Hello Iceland!

This is just a very brief post to say, we made it and are now on our holidays in Iceland. This is our second visit to this magical place and whilst we are here we are planning to visit volcanoes, glaciers and steaming pools. Of course, i will be looking for opportunities to do some little photoshoots and we wasted no time, doing one today - just two days into our stay.

The location was the mysterious volcanic black beach at Vik and you can tell what a determined little exhibitionist slut i am as when taking this picture it was about 10 degrees celsius with a 30km wind and rain - but i was determined to wear my pink bathing suit on the famous black beach of Vik.

Not quite bathing weather!

And here is a shot of the beach the above photon was taken at in Vik

Some of you may recognise this from a certain Icelandic TV series. Anyway, will update more about the trip after we return, i just wanted to say that we made it safe and sound and our adventures have well and truly begun!

Poppet In The Neighbourhood

Today being the 16th meant it was monthly dice day, both to determine how long and what state of chastity i am to be in going forward and secondly to decide what type of outdoor challenge i had to complete. In terms of chastity the Owners' dice decided that i am to stay locked for the next 3 months, but only on weekdays. i will be unlocked at the weekends.

When it came to what type of outdoor challenge i would have to complete and where, well it could not have ended up being more local. This time Owners' dice determined that i was to wear a wig, skirt and high heels in the street outside our flat - a nice, simple, easy to execute challenge with the added thrill of potentially being observed by our neighbours.

i completed the challenge shortly after 9.30am - after the local kids were all in their school. Here i am in my stockings, heels and wig outside where we live

Looking up at Owner in the window

Hello random passing car

Owner observed the whole scene from inside our flat

Owners' view from our lounge

Earlier in the week Owner had me eat from the bowl on the floor with my hands secured behind my back. However, being an old and not very flexible slut She graciously allowed me to rest my dinner on a small stool so that i might better be able to bend forward an eat it - the last time we tried this we realised that i really cannot get my head down between my legs kneeling on the floor - or if i can then i get stuck in that position! So Owner very kindly permitted an adaptation to allow me to finish my dinner and not need Her to lift my head out of my food

Not quite eating from the floor :)

Face full of food

In other news, on Saturday Owner and i start our holidays. We are heading away for two weeks. i am not going to say where we are going in case i jinx the whole thing, but international travel is involved and my knickers and bras are all packed :)

Decisions, Decisions, Decisions and the Exercise of Control

It should come as no surprise to anyone who reads this blog that, in our relationship, it is Owner who makes the decisions. It would not, after all, be a female-led/femdom relationship were that not the case. This control did not magically happen overnight. Surrendering and taking control is not a straightforward thing to do, it can and does take adjusting to by both parties and, in certain areas is not something that should be entered into unless you fully know and trust the other person.

For us it began gradually, developing over time as i surrendered control and submitted fully to Owner. To both of us it is important that Owner's authority and my submission extends to all aspects of our lives. We live this way 24/7 and 365 days a year so it has been important to us that Owners' control over me is practical, can be achieved whatever the circumstances and does not place additional burdens on Her. Fundamentally i should be making Owners' life easier and more enjoyable not creating more work for Her.

Today Owner controls almost every aspect of my life outside of work. Some examples of this include:

• Financial control - my salary goes into a joint account which i can use for household expenses but only with Her permission. i receive a small monthly allowance from that account to use to make small in-month purchases e.g. things like buying drinks in a cafe. 
• Clothing - it is Owner who approves any clothing that i might be permitted to purchase. i may suggest items to Her but may not purchase anything without Her approval. Requests are regularly denied but She often treats me by buying me surprise outfits, pretty underwear etc.
  
• This blog and Facebook - Owner checks and edits all draft posts to this blog and vets and limits what i put on Facebook. 
• Sex - i am not permitted to initiate any type of sexual activity. My body exists solely for Her to use at a time of Her choosing for Her own pleasure and amusement. Most of the time i am kept locked in chastity and denied permission to orgasm. 
• Home furnishing and decor  - our flat is decorated to Owners' taste. My personal effects were disposed of or put in the loft, bar one or two items of sentimental value.
• Eating out - Owner chooses what i will eat or drink when we go out.
• Decision making - in general all decisions are made by Owner, albeit with input from me (see below for what happens when i am asked to decide).
  

All the above, and more, work pretty well and we have quite a well-oiled machine when it comes to Owners' control over me. However, an unfortunate consequence of ceding so much control to your dominant partner is that, rather than making their life easier and more stress-free, you can end up increasing the workload for them considerably. 

To avoid this his we have sometimes adjusted or abandoned some things. At one stage Owner decided what clothes i should wear on a daily basis but we stopped doing this, largely because it was such a faff for Her to have to do. Instead, we simply have some basic expectations of what i will wear in certain circumstances. For example, i will wear skirts and look 'smart secretarial' when i am working from home except on a Friday when i can dress less formally. Likewise, when doing my household chores it is expected that i will wear one of my cleaning uniforms. 

Another form of control that was in place at one point but is no more is that i am no longer collared and cuffed at home. i used to be but have not been for some time now. It was reassuring to be restrained in this manner and is something that i would like to re-start. It was a clear sign of control and helped to delineate my 'working' self from my 'at home' self. Covid and the subsequent lockdown obliterated the lines between these two selves and i admit i miss no longer being physically restrained as i once was. It did, however, create some practical issues e.g. the need to unlock to answer the door.

Another way Owner has found to lessen the burden of decision-making for Her is through the use of dice and cards. She bought some blank-faced dice on which She can write instructions which i then have to randomly 'obey' through a roll of the dice, avoiding the need for Her to regularly come up with new instructions. There are dice that determine whether and for how long i am in chastity and dice that determine where and what type of monthly outdoor 'challenge' i must undertake. The dice have been loaded by Her but, having done this, they can then be used repeatedly whilst ensuring that i am left unsure of what each roll may decide.

A more recent development (as in the last 18 months) has been the use of instructional cards which contain orders from Her. Owner has various sets of these each of which relate to a specific requirement or activity e.g. weekly discipline cards, cards the detail 'treats' for Her, weekly indoor 'challenge' cards and special meal request cards. Having taken the time to write these out and place them in separate bags the cards can then be used for months on end until the last of the particular set of cards has been drawn and Her instruction followed. They then generally get re-used or added to with new cards as fresh ideas strike Owner. This does require some significant initial work by Owner but then leaves the rest of the year free for the cards to decide my fate rather than Her having to keep thinking of fresh things on a daily/weekly/monthly basis. This way it reduces, to some extent, the work for Her.

So far, so good. However, there are occasions, say when Owner is unwell or genuinely does not have a strong view either way on a matter, when She will ask me to decide. These moments can prove quite challenging (for me). i have become so accustomed to simply waiting for Her decision (or making a suggestion when asked) that i find having to make an actual decision myself can be difficult. My 'default' mode is to try and think She would like. Even if i have a strong preference myself the idea that i might put my own desires over Hers, even though i have been instructed to decide, is something that makes me feel deeply uncomfortable and causes me to prevaricate, which in itself is a breach of Her order to me to make a decision. 

i like to input suggestions and Owner almost always asks me for my opinion, especially for big decisions, but it is almost always Her that decides. This is what i am most comfortable with, making a suggestion but knowing that, in the end, She knows best. It is when the boot is suddenly on the other foot and She instructs me to decide that i get all flustered, so i am pleased that this does not happen very often.

In the future i would love for Owners' control over me to tighten still further, for example needing Her permission to use the bathroom or the furniture or to leave the flat but i am conscious of the need for this to be practical and to not create additional burdens for Her.  It would be interesting to hear from readers about what aspects of their lives their dominant partner controls.

Oh, but what a long and rambling post! Owner is going to hate me for having to read and edit all of this so i should try and bring things to a close. i leave you with two 'scenes' from my week. The first image is from when i was again instructed to wear a butt plug whilst working from home. The second two photos are from last night, when i was instructed to practice before bed with my 12 inch double-ended deep-throat training dildo. It has been a while since i have last done this and was a little out of practice! Well done to anyone who has read to the end of this, i hope i have not bored you rigid!

plugged pet

Ready, steady....

Do try not to gag!

100 Swats

Owner administered a slightly different weekly discipline yesterday. Rather than use one of Her canes or paddles on my backside She instead used Her leather fly swat on my 'labia'. After first securing me in the yoke to stop me from thrashing or wriggling about She then set to work warming up my exposed and sensitive bits with the swat. i have to say it is a very effective implement to use 'down there' and She soon had me jiggling about and struggling to count off each strike until the one hundred mark had been reached (Owner expects me to count each stroke for Her - not always an easy task sometimes when She delivers a rapid succession of blows).

For some reason positioning me on my back like this, legs spread forcibly apart, fully exposed, always makes me giggle. No matter how hard i try not to it always still happens. It is a nervous reaction and usually occurs just before Owner lands the first blow. This time, as you can see from the picture below which was taken after my disciplining, i was still giggling helplessly afterwards - i am just thankful She did not strike me another one hundred times on response!

me, after 100 swats from the leather fly swat - see too how the colour of  my chastity device continues to fade

Having administered my spanking i was left to get on with cleaning and mopping the floors whilst Owner listened to Her book. Later, my tasks completed, we sat down and watched a movie together.

As we were watching the film Owner began, once again, to caress, squeeze, pull and stroke my nipples. i adore having my nipples played with in this manner and spent most of the film lying in Owners lap, my bra and top pulled up, breathing a little heavily as Owner idly toyed with my tits. Needless to say it left me excited and aroused.

Owner has been playing with my nipples a lot of late, something we both seem to enjoy. She knows that She can illicit an almost instant from me, sending me straight to a state of contented arousal as my brain is flooded with desire. When Owner touches, caresses or pulls and squeezes them my nipples, which are quite big and fleshy after years of being happily abused, stiffen and grow fully pert. In that state they are wonderfully sensitive and touching them sends delicious sensations right through my body and sends me deep into a happy subspace. Her touching me this way also invariably causes me to spread my legs like the slut i am as i 'purr' with pleasure. With my clitty having been locked almost permanently away having my nipples played with like this, or having my 'labia' spanked, has become one of the few ways in which i get to experience some form of direct sexual pleasure. It is quite intoxicating.

After the film ended my nipples were tucked back away inside their bra and i prepared our evening meal. Then, after i had washed up and sorted out the laundry i gave Owner a foot massage. It was a most relaxing and enjoyable day.

Continuing the breast and bra theme i also, i think for possibly the first time, met up with and went for a meal with each of my parents whilst wearing not only make-up but also one of my padded bras, albeit under a loose fitting blouse - not a tight t-shirt! On Friday Owner and i met up my mother in London and went out for a meal together to a restaurant in London. Then the following day we travelled west out of London to Salisbury where we met up with my dad and his long-time girlfriend for lunch. Neither made any comment although on entering the restaurant in London the maitre d' did pass comment on what nice silver jewellery (just my usual bracelets, rings and earrings) i was wearing.

i have never actually said to either of my parents that i cross-dress, still less that i submit totally to Owner. The two of us, Owner and i, have developed a way of my being able to discretely take instructions from Her in their presence, such as to what i may order to eat or drink. It doesn't always prove possible and sometimes i still end up having to choose for myself, which now feels wrong somehow on the few occasions when it still happens (for context it has been the norm now for many years that when Owner and i eat out She decides what i will eat and drink).

When we are staying with Owners' parents in Spain the opposite is true. My feminine side is much more hidden, i don't wear makeup, nor many of my women's clothes (knickers aside). However, it is probably much more obvious that i submit to Owner and that She is the one in charge in our relationship. However, that is also the norm between Her mum and dad. Her mum is very much in charge of her dad so it is more a case of like mother like daughter. The only difference being that Owners' control over me extends far beyond the purely domestic and financial.

The whole subject of control and submission in a 24/7 and 365 days a year Femdom relationship is a fascinating one. Questions of how control is exercised in private and in public, types and means of control and how moments or occasions when the dominant partner presents the submissive with choices to make are dealt with is an area that i find fascinating. i will do a future post about this and would be really interested to hear other couples in similar relationships perspectives on this.

But, i have digressed massively. Back to Salisbury. It is a very pretty city, one that i haven't visited for about a quarter of a century (typing that makes me feel very old!) and Owner had never visited before. So i leave you with a few photos of the city and its famous cathedral. Take care everybody.

Nipple and Anal Delights

Owner and i are enjoying a fabulously lazy bank holiday Monday. Both of us were still in our night attire after lunch, me in my red nightie and black lace gown and Owner in Her pyjamas. We were sprawled out on the sofa when Owner started to casually caress my nipples. 

Now, i adore having my nipples played with, it is a surefire way to make me horny very quickly. However, Owner was in no apparent hurry and seemed content to just lazily circle and caress my teats, whilst stroking my breasts. As She did so She started telling me how much She likes to caress my breasts, for my part i told Her how much i loved Her playing with them.

It wasn't long before my breathing had become shallower and my legs had splayed apart as Her fingers continued to caress, tug and toy. Owner told me how much She enjoys to play with my big nipples, i replied (truthfully) how i loved Her playing with them and that my only wish was to have bigger, fleshier nipples and breasts for Her to enjoy. She reminded me that She likes mine as they are.

At this point Owner began to pull gently on my teats with Her fingers. She moistened Her fingers in my mouth and then simultaneously pulled and caressed my nipples, driving me crazy with desire. Then She reached down between my legs and began to gently drum and strike my exposed bits, causing me to swell inside my cage. i knew if She were to start to really spank me between my legs She would easily make me cum.

Perhaps sensing how excitable i was Owner instead instructed me to go into the bedroom and lie down on the bed. She joined me moments later and slowly stripped me before taking off Her own clothes until She was just stood there in Her knickers. Then She knelt down, sucked my left nipple into Her mouth and began to bite. She bit down hard. i love it when She does this, love Her hurting me. First She bit my left nipple then my right. My caged clitty continued to throb but this time She left it well alone, focusing Her attention on my nipples, biting them hard, causing me to emit little gasps of pleasure each tine She sunk Her teeth into my flesh.

After biting my nipples repeatedly She rolled me onto my stomach and removed Her knickers. By now they were wonderfully aromatic, the scent of Her sex filled my nostrils as She placed Her panties over my head, positioning the freshly moist crotch just under my nose so that i could inhale Her heavenly aroma. Biting me arouses Her as much as it does me. Her scent was intoxicating, i love the smell of Her pussy.

As i inhaled deeply Owner switched Her attention to my backside, the other part of my body She loves to play with (every night She caresses my buttocks as i drift off to sleep). She bent down and bit hard into my left butt cheek, then my right, then my left. Marking me as is Her right. She changed positions and bit my shoulders and my neck before returning to the soft flesh of my buttocks and sinking Her teeth in again. All the while i inhaled the wonderful aroma from Her knickers, pulled tight against my nostrils. She sat astride my backside and reached Her hands around my chest and started to pull hard on my nipples. i was in heaven.

Owner then bent over towards Her bedside table and extracted Her vibrator. Sitting astride my buttocks She began to pleasure Herself with Her toy, grinding down against my cheeks as i lay face down between Her legs, feeling Her sex rubbing against my own 'pussy'. It was not long until i received the instruction i was hoping for, an invitation to feast on Her anus as She continued to enjoy Her vibrator.

Changing positions Owner lay down in a foetal position, vibrator pressed against Her clit, knees pulled up, Her anus awaiting my tongue. i lay down behind her, head positioned against Her backside and eagerly and happily began to lap at it, licking the entrance to Her anus before sliding my tongue into Her, tasting Her. This is how Owner likes me to pleasure Her, my tongue inside Her anus as Her vibrator purrs away against Her clit. The pleasure is all mine. i adore the taste and scent of Her and could 'eat' Her backside like this for hours. As it was i was allowed to enjoy Her this way until She came. Then we spooned against each other and fell asleep. As we drifted off my little clit throbbed in frustrated delight inside its cage. i have still just had the one orgasm this year, and that was 'accidental' but i love to be kept happily denied this way, knowing that my body is there simply for Owner to enjoy and receive what pleasure She can from.

i consider myself to be the luckiest person in the world to have the opportunity to pleasure my beautiful Owner in this way. Now it is time for me to shower and start my housework.

Days Out

It is a bank holiday weekend here in England and Owner and i have been enjoying a couple of days out and about in London. Yesterday we went down to the London Wetland Centre (no, not that kind of wet...naughty!) in West London. It is a former water works turned into a nature reserve. It is well worth a visit and we usually pop down a couple of times a year. It is especially good if you are interested in birds (the feathered variety) as they always have plenty to see.

This year, however, we also witnessed one of the natural world's less pleasant sights. We were both looking at a family of moorhens on the water complete with three tiny little baby moorhens - that looked liked floating black fuzz balls. All very cute and adorable. Suddenly a gull swept down, grabbed one of the baby moorhens in its beak and flew off with it, much to mother moorhen's distress. So then there were just two baby moorhens left.

Today we visited a South American restaurant called Paladar near the Elephant & Castle in South London. It serves Latin American food and is entirely gluten-free. We booked for lunch and reserved a table in its adorable little outdoor terrace.

Upon arrival we were greeted by the waiter with a cheerful 'hello ladies' - it is not often i get referred to as a 'lady'! He then repeated his statement a few minutes later, such a charmer! Anyway, the food was delicious and Owner even permitted me to have a beer. We would both highly recommend the place if ever you are in this part of town. 

me being ladylike with my cerveza :)

It is proving a very relaxed and lazy weekend for us both. We'll be watching a film together later and that is about all we have planned for the day. Owner has kindly agreed that i can leave my chores etc until tomorrow...which is also when my weekly caning has been postponed to.

i hope you are all having an equally relaxing time?

Poppet Almost Pops Out

Hello all. This is just a quick post to update on my trip to Valencia. It was a shorter visit in the end than had originally been planned as Owner was unwell and so i returned early to be with Her. However, i did manage to get to see a bit of Valencia and see my sister and my nephew.

i also made a bit of a discovery, which some of you might find slightly amusing. As mentioned in my previous post and comments although i did remain in chastity for my trip i did not travel en femme as i was staying with my sister and young nephew. i suspect she knows something about me anyway but i did not want to cause any disquiet for my nephew. This meant no make up for me for the duration of the trip. However, i was not completely in 'boy' mode....my shorts and knickers were women's ones as too were my swimming shorts. It was these swimming shorts that nearly caused me a slight embarrassment.

i have had these swimming shorts for many years and have worn them a few times to a swimming pool without any issue. They are colourful but nothing about them particularly screams out that i am wearing women's swim wear. The downside of them though is that they have no inner lining i.e. nothing to hold your 'bits' in place. What i quickly realised the first time i went down to the beach, however, was that when lying down or sitting on a beach chair it was all too easy for the bits hanging down from my locked clitty to be seen poking out from the inside leg of the shorts. i had to consciously position my legs so that i did not give anyone an accidental flash of my testicles or chastity device.

The following day i found a solution, this was to wear a pair of my black knickers underneath the shorts to ensure that everything was held in place and could not be seen. So this is what i did.  Wearing knickers underneath the swimming shorts meant i could sit on the beach, legs akimbo, without worrying about parts of my anatomy accidentally escaping into view.

There were no other untoward incidents on the trip and i was pleased to be able to return home to be reunited with Owner again, it is never nice to be separated from Her, especially when She is not well.

Below are a few pictures from the trip

Barrio El Cabanyal

Central Valencia

Central Valencia

Valencia beach near the port

i still had some days leave left when i got back to the UK so Owner and i were able to spend time together, including a lovely day yesterday spent visiting Greenwhich Park, which is only about a 30 minutes walk from where we live. Here we are, sat on a bench in the park watching the world go by and gossiping about people.

Owner and poppet

It is not long now until the two of us have our two week holiday together. We have not yet finally decided where we will be travelling to, it will either be to Finland or to Iceland, both countries we love. It is lovely to be able to start exploring the world again after so many months of forced confinement due to Covid.

Chastity Update 2 and an Outdoor Challenge

Some readers may recall that the 16th of the month can be a significant date for me as (unless a longer time period has been specified) it is usually when i get to roll the chastity dice Owner devised for me to see if/whether i am to remain locked up and, if so, for how long. Well, the dice was rolled at breakfast this morning and the outcome was...(drumroll please)....i will remain locked 24/7 for at least another month.

Unfortunately, i will be temporarily parted from Owner for a few days at the end of this week as i need to travel to Spain to see my sister. Being apart is something neither of us enjoy and is usually quite a rare occurrence. However, although we will be separated i will be firmly under lock and key whilst away.

The other significant event that always happens on the 16th of the month is that i get to roll another set of dice that determines what type and where i need to undertake my monthly outdoor challenge. This time the location was the bust stop near to where we live and the instruction was to wear a dress and high heels. i wore (with Owners' agreement) a dress that i have had for a long time but don't wear very often. i think this may be the first time i have worn it outside. i paired it with stockings and my pair of wooden heels and trotted off during the day to grab the photographic evidence expected of me to prove i had completed the task.

Anyway, here i am, completing this month's outdoor challenge. It was, as usual, fun and a little nerve wracking to do. This was especially so as one of our next door neighbours walked straight past me as i was positioning the camera to take a photo. However, she was on her phone and seemingly preoccupied and didn't seem to notice me.

me outside our front door

trying to look casual at the bus stop - but actually looking rather stiff!

a slightly more relaxed bus stop pose

Incidentally, there was a bloke sat at the bus stop on the opposite side of the road the whole time i was posing. Not once did he offer to help take a picture :)

Chastity Update and Dinner for Two

It has been eight months since my chastity device was changed to the Cherry Keeper Stub 3-D printed chastity device. You can read all about when i got the device and first put it on back in this blog post from January. So, eight months of almost continuous wear later (the last 4 months of which have been completely continuous) how have i been getting on?

i have to say that without a shadow of a doubt this has been/is the best chastity device i have had the honour of being locked in by Owner to date. First off, it is extremely small - the cage depth i.e. the space my clit has to expand in - is less than 2cm, clocking in at a whopping 16.7mm deep. Now, this may come as a surprise to anyone not familiar with wearing chastity devices for extended time periods but believe me, smaller really is better. i would not necessarily suggest a novice starts with a device this small, there are others things you need to adjust to when wearing really small devices, but do go for a smaller device and then gradually get smaller still. You will find you get none of the night time discomfort from nocturnal erections that you can with nearly all other trap-ball types devices.

The second benefit of such small devices is that you get hardly any visible chastity bulge when wearing tight clothes. Yes, your profile will not be completely smooth but it will be pretty close to being so. If, like me, you have always wished for a way to shrink your appendage - given it is not needed to provide pleasure to your dominant partner and is effectively redundant - then this is a great outcome. It also means you can wear tighter skirts without an unsightly bulge. To me it reinforces my belief that i am not, have no desire to be and never could be a 'real  man'.  Quite what i am is another question but to me being locked in such a tiny device is very appropriate. There is now an even smaller cage available - a printed micro cage which is less than 1cm deep - which sounds wonderful.

Another advantage of having a really small chastity device is that they really do present your testicles or 'labia' for easy disciplining and attention. Owner has always enjoyed poking and spanking my 'bits'. With a device like this everything else is kept neatly tucked and hidden away, ensuring that She has easy access to my sensitive plums whenever She wishes.

There is something that you will need to adjust to though when wearing really tiny cages like this stub Cherry Keeper and that is after you pee (which is only possible sitting down) you need to wait and dry yourself up a little before getting straight back up and pulling your knickers back up. Your tubes will be a little bunched up and it will take longer for the pee inside you to escape out of your caged little clit. Be patient and make sure you have properly finished and be prepared (especially in the mornings for some reason - at least that is what i find) for a second or even a third little spurt/dribble even though you think you have finished. As i say, this is not something specific to this device, it is true for any micro/stub type cage you may wear. You may also find that your foreskin can bunch-up inside the cage with small devices. When it does you may pee in unexpected directions! It is an easy thing to 'fix'. Just tug it down so that it doesn't re-direct the flow when you urinate.

But back to the Cherry Keeper. Another great advantage is that it is made of 3-D printed nylon. This means that not only is it extremely lightweight but it can also be safely worn when passing through airport-style security without it triggering the devices (i have safely passed though in both the UK and Spain). So, there is no need to actually take it off/remove it as i used to have to with my metal cages (temporarily swapping them for a plastic one before going through security and then swapping back the other side).

Despite being made of printed nylon it is also an easy device to keep clean. i scrub myself daily in the shower with a nailbrush and soap and that seems to be sufficient. The device does not seem to suffer the fate of other non-metal devices i have previously worn which have all eventually picked up a bit of an odour after prolonged wear requiring that they be regularly removed and disinfected.

There is, however, a slight downside to the Cherry Keeper and that relates to the colour it can be printed in. The base colour of the device is white but you can request to have your device printed in a range of different colours. Owner chose purple, Her favourite colour. However, what we discovered is that, over time, the colour fades and the device is slowly turning pale lilac. i actually like the colour and Owner seems to as well. However, the fact that the colour does not stay true may be an issue for some, or at least something to bear in mind when purchasing a device. You can see the change in colour below

My Cherry Keeper Stub today - a v pale lilac

My Cherry Keeper Stub in January - purple

Overall, however, i am delighted with the device. It is pretty low cost, super comfortable and can be worn 24/7 for months (or longer) on end. i hope to be kept locked inside it for the rest of my days unless permitted to drop down another size to the micro one!

But enough of chastity. What else have we been up to? Well, last Sunday i prepared Owner a candlelit dinner which She seemed to approve of. i cooked Lamb Kleftiko in the slow cooker, which meant we had time to pop out to a gallery to see an exhibition in the afternoon, returning to, et voila...dinner. i served it at the breakfast bar in our kitchen for a change - hence the slightly unusual table arrangements

Owners' dinner of lamb kleftiko

me ready to eat mine from my usual dog bowl

Dressed for dinner with Owner - with the romantic ladder behind!

Fast forward to today (the following Saturday) and we are getting ready to go out foraging for blackberries - yes it is possible to find and pick fruit in London - which i shall then attempt to turn into an enjoyable desert. i will also be receiving my weekly disciplinary session,  this week i think i am to be spanked rather than caned.

New Lace Robe and Other Treats

A few weeks ago Owner bought me a beautiful black lace robe. It is gorgeous and i love to pad around the flat in it in the morning as i busy myself making breakfast. Owner said that She wanted to do a little photo shoot at home of me wearing it and so today, after we returned from doing some shopping, i stripped off my clothes, slipped on the robe and set about trying to pose for Her. Owner says that i have got better at posing, i am not so sure, but you can judge for yourself below.

Lounging about, barely dressed, was not my only treat of the day, far from it. Earlier this morning saw both of us completing our regular exercises. By the time we finished we were both quite sweaty. However, rather than head straight to the shower as She usually does Owner chose instead to strip off and briefly present Her breasts for me to suckle on.

Owner has the most wonderful breasts and i sucked and licked them enthusiastically, relishing the soft, salty taste of Her. It is not often that i am allowed to savour and worship Her body and it didn't take long before my little clit started to throb contentedly inside its cage. i licked and lapped like the truly happy pet i was (and am) before Owner brought a halt to proceedings and headed off to have Her shower leaving me with the taste of Her fresh sweat in my mouth and the happy memory of being allowed to taste and suckle on Her, however briefly.

Later in the day Owner administered my weekly caning, leaving me throbbing for entirely different reasons as She struck my bottom and the backs of my thighs with Her cane.

Knickers down and skirt up just after my caning

Tomorrow we are both headed out to a gallery to see a photography exhibition and then later i will be preparing and serving Owner a candle lit dinner - i hope that She likes it. Apart from that it will be a case of catching up on my chores and trying not to get too excited as i remember how wonderful Her skin tasted this morning. i am lucky beyond words to have such a wonderful Owner and to have been allowed to suckle on Her wonderfully pert breasts.