New Toys

Owner and i made use of some of the early sales to update out toy collection. We purchased some new 'pegging pants' for Owner which we are delighted to say also fits the bigger vibrating dildo we have which has a much fatter head and shaft. Owner also bought some nipple suction cups to further enlarge my nipples and permitted me to purchase a 12 inch double-ended flexible dildo to practice some more advanced deep-throating with. Here are our purchases laid out on our bed:

They arrived Thursday and we are heading off to Spain on Sunday so we might not get a chance to use them until we get back, but they will be something fun to return to when we arrive home.

i have also asked Owner if i might return to chastity when we get back, i have been unlocked since September, and remain locked except for our monthly dice game when i get to roll a dice to determine if i might be set temporarily free. It was a fun game and i always feel i am a much better submissive when kept locked up, though i know Owner also enjoys having me uncaged and available to play with at times.

i hope to return to being the proper wife and submissive Owner expects and enjoys in 2019. Things slipped a little in the second half of this year and my performance has been sub par. She deserves better and i am happiest when i am working and performing at my best for Her.

Incidentally, this year also marked the 10th anniversary of this blog (i first posted in September 2008). How time flies but what an incredible journey i have had with Owner. She is, quite simply, the best.

Wishing all of our readers a wonderful New Year and may all of your dreams and desires come true in 2019.

Merry Christmas One And All

Christmas day started with an early morning stuffing as Owner fucked me with Her glass dildo whilst pleasuring Herself with Her vibrator! She brought Herself off as yours truly slid up and down the clear shaft. Once satiated Owner reached around and played with my clitty as i continued to fuck myself until i came ll over my babydoll. What a wonderful start to the day!

Next-up was breakfast panetone and then calls to relatives to wish them well before i hot footed into the shower, did my make-up and then donned my 'sext' Santa outfit. Then come mid-morning it was time to get my act in gear and start cooking the goose. i have wanted to have goose on Christmas day for years and years and this year, as we are both spending Christmas together rather than with relatives Owner suggested we give it a try. A whole goose would have been somewhat excessive for just two people and so we bought some breast and legs to roast together with roast potatoes, parsnips and Brussel sprouts (incidentally - if you have never roasted sprouts before you will never settle for boiled ones again!)

Having never previously cooked goose i was a little anxious about how it would turn out but it was a success (thank you Jamie Oliver) and meal over we headed out to the park for a walk and a photo shoot of me in my outfit. You can see some images from the day below.

in our local park

posing in my Santa outfit

Does my bum look big in this? Hope so :)

getting the Goose ready for the oven

Now it's time to cuddle up and watch something on TV.

Merry Christmas everybody from Owner and me

Christmas Nails and Treats

Owner and i both went to the theatre yesterday to watch a matinee performance of 'The Merry Wives of Windsor' at the Barbican - which was excellent - before heading out for some drinks and then on for a meal. We haven't been to the theatre for a while and both really enjoyed the production and subsequent evening out.

Whilst we were out Owner decreed that we should spend today (Sunday) in our pyjamas all day doing nothing other than relaxing and watching films (we're going to watch some of the recent Star Wars films). We started the day in fine style. After breakfast i did my nails, using a colour of Owners choosing

my polished nails and silk dressing gown

As soon as the polish had dried Owner suggested we go back to bed. No sooner had She joined me than Her hands began to explore my body and strip me out of my gown and babydoll until i was completely naked next to Her. Owner then took my clitty and began to spank it, gently at first and then more firmly, starting with Her hand and then progressing to a leather swat, spreading my legs open to afford Her easier access.

It has been a while since She last spanked my clit this way and the pleasure was wonderful. Next She attached clamps to my nipples and asked draped Her fragrant panties across my face. My clitty throbbed in excitement as She spanked it further whilst i inhaled Her scent. My nipples throbbed painfully.

Owner asked if i would like to smell Her properly and after begging to inhale Her scent direct from Her perfumed pussy She positioned Herself above me and had me sniff and inhale Her. Owner teased me like that for a while, forbidding me to taste Her, simply inhale before then permitting me to lick Her clitoris and taste Her sex. She tasted divine.

Owner beat my clit further and tormented my throbbing nipples some more. Then She asked would i like to lick Her arsehole? i replied eagerly (i love having my tongue deep inside Her anus). Owner sat astride my face and then lowered Herself down directly onto my straining tongue which slipped inside Her. Taking Her vibrator Owner then pleasured Herself to orgasm whilst riding my tongue. As She came i felt the wonderful sensation of Her sphincter muscles contracting and spasming against my tongue.

Owner climbed off and tormented my clitty some more before bringing Herself to a further orgasm with Her toy whilst instructing me to keep my clit hard for Her. Then She straddled my waist and rubbed Herself up and down the length of my excited little clit, stroking it and caressing it until i could hold back no more and begged Her for permission to cum. Permission granted my back arched and muscles spasmed as i decorated my belly with mess.

As i write Owner is sat opposite researching strapons for Her to buy in the early seasonal sales.We are both working tomorrow (Christmas Eve) but it already feels like Christmas has arrived :)

Sorry For The Absence

This is just a brief update to say sorry for the lack of posting of late. Owner and i are still good it is just other things in life have been monopolising our time and attention a lot of late. Owner is unhappy at work, i am super busy at mine and we are both really stressed out by the unfolding disaster that is Brexit.

That aside, we have had some moments of relaxation and fun as well when we have been able to cast our current stresses and worries aside and live life as we both enjoy it. One such period was back in September when we took a two week holiday to the High Tatras mountains area of Slovakia. We had a lovely time walking and hiking in the mountains and exploring some of the local towns and villages. i even managed to do a bikini photo shoot on one of the mountain trails, the results of which you can see below.

Some of the mountain scenery was truly spectacular

 As too were the caves

Then in October Owner and i went celebrated our 13th anniversary (how times flies when you are having fun!) at a hotel in London and then the following month Owner took me to another hotel (again in London). Owner has started to do a digital photography course and She used the opportunity to test some of Her learning to date with a fun doing little photoshoot. You can see some of the results of Her work below

It was good fun to do and we spent the evening enjoying a lovely meal out together.

Now we are both counting down the days to Xmas. Unusually, we are spending it together this year and Owner has just ordered me a lovely Xmas outfit to wear from I Love Lola (see below)

Hopefully this will provide an opportunity to do a photoshoot challenge in our local park on Xmas day! We did one a few years back with me in my 'sexy' elf outfit which quite literally stopped traffic!

The downside of my having been so busy and stressed of late is that i have not been the playful pet that i now Owner enjoys. Hopefully Xmas will provide an opportunity for a little relaxation and fun. It has also meant that i have been less good at keeping on top of my chores and duties and generally not being the wife that Owner deserves. i know that i need to improve and get back to providing Owner with the service She deserves from Her wife. i have also spent the time since our September holidays out of chastity, which is rarely a good thing! Hopefully i will be locked up again soon.

Wishing all of our readers well and sorry for the absence.

Poppet Noir

Owner has started to study photography in Her spare time with yours truly acting as Her muse. This summer we have both been watching a number of B&W film noir movies with strong femme fatale themes and this inspired Owner to do a film noir photoshoot.

To ensure that i was appropriately attired Owner permitted me to buy a lovely black 1940s dress and an accompanying turban head piece. She then researched a hotel to find a room with dramatic potential. The outcome of which was that on Saturday we booked into the Crazy Bear hotel outside London.

Unfortunately, Owners' muse is still very much an amateur and so by the time we started the photoshoot the make-up i had been wearing all day had already faded considerably and i forgot to touch it up and so my face is not exactly a picture of elegance! But, despite this i think the photos are amazing and that Owner is fast becoming an excellent photographer, wouldn't you agree? We have joked that She could offer a service photographing other submissives.

Anyway, here are a selection of some of the images She took

The bedroom also had a dramatic bronze roll-top bath at the foot of the bed which was filled from the ceiling! We don't have a bath at home (just a shower) and so i eagerly leapt in at the first opportunity, again Owner was at hand with Her camera

bath filling from the ceiling!

soaking amidst the bubbles

i think Owner has taken some lovely photos and is well on the way to becoming a great photographer

Another Month Passes

i can't believe it has been a month since my last post, how time flies! Yesterday i got to roll the chastity dice again, and the result was that i will be remaining locked without release until September 11th when the dice will be rolled again. Owner was a little disappointed that the dice did not land on one of the more 'creative' faces that She had added- such as being released for a week but having to spend those seven days with my clit painted and decorated to look like a baby panda, Maybe next month.....

So, apart from being in chastity what else have we been up to? Well the heatwave that enveloped the South of England meant that we didn't go out (apart from to work) as much as we would have liked to. Owner doesn't like the heat at all and so we were both delighted yesterday when, with the temperatures now back to 'normal' for London we got to walk over to Greenwich and spend some time in one of our favourite pubs along the Thames.

i have also started to try and get myself back into shape by resuming a proper exercise regime. i always do some exercises every morning but i have now re-started doing some proper butt and abs focused workouts with weights (ankle and kettlebell) and some general routines to fit in around these. Some of these are ones that i have created myself and some are ones i have found on Youtube. i used to exercise like this very frequently but then stopped when some of my back problems flared-up again last year. However, so far this year my back has been trouble free and so i think i am safe to re-start. i am also being careful to ensure i do not overload myself by using too weights that are too heavy.

me and my leotard

'action' shot with my kettlebell and dumbells and the new sports bra and shorts Owner chose for me

Owner and i have a mini-hotel break coming up later this month which we are both looking forward. She also permitted me to buy a 1940s style dress and turban in which to do a 'film noir femme fatale' themed photoshoot. We may end-up doing the photoshoot at the hotel. i will post about in the future.

And that is about it, not masses to report. Hope you are all enjoying the summer/winter (for readers down under') wherever you are.

Pleasure Thrice Over

This morning brought pleasure for Owner, for me and for one lucky reader. i should explain. i was still half-asleep in bed this morning when Owner reached across and began to caress and stroke my unlocked clitty. Before long She had clamped my nipples with the clover clamps and was spanking my hardening clit with Her favourite leather fly swat.

i was quick to become aroused having been locked away in chastity for over two long months and my excitement grew quickly. This state of arousal became even more heightened when Owner took off Her knickers and draped the crotch under my nose before taking out Her new vibrator, straddling my waist and starting to pleasure both Herself and the tip of my swollen clit with Her pulsating toy. i was forced to recourse to counting numbers in my head to stop myself getting too excited and exploding straight away without permission as Owner pleasured Herself and the tip of my gland. Thankfully, i was able to contain my excitement sufficiently to ensure that Owner was able to climax without any accidents or incidents on my part.

Then, and to my surprise, rather than calling a halt to proceedings Owner started to masturbate my clit. i was so excited and it had been so long since i was last pleasured by Her this way, on the rare occasions She does make me cum it is normally by spanking my balls or labia hard as opposed to masturbating my clit, that it was only a matter of seconds before i was asking Her if i was permitted to cum? 'Like a slut' She replied and so seconds later i did, orgasming loudly and copiously. It was a rare treat and one that i am most grateful to Owner for allowing me to experience.

My orgasm should also be welcome news to one of this blogs readers, Becky who commented a while ago that her wife had told her that she would not be allowed another orgasm until after i had my next one. Well Becky you have had to wait a few months but i hope you too get to enjoy an orgasm now. As for me, i will be locked back into chastity at the end of this weekend and don't know when i will next be let out.

The Beautiful Game

As a nation tuned in to the World Cup semi-final last night,whilst whispering the opptomistic mantra 'it [football] is coming home' yours truly could be found with my mind on slightly different matters. It was the 11th of the moth therefore it was the day i would be rolling the dice that determined whether or not i would be spending another month or more in chastity or be unlocked or have to complete some forfeit that Owner had devised. All this the dice would decide as part of the monthly chastity game that now occurs on the on the same date each month.

But, i am getting ahead of myself. Back to the events of yesterday evening.

i missed the opening goal (England's one and only of the match) as i was in the kitchen finishing the washing-up. However, as soon as i was done i joined Owner in the lounge but before settling down to watch the remainder of the first half with Her there was something i first had to do. Being permitted to watch TV with Owner generally comes with consequences in the form of a jar full of punishments that is kept on the top of the coffee table in the lounge. At Owners request i have to pick out a punishment at random from the card as a consequence of being allowed to join Her in watching TV. Last night was no exception. In fact, She had already informed me that instead of the usual one punishment card She wanted me to take two, one at the start of each of the two halves of the match.

i picked up and shook the jar and extracted one of the cards at random inside and read my punishment '15 minutes on all fours with weighted nipple clamps'. And so that is how i then 'watched' some of the first half of the match, kneeling on all fours with clover clamps attached to each nipple and weights suspended from the metal chain between them. By the time the punishment was completed, and as i had missed the start of the match as i was finishing my chores, it was almost 30 minutes into the game before i finally got to sit down next to Owner to watch the remainder of the first half.

Come half time Owner instructed me to pick another card. As luck, or bad luck. would have it i drew the same card again! My nipples were now a little sensitive and so, perhaps feeling sorry for me [EDIT by Owner - I was not feeling sorry for you, just bored that it was similar], Owner stated that i was to put that card back and She would draw another one. The card She picked required that i receive '10 testicle spanks'. i asked what implement She wanted and She advised that She required the wooden spoon. And so, after fetching it from the kitchen, i presented my chastised clitty to Her and spread my legs and Owner administered 10 spanks to my bits, each blow causing me to flinch.

After completing this Owner then advised that it was time for me to roll Her chastity dice and determine whether i would be staying in chastity or not. As previously blogged about Owner has a new 'game' which involves me rolling a large toy dice on the 11th of each month to see whether or not i will be allowed out of chastity. Each face of the dice is blank and can be written on by Her and wiped clean. Owner kept the faces as She had written them last time except for one, which She wiped clean and replaced with a requirement that i remove my chastity device for a week and instead draw a panda face on my clitty and keep it there all week before returning to chastity - Owner loves pandas!

Anyway, i rolled the dice and .....this weekend i am permitted to come out of chastity until the end of the weekend when i will be locked up again. It will mark the end of 60 days of being continuously locked up but my release will be brief before i am locked down again until the 11th August when the dice will once again determine what happens next. It is, as they say, a beautiful game :)

Weekend Away

Owner and i are just back from a short trip to the pretty and historic city of Chester. i have visited before but it was the first time for Owner. The city is an old Roman town and sits strategically on the banks of the River Dee just on the border between England Wales. It is a pretty place.

England is currently in the midst of a heatwave and so we were less inclined to spend time in the day exploring and more inclined to spend a long and lazy morning in our hotel room - which was exactly what we did this morning. The previous evening, after watching the World Cup, Owner took me shopping in an Ann Summers store where She picked out sleek a new vibrator for Herself and some crotchless lingerie for me - both of which were put to good use this morning.

Shortly after breakfast Owner began to spank the exposed 'labia' of my chastised clitty with Her hand and then with a leather fly swat before moving onto flog them with Her small metal chain flogger. Needless to say they were soon fully 'warmed' up and i was squirming with excited arousal and my clitty was swelling in its little cage. Owner then stopped and disappeared into the bathroom, returning a minute later with a near 3/4 full glass of Her delicious amber wine which She handed to me and i drank down with relish. i love drinking her urine.

Owner continued to spank and flog my bits before lubing my pussy and stretching it open with Her gloved hand. She worked Her digits inside me until i was loosened up and then had me roll over onto all fours (i had been on my back with my ankles draped over Her shoulders up until that point) as She took out Her black cock dildo and slipped it inside me. Once fully inserted She draped Her knickers over my head so that i could inhale Her sex and then had me start to fuck my pussy by thursting my hips back and forth, letting the dildo slide in and out.

As i picked up a rhythm Owner then got out Her new vibrator and set to work pleasuring Herself whilst i continued to enthusiastically fuck Her cock, only stopping when Owner had satiated Herself with Her toy whilst i was left aroused, frustrated and pulsing with unfulfilled yearning for release in my cage.

Later in the morning Owner took some photos of me in my new crotchless lingerie which you can see below:

ohh and i was even permitted to briefly fellate the 'cock' that earlier had been fucking my pussy

What a fun way to start a day!

Day 46

So today has been an enjoyable day. i spent the day working from home. Owner had to pop out for a short time to go to sort out some paperwork for us both (incidentally, She has got a new job after being made redundant from Her last one and starts shortly). Anyway, whilst She was out Owner permitted me to wear my butt plug for a few hours during the day, as is custom when i work from home on a Friday. However, this was to prove just the start of the fun,

Locked and plugged

Later in the afternoon the two of us retired to the bedroom for a snuggle. It wasn't long before Owner had stripped me naked and was paddling my testicles with the leather fly swat and fondling my breasts, causing my little clit to swell inside its cage. i moved onto all fours and Owner continued to paddle and spank my swollen 'labia' before next attaching mini-clothes pegs to them. She attached about ten or so before continuing to paddle and spank them, pausing briefly to remove Her knickers and place them over my head - ensuring that the wonderfully aromatic crotch was positioned directly under my nose. By this time my testes were starting to throb happily under Her expert abuse and the scent of Her sex.

Next, Owner lubed my 'pussy' and began to open me up again with Her fingers -it's always a wonderful feeling to have Her digits inside me - before replacing Her hand with a dildo and fucking me with it in my pussy. i was in heaven as you can imagine. Owner continued to fuck me like this for a short while then stopped - one cannot be too careful and She had no intention of making me cum, that is a pleasure reserved for Her.

And so She stopped but left the dildo parked inside me and instead took out Her vibrator and, after having me first lubricate it with my mouth, She set to work pleasuring Her clitoris with Her favourite toy. As She did She positioned Herself so that She presented Her glorious backside to me. i didn't hesitate to start worshipping Her anus with my tongue, twisting onto my back so that She could squat down on my face and i could bury my tongue deep inside Her delicious anus, swirling it around and straining to probe ever deeper inside Her. And so we stayed, Owner riding my tongue and Her vibrator to orgasm and me fucking Her arsehole with my tongue whilst my clit bulged and throbbed futilely inside its cage, a dildo in my pussy and my testes/labia clamped with mini clothes pegs.

We finished as we started with us both cuddling on the bed except now Owner was spent and i was deliciously and frustratedly aroused with my balls throbbing but my clit still firmly under lock and key.

Today is the 46th day i have spent in continuous chastity and i will remain like this until at least the 11th July when i get to roll the dice which will determine whether or not i will continue to be locked and denied.

Sadly, Owner and i will be parted for a few days this coming week as She is going out to Spain to see family before starting Her new job whereas i have to stay here and work. We both hate to be parted from one another and will be counting down the days until we are reunited again.

Happygo Super Small Male Chastity Device Review

Well, today is the 40th day that i have spent in continous chastity and 35 of these have been spent with my clitty locked tight and secure inside its' new Happygo Super Small chastity cage, with over two weeks still to go until i get my next opportunity for release on the 11th of July. So what is the new device like?

Me and my Happygo

As the name suggests it is super small! It is the smallest cage i have ever worn measuring in at a grand 4cm or 1.57 inches long. As a result it is incredibly discrete with very little sign at all that you are wearing a chastity device, even in tight clothing - which is a real plus. It's size also means that there is no way at all, no matter how much your body might try, that you are going to achieve any sort of meaningful erection. It is just physically impossible. In fact, even the slightest level of arousal will quickly be constrained by the physical size of the device. Of course, at first your body will still keep trying - particularly towards the end of the night when men the world over mysteriously 'awake' - but it will not be possible. i have worn different types of chastity devices for many years and have grown to adjust to this and i find that this 'dawn erection' is actually less of an issue in the Happygo than in some other devices, possibly because it can never properly get started and so there is less ability for your locked cock to grow and strain against the base ring than in larger chastity devices. So, in that sense the device is actually more comfortable for genuine 24/7 wear than larger ones. Still, if it is your first time trying chastity you might still want to start with a bigger device and then work down in sizes to this.

the low profile of the Happygo

In terms of construction the device i got is very well built, it is stainless steel so is more hygienic than plastic devices - though be aware that, being metallic, it will likely trigger airport security (i temporarily swapped into my plastic Holy Trainer device to pass through security on our Sweden trip). They locking mechanism is a bit fiddly, getting the three barrels to align in order to insert the key - but as it has only been unlocked twice since i started wearing it over a month ago (to replace with the Holy Trainer for the 15 minutes it took to clear airport security before putting it back on) that has not been an issue.

The 'three barrels' that need to align in order to lock [Edit by Owner - your clit looks like a raspberry!]

The Happygo is easy to keep clean and keep your trapped 'clitty' fresh. Just shower daily and use a good nail brush and some soap and a well-directed shower head to keep yourself clean and hygienic. As you can see i also keep myself shaved smooth.

The one thing i have realised is that because your cock/clit is trapped in a tiny little cage you will find that when you are sitting down to pee (which of course you likely will be when wearing any chastity device) you will sometimes dribble over your testicles and so need to wipe your bits dry afterwards - you know, like girls do.

The plus side of keeping your clitty so tightly constrained though is that your testicles/balls or 'labia' are perfectly presented and completely exposed for your Owner or partner to do with exactly as she/he/they choose. They are totally accessible and very well presented 'plums' that are just crying out to be spanked or clamped or abused in a myriad f creative ways, all the while your cock or clit can do little in response other than swell slightly then strain and throb.

My final comment about the Happygo is it's price. It is really great value for money. i have spent more than i care to think about on a variety of chastity devices over the years that Owner and i have been together. This is the cheapest one i have ever bought and yet, i think it is also probably the best. Not everyone will agree but for me the Happygo is a great value micro device that is perfect for keeping your clit exactly as it should be, tiny and locked out of sight.

Wife for Life

So today was the day when the tattoo that Owner designed to mark the achievement of my becoming Her wife back in February this year was transformed into reality by Jon at Good Times Tattoo (who also did my ankle pendant and chain just over a year ago). Owner is delighted and so am i. You can see the end result below:

my left breast under wraps

our wedding date 16th Feb 2018 in Roman numerals and the Latin word for wife 'Uxor' - my status - with the laurels to mark the achievement of becoming Owner's wife

The Chastity Game Begins or the Dice Pet

Readers may have heard of the cult novel The Dice Man which charted how a fictional psychiatrist decided to live his life and act according to the roll of a dice, resulting in all sorts of mayhem and him committing numerous illegal acts. Well, Owner has devised Her own version of the dice game, except one that is centred upon chastity. In short, the dice now decides if i stay locked or released etc.

However, Owner being the genius that She is would never have been happy with using just any old ordinary dice, She wanted a dice that She could personalise, a dice that would allow Her to determine the options i might have to follow. Thus, She bought a large dry-wipe dice learning cube from Amazon that allows users to write-on and rub off whatever text you choose on each face of the dice. This enables Owner to dictate what 'choices' the dice may present as She has written them. It is still chance and the throw of the dice which ultimately determines which of the choice She has chosen is the one that i have to implement. The dice will be rolled once a month (the 11th each month) and depending on how it falls it will determine whether or not i am unlocked from chastity or not, what else i may have to do etc. The options that Owner chose to write on the faces of the dice for now were as follows:

• No change for 2 months (ie stay locked in chastity for another 2 months then roll again)
• No change for 1 month (ie stay locked in chastity for another month then roll again)
• Remove next weekend (ie released for 2 days then locked for remainder of month)
• Replace with a ribbon for 1 week (then return to chastity for the remainder of the month)
• Remove every Friday for one month (then roll again on the 11th of the next month)
• Remove now for spanking only (then replace for remainder of the month)

 This way Owner Herself isn't sure what i will have to do other than knowing that it will be one of six options that She has written down on the dice.

the chastity dice

Anyway, the dice was rolled for the first time today when i was working from home (and good news - look no crutches!)

Owner hoped that the dice might land on the face demanding that i wear a ribbon on my clit for a week instead of my chastity device, as it turned out it landed on the face demanding that i stay locked up until the dice gets rolled again on the 11th of July - it will be rolled on a monthly basis from here on.

The advantage of the dry-wipe dice is that it enables Owner to change the 'choices' each month should She wish to. It is a fun new dimension to chastity that i think we are both going to enjoy.

Ooops - it should never happen to a pet

Every weekday morning that i am at home and She is not i message Owner to seek her permission for what to wear etc. In these messages i also have a particular way in which i refer to myself namely as 'slutty pet'.  Anyway, we have recently had to have a door replaced at home and we had a builder come and do the work for us because i am useless at DIY and, even if i wasn't, i am still on crutches.  Anyway, this morning i messaged Owner shortly after She left the flat. In the message i referred to myself as 'slutty pet' and also said that i was seeking Her permission to wear a white skirt and knickers and my blue blouse that day. Except, i hadn't messaged Owner. i had instead replied to the last message i had received on Whatsapp - which was from the builder! Oops. Luckily the work was completed and so i did not have to deal with the added shame of later seeing him again in person.

This episode also reminded Owner and i of some other famous or infamous occasions in which i have, how shall i put this, slightly embarrassed myself by sendign something to the wrong person/people. For example the time many years ago when, in response to my families annual request for a list of things i want for Christmas, i accidentally sent a list of 'fun' items i was hoping to suggest to Owner we might get, you know, butt plugs etc to my family instead. Not quite the list i think my mum was anticipating she would receive!

Or there was the time when i accidentally emailed a work colleague (who happens to share the same name and thus a very similar work email address) a copy of the draft of one of my short stories that i meant to send to myself from my home email in order to be able to edit it on a forthcoming train journey. To say the story was not safe for work would be an understatement. He claimed he didn't read it when i emailed back and explained had been sent to him in error and could he please delete it, i am not sure i believe him though.

Have any readers had similar communication mishaps?

i leave you with a picture i sent Owner this morning with me wearing the outfit i had previously sought her permission to wear. At least this didn't get sent to the builder as well

me and my crutch

Lucky 13

Today is the 13th anniversary of when Owner and i first met in Bond Street tube station in London. We had actually met on line a few months earlier and had been exchanging messages etc but this was 13 years ago today that we first met in the flesh. We went for a pizza for dinner and we still go back to the same restaurant each year to mark this particular anniversary.

i say this particular anniversary as it would be another few months before what started out as a purely platonic relationship moved onto something more intimate. That happened in October of that same year when Owner first kissed me, that time in Charing Cross station in London. That was on the 6th October 2005 and that date marks the second of our annual anniversaries. It was then just a few months after that date that Owner accepted my written request to submit to Her and She moved in with me and the rest, as they say is history.

Except, of course, that this year we added a new chapter to our relationship when Owner formally took me as Her legal wife when we were married in Las Vegas. That took place on 16th February, which will now become our third significant anniversary date.

i could throw in a whole host of other significant dates, the first time i wore make-up and started down the road of feminisation, the first time i went into chastity, our first contract, my first tattoo symbolising our relationship, the first time Owner fucked me, the last time i was permitted inside Her (which was a very long time ago - almost 10 years), my first maid's uniform, the last time i had full control over my finances,, the date we disposed of all my possessions, the first course i attended to improve my domestic skills, the first time i was collared in public, the first day i wore make-up to work, the day Owner bought me my first bra, the first time She presented Her arse for me to lick, the first time She caned me, the first short story i wrote, the first jewellery She bought for me and so on.

But, the 31st May remains the most special of days to me as it was the first ever time that we met in the flesh ad it was the first day of the start of my new life (though i did not know that then).  Meeting Owner was the luckiest thing that has ever happened to me. i love and adore Her and i know that She loves me too. Some couples grow apart but we have only ever grown closer together. She is my life and i thank Her from the bottom of my heart for making me the happiest pet and wife in the world.

Unfortunately, we might not be able to make it to the restaurant near Bond Street to celebrate our 13th anniversary quite as soon as we had hoped. Yesterday, when i was running to catch a train to go to work i managed to tear my calf muscle. So Owner is spending our 13th anniversary as my nurse when it should obviously be me who ought to be looking after Her.

with my crutches and my anniversary card from Owner

Hopefully normality will return soon enough though and it will again be me taking care of Her as is the proper order of things. Owner also bought me a beautiful pair of ear-rings as an anniversary gift which i am thrilled by/ They are thick silver hoops and you can see one of them in the picture below

One final anniversary to mention. In August of this year it will be the 10th anniversary of this blog. i have some ideas for how to mark the occasion but if anyone has any suggestions for us to consider or questions they'd like answers to (within reason!) then we'd love to hear them.

Travels

Owner nd i have just got back from a long weekend trip to Stockholm. It is the only Scandinavian capital that we had yet to visit and we have been wanting to go for a number of years.  It really is beautiful although when we visited it was experiencing something of a heatwave (high 20s) which meant that it was a bit too hot for Owner's liking. Still we managed to get out and about and explore a lot.

It was also the first holiday in a while that i have spent with my clit firmly locked away at all times.
To get past airport security i briefly switched devices at the airport - swapping my tiny metal Happygo device for my old plastic Holy Trainer- before swapping them back again when safely past the scanners. What i forgot though was that even though i had temporarily replaced the metal device with the plastic one, the former was obviously still clearly visible to the security staff inside my carry-on luggage as it passed through the bag scanner - to their evident amusement. That said, they at least did not ask for the bag to be opened-up! Anyway, safely through i swapped back into the Happygo where i remained until repeating the whole process for the flight back.

The trip itself was really enjoyable, even if a little too warm for Owner. For me it meant a chance to spend a few days in my shorts and try to get a bit of a tan on my legs. We walked a lot - the city is a delight to walk around and we ate, drank and saw the sights. i also got to spend my first vacation in a while with my clit securely locked away. We would definitely both love to go .back one day. Here are some pictures Owner took of me during the trip

in the hotel drying my hair before heading out

flashing my bra by the waterfront

Bonsai, or should that be Kawaii, clitty?

After wearing my old small metal chastity device all week my new Happygo Super Small Male Chastity device was delivered today. And, OMG we love it! Owner and i both agree that it is super cute. i have only just started wearing it but i already love it. i will do a proper review once i have been wearing it for an extended period of time but initial impressions are really positive. One aspect of the device also immediately strikes me. Because it is so small and keeps my clitty under tight control it means that my balls - or the lips of my clitty - will dangerously and invitingly exposed for beating.

securely locked

The components of the Happygo

Indication of the size compared to my thumb

Fittingly, Owner determined that i should pay for the device out of the monthly allowance She permits for me. It's not a costly device at all but it meant that a third of my monthly allowance has gone on the pleasure of being placed into tight chastity. There is something extra special about that and is one of the many, many reasons that i think She is the best Owner in the world.

Owner has also developed some ideas for a monthly game of chastity 'Russian Roulette'. She is still working on it but in essence each month i will get to pick a card and depending on the card picked it could mean that i will be remaining locked up without release for another one. two or more months or that my clitty might be temporarily released for Her to tease for a few hours or a few days even. You get the idea. Essentially, the luck of the draw will determine how long i stay locked in chastity for, without prospect of release.

This week also saw the resumption of my being punished for the pleasure of being able to watch TV with Owner after i had completed my chores. This was something Owner introduced a while back but the combination of the long hours i was working and Owner's ill health meant we had kind of got out of the habit. Anyway, it is back. i now have to pick a punishment card from a jar kept on the coffee table in the lounge for just that purpose. This week it has meant i have been caned, clamped, spent time on all fours, and received an over-the-knee spanking in return for privilege of watching the TV.

On all fours with nipple clamps (out of view)

Finally, royal wedding has descended on the UK - except in our household - we're both republicans. So it seems rather fitting that at the time when half the nation will probably be watching the couple head down the aisle Owner and i will be at the tattooist making arrangements for me to be permanently inked with to mark my achievement of becoming Owner's legal wife and the date of this occurred earlier this year. i wonder if Meghan will demand that Harry do the same, or place him into chastity too?

The Good Life

This past week has been a very positive one. Owner and i have discussed some of the performance issues that i need to address though we recognise that because my job has become much busier this past year, with more travel involved, it will inevitably have some impact upon my routines. However, it was a good and positive discussion to have had and it highlighted a number (an embarrassingly large number) of things that need doing about the house that i need to get back on top of.

i even got to work from home for two days in a row this week - something that i have not been able to do for many months now. It was so nice to be dressed-up and working in my home uniform of stockings, skirt and blouse again on the first day - made doubly thrilling as there were a couple of callers to the house and a delivery during the day who also got to see me in my feminine office attire. The second day working from home was 'dress down Friday'. This time Owner permitted me to wear a PVC skirt and semi-sheer top with padded bra, heeled trainers and ankle socks. There were no callers this time but i was permitted to wear my jewelled butt plug for part of the day.

i also asked Owner if i might be permitted to return to chastity again? i have been out of chastity for about a year now. i genuinely think that not being locked up negatively affects my performance, chastity helps me to focus my effort and attention and provides a constant motivator for me to maintain the level of submission Owner expects without Her having to directly reinforce that Herself. i would love to be locked permanently but Owner likes to have me free at times so that She can play with my clitty. Anyway, to cut a long story short She has graciously agreed to me returning to being locked up again. i am extremely grateful to Her and super happy about. She has also agreed to my replacing my existing, and still perfectly serviceable tiny metal chastity device, with an upgraded version of the same which has a solid base ring as opposed to a hinged one (which the version i have had). The original was fine but the hinge had to be covered by a small piece of rubber tubing to prevent it catching and pinching skin where you really don't want it to be caught and pinched! It was the only issue i had with it and, though it only did this once in all the time i wore it (off and on over a year) the new version avoids this risk completely.

The replacement device is due to be delivered next week. It is called the Happy Go Super Small Chastity device and is available from Amazon. This is what it looks like

It is inexpensive but then so too was the previous one, which apart from the risk of the hinge catching you, proved to be the most comfortable chastity device i have ever owned. i will post a full review of it after it has arrived. Needless to say though i am really happy to be returning to having my clitty locked up.

Finally, tonight it is the annual extravaganza that is the Eurovision Song Contest - my personal TV highlight of the year. Owner is permitting me to watch it gain this year for which i am eternally grateful to Her. She has even suggested that we could make some cocktails with the bottle of Limoncello we brought back from Milan, perhaps even a 'special' cocktail for me. Life is good.

Italian Honeymoon

Owner and i are just back from a wonderful, albeit it all too short, honeymoon in Milan and Lake Como in Italy. It was a wonderful and relaxing break with delicious food and  ice creams eaten, sights seen, photo shoots taken and even an orgasm permitted (my first since early December 2017).

As regular readers will know Owner and i got married in Las Vegas in February (just after Valentine's day) at the end of a short US road trip. As we married at the end of the trip we agreed that we should go away again on honeymoon somewhere and Owner chose Milan - a city She had previously visited but that i had not.

Anyway, the months after our wedding were extremely stressful for us both. Owner had a serious health scare (thankfully now all seemingly OK after various tests). This came on top of Her having only just recovered from almost two years of debilitating health issues. At the same time She has been unhappy at work whilst my own job has been super busy and has meant i have been travelling a lot and working from home hardly at all. This in turn has meant that i have not been able to serve Owner in the manner we had both grown accustomed to. In short, the honeymoon came at the perfect time to celebrate Owners' news about Her health and just get to relax and enjoy each others company for a few days.

The trip got off to a hilarious start when we were stopped by a customs official at Milan Linate airport who asked to inspect the contents of our suitcase - this in full view of other passengers. i, of course, knew what he would find, he did not! He seemed unfazed by the large leather fly swat (for 'clitty' spanking) or the copious pairs of large knickers and bras, the white babydoll, the high heeled sandals and pretty dress which were all obviously far too big for Owner but the perfect size for me - which of course they were! However, one look inside the plastic 'toy' bag, with its cock gag, clamps, dildo, lube, disposable gloves, vibrator and plastic electrician clamps was enough for him. He closed the case and bade us an enjoyable stay.

Milan was lovely and so too was Como and the Lake which we spent a day in after taking the train from Milan to Como. We stayed in a wonderful AirBnB apartment close to the centre of Milan but also close to the trendy Navigli area - with its wonderful bars and apertivos.

We arrived quite late and the following morning Owner treated us both to an orgasm. After clamping my nipples and spending some time spanking my clitty with the swat She removed Her wet knickers, draped them over my head so that the moist fabric was stretched across my mouth and nose and then sat down heavily on my face and then ground down harder, with Her pussy against my pantie covered mouth, than i have ever recalled Her doing before, placed Her vibrator against Her clit and proceeded to bring Herself to orgasm. All the while She pushed Herself down hard against my face, crushing my lips beneath Her. Satiated, She then helped bring me to orgasm, letting me cum copiously all over my chest. It was my first orgasm of the year and certainly one to remember!

The rest of the day we then spent sightseeing in Milan and enjoying a wonderful meal together in the evening. The next day Owner set aside some of the morning to do a short photo shoot of Her wife. i love being Owners' muse and we were both very pleased with the results. Here is a selection. First off is me in the new white babydoll that Owner bought for me to take on our honeymoon

Then next-up is me in a new summer dress, again one which Owner specially bought for me in advance of the trip

Incidentally, the shoes are my wedding shoes and the shawl and necklace are Owners'. It was a super fun photoshoot to do but it wasn't the end of the treats Owner had in store for me that day. Whilst we were out we passed a small jewellers which had a really cute silver bracelet with a bell attached on display in the window. i loved it the minute i saw it and Owner agreed that it would look perfect on me and so went inside and bought it for me and then presented it to me to put on when we were sat down in the park nearby. Here i am in the park unwrapping the box and putting on the bracelet

The bell tinkles whenever i move my arm and is super cute. i love bracelets and rings and this is an adorable and very special addition. Whilst we were out and about in Milan and Como i also enjoyed posing for Owner;

looking at shoes and bags in the Dolce and Gabbana shop window

On the canal side in Navigli

In front of Lake Como - note to self, go on a diet!

On the lakeside by Lake Como

It really was a wonderful trip and Owner and i were reluctant to return. But we do so knowing too that, whilst i may still be busy with work, my priorities should be my service and submission to Her and that my performance has slipped of late. i know that i need to improve, re-focus and re-double my efforts so that Owner has the wife She deserves. That will be what i will be addressing over the next few months with Owners' help.

In the meantime, i leave you with some more photos from the trip

Milan Cathedral

The Navigli canal side district of Milan

Lake Como

Bosco Verticale in Milan