Yesterday Owner and i visited the Chelsea Physic Garden in London. It is the capital's oldest garden, established in 1673, and specialises in plants and herbs with medicinal qualities. We have previously visited the garden once before, but that was in late Autumn. It was lovely to go in Spring with many of the plants in full bloom. It is a beautiful, tranquil, romantic space and when inside it is hard to imagine that you are surrounded by the hubbub of a busy global city.
The weather in London has been unseasonably warm and so the garden had plenty of visitors admiring its blooms but Owner and i still managed to find a quite spot to capture another type of bloom entirely which goes by the Latin name poppetus slutus :)

Oops my blouse is undone!

Meanwhile, Owner has also been turning Her creative attention to a new game that She might introduce for me, She is still mulling the details but in essence the game is this. As i love to drink Her pee and She enjoys having me drink it the game will take the form of a drinking game. i will need to earn 'credits' at the bar by completing various tasks etc and will be rewarded by a glass or two of Her amber nectar. i can't wait to read the details when She has finished.

Back to today, it is another bank holiday and so after we have both caught up on the latest episode of Game of Thrones (surely Jon Snow must die soon) we are heading off to our favourite shopping centre for a bit of retail therapy and, given it is close to a park, maybe my blouse might come undone again!
Owner an i have been having a very enjoyable Easter weekend (and it is not even half way through) despite the un-seasonal heatwave that has descended upon these parts. We often go away for Easter but not this year. This year we are at home and it has been really lovely to instead spend it in London.We have a series of walks/visits planned for the four-day holiday. Yesterday we went for a lovely walk along the River Thames to Teddington Lock and back to Richmond followed by the consumption of some delicious ice-cream.

This morning, we retired back to bed after breakfast before heading out later. Owner used the opportunity of neither of us having to get ready for work to instead indulge in some bed time fun with yours truly. Owner began by using Her newly purchased nipple suction devices on one of my nipples (the non-pierced one).  i always adore having my nipples played with and caressed and so it was lovely to have one of them left swollen and extra aroused from the new toy.

However, it was not long before Owner switched Her attention to more traditional activities, specifically spanking and then caning my chastised clit. Owner paid great attention to my exposed 'labia', beating them slowly and methodically until turning Her attention to my backside

caned bottom




With my bottom warmed up ad my clitty throbbing in its cage Owner then gagged me with Her used panties before using my tongue, in combination with Her vibrator, for Her pleasure. By Her own admission Owner likes to fuck Herself on my face like this and i adore being used this way, slowly suffocated as my tongue probes and explores Her sex and Her anus whilst Se bring Herself to orgasm. Owner tastes and smells divine and i could spend hours happily smothered by Her like this.

Today, however, Owner had more treats in store. Once She had satisfied Herself with my tongue and Her toy She turned Her attention to my 'pussy'. First, She moistened Her fingers by fucking Her gloved hand with my mouth before proceeding to fuck my pussy. Owner instructed me to fuck myself against Her hand whilst She held it steady. i soon had a pleasurable rhythm going, bouncing back and forth, feeling Her hand inside me. Each time i ground myself down on Her wrist Owner used Her free had to spank my hanging 'fruit'. Honestly, it was wonderful and i was soon quite excited. However, before proceedings could get too far and risk any sort of accident on my part Owner brought the session to an end with instructions to go and make Her a cup of tea. It was a wonderful start to the day.

Later we set out to do a short walk along an old dis-used railway line in North London that we used to do quite frequently until we moved south of the river a few years ago. It was a great walk to do and we ended up frequenting a pub that was once an old haunt of ours and which we have not visited for years - which was lovely. Anyway, here is a gratuitous shot of me on our walk flashing my bra like a tart


i hope everyone else is having as enjoyable a weekend as we are.
i was super lucky today. As i was working from home it meant that i had my first opportunity to roll the newly updated working from home dice to determine which task or challenge i would need to complete during the day. Today must have been my lucky day as the dice roll deetermined that i was to 'fuck myself with the silver dildo'. Owner couldn't believe how lucky i was when she saw what the dice landed on and neither could i! The dice could so easily have landed on a different face, one requiring me to wear various weighted clamps about my anatomy for example. But instead i got to have the pleasure offucking my pussy with Owners' favourite dildo, how lucky was i!

i undertook the challenge eagerly just after dressing for work and it goes without saying that it was fun to do. i did, however, stop before things got too exciting. i still don't know when or if i might be permitted to orgasm this year and though i was a lucky little slut in that i got to experience the pleasure of a dildo in my pussy (which i absolutely love), it was a suitably brief encounter to make sure i did not risk having any 'accidents'.
such a tiny clit compared with Owners' silver dildo
Such a whore for cock, and i loved sucking the dildo clean afterwards! The experience left me super frustratingly aroused for the rest of the day with no possibility to satiate my craving for release. Being left to stew in my own sexual frustration is one of the great joys of life and i am eternally greatful to Owner for providing me with the opportunity to experience it again today. Just thinking about is enough to make my nipples stiffen! Part of Owner's expectations of me as Her wife are that i 'behave like a whore when requested'. i aspire to become the dirtiest slut i can.

Owner and i are really looking forwad to the coming Easter break. We're spending it in London and hoping to do some walks and visit a few old haunts we haven't been to in a while. Who knows, with the weather set fair there may even be an opportunity to slip on a summer dress or skirt outside somewhere.
Owner has decided to give the 'home' challenge dice a bit of a refresh as i have now repeated quite a number of the tasks on it a few times. This is the dice that gets rolled whenever i work from home with the requirement that i complete whatever task the dice determines that day. After four such rolls have been completed i the next time i have to roll the 'outdoor' dice which has its own set of outdoor tasks/challenges to complete. Anyway, the 'indoor' dice now has a refreshed set of six tasks/challenges that i will need to complete depending on which side the dice lands on. The revised six are as follows:
  1. wear nipple pumps for 30 minutes
  2. spend 30 minutes totally naked whilst wearing the butt plug with the furry tail
  3. wear nipple clamps with weights attached for 15 minutes
  4. attach nipple camps, plus 20 mini pegs on 'clitty' then spank 'clitty' 50 times
  5. fuck myself with Owner's silver dildo
  6. attach 10 mini pegs to each nipple and wear for 20 minutes 
As you can see i will have plenty of things to keep me suitably occupied whilst working from home. A number of these task also come with a frisson of extra excitement when completing them, in the form of, what if the doorbell goes for a delivery? :)

Meanwhile, today Owner and i walked over to Greenwich to browse the market for some gifts that Owner needed to purchase and to have a spot of lunch. As usual we saw lots of pretty gifts and some gorgeous jewellery for sale in the market. It wasn't long before Owner had purchased the presents She needed. However, whilst browsing one of the shops adjacent to the market Owner also found the perfect pin badge for me and immediately bought it. The badge is really appropriate and reads:

Wifey for Lifey
  
As you can see i was very happy with my gift

proud to wear my new pin
the pin in close-up

We both think the pin is very appropriate for me. i have actually been doubly lucky this week as in addition to this adorable pin Owner has also ordered me a new pair of knickers from Victoria's Secret. How lucky i am!
Becky left a comment for me on the blog today stating that;

'So today is the 11th, dice day. Not to be mean but I hope you roll two more months of chastity. That would make a total of six months of chastity and orgasm denial!! Good luck!'

Becky was, of course, correct. As readers will know the 11th of each month is chastity dice day for me, the day that determines whether i am to continue in chastiy or not. Owner watched attentively as the dice was rolled. And the result? i am to stay locked until next month which means at least another 30 days in my Happy Go Super Small device (i still think this is a great device for long-term wear by the way). Not the two more months Becky had hoped but that could always come up when i roll the dice again on May 11th.

So far this year, apart from one week when the device was replaced with a purple ribbon, i have been pretty much locked up 24/7. As Becky also observed i have not had an orgasm to date this year and i have no idea when or if i might have one. The enforced denial is leaving me ever more frustratingly aroused.

Thank you for your comment Becky and for paying such close attention to my monthly date with the chastity dice. When Owner first devised the chastiy dice game i don;t think either of us had any idea the monthly result might be eagerly awaited by anyone other than Her or me.
Today i got to undertake another outdoor dice challenge...yay! After completing four indoor challenges it was time to roll the outdoor dice to determine what challenge i would need to complete whilst working from home today. Amongst the six current outdoor challenges described on each face of the dice, two involve activities in our local park. One stipulates that i wear fishnets and a mini skirt in the park and the other that i show off my bra in the park. So far the dice has not landed on either and so i have not had to complete either of them....until today. Today i had the pleasure of showing off my bra in the park!

i confess to feeling a teeny bit nervous at the prospect but elected to wear one of my prettiest bras for the occasion. It is one that Owner chose for me and i really love the straps. Anyway, how did i get on? Well, you can see for yourself below;

sitting on a park bench flashing my bra

There weren't that many people about, just a couple of dog walkers, so it was quite easy to find a relatively quiet spot in which to undo my jacket and blouse and reveal my bra to the world. It was tremendous fun to do and my only regret is that i did not go the whole hog and completely remove my blouse. It will come as little surprise to anyone reading this that i am a bit of an exhibitionist tart! If i was to do it again i would definitely try to pluck up the courage to take my blouse off completely.

Part of me really hopes that my next outdoor challenge will be the mini skirt and fishnets in the park one. That will really push me out of my comfort zone, not least as i need to walk past a small parade of shops on my way to the park. Of course, i would have to pair the skirt and stockings with some heels...i wonder how slutty i would dare to be? Just thinking about it fills me with a sense of nervous excitement.

In the meantime, however, i am quite pleased with my bra in the park photos and Owner is too.
Yesterday was Owner's birthday and so to help Her mark the occasion and to try and distract from Brexit and other worries i took Owner for a short holiday to the Amalfi Coast in Italy. We stayed for four nights in Positano and whilst there visited the Roman ruins of Pompeii and Herculaneum, the island of Capri and climbed to the crater-rim of Mount Vesuvius. We also enjoyed the delights of a Limoncello Spritz (Limoncello with Prosecco - delicious!) or two, ate lots of pasta (of the gluten-free for Owner), climbed up and down a lot of steep hills and streets, survived (me) another experience of driving in Italy and did a fair bit of people watching.

Of course, we also had a moment or two of Owner and poppet fun which consisted of Owner caning, flogging and spanking my 'labia' whilst my clitty strained in chastity, clamping my nipples then Her riding my face with my tongue probing and licking Owners anus whilst my nose was buried inside her pussy. For a very small and petite person Owner is still able to quite easily suffocate me like this and it wasn't long before i was beginning to suffocate beneath Her as She used the combination of my tongue up Her anus and Her vibrator against Her clit to grind out an orgasm as i fought for breath beneath Her. It was a wonderful experience and Owner stated afterwards how She likes to suffocate me this way as She uses my body for Her pleasure.

Owner also had a further treat in store for me when She spotted a pretty t-shirt for sale that She instructed me to purchase and wear later for a photo shoot. i had brought my bikini with me in the hope of doing a little photo shoot and the t-shirt went really well with it. You can see both the bikini and t-shirt below

in my new t-shirt


i love my bikini
Meanwhile, here are some pictures showing some of the sights we visited
Roman ruins at Herculaneum
Street in Pompeii with Mount Vesuvius in background
Departing Positano for Capri
The back streets of Capri
The rim of Mount Vesuvius - mainland Europe's only active volcano
There is also plenty of evidence on display in Pompeii of what a sexual bunch those frisky Romans were. How about the image below of a massive, enormous, juicy, big Roman cock that someone chose to display over their entrance. The inspiration for Carry On's Biggus Dickus?? It's certainly quite something
Person with enormous cock over a building entrance
Or these helpful illustrations for clients to choose from in the brothel



Anyway, back to the present. Before we went away i also completed a few more dice challenges, including wearing 20 mini-pegs on my chastised clit for 20 minutes, spanking myself 50 times and wearing a butt plug for 3 hours. There is just one more to go of these and then the next dice is the outdoor challenge dice - i wonder what i will get this time? Meanwhile, Owner has indicated that She might change some of the indoor challenges as well to keep things fresh. Here i am, firstly clamped and then secondly commencing my clitty spanking;
clamped
 self spanking with leather paddle
Incidentally, the start of April sees me still without having experienced an orgasm this year, even during the week that i was briefly released from chastity and made to wear a ribbon instead. The closest i have come (pardon the pun) to experiencing any kind of pleasure 'down there' has been through having my 'labia' caned, spanked and flogged - but not enough to make me orgasm as a result. Being kept denied like this (locked or unlocked - my own preference is to be kept locked) is something i adore and i hope to continue to be kept denied by Owner for the foreseeable future. A real ambition would be to experience many, many months without an orgasm. Maybe even a full year. Of course, it will be for Owner to decide whether this will ever come true but it is a wonderful fantasy.

Finally, as usual i changed out of my metal Happy Go super-small chastity device into my plastic Holy Trainer device in order to pass through airport security. However, it is worth remembering that whilst this reduces considerably the chance of the chastity device setting off the airport security scanner it is not a 100% fail safe measure, as Denying Thumper recently discovered and wonderfully describes in his blog.

Yesterday i completed my first outdoor dice challenge. Owner has devised a system whereby every tine i work from home i need to roll a dice to complete an 'indoor' dice challenges. After completing 4 of these on the fifth occasion i am now required to switch to the 'outdoor' challenge dice and roll that, before then again returning to the indoor dice.  There are a variety of different challenges described on the 'outdoor' challenge dice and the one that came out top when i rolled the dice was to 'Apply lipstick at bus stop video' i.e. video myself applying lipstick at the nearby bus stop. It was a fun little challenge to complete and one which i added a little something extra to by wearing a lace top and padded bra. Below is the video i took (edited by Owner) whilst completing the challenge

On Monday i due to return to chastity. This morning Owner caressed and fondled my clitty as we lay in bed before ordering me to get up and make breakfast.  i have to confess that much as i like to be locked up it was lovely to feel Her fingers on my clit, if only briefly.
So my time in continuous chastity came to an end last night with the monthly chastity dice roll. The dice landed on the face that states 'Replace with a ribbon for 1 week'. So last night, after day 59 of being continously locked, the device came off and the ribbon went on. Next Tuesday i will be returned to chastity once again and will stay locked until 11th April when the monthly dice roll will again determine what whether i stay locked or not. Meanwhile i will, of course, refrain from any 'touching' down there unless permitted by Owner
me and my ribbon
Interestingly, once again the longer i was locked the more sensitive and easily aroused my nipples became. Is there some sort of scientific law that states the longer yout are kept in chastity the more sensitive your nipples become? Surely this is worthy of serious study, a PhD perhaps? LOL
Owner made a comment today which brought a wry smile to my lips, Rather than working from home i had instead booked the day off to do some much needed decorating in our flat. This was something Owner had forcibly reminded me the other day and so i have booked some time off work to get the job completed.

Normally on a Friday i would be working from home and so would be dressed something like what i wore when working at home earlier in the week:

my work outfit earlier in the week
But today as i was decorating i had my 'decorating' outfit on - basically old clothes that gradually get covered in more and more paint!
my decorating outfit
i sent Owner this picture to which She replied:

'That's humiliation for the pet'

It made me laugh because She was right. Having to dress in these clothes is something i hate doing - these days i am far happier in stockings and a skirt and sod whether the neighbour or postman sees me. Funny how things have changed over the years, i would once have been mortified at the idea of being seen in a bra, make-up, skirt etc. Now it doesn't really phase me at all.

Changing the subject, this coming Monday it is time for the chastity dice roll which will determine whether i remain locked up or not. i hope i do.
i was super lucky this afternoon. Owner and i went shopping to Westfield shopping centre in Stratford, East London. There is a huge Victoria's Secret store in the shopping centre and on passing it Owner asked if i would like to go in? We have passed it a number of times on previous trips but have never been inside before and the opportunity to ogle at row upon row of bras and panties was irresistible. But Owner had a surprise in store for me. After we walked around all the sections of the store commenting on the various garments on display Owner said i could purchase a pair of knickers. We quickly agreed on a pair of 'cheeky' ones which are open at the rear.

Owner took this picture of me in the store after i had made my purchase. As you can see i was rather happy
So, what do my new 'cheeky' knickers look like? Here is a rear and front picture taken when we arrived back home

the rear view - as you can see it leaves my 'pussy' fully accessible
front view
All in all i think i was very lucky!

As i write this i am over half-way through my fiftieth day in continuous chastity. i know i have just over another week to go being kept locked up, until the 11th March when the dice will once again determine whether or not i am released from my chaste state. As someone who (and i know not everyone will understand this) actually likes to be locked up and thinks that it improves my submissive performance and behaviour, i am secretly hoping to stay locked for a lot longer still. Well, i will find out in eight days time.

In the meantime, this has been a busy week at work and i was only able to spend two days working from home. Luckily, one of those days Owner was also working from home and so we got to spend the day working side-by-side. It also meant that Owner was able to oversee that days dice challenge in person and so i had the pleasure of Her administering 50 strikes against my testicles with Her favourite 'clitty' spanking wooden spoon.  The second day at home saw me once again wearing my butt plug for 3 hours - which was nice :).

i still have a further two home working days to complete (with their associated indoor dice challenges) until i get to roll the dice for the first time that will determine what outdoor challenge that i need to complete. i am a little nervous about that moment but also looking forward to it. Sadly, however, given work schedules next week i think that is not going to happen until the week after that.

Meanwhile, i have also booked a couple of days off work to crack-on with and finish painting and decorating in our flat. Owner has now also decided what flooring She would like for our spare bedroom and so i can proceed with making arrangements for having that installed. So i have made a bit of a start on fulfilling Owners instruction that i get my act together and focus some energy on undertaking the home improvements She wants to see done in our flat.

Trusting that this finds our readers well.
Owner has now instigated an additional set of dice challenges. However, before i get onto that She also remarked to me last night that whilst i get excited about things that i enjoy doing - such as the challenges that She sets me - She expects to see the same attitude from me when it comes to staying on top of some of the household projects She has asked me to complete yet which remain outstanding. These include finishing painting our flat, arranging new flooring for our spare room and beginning to develop some ideas and thoughts for a new kitchen.

Owner lays great store in having our flat exactly as She would like it to be and though She agrees that i am now much tidier than i once was and we have got rid of all of my old artifacts and things and decorated the flat as She likes it there are still aspects of it that She is unhappy with and, consequentially annoyed with me for not having completed. Owner wants and expects to be able to live in an environment that is 100% to Her liking and that is not currently the case. She reminded me of the importance She places on having things exactly as She likes them and that She expects me to attend to this with as much enthusiasm and relish as i do some of the more 'fun' aspects of Her domination and control of me.

i have set aside some days next month to crack on with the decorating and i have now ordered some flooring samples for the spare room and set about developing some design ideas for a new kitchen. However. Owner's reminder was a welcome and timely one. i can tend to focus on the fun and 'playful' aspects of Her control over me. However, to Her having me as Her submissive wife also means that She expects me to ensure that Her home is exactly as She wants it to be and to make Her life as comfortable and relaxed as possible. i need to get better and put more time and effort into providing Her with a home She can truly relax in. i hope to be able to report good progress in the future.

And so....to the dice!

Owner has now officially added an extra dice of challenges and set out the rules for their usage. There are now two challenge dice. The first is for indoor challenges and the second for outdoor. The rules she has set are that after every fourth time an indoor challenge dice has been thrown i must then throw the dice for an outdoor challenge. The challenges laid out on each dice are as follows;

Indoor dice challenges
  •  Nipple clamps + mini pegs on clit ( X20) + clit spanks (X 50)
  • Deep  throat new dildo once every hour (3 times)
  • Butt plug for 3 hours
  • Clitty spank ( X 50)
  • Nipple clamps on clitty ( X 20 mini pegs) for 20 minutes
  • Nipple clamps for 20 minutes
Outdoor dice challenges
  •  Wear mini skirt & fishnets to our local park and take a picture
  • Make a video of me walking in high heels to the bus stop
  • Take an outdoor picture of me with my knickers on my head
  • Take a picture of me wearing my bra in our local park
  • Make a video of me applying lipstick at the local bus stop
  • Take a picture in a specific local street of me wearing my cat ear head band
It is the school holidays for many in the UK this week and so it has been a little bit quieter at work. i had the opportunity to work from home a few times, including one day with Owner - which was super nice to do - which of course meant time for some more dice challenges.

Luckily (?) the dice did not require me to go outside with my knickers on my head as it did the other week - when i had fun and games at the bus stop. Instead, the tasks the dice set for me were to wear my butt plug for three hours one day, spend 20 minutes with my 'clitty' clamped with 20 pegs (my least favourite activity as they hurt quite a bit when being removed, and then practising deep-throating the 12-inch double-ended dildo (which i really rather enjoy). You can see how i got on with my respective tasks below:

now where did those pegs go......
plugged
gobble gobble
Owner has a 'spare' blank dice and She has stated that She wishes to now start to use it in conjunction with Her existing dice. The two current dice are:

  •  a chastity dice which determines how long i will remain locked up for - it gets rolled once every month (on the 11th) unless the dice indicates otherwise. It was thrown last on the 11th Jan and landed on the '2 months continuously locked' face - so it will not be thrown again until the 11th March
  • a 'task/challenge' dice which is rolled whenever i am working from home and which determines what activity i will have to do that day e.g. be plugged, pegged, spanked, wear knickers on my head outdoors etc
i am quite excited at the prospect of this third dice being introduced in the future! [EDIT - Owner has just advised that she is going to create an 'indoor' and an 'outdoor' challenge dice - Oooh!]

This week there have also been a couple of occasions when Owner has demonstrated Her domination and control over me. The first occasion was when, in response to a request from me to be allowed to post something on social media, She replied with a simple 'No'. By way of explanation for anyone unfamiliar with the rules by which we live Owner controls all areas of decision-making in our lives, which includes my use of social media such as Facebook - i am permitted to post no more than twice a week and Owner must first pre-approve what i want to post (as She also checks and approves everything i post on this blog). i was below my weekly limit but Owner rejected my suggestion.

The second time was Her flatly turning down a suggestion from me for a sex toy that i had seen on-line in a sale and asked if i could purchase (Owner controls our finances - i receive a small monthly allowance with the rest of my salary going into a common account that is used to purchase joint items with e.g. food, holidays etc).

The final occasion was Owner stating that i needed a new jacket to wear for work. Again, Owner decides what clothes i may or may not purchase and what i can wear.

All three, although only little things, were perfect reminders of Owners total dominance and control over me and of my submission to Her. Owner's control over all aspects of my life is at the core of our FLR-relationship and of our marriage. i tend to focus on some of the more 'fun' things when i blog but the control She exercises is wonderful to experience and is a fundamental core of our life together.

One year ago yesterday Owner legally took me as Her wife underneath the 'Welcome to Fabulous Las Vegas' sign. It was the perfect ending to our all too short American road trip. It was a wonderful wedding and i can't believe that it was now 12 months ago. To celebrate our first anniversary (which sounds funny given we have been together for 14 years in total) of being legally married i booked us both into the Shangri-La hotel in London's iconic Shard building. We had a wonderful stay.

Night view from our hotel room with London Bridge station lit-up below
view of London from our room with Tower Bridge and Canary Wharf
Before we arrived at the hotel Owner and i exchanged gifts. i had bought Her a ring whilst Owner bought me a wonderful new necklace. The necklace holds three engraved spinning rings each of which has been engraved with the name of one of the three locations in which the most significant moments of our lives together have occurred. These are the place where we first met in person, the place Owner first kissed me and the place in which we were legally wed. It really is gorgeous and a wonderful way of documenting the significance of each location.
wearing my new spinning ring necklace
Owner used the opportunity presented by our hotel stay to do a number of photoshoots in the room, including one with me wearing the dress i had worn for our wedding ceremony and have not worn since. All were great fun. The layout of the rooms in the hotel also meant that we could partially see into the rooms adjacent to ours on either side, something i am not sure that the couple next door realised when they were doing their own naked photoshoot!

Here is a small selection of some of the pictures Owner took of me during our stay;
poppet on a desk
wearing my wedding dress
dis-robing
bath time pet
good morning London
Owner also treated me to dinner on the Saturday night. It was wonderful to have had an opportunity to enjoy such a relaxing time with Her and also witness some stunning vistas of London from above. Waking up with the city at our feet was wonderful and we were both sad to have to leave and make the (short) journey home today.
Looking down from our bedroom and showing my nightie and feet

Owner and i had a lovely relaxed weekend. On the Friday i was once again working from home (yay!) which meant another dice determined activity needed to be completed. This time i had to wear nipple clamps for 20 minutes whilst working . A few years ago we invested in what are actually some outdoor table cloth weights (which i had not realised were even a thing) which make for perfect nipple clamps/weights. The clamp is plastic, toothed and quite vicious whilst there are two weighted balls suspended from it. They are designed to stop picnic table cloths from bowing away in a breeze but make for ideal, albeit quite vicious, nipple clamps. This is what they looked like on me:

Work completed for the day Owner and i arranged to go to our local pub where we had a pleasant evening drinking and gossipping and then grabbed a pizza afterwards. It has been a while since we last went out for Friday night drinks and we both had a lovely time,

Saturday saw us catching up with quite a few things that needed doing like paperwork (Owner) and gardening (me).  Later in the day i had the pleasure of giving Owner a pedicure.

Then on Sunday we went out to the movies in the afternoon to see The Favourite (which is excellent by the way and also interesting from a domination/submission perspective) before returning home and a chance to catch-up with and  compete some housework (me) whilst Owner relaxed.

In short, it was just a lovely relaxing weekend
Yesterday and today i have been working from home and so, in accordance with Owner's new game, i needed to roll the dice again to see what 'activity/challenge' i was going to have to do. For yesterday's activity, and to Owner's apparent pleasure,  the dice landed once again on the face that requires i take a photo of myself outside wearing my knickers on my head.

The last time i had to do this i just took a photo in the street outside our house, this time i determined to be a bit more daring and take the picture at the bus stop around the corner from where we live. However, it was to prove a much more challenging task than i had imagined! The task requires that i go outside wearing whatever home working outfit i have on that day, minus my knickers. I am then to photograph myself wearing said knickers on my head. You can see below the home working outfit i was wearing which i paired with black and white mid-heel shoes

my home working attire today
The weather is a little milder than it has been of late but it is still not that warm so i decided to also wear a coat - plus the top is rather see-thru and i am still rather nervous about flashing my bra to the whole neighbourhood!

Anyway, i was getting ready go outside to complete my task when i noticed that there were quite a number of workmen gathered outside the house next door. It turns out our neighbours are having the front of their houses re-decorated. My first challenge was going to have to walk past the decorators, which i did facing straight ahead, avoiding all eye contact with them.

After navigating he workmen i reached the end of the road, turned the corner and...oh bugger, there was somebody waiting at the bus stop (imagine that, somebody waiting for a bus at an actual bus stop). However, as buses around here are very frequent i resolved to keep walking and hope that a bus would soon arrive and i could return to a then empty stop. i had only gone about ten meters or so past the stop when a builders van passed and i got wolf whistled by the driver. But next to pass was a bus, which meant that it was now safe for me to return to the bus stop, take my picture and scurry home.

i clattered along the pavement back to the bus stop, undid my coat and was just about to take my knickers from my pocket to place on my head when a little old man appeared around the corner, shuffling towards the same stop. i hastily shoved my knickers back into my coat pocket, zipped my coat back up and sat down. The old man then engaged me in a brief conversation until he eventually moved along to the next stop, further down the road. Hurrah, the coast was finally clear!

In haste i unzipped my coat again and placed my knickers on my head and took a picture - but forgot that i had the timer on and so the photo did not take until just as my hand was moving to retrieve my knickers as i had just spied someone else turning the corner.

Luckily they were looking the other way and had their hood-up but i could tell immediately that it was our downstairs neighbour - the one i encountered in my skirt a few weeks ago. She was heading to the stop on the other side of the road to get a bus to work.

Once again, i hastily stuffed my knickers in my coat pocket and then pulled my hood up and waited patiently for her bus to arrive before risking walking back home. After what felt like a very long 5 minutes her bus arrived and i was able to make the short walk back past the workmen to the sanctuary of our flat. This is the picture i ended up with, more challenging to take than i had anticipated and all entirely due to the fact that i had decided to take it at the bus stop.

not the best of photos of me with my knickers on my head
Today's dice task was, by contrast, much easier, namely to spend three hours of my home working day plugged. And so, here i am;


Today i woke up to one of those messages on Facebook that has a photo you have posted in the past. The message read 'Your memories of 9 [in this case] years ago'. The image was a picture i had taken in Park Güell in Barcelona, Spain when Owner and i last visited that city, nine years ago. So why do i think Facebook was taunting me? Because it was on that same trip that Owner last allowed my little clitty inside Her.

Yep, since then we have enjoyed plenty of sex, i have had the privilege of having my tongue buried deep inside Her, of tasting and licking Her, of having my clit teased and tormented, slapped, spanked, paddled and fondled. Owner has masturbated me and left me happily locked away for months on end. But not since that trip has my little clit been inside Her.

Nine years is quite some time but, to be honest, i do not miss 'sex' as most would probably define it. It was always a performance wracked with nerves and fear of failure - and it was never a very long performance anyway - so not doing it removed all that anxiety and means that i actually enjoy the sex life we do have together a whole lot more. i don't think Owner misses my little clit either, Her toys are much more effective than it ever was. It is interesting to think that i am completely happy, in fact happier than i have ever imagined it possible to be in a relationship, even though it does not involve any 'sex' in that sense. Not a sentence a teenage version of me would have ever imagined one day writing!

But, back to the present. i was super lucky yesterday in that Owner also worked from home so i got to spend all day with Her. As i too was working from home the dice was thrown, as has now become normal, to see what challenge/activity i would have to undertake. This time i got one of my least favourite activities - having my testicles clamped with 20 mini pegs, for 20 minutes! Owner did the honours and took the following picture of yours truly fully decorated;
with 20 pegs in place
the wooden and metal mini pegs
As always, it was the removal of the pegs that was the worst part. i was very lucky in that Owner permitted me to do that.

Earlier in the week Owner was at work on a day when i was at home. That time the dice determined that i wear a butt plug for 3 hours....Whoop!  Now that was fun!

with glass plug in place
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