further improve or have performed badly
• i am to incorporate dildo/toy cleaning into my cleaning rota to make sure they are always kept dust free and spotless

i am very grateful to Owner for having set out some additional ways in which i can improve.

This week has also been a bitterly cold one in London (as has also been the case across much of the UK and Northern Europe). However, always one to spot an opportunity the return of winter provided Owner with an opportunity to have me undertake another park challenge. This time i was to accompany Owner to our local park naked save for my chastity device, suspenders and over-the-knee socks, winter coat and woolly hat. When there i was to attach nipple clamps and then walk around the park with Owner whilst my titties were clamped and pert (a fact heightened by the icy blast that wafted up from the bottom of the jacket) before removing them after one circuit had been completed and returning home with Owner. Here i am getting ready to head out:

and then in the park;

ever the exhibitionist little tart!

The Agenda - Dildos, DIY, Behaviour and ....

The other evening found me bent over the sofa as Owner 'fed' me a handful of my own cum that She had scooped up from the towel covering the sofa. Having previously released me from chastity Owner had just finished administering a caning after which She'd had me fellate a dildo and masturbate to orgasm (permitted) whilst Her fingers played with and explored my pussy. Just before i came Owner advised me that we needed to have a meeting to discuss a few things. As i tidied away the toys and returned my spent clitty back to its cage the agenda for the meeting emerged and there were three key items for discussion:

• dildo
• DIY
• behaviour

Owner advised that She needed a new dildo and also that we needed to do an audit of  our exiting ones to identify those that need to go to the great sex shop in the sky. Specifically, Owner wanted to get another harness compatible dildo that She would find comfortable to wear, had a built-in vibrator so that She had fun too and which, and this was the most crucial point, was wider and thicker than Her current thickest vibrating dildo. After much measuring and researching on the net She settled on this little beauty from Fetish Fantasy on the Lovehoney website

At a good 8+ inches long and 7.5 inches in circumference it promises to provide a filling ride. It's due for delivery this weekend, not that i am counting down the hours or anything! Meanwhile we will be auditing the other dildos Owner has and also looking into a more convenient storage method for those dildos and their butt plug and vibrator pals that survive the cull  over the weekend too.

Second item on the agenda was DIY. We are about to embark on what will be almost the final leg of DIY in our new flat so the next month promises to be one involving a fair amount of painting! However, once it is finished that will almost be that and there will be no real need for much further work. So there are a few days of me being up a ladder to come but then it will largely be over barring a few non-urgent jobs, which is good.

The last subject we discussed was that of behaviour and specifically of course mine. Owner expressed Herself to be pleased with how i settled back to completing my daily chores and routines and finally also seem to be making improvements with my Spanish studies too. However, She also stated that She felt i was at times a little too chilled and that this would have to end. i thanked Owner and agreed She was correct in Her analysis. Accordingly, She will be providing me with an updated list of instructions to further adjust and refine my development this weekend which i greatly look forward to receiving.

So, that is what we have been upto these past few days. Oh, except how could i forget, the exciting things i have been hinting at are starting to move from the ideas to the planning stage. All will be revealed later but i can say it does involve us traveling back to the USA later this year.